wow this was really hard to choose

anonymous asked:

can you share some favorite larry fics? sorry if youve answered this before xx

I have answered this before but I literally never ever get tired of talking about my favorite stories!!!! Here are some of them in no particular order. 

1. My all time favorite story ever is Wild and Unruly by @gloriaandrews and @100percentsassy, though literally every single thing they write, together or apart, is amazing and on my favorites list. I love Wild and Unruly most though probably because I’ve worked on dances before and am a massive horse person and Dolly Parton fan and can’t believe a story exists where Harry serenades his cow named Jolene with Beyonce because like…that’s what the inside of my heart looks like all the time??? Also it’s just so real and romantic and I fucking love every second of it. 

2. Hush. by @wankerville is one of my favorite works of all time and space, too. It was one of the first fics I read in the fandom, and it stuck with me so intensely and so powerfully, like…I really feel this story so close to my heart, on such a profound level. I remember the first time read it at work and I just wept and got choked up the whole time, eyes just burning for hours. Once I finished it I felt this insane comforting warmth wash over me, like all the trauma I experienced in high school being in love with a girl who suffered from debilitating internalized homophobia had somehow been soothed or dislodged. There’s something so intimate and tender and soft about her characters, but also about just the way she writes, and it really moves me in a way I can’t accurately describe? I don’t know I just love it. I love the way she choose not to write technically perfect, and instead invents words of breaks rules to convey a feeing or tone which exists  beyond the constraints of technicality. It’s so inspired. Like, I often talk about how fan fiction as a genre is inherently reparative and restorative for queer individuals, and when I talk about that, the careful love with which @wankerville writes is exactly what I mean. 

3. My heart is breathing for this moment in time  by usedtothebeach, otherwise known as the Time Travellers Wife AU is another favorite of mine…it’s so fucking gut-wrenching and painful and REAL, and it’s SUCH a clever play on canon that I legit almost forget Louis isn’t a time traveler sometimes?! As a canon writer I just really admire how she wove the real story into her universe, it’s absolutely masterful and aside from it being well-crafted, it’s just so emotional and evocative and makes me FEEL SO MUCH. Like wow Harry pines so hard for so long and it’s so aching and ugh. I just love it, even though I hardly ever reread it because it fucking devastates me. 

4. we can take the long way home by @eleadore is one of my all time favorite stories, which is crazy because it’s literally about fertility kink and I hate mpreg and ABO as a general rule? It is seriously one of the sexiest, most intimate, most intense reads off my fucking life though, and I don’t say that lightly. I reread it ALL the time. I actually had a really really hard time choosing one of @eleadore‘s fics because every single one of them is scorchingly hot and very high on my rereading list, but the fact that this is one of the hottest stories ever and it specifically deals with a kink I usually won’t touch with a ten foot pole is a huge testament to how amazing it is. so. Honestly though, read everything she’s ever written though…her TXF fic is fucking remarkable and so is her cabin in the woods fic and the one where they play truth or dare by the pool? Help. 

5. Fuck, so @mediaville is another author I love every single thing from, but again I’m gonna pick a favorite based on the fact it has things I usually don’t dig but I’m still obsessed with it and say One Day to Believe In You. As you all know I lOVE canon fic but I tend to have a pretty strict window in the timeline where I can believably imagine them getting together….like basically anything after week two of TXF I’m like “this is canon compliant but not CANON” and have so suspend disbelief lmao. This story features a SUPER late tension break, and it still manages to be so fucking amazingly hot and believable and the confession scene leading up to the sex? Holy shit it’s hot. Like too hot to think about in public. Anyway I know you asked for larry fic but @mediaville also cowrote an AMAZING bressie fic with balefully that’s FIRE if you’re into that sort of thing. 

6. I also absolutely love To the Ends of the Earth by  @alienproof, it was one of the first canon fics I read where everything seemed really real? I also love the remote cabin love confession trope and I think it cab be a hard one to pull off. I love the tension in this story and the masturbation scene and that Harry has a cat named Neon and spends time making food for his middle aged neighbors…it just seems like a very true and tender hiatus characterization of them. And the sex scenes? Damn. 

7. I sort of feel like @mizzwilde personally wrote Young and Beautiful for me, even though she has no idea who I am, lol. I am just such a sucker for bratty private school boys doing drugs until they fall apart, and Velvet Goldmine is my all time favorite movie…fuck. it’s just so tailored to my interests that I don’t even mind that it’s 100k build with no smut lmao. It’s just a beautifully written dramatic luxurious story and everything about it is absurd and wonderful in the best way. 

8. I adore everything @loadedgunn has written (her sex scenes changed my life?) but my favorite is May We Stay Lost on Our Way Home, otherwise known as the fairy fic. Again…as a general rule, I hATE fantasy fic or stuff with magic/supernatural elements in it, but this story is so unbelievably sweet and hot and funny and real that it transcends it’s genre. I love every second of it and Louis LITERALLY HAS WINGS? Like it’s just such a gloriously written fairytale, but still manages to be distinctly Harry and Louis, which is one of my favorite things about this author: her AUs manage to be SO true to their canon characterizations that it almost feels like reading canon fic. There are parts of this story it that really touch and move me, and then it also has one of my all time favorite sex scenes in it, and then this fucking scene where like…Louis uses root bondage to hold down Harry while he magically tattoos him and the sadist/tattoo artist in me LIVES FOR IT. Basically, this fic has everything and I fucking love it. 


God this was so hard, I keep thinking of more I love! I’m gonna leave it at this though, since most of my other favorite stories are by these authors, who are all phenomenal. 

Player!Hoseok

And now it is time for the third member of the hyung line, our hope, our angel who is so fucking sweet like he’s so caring and kind and warm and all he wants to do is make people happy how is he real I wanna hug him and tell him thank you bc he’s so amazing, Jung Hoseok aka J-Hope aka hobi

  • This post is written in the college AU, it’s just to help set the scene a bit so college!Hoseok is right here
  • Visuals are first bc I gotta
  • Hobi always looks so good but I gotta go with the black hair, it’s always such a l o o k, especially when it’s up and the forehead is showing bc then you can see all of his face
  • Black is one of my favorite hair colors for him but the look he had for Spring Day/Not Today was so fucking cute too and so was the red hair and the blonde, moral of the story, hobi is just always cute
  • Okay but hobi’s airport style is 10/10 I always love seeing the boys’ airport outfits bc they always look so good but I love hobi’s airport looks, they’re always so coordinated and he wears a lot of black and I’m a sucker for black clothing
  • But he can also pull off different patterns, he can do the camouflage look, he can do stripes, he can do sweaters, t-shirts, anything you throw at hobi, he’s got it covered, I mean the man pulled off a bright green sweater and made it look boyfriend how the hell does someone do that plz explain
  • The looks that fits player!hobi is the all black look he did, with the black jeans, black sneakers, black t-shirt, black bag, even his hair was black and that is my s h i t all black instantly
  • But there’s another all black outfit where he had a black t-shirt but then  a red beanie and the strap of his bag was red and that is just wow idk why I love it so much but I kinda keep looking at it bc I would like a round of applause for Mr. Jung bc that look officially has me heart eyes
  • He can pull off so many different hats it’s so hard to choose just one, he can pull off bucket hats, he can do the snapback look !!! beanies, goofy hats, all the hats so I’m just gonna choose them all for player!hobi 
  • Hobi is another dater, he is a really sensitive person when it comes to emotions so just like Yoongi, one night stands aren’t really a thing
  • It’s rare for him to go that far but when he does, it’s someone he knows really well, he’s just more a lover, he prefers feeling that connection of love and it being something really meaningful to both parties involved
  • But he does love a good date, he actually lasts pretty long with his dates, he doesn’t ever confirm or deny the relationship, that’s his thing
  • He’s a carefree kid who’s just focusing on having fun and he’s not looking to get into any relationships yet, especially when he’s so busy being a TA and a dance major
  • He never stops them from calling him their boyfriend but he also calls them his friend or his date so they get a bit confused bc wait it’s been like a month how are we not together yet
  • He always dances (pun intended) around the subject and changes it super quickly bc he doesn’t wanna let them down and tell them that he’s not interested in a relationship but it’s really nothing personal, it’s not their fault, he’s just having fun and chilling out with fun people
  • He has a very approachable vibe to him like he’s not a scary person, he’s so friendly and open and he’s always smiling so people aren’t afraid to come up to him and talk to him and maybe throw in a few flirty lines
  • He would be such a cute date oh my lord, he loves going to a festival or a cute lil diner or maybe feeding ducks at the park and eating some ice cream
  • Always always always holding his date’s hand, sometimes he’ll have his arm around them but even then, he wants them to be holding his hand bc he just loves that shit
  • He’s another player that you don’t expect to be a player based on his personality
  • He’s just so bubbly and caring and he’s really doting towards his dates, he’s always asking if they’re having fun, if they’re comfortable, if they wanna go somewhere else and he makes sure they get home safe so when they find out about it, they’re just oH
  • He h a t e s the “breaking up” part bc hobi loves making people happy and he does so much to get them to smile and he’s always so energetic and cheerful so the thought of ruining someone’s entire week bc of this is heartbreaking to him
  • But he’s also not a cheater and even if he’s not in a relationship with them, he doesn’t wanna be taking them on dates and spending so much time with them and then turning around and doing the same thing with someone else so he’s gotta break it off eventually
  • But he does it very gently, he makes sure they aren’t too down about it and he always promises to stay friends
  • You always see hobi around campus
  • Here’s the thing about hobi, pretty much everyone on campus either knows hobi, knows of him or knows someone that knows him, he’s a social butterfly
  • You know all about his reputation of having someone new every month and never committing but you also know about his dance reputation and that he’s supposedly am az in g
  • So when your friend tells you he’s performing in an underground freestyle competition thing and that they’re going, you figure you’ll go and see what all the talk is about bc when people talk about his dance skills they make him out to be this incredible, breathtaking dancer that’ll make you wanna dance too
  • You had never spoken to him so it was a bit ?? when he walked up to you and greeted you like you were his best friend but then you realize he’s being flirty and while it’s flattering, you also know what the end result typically is so you politely decline his offer to get a late night snack afterwards
  • He is a bit confused bc normally people don’t reject him but it’s his turn so he doesn’t have time to keep talking to you
  • You’re blown away by how talented he is bc have you ever seen hobi dance that shit is magical, it’s so captivating and just I could go on for hours about how talented hobi is
  • You leave shortly after his turn is up bc you have a class early the next morning and you gotta sleep so hobi doesn’t get another chance to talk to until he sees you on campus two days later
  • He keeps talking to you, every time he sees you and you realize that it’s been a while since you’ve heard about him dating someone and pretty soon, he’s spent the entire term single with no dating or even flirting with other people
  • “I wanna get to know you”
  • You’re trying really hard not to fall for his charming lil smile or the way his entire face lights up whenever he sees you or the way his voice sounds when he’s tired and his words are a bit slurred together bc he’s too exhausted to put in the effort to be coherent
  • You agree to go out on a date with him during the summer bc you figure you might as well get it over with, you’re already crushing on him so it’s better to see him from the player point of view so you can move on with your lives
  • It’s so much fun, he takes you down to the beach and you walk all around the pier together and play in the sand and run from the waves and it’s just a really stress free date where you two genuinely enjoy every moment and there aren’t any awkward moments
  • You get a bit nervous around the one month mark bc you know that’s when his relationships stop but then everything stays normal, he actually takes you out to dinner for your first month anniversary and then the next thing you know, you’ve spent the entire summer and the following term with him openly calling himself your boyfriend
  • “I like being in a relationship with you, it’s funner than having to stress over breakups”
  • “I like you as a boyfriend a lot more”
  • “Maybe one day, I’ll be upgraded to husband”
  • “Ch iLL”

anonymous asked:

Sorey or Mikleo

Wow, first ask you drop this into my box. You guys aren’t holding back, are you?  And really, I love both of them, I really do, but if I had to choose, I’d go with Mikleo.  I mean, look at him:

No, really, look at him some more:

Like, really, one more just for Rule of Three:

Not to mention how supportive he is, how hard he works, how dedicated he is, how strong he is (emotionally and physically) … just, look, Sorey’s wonderful and all, but I’m sure he’d agree with me when I say Mikleo’s the best.  Yes, he might be my current overall character.  Mikleo’s elegance and grace and smart and beautiful and … and … he’s just amazing okay?  (Sorry, Kurama, you had a great 15 year run, but I’ve got a new favorite now.)

But I Can’t Let Go | Jihoon Angst | Oneshot

The Hanahaki Disease is an illness born from one-sided love, where the patient throws up and coughs of flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. The infection can be removed through surgery, but the feelings disappear along with the petals. It can be cured without side effects only when the feelings are returned.

Word Count: 3,299

Genre: Angst, Death

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anonymous asked:

Sometimes fandoms help you feel better. My at home life is hard (I take care of a disabled mum and sister while I pay for my other two sisters to go to college) But when i read fan fictions (the 3 hours i am free a day) or the art i see makes me feel much better. Undertale is beautiful and some of the art is amazing. I have no way to choose between either fallswap Sans or outertale Sans

Wow! You sound like a hard worker.  It sounds really overwhelming though.   Lots of hugs.   I agree about the fandom being an escape.  I have been averaging 10-12 hours a day lately (this is not my usual schedule.  Its just the current circumstances) ANYHOW, I’m very grateful for the beautifully talented people who contribute to this fandom via writing, drawing, animating, voice acting, sewing, 3d modeling, and so much other stuff.  

I’m actually not all that familiar with the Fallswap and Outertale versions of Sans.  I mean, I know of them, but I really don’t know the backstories (if there are any)  However, both designs are really cool! 

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Sollux [x] Gamzee [x] Photographer [x]

Two assholes stand before you, ready to take you to the Winter Formal.

Who do you choose?

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Some FrUk at war practises

anonymous asked:

Who is your favorite character from each of the SW trilogies, and your top pairing for each of them?

Oh wow…umm okay.

Prequels: I’m not really sure about my favorite character (so hard to choose!) but i will have to go with Anakin. He’s such a hot mess, i love him. And of course, obikin is the way to go.

Original: Luke or Leia…i can’t pick between them. One day it’s Luke with his earnest puppy eyes and the next it’s Leia with her no nonsense attitude. And pairing…hmm still obikin? :D force ghosts ftw. But if we’re talking about people still alive then I like Han/Leia and Luke/Wedge is interesting

Sequel: This is hard because i’m not really invested in those movies (yet). Can I say BB8? I remember that when i left the theater i was in love with that droid. I don’t really have any pairing i’m interested in so far. I guess one movie is not enough for me lmao.

Thank you so much for sending me this!!!! Someone talks to me YAY. Always a good day to find an ask in you inbox that isn’t spam.

@kiradillinger replied to your post : “ wow, does Peridot know russian…

Russian is hard to learn if you are English, I understand… I’m Russian, and just was really surprised by this fact about Peridot xD Good luck in learning ^^

Actually,Romanian is my first language and since this language is like a combination between Latin and Slav,it can make things easier. English is my first language tho and in fact,I like learning new languages. 

And about the fact that Peridot is Russian,I wanted to work with something different,most of people usually choose Latin countries and I was thinking “what if I take a Slav country” and so I did, I have more fun like this ! :3c Also,thank you for support,have a good day ! ^^

Make It Right

I’m really sorry this has taken me so long. I really really am sorry! I hope you like this and I hope it’s angsty enough and ugh T^T Sorry for the wait

-Admin Plum

Originally posted by seventns

There was something about him; his sharp features and the intensity of his eyes. It felt like he was staring straight into your soul; drawing out parts of you that you were scared to bare to anyone else.

Your friend playfully nudged your shoulder, “Hey~ You’ve been staring at Wonwoo since he walked on stage.”

You leaned closer to her, “Is that his name?”

“Yep,” She nods before jolting in her seat, squealing as her favourite member waved in your direction.

You marvelled at his fluid movements, the way he held himself with grace. Even in the dark, crowded room, you found no trouble following his every moment. He was mesmerising and you found yourself uttering his name, your stomach fluttering as it rolled of your tongue with ease, “Wonwoo…”

Ever since then you found yourself wanting to see him again. You signed up to their fan cafe, attended as many events as you could and watched all of their videos in your spare time. But that wasn’t the end of it. Your admiration for Wonwoo had gone above and beyond. You went from being a fangirl to wanting to be like him, an idol.

Never once did you think you were insane. It was your best chance to meet him, to get to know him on a different, more personal level. Becoming an idol had a lot of benefits too and you were more than grateful to have parents who supported your sudden exclamation of, “I want to audition to become famous.”

To your mother it was a dream come true, the little girl she had been grooming to become a fine young lady had chosen a career path that would finally put years of ballet and piano training to good use.

To your father it was his daughter’s happiness. He was wary to send his only princess out into the spotlight, nervous about how the harsh world of fame would treat her, but he had raised a warrior. And reaching for glory and fame is what made her happy, he was content in supporting her.

But for you, it was neither and more. You had no idea what career you actually wanted to choose for your future but using your talents to achieve fame seemed logical enough. You were prepared to work hard to make it happen, but only because there was someone in your heart that was pushing you to do so.


It was by a miracle that landed you in the front steps of the white Pledis building as a full-fledged trainee. You had trained for months and were lucky enough to have passed their auditions but you had been so busy practicing; you had lost touch with your social media.

You had only caught up with news of Seventeen last night and it made you even more nervous. Would Wonwoo welcome you warmly like the scenes that played in your mind? Would his attitude have changed now that they’ve finally debuted?

Without knowing it, you were sure that your infatuation had turned to into something more. With a deep breath, you steel your resolve. You brace yourself for the harsh critics, the long, arduous hours of practice and the long wait until your own debut. But mostly, you prepare yourself to meet the man of your dreams.


Your first day was memorable but a letdown. A sense of disappointment  filled you when Wonwoo wasn’t there to meet you. You new cohort, the Pledis Girlz were a pleasant bunch but you itched to see him, but held yourself back from asking too many questions. You were a trainee now and you have to supress your tendencies for over excitement; it was unprofessional.

On your second week, luck had finally granted you a chance to meet him. Albeit not in the way you wanted.

You were passing by Seventeen’s recording room when it happened, peering through the small glass window on the door. The lights were on, but there was no one inside.

“Looking for someone?” a deep voice speaks over your head.

You turn around so fast you almost whip the person with your hair, “Wonwoo sunbae-nim! Oh no, I-um was just looking. Yeah.” You fiddle with your fingers as you draw your eyes up from the collar of his shirt up to meet his dark brown eyes.

You bite down on both of your lips to stop yourself from smiling at how adorable the wide grin growing on his face was, “Hi. It’s Y/N right? You’re the new trainee.”

You nod and look away. You hope he doesn’t notice how red your face is turning, but judging from his cheeky grin he probably did.

“Jihoon tells me you’re a natural at singing,” he says.
“Oh! No, I’m ok. Compared to the other trainees, I don’t think I’m that great.”

“Humble too,” he chuckles. You panic when he raises his arm and it brushes past yours. You’re trapped between his body and the door and you feel yourself tensing from how close he is, “Would you mind moving though? I kind of need to get inside.”

“Sorry! Sorry,” you squeak, sidestepping to get out of his way, “I’ll just go-“

“Actually, I was hoping you could help me with something? “ He chuckles at your wide eyes, “I’m writing a song and I need an outsider’s feedback. Would you mind helping me out?”

You couldn’t nod your head fast enough.


Jeon Wonwoo, you realised, was a huge dork. An extremely thoughtful dork. After helping him out, he had asked you to continue meeting up with him up until he finished the song’s production.

Of course you had said yes, but what you didn’t expect was for him to go through such lengths to repay you back.

“I really appreciate you helping me out,” he says, placing a lunchbox in front of you. Your heart starts racing as he looks into your eyes and smiles, “It means a lot to me.”

You’re glad you managed to discard your shy attitude towards him. Being able to talk to him as a friend meant a lot to you. You laugh at his cheesy behaviour, “This is the 100th time you’ve thanked me for helping you. It’s really no big deal.”

“Well, I want to show you my appreciation anyway,” he takes the lid off the lunchbox revealing one of your favourite dishes alongside several side dishes.

“Wow~ This looks amazing. Mingyu must’ve worked really hard on this,” you tease.

“No fair! I cut all the vegetables,” he pouts. You eye carrots and other greens that varied in sizes; none of them were uniform. You giggle, “Yeah, I can tell.”

You lock into his eyes and smile, thanking him sincerely for his efforts as you both start eating the contents of the lunchbox.

Even though you’ve only known him for a few months, you know how incapable he is when it comes to cooking; choosing to do other tasks such a cleaning to avoid kitchen duties. Your heart swells at the thought of him forcing his best friend to help him cook for you.

“Tablo Sunbae approached us and he asked me to write a song for him. If he likes it, he says he’ll record it with me.  That’s why this song means a lot to me,” he says, playing with his chopsticks, “He’s my idol, you know? This is a dream come true. That’s why it has to be perfect.”

You reach for his hand across the table and give it a light squeeze, the butterflies in your stomach going into a frenzy at the simple touch, “It is. And I’m sure he’ll love it. He’s lucky to have a talented fan like you.” He thanks you and you go back to enjoying your lunch.

From the corner of your eye you could see him desperately trying to control his smile, stealing quick glances at you when he thinks you’re not paying him any attention. But you are, you always are. You catch his gaze and you wonder if it was just your imagination, or if you really did see a glimmer of admiration.


“Congratulations!” Pinky squeals, latching unto your back.

You look at her in confusion, wiping the sweat from your brows, “For what?”

“They haven’t told you yet? They’re giving you the song Wonwoo sunbae has been working on,” your shoulders tense, “They want you to sing it!”

“No! What?!”

Pinky jolts back, not expecting your protest, “What do you mean? This is a good thing.”

You throw your towel on the bench and hastily make your way towards the recording room, ignoring the calls for your name.

After not finding Wonwoo in the recording room, you scour the entire building for him, eventually finding him in the basement all by himself. He’s blasting the song he worked tirelessly on while pacing around the dim lit room.

You walk in and you know he notices you, but he continues his pacing, mumbling under his breath. You’re scared to speak up; he looks so troubled and frustrated. But you know if you leave things be it would just make the situation far worse.

“Wonwoo-“

“I can’t believe you,” he says loudly, freezing you in place with his icy glare. A chill run downs your spine, but it’s not the same feeling to when he’s smiling at you with warm eyes, “Did you set this all up? Get close to me so you could steal my song?”

You shake your head, “No of course not! I’m not like that.”

You’re stunned at how he rolls his eyes and brushes off your words, “Sure you’re not. You’re different aren’t you? You’re not like those other girls who would manipulate other people to succeed.”

His sarcastic tone stops you from nodding your head. You really weren’t like that at all.

“Fucking bullshit,” his icy voice and deadly glare scares you, “I can’t believe you’d steal my song behind my back. After I trusted you!”

“I didn’t do it! I don’t even want-“

“Just shut up!” his voice booms in the empty room and it makes you flinch, “You know how much this song meant to me! I should have never asked for your help.” He paces towards you until he has you trapped between the cold wall and his lean arms.

For once you don’t want to meet his gaze, “You haven’t even been training for long and you’re already eager to debut. I had to wait 4 years to get my chance but here you are, little miss perfect, grabbing every opportunity to get someone to notice her.”

Your mind was spinning at his accusations. What happened to the kind-hearted Wonwoo you had admired for so long? Was this the same boy that had caught your eye and motivated you to always do your best?

“That’s why you were hanging around our recording room wasn’t it? So you could find someone to latch unto,” Tears begin to prick your eyes from his words, “Are you happy, Y/N? You did a great job. Your good girl act deserves to be awarded.” He pushes himself off the wall and slowly walks back, clapping.

“You should be training to be an actress, not an idol. I’m sure you’d meet much more people to steal from, you untalented, attention whore,” he spits.

“Hyung!” Mingyu gasps as he enters the room in time to hear Wonwoo’s words. He glances worriedly between Wonwoo and your tense figure before making his way towards you, “Hyung what the hell are you doing?”

Wonwoo grabs Mingyu’s arms before he could come near you, “Don’t Mingyu. She’s just acting. She’ll make you feel sorry for her and then when you get close, she’ll backstab you, like a heartless bitc-“

Mingyu yanks his arm from Wonwoo’s grip. They watch you sink to the floor, back sliding down the wall as your hands fly to hide the tears spilling from your eyes. Is that how he sees you now?

Wonwoo rolls his eyes, “Seriously Mingyu, don’t even bother! She’s a two-faced-“

“That’s enough, Hyung,” Mingyu scowls.

“Whatever,” Wonwoo huffs out a breath before stomping out of the room and slamming the door behind him.

Mingyu holds your shaking figure against him, soothingly running his hand up and down your back. He expects to stay with you until you’ve finished crying but he feels you take a shaky breath before pushing yourself off the ground.

You use your wrist to wipe your eyes, “I’m sorry you had to see that and thank you Mingyu, but I should go before anybody else sees me like this,” you croak.

Mingyu heaves himself up, “Don’t worry about it. I’m sorry for what Wonwoo hyung said to you, I’ve never seen him like that before…”

“Me neither,” you saying, hanging your head low. You recall Wonwoo’s callous glare, he hatred burning in his eyes. And the words he spat at you that made your heart sink. You felt emotionally drained. With Wonwoo thinking so negatively of you, you had no more motivation to continue training. In fact, the idea of coming back to Pledis made you anxious. You couldn’t face Wonwoo again and you certainly couldn’t perform the song he had created.

Making up your mind, you start heading out the door.

“Where are you going?” Mingyu asks.

“To find Vice President Kim. I need to tell him something.”


A week later you wander around the Pledis Girlz’ practice room for the last time. You smile meekly at the memories you had made inside this room. Your journey to become an idol was short lived but at least you made some good friends. Even though the one person you wanted to get close to couldn’t stand to be near you anymore.

“So you really are leaving,” you spin around and catch Mingyu eyeing the duffle bag around your shoulder.

You smile at the pout on his face, “Yeah. I don’t really think I was meant to last here.”

He quirks up an eyebrow, “What do you mean?”

“Well, my reason for wanting to become an idol is pretty selfish,” you don’t know what overcomes you to confess the truth to Mingyu. Probably because you had nothing else to lose, “I saw you guys performing live in Hongdae during Seventeen Project. My friends dragged me to go but I was happy she did…because I got to meet Wonwoo.”

You grip the handle of your bag at the memory, “He was so…captivating. I loved his performance. He was so charismatic and there was just something about him. He made me kind of jealous, honestly,” Mingyu stays silent, urging you to continue when you look his way, “He was doing what he loved and I could tell. I mean, you were all like him. You all seemed so happy with what you were doing but there was something about Wonwoo that caught my eye.”

“I became a fan of Seventeen afterwards. But I found myself wanting to get close to Wonwoo. At first I thought it was just me being a normal fangirl, but every time I saw him perform, it made me want to be like him. So I practiced for months before auditioning. I was so happy when I got in. I could finally be like the guy I idolised,” You pause. Clenching your eyes to stop the tears from coming.

“Then, I actually got to know Wonwoo and I fell for him. I’m sorry, I know you probably don’t want to hear all of this.”

Mingyu smiles, shaking his head, “Don’t apologise. Keep going. I actually want to hear the rest of what you have to say.” He gives your back a reassuring pat so you continue.

“I had no intentions of taking his song, at all. When Pinky told me they were going to give the song to me I rushed to find him. I knew the song meant a lot to him, that’s why I wanted to take him to see the President and sort things out. I didn’t want to take his dream away from him.”

Mingyu sets down the bag on your shoulder and welcomes you in his arms, “Is that why you quit? So they’d give him his song back?”

You nod against his chest, “Yes. And I lost my motivation to keep performing. I know the reason I want to be an idol isn’t as deep as everyone else’s and I feel so shallow and fake, but Wonwoo was the only reason I wanted to keep training. I wanted to keep being close with him, to continue getting to know him and he was my inspiration…but after what happened I couldn’t do it anymore. I feel really stupid. I really liked him, but I hurt his feelings,” you sniffle.

“Do you still like him even after all that he said to you?” Mingyu questions.

You untangle yourself from Mingyu’s hold and lift your bag back on your shoulder, “You’ll probably think I’m some dumb, love sick girl, especially after the things he called me…but yes. I still like him.”

“Umm, well yeah. I think you’re kind of dumb for still liking him,” he says, slowly backing away from you. You quirk your brow as he latches unto the door handle and it’s only then you notice that the door was half open, or that someone had been listening into your conversation the whole time.

Your heart stops in your chest before lurching into overtime.

The corner of Wonwoo’s lips rose slightly as he gives you a miniscule smile, “But I don’t.”

Mingyu ducks out of the room without a word and closes the door behind him.

“Wonwoo,” you say softly.

“I’ve watched you for ages,” he says, “I always say you at our events. I thought you were cute. Then one day, I saw you training here and it felt glad.”

You were stunned at his words.

“I could finally get to know you,” he sighed, his hands making motions as he spoke, “I asked you for help and you were everything I thought you would be.  You were funny and hard working. You never noticed, but when we were working on the song together, the way you scrunched your nose when you read something you didn’t like or drew doodles on your notepad was adorable. I could stare at you all day.”

You moved towards him and noticed the blush rising in his cheeks.

“When I heard about them giving you the song,” a frustrated sigh escaped his lips, “I was angry. I felt betrayed. I really liked you,” his confession throws you off and you gape at him, “You meant a lot to me but at that moment I just-I felt deceived.”

You felt like you had to say something, but you were too nervous to voice anything.

Wonwoo runs his hand through his hair, “I’m sorry. I really screwed up. I hurt you so much and I want to make things right by you,” he slips his fingers under your chin; his cool touch makes gives you goose bumps, “So please don’t leave.”

Wonwoo wraps his arms around you and pulls you into a light hug then whispers in your ear, “I understand if you don’t want me to, but please let me make things right.”

Your heart felt ready to burst at the sheer joy coursing through your veins. You escape from Wonwoo’s arms and rush to the door.

“Where are you going?” He asks, panicking. You run back to him, grabbing his hand and shooting him a smile so he doesn’t misunderstand the situation.

“I have to go buy Vice President Kim a present so he doesn’t get super angry at me for changing my mind. He had to go through a lot of paperwork when I quit you know? So you probably owe him something too,” Your voice trails off.

Wonwoo grinned, squeezing your hand as he picks up his pace to walk beside you. You start swinging your hands together and he chuckles at your adorable actions.

“I have to buy my girlfriend a present too,” he says proudly, puffing out his chest.

You raise your eyebrows in surprise, “Slow down, stalker. I still haven’t forgiven you for calling me an ‘untalented, attention whore.’”

Wonwoo’s shoulder sags as he winces at the memory, “Sorry,” he says in a deflated tone, “But you’re kind of a stalker too.”

“Excuse me?”

“Ah, sorry, sorry. I’ll shut up now.”

tagged by: the lovely @iamvvanda thank you!

rules: tag 20* people you want to know better

nickname: jess/jessi/other weird ones
zodiac: aquarius
height: 5′1″ 
last thing i googled: “depistage genetique” for my bio project lol
favourite music artist: wow thats hard um im really liking bruno mars atm
song stuck in my head: just the office theme music on repeat im dying
last movie i saw: interstellar 
what am i wearing right now: workout clothes + a sweater 
why did i choose my url: because charlie weasley is my little dragon loving son
do i have any other blogs: nope
what did my last relationship teach you: never been in one yikes
religious or spiritual: religious 
favourite colour: changes constantly, red, purple, some shades of green, light blue
average hours of sleep: 7-8
lucky number: dont really have one but ig 14??
favourite characters: aaron warner, regulus black, jim halpert, deadpool, charlie weasley, hermione granger, etc etc etc i could go on forever
how many blankets do i sleep with: 2, 3 in winter
dream job: anesthesiologist (working my way towards it!)

tagging: @roxanncweasley @saladtsar @ohsugarhoneyicedtea @buttahbeer @deadypooly @expectopatronuts @sscorbus @cavldroncakes @holey-george @ohclace and anyone else that wants to

orson-bigdaddy-krennic  asked:

Adopt a kitten with Gerry or build the Death Star with Krennic? 😂

OMG! THIS IS SO HARD! WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME! (no, but seriously thank you!)

*thinks*

wow… i really can’t choose… GerryBerry is love but but but… Orson!!! 

……………….

I would choose building the Death Star with Krennic because then I would have the chance to go to Scarif and save him!!!! <333

@futureauthor45 tagged me (wow I’m so happy no one ever notices me (thank you so much))

RULES: tag 9 people you want to get to know better

Relationship Status: forever alone

Lipstick or Chapstick: neither really, very very occasionally I’ll wear chapstick

Last Movie I Watched: does half of Zootopia with my little sister count?

Last Song I Listened To: If You Do by got7 

Top 3 Shows: Haikyuu!!, Skam and Sherlock

Top 3 Ships: Iwaizumi x Oikawa, Hamilton x Laurens and Kageyama x Hinata (it was too hard to choose those)

I’m going to tag @rainstorms-by-june @glitterytrashhh @satanicslushie @myeong-hwa @army-aghase @danishpastriesbitch @a-gryffindor-danosaur @falloutturtles23 @soulflaws

rinoaheartillyy  asked:

What's your favourite FFVIII OST song & favourite FFVIII outfit? :))♥

Favortie FFVIII OST:

It’s really hard to just choose one song from the FFVIII OST… There are so many, I dearly love! But if I have to choose, I’d say “Fragments of Memories”. It’s so beautiful, seriously… Oh and of course “Balamb Garden”, because it feels like home <3

Favorite FFVIII outfit:

As much as I like Rinoa’s outfit… I just have to choose Edea’s sorceress dress here! OMG. I mean, look at this perfection!! The whole outfit with the dress, the feather collar, the headpiece + jewelry, the ‘cloak’… Just wow. Pure elegance mixed with dangerous sorceress power!

Thanks for these cool FFVIII asks!! <3

Send me “what’s your favorite..” asks!

anyasbunny  asked:

buffy asks: 8 & 9

8. what do you think is the worst episode?

yikes ok!! seeing red i think bc of what spke did and what happened to tara. tbh tara’s death rly hit me….um joss’ writing decisions were really terrible this ep i did not want to see the bathroom scene or my greatest comfort character get killed off graphically lol

9. what do you think is the best episode?

omg this is so hard to choose but!!!! i think maybe prophecy girl?? smg’s acting was so stellar in it and!! the cinematography!!!!! wow! also the iconic lines “i may be dead but i’m still pretty” and “you have fruit punch mouth”

anonymous asked:

Which volume of Mass Effect did you enjoy the most? I found 3 very nicely done (except the ending that was shit)

Wow, it’s a really hard question because I enjoyed all of them. But from the original trilogy I think I would choose the second one. I loved all the loyalty missions, the Illusive Man is super cool character and the suicide mission at the end was just WOW.

And I really like Andromeda as well. It’s different, lighter and more adventurous, but that’s okay, it has its unique charm. I totally fell in love with Scott Ryder (and Reyes Vidal *cough*) and the more I played, the more I loved the game despite its flaws.

So yeah, Mass Effect is amazing! (but the ending of 3 was shit yeah)

Sexting Via Morse Code: Another Solangelo Fic

Loud.

Very, very…so very loud.

Nico didn’t know if he could last much longer in the dining pavilion if every one decided to impersonate Apes, every specie of bird, and tea kettles all at once. It had been a year since the battle of Gaea and everyone had just gotten back to camp half blood for the summer, so of course it was bustling with life. He halfheartedly listened to Percy telling some story about his old swim team and something about trying synchronized swimming or something while everyone laughed, and by everyone he meant Annabeth, Jason, Piper, Hazel, Frank, Reyna, Percy, and himself were seated at the Hades table catching up. Or well some were. Nico found his eyes wandering over to his boyfriends table. Will seemed to be deep in thought because his siblings kept on poking him and waving their hands in front of his face as he stared down at his plate in full concentration.

‘I wonder what he’s thinking of,’ Nico thought as he continued to stare. It seemed as though the blond sensed him staring because next thing he knew, he was staring into the most gorgeous blue eyes. He offered Will a small smile as the other waved at him with a wide smile. Will was about to turn back to his siblings before Nico held up his hand and slowly brought it down on the table in a series of small and long knocks.

Will recognized it as Morse Code.

-What are you thinking so hard about?- Nico tapped out while keeping eye contact.

Will quickly tapped out, -Oh. I was wondering what I should eat. Hot dog or hamburger, but I can’t choose, it’s hard. Help me!?- against his table. No one seemed to notice other than the two tapping against their tables.

Nico chuckled softly before he bit his lip as a devious thought intruded his mind. -I know it’s not an easy decision, it’s kinda hard to decide for yourself or take the easy way out and have someone decide for you, but Will you must know that there will come a time when you will have to choose between what is hard and what is easy.-

Will raised an eyebrow at the long response but chuckled and looked at Nico with a look that said, ‘Really?’

-wow. When did you turn into professor psychology or whatever.-

-can I tell you a secret?-

-of course, Lord of Darkness. Shoot-

-I’m both.- Nico snickered as he saw the blond’s face slowly turn red in realization.

“You okay Neeks?” Percy paused in his story as he looked at the son of Hades.

Nico turned to look at him and nod, “I’m fine. Will just made a stupid face…” He lied. Apparently it fooled him because he jumped right back into what he was talking about. He looked back at Will who was glaring at him while still blushing.

-seriously, Nico?-

-seriously Sunshine.-

-you mean to tell me you’re hard. Right now. In the middle of the dining pavilion?-

Nico held back another laugh, though he wasn’t actually, he just wanted to see Will’s reaction.

-and what if I am?-

He could see Will bite his lip and turn a bit redder as he stared at his dark haired boyfriend. Nico smiled innocently and batted his eyelashes at him.

-gods Nico-

-yup. I mean it’s pretty straining but I can deal with it….unless you wanna help.- he tapped out with a wink.

Unbeknownst to the two of them, Malcom from the Athena table knew exactly what they were saying, well tapping. His eyes were wide as one hand was over his mouth to keep him from screaming.

-Nico, please! I’m sitting with my siblings. There bound to notice if something….arises.-

-getting excited are we?-

-well it’s hard not to.-

-I know what else is hard.-

-Oh my gods-

Will crossed his legs and sat a bit straighter at the thought that the hot italian he called his boyfriend was hard and sexting him via Morse Code. On the other hand Nico had to do the same as he actually did have a boner at the thought that he caused Will to behave as such.

-I’m straining against my jeans so much-

Will brought his cup of water up to his lips, drinking as he tapped out, -must be painful against your briefs and jeans, I would know anyways…-

Nico smirked as he tapped out, -that does sound painful, but no I mean just my jeans. I’m not wearing any underwear.-

He let out laugh as Will choked on his water, only to cough loudly when Nico tapped, -that’s not the only thing you’ll choke on.-

He laughed again as he watched Will’s siblings pat his back to try and comfort the boy. Nico’s friends thought the laugh was just because of what Percy said, but Annabeth knew better. For she too understood what the two were saying. And gods was Nico…dirty.

-Nico please….my siblings are trying to take me to our cabin because they think I have a fever. They want to check my temperature with a thermometer.-

-Oh I have a thermometer we can use, I warn you though it’s one of the old fashioned ones.- another wink that made Will turn impossibly redder than before.

-Nico Di Angelo, did you just call your dick a thermometer?-

-indeed I did. I also suggested we take your temperature with it the old fashioned way.-

-you mean in my….rectum? Right?-

-that’s it-

-Nico….-

Nico laughed as Will slammed his head on his table as his siblings fussed over him. Nico’s eyes widened though as he stopped laughing when he heard someone at his table tapping out something.

-Nico, I love you, I really do, but maybe you should take this to the bedroom, your bedroom. I don’t think poor Malcom can handle much more. - it was Annabeth. Nico’s ears burned as he looked at the said boy and saw that he too had his head against his table while shaking his head.

Nico then looked at Annabeth who simply winked at him. Nico abruptly stood up before muttering he was tired. He pulled the front of his short down a bit to hide the tent in his pants as he walked out of the dining pavilion, fully aware of a certain son of Apollo’s eyes focused on his backside. He made sure to sway his hips as he walked out.

Will thunked his head on his table again, Nico was going to be the death of him. And those pants were sinfully tight and he could not wait to help him out of them. He quickly stood uo, gave some half-assed excuse and ran out to catch up to Nico.

All the while Malcom watched with his jaw hanging open, and an uncomfortable expression on his face as he knew fully well what those two were gonna do. While Annabeth laughed.

(( @nerdz4lifeyo here you go you fucking nerd XD))