wow this took forever and a day

Day 003 - aka: without tags you’d never guess it ;)

“I am not given to outbursts of brotherly compassion. You know what happened to the other one.” – Mycroft Holmes
(I’m so curious about the other one, presumably Sherrinford! All the theories!!)

Wow, this picture seriously almost killed me and it still turned out unrecognisable.
Actually it’s already 30 minutes after midnight here but I unexpectedly spent the whole day at the office and this drawing took forever and the light is horrible and and andandand… 

Now, if you don’t mind, I’m going to lay down and die now ;)


Bokuakakurotsukki Week Day 1: Firsts (?)

Wow im late but basically AU where theyre all foreign exchange students studying abroad in Tokyo and they all meet and fall for each other

ok so here i hc that bokutos from columbia (based on glumpo’s glorious latino bokuto hcs), akaashi’s from new zealand, kuroo’s from america and tsukki is from denmark (im studying abroad in denmark soon so this is just pointless projecting tbh ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )
Make you feel my love.

Summary: You and Crowley were happy, but like every fairy tail it must come to an end. Sometimes the love just isn’t there anymore….but that doesn’t mean it cant come back. 

Chapter two of Show me love.

Based on the song ‘Make you feel my love.

Pairing: Crowley x reader

Word count: 5,245 (wow)

Warnings: Cursing, Oral (reader recieving), angst.

A/N: This took forever and a day to write, but here it is! Also you all might notice a scene from one of my favorite shows that really helped out. 

Tagging some of my favorite writers and Crowley!girls I can think of. (Thank you all for inspiring me.)

@murdochinthetardis (For helping me get through this.) @abaddonwithyall @ilostmyshoe-79 @bkwrm523
@bovaria @but-deans-back-tho  @kittenofdoomage @littlegreenplasticsoldier @marksheppardischarming @mostlycrowleyoneshots @thenightyouknow @volcanic-coyote

Originally posted by f-uni

Standing in the mirror, Crowley fixed his tie while his mind wandered to the peaceful thoughts of you. Your smile. Your hair. Even the way you snorted when you laughed too hard. He’d come to love every last inch of you….even though there were complications.


Speak of the devil.

He closed his eyes and sighed before turning away from his reflection towards his mother. A distasteful word that was.

“Yes, Mother?”

“Where do you think you’re going?” She placed a hand on her hip and Crowley did everything in his power not to roll his eyes at her antics.

“To see the woman I actually love, an-”

“And you still believe she loves you back?” She interrupted him with a scoff. “And here I was thinking you’d become smarter after all these years.” She shook her head sending red curls to and fro.

This was a recurring factor in Crowley’s new life. Ever since he’d finally announced the two of you as a couple his mother had come to bombard him with lies.

At least he hoped they were lies. To be truthful, his mind set of you actually wanting to be with him was slowly deteriorating.

Ever so slowly.

“And here I thought I would actually have a peaceful evening without a bitch-excuse me, witch ruining it.” He balled and un-balled his fist.

“Ruining?” Rowena placed a hand on her chest in a mock hurt “I’m simply protecting you, darling. I mean, what kind of mother would I be if I didn’t try and pry my son from the grasp of some whore who only loves him for his throne?”

“Don’t you have anything better to do?” He wiped off his sleeves and snapped his fingers making a beautiful bouquet of Peonies appear. “I have a date to attend to.”

His mother sashayed to his bed before sitting herself down. “She didn’t love you at first.”

Crowley eyed her “what?”

She smirked and shrugged “I remember it. She didn’t love you at first, not really.”

“And how do you kno-”

“Because if you love someone you don’t keep it a secret.” She snapped at him “you tell every soul you can, but did she? Did your precious Y/N tell even the Winchesters about you? No! She kept you hidden, only to use you as a measly toy.”

“Stop it.”

“You both had to be caught for her to confess and who’s to say she would’ve on her own? Who’s to say she didn’t hate the fact that someone actually knew that she’d even touched you?”

“Stop it, now.”

But Rowena wasn’t done. “And who’s to say she doesn’t want you as just a toy? I think as a mother- NO! As a woman, she wants something to gain from your little mischief’s. The throne, Fergus.” She was standing now, walking toward him with a glimmer in her eye. Her hand was soon placed on her sons cheek “So you go, and you see what happens. Let the little wench break your heart and then who’ll be there for you?”

She waited for an answer and he waited for a reason she’d be wrong. Any reason at all……

“Get out.” He muttered looking at the wall behind her. Her hand slipped from his cheek, letting her nails rake across it. She wordlessly walked out of his bedroom, because what else could she have said?

She’d said enough.

You twirled the spaghetti onto your fork and shoveled it into your mouth. You leaned forward on the kitchen counter closer to the book in front of you. Crossing you legs you let your eyes glide over its words.

‘While yes, there are Changelings, Shifters, and Doppelgangers, the subtle differences between each remain as-’

“He still not here?”

You turned to see Sam walking towards the refrigerator. Shaking your head silently he eyed you cautiously.

He licked his lips “I bet he’s just caught up in a hell of a lot of work.”

You squinted at him before scoffing “You’re almost as bad as Dean.”

“It got you to smile.”

That was true. A small smile had graced your features, and that was all he needed before continuing. “Get some rest, Y/N. It’s already 10, and you can’t function without sleep. I should know, I’ve seen it.”

You glanced at the book and the now half empty bowl of spaghetti before nodding. You closed the book and grabbed it and the bowl heading out of the kitchen. Sam swiftly took the book from your hands and waved it. “I’ll put this up, you go finish that and get some rest.”

Nodding you walked out of the kitchen and towards your room. Your new dress brushed the back of your thighs and you sighed before finally letting your face drop. Maybe he’d come before you fell asleep?

You sat on your bed and placed the bowl on your nightstand. Maybe you should keep the dress on just in case. Your hair and makeup was already done. Your shoes were at the end of your bed just waiting to be filled. All you needed now was him.

At 12:30 you finally decided to throw your dress in the hamper and pull on a pair of sweatpants and a shirt. You’d finished the bowl hours ago and now you were hungry again.

Silently you padded down the hall towards the kitchen. One more snack before bed. You stood in front of the open refrigerator and looked, and looked, and-

“Having trouble there, love?”

You didn’t even bother turning around, instead you just kept looking.

“I’m sorry, I got caught up in work and-”

The sound of the door slamming cut him off. You brushed past him out of the kitchen and towards your room. His arm snaked around your waist and you stopped, still not looking at him.

“Please look at me, Y/N.” His voice was low and gravely and sad and everything that made you break. You slowly turned to face him and he smiled softly at you. “Beautiful.”

“It’s our anniversary.” You said lowly.

“I know.”

“You didn’t come.”

“I’m here now.” He realized what he’d said and backtracked “I’m sorry, work is work, and my mother she-”

“Oh god.” You rolled your eyes and pulled away from him before making your way towards your room. “Always with your mother, why does she hate me so much?”

He followed you into your room and closed the door behind him. “It’s complicated.”

“Then uncomplicate it.” You crossed your arms and sat on your bed facing him. He eyed  you for a moment before breaking into a small smile.

“I remember when I took you to that cabin in Canada?”


“I remember” he continued “leading you out onto the snow with my hands covering your eyes. I remember the look on your face when you saw the northern lights ablaze right in front of you.”

You sat and, begrudgingly, listened. He stopped and looked off to the empty space in the wall and you knew what was coming next.

“Why did you say no?”

You shook your head “You know why I said no, we’ve talked-”

“I know. I just want to talk about it.” He simply shrugged and you eyes him before sighing.

“Because marrying you would mean becoming the queen of hell. And becoming the queen of hell is a big responsibility that I know nothing about. And I’m still not even sure if…” You trailed off and bit your lip. You looked away from him and shook your head “What do you want?”

He smiled “Those words mean more than anyone could ever know.” He looked at you “I want you to Marry me.”

“Says the man who couldn’t even make it to our anniversary.” You didn’t mean to come off so harsh.

“So that’s all you care about? Me forgetting to bring you presents?” The hurt in his fucking voice sent you over the edge.

“Who said anything about presents,Crowley?” You stood up from your spot on the bed “I only wanted to spend time with the man I love and you’re making this about material things.”

“Well how am I supposed to know that, huh?! How am I supposed to know you love me when you barely even say it anymore?!” He was screaming now, but so were you.


“How can you say that?” He barely whispered at you, but each syllable struck you like a hammer. “How can you stand there and say that I don’t love you? I’ve risked everything to be with you. My throne, my life, everything! I’d give you whatever you asked for in the blink of an eye and for what? For you to sit there and accuse me of-”

“Accuse?” You laughed through your tears so harshly that you even scared yourself. “Crowley, the night I said no to you, you refused to even touch me. I came back here the next day feeling like filth because I said no to you. That’s why.”

He pulled his lower lip between his teeth and looked away from you shaking his head. This is what his mother was warning him about. This right here is what he feared every time he wasn’t near you. He needed

“You to leave.” He looked at you with a confused expression and you scoffed. “You weren’t even listening-I need you to leave.”

“Y/N-” he reached towards you but you quickly pulled your arms away from him.

“No! Crowley, if you stand here and-I’m just- just go! I know myself, and I know that if you stand here we’re just gonna keep down this path and I’m gonna say something so horrible that I won’t ever see you again, so yeah I need to be alone.”

He looked at the floor and shook his head. This could not be happening.

You watched him with tired eyes. How could you not know what you felt? How horrible of a person were you to not even be able to say three simple words to the man you knew-or thought

“Loved you.” Crowley looked at you with fat tears gliding down his face “I loved- love you so damn much. But, if this is what you- what we need…..then I’ll do it.”

You looked at the alarm clock on your bedside table. 1:00 am. Your eyes flicked to where Crowley stood-or once stood. You sat on your bed and let silent tears drag down your face before finally breaking into a sob.

“Crowley!” You yelped as a pair of hands softly covered your eyes. Rough stubble grazed your neck.

“Happy birthday, love.” He whispered before planting a soft kiss on your neck.

You’d been sitting on your bed in your shared bedroom scrolling through your laptop. Hell was boring. That was something you’d never think you’d say, but hell was boring! Your days here would sometimes even consist of sitting in Crowley’s bedroom (he insisted you call it yours as well) and relax. That was until he got done of his royal duties and made his way to you.

“This is exactly how I pictured spending it.” You smiled “Blindfolded and waiting for you to make the next move.”

He hummed “You say that as if it won’t happen, love.”

You laughed and covered his hands with yours. “What’s all this about? I thought you had a meeting until eight, it’s only six.”

You felt his nose run against your neck “I got it over with as quickly as I could to get back to you. Granted, a couple demons want my head on a spike now, but that’s nothing new.”

He kissed a trail along your shoulder before leaning towards your ear to whisper. “Besides, I couldn’t miss a chance to give you your early present could I?”

“Is it considered early if it’s given to me on my birthday? I mean, I get what you’re going for here, Crowley, but-”

“Must you over analyze every-”

You turned to face him with a cheeky grin “I’m kidding.”

He smiled and nuzzled into your neck “I duf you sho mush.” You laughed and pulled away from him.


He leaned up and kissed your lips softly “I said I love you so much.” You smiled against his lips and pulled his tie until you laid on your back with him above you.

“You know.” You said pushing his suit jacket off of his shoulders. “I was thinking, and how come we never celebrate your birthday?”

“You want the truth?” He loosened his tie before pulling it off. “I forgot it.”

You laughed and leaned up to press a soft kiss to his lips. You casually began to unbutton his shirt. “How do you forget your own birthday?”

“Dying does that to you, love.”

“Aw.” You opened his shirt and pushed it off of him before peppering kisses on his chest. “Should. We. Make. You. A. New. One?” You said between kisses. He lifted your shirt above your head and dipped his head down to kiss you full and soft. It was slow and for a while before you licked his bottom lip asking for him. He tasted like whiskey, as always, except there was something more to it. Something sweet like

“You had cake?” You asked pulling away from him. He looked at you shell shocked for a moment before smiling softly.

“I had to make sure it wasn’t poisoned, love.”

“Wait, it was my cake?”

He leaned back down and kissed along your neck.

“Crowley.” You giggled “did you eat my cake?”

“Hmm? What was that, love?” He began to suck marks into your collarbone making you groan. “This isn’t fair.”

He leaned up and kissed your nose. “All’s fair in love and…..well to be truthful it was only for you, love. What would have happened if it would’ve been poisoned?”

You quirked an eyebrow at him “So was it?”

He smiled “It could’ve been.”

You rolled your eyes and brought him back down for another kiss. This one was longer, deeper. He moved his head to the side and began kissing down your neck again and across your collar. He busied himself with doing away with your sweatpants while also biting into your skin. He slowly drug your bra strap off of your shoulder and kissed the exposed skin.

“I don’t see why you even chose to wear this.” He leaned over and did  the same to the next strap. “You were home relaxing almost all day, you usually hate to wear one while you do so.”

It always surprised you when he referred to the kingdom of hell as your home.

You shrugged and moaned as he sucked on your nipple. Dragging his teeth over you, he spoke silent words into your skin. He swiftly moved to the other one, giving it the same affection as before.

Dragging kisses down your body he soon bit lightly into your hips before sucking love marks into your skin. Your breathing hitched-as it always does- as Crowley slowly drug your panties down your legs with his teeth.

He kissed his way back up your legs and bit into your thighs. He looked at you with dark eyes and commented on how beautiful you were. As he always does.

You can feel him breathing, right before he dips his head down and takes a long taste of you. He hooks his hands under your knees and pushes your legs wider as he sucks your clit.

One hand threads his hair as the other pulls your own. “Ah-Crowley….” You drawl out as his tongue dives into you. He hums sending vibrations straight through you. Your writhing and bucking into his mouth and he welcomes it all in stride.

At one point he would’ve held you down, but not today. You run the show today.

“Fuuaaah-yes! Crowley yes!” You’re so vocal that you’re sure your voice will give out by the time he’s done. But, you’re so close. Right there. Right there. Yes, YES-

It feels like your body is vibrating as a hundred miles per hour. It always does with him. He kisses his way back up your body and kisses you full and sweet. He pulls away and smiles that hundred watt smile that only you get to see.

“Happy birthday, love.”

“Why thank you.” You said brushing his hair down from where you’d frayed it. “Although I feel like it isn’t over.”

“Always the smartest in the room.” He chuckled. “But, yes. The night is not over, because I am taking you to British Columbia!”

He was so excited and you were so….confused. “Canada?”

“Oh don’t give me that look, it’ll be fun!”

“So that’s it?” Dean said adjusting in his seat “That’s the end of your run with the king?”

You looked at your hands, slowly opening and closing them. “I don’t know. We just…he isn't….I don’t know….” Looking out the diners window you noted how pretty the rainy sky looked today. Crowley would’ve loved this.

After your eventful night with Crowley Dean thought it’d be nice to get out of the bunker. Take you out to eat, talk, anything to make it easier.

“He, as much as I hate to say it, isn’t a bad guy. I mean, yeah he’s a bad guy, but not to you. It’s like he’s got a switch he flicks just for you.” Dean shook his head and dank his coffee.

“You’re going somewhere with this?” You swirled your own mug of coffee, not feeling in the mood for it anymore.

“I’m saying this isn’t him.” He put his mug down. “He-” he stopped short and smiled as the waitresses brought three plates of pie before asking if we needed anything else. Dean kindly declined before she curtly smiled and walked away. “He would crawl through hell on his knees just to see you smile. So c'mon, Y/N. You gotta try and-”

“I’ve been trying, Dean!” You leaned forward “You don’t know the whole story, but I have been trying and trying to see the bright side and figure out our place together.”

“Well enlighten me, Y/N. Tell me what I don’t know.”

You opened and closed your mouth not wanting to relieve your birthday all over again. Sam walked back towards your booth from the bathroom and sat down next to you. He looked between you and Dean “what I miss?”

“Y/N?” Dean cocked his eyebrow at you and put his elbows on the table. You needed to do this. You needed to let it out.

“He…” You scoffed and looked out the window towards the busy street “He proposed to me.”

Sam let out a breath and Dean ran a hand down his face before mumbling “shit.”

“On my birthday last year, he took me to see the northern lights in Canada. He proposed to me and I said no.” You slowly nodded your head “that, I guess, is when it started.”

“Why’d you say no?” You heard Sam ask next to you. You turned to face him “you’re kidding right?”

“No I’m not. Y/N, we don’t like him.” He motioned between himself and his brother “But we damn sure know you love him. Why’d you say no?”

“I was scared?” You shook your head and shrugged “I don’t know how to be a queen. What if I mess it up, what if the demons don’t like that I-”

“Y/N.” Dean said. “Why’d you say no?” His voice was soft, and he knew you were stalling.

“That….and I’m scared everything was moving too fast. Scared that he’ll get tired of being with me.”

They were both quiet for a while until Dean started chuckling.

“Something funny?” You asked annoyed.

“Just the fact that you think a man-er-demon could get tired of you. Y/N, he loves you. And as much as I’d hate to say it, he needs you. Nothing’s gonna change that, not even you saying no.”

“You don’t know-”

“Yeah, we do.” Sam cut in “Crowley told us.”

“you knew?!” You looked between the men, hurt. Sam held up his hands “Not everything, not about the proposal. He just told us that you’d hit a rough spot then and he didn’t know what to do.”


“And we told him to keep swimming.” Dean said finishing off his pie “Keep pushing forward with the relationship and not sweat it. It’s not like you still didn’t love him.”

You sat quietly for a long time swirling your mug of coffee. Your phone vibrated and you pulled it from your pocket before unlocking it.

It was a text from Crowley.

‘You’re still mad, and I understand that. But, I know how much this meant to you and I refuse to be the reason you miss it.’

It was a picture of one of Crowley’s hell hounds surrounded by its puppies. ‘So she’s finally had her babies.’ You thought to yourself remembering the day you begged Crowley to let you see them. Granted, it hurt like hell. Like someone was shoving hot irons into your eyes, but it was worth it. You could see hell hounds, and more importantly their puppies.

“So?” You looked up from your phone towards Dean.


He smiled “I said, do you still love him?”

You looked at the text and then at them and then outside where rain drizzled down and a couple shared an umbrella walking down the sidewalk.

“Yeah….yeah I think I do.”

“Well then.” Dean clapped his hands “there’s still hope.”

You smiled softly and nodded. “Still hope.”

“And what are you smiling at?” Rowena snarled at her son. Crowley glanced up from his phone quickly dispersing of his smile.

“Nothing. What do you want?”

But in fact it wasn’t nothing. It was definitely something, or someone to be matter of fact. You.

“You’ve been acting strange lately. All solemn in your throne, acting grumpier than usual.”

“I’m always grumpy.” He said looking around the busy throne room. Demons were bustling around looking up information about a rogue coven that had been converting his demons.

“I said grumpier, dearie. But, these past three days you’ve been…..different.” She slid her hands onto her hips.

Her statements were true. For the past two weeks you’d refused to even speak to Crowley. Letting the boys handle their meetings with him alone. But, these three days you’ve slowly been coming around. Sharing simple text with him now and then.

You’re latest one was a picture of you holding a bouquet of roses he sent to you with a straight face. You sent another text that read ‘You’re really hitting my soft side.’

He chuckled before trying to cover it with a cough. ‘This is ridiculous.’ He thought ‘I’m an adult, I shouldn’t be hiding like some pathetic teenager.’

“It’s her isn’t it?” Rowena shook her head “what did I say before? She’s g-”

He held his finger up, cutting her off. You’d sent another text that read ‘But honestly, Crowley, they’re lovely. Thank you, love.’

His heart fluttered at the use of the name. Still hope.

“Ahem!” Rowena said loudly. Crowley looked up at her and rolled his eyes “What is it you need?”

“I need you to leave that wench alone! She’s a problem. She’s-”

“She’s the woman I love.” He said certainly. More certain than anything before. “And she’s not the problem, you are!”

He stood up and started a walking towards Rowena. Every demon in the room became quiet and tried to further themselves from the raging King.

“All you’ve done is push me away from her, and I was dumb enough to let you! She is the woman I love, the only thing I’ve needed my entire life and I let myself ruin it.” He put one of his hands on her throat and squared her face to look him in the eye. “I deserve to be loved, and that’s what she was doing. So I’m going to say this once and once only.”

He dropped his voice so only she could hear. “Say anything vile about her ever again, and I will make sure of it that your time locked in chains seemed that of a spa day. Am I clear?”

She scoffed at him despite her shaking hands and dry mouth. Crowley gripped her throat tighter firmly cutting off her airway and let his red eyes show. “Am. I. Clear?”

“Crystal.” She gasped out before he pushed her away. She stumbled backward into a demon who clumsily caught her.

“Good.” He said brushing himself off. “Now with that being said.” He turned towards a group of demons huddled in the corner “You lot come with me, we have a lot to do. Everyone else back to work, make me proud today.”

“Yes your majesty!” A round of applause went around before the throne room was up and bustling once again. One red headed witch standing in the middle of it all, highly embarrassed, and slightly proud of her son for finally taking initiative.

Sam and Dean smiled to each other as they watched you walk around them through the kitchen. You talked on the phone to Crowley with a prominent smile on your face, letting them know that all was well.

While no, you weren’t exactly with the king again, you were smiling again. And although you would only say it to the boys, you loved Crowley again. You just needed to be sure this wasn’t false hope.

“So the puppy actually peed on your shoe?” You laughed into the phone as Crowley grumbled about how he really liked those shoes. He was smiling on the other end of the conversation as your laughter drifted through.

“So, Y/N, I was uh..well we’ve been-I’d love to take you…only if you…” He stumbled and faltered through his words.

You smiled and bit your lip “Fergus Roderick McLeod, are you trying to ask me out?”

Dean mouthed Crowley’s real name to Sam while holding back his own laughter. Oh was he going to use that.

“Yes.” Crowley said unfazed by your use of his full name. He actually quite liked it when you said it. “Friday night if that suits you.”

You were quiet for a second before nodding to yourself “I’d love to.”

Crowley took the phone away from his face and silently cheered for himself, before coming back to the phone. “Fantastic!”

“Only on my terms though.” You said. He nodded his head and agreed quickly.

“We go to the cabin.”

Now it was Crowley’s turn to be quiet. He cleared his throat “Are you sure, love? I don’t want you to-”

“I’m positive, really Crowley it would mean a lot to me.”

“Anything for you, Y/N. I’ll see you tomorrow, alright?”

“Alright.” You wanted to say I love you, and God knew he did too. But, instead you hit the end call button and went back to making dinner with the boys.

Dean was leaning against the counter while Sam cleaned off the potatoes, both watching you.

“What?” You said going back to seasoning the food. Dean smiled at you before shaking his head and going back to making the pie. Sam smiled and winked at you and that was that.

You shouldn’t have been nervous, but you were.

He shouldn’t have been sweating so much, but he was.

And now you both stood on the porch of a British Columbia cabin, shaking from the cold. Or maybe it was your nerves. Either way, Crowley draped his long coat over your shoulders. You pulled the lapels, bring it closer to your body, and turned to look at him.

He looked the same, except, tired maybe? Like this past month has really tested him. Which in fact it had.



You turned to fully face him and laid your head on his chest. “Let’s just…talk.”

“This date is going well then?”

“Depends on how the food taste.” You smiled to yourself.

Crowley wrapped his arms around your waist gently pulling you flush against him.

“Do you want to eat now or after the show?” He rested his chin on top of your head.

“After. For now let’s just….talk.” Your hands wandered up his chest and you drew imaginary pictures. A star. A dog. A cloud.

“I’m sorry.” He started first “For not being there. For not being the man you needed from me. You deserve the world and everything of it.”

You nodded about to say something before he cut you off “Have you ever loved someone before?”

“Yes. Have you?”


“Have you ever been in love before, Crowley?”

“How would I know the difference?” He looked off into the woods as an owl hooted.

“It’s torturous.” You chuckled to yourself before you felt him pulling away.



“Is this torture?” He looked genuinely confused.

“The worst.”

His breath hitched “I’m so sorry. What did I-”

“No don’t be!” You held your hands up stopping him. He shook his head and smiled at you.

“What? I’m so confused.”

“Just..” You shook your head and leaned up capturing his lips with yours. His arms were around your waist in an instant as he deepened it. It wasn’t slow, or sweet, it was passionate and needy and sloppy. Full of tongue and teeth and everything you’d missed from each other.

You combed your fingers through his hair moaning. He reluctantly pulled away and rested his forehead against yours. “I love you. There I said it. I love you Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N. Never forget, never think otherwise.”

“I love you too.” You said “I love you so much.” You pulled away and looked up at him, trying to remember every outline of his face. His eyes flicked up for a brief second before he started smiling.

“Look, love.”

You turned and there it was, the northern lights. They were beautiful, an array of greens and blues danced across the sky. You smiled to the sky “Crowley it’s beautiful.” His arms wound around your waist pulling your back to his front. You sighed contently and decided. You wanting nothing more than this, than him.

“Yes.” you said nodding before turning towards his confused face “Yes, I want to marry you.”

His face went slack “Y/N, think about what you’re saying. What if I still can’t give you what you want?”

“I want to be with you, Fergus.”

He smiled at you and shook his head “W-What if you hate me later on, what if I can’t give you children or the life you want like everyone else?”

You looked at him before reaching up and lightly kissing his cheek “Then I’ll have you.”

You didn’t have a chance to react before he crashed his lips against yours. You kissed kissed kissed until it almost got too cold to bare. Finding your warmth together that night in bed together, and making your plans for the future, whatever that may hold.

anonymous asked:

Hey sweetie! (WOW that sounded creepy xD) I just wanted to drop by and ask if you're feeling okay? You were sick for the past forever-a-days and I was wondering if you're okay or feel slightly less miserable? (Sick days suck ass, bro)

I just spent 3 hours in the cold playing Pokemon GO.

Safe to say I’m over my cold lol. It took a week but my cough is barely there, and my nose is not nearly as stuffed. Tho if I get sick again because of Pokemon GO I’m suing Niantic. (not rly)

Derek Hale x Reader
Imagine: Dreading getting up for work and you end up just skipping work after Derek convinces you to not go.

P/n: Wow, it’s be like forever since I last was able to sit down and write something. Thankfully, I was able to put this together. This is definitely inspiration from waking up so early every morning for work. This imagine took forever because I’ve been so busy with work and hardly anytime to really focus on completing this. However, it is finished! Forgive me for any mistakes. This was pieced together through many days of writing. Enjoy! 

A harsh brush of wind blew through the open windows of the dimly lit loft. The skies were still dark, but a thin line of sunlight peeked from behind the cityline. The sun had barely started to rise. Despite it being so dark, it was the start of an early morning. Her alarm loudly rang and woke her up from deep slumber. Her bare arms blindly reached out to silence the obnoxious and early alarm. The chilly air bit at her bare arms, so she slithered back underneath the covers for warmth. The sound of the alarm had somewhat woke Derek up, mostly due to his sensitive eardrums. Her mind was still fuzzy with exhaustion, so she rolled over to her side to bury her head into Derek’s furry bare chest. He sleepily threw his arm over her and rested it over her hips. She stayed curled up against him for a while as she tried to slowly wake herself up for work. However, she couldn’t fight back the wash of fatigue. After rubbing her eyes awake, her mouth opened wide for a quiet yawn. She laid in silence for a few more seconds, before she decided it was time to finally get up.

She slowly and carefully pushed Derek’s arm off of her and lazily rolled to the edge of the bed. She heard a disgruntled groan from Derek due to the loss of her body warmth. “5 more minutes.” He grumbled with a scratchy and deep morning voice. Sensing his discontentment, she sleepily glanced over and quietly snickered at the sight of his disheveled bedhead. “I have to get ready for work, go back to sleep.” She softly whispered and reached over to gently pat his butt. He groaned even louder to show his frustration, a prominent frown plastered on his face. He pushed himself to sit up and ran his fingers messily through his hair with shut eyes. “Ugh, stay… please?” He grumbled and peeked through his hooded-eyes. She chuckled and lazily crawled over to his side. “I can’t, I have work.” She rested on her knees and reached out to hold his hands. He sighed and dropped his head, his shoulders slumped. “Can’t you call in sick today?” She smiled at his childish request. “I can’t! I actually have to make money, unlike you.” She pointed out, lightly tapping her thumbs on the rough surface of his hands. He sighed and groaned again, slowly opening his beautiful green eyes. She giggled softly at the slight protruding pout from his lips; and she leaned in to pecked his puckered lips. 

“Come on, just stay for today?” He pleaded again, flashing his bright white smile to seduce her into staying. She groaned and twisted away, seeing that he was not going to give up without a fight. She looked away to avoid his immature tactics and started to crawl away, but was pulled back by his strong arms. A burst of laughter echoed in the room as she struggled to crawl away, but failed when Derek tightly clung onto her. “Derek! Let go! I’m going to be late!” She exclaimed, lightly slapping his hands away, but he wouldn’t budge.

“Oh my god, Derek! I need to get ready.” She giggled and squirmed around in his sturdy embrace. He buried his face into the curve of her neck, nuzzling his nose against her smooth skin. He pulled her onto his lap, giving her a light squeeze. She sighed defeatedly and surrendered to his relentlessness. She had accepted the fact that she will most definitely be late for work. His warm lips brushed against her soft skin. The tip of his nose trailed along the soft curve of her neck, breathing in the faint scent of her fruity lotion. A quiet sigh escaped her slightly parted lips as she sank deeper into a sense of bliss. She melted in his embrace as he pressed soft and gentle kisses along the nook of her neck. The sweet and tender affection left her to surrender to the gentle sensation. The trail of affectionate kisses rendered her helpless in his arms. Her body naturally shifted into a more comfortable position and turned to face him. The tips of her fingers danced their way up his firm arms, stopping at his broad shoulders to caress circles into his muscles. He planted a trail of sweet kisses along her shoulder, while his hands running over the curves of her body, sending tingles along her skin. His lips nibbled gently along her beautiful collar bone, inducing faint and airy sighs from her. The brush of her breath tickled his flushed ears, fueling his cravings for her.

“Stop.” She sternly said, snapping out of the euphoric trance and jerked away from him. “What?” He asked, a hint of a smile curled in the corners of his lips. “You know what.” She said, crossing her arms, in which he casually shrugged. “Not sure what you mean.” He retorted, fighting back the slight smile starting to spread on his lips. “Stop looking at me like that!” She exclaimed and lightly slapped his tricep. “I’m not looking at you like anything.” He argued, his eyes dancing with amusement. “Then stop looking at me with those beautiful green eyes, asshole.” She said and scowled at him. And this time, he couldn’t fight back the smile spreading on his lips and the laughter that easily escaped his lips. “So I’m an asshole for having green eyes?” He playfully teased her, knowing quite well he was victorious. She rolled her eyes and groaned, shooting him a dull scowl. “You’re an asshole who happens to have green eyes.” She knocked her head against his chest. “Ah!” He jerked back and laughed harder as he rubbed his chest from the impact. “You’re mean,” He chuckled and slipped his fingers in the spaces between her fingers and leaned in to kiss the tip of her nose. “And I’m going to be broke because of you.” She said after the kiss. 

He grinned with elated eyes, “So you’re staying?” He asked, despite being fairly confident that the answer was yes. She groaned and knocked her forehead into his chest. “Yes!” He pumped his fist into the air. She sighed and crawled back under the covers. He chuckled and followed her back underneath the covers. His arms and legs wrapped around her body, pulling her into a tight and suffocating embrace. “I have enough money to last us a lifetime and our kids too.” He confidently smiled and pressed a kiss into her hair. Hearing him mention kids, she blushed faintly and glanced down at his chest with a big and bashful smile. He lightly nudged her, not bothering to hide his wolfy grin at her timid reaction. “Go back to bed, sourwolf.” She grumbled and snuggled into his chest in utter fulfillment.

anonymous asked:


39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses? @autumnwhisp sent me roses for Christmas and I still have them and they’re so upsetting looking now but they used to be beautiful and I still love them

40: Have you ever had a valentine? Like the elementary school cards I guess. Romantically… Nope ! Lol this year tho.. my gf and my 3 month is on Valentine’s Day sooo :)

41: What’s your imagination of a “perfect date”? Caitlin holding a box of chocolates and wine wearing a giant hoodie and her kale leggings, telling me that she’ll watch Harry Potter with me tbhhhh

42: Have you ever read “Romeo & Juliet”?
Nope. I hate it so much omfg.

43: What’s more important: Your partner or your friends? Well my partner is my friend :) I think people should just look at it that way..

44: Would you consider yourself “romantic”? Hell yes.

45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends? I am now so yeeeee

46: Have you ever been “friendzoned”? Hahaha yeah. Thank god for that

47: Which “famous couple” is your favorite? @royalrowena and Ruth ;) hey G

48: What’s your favorite love song?
okay this is super cheesy but I want the song so close to play at my wedding… uh prob that one.

49: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Yeah, probably

50: If you’re single, why do you think you are? NA

51: Would you rather date someone who’s rich but a douchebag or someone who’s poor but a nice guy? Neither. I’d rather date a girl :) who’s hella

52: Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships?
Yeah… sometimes. It depends if they’re willing to really listen though. I dislike talking to people who ask for help with dating and then they tell me a fucked up story about what the other person did (and they’ll bring it up all the time) and I tell them hey deserve more than that and they stay with them ?? Like that gets kinda annoying.

53: Are you jealous of couples when you’re single? Nahhh. I think they’re usually cute- as long as they’re being respectful and not making out in the middle of school or something

54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on Facebook)?
For me.. I don’t care either way. Honestly every social media account I have prob knows caitlin now. But she doesn’t post on much else. But she also has a family that’s not aware yet soo ?? I don’t wana rush that for her. I think people can do whatever as long as they acknowledge and treat me kindly

55: Would you consider yourself “clingy”, “overly attached” or “jealous”?
Hahahah okay I would love to deny this but yeah probably a bit. Not very jealous.. I get more friend jealous… but I do get super attached to people. I’m not used to friends/relationships so when I get them I cling on

56: Have you ever “destroyed” a relationship?
Lol idk what this means but yeah I’ve broken up with people before

57: Do you think it’s silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
In some cases … if a married person / long lasting relationship partner was broken up with or even lost their partner… that’s more understandable. I don’t think people should ever commit suicide bc of this but I guess I can see both sides.

58: Are you the “dominant” or the “submissive” part in a relationship?
Submissive as fuck

59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner’s birthday or your anniversary?
Never have forgotten birthdays.. not sure about anniversaries

60: What’s your opinion on open relationships?
Don’t even suggest that to me ! I’d rather someone say “were breaking up” than “we need a break.” Breaks are stupid af. If I end up dating someone later on after breaking up- then okay. But I ain’t gonna wait around for someone to be ready to love me. I love me. People can love me. I think breaks are kinda disrespectful and they make me feel like they’re trying to find a better option- and if they don’t, I’m good enough. I’m more than good enough sooo. Yeah my past 2 relationships prior to now have suggested that and fuck. I lose a lot of respect real quick when I’m treated like that.

61: Who’s more important: Your partner or your family?
Both. My family is my family. I love them so fucking much. My girlfriend, I consider family already tbh. She’s the closest person in my life besides them soo

62: How do you define “cheating”?
Anything physical. Anything emotional. If they are just texting someone who they say is a friend then I’m good with it ? I’m all for telling friends they’re beautiful and loved. But if they talk/do anything with intention then it’s kinda a dif story. I’ve been cheated on a lot and it sucks so at this point I know the differences.

63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
No… I don’t think so.

64: Do you think Valentine’s Day is overrated?
Lol okay so I kinda don’t like it bc one guy in 4th grade told me no one would ever love me (including family) and I cried a ton at school. That was a scarring moment for me. But I’m excited for it this year with my gf

65: Would you consider yourself a “cuddler”?

Lol don’t look at my header my photoshop skills are abysmal Hey so it took me eight months but I finally hit 500 followers, which is my first follower goal! Wow I’m so stoked, I love all of you guys! I honestly wasn’t expecting to get this far. Thank you for dealing with my Levi and Ereri spam every day :3 You guys have made my time on this site and in the SnK fandom so enjoyable. So anyways, I’ll stop blabbing and get on with it XD I think I got everybody, but I’m sorry if I missed someone!

Mutuals are bolded, my faves are italicized, and my super extra faves will have a *


ackerbooty, ackergay*, ackerqueen, ackersexual, aimimey, alternatefiction, ask-actual-ereri, ask-the-lazycosplayer, askhumanitysstrongest, askjaegerbomb, askthebrat, attackonmytitties, avengingthelevisquad, b-a-r-a-king, bfketh*, blauerozen*, captain-ereri, captain-fucking-levi, chibinico, cinnamonskull, connieboiii, dantelian, dramaticaltitanstuck, dreamxxdream*

ereminions, erenandleviarecuties, erenbaegerrerenlevijeager, erens-jaeger-bombs, erensbae, ereri-bunny, ereri-is-life, ereri-obsession*, ereri-sexual, ereri-shipper, ereriaulife, ereriaulife-brat, ererichi, ererifanfics, ererifeels, erumikeofficial, eruri-life, erurimcflurry, fearthekeira, flamingchickentitan, flawlesslevi, forever-ereri, fourletterwordsstartingwithl, foxicology*, fuckyeahererifanfic, fuzzyporcupine*

gangsta-levi*, geheichous, geychou, grumpy-little-levi, heckyeahruroken, hei-ch0u, heichou-espurr, heichoudearest, heichous-kitten, hellofaheichou, hot-for-heichou*, jaegerbombastic*, jaegerbombrat*, jean-x-eren, junkartbyshiru, just-ereri, king-ereri, kiokushitaka, kirschteinswaifu*, kirschthirsty*

l-e-v-i-ackerman*, lance-corporalackerman, lancecorporal-ackerbabe, levi-daddy-yeager, levi-eren-snk, levi-heichou-teatime, levi-is-my-sexuality, levi-ism, leviaxkerman, levifc, leviiackerman, levis-short-ass, lootibles, mikasas-ackermen, milleandra-nebula, mindxcrash, moreheichouplease, mybrainproblems, nagisaisaprisonassmotherfucker*, namae-ga-nai, nerdlevi*, nerodmcdevilslayer, noirivai*, noizs-pizza, notanotherheichoublog

oekaki-chan*, oh-my-levi, perksofbeingawaifu, procerperficio, puppybrateren*, racy-riren, rebeoran, riren-ereri-forever, rivaille-sensei, rivaillecorp, rivialle-heichou, roxoah*, ryuusea*, sailorheichou, scottissue, seaweedneko, shingeki-no-erens-butt, shingeki-no-levi-squad, shinigami-irae, shotaeren, siriusly-heichou, snk-ereri-love, snk-lu, snk-universe, snkwingsoffreedom, sulkingrain, surfacage, sweet-snk-obsession

tanekore*, textsfromjeanmarco, thechibilevi, thirstylevi, tinycaptainlevi, undercookedturkey, vandetta-cosplay, wassaat*, wingsoffuckingfreedom*, ya-boy-levi

Happy Valentine's Day Salem.
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“This is for you, Salem. It’s a uh… Promise ring. I took up the tradition to ensure you and I are… Together. Forever.”

“Michael… wow. This is beautiful.” Salem touched the little diamond then looked up at his lover. The gesture was so sweet, so heartfelt that it made him feel incredibly loved. He wrapped his arms around Michael to hug him tightly. “Thank you so much. I don’t have anything his extravagant for you. I planned a quiet night out, looking out at the stars and I know you don’t need food but I have some chocolate covered strawberries. And a roses.” It was no where near a ring but he hoped Michael would like it.


One day, when I was in high school, I straightened my hair (just for a change of style). My track coach came up to me and said “Oh wow Mo’ can I touch your hair?!” I was kind of feeling myself so I told her she could.
In less than 30 seconds she ruined my self image. “Whoa! It’s so soft. I never would have guessed your hair was so smooth! It usually looks like old straw!!!”

I began to hate my hair. I would iron it, and relax it, and do anything I could to change what I was born with. Nothing was good enough all because of what some old white lady said about my hair.

It took me forever to understand my worth after that day. I began to wear my hair “curly” again but it was so dead and burnt from all the things I did to it. It felt pointless to try.

Thankfully, one day I woke up feeling different. Something told me to make a change. I went to the salon and chopped all of my hair off. It was the scariest yet most important day I had in a long time.

On that day, I vowed to never let anyone tell me what makes me beautiful. My hair and my culture and my SKIN are distinct. I’d never change 💕

I just hit 2k so I’m doing a follow forever?? Wow?? Special people hello!
Here’s to the wonderful blogs and the amazing people running them: thank you for filling my dash with such a quality™ content. Here’s to the ones I am always happy to see and read, here’s to you, lil flowies!!

A: @5shadesoftronnor @00sun-flower00 @atroyeable @ao3feed-tronnor @avocontro @azultroye @asking-tronnor @ambermayvlog

B: @buttronnor @bealexphan @bloomintronnor

C: @coffee-and-nutella @conconsivan @carelesshowell @conniefrantie @conniefrannie @culturalfranta @connor-frantasy @crazytronnor @connorfrantasivan @commontroye @can-youtube-not @classy-tronnor @conbontroyeboy @connorsconfetti @confidentmellet @consivanqueen @coolfools

D: @desiretronnor @deartronnor @dan-howells-sweater-paws

E-G: @ellieisnotallama @frantastic-pizza @foolingtronnor @flowerboytroye @frickingyoutube @frantasworld @frxntafrandom @frantascurl @frantascolours @gotahoen 

H-I: @happylittleconnor @howellhaze @heartshapedwhirl @hellaobsessedphannor @heyconnor @happytroyesivan @hashtagtroye @hellatronnor @hashtagwild @humaniphobia @heavenlytronnor @hell-cool @howxell @icherishtronnor @ilysbtronnor @itstronnor @iamcroyeing @ilysbcon @i-am-just-invisible

J-N: @kittenfranta @kateli-art @kaileyscarlett @keyfromfranta @lookingfortronler @livewiretroye @lovetronnnor @lovesicklester @love-utube @lovetheyoutubelife @lifeoftroye @lumierize @memespov @mike-bui @myboytroye @monnorfranta @misguidedphan @mathew-oakley-trash @moosamuikkunen @my-life-is-on-the-internet 

O-S: @oktronnor @omglookatthatfangirl @ohhtronnor @officialchopsticks @phan-tastic-youtube-addict @phhantastic @pornblog-troye @pinkfranta @perihelionhowell @pizzatronler @qpencey @real-kronos @rain-force @smolsivan @sunsets-with-sivan @scaryboysivan @sivanart @sexuallyambiguousphan @sinsivan @spacetroye @sincesivan @smilingtronnor @stardustroye @soontronnor

T: @troyesfranta @tronnorissocoollike @tronnorilysb @tronnorcuddles  @tronnorvibes @tronnorfrantamellet @tronnorsflannels @tronnor-is-frantastic @tronnorsbeanie @tronnorfics @tronnormessages @tronnorfrandom @tronnorific @troyes-avocado @tragicallytroye @troyefoundwonderland @trosivan @thegaysofyoutube @tronnor-oakley @tokkymellet @tronnorfanfic @troylerftphan @tronnorphanta @tronnorinlove @tronnordaily @tr0nnor @lovetheyoutubelife @tronnorphandom @teacuptronler @tronniefrantamellet @tronnorspenguin @tronnor-dreaming @toxictroyler @troyedaily @transparentroye @tronnoric @twibbley @trickytroye @technicolour-phan @tronlersphandom @thatcheroakley @troyes-safest-sounds @thepinkcactus @troyeboyforever @troyestuff @troyechan @tronnorbite @tronnor-m8 @tronlerfravan @troyescoolshit @taisdesu

U-Y: @ultraassilem @untexting @veramalanova @winkingsivan @wildlyelegantstranger @wildmatty @youtube–fanfiction @yuvidoodles @yellowfranta @youtuber-fandomm 

VV special section: @connorfranta @troyesivan @tyleroakley @benjpierce @danisnotonfire @amazingphil 

Wow! I can’t believe I reached 1500 followers! I’ve been here for about 10 months and I have met some of the nicest, sweetest, kindest people ever! You have no idea how happy I am that you guys think my blog is worth following ♥

Here is a list of the blogs that brighten my day when I see them on my dash:

♥  A-D:

@adoredeancas @adoringjensen @aeoniancas @astudyinsupernaturalamazingart @beekeepercain @bovking @bowlegdean @boyknq @boykvngs @brokenboykings @brothersandlovers @casmyunicorn @castiell @castielsunrise @chevroletdean @chicdean @clarinetcas @constellationcas @cvddlecas @dammitjensen @dangermoose @deanfnwinchester @deanmess @deans-colette @deansbootyjams @deanyw @deducingsammy @deifysam @djinndreamsam @doomedbrothers @dreamyjensen 

♥  E-H:

@enchantedean @envydean @equaldean @faithfulnovak @fallen-free-will @fawnjensen @fazedean @feistymeg @firewhiskeydean @glowingsammy @goddammitpadalecki @grandpacain @haevenhellcastiel @hallowedbecastiel @halosammy @hclywinchesters @heavensendcas @heavensfallenwarriors @heytheredeann @holydarkhallelujah @honeywincest @howaboutsastiel @huggercas @hugitoutwinchesters @humblesam 

♥  I-L:

@inhumansam @itsokaysammy @jaredswarrior @jaredxpadaleckey @jenlovesdean @johnnywincester @kansastexas @knightjeran @lemondropsonice @lesbianqueenrey @leviathncas @lovedsammy @lunarsam

♥  M-P:

@mafiadean @magneticcas @maryywinchester @mattcohenss @matthewmurrdock @mayalaen @mishackl @mishasjens @moaningjensen @mooseleys @muffincastiel @naked-on-the-impala @nelliespector @nerdjensen @novakscas @ofthelord @padadimple @padaleckhi @padaleckiwhat @pastelsastiel @pawdameron @pennyackles @princessncvak @punkdean 

♥  Q-T:

@queerjareds @rebelamy @renegadecas @sam-winchestear @samooslet @samspurpletoothbrush @samsqueer @samwinchestertrash @sastiel-and-such @savingchesters @saviorsammy @schmoopysastiel @shipperjared @sisterchristianjensen @sleepingsam @sleepyosric @snvgglejensen @soullesshunters @sparksdean @sparksflycastiel @spn-idjits-guide-to-hunting @stardustsam @strengthcas @stripperlecki @stunningdean @subhumansam @sugarcookiedean @sunbearsammy @sunrisejared @teasejensen @tequilasdean @thylasam 

♥  U-Z:

@ughcas @ughdean @unholydean @vodkamisha @warriorjo @wefellasangels @willingwinchester @wincheisters @wingtorntrenchcoat @winsynced @wonderlustcas @wordsinhaled @yaelstiel

If I miss anyone I’m sorry! 

Hello everyone, this is Lisa! A few days ago I’ve already mentioned that I reached a follower milestone /still cries in happiness/ and that I’m going to do a follow forever post. This is the first time for me doing a follow forever, I’m still very excited ^-^ I’ve finished this graphic above yesterday - I thought since I am a hardcore Kaisoo shipper and my blog is pretty much about them, it would be nice including my otp. (Thanks again Linn bby for telling me your opinion about it - oranghae ♡)

I’m doing this because I want to thank a lot of people, not only my lovely followers - omg I can’t believe there are so many people who follow me and like what I do here on tumblr, thank you so much, every single one of you, I love you all ♡ I didn’t expect such a number of followers when I came here and created this blog, you guys amaze me and I can’t thank you enough ♡♡♡ -

but also those who fill my dash with beautiful graphics, gifs, images, videos, etc. every. single. day. I really really appreciate the things you do and without your work my blog wouldn’t look like it does now! Thank you so much for that!! ♡ I love you.

But one of the best things I experience here is meeting people from all over the world. I met people I am now friends with and I hope our friendship will last forever. Jente, Linn - you two are extremely important to me, thank you for being who you are, let’s be friends forever! ♡ And also the ones I met in the networks kaisoo-nett and kaisoothirst, you guys are so cool! I know, I am not very active in the group chats but I’m glad that I got to know you :) 

And now the blogs I follow (there are a lot I know), please check them out - they deserve every single follower ^-^/ 


12aem // 57ml // 61kb // 92kgs // 9aem // alicelittlecow // all-hail-the-squish // angelic-junmyeon // atlasofescapes // awesome-kai-jin // bacons-dyodoro // baekhyunify // baekingkai // baektoyeoll // baobbei // bbyeri // bbyuns // beautifulsora // bin-soo // byeolks // byunny // chan-soo // chanpups // cheeridyos // chipsoo // cumgodkai // cutejonginnie // cxncept // daddyparkchanyeol // daebaksoo // daenso // daixlo // dancerkai // datkaidoe // deardodoro // death-by-jongin // deerluded // dekkyung93 // do-itall // dofuckingsoo // doitlikethis123 // dolicious // dosexsoo // dyo-alone // dyocean // dyocho // dyodoroo // dyonamja // dyororeu // dyotella


essentyeol // eternellementatoi // exo-love-in-my-shineeworld // exobulges // exographix // exorn // exsoodus // exsookai // fuckhaja // fuckyeahboyxboy // fydokyungsoo // fykaisoo // fysekaisoo // fysesoo // gayyaoibl // haiiqu // hanselu // holykyungsoo // homilks // huang-shit-tao // hunsehet 


j0ngsin // jaeunni // jindiota // jinkisoo // jjokkomi // jlwcn // jongbaeks // jongbootay // jonginnie-and-soo // jonginplease // jonginsfairyballs // jonginsflatass // jonginside-kyungsoo // jonginsmouth // jonginspuppydick // jonginssoo // jongintuitive // joomyeon // joomyun // jpeghun // jpghunnie // jpgjimin // jpglay // junghwe // jxngin // kai-eidoscope // kai-soon // kai-tastrophe // kaidilim // kaience // kaillusive // kais-nuts // kaisoo-13 // kaisoo-brownies // kaisoo-mpreg // kaisooesque // kaisooficrec // kaistesticles // kaistrophe // kaiternity // kaiwaiisoo // kaizzi // keonsoo // khaenine // kim-jvnmyeon // kimjxnhwans // kinksoo // kkamhyoo // kkomadyo // kool-lay // krisinsanity // ksoo-tea // kvnyeol // kvungsu // ky-ngsoo // kyongseu // kyung-foo // kyungdick // kyungfap // kyungish // kyungkie // kyungnini // kyungporn // kyungso // kyungsol // kyungsooinapocket // kyungsoosbumhole // kyungsoowhy // kyunxsoo 


l-u-n-a-c-i-e // leubaek // luhobi // lunapea // ma-kyungsoo // maerinah // magiclitchii // milkeuhun // milkkxing // milkpuddinq // milksdyo // milkyeolu // miskonceptions // missdyoo // miuroko // mongdo // moonmistix // muchsarang // my-pastel-kawaii // neko-cafe // nini-soo // niniandsoo // niviri // nomubogoshipo 


obxerv // official-luhan // oh-my-hemophobia // oh-my-oh // ohjonginah // ohmilk // ohmy-kyungsoo // ohsehxual // ohseuhns // omgfishy // osh-94 // oshmilks // oshsoo // oshzitao // otpenes // pastel-exo // pastelexo // pen-of-kiwisses // plumkai // pohroro // preciousjongin // prisonings // pstl-pcy // qtsoo // ricetrack // saence // see-you-tomorrow-hyung // sehduction // sehickey // sehopeless // sehoppa // sehsei // sehso // sehuhuhu // sehuk // sehun-gasm // sehuniette // sehuns-throbbing-cock // sehuns-tight-asshole // sehunskin // sehv-n // sekairis // shykyuhyun // sockkun // soegogi // soocakes // soojonq // soolistic // soolover // sooxiu // squishykyunggie // ssehundred // suhonim // sweatykaisoo // sweetieyeol 


the-king-soo // thrustsehun // turtlehun // ughsoo // v-dyo // visualkimkai // wetjongin // wetsehun // winniethesoo // wuyifanxing // xehunter // xeuna // xiubyul // xiuegg // yehet-stuff // yehetness-and-delight // yeolache // yeolait // yetyuna // yifan-flatass // yifantasia // yixinglings 

Almost two years on tumblr, and i finally reached this goal that before seemed so distant. wow. I’ve been wanting to do a follow forever for quite some time and this seemed like a good moment to make one. Prepare for a really long post.



acehestia // agcntsousa // agentmaximov // agentromancffs // agent-skye // ageofulfron // ahvenjers // allstarteamup // amcrikate // arwein // azulah // bckybrrnes // bisexualamy // bisexuallisasnart // buckbucks // buckitties // bulletseraray // butt-soupbarnes // buuckybaarnes // capaldy // capsvaliantshield // carcldanvers // cartenelli // coffeeandtimelords // cptnbrns // cptnstevens // crihsevans // darerogers // demigodish // doctorbanner // dxredevll // elklord // eugenexroe // faineth // fassbendr // florenceify // freddiechilton // freezingbucky // foxtrotmulder // fuckinsherlock 


gabetrickster // gamor-ass // gayknightclub // genderfluidhanji // h-a-w-k-e-y-e-s // halfpool // havvkeyes // hellamarvel // hellstantines // jcmesbcrnes // jjameswesley // johnswelsh // justconstantine // kapteeniamerikka // katesbishcp // ketniss // kissthejotun // ladypace // lannlstar // lantscv // latinaavenger // levicas // lordbalon // luckybuckybarnes // lunardean // maattymurdock // marcasite // margoraery-tyrell // margraetcarter // mattmudrock // maxemoff // midgard // mikaelblomkvists // mutantxaviers // mvrgaerytyrell // mypanem // mystiqye 


natashasoldier // oldimpala // pacifirim // pietrcmaximxff // princsselsa // queenstilinskis // queerjedi // quicksilvcrr // quicksilrver // realhumans // ronnieraymonds // scarlitwitch // sirjohnsmythe // snailbucky // stardiouses // starkstardisfromsunnydale // starlordsguardian // steveregors // steverogerx // steverogiers // stevie-pinkie-pie-rogers // stridiing // sxsmth  


thehobbitsshire // themoriarty // thepandoricaa // thranduilscars // thewxntersxldier // tonybruce // transtevie // ughfalcon // ultronsvisiion // ultronviolence // visenyaqueen // vltrcn // whothehellisfucky // whymurdock // whytewalker // wlntersteve // zedlinden



aarontaylorjohnson // acebarry // aegcn // agentriza // alexzturner // alianovnat // amyandrory // amyskhaleesi // anthonystvrk // aobakuronurna // aoimine // arahgom // arobarton // aromanticmagneto // arsenalroy // arwenundomie // aryastark // asukxa // bartonsromanoffs // bassamsenpai // bellaemyblakes // blakegrffn // blamesteve // bobbimorses // buckybarrnes // buckybuns // captainshroom // chrsevanss // civilwr // claraoswin // clarasrosee // clarkesbellmy // claryherondales // commanderbellamy // cutehobbitses // deadpoolian // dehcim // detectivechilds // doctormuggle // downye // dracomartell // drahgons // drhanniballecter // duredevil // dwhos // ebrodevo // ehcosima // ewchrisevans // farmerboyclint // felifay // firstavcnger // flicitysmoak // forassgard // fudayk


galadrihel // ghostantine // gloriusamy // groott // heirstoerebor // hemswcrth // hobbitbilbo // impossiblekaren // intothedalek // ivegotrednmyledger // janetvanndyne // jmesbarnes // katesbishcp // kierwaiker // knightofasgard // korrai // laireshi // lecterings // leonardowatch // levhin // lokilized // lordzuuko // marvela // marveloki // masterburqlar // melodypond // mightyaesir // mightyrogers // mihtrandir // momopuff // mrhiddles // mukoros // muridock


nataliaromanof // nataliedomrer // nataliedurmer // natromanow // natsharomanoffs // nattromanova // nehmesis // nobleamy // nozoya // oclaviablake // odnson // ofultron // ohmythundergod // oliversmoak // ollyhooper // orlandobloom // paynex // peterquill // petraralls // prettyprettyday // queenclintasha // ravenbellams // rbertdowneyjr // richardarmitakeme // rosetylar // rosetylered // rrahl // sabacc // sansapond // scarlcttjohanssons // scarlettsjo // scottsmmers // shizuos // shutupstrax // spacehamsters // spaceslayer // starkactual // starkked // starksexual // starlord // steveandbucky // steve-rogers // stevrgers // stuckystan 


taurielz // thorlokid // thorsmightythighs // thorsodinson // timelordsfallnomore // tonustark // tonyloki // tonystarks // tonxstark // touhhka // trenzqlore // trvorphilips // vaeltaa // vigilcntes // vislon // vonnx // wandasmaximovs // whatisaloki // williamhannibal // winterfel // winterflell // wintersebastian // wintersoldir // wintorsoldier // xahvier // xavierstea // yomarvel 

i haven’t done one of these before so i decided to do one on the last day of 2014!!

i follow like 100 people so this might be long

and i’m So LaZy so i’m not going to bold or italicize anyone oops


666howell // adayinthelifeofphan // adorablehowell // amazingphil // amazinqphil // amczingphil // autumnlesterhowell // bishibashidan // bitchydanosaur // blessyouhowell // candyphil // cherry-phan // cnnorfranta // creamyhowell 


daanhowell // dahowell // dailyphan // damndanhowell // damnhowellonfire // danhoowell // danhowcll // danhowelll // danhowl // danisnotonfire // danisnotonphil // danizntonfire // dansbody // danscrotch // dansgotsass // dansnotnfire // danteasers // danthrusts // danvsphil // dashingthroughthephan // derperdan // dhilandpan // drama-llama-and-lion // dropthebones // eternallyphan // eyphil // fall-out-phil // flawlester // galaxyphan // guardianofphan 


happypandaparade // hcwell // hnngphan // hobbithairdan // howellhugs // howellylester // howlbedamned // httpdanandphil // ilikefoodmostlycookies // internetcultleader // kawaiidan kawaiitransparents 


lame-phan // leslie-knopes // lessamazingphil // lesterawr // lolzorlester // londonhowell // lovebuglester // meowyaoimeow // moreorlester // nyimeria // oceanphan // okaydan // otphan


phan-ftw // phan-tasize // phan-you-not // phanaticloser // phancyname // phandoodle // phanfuckingtastic // phanizhed // phanofficial // phanphanphan // phanscuddles // phansomniac // phantasticgifs // phantastichristmas // phil-howells // philplster // philslesters // philswhiskers // pianohowell // placentaandllamas // punkgoesphan // radlester // sarcastichowell // sarcasticphan // slayphan // staff // sunshinelester // thedanhowell


whateverphan // winchestheart // yeezydan

2014 was an amazing and shitty year for me at the same time. i hope your 2015 will be fantastic (◠‿◠✿)

♥ - sofia


okay literally Charlie was so nice??? The photo ops went super fast but he made time to ask everyone their name and how their weekend was and he was so smiley wow. And then for the autographs we waited in line forever but that’s because he was actually stopping to ask everyone where they were from and how long it took them to get there and how long they were staying so I wasn’t complaining. The guys who like worked for Wizard World kept saying to not take pictures while he was doing autographs and to save it for the photo op but this beautiful little ray of sunshine would be like “it’s okay just take the picture while I sign this” and he would make direct eye contact with the camera and smile it was too cute. Also he would hug anyone who asked and I am just so emotional right now he is too good for this world.


all my love to anyone who can figure out why i think this image is so clever. BUT ANYWAY, this blog is, has, and will continue to completely exceed my expectations. i am humbled and crippled with gratitude every single day when i log on and watch you all. whether we write together or not, i see you and i experience the roller coaster that is navigating tumblr on a day to day basis with you all by my side. i’m honored that you share your talent with me, and for those of you who i am privileged to speak to with any frequency  –  i’m so beyond grateful that you choose to share your opinions and stupid memes and painful headcanons with me, and allow me to share a few of my own in return. i’ve had this blog for well over a year now, and i’ve been on tumblr for over three, and i’m constantly astounded by the kindness that i’m shown. this is a seriously small list of people that i’ve collected who are near and dear to my heart. no one is left out intentionally, these are just blogs that i’ve spoken to, wrote with, and have genuinely just come to adore over time, whether it be days, weeks, months or years. i love you all and i appreciate that you’ve chosen to follow me and allow my shenanigans to wreak havoc on your dashes. you’ll never know quite how much you mean to me, but hopefully you’ll remember that i adore you.

              ╳┊ F I R E S T A R T E R S ;

                               ( y’all are the real MVPs in my eyes ) 

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                                 ( this blog is nothing without you ) 

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