wow this is shitty. i apologize


Contains :  bestfriend!junhui, SMUT !  


Member : Jun/Wen Junhui

Words : + 2,8k

Summary : Junhui was a cocky guy, that was for sure, but you never thought that he was that cocky, as you glare at your phone screen, a shaky finger pressing on the imagine of his smooth torso, his hand wrapped around his cock.

Originally posted by indigyu

A/N : For all my babies suffering from the lack of seventeen smut, there you go ! + I’m writing this now instead of after my exams because I was revising and my friend sent me the video of Jun dancing to Who and yeah I couldn’t.
+ someone told me it was similar to other smuts and yes it is, I red other writings with the same plot so this smut is inspired by them

[11:06] you : jun, leave me alone

A sigh left your lips as you placed your phone beside you, trying to focus on the papers all over your desk. Fingertips rubbing your temples, you closed your eyes, trying to remember the things you were reading a few moments before. You hated it, you hated having to learn things by heart, just to recite everything like a robot in front of a teacher, as if it would prove that you were intelligent or something.

On top of that, your best friend was texting you non stop. You were already a pretty distracted person, but with him making your phone buzz every minute, it was even worst. He was a year above you, and didn’t have to pass any exams. His school year was over, and he was celebrating it tonight, in a party thrown by someone from his class.

But apparently, the party wasn’t that amazing, since it seemed like he wasn’t leaving his phone to go grind on some girl.

 [11:07] junhui : talk to meeeee :(
[11:07] you : omg jun why are you like this, leave me alone
[11:08] junhui : its boring without you :(

A laugh escaped your lips, he was probably at least a bit tipsy. See, Jun was your best friend, but you both had this thing were you acted like you hated each other. But when alcohol was running in his system, Jun was the first to spill his feelings, and it was always so rewarding to see his face the day after when you red him his drunk texts.

[11:08] you : you know i have my last test soon
[11:08] you : are you already drunk ? its not even midnight omg
[11:09] junhui : no shit i fucking know you have a test
[11:09] junhui : i cant believe you left me like that

You rolled your eyes at his text, before typing. Yeah, you could understand him. You two were ready to leave, because you were supposed to go with him, but you decided to stay at the last minute, quickly leaving your tight dress for your large pyjama shirt.
Jun had tried to convince you to go with him, after all, the test was only in a week, but you didn’t want to waste time partying while you could use this time to work.

[11:10] you : dont be like this, you know its an important test
[11:10] you : go dance or something, we’ll have all summer to party together
[11:11] junhui : i dont want to dance :( :( :(
[11:11] you : im gonna study byyye

For a moment, the boy stopped texting you, and you thought that maybe he was finally dancing and having some fun. Going back to your notes, you tried to memorize everything, repeating the important points to yourself.
A tired smile stretched your lips when you finally got everything right, moving to the next text. Rolling your eyes, you groaned, seeing how long the plan you had to memorize was, and how depressing the text was, talking about how Humans were damned no matter what.

You took a deep breath, sitting comfortably before starting reading every point, then, your phone buzzed again.

[11:25] junhui : hi
[11:26] junhui : answer me
[11:27] junhui : y/n
[11:27] junhui : :(
[11:28] junhui : i wont stop until you answer
[11:29] junhui : thats the worst party ive ever seen
[11:30] junhui : and i cant even leave because mingyu is the one driving
[11:30] junhui : plus im kind of drunk
[11:30] junhui : wow i cant believe you did this to me
[11:31] you : omg wen junhui ill kill you

You sighed, he wasn’t going to leave you alone, you had to navigate between answering him and revising, rolling your eyes, maybe going to the party was a better idea.

[11:31] junhui : i like when you call me by my full name thats hot
[11:31] you : wtf you have weird kinks
[11:32] junhui : wow cant believe my best friend is shaming me for my kinks !
[11:33] you : find mingyu, maybe he will drive you home
[11:33] junhui : nah i saw him going upstairs with some random girl
[11:34] you : gross
[11:34] junhui : i cant believe u did this to me
[11:35] you : omfg junhui how many times are you going to say that ?
[11:35] junhui : until you apologize ???
[11:36] you : fuck you this exam is more important than an obviously shitty party

You breathed, all your focus now on the coversation with your best friend. He would distract you anyway, and you wouldn’t be able to get any work done, so what was the point. Giving a last look at the pile of paper, you moved from your desk to your bed, trying to find a decently cold spot.

[11:37] junhui : ohmy god your test is in a fucking week
[11:38] you : fuck its just a party why are you getting mad about it ?
[11:38] junhui : because
[11:39] you : you’re a child
[11:39] junhui : whatever
[11:40] you : omg

You growned, dropping your phone on your side, your arm resting on your eyes. He didn’t respond, and it was for the best, when Jun was drunk, he could either be super whiny for nothing, or super angry for nothing, and you would rather stop talking to him for the night than have a conversation with an angry stubborn guy.

The summer night was growing hotter, your shirt starting to stick to your body. Tugging at it to let some air hit your skin, you thought for a moment that Jun finally gave up, maybe finding someone to drive him home.

[11:55] junhui : im in the bathroom
[11:57] you : k
[11:57] junhui : i have a boner
[11:58] you : dID I ASK

You couldn’t help but roll your eyes, drunk Jun could be either way super whiny, super angry or super horny, yeah you forgot about that.
See, another thing in your friendship was how comfortable both of you were when it came to sex. Junhui was already super comfortable talking about it, and so, you grew more and more confident talking about it with him. That was one of the few things you were grateful for.

[11:59] you : go get some girl to grind on i’m studying

You lied, hoping and praying god that you couldn’t have to deal with a drunk and horny Junhui.
A few moments passed, and again, you thought that he was out of the bathroom dancing on some girl, because you knew that a lot of them were willing to do it. It wasn’t news that Junhui was pretty popular, his delicate features and sweet voice were enough for a lot of girls, but he also had amazing hands, and those thighs, god, the result of years of dancing.
In addition to all of this, the way his hips moved was sinful. You remember seeing him dancing to one the songs he made with his friends, his hips moving slowly, his hand resting on his thigh, so close to his crotch.

Yeah, these were one of these days where you asked yourself, how the fuck do I even contain myself. 

After moving his hips, you remember his eyes finding yours before he started body rolling, his shoulders broad, toned stomach moving.
And it wasn’t all, the choregraphy continued again until his hands made contact with the floor, supporting himself as he fucking grinded on the floor, powerful thrusts over the floor, and you cursed under your breath.

You couldn’t admit it to yourself, but you couldn’t stop thinking about how his body moved, and you blamed it on sexual frustration, yeah that was it.

But more and more, your breath strated inching everytime he got closer, or when his hands got too adventurous, because he also wasn’t helping it.
But soon, you convinced yourself that you couldn’t think about your best friend in such ways, it was weird. You were making it weird at least.

[00:05] junhui : sent a video

Your thoughts got cut by the sound of your phone, your hand grabbing it before tracing your password, and your fucking mind went blank.

Your eyes stayed glued to your screen, blinking a few times, before checking again the name of the contact, yeah that was Jun.
Your troath was dry, and you tried to swallow the built of saliva.

The thumbnail was enough to leave you breathless, and even more sweaty.

Fuck, what was that for ?

You unconsciously licked your lips, your eyes fixed on the image.

Jun’s was sitting in what looked like a bathroom, his black jeans tugged to the middle of his muscular thighs, his black shirt riding up, revealing a parcel of his skin. His hand was wrapped around his cock, tip already red, several rings hugging his fingers. You couldn’t see his face, the image cut to his sweaty neck, but you could understand that his head was thrown back.

You cursed under your breath, a shaky finger pressing on the message, the image filling your screen before starting.
And it started right away, the boy’s hand slowly pumping up and down, his thumb stopping to collect the drop of precum. Touching his sensitive head, you heard a hiss, your mouth falling agape, waiting for more, and it stopped.

Your eyes widen, still locked on the screen, before catching the small three dots on your phone.

[00:06] junhui : fuck, im so hard
[00:06] junhui : help me

You looked up from your screen, as if someone would suddently appear at the end of your bed to help you in this situation.
Your heart was pounding, what the fuck were you supposed to do ? He sent it like it was the most normal thing to do.

And fuck, you wanted to run away from your phone and hide, but on the other hand, your eyes were still glued to the small picture, your mind replaying the faint hiss.

[00:07] junhui : y/n
[00:08] you : you can’t send things like that omg
[00:08] junhui : omfg its okay youre my best friend
[00:08] junhui : just help me
[00:08] junhui : please

“Best friends”, was that a common thing to send nudes to your best friend ? You took a deep breath, before typing again, what the fuck were you getting yourself into.

[00:09] you : what the fuck do you want me to do
[00:09] you : you have a fucking boner its not my fault youre a horny fuck
[00:10] junhui : sent a vocal

You rolled your eyes, taking your headphones before playing the audio, and your heart sank. It started with a clear, deep moan, you could hear that he was trying to stay quiet, before muffling it, the sound of his hand moving in the background was faint, and he started talking. God, his voice was raspy, low, breathless, “What do you mean it’s not your fault ? I have a fucking boner because of you, fuck- That dress looked so good on you.”

Your breath grew uneven, catching your lip between your teeth. A breathy moan fell from his lips, probably picturing you in the dress you were wearing earlier, “And fuck- d-did you really have to start taking it off in front of me ?” You couldn’t help but smile as you remembered taking the straps off in front of him, letting him see a bit of your bra, but you couldn’t imagine that it had such and effect on him.

“God, please, send something, a picture, anything, I don’t care.”, he moaned, before ending the audio. You eyes widen, a picture ? Fuck, you wanted to continue whatever was going on, feeling the familiar discomfort between your legs but you really didn’t know how to take it.

Eventually, you moved your phone, stretching your arm above your head, opening the camera. Your moved to lay on your back, bending your knee up as your other hand tugged your shirt upwards, enough to show the right of your bra and your panties.

It was the exact same bra that Jun saw as you took your dress off earlier, the lacy black bra un panties hugging your body. You quickly took the picture, cutting it after your lips, your lower lip rosy after biting it, and you sent it.

[00:14] you : sent a picture

Biting your lip, you waited for his responce.

[00:15] junhui : fuck, you look so good
[00:16] junhui : sent a video

And this time, you didn’t hesitate to open the video, your breath stopping. Fuck, if he was touching himself while looking at a picture of you, you could to that too, right ? Your hand traveled down your stomach, letting your finger press on your clit, a gasp leaving your lips.
Keeping your eyes open, you watched as the video opened on your phone, Jun’s hand moving faster this time, and holy shit, he looked so big.
His tip was red, a groan coming from his chest as he moved the phone and,

“Oh my god.”, you cursed under your breath as you took your panties off, your digit spreading your wetness. You gasped as Jun moved the phone so you were able to fully see his hand pumping his cock and his face, and god, he look amazing.

His lower lip between his teeth, looking straight at his camera through the locks of his back hair. His mouth suddently fell open with a silent moan as his head fell backwards, letting you see his Adam’s Apple bobbing and the video ended.

Fuck, you were keeping those videos, for scientific reasons.

[00:18] junhui : are you touching yourself ?

Your finger started rubbing your clit, trying your best to reply, but you didn’t even know how, so you took another picture. Quickly opening the camera, you took another one in the same position, your hand clearly visible in the shot.

[00:18] you : sent a picture
[00:19] junhui : i knew it
[00:19] junhui : fuck, i wish you were here

And then, out of nowhere, your phone rang.

You didn’t hesitate long before you accepted the call, placing your phone on your pillow beside your head.

“Y/N.”, he breathed as your finger started to work faster.

“Jun.”, you wanted your voice to be as quiet as his, but it came out in a moan.

“Fuck, why did you have to stay home.”, he gasped, breathless.

“Why did you have to go to this party.”, you replied.

“Whatever, be fucking prepared when I come home.”, a broken moan fell from his lips as you cursed under your breath, your imagination running wild. You allowed a finger to enter your heat, your digit easily sliding in. You moaned, your other hand gripping your sheet.

“God, I couldn’t stop thinking about you in that dress.”, the sound of skin clapping grew quicker as he continued, “I wish I could feel your lips around me.”, he gasped, before continuing, “You’re going to let me fuck your mouth when I come home, won’t you ?”

You moaned, his words hitting your core, but he wasn’t having it, his cocky self coming back. “Words.”

You opened your mouth, breathing heavely before answering, “Yes.”

“Yeah.”, and he laughed out of pleasure, the sound ringing in your ears, adding another finger.

“I’ll make you feel so good.”, he purred, a long moan tumbling from his lips. “You’re touching yourself, right babygirl ? Fuck yourself with your fingers, curl them, imagine my fingers instand of yours.”, he rasped, clearly reaching his climax as he was finding it hard to talk.

And you did, curling your fingers and moving faster, picturing your best friend between your legs, your hips bucking against your hand.
Your moans grew higher, more and more frequent as you moved your hips.

“Are you gonna cum ?”, he asked, breathless, groaning as he tried to wait for you.

“Jun.”, you moaned, unable to give him an answer, feeling the knot in your stomach ready to explode.

“God, I can’t wait to be inside you.”, he cooed, a broken moan filling your ears. “Come for me.”

And that’s all you needed, moaned, your back arching, a clear layer of sweat near your collarbones. Collapsing, you tried to catch your breath, closing your eyes, trying to focus on what was going on on the other side.

A series of curse words mixed with your name tumbled from his lips, before he came on a long moan, gasping every now and then.

“Fuck, fuck.”, he cursed, trying to process everything, before letting a long sigh.

Both of you stayed silent for a moment, before Jun moved the phone, before speaking in a breathless voice.

“Wait for me, I’ll be here soon.”


The game wants us to hate Ryuji so much and I don’t???? get it?????? The whole beginning of the game when Morgana’s the only effin one “guiding” he’s BERATING the poor kid during every battle like “oh ya surprise surprise skull missed a hit cuz he is the literal worst person alive” and I’m so :( cause my boy tries so hard i genuinely don’t know how anyone could not feel bad for Ryuji

And if that’s not heartbreaking enough during *SPOILERS* the whole splitting up thing it’s like…I feel bad for Morgana but we ask him a thousand times what’s wrong and he won’t say and then he gets into that fight with Ryuji and SOMEHOW Ryuji is portrayed as the bad guy?? That fuckin video montage of the like, TWO times Ryuji said Morgana wasn’t as useful as he used to be baffled me because where was the montage of Morgana saying the same AND WORSE to Ryuji??? I can’t remember a single time Morgana said something even semi-nice to Ryuji. I like literally don’t understand how anyone can be like “wow how could Ryuji say that” when it’s VERY OBVIOUS HOW

Even suspending my Ryuji-love for a minute, no one lets Ryuji off the hook like “oh man that wasn’t nice but it’s ok you’re not The Worst.” They act like all he does is be shitty when he’s constantly looking out for everyone EXCEPT himself???? The whole team is like wow fuck u ryuji how could you when it’s clear he feels bad that he lost his cool??? And EVEN WHEN HE APOLOGIES like ok sure not the greatest apology but my boy is TRYING (literally starting yelling HES TRYING at my screen ok) everyone is STILL like “wow fuck u ryuji how could you be so shitty to the cat that hasn’t been nice to you once in the entire game”


kic 3 update

so drinking last night was not the best decision?? i don’t make good decisions???

anyway i’m still fixing up this chapter because reading over it now there are a lot of problems lololol. i don’t wanna keep “dangling” an update in front of your faces though because i know it’s a bummer waiting for an update and not getting it so when the chapter does go up i’ll give like?? a one hour warning? as i put it into ao3 and give a final skim, yeah?? thanks so much for being patient!! i really appreciate not getting pitchfork-y asks about my horrible update timings. i can’t say if it’ll be up by the end of today since i’ll be working on it around my tutoring job so let’s just see how it goes. 

meanwhile, i’ve went ahead and tagged all the little prompts and drabbles i’ve written in kic verse! so u can still revel in kic verse while not really being in kic verse haha lol yikes

You know what’s always really funny… when one white says some fucked up shit and makes a shitty half assed “apology” and some other white comes up and is like “wow so rare to see people own up to their mistakes, I don’t agree with what you said but I commend you good sir” or some other corny shit



So uhhh many apologies for this chapter:

1. sorry this feels awkward?? idk I’m not good with this type of stuff as a person but ya know adrien needs from friend time with nino. 

2. sorry the handwriting is really shitty?? I think I was still in school doing this part. yeah wow, a long time ago. I do all these in advance

3. sorry the typed out dialouge hasn’t become a thing yet, idk I’m getting to it I just need to figure out stuff

4. sorry if all my replies to your asks are very slow I’m trying not to flood your dashboards, but like so many come in I’m lagging behind >< 

and well I just binge watched through My Love from Another Star and all I gotta say is… *breathes in* DO MIN JOON!!!!

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im ??? i’ve had this blog for a little over a year and i remember when i bragged to my friends about having 75 followers, and i never thought id come close to 2k. my blog doesn’t grow very quickly but i’m still surprised when people follow me bc i post a ton of crap and spam my blog with alex almost every day ,, but i’m super thankful that people follow this blog and are there to see my stupid rants and i’m really glad that people come to ask me for advice a lot because it makes me feel like i’m helping other people and i hope that i’m doing a good job of it <3 thank u guys so much for following me , it means a lot :)))

* i want to give a special shoutout to @peppermint-lester because alex is my best friend and one of the main reasons i dont regret joining tumblr. if you’ve followed my blog for more than a week you can see how literally half of my blog is made up of them. we’ve been mutuals for a long time (except when one of us unfollows the other one), talked on tumblr since the summer (honestly idk when) and i started kicking your ass at 8-ball around september and we had our iconic 14 hour facetime and got matching necklaces to finally become more domestic than dan and phil and honestly if someone can name a more iconic duo then i will congratulate you. i love you so much and idk where i would be without you, thanks for sticking around through my rants, keeping me company during physics, and watching the bee movie over facetime with me (and so much more but that would take forever to type out) *

now on to the follow forever! everyone on here are my mutuals, faves/people that ive talked to are bolded <3 im sorry if i missed anyone or tagged someone that im not mutuals with ,,, just let me know!

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ALRIGHT ELLA SINCE I GUESS I’M SUCH A  BIG NAME FANDOM BULLY ,   I’M GONNA BE THE ONE TO MAKE THE   CALL OUT POST !!!   are we ready guys ?   this one is gonna be a doozy .   hold on to your seats ,   because  @LEGILLIMENCYY  is definitely a  stealer ,   and i’m sick of the way she has treated my good friend  ally ,   as well as others on this stupid fucking website .

i had made  a smaller post  about this last night for my followers ,   but since this problem has  continued  to escalate ,   ella has given me  no other choice .   we are here now ,   in this  toxicity  called  call out culture .   i’m normally not a fan of it ,   but this time i had to speak up .   ally is my  friend ,   a long time friend at that .   and when you fuck with her ,   you fuck with me .

so let’s start at the  beginning ,   shall we ?   the basis of everything you’ve  stolen ?   i say your   theme insp.  is as good a place to start as any :

i just …   wow .   that is …   that is some  damn good   inspiration  you stole there ,  huh ?   ripped off practically her entire edited agirlingrey code ,   right down to the  font styles and link placements .   i can’t even give you ps credit because even your bg image looks extremely similar to ally’s .   so i guess  kudos  to you for knowing how to steal other people’s codes .

but you didn’t  stop  there ,   did you ?   no ,   of course not !   why  would you ?   you were already stealing her code ,   why not go ahead and steal some of her  headcanon’s  too ?

wow dude .   just wow .   did you even  rewrite  it ?   or just  copy / paste ?   and yes ,   please make sure to look at the  hovered dates  on each :   ally’s is from  6 months ago ,   while ella’s  copied version  dates back less than a week to even  HOURS  at least .   you even stole her  tag name ,   which is pretty  sad .

and then ,   when you were finally called out on your stealing ,   you  BLOCKED  ally for calmly trying to talk to you ,   for  ASKING  you to take down  HER  content .   it was only after  i and a few others  started sending messages that you  BLOCKED US AS WELL ,   and then  messaged  ally with the most   insincere ,   bullshit excuse ever heard ever up to date :

i see  a lot  of things  wrong  with this ,   so let’s just name them off ,   shall we ?   1 .    and none of us  –  with the exception of oc blogs  –  actually created these characters so to claim any kind of originality to anything is honestly bull.          i just …   what ?   what kind of  fresh hell  is this ?   that is like ,   the  shittiest excuse  ever made up ,   like ever .   that’s like a  7 year old  who knows they did wrong trying to  back track  and get out of the blame .   i just want you to know ,   that every writer is laughing right now .   we are all laughing ,   because that is honestly the  stupidest  thing i have ever fucking read in my entire life .

2 .    but since you and your little group of friends are all worked up about it i’ll delete my headcanons and kind of start my blog over.          fuck ,   i would  love  to stop you right there ,   but there’s  so much more  i need to get to .   um .   ally’s friend group  ISN’T  little .   there are  loads  of people on this site that have her back ,   and  love  her for being the person she is ,   not the   fake sickly sweet  bitch you think she is .   oh ,   and  yes  ella ,   i have the screenshot  of that ask ,   too !   you know ,   the one you  deleted ?   let’s post that too ,   huh ?

oh wow ,   and look at all those  vague posts  there too ;   newsflash ,   ella :   that anon on the right ,   the one who called you worthless ?   that wasn’t ally .   ally doesn’t stalk your blog .   i think you kind of have that  backwards  huh ?   considering all your headcanon posts are hers from what ,   6 months back ?   i think that seems a little  stalkerish ,   hmm ?

but i digress ,   getting back to your  shitty excuse of an apology :   3 .    but whatever. i’ll  [ delete ? ]  my headcanons and start fresh …          so …   they’re  not  technically yours ,   considering you weren’t the one who thought of them .   and if you were going to  delete  them ,   why are they  still  on your blog ?   why did you lie ?

listen ella ,   none of us wanted it come to this ,   but  you made this .   you did this to yourself .   not only did you steal ally’s things and take extreme inspiration from her ,   but you lied about it ,   and dragged her name through the proverbial mud ,   and i  for fucking one  will not  take that sitting down .   so take down your stolen headcanons ,   make a theme that isn’t based off of someone else’s ,   and come up with your own goddamn things ,   or face my wrath .   the next time i see this happening with you ,   i  will report you to tumblr for  theft  and  harassment .   what you’ve done is  childish ,   it’s  pathetic  and  immature  and  unbecoming .   i’m  not  sorry to drag your ass through the fucking dirt like you did ally and present you to the public :   a dirty fucking thief with the attitude to match .

get off your goddamn high horse .   no one here accepts the shit that you’re pulling ,   so there’s no need for your shitty self entitlement ,   k ?   k .

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WOW. the ONLY person sana really needed to apologize to in this entire ordeal was isak. she went through his private messages, took pictures, that deserves an apology. and she gave one. sara can fucking kick rocks if she thinks she needs an apology bc all sana did was expose things she literally did say. girl squad has me fuming because they don’t even give their friend time to explain anything. like imagine having such shitty friends that they would drop you for making a mistake as small as this. and just because the retaliation was aimed at vilde, does not mean sana should have to grovel and beg for forgiveness. PM did not have to make that instagram, but they did. because they wanted to hurt vilde. they did it with really evil intentions. sana did what she did to protect herself and her friends. in S2, noora literally shit on eskild’s entire life and went off on him bc she was sad and stressed. not once did he give up or say he didn’t like her anymore. bc he knew the real noora, and knew something was up. the girls obviously don’t know sana at all if they think that she’s changing, and i don’t even want to see an ending to this season that has them making up. bc she deserves better friends. obviously there’s other context i didn’t talk about, like sana distancing herself but if you can’t be there for your friend when they come out of that distance and want to talk like why are yall even friends.

Anger (Dean Winchester x Reader)

Length: 1942+ words

Genre: Angst

TW: Sexual Assault / Rape / Suicide / PTSD

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“So?” Lisa asked, sitting beside him on the couch. She handed him a beer, and he nodded at her in appreciation before she sipped at her own up of wine.   

He hummed a questioning response.   

“What do you think of Y/N?” She asked. 

“She’s,” Dean started, pausing to think of a neutral response that sounded natural. “A very nice girl. A little closed off, but you guys seem to get along very well." 

Very well,“ Lisa emphasized, laughing a bit. "We just clicked you know? From the moment I talked to her in our cooking class, I knew we would become best friends. Oh, speaking of cooking class, I signed us up for a class this Friday. You can get off early, right?" 

He nodded. "Yea, of course."  

"You don’t like her, do you?” Lisa asked, analyzing his face, obviously disappointed.   

Dean shook his head. “It’s not like that. I just- I don’t know- Maybe I just don’t trust her as much.” And that was an honest response. Dean had no idea who she was anymore, after leaving him.   

“Give Y/N a chance, Dean,” Lisa said softly. “She’s been through a lot.“ 

Dean raised an eyebrow, waiting for her to continue.   

Lisa sighed, shaking her head. “She was hurt before. There was this guy, Richard, or as I like to call him Dick." 

The green-eyed man tried to hide his confusion, in all his time knowing her, she’s never mentioned a Richard.   

“She dated him before she moved here. They were together for a long time." 

Then he got angry. Did she cheat on him while they were in a relationship? Of course, their relationship was never ideal, but he never thought she would have cheated.   

“She said he wasn’t much of a relationship-person. He kind of reminded me of you early on in our relationship. He was so unwilling to put effort into the relationship, but Y/N was a romantic. She never gave up on him. Even though he didn’t give her what she deserved- the flowers, the dates, the compliments, nothing like that, she still insisted that there were other ways he showed his love, but to me it looked like he was just using her for sex. She said that was when he lowered his defences, and showed her how much he loves her, but I thought that was ridiculous- You can’t just say ‘I love you’ to a person after sex, and then ignore them the very next day! It wasn’t a healthy relationship, but she always defended him- even now. I think she still loves him, if you ask me. When I asked her why she never left, she told me she thought he loved her too.” Dean swallowed thickly, having flashbacks of their time together every time he blinked. His heart felt like it was being squeezed, remembering how much pain he made her go through. He had insisted that it was for her own good, that he was protecting her from the demons that have haunted him. And seeing her in this part of town, with a normal life, he thought he’d done his job. He succeeded.   

“But something happened.” Lisa paused, sighing sadly. 

Dean tried to think of an event that was horrendous enough to end their relationship. He always thought it was a long-time coming. Months of ignoring her, and being cold to her had finally gotten to her, and she ended things. Panic struck in his heart.   

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anonymous asked:

I have been following you for a few years now and I wanted to apologize, because you posted a picture of yourself a really long time ago and I sent you an anon message that was really mean. It was super shitty and I am really sorry for any damage that message might have caused you. You're beautiful and great, and I shouldn't have tried to make you feel bad to help build myself up. You don't deserve that! :/

Wow hi this is so unnecessary but so sweet. I can’t speak to how I was impacted by what you said but I know I am stronger now mentally because of all the negativity I dealt with on this website years ago. I no longer let the words of others bring me down and am confident and happy and, what I feel to be, immune to words that are meant to attack me. So maybe I should be thanking you for pushing me to this point 🙃

Hump Day Smut!

Happy Wednesday, friends!!

I feel I should mention this because there’s been some confusion even though I always source the fics I put on these posts- I DON’T WRITE FAN FICTION. I quite enjoy reading it, but none of this work is mine. Here are the answers to some commonly asked questions about these posts- if you want to see your fic here, check the link first. My ask box is always open if you have any other questions, comments, concerns, or kinks you’d like to discuss ;)

Also, thanks to the wild popularity of The Back Post, I may have missed it if you tagged me in fics the last few days. My bad. Feel free to message me if you think this is the case. And if you’re scared to share your fic with me, stop that! Send me the damn fic.

Awesome by twofriesshortofhomicide (This plus size reader x Dean fic fed my chunky little heart!)

When the tent is a rockin’ by crowlorevstiel (Sammy smut in a tent.)

Shower Sex is Complicated by leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid (Dean. Title says it all.)

Blind Date Pt. II by jaredpadaleckii (Part I made it to my Fluffy Friday post, here’s the smutty sequel! After she went on a blind date and the guy called her fat, Dean comforted reader. Then they started dating, now smut.)

Let Me Help by bovaria (Dean. There are no words for this.)

Making Up Is Hard To Do by deansdirtylittlesecretsblog (More Professor Dean smut)

Against the Wall by yoursupernaturalsammygirl (Dom!Sam smut.)

You’re Mine by thinkwritexpress (Soulless!Sam gets a little jealous and stakes his claim.)

Tease by winchesterwhisper (Honestly, this one is just a lot of teasing and sexual tension between Dean and Reader. Super steamy but no penetration. It’ll get ya all hot and bothered.)

Game Night by deansdirtylittlesecretsblog (Twister turns into a Wincest-free threesome with Sam and Dean. This is pretty much what you wish you could ask Santa for for Christmas. (I know I said “for” twice but I read it out loud to myself and it made sense. I’m not a writer so get over it.))

Wake Up Call by twofriesshortofhomicide (Look, if you’re gonna wake me up in the middle of the night, it better be like this. Dean knows what’s up.)

So Wrong by anotherwinchesterfangirl (Holy…wow. Winchester priest!kink stripper sandwich. Wincest-free. I don’t know what else to say. I need to shower. Preferably with holy water.)

Win, Win by tonystarks-girl (Dean goes down. Makes me happy.)

Smut Timeout:

THIS BITCH. abaddonwithyall You owe me more than an apology. That was a shitty thing you did.

Don’t write any more smutty angst. I will read it. And I will hate you for it.

Read the emotional train wreck that is Gravity if you dare.
She also wrote some cute semi-smut this week. Dean + dry humping? Yes please. Read A Study in Tattoos Part 3. Actually, read the whole series. It’s fluffy and smutty and angst- free… what a concept!

Well, well, well. Look who else landed herself a spot in Smut Timeout. We’re going to need more chairs in the corner of shame. ilostmyshoe-79, that was rude. Dust to Dust gave me mad feels, yo. 

You have successfully dragged your other smut fic this week down to timeout with you, Kim. Which is a shame because When Dean’s Away, Sam Will Play - Part 2 , Southern Comfort and If the Impala Could Talk(fave fic she wrote this week) did not deserve to be cast into Smut Timeout. It was a perfectly lovely smut fic. But alas, you had to go and be angsty with Dust to Dust. 

God damnit, Meg. We were so close to Wednesday and you gotta get yourself thrown in the slammer. 

 The feels felt in A Summer’s Dream were not appreciated, deans-colette. It’s a shame that Not My Father’s Son Part 9 had to be ripped from the big list, because it was a nice, happy little fic. But you know the rules. Make feels= go to Smut Timeout. 

We’re gonna need more chairs in Smut Timeout. Maybe a couch. But an uncomfortable one. Springs poking your butt and such. 

Well I want all of you to go to your corner and just sit here and think about what you did!

anonymous asked:

... it feels like they invited this bull into the china shop, wagged their fingers at the rest of us when we said, "uh... that's a bull...", but now want to stand with us looking at the mess, shaking their heads and going, "wow, such a shame, Tom deserves better." Don't get me wrong, I don't want a fandom war, and I'm not demanding apologies. I just hate being expected to accept their change in tone when they won't even acknowledge how nasty they were to even the mildest naysayers. (End)

Trust me, it pisses us all off that they think it’s fine to hate on Bish now and they pretend they’ve been saying this all along and ignoring how shitty they treated us for saying it 10 months ago.

anonymous asked:

Of course Dumbledore fucked up, he was a guman being held as the holy saviour of the was and made to do all the choises but I think calling him a shit human is too far. Lucius sucked. Snape was shit. Umbridge, Lockart, lmao even Zacharias Smith were fuckers. And girl, I have been a fan for 15 years, I know all the points and I just don't think he was a bad person. He fucked up tho, that one is clear but he did admit it and apologized and the plan did save the world.

the point is he literally raised an orphaned boy for slaughter and abused the trust and respect and honestly LOVE that harry had for him and still had for him even after he found out about all the shit he put him through. and wow poor dumbledore got worshipped like a god… that doesn’t excuse his shitty behavior lmao??? saving the world doesn’t make you any less of a shit person???
also i don’t appreciate your condescending tone “i’ve been a fan for 15 years” so have i man…. so have i…..
anyway he was a fictional character and we’re all entitled to our own interpretations of him, i, personally, think he was just another entitled white man who abused his power (:

When You and Kai Get Into A Fight and Later Realize Your Pregnant.

DISCLAIMER: I did not write this. The source is linked below :) Enjoy! 


It had been two months since you and Kai split up; that night was a memory that wouldn’t leave your memory.


“You were gone for two weeks and you couldn’t even text me once?” you scowled to Kai as he sat down on the sofa. He has just returned from a two week promotion and not once did he text or call you.

“How many times do I have to tell you, I was super busy and even if I wanted to call you I had no reception”

“Hah, that’s a good one. Really Kai grow up that’s the dumbest excuse I’ve  heard even worse than last time. It would of taken 10 seconds to text me but you didn’t even care”

“You don’t understand what it’s like to be an idol and you never will. I have no time to myself to even think about anything other than work. You should understand by now. You should be supporting me” Kai said angrily.

You stood up from the sofa and moved over to the kitchen not wanting Kai to see how hurt you were by his words. “Am I not supportive enough? I clean, cook and keep everything organized when you’re away which is most of the time. If I’m not doing a good enough job for you then go find someone else to do it” you harshly replied.  Kai stood, grabbed his jacket and stormed off. Probably to the dorms.

How dare he say that to you, you did everything for him and this is how he treats you? Were these 3 years nothing to him? You felt your face getting wetter and wetter you didn’t even realize you were crying. You dragged yourself to your room and curled up into a ball on your bed. The picture of you and Kai from your first date placed on your bedside table did nothing but make you angrier which caused you to throw it on the floor. Glass was now all over the floor but you didn’t care nothing mattered now.

The next day Kai didn’t try to talk to you, you weren’t going to give in first.

A few days later and Kai came to your apartment. He let himself in. You thought he’d look awful but he didn’t he looked great. His blonde hair was perfectly styled and he was dressed in some jeans and a vest that outline his muscles. “Took you long enough” you mumbled.

“You look awful..I’m so sorry I di-“

“You start your apology off with that? Wow you really are something else”

“I didn’t come here to argue with you, if that’s what you want then we might as well just break up. The past few months have been nothing but shitty” he shouted. You’ve never seen him get like this. It scared you but more than anything you were hurt. How could he say that so easily, did he not even care anymore?

“Fine get out!” you automatically replied in the same tone as he. You didn’t mean it but by the time you were going to say something he stormed off.


That’s how it happened and apart from seeing each other around or him coming to pick stuff up from your apartment you didn’t talk.  You felt empty and didn’t care about anything anymore. You should have been over him though but you couldn’t get him out of your heart. Days dragged and you were noticeably more moody.


Kai’s POV- It had been two months since you broke up. What hurt the most was how she told you to leave her apartment not even letting you say what you wanted. You’d seen her a few times and went to her apartment to get some of your belongings but neither of you said anything. You couldn’t focus on anything anymore. You were having trouble remembering EXO choreography and messing up your lines in songs, pushing the members away and not wanting to do anything. You still loved her more than anything but what could you say? You needed a miracle.


You were woken up to being sick, it was the 7th time this week and you were never sick. You booked the day off of work and went to the doctor. He weighed you and took your blood pressure. You had put on a bit of weight but that was probably to do with all the junk food you’ve been eating recently.  You sat waiting for a few minutes until the doctor came back with some test results about god knows what.

“_____, congratulations, you’re pregnant. Just a little over two months I’d say”

You were shocked. This baby was yours and Kai’s but you were not together anymore. What should you do? You thanked the doctor and quickly went home taking your results. Nervously you called Kai you had to tell him sometime right?  You called him and he wasn’t busy so he agreed to come over and talk he sounded nervous on the phone.

You freshened up doing your hair and makeup. You felt like you needed to put effort in even though you were not together. It was late when he came so you decided to make dinner. You set up the table even lighting candles around the house.

It was 8pm when Kai let himself in. You looked at him a bit shocked.

“Sorry it was automatic letting myself in” he grumbled looking down to the ground.

He looked tired and emotionless. He was noticeably skinnier.

“sit down please, and eat I thought you might be hungry” you said shyly like it was your first date again. You needed to tell him before you had an argument again.

He slowly walked over to the table setting himself down. Without even looking at you he said “I’ve missed this. Your cooking and you. I’m so sorry I didn’t mean any of it I was just mad and tired. You’re the best thing that has happened to me and it took me too long to realize. I am so sorry” He blushed as he said that. Kai wasn’t much of an emotional talker but hearing him say that made you feel something you haven’t felt in a long time.

You let out a soft sob, and you couldn’t stop. Your hormones were all over the place. As soon as Kai saw you crying he ran over to your side pulling you into his chest. You sat like this for a few minutes while you calmed down enough to talk.

“ I’m the one who should be sorry I snapped at you for no reason.”  He pulled you tighter into his embrace “Yah- Kai be careful don’t hug me too tight!! You might hurt the baby” you said without thinking.

“B-b-baby?” he stuttered. “Is this why you called me here to tell me that you’re pregnant and that I’m going to be a father?” he beamed. His sweet smile sent shivers down your spine maybe this was what you needed to fix your relationship.

“Yes! I found out today” you said in-between tears and now Kai was crying. You were both a mess and spent the rest of the night cuddled on the sofa crying and laughing and talking about your future.

“What should we call it?” Kai said as he wrapped his long arms around your stomach laying his hands on your stomach.

“Babe we have 7 months to figure that out! There’s more important things we need to do first”

You both started laughing. “I’m sorry it took me so long to contact you, promise not to fight like that again?”

“Me too jagi, I love you so much and our little baby I love you both so much” he whispered pulling his face closer to yours he gave you a delicate but loving kiss which you had been waiting for.

“We love you too babe” you replied.

You hadn’t felt this happy in months. Everything was how it should be except it wasn’t just the two of you was all three of you.

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anonymous asked:

okay so there's a dance at aglionby (there allowed to invite girls from other schools) and at first it seems like none of the gangsey is going to go but Ronan being the dork he is low key wants to take adam


  • so maybe like a little flyer gets mailed to every student (henry cheng is on the dance committee so obviously that shit is advertised in 15 different ways)
  • and ronan gets his and he sees it and makes a face and chucks it in the bin
  • but then throughout the day he finds his mind wandering…places
  • adam in a suit and adam drinking shitty punch and adam laughing at the decorations and adam whispering sarcastic comments in his ear about tad carruther’s hair and adam dancing and adam dancing with him 
  • he practically dumps out the entire bin trying to find the flyer
  • now he has to do this strategically because, well, dances really aren’t exactly their Thing 
  • but he’s like “if i can get sargent to see this she’ll bring it up and gansey will be sure to mention taking her”
  • so the nerd fucking starts putting it places he thinks blue will see it; the counter in the kitchenbathroom, gansey’s desk, gansey’s bed, the couch, the pool table
  • until finally he’s desperate and-
  • “why is there a flyer for a dance in your fridge?” 
  • blue isn’t even a little suspicious though because i mean come on they have a fucking toilet in their kitchen
  • gansey takes it from her puzzled and she asks him if they’ve ever gone to a dance before 
  • he laughs and says “nope, never really had the interest-” and then he smiles and *eyebrow wiggles* “-or anyone to go with.”
  • she rolls her eyes but he catches her smile
  • meanwhile ronan is like listening on the other side of the door with bated breath
  • “well jane, would you go if i asked?”
  • “maybe dick, but the others should go too. i’d feel like something was missing without them.“
  • ronan is like dancing a fucking jig and silently fist pumping when gansey whacks him with the door as he’s leaving the kitchen
  • the next day gansey brings it up to adam and ronan in the pig on the way to school
  • “…and it would mean a lot to jane. so what do you guys-”
  • “i’ll go!” ronan says it louder and quicker than he means and both gansey and adam turn to stare at him like wtf
  • then adam says quietly “well i dont think $25 a ticket is in my budget right now, you guys go though, please don’t abstain on my account.”
  • gansey doesn’t offer to pay for his ticket because he knows adam wont take it but he frowns none the less
  • but ronan’s thought about this small, sad detail and of course he has a plan
  • he finds himself wandering into the line for dance tickets at lunch and then chickening out
  • he does the same thing the next day and the next day until a day before the dance he gets all the way up to the front
  • henry cheng is like *eyebrows raised in shock* “wow lynch, never thought i’d catch you buying one of these”
  • “two actually.”
  • cheng’s eyeballs practically pop out of his head and the next thing ronan knows he’s walking away with two tickets clutched in his sweaty hand
  • that night he’s driving to adams and the whole way there he’s rehearsing like a loser
  • “okay parrish, fucking, willyougotothedancewithme?”
  • “parrish, dance, you, me”
  • oh hey, is that dance tomorrow? completely slipped my mind. it’ll probably be stupid HAHAHA but well fuck it we should go. together.”
  • “lets go to the dance, but not, not like seperate, like as a- a uh….unit
  • he paces outside the apartment muttering to himself for like 45 minutes until finally he goes up
  • adam turns his attention back to his homework at his desk after he lets ronan in
  • ronan gulps and god why is he sweating so much 
  • he walks up behind adam and with shaking hands puts the tickets on the desk
  • adam frowns at them and doesnt turn “what’s this?”
  • “okay parrish, here’s the deal. you cant go because you cant afford it, but i want you to go. i- i want to go with you. and yah know, its traditional to buy your dates ticket so it wouldn’t be charity and-”
  • he pauses and adam stares at him all wide eyes
  • “are you fucking with me?”
  • “wha- what no, jesus, im being sincere and shit i really- i really want to go with you parrish and its fine if you dont want to its stupid i just-”
  • “yeah, alright ill go with you”
  • and ronan is just like O_o
  • he gets all blushy and adam is smiling at him hesitantly and its a little awkward but ronan has never been happier in his life
  • until he sees adam in his suit when he picks him up the next night
  • until adam grabs his hand and smiles at him nervously when they walk into the decorated school gym
  • until adam whispers a joke in his ear so that he can be heard over the shitty pop music
  • until adam drags him out onto the dance floor
  • until adam looks up at him while he sways in his arms to the slow song
  • until adam closes the gap between them, right there, in front of everyone

“It kills me to see you with him”- Jack Johnson

(Jack’s POV)

Tonight was another one of Taylor Caniff’s annual house party. I was in the car with Rupp and Nate heading there. “Yo Johnson, you know (y/n) is going to be there right?”,Rupp said scrolling on his phone. “Really”,I said with a bit of excitement in his voice. “Yea dude, you excited or something?”,Rupp said hitting his shoulder. “Nah dude, you know when I broke her heart I did it for a reason”,I said trying to play it off. “Aight man chill”,Rupp said turning the music up higher. You looked up and saw Nate in the rearview mirror. He was raising his eyebrows and giving you the ‘really’ look. You pulled up to Taylor’s and walked in to smell weed and spilled beer. You walked into the kitchen and saw her. She looked different, but a good way. She looked more confident and like she owned the room. She was hanging out with Andrea, Emily, and Stass. “Hey Johnson”,Taylor said giving you a bro hug. Hearing your nickname got her attention and she looked right at you. You haven’t seen her in about a year. 

Originally posted by buckysstevie

(Y/n POV)

You were throwing back shot after show with Andrea while Emily filmed it on snapchat. “Here is to (y/n) for finally getting some good ass dick”,Andrea shouted and downed the shot. You also drank to that. You pour another. “Here’s to Christian and his dick”,you said drinking another. The girls chanted and drank another as well. When you were just about to pour another, you heard Taylor shout a name. When you heard ‘Johnson’ you looked up and saw piercing blue eyes. You were over him so you decided to play nice. You smiled at him and gave him a friendly wave. He gave one back and you went on with the girls to a different part of the house. “Dude, why the fuck were you being so nice”,Andrea said trying to make a basket into the net. “Guess i’m finally over it”,you said taking the ball and shooting it into the net. “Hey”,you heard someone behind you. You turned around to see Jack. “Hi”,you said while your heart fluttered. “Wanna go grab a drink?”,he asked. “Sure, hey guys i’ll be right back”,you said but could hardly hear over the music. You walked with Jack into the now abandoned kitchen. “So how have you been?”,you asked sipping your drink in your solo cup. “Don’t do that”,he said slightly chuckling. “What”,you said confused. “Make that bullshit small talk, we used to make fun of people who did that”,he said pouring more of whatever it was into his cup. “Well sorry, but I don’t know and don’t care what is going on in your life right now”,you said taking a big gulp. “Look I’m sorry”,he said. “Sorry? about what”,you said cocking your head to the side. “Come one you know what I did”,he said softly. “I’m sorry, refresh my memory”,you said in a bitchy attitude. “I did something pretty shitty to you, and i’m sorry”,he said. “You’re sorry? Wow so you’re sorry for forgetting our three year anniversary, me showing up to your apartment in the rain because you took my car since yours brokedown, finding you in bed not with one but two street walkers, and to top it all off our relationship the whole time was a bet with your friends to see how long it would take for you to get in my pants”,you said laughing from all the alcohol in your system. “I apologized, I came to your house everyday and waited for you, I called you every morning and night, I sent you texts. How else was I suppose to say I was sorry? I really did fall in love with you, I really did”,he said. “What did you do with the money”,you asked looking for more vodka. “What?”,he asked. “What did you do with it? Finally buy yourself your own car? Down payment on another house? Maybe bought classier strippers? I want to know Jack, tell me what you did with the money”,you said raising your voice. He just stood there in guilt looking down at the floor. “Whatever, I’m done with you. I hate you. You are the most disgusting person I’ve ever met. You actually make Carter look good”,you said grabbing the bottle and going back toward the dancing and music. 

Originally posted by youmustbreathing

“Hey, where have you been”,Stass said. “Getting the last word’,you said drinking the rest of the bottle. You then heard your song and went to the dance floor. You were dancing with the girls when you felt someone’s hand on your hips. “Sorry I’m late, got off work late”,you felt someone’s minty breath on your neck. You turned around and noticed it was Christian. “Hey baby”,you said. He started dancing with you. You started dancing and grinding with him. You looked up and saw Jack’s eyes again

Originally posted by yeezusxvi

The song ended and Christian went to meet up with one of his friend somewhere in the house. You felt really dizzy and you couldn’t stand without fumbling over everything. You started to walk the backdoor to go to the backyard. You then saw Christian talking to Nate and Jack. You stopped at the door frame and put your hand on your head from the massive headache you were having. “Hey baby, come over here. I want you to meet someone”,Christian yelled. You tried to walk over there without falling and you successfully did. “This is Jack and this is Nate”,he said introducing me to my ex boyfriend and his bestfriend. When you got to Christian, you kissed him passionately right in front of them.

Originally posted by bottledupsins

 You just raised your eyebrows at them and held onto Christian because you couldn’t really stand well. “Did you know they grew up in Omaha just like you”,he said putting his arm around your waist to give you more support. “Cool”,you said. “Baby, can we go home. I’m not feeling really good”,you said. “Sure, go say bye to your friends. Here’s the keys”,he said giving the keys to you. You started walking back into the house looking for Andrea and Emily. You spotted them on the couch smoking some weed with Rupp. “Hey, I’m not feeling so hot. I’m gonna head home”,you said. “Want me to walk you out?”,Emily said. “I’m good, Christian is about to be out there anyways”,you said hugging them. “Good to see you Rupp”,you said waving at him. “You too”,he said taking another hit. You found your purse and walked outside toward the front of the house. “Hey, what the fuck was that back there?”,you heard someone yell. You turned around and saw Johnson. “What now?”,you said. “Look I get it, you’re happy. I get it that you hate me. I get it that I broke you. I get it you have a fucking better boyfriend. I get it that he makes you happier than I ever did, but It kills me to see you with him”,he said. “Good”,you said while your voice cracked. “Baby, why aren’t you in the car yet, its freezing out here”,Christian said jogging to the car. “Just saying goodbye”,you said smiling at him. “Hey, you okay? Look like your about to cry”?,he said tucking some hair behind your ear. “No, the wind blew in my eye”,you said. You walked to his car and got in putting your seat belt on. “Nice meeting you man”,Christian said. He got into the car and turned the key. You looked out the window to see Jack standing there, waiting for you to get out of the car. “I can’t believe you acted like that tonight”,Christian said raising his voice. “I know, I’m sorry”,you said putting your head down. “You made me look so fucking bad in there! You looked so fucking incoherent, you couldn’t even fucking stand up!”,he said hitting the steering wheel. You felt your cheek become wet and your nose become stuffy. You look out of the corner of your eye to notice Jack was wasn’t there anymore. “I just saw someone there, and I didn’t want to feel so I drank the feelings away”,you said wiping your cheek. “Who fucking was it”,he said. You didn’t answer and kept your head down. You then felt his finger pull your chin and you were now looking at him. “Who hurt you?”,he asked. “It’s okay, i’m over it”,you said giving him a soft smile. “You mean the guy that did all that shit to you like a year ago”,he said. You gave him a slow nod. Christian got out of the car and walk back toward the house. “Christian, get back here”,you said trying to catch up to him. “If he’s in here, i’m going to fucking kill him”,he said. “What’s his name?”,he asked. “Christian, come on. Let’s go home”,you said grabbing his hand. “Tell me his fucking name”,he said. You stood there quietly. “Fine, i’ll ask around”,he said. He went back into the party. You needed to find Jack. Even though he totally deserved to get a fucking beating, you know he didn’t have a chance against Christian. You spotted him on the upstairs balcony. You saw Christian go to the backyard. You ran up the stairs. “Jack, you need to leave right now. Christian found out my ex-boyfriend I told him about is here and he’s on the hunt to kill”,you said to him. “Where is he”,he asked. “Backyard. He will kill you. He was in the Army for 2 years, he will hurt you”,you said. You two went down the back stairs. “Why are you helping me? If anything I thought you’d want this”,he said running down the stairs. “I don’t want you to die”,you said running through the kitchen. “Go out the garage”,you said opening the door. Jack goes out and runs to his car. You see Christian and he walk toward you. “So people tell me you dated Jack Johnson”,he said. “I think he left”,you said. “Well, where’s he live?”,he asked. “He moved out when we brokeup. Can we go home now?”,you asked. “I will find him”,he said walking outside to the car. “So, you knew Jack that whole fucking time, and you didn’t fucking tell me he was the guy”,he said yelling in your face. “What the fuck is your problem? If i didn’t want to tell you, I didn’t have to! You are acting absolutely belligerent!”,you yelled back. Just then you felt a sharp sting on your cheek. “You need to stop acting out. Your mine”,he said. “I’m sorry”. “You need to start behaving and listening to me”,he said. “Okay, I’m sorry”,you said shaking your head.

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“Look I did it out of love baby”,he said. “You never hurt someone you love”,you heard someone say. “Jack, what are you doing here”,you said. “Getting you away from that guy. He’s a monster”,he said. “Oh like you’re not”,Christian said. “I did some fucked up shit, but I never laid my hands on her”,he said standing between you and Christian. “Jack, just leave. I’ll be okay, You need to go before bad things happen”,you said. “I’m done with you. You hurt me for the first and last time Christian. You get your stuff and get out of my life”,you said opening the car door to get your purse. “Baby, don’t you remember who hurt you first here? I was just trying to teach him a lesson and when you wouldn’t shut up and-”. “I’m done with you practicing your slaps on me? Look he may have hurt me, but never physical”,you said walking away from them both. “Baby, come on. At least just let me give you a ride home”,Christian said following you. “Don’t you see i’m trying to get away from you”,you said stopping to look both ways. “Would you stop being such a child”,Christian said grabbing your wrist. “Don’t touch me”,you said yanking your wrist back. You then see a car pull up and the window rolls down. “Let me give you a ride home”,Jack said. You look at your options. 1. walk home in a tight, short dress in heels in cold weather. 2.Get in the car with a bipolar who’s abusive. Or 3. Get in the car with someone who shattered you, but has a good heart. “Ok”,you said. You got into the car and felt the warm from the seat. “Look dude, my address is 355 Sunset”,Christian. “Christian, we’re done! That’s not my home anymore, okay?”,you yelled. “Where are you going to go? No one wants you! Your friends put up with you. Your mom ran off with her boyfriend. Your dad is dead. Your sister has a family of her own. He obviously didn’t want you, you know that. Who else is going to love you?”,he said. “Me”,you said. “Just take me somewhere, I don’t care”,you said quietly. Jack rolled up the window and pulled off on to the road. “Sorry to hear about your dad”,he said. “Me too”,you chuckled. You slipped your heels off and turned up the heat as much as it would go. “Here, take this”,he said reaching in the back to grab one of his hoodies. “Thankyou for this and also for taking me away from there”,you said snuggling into the hoodie. “That wasn’t the first time he’s hurt you is it”,he said. “He just alot of anger issues. He never meant it”,you said looking out the window. “He still hurt you”,he said gripping the steering wheel a bit tighter. “I’ve had a pretty bad year, haven’t I”,you said giving a sad laugh.

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“I’m sorry I caused some of that”,he said. “I know, I believe you”,you said resting you head on the window. “So, where do you want to drop you off”,he said. “I don’t really know. I have nowhere to go”,you said. “You’ve always got me”,he said giving you a cheesy smile. “Now”,you said. You two sat in silence for a long time. “I don’t deserve to be loved”,you said softly. 

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“What? Of course you do”,he said. “Look at me Jack! No one wants me. Nobody cares how they treat me or what they do to me”,you said with tears filling your eyes. “I want you. I wish I still had you”,he said. “Pull over”,you said. “What, no”,he said. “Pull over now!”,you yelled. He pulled over on the freeway and you got out. “What the fuck are you doing?”,he yelled after you. “I can’t do this”,you said not turning around. “Do what?”,he said catching up to you. “I can’t have you say you love me or want me back”,you said letting the tears go. “Why not? We had love, true love”,he said wiping your tears. “True love is not real, unless it is returned Jack. And you showed love wasn’t real. You don’t hurt the people you love. I know you’re sorry and believe you are sorry, but I’m never going to give my heart to someone who’s already broke it once.”,you said crying even more

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He then leaned in and kissed you. You got caught in the moment and kissed back. It felt like magic. Your lips moved in sync and you felt the passion again. You then snapped back into reality and pushed away. “Don’t fucking do that”,you said walking away. “Do what? Show my affection toward you? I’d thought you’d want some since Christian never gave you any”,he said. “Get the fuck away from me”,you said shaking your head. “You need me”,he said following you. “No I don’t. I don’t need anyone”,you said taking off the hoodie. “Well fuck it, I need you”,he said running up behind you and hugging you. “What the fuck are you doing? Get the fuck off me”,you said slapping his arms. “Just let me in again. We don’t have to be together, but just like me in”,he said holding you. “No”,you said. “Come on, I know he never held you like I did”,he said embracing you. You leaned against his warm chest and began to let more tears fall. “I’m sorry”,he said. “I know”,you said. “Let me love you again”,he said. “I’m sorry, but I can’t.”,you said looking up at him. “I understand. Let me take you home”,he said putting his hoodie over your head. “What home?”,you said. “whatever you call home I guess”,he said. You turned to look at him. “I don’t have a home”,you said quietly. “Wanna crash on the couch?”,he asked. “If you don’t mind”,you said hugging him.

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You felt really bad for crashing on his couch, but you had nowhere and he made you feel safe. “You need another blanket”,he asked from his bedroom. “Please”,you asked making you couch bed. He brought you the blanket you made him senior year. You made it out of old band tshirts. “You still have it”,you said amazed. “Sleep with it every night”,he said giving you a little smile. “Thank you again for letting me stay. I’ll call Andrea tomorrow and see if I can stay with her”,you said putting your purse on the coffee table. “Ok, well sleep tight”,he said. “Goodnight J”,you said. You were about to go to bed when Jack put something on the coffee table. “Thought you’d be more comfortable”,he said. It was one of his shirts. “Thank you”,you said. You went to change and noticed it only came down mid thigh. You walked out and noticed he was in the kitchen. “I miss you in my clothes. You’ve still got it”,he said. You gave him a smile and went over to the couch. “Goodnight baby”,he said turning off the light. You got under the covers and fell asleep.

(Jack’s POV)

You went to bed and laid there thinking of everything that happened and what was said. You drifted off to sleep. A couple hours later, you heard some faint noises. They sounded like faint whining. You got up and went into the living room. (y/n) was shifting left and right in her sleep. She was sweating and making worrying noise. “No, please don’t, don’t leave. Not again.”,she said squirming. “Stop, stop please. I love you”,she said. “(y/n), (y/n) baby wake up”,you said shaking her shoulder. “Jack, what’s wrong”,she asked rubbing her eyes. “You were having a bad dream”,you said to her worried face. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you”,she said wiping her eyes. “It’s fine, goodnight”,you said. “Jack”,she said softly. “Yes”,you said turning to face her perfect face. “Will you lay with me?”,she said while her voice crackled a little. “Of course”,you said. You got under the covers with her and she laid her head on your chest. “I always loved listening to your heart beat”,she said. You then heard little snores from her. You both fell asleep in each others arms, happy.