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anonymous asked:

Best marauders fics? ??

oh hoooo boy (most of these are gonna be ffn bc i was and still am SUPER DUPER into marauders fics before ao3 was a major thing.) (also, i love AUs) (also i p much only ready jily. i do ship wolfstar! but i havent actively gone and read any wolfstar fics) (also these are all p much from 2013-2015) but off the top of my head (under the cut bc this got LONG):

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In honor of the100th episode of Supernatural Misha has worked on (He’s worked on 100, only acted in 99 though) - I decided to share with you guys, 100 reasons that I love @mishacollins as a sort of tribute/celebration to him. He’s done so much to change my life and I just wanted to put my love for him out into the universe. I also made this into a twitter thread which can be found HERE.

1.) He gives me strength to get up and get through my day whether he knows it or not.
2.) He cares about his fans & constantly strives to show just how much.
3.) He cares about minorities that the struggles we face daily.
4.) He cares about the LGBTQ+ community & has gone to far length to prove just how much.
5.) He cares about mental health & the issues that affect those of us who suffer because of our MH issues.
6.) He cares about disadvantaged youths and wants to give them an equal playing field (Free high school, etc)
7.) He cares about disadvantaged groups in general & proves it daily through his work with Random Acts.
8.) He cares about lonely Senior citizens & tried to brighten an otherwise lonely day for them (Valentines Day).
9.) He funded Random Acts - a registered 501©(3) charity on his own because he’s the change he wants to see.
10.) He constantly runs charity events throughout RA & gets his fans excited to donate & put good out into the world.
11.) He runs GISHWHES - the biggest scavenger hunt in the world and most of proceeds from that go to charity too.
12.) His scavenger hunt often encourages others to commit random acts of charity towards strangers.
13.) He cares about the state of our country and how the political turmoil affects the everyday citizen.
14.) He is extremely invested in politics and is not afraid to speak his voice on things that offend him.
15.) He fights for the people. Not just his people, or my people - but all people.
16.) When he makes mistakes, he owns up to them and apologizes even when he doesn’t have to.
17.) He is active on social media and gives us (his fans) peeks into his daily life, which he knows we always want more of.
18.) He is a general friendly person who goes out of his way to be an angel to everyone he meets.
19.) The money from his Castiel photo ops at conventions goes to charity.
20.) Growing up, he experienced the struggle of poverty & goes out of his way to level the playing field for others in that situation.
21.) He’s EXTREMELY humble about his accomplishments and doesn’t brag about his good deeds.
22.) To date, he’s still shocked and made to blush when fans express how he has changed their lives.
23.) He wears safety pins when he can, to let people know he is an ally and will protect people who need protection.
24.) He’s a published poet and has a way with words that speaks to millions.
25.) He is EXTREMELY intelligent and uses his ideas and intelligence for nothing but GOOD.
26.) He is an amazingly talented actor & with that talent has become one of the most loved characters on Supernatural.
27.) He plays himself on Supernatural (an angel)
28.) He engages his fans, even going as far as answering questions other actors refuse to.
29.) He’s selflessly shared extremely personal stories of his struggle at conventions in front of large crowds.
30.) He supports intersectional feminism.
31.) He supports nasty women and acknowledges the world needs us and has talked publicly about it
32.) Even though shippers are historically snubbed in the SPN fandom, he gives us a voice.
33.) He’s gone as far as to physically “Ship” Destiel and that warms the cockles of my heart.
34.) He married his high school sweetheart.
35.) His relationship with his wife is absolutely beautiful and a goal for anyone with a significant other.
36.) The love he has for his wife is visible whenever he talks about her, he softens up and smiles.
37.) He supports his wife’s business endeavors no matter what they may be & defends her accomplishments.
38.) He & Vicki renewed their vows dressed in drag at an Albertsons and that in itself is amazing.
39.) He takes the time to maintain his beautiful marriage & goes on spiritual retreats with his wife.
40.) His family in itself is pure and goals for anyone with a family.
41.) He’s a busy man but still takes time to be a great father to his kids and it shows.
42.) He gives us access to his time with his kids sometimes and it never fails to put a smile on my face.
43.) He brings his kids to conventions sometimes and it’s adorable - there’s NOBODY who doesn’t love it when he does that.
44.) There are tons of instances where he has been seen comforting distressed fans on his own free will.
45.) He encourages fans to say hi to him if we see him out and about.
46.) He takes fans out to do fun things during his meet n greets, something which no other actor does.
47.) He has publicly stated he appreciates fanworks whether it be art, fanfic, crafts etc.
48.) He built his own house, proving he loves to see the fruits of his effort.
49.) He built most of the furniture in his house further proving he’s a hard worker.
50.) He interned at the White House during the Clinton administration
51.) He made the engagement ring he proposed to Vicki with.
52.) He invited fans to join him during his bike ride for E4K this year.
53.) He teaches his kids about healthy eating while teaching them HOW to cook.
54.) He ran over 50 miles for charity & anyone who’s ever even ran 1 mile knows how brutal that must have been.
55.) In 2011, he was named TV’s “Best Non-Human” by TV Guide which proves he’s actually an angel.
56.) His smile is singlehandedly the most beautifully infectious smile I have ever laid eyes upon.
57.) He looks good in literally anything.
58.) When I’m feeling crappy about life, I just look at pictures of him and I instantly feel better.
59.) His charity is in partnership with a crisis support group that has helped thousands of people like me during hard times.
60.) He’s not afraid to be emotional publicly and has even publicly cried before over issues that matter to him.
61.) His hard work and dedication inspire me to want to reach MY own goals.
62.) Seeing everything he’s accomplished makes me not want to give up.
63.) His sense of humor is brilliant and truly funny.
64.) He’s not afraid to make himself the butt of a joke and that kind of humor is extremely attractive.
65.) His humility (that I touched on earlier) transcends into everything he does whether it be his job, family or charity.
66.) He directly helps his fans - ex of which can be helping w/homework, sending them autograph replacements etc.
67.) He has posted his phone number publicly with the sole purpose to have conversations with fans.
68.) He truly regrets working on a movie about sexual assault & openly discourages people from watching it so we don’t get triggered.
69.) He steps out of his comfort zone sometimes to face issues in the fandom that no other actor wants to.
70.) He takes the time away from his family to come to conventions for his fans even when he’s extremely tired.
71.) His smile lights up any room.
72.) He very clearly says “fuck you” to gender norms & constantly does things like paint his nails.
73.) He encourages people to vote, even if it’s not for his candidate.
74.) He acknowledges the importance of white people being allies to minorities.
75.) He is extremely humble about his incredible good looks.
76.) He takes the winning gishwhes team on a vacation with him every year.
77.) He has been known to talk about very personal issues that resonate with fans during his meet n greets.
78.) He is nice to literally everyone (I’m serious, even to the people he dislikes: note, trump)
79.) This is kind of unrelated toa lot of the other reasons but he’s THICC HAVE YOU SEEN HIS THIGHS? wow.
80.) He’s an anchor for a lot of people who constantly struggle with depression (such as myself) and he guides us back to a good state of mind.
81.) He’s interested in the environment and he proved that during E4K this yr by bringing a geologist to talk to us about the terrain.
82.) His interactive gishwhes competitions inspire people to think outside the box.
83.) He’s simply beautiful like have you SEEN a picture of him?
84.) Everything he does is to better this world and community.
85.) He is the purest person I have ever come across in my life and I’ve come across quite a few people.
86.) His smiles are always genuine, you can tell by the way his eyes crinkle.
87.) He has struggled so much in his life and even then, came out successful. He is GOALS for all of us.
88.) He understands the reality behind a lot of these online “challenges” such as the ALS challenge & truly cares about the causes.
89.) He is extremely work oriented and has been known to stay on set way beyond what he was supposed to to film & perfect his scenes.
90.) His voice is pretty much the single most incredibly beautiful thing I have ever been graced with the opportunity to hear.
91.) He cares about orphans, refugees & homelessness.
92.) I truly believe that he loves each and every single one of his fans.
93.) He’s an imaginative goofball & that shows through with the items he has for gishwhes every year.
94.) He was the best thing to ever happen to me.
95.) This man is the epitome is what one should strive to be when it comes to their attitude, life & personality
96.) Whenever there’s a tragedy in a foreign country, he tries to tweet his support in their native language.
97.) He continually shows he cares about the fans that go through struggles and need support.
98.) When I first found out about his past, I promised myself I’d stop self injuring & make something out of my life. I am now clean of self injury and have been for a while.
99.) He unknowingly helped save me from one of the worst depressive periods of my 26 yr old life where everything seemed bleak & hopeless.
100.) His love for life saved MY life when I was hellbent on ending it last year and I will be eternally grateful to him for that.

So yeah, if you ever want to even begin to question my love for Misha Collins- don’t. I will love him fiercely until my dying breath.

Congrats on the milestone, Misha. We love you.

with love, from anonymous (chapter 10) - written with @adamparishe

Summary:  Isak just wants to get his coffee in peace, Even has a crush, and there’s a secret admirer on the loose.

Notes: a huge thanks to @stardefiant for looking over this chapter quickly and efficiently and never letting me get away with the small mistakes. and send a lot of love to @koninginnen anyway, because she fell asleep before i could finish and post, hah!

Pairing: Isak/Even

Chapters: 10/14

Words: 10.499

FREDAG 16.40

When Even was younger, he was terrified of needles. Showing up for his yearly vaccinations was a spectacle; a mess, his mother recalls even today, and Even, for his part, mostly remembers how loudly he’d cry. He thinks he earned himself several disapproving looks from people in the waiting room, and exasperated looks from nurses all around, but it’s hard to remember, exactly, through the blurred eyes in his memory.



Wednesday and Amelia are officially owners of their very own townhouse! 💛🌱

anonymous asked:

So you were talking about how Bioshock Infinite handled morality a few weeks ago. Do you think Undertale handled it better, and how so?

i mean even Shadow the Hedgehog handled morality better than Bioshock Infinite.

Comparing those two is a bit of apples to a rotten 3 year old orange with mold all over it. Most of the things Undertale does better than Bioshock: Infinite are also things that could be said for Bioshock 1.

But as for things I like about how Undertale handles morality.

For one, it really sticks to one core principle “killing has consequences”. Not ‘killing is wrong’, it just has consequences.

As such it takes a very objective approach to things. Killing isn’t portrayed as right, wrong, just, unjust, etc. It just has consequences. People are going to get angry at you, families get broken up.

Yet at the same time, you can slaughter half the underground and as long as you spare Papyrus, his brother Sans won’t have any problems with you. If you spare Toriel, she’ll still think fondly of you. Unless you’re at either extreme in the spectrum - True Pacifist or No Mercy - the game simply lays out the objective causes and effects and leaves it to the player to determine if they did the right thing or not.

Even when it comes to the polar ends of the spectrum, there’s a lot of room for flexibility.

The No Mercy route in particular does a number of things that I like, particularly in how many chances it gives you to turn over a new leaf, and how it frames the player as the antagonist of the story.

See, by the time you reach sans Sans, Undertale could be interpreted a cautionary tale about how you shouldn’t debate facists but kill them on sight.

Remember, Undertale’s message isn’t “killing is wrong”, it’s “killing has consequences”. By the time the player reaches Sans the game has made every possible attempt to reason with you or attempt to make peace, and you’ve spat in it’s face every single time.

The player has shown that they will not listen to debate, and thus the game throws the hardest boss at you. Sans will kill you, a lot, and every time Sans kills you it’s portrayed as justified. There’s no way for the player to redeem themselves aside from accepting death. If you attempt to show Sans mercy, he will kill you, and his famous “dunking” is portrayed as justified.

Not only is Sans killing you justified, but the narriative makes a point to say that you should’ve died sooner, that you shouldn’t have been reasoned with and that you should’ve died on the spot. Remember that Chara is meant to represent you, they’re meant to have your name. The game is saying that you, the player, that you would be better off dead, because there’s no possible way no way to reason with you other than a swift iron club to your skull.

Now at the same time, if the player has listens to reason and calls off a No Mercy route, the game will respond to that. The people you spared may still like you. Sans will call you a good person if you spare Papyrus. The game slips back into it’s theme of Objectivity-Based Morality: Reasoning works with people that can be reasoned with, and to the extent that they’re willing to listen to reason. Whether or not it’s the preferred action to take is up to the player to determine, as after all, they did take a number of lives leading up to them turning another leaf.

And at the other end of the spectrum there’s the True Pacifist route. One thing I immidiately like about it is that doing “the right thing” is legitimately a challenge. Bioshock 1 ultimately gave you more rewards if you went with the Good route, thus making Harvesting little sisters ultimately meaningless aside from being pointlessly cruel.

Going back to Undertale, taking a pacifist route means that you can’t get any rewards from leveling up, meaning that bosses are going to be harder and harder, and sparing certain enemies is going to be much, much tougher than simply taking them out. Much like how the No Mercy route constantly attempts to reason with you, the pacifist route constantly challenges you to stick to it.

All of this is really compounded by the ways the game breaks the fourth wall. The impact of killing somebody can be lessened if you could just save scum out of it, so the game makes note of it and reminds you that did, in fact, kill those people. Which doesn’t disqualify you from a Pacifist route, it just means that people with 4th wall breaking powers are going to remember it. Because again, killing isn’t wrong, it just has consequences.

And wow that was a lot longer than i intended it to be.

Commission Recommendations

I do not take commissions personally (I don’t have a working PayPal! D:) but I can recommend buddies of mine who do! Together they have a range of styles and specialisations, so I’m sure one of them with meet what you’re looking for. I also met all of them via the Fallout fandom, so while they’re all flexible artists with differing strengths, know that if you’re following me for Fallout content all of them can handle it!

Note: they might not be taking them CURRENTLY - their slots might be full, they might be busy with work or college, they might be on a wellness break. But these are all people I can recommend who regularly take commissions, so if they’re not open right now, they may be soon!

is a link to their current commission page, if they have one.
🚫 are things that the artist refuses to do (non-negotiable!)

Note that 🚫 are what are provided to me by the artists themselves, rather than to a universal standard. So just because one artist thought to say “no X, ever” doesn’t mean all others are “yes X, sure!” If you’re not sure, ASK!

  @vectober [NSFW, tagged] (see also: @vect-doodles)
Cartoony, but not necessarily ‘cutsey’. Wonderful anatomy and graceful elongated shapes. Sketches and colours. Met her through Fallout fandom, but she also has a lot of history with WoW, and will do anything if you give her a ref. Comfortable with drawing NSFW, both pin-ups and more explicit. Regularly hosts streams, so you may even watch your piece being drawn live!
NSFW: ✔ (with conditions)
🚫: non-con, furry, extreme gore, loli

  @monster-jensen (see also: @jensen-couch-art)
Caricatures, cartoons. Usually sketches or simple colours, but he is also a wonderful painter. People (including ghouls) and monsters make up most of his content. He’s great at full-art paintings, but rarely takes commissions for them as they are very time-consuming (and priced to match). You could try! Suggestive/pin-up content is a-ok, but explicit is no-go.
NSFW: ✔ (with conditions)
🚫: explicit, furry

  @yabbyabb  (see also: @hatchanddixie)
Soft playful shapes. EXCELLENT choice for cute and fluffy content. Will also draw monsters, esp monster-girls. Cartoons, avatars/icons. Her speciality is people (inc ghouls), but for you, she’s willing to try animals and furries! See her illustrations in the #yabbyabb doodles tag or on her RP blog.
NSFW: ✔ (with conditions)
🚫: gore, mecha, non-con

Specialises in character designs and costuming. Can draw your characters or design you a new one! Humans, monster-humans, gijinkas, more. Highly detailed work. Has a personal interest in cultures of eastern Asia, esp of fashions. The passion shows in their work! I especially love their use of layers in costumes and the mask aesthetic. Tasteful/artistic nudity is okay, but no sexual content.
🚫: explicit content, fetish

Specialises in monsters, demons, distorted beasts, and designs of same. Beautiful digital painting! Her rendering is seriously unreal. An excellent choice is you want something slick, scaly, or creepy. Loves to try different styles from common media, ranging from cartoons to realistic renders, making her an adaptable artist.
NSFW: ✔ (with conditions)
🚫: underage/loli, scat (reserves the right to decline fetish case-by-case)

High-contrast B/W comic-style, use of silhouettes and harsh lighting. Angular, sharp. Very noir! Her use of colour is usually as a bold accent to dark solid shapes, but she does full-colour painted pieces as well. Usually moody colour schemes (teal, purple, green). She’ll often use high-contrast colour, too - eg main base of dark teal, but with bright orange highlights to really >POP!< Is willing to do explicit content, but exercises personal choice as to fetish pieces.
NSFW: ✔ (with conditions)
🚫: fetish (negotiable)

Raw, textured (GREAT for dark/villainous content!). Stark b/w, or vibrant colour. Excellent use of anatomy and contrast lighting. Most frequently draws monsters, humans, pokemon gijinkas. Has professional experience in the entertainment industry. ART GOALS, TBH - learning a lot from him. Willing to do gore and monsters, but not sexual content (suggestive negotiable, but nothing explicit!).
NSFW: ❌ (negotiable)
🚫: illegal content
(everything else is fair game!)

  @amummy (see also: @amummyart)
Specialises in full-colour digital painting. A soft, oily aesthetic, with slick highlights. Great use of geometric shapes. Humans, ghouls, monsters, aliens, toons, more. Her art blog and personal are the same so if you want to see samples of her work they’re under #my art. Nudity, intimacy/fluff, and mild gore are okay, but passing on the harder stuff.
🚫: extreme gore, explicit, violence/suggestive vs child/animal

  @rhobi (see also: @sunshineart)
I’d describe their work as ‘crisp’. Pronounced borders. A sort of cell-shaded, pixel-art style. Humans, ghouls, furries/scalies, beasts, monsters, robots, mechs, more - original or fanart, including turnaround sheets. I personally love their monster designs, and they can design you your own as a commission as well. Their art and personal are the same blog so you can see images at the #art tag! They’re also willing to negotiate suggestive or softcore NSFW or nudity (but nothing graphic!).
NSFW: ✔ (with conditions)
🚫: explicit/hardcore

@izzy-cat-draws (see also: @izzy-fat-cat [NSFW, untagged])
Mostly does sketchwork commissions (or monotone rendered). May do full renders or coloured pieces if you ask him nicely! Has accomplished use of composition and perspective and experience with NSFW content. Draws humans, ghouls, furry, robots, and fanart (esp for fantasy and sci-fi). Specialises in furry (including NSFW furry and fatfur).
🚫: excessive gore, scat, watersports

Haha nice try my PayPal doesn’t even work no more, you can’t commish me, try again binch (I may do art trades or collabs tho, chosen on a case-by-case basis), specialises in trash, memes, shitposts, COLOURS
🚫: mecha (small parts ok, eg bionic limbs), fetish

sarcasticjellyfish  asked:

Hi~ would you do Jumin, Yoosung and Zen headcanon when their s/o gets very sick? (like high fever and nauseous) thanks!

I had to do this first because I´m soo sick.

Originally posted by darksoli

But whatever…


How did you get sick in the first place? Well… you got into a fight with Zen, you didn´t want to stay in the same place that Zen. You got away, but Zen ran after you, he apologized for everything and you did the same.After that, this happened:

Bla,bla,bla and then…


- “Are you all right, babe?” Zen asked you when he heard that you were sneezing and coughing a lot.

- “I´m sick!”

- “Aww …Sorry for that.”

- “I´m so jelly that you don´t get sick like EVER!”

- “Don´t be.I will take care of you!”

  • And he really took care good care of you.
  • Lots of kisses and cuddles (Since he has a great immunologic system he was safe)
  • He tried to cook you soup (but his cooking skills are not that good).

- “Mc! I made this for you!” Zen said with excitement

- “Wow!”You said first with a high note but then you see the soup that he made and you lower your voice “Where did you learn to cook?”

- “On youtube!” He said proudly

- “Ok…” You had to eat that? “It is…” You were going to say that it looks horrible but then you see his face of a child that makes a drawing for you and it is horrible but he sees it like it is his mastre piece.You can´t break that man´s heart…so you take a full spoon and eat it“Umm” it tase so discussing“Yeah! it is good”

It was a white lie …so it doesn´t count.


  • You sick but jumin was on a quick business trip. You didn´t tell him since you think he would just over react and you didn’t want to bother him.
  • It was just 2 days from him to return.So you hoped that your sickness will go away before he came.
  • But it only got worse…

Originally posted by animewhispers

  • Jaehee (that was a really good friend) took good care of you.
  • And when Jumin came back to see:
  1. His assistant in her pajamas.
  2. You cover by used tissue paper.
  3. And his penthouse all dirty (of food, clothing, and medicine)
  • First, he said thank Jaehee because she took care of you but at the same time, he scolds her because she didn´t tell him.
  • And then he calls the maids so they clean the place.
  • After all that he came to you and said:

- “Why didn´t you tell me?” He tells you with his usual monotone voice

- “tell you what?” He is mad and you didn´t want to confront him

- “Mc…”

-  You look in other direction so you don´t have to see his face “I didn´t want to bother you~” 

- HE grabs your chin and looks at you in the eyes “I don´t think you are capable of doing please trust me the next time, OK?” he finish with a smile

- “Ok”

- He hugs you tight and give you a kiss on the head

- “You corporal temperature is very high,Let´s give you a shower”


  • Total panic when he sees that you have fiver but when you start to vomit.

- He thought for a moment “What if she is PREGNANT…wait…”

- “I´m not pregnant yoosung, I´m just sick” you said very angrily.Isn´t he studying medicen (he is going for vet but still he has to know that you need to have sex for getting pregnant)

- Ups he thought out loud “Sorry…I´m just…”

- “Panicking”

- “yes”

  • After that, you calm him a little bit and he started to tack care of you.
  • Call his mom to ask for the best remedies.
  • Cook you a really good soup but since you vomited again he took you to the doctor and he gave you medicine.
  • He had to put a mask on and he had to sleep on the couch because he had exams and it was going to be harder if he was sick too.
  • You were so grumpy when you get sick but he keeps a smiling for you even though he was on exams.

Originally posted by movies-are-better-than-real-life

Special Agent 606, Out.If you want to request here are the rules: HERE/Masterlist: Here

anonymous asked:

Hi, I was just wondering if you favourite outfit in I Sae the Light? Love you blog by the way. :D

Hi there!  Thank you!

Oh, I love ISTL Asks, they are my favoritest. <3



Lemme see…

1. I love the opening scene with Cold Cold Heart.  The fedora, rolled up sleeves, white shirt, loosened collar and tie…*sigh*  It’s all lovely and perfect

Originally posted by maryxglz

2. I also love the same look when he goes to work his charms on Audrey, although the collar is all buttoned up. 

Originally posted by teacuphiddles

3. Actually, pretty much any scene without a jacket.  And I love those pants.  The style is so good on him.  

Originally posted by maryxglz

4. The Music Notes suit has such panache.  Just wow.  

Originally posted by hard-on-for-hiddleston

4. And the fringe!  It’s the Liberace Cowboy!

Originally posted by maryxglz

Thank you for asking!  This week is the one year anniversary of when I saw the film with him at the Q&A, so I am thinking about it a lot. <3

P.S. I just want to include this gif.  Because reasons.

Originally posted by vanilaslad

Fire Emblem: Fates Request

Requester: Cutie Anon

Prompt: hc about modern au 2nd generation kids from fates if thats okay !

Notes: You bet your socks it’s ok! Moder AUs ae fun~ (but surprisingly hard wow) Though since I have a character limit of ten for headcanons I picked ten myself. I hope that’s ok!


○ Art major

○ He’s a regular volunteer at an animal shelter and sometimes reads to children

○ Most of his money comes from online art commissions

○ Absolutely has a Tumblr and follows a lot of aesthetic and animal blogs.


○ Falls asleep in like every class but still had great grades

○ Carries coffee with him everywhere in a little travel mug. Always. At all times of day.

○ Always wears graphic tee with funny or sarcastic sayings, often coffee related.

○ Works as a barista


○ Definitely a jock. He played sports through middle school and highschool

○ Wears basketball shorts in the winter shm

○ Pretty popular with girls in high school actually

○ Super bad at technology like he can hardly take pictures with his phone


○ That one kid who’s really smart but has terrible grades because he never bothers trying

○ Has a bad habit of skipping class

○ Literally deals candy at school. Like he has everything you need but you better have money on you. He also accepts trades… If you’re in the right crowd you might be able to get him to do some spying for you, for the right price (or sweet)

○ Def a weeb. He loves anime and cosplays all the time.


○ Still that kid that’s like an old man. He never parties and takes his studies way too seriously.

○ In the kendo club

○ Dresses like an old man too. He usually wears semi-formal clothes and always tucks in his shirt

○ Is actually super modern and up to date with everything though. Like tech, news, he knows it all.


○ Is going to take over the family business when he grows up

○ But secretly dreams of becoming a famous musician; something only Forrest knows.

○ Straight A student but works super hard at it.

○ Was bullied in high-school


○ Dreams of becoming a fashion designer

○ Makes, designs, and sells clothes. He has a very popular etsy shop

○ Worked retail all through high school and was great at it

○ Has done some professional modeling


○ Huge theater nerd - like she knows tons of stage actors and famous plays by heart.

○ Quotes Shakespeare all the time

○ Has big dreams of being on broadway 

○ Wears a lot of crop tops + high waisted shorts and bright colours


○ Took a gap year at the end of high school because she didn’t know what she wanted to do

○ Did a bunch of traveling and has a lot of cheesy tourist photos 

○ She insisted Laslow put her in dance lessons as a kid but she could never improve. Like she’s just naturally really bad.

○ Got fired from her first job for standing up to her boss after he was rude to a customer


○ Has like a billion Tumblogs. Her main, an imagine blog, and a few based on her favourite actors and ships.

○ Had a major emo phase through high school and gets really embarrassed when she thinks back to it

○ Writes fanfiction in her notebooks during class tsk

○ The kid who got detention for doodling an ugly, mocking picture of her teacher and getting caught (but Niles wasn’t even mad.) 


This is my message to the USA (x)




Adult life: AKA Saeran trying to feel like a productive member of society.

-Saeran doesn’t want to feel like a burden to those he loves
-He wants to feel like he contributes to his and Yoosung’s household (he doesn’t have to, but he wants to)
-But doesn’t have an interest in college, or getting a job with… people
-He does some back end / programming / debugging work for his brother and his toy company
-It doesn’t fulfill him, but it’s something to do and keeps him out of public retail
-Saeran just doesn’t like most of the human population??
-But holy shit he cares??? SO much for kids???
-He is extremely passionate about children’s rights, and needs, and children having an advocate.
-Yoosung says he should look into pursuing a job as a social worker
-But that takes… a lot of schooling… and in the end you can do so much to save a child and then they end up in  bad orphanage or foster home
-wait foster homes… are a thing? Proceeds to do 10000 hours of research on foster homes
-and how shitty they can be
-how the kids can have a lot of issues due to neglect and abuse
-and how South Korea does not have a good history of domestic adoption
-and how siblings can be split apart and adopted by families of other nations
-oh no his heart is breaking
-makes it his mission to be a foster caregiver and an advocate for neglected / abused children
-Is extremely nervous that he will not be good enough / the foster father these kids need but he knows in his heart he has to be
-Yoosung always wanted a big family and had always liked the idea of adoption (since he learned that Rika was adopted it’s stuck with him) so he is 1000000% down
-They get a really big house with a big yard and garden
-They strive specifically to foster older kids and siblings to keep them together
-They’re that foster family with like 12 kids with different backgrounds and their family photos are always huge and none of them look alike
-They also foster a lot of animals (Cause Yoosung, being the vet, has to save all the animals too)
-The kids get all the new free toys from Saeyoung before they hit store shelves. Saeyoung p much uses them as play testers lmao

Saeran: Are you using my children for child labor?
Saeyoung: WHAT??? NO!!!! I’M JUST… SANTA!!
Yoosung: Then why are you recording this with a camera, taking notes and asking the kids questions about which toys they like the best?
Seayoung: *changing the subject* WOW! WOULD YOU LOOK AT HOW MUCH FUN THEY’RE HAVING!!!

-But no really the kids love the toys and love feeling like they help make the toys
-Saeran can understand these kids SO MUCH and helps them SO FAR into recovery and it also is so rewarding to him
-They are the best dads. Multiple big hugs for every one every day. Not negotiable (unless the child isn’t ready). So much love for each one of their children!!!
- Not everything is easy, but they never give up on any of them. Ever. E V E R.
- Some of them are very reluctant to accept the love Saeran and Yoosung offer them
- (Saeran can fucking RELATE)
- Some of them feel like it’s inevitable that Saeran and Yoosung will abandon them
- (Saeran can FUKKIN R E L A T E)
- Some of them are never at a point where they can live on their own and they never have to. They have a home and family for life.
-Have to get an extra extra large bed for their bedroom because some of the younger ones are always sneaking in at night to sleep
-also like at least two pets at the foot of the bed at any given time
-They set up an organization for the kids and animals
-Jumin helps them and funds this organization from the ground up because he gatta help the pets… also I guess kids are ok too.
-Jaehee becomes the branch operator for the organization through C&R because holy shit this is important to her too
-Zen becomes a public promoter / one of the public faces cause YO THIS RESONATES W HIM AS WELL
-Organization becomes one of the top renowned ones in the RFA
-Sets up scholarships for all the kids in the organization
-If any of the kids who grew up in the organization want to pursue social services, being a foster home, veterinary fields or raising / training emotional support animals: everything is free and provided for them
-Multiple GREAT foster homes created in the organizations name
-The most fulfilling thing Searan has ever done
-Saeran and Yoosung leave a legacy that will last much longer than their time on earth
-Saeyoung: father of three
-Saeran: father of 30000+

Are these still relevant

anonymous asked:

Hey, can you recommend me some good malec fanfics? Don't care if it's fluff or smut (i heard you are a fan of botton!alec 😉 ) just tell me if there's anything good


Hello! Thank you for coming to me for this. I have lots of Malec recommendations! Right now I’m just going to give you some of the one’s I have in my new phone but maybe later I will add the one’s I have in my previous phones.

-This fanfics are a mix of a lot of things: fluff, angst, smut (yes, I’m a fan of bottom!Alec :D), some AUs, and some are very dark.

-I put some Notes to express my opinions and other stuff (they are kinda lame :p sorry haha) 

-Just click in the title to open the fic and if there’s an issue with the link just let me know. 

-I put how many chapters each story has and where is posted next to the title.

-They are not in order of how I like them or whatever, it was just how I found them, I put them here.

-Also I put a (*) before the fic title for the one’s I think you should really read!! The one’s I really loved the most of this list.

-I’m sorry if there’s some mistakes in my English, it’s not my native language.

Good Things Come To Those (Who Stutter In Front Of Their Crush) (1/1) (Ao3) 

Summary: Alec is fairly popular, he has his friends and his brother and sister, and no one seems to mind that he doesn’t talk that much. He’s not exactly shy, he’s just awkward and gets nervous around strangers.

Magnus is a senior, a year above Alec, and he’s quite possibly the most beautiful person Alec has ever laid eyes upon. The problem isn’t that he’s a year older, however. It’s that he has a girlfriend.

And, of course, if Alec ever was to start a conversation with Magnus, he’d probably trip over his own feet, stumble over his words, and faceplant into the ground … or something.

The embarrassment just isn’t worth it. Or is it?

Notes: This is a really sweet AU with a cute Alec with glasses.

* Reminiscent (33/33) (Ao3) 

Summary: I’m trivial. I’ve always believed I’m trivial. But he says that’s not true. He says I’m a lot more than trivial. He says I’ll always be more to him. He told me I’m his first of safe and risks. He told me I’m his first in his mind which shouts important and unnecessary recollections. He told me I’m his first of anything but trivial. And I can’t help but wanting to believe him.

Notes: This has a lot of angst, I’m serious. You suffer with this but like I love angst, wow, it was amazing. And the end… well, it ends with angst but also in a good way (?)

Religious Obligations (16/?) (Ao3) 

Summary: The Lightwoods have long since been cursed with corruptibility. In the year of the Angel 1645, Robert made a deal with the devil himself. In exchange for the security of his position, he took an oath to give one of his children. Now the Prince of Hell has come to collect.

Notes: I haven’t read the last chapters, I think I’m in chapter 13 but this story is so good! It has a lot of potential and the plot is really good and unique.

* Tale of Wolves (2/2) ( 

Summary: Alec was an Omega. And he had never expected his Alpha, Magnus, would pick him as mating partner. Warnings: Altered ABO, sexual content. A two-part story.

Notes: This is an Alpha/Beta/Omega dynamic fanfic, with mpreg mentioned. Smut. *spoiler* But also how Alec starts to get over his insecurities.

* The Moon wants to shine but the Sun is too bright (14/16) (Ao3) 

Summary: “I don’t like it”, said Magnus.

Alec looked at him with perplexity.

“You don’t like what ?”

“I don’t like it when people are touching my things !” he answered angrily.

Alec frowned, did someone touch Chairman Meow ? He didn’t notice the possessive glare of Magnus focused on him.

Notes: oKaY THIS STORY IS AMAZING! The summary doesn’t make justice to what the story is really about!! It’s amazing!!!! Right now everything is getting solved and I’m impatient for the next chapters!! Oh and angst hehe.

* Five Times Magnus Isn’t a Good Boyfriend And One Time He Is (1/1) (Ao3)

Summary: Being a high profile celebrity makes it difficult for Magnus to find enough time for his personal life. Alec’s feeling lonely after spending yet another night alone.

Or, in which Magnus is spending too much time at work, Alec confides in Chairman Meow, and Magnus tries to make everything better.

Notes: Slight angst but has a sweet end.

* Under Nobody’s Wings (23/?) (  

Summary: The Circle which led by Jonathan Morgenstern was hunting Downworlders. Jonathan’s lover, Alec Ligthwood, suddenly showed up and asked Magnus for help with a baby in his arms. Said Warlock never expected the pain and love followed. Through their way to redemption, something developed between them. *Hints of abuse, sexual content and Mpreg

Notes: amazing plot!!!

Feeling Alive (1/1) (Ao3) 

Summary: Alec has one job and he intends to complete it.

Notes: zombie!au but I’m warning that is tragic. This author’s fics are really angsty but I love them. 

* Satellite (6/6) (Ao3) 

Summary: All Alec wanted was for his family to be safe. Unfortunately, a dangerous mutant ability and a terrifying mistake can’t–won’t–leave him and his siblings alone. If he wants his loved ones to survive, he’s going to have to face his fears, and worse, himself.

Notes: Xmen Universe AU. Again, wonderful plot! This is going to have a second part but it’s not posted yet. This First is finished. This author’s fics are really angsty but I love them. 

* In which Alec regrets wearing black (5/?) (Ao3) 

Summary: Alec is a ballet dancer with a permanent scowl

Magnus is a glittering fashion designer with a knack for gift buying

They meet and misunderstandings take place. This is their story.

*All characters apart from my own belong to the genius that is Cassie Clare*

Notes: oHmYgOd I’m in love with this!!! Ballet dancer!Alec is everything!! So cute and also kind of stalker!Magnus. The author changed slightly Alec’s appearance but I’m ok with it <3. And the chapter are so long!

darling tonight, i’ve got you in my sights (1/1) (Ao3) 

Summary: _

Magnus nips at Alec’s perspiring, over heated flesh with an enthusiastic mouth, tongue flicking out to lap at the subtle rivulets of sweat and his groan reverberates through Alec, deep and intoxicating. His agile fingers stray under the hem of Alec’s shirt, sweeping blistering trails of fire across his abdomen, muscles quivering and tensing under the numbing ministrations. The pure skin on skin contact is devastatingly stunning, by the Angel, and Alec clenches his teeth to smother his cry, head tumbling back onto Magnus’ shoulder.


(clubbing and some sexy dancing leads to some hot, rather filthy sex.)

Notes: yeess smut but it’s well written.

Intimacy (1/1) (Ao3) 

Summary: “Here, take what you want, what you need.” the warlock whispered, moving his hands to Alec’s to lace them together.


Or five times Magnus and Alec failed at having intimate moments and the one time they didn’t.

Notes: It’s literally what the summary says, and powerbottom!alec.

Too Much Of A Good Thing Won’t Be Good For Long (1/1) (Ao3) 

Summary: Boxing AU

Notes: short but so good!!

Bullseye (1/1) (Ao3) 

Summary: When Alec Lightwood is approached by Magnus Bane as a recruitment effort for a mysterious cause, he most definitely doesn’t expect the series of events that follow.

Notes: This includes experiments, if I remember well. A clandestine organization.

Magnus Bane’s School for Young Warlocks (20/25) (Ao3) 

Summary: Alec had never dreamt he’d be a father by the age of 25, let alone the father of a Warlock. He’s sure he can handle it alone, though. He doesn’t need anyone and neither do his kids.

(Or: Alec takes Max to Warlock School and finds himself falling fast for his teacher).

Notes: I haven’t finished reading the last updates but has angst and denial from Alec’s part.

* Counting Lies (1/1) (Ao3) 

Summary: 49. Superhero and Villain AU

The city was torn apart by the fight between the mob families and the vigilantes, but Alec and Magnus were far away from all that. They were just two normal guys in a normal relationship.

Number of lies: 3

Notes: AMAZING!! AND HAS A LOT OF PLOT TWISTS!!!!! Everyone should read this. WOW.

Let’s Put That Mouth To Good Use (1/1) (Ao3) 

Summary: Magnus and Alec discuss their sex life via Cosmo quiz. Sort of.

Notes: This is good smut. I’m just saying that. Hehe.

In the Name of Promise (15/15) ( 

Summary: Years ago the Lightwoods asked Magnus for help: sending their only child Alexander to a mundane family and being raised like one. 17 years later Magnus received a call and he had no choice but rescue Alec, both physically and psychologically. *Warnings inside. Malec, AU.

Notes: This story deals with dark topics and Malec’s relationship develops slowly (at least the romantic one).

* Better Angels (10/10) (Ao3) 

Summary: When there’s only one active Shadowhunter in the whole crazy mess that is New York City, it’s bad.

When that one Shadowhunter is living with three adults who are cursed to never leave the Institute’s grounds, two of which hate each other, it’s very bad.

When that Shadowhunter’s happiness and even mental stability is sacrificed in the pursuit of perfection, it’s monstrous.

When that one, fourteen year old Shadowhunter is found crying in an alley by the High Warlock of Brooklyn, it’s a matter of life and death.

Notes: This story also deals with dark and sensitive topics too, like self-harm. Author’s tumblr: @witchlightsands

* Home Wrecker (93/93) ( 

Summary: Ever since his Father got caught with another woman and thrown out of the house, cheaters have disgusted Alexander Lightwood. So what is he to do when he falls in love with one? / AU, more chapters to come.

Notes: This a LARGE story, well it has a lot of chapters but they are not that long. I read the story in like 3 days? And it’s good, I mean, I wouldn’t have read it if it wasn’t great. Somethings are kind of… off. But I loved it. ALSO it has age-gap. Magnus is 30 and Alec 18 then 19, I think.

* Take Me Back to the Basics (39/?) (Ao3) 

Summary: Modern Malec AU where you can see every color but the color of your soulmates eyes.

Soulmates are a lost romance that have been shrouded over with fear of abandonment or fear of love, but sometimes lost romances can be brought back. Sometimes all it takes is a color. Maybe the color gold.

Alexander Lightwood thought he was normal. He has a normal family, a normal school, a normal life. But when his parents decide to move him and his two siblings from Chicago to New York, Alec’s would is turned upside down. Between meeting his somewhat famous soulmate and his parents’ demanding an mysterious job, Alec realizes that his life is far more complicated than he thought.

Notes: AMAZING STORY! This is a soulmates AU but also deals with other topics and right now one of the main plots is starting to reveal itself.

BlindSpot (4/?)  ( 

Summary: Malec orphanage AU: Magnus has lived there since he’d been nine years old, and now one year before he has to leave the Institute, a new kid comes along. Alec Lightwood hates orphanages, hates foster families. He just wants to be left alone with his anger at the world. Two worlds clash like thunder and lightning and both guys are in for an interesting year.

Notes: This amazing story is written by one of my favorite Tumblr users: @freakypumpkin Also check her other stories in her fanfiction profile, they are awesome! (also check her opinions of the TMI books on her Tumblr, omg <3)

Something Old Something New Something Red (18/?) ( 

Summary: The man with the cat eyes spoke, “Alexander?” Alec froze, all the memories, all the dreams that he’d had with this man came flooding back to him. This was his soulmate, his soulmate that he hasn’t seen in much to long.

Notes: Sometimes confusing and sometimes frustrating when some things happen (I’m not going to say them because spoiler) but is good.

* Learning to Be (26/26) ( 

Summary: When Alec was 13, he stopped speaking for almost a year. Five years later, Alec is forced to deal with the trauma of his past while learning to accept and love himself. Malec, Alec/Jace friendship and Lightwood family dynamics. See warnings inside.

Notes: Deals with dark topics and has a lot of angst. There’s a second part for this story and you can check it on the author’s profile.

The curse of love (18/?) ( 

Summary: While out on a hunt, Alec is cornered by a shapeless demon that seeks to use him to have his revenge against the warlock Magnus Bane. The demon casts a curse making it so that if Alec and Magnus do not vow and prove to love each other forever, the shadowhunter will die, the catch? Alec and Magnus are broken up! loosely based in the song “Sweet curse” by Floor Jansen.

Notes: this curse omg. I’m waiting for the next chapter like crazy because somethings have happened and maybe it’s gonna be over soon.

The heart inside (9/10) (Ao3) 

Summary: “The good thing, it’s that I will get some paid vacations to Los Angeles, and that I am convinced that Alexander Lightwood has a lot to hide. And I will find out every little dirty secret he might have and show it to the world to let them know that their golden boy it’s nothing more than a fake.” I let out and evil laugh. This was going to be fun.

Notes: Interesting story and there’s just one chapter left that the author hasn’t posted and maybe she or he would never post but chapters 8 and 9 wow yay.

* I Won’t Let You Fall (4/?) (Ao3) 

Summary: Alec Lightwood is the most beautiful and talented classically trained ballet dancer at the New York Arts Institute. He’s pressured by everyone in his life to carry the honor of the Lightwood name in the New York performing arts world, he feels trapped in a box. Magnus Bane is the most liked, respected, gorgeous, and innately talented hip-hop freestyle dancer who was accepted to the Institute on scholarship. He puts on the happy face for everyone around him, but inside he is broken and badly scarred by his past. When Alec finds himself wanting to branch out and add free movement to his final senior piece he seeks the help of the one person he’s been secretly drawn to for years. The one person he knows lives very much outside of the box.

Notes: I just read this a few days ago but omg I’m in love with ballet dancer!Alec and I want more!!

* Malec Alphabet Soup (21/26) (Ao3) 

Summary: Twenty six (from A-Z), stand-alone one-shots about Magnus and Alec.

Chapter 1: Anniversary (mpreg)

Chapter 2: Birthday

Chapter 3: Cuddle

Chapter 4: Dork

Chapter 5: Everyday

Chapter 6: Family (part 1 of the Bane-Lightwood Family Series)/(mpreg)

Chapter 7: Goodbye (character death)

Chapter 8: Hand

Chapter 9: Injured (part 2 of the Bane-Lightwood Family Series)

Chapter 10: Jealousy

Chapter 11: Kiss (mpreg)

Chapter 12: Late (part 3 of the Bane-Lightwood Family Series)/(mpreg)

Chapter 13: Mortality

Chapter 14: Neglected (smut)

Chapter 15: Opposite (part 4 of the Bane-Lightwood Family Series)

Chapter 16: Pregnant (Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamic)/ (mpreg)

Chapter 17: Quality (Time) (part 5 of the Bane-Lightwood Family Series)

Chapter 18: Rape (Aftermath) (mentions of rape)

Chapter 19: Surprise (mpreg)

Chapter 20: Timing (spoiler: Tales from the Shadowhunter Academy)/ (smut)

Chapter 21: Upset (Mpreg)

Notes: I just love this. And the mpregs are amazing if you like mpregs. Chapter 21 is a roller coaster of emotions D:

The Babysitter (28/?) ( 

Summary: AU story: Alec Lightwood is a freshman at college looking for a job. Magnus Bane is a single parent looking for a babysitter. Magnus thought it would be simple getting a babysitter, and it was. Though it’s not so easy to keep his hands to himself from this sexy freshman… Age-gap, M-Rate later, kinks, smut and other sexiness.

Notes: This story has a lot of smut! Like A LOT!! I’m serious, and like it says it has age-gap for like 6 years? More or less.

Mortal Embarrassment and Other Flirting Techniques (32/32) ( 

Summary: Magnus is at the top of the social ladder, and Alec is the anti-social new kid. Plus there’s a little issue with Hodge and his serious psychosis. High School AU, all human.

Notes: The story is sweet, obviously has its own plot with climax like the Hodge thing and some stuff Magnus does (also another character that I won’t mention…)

Let me love you (1/1) (Ao3) 

Summary: “What?” Magnus said but was soon surprised of the fact that Alec practically ripped his shirt apart throwing it onto the ground of the warlocks loft.

Notes: one word to describe this? PowerBottom!Alec. Huh… I don’t know if that’s one word but whatever.

I hope you like at least one of them <33 I’ll add more later, I don’t know when but I enjoyed doing this. 

I See Blue (Soulmate AU)

Sorry I haven’t written anything for months but I’ve been feeling really down recently. I couldn’t bring myself to even get out of bed. I finally wrote something that didn’t quite turned out as good as I wanted it to but I hope you guys enjoy. :)

Dean Winchester doesn’t have a soulmate. At least he’s pretty sure he doesn’t. He’s heard stories about how people see a color they’ve never seen before when they first meet there soulmate. It seems everyone his age has already found their soulmate, even Sam. Sam always likes to tell the story of when he saw the color blue for the first time when he met Jessica Moore. His mom always told him the story of when she first saw the color brown when she met his father. To Dean, soulmates were overrated. I don’t need my soulmate, he would always tell himself when he would start to feel bad for not having found his soulmate. He repeats that phrase in his head over and over again until he actually starts to believe it.
Dean once dated a girl who he really cared about. Her name was Lisa Braeden, but her eye color was brown, a color he was already familiar with when he met her. He was okay with the fact that she wasn’t the person he was supposed to spend the rest of his life with. He managed to grow feelings for her despite the fact that they weren’t soulmates. He was in a relationship with her for a year before she ended it. She had found her soulmate while she was out walking. Dean wasn’t going to admit it, but he felt a little jealous that she had actually found her soulmate when they were both so sure neither of their soulmates were going to make an appearance in their lives.
Sometimes that happened. Dean has heard of people who were never able to meet their soulmate. Dean was sure him and his soulmate were among the few pairs destined to never meet. The thought of never meeting his soulmate hurt him. He lost more hope as each day went by without him meeting his soulmate. His best friend Charlie always told him to never lose hope. She was the only one who understood how he felt at the time.
“Easy for you to say” he would say, “You met Gilda.”
“It wasn’t always that way.” she would respond, “I didn’t meet her until last year.”
“At least you met her.”
“Listen, Dean, you’ll find your soulmate. Just give it time.”
“You’re right. I just want to be happy, but I’ve accepted the fact that maybe I will never meet my soulmate.”

“So are you expecting a man or a woman?” Charlie asks him, interrupting his current thoughts.
“Do you think your soulmate is a man or a woman?”
“I don’t know. I’ve only dated women before, but I wouldn’t mind if it were a man. I mean we are soulmates after all.”
“What do you say we go out for pie. I know a place.”
“God, I love you.” Dean says.
“I know”

There was a pretty long line when Dean and Charlie entered the pie shop.
“Go get a table, I’ll order.” Charlie said.
Charlie met him at the table empty-handed.
“Where’s the pie?” Dean asked.
“There’s a new waiter. It’s his first day. He says that he’ll bring it to the table when he has it ready.”
“Okay, I guess I’ll let it slide because it’s his first day.”
“I’m going to go to the restroom. Don’t eat the whole pie if it comes when I’m in the restroom.”
“No promises.” Dean says.
The pie came about a minute after Charlie went to the restroom. He was the last person in the shop.
“Here is your pie. Sorry it took so long it’s my first d-” He was cut off when Dean look up and they made eye contact.
Dean has never seen a color so beautiful in his life. He always recieved compliments on his emerald green eyes, but nothing compares to the blue eyes looking at him in this moment.
“It’s fine.” Dean says after a long while of staring into this beautiful stranger’s eyes. He took a moment to look at him. He was a little shorter than Dean and he had dark hair.
“I’m Castiel.” the waiter says with a shy smile.
“I’m Dean.” Dean responds.
“What did I miss?” Charlie asks when she came out of the restroom.
They don’t even acknowledge her presence. She sees them looking at each other, then it hit her.
“OH MY GOD!” She squeals.
Dean feels himself growing red. He gives Charlie a death stare.
“I’ll call a cab.” Charlie says.
Charlie exits the shop and leaves Dean and Castiel alone.
“Want to sit?” Dean asks after a few moments of silence.
“Yes. Give me a minute while I close up.”
A moment later he came back and sat down with Dean. They talked for a while before Castiel asked Dean if he wanted to come over to his place.
“I’m not expecting anything from you I just want to get to know you.” Castiel reassured Dean when he saw the somewhat confused look on Dean’s face.
“Yeah, Cas, that sounds awesome.” Dean said, unsure of whether it was okay with Castiel that he gave him a nickname so soon.
“Cas? Never heard that one before.” Castiel says with a grin, making sure to show Dean that it doesn’t bother him.
“Never? Castiel’s a pretty long name. What do people usually call you?” Dean asked.
“My brothers call me Cassie.” Castiel said with a little embarrassment. “But I like Cas.”
“Do you have a car or do you need me to drive us?” Dean asked, changing the subject.
“No, I walk.” Cas said.
“Okay.” Dean said as he started to get up.
Castiel followed him to his car. Dean opened the door for Cas to go in.
“This is a pretty cool car.” Cas commented.
“Thanks, it was my dad’s car. He gave it to me when I graduated.” Dean said proudly. “Where do you live?” He asked Cas.
“Up this street and then make a left. It’s the apartments on the corner.” Cas said.
Dean followed Cas’ directions and made his way to the apartment complex. When they entered Cas’ apartment, Dean noted how clean it was compared to his. Cas’ apartment was a lot bigger that Dean’s apartment.
“Wow.” Dean said amazed.
“What?” Cas asked.
“Nothing. Just your apartment is like 100 times better than mine.”
“What do you mean?”
“It’s a lot bigger and cleaner,” Dean said, “plus it has a better view of the city.”
“Do you want anything to drink?” Cas offered.
“No thanks.” Dean said.
They made their way to the couch and sat down.
“This might sound a bit forward,” Cas said “but you are the most beautiful man I have ever seen in my life.”
“I was just about to say the same thing about you.” Dean said.
Before they knew it, they were kissing. Small kisses at first, then making out until the only reason they stopped was to take a breath. They were both feeling very tired after a lifetime of kissing.
“Do you want to spend the night?” Cas asked Dean, cautious to make sure Dean doesn’t feel uncomfortable.
“Sure, Cas” Dean said.
Cas gave Dean something to sleep in and they went to go lie down in the bedroom. They didn’t make love. They weren’t ready for that just yet. They cuddled, enjoying the presence of one another. They treasured the time they spent together.
Dean moved in with Cas half a year after they met. Dean was able to open his own auto repair shop. Cas became the owner of the pie shop. Dean proposed to Cas and they married three months later on a Thursday. Everyone was so happy Dean had found his soulmate. Of course, he called Charlie a million times to thank her for taking him to the pie shop that day.
Dean wasn’t sure he would meet his soulmate. He forced himself to accept the fact that he might never meet the person he was supposed to spend the rest of his life with. He longed to find the missing piece of his life. The missing color in his vision. He long to look up at the sky and see the color he only ever heard of in the stories. It wasn’t until he met a man by the name of Castiel that he finally found his true happiness. Who knew the color blue could make such a difference in someone’s life.

Fic Rec - Yuri on Ice!!! (Surprise)

born of the ice by @raelstorm​ - Holy. I just. Wow. It’s a stunning, long, beautiful exploration of transmasculine Victor–still a champion, still trying to determine life outside of skating before meeting Yuuri. It’s absolutely phenomenal. Even if you think it’s not your cup of tea, it’ll be worth it. Note: because it is all pre-canon, Yuuri isn’t in it much. Instead, you get to explore Victor’s relationships with older skaters, Yakov and himself. This is very much an internal-events fic, and it’s really, really good.

Take Hold by @lavenderprose​ - A fantastic soulmate bodyswap story that has lots of interesting worldbuilding. It manages to hit all the right notes for what I want in an AU: good worldbuilding, characters that behave like they would in canon while still conforming to the world, and just really sweetly emotional. (Also, her other fic is really good as well; you should check those out too.)

You Set My Heart on Fire by @whelvenwings - An Artist/Soulmate AU  that does something I really like. I won’t spoil it for you, but it’s one of the few stories I have seen where Victor screws up big time, and more then just apologizes: he tries to understand not just that it hurt Yuuri but why it hurt Yuuri. And the description of anxiety really hits home, at least for me. Anyway. It’s a great read. Plus it has art!

studydroplet  asked:

for people taking ap gov/apush this year i would 100% recommend watching adam norris on youtube! he has videos for literally everything that will be on the ap test because he bases his videos off of the college board's material outline. to study for my ap tests all i did was watch his videos and take notes on the info he talked about it. i studied a lot but because of his videos i was able to get a 5 on both my apush and ap gov tests!

oh hey thanks so much for the info!!!

How to Save Hawke from the Fade Theory

First I just want to say - wow. Thank you guys. I’m so happy that you enjoyed my Fenris Theory post, I have only had tumblr for about a week and I was not expecting one of my first posts to blow up like that. Like I said, I’ve only had tumblr for a short time, but I think…over 500 notes in a day is a lot? I’m not sure, but either way, I’m super happy. It has inspired me to share more of my ideas with you guys, so thanks again!

But back to the main point here.

Okay, like you, and probably a million other people who played Inquisition, I’m sure we all narrowed our eyes when we saw that little “If you leave them in the fade they will probably die” thing when we have to choose between killing our Hawke or the Warden.

I know for sure I did.

I’m referring to this:

I was like…you say “likely”, hmm? Well, I’m going to take that and run. So here we go.

Here’s a theory that stemmed from my initial theory for Fenris. (If you haven’t read that, I would highly advise reading that one first so that this makes more sense to you. I’ll post the link here:

I stated before that I believe that Fenris is a perfect lyrium catalyst. The ritual that made him that way made the lyrium that’s carved into his flesh alive. Fenris can choose to activate it whenever he wants, and it’s very much serving its purpose.

So, just for confirmation, I’ll restate that I think that when Fenris phases, he’s actually phasing in and out of the fade at will.

Now, let me clarify something that a lot of people had questions on about this. Some of you were wondering how that could work considering entering the fade shouldn’t be this easy. Good question.

Fenris’s abilities give him the power to phase into the fade very similarly to how a mage does when they allow themselves to walk the fade in their waking dreams. But - it’s not quite like that. Fenris’s markings have made him into this living, breathing, walking, talking lyrium catalyst. This means that when he phases, a physical part of him is entering the fade.

Now don’t get me wrong, physically entering the fade isn’t easy, so let me disclaim that by stating that it’s not necessarily his entire arm that is physically entering the fade, he’s merely offsetting the balance that he has in reality, so that more of his arm is in the fade than in reality.

I really hope that makes sense.

Moving on.

With a little more practice and perhaps support of magic and more lyrium, I fully believe that Fenris would be able to tap into the essence of the physical fade, find, and likely, with help, pull Hawke (or the Warden, though for this purpose I’m using Hawke) out of there.

How, you ask, could he do this? Let me answer that.

Lyrium, in its raw form, is the only thing that is consistent between the mortal realm and the fade. This means that it’s both as real as in the fade as it is in reality, which means that Fenris is too. However, Fenris, having no experience or will to even fathom trying to channel himself into the fade, only lives in reality except when he chooses to have one of his appendages phase into the fade, grab a man’s heart, and rip it out.

It’s no small feat either, as it’s very evident in his banter, mainly with Bethany, that it hurts like hell.

Now, let me first preface this by stating something about Fenris and lyrium.

If Fenris is lyrium, I cannot emphasize this enough, that means that he, LIKE LYRIUM, exists just as much in the real world as he does in the fade. However, because he is a living, breathing lyrium catalyst in a mortal body, his form first originated in reality, and therefore, that is the side that he sees.

I believe that, in a ritual that is very similar to the Harrowing, that Fenris would be able to attune to his lyrium markings and physically enter the fade.

With enough lyrium, eventually the reality of the world would not mask the lyrium that’s blended in Fenris’s skin and body. This would upset the balance that he had between his mortal form and his fade form and turn the odds in favor of his fade form. He would have little option but to find himself in the realm of the fade. His physical body, however, would likely still be able to roam freely between the two realms because that’s how it is for lyrium too. They both exist in reality and the fade at the same time.

At this time I think Fenris would be caught between the real world and the fade, though what he would see would only be the fade. He’d very similarly be in a perpetual “lyrium ghost” stage, except it’s far more intense so that instead of just part of him phasing, his entire being would be phased into the fade. Not just a part of him, say his arm, his legs, or his body, but his being would phase.

As more of a thorough explanation, though Fenris’s body is lit up with lyrium during his passive skill “lyrium ghost”, I don’t believe that his entirety is phasing into the fade, merely a part. However, with more help, his entire self would be able to phase. (And yes, it would hurt. A lot. But that makes it all the more dramatic, don’t you think? I’m getting some ficy ideas here. Heheh.)

I know I repeated myself like ten times, but it’s super important to understand.

I’m sure some of you are wondering, too, “wait a second - wouldn’t the spirits, if he truly did exist in the fade and reality at the same time, be able to find him, hurt him, or even posses him?”


Nope, nope, nope. A codex I read as well as the Wiki article states that lyrium in the fade is “unclaimed” by spirits. It seems as though spirits either don’t notice it, or don’t care to involve themselves with it. It’s nothing to them, therefore I think that spirits would mainly see Fenris’s fade form as nothing but lyrium. They’d sure as hell be curious, though.

I hope that makes sense, lol.


That is one way it could be done…

Another way to do this would be to get Fenris to the Crossroads.

There, though not the fade, it is very close to it. And as we all recall, this was one of the reasons Corypheus was trying to get there, because, with enough power, he believed he could tear down the barrier.

Being so near the fade would allow Fenris to attune to his markings and easily breach the barrier of the fade, therefore effortlessly slipping into it. I think that could be done solely on his own, too, mainly because they are already so close to the fade. Then, he would be able to cross the veil and make his way around the fade and find Hawke.

I don’t believe that Fenris would have to tear down any barriers, I think he would simply have to attune to his markings and focus so that he chose to be inside the fade.

Good. We’ve established exactly how Fenris can get in and out of the fade.


Except not really, because this does not lead us to an explanation of how to get Hawke out of there.

But fear not, for I have one!

One simple explanation would be to get the Inquisitor to, very briefly, open a rift in the fade, giving Fenris enough time to drag Hawke out of there.


I’m not sure how much time would have passed, but perhaps by the time Fenris had learned he was able to pull stunts like phasing into the fade, then the Inquisitor might have already had their arm chopped off. So that eliminates the possibility of Hawke getting out that way.

Alright, so leaving the Inquisitor’s anchor out of the equation, here’s another idea.

Kieren was able to step through the eluvian into the fade - and this is where I’d draw my theory as to how they could get him out.

Though I’m sure this was some trick of Flemeth (who is Mythal), what this means is that there is a very real possibility that eluvians are just as easily able to lead people into the fade, crossroads, and mortal realm.

More importantly, however, if your Inquisitor was the one to drink from the Well of Sorrows, this means that they should, theoretically, have the answer as to how Mythal was able to get the eluvian to open into the fade.

If this was the case, then this means that Fenris would have to locate an eluvian in the fade (which we all saw were like - freaking abundant in the physical fade) find Hawke, and get them the hell out of there.

Then they’d have to find the eluvian which was activated by the Inquisitor and link it with the same one in the physical fade, or perhaps they’d have to find a way to activate the one in the fade too, then they might run into a problem that they’d eluvian-through a different area of their world, and I haven’t even mentioned the fact that Fen’harel now has control of the mirrors -

-Okay, I get it. That’s insane.

But. It. Works. That’s all that really matters. The theory is plausible.

It’d take some hard core negotiation with Solas (cause he owns those eluvians now) and a crazy fan-fic to detail that adventure, and I may try my hand at it some day, but what matters is that it could actually be done.

Another thought, say the Inquisitor didn’t drink from the Well of Sorrows and Morrigan freaking disappeared again, would be for efforts to go into restoring Merrill’s mirror. It would be a lot harder, but all eluvians have the capability of getting to the Crossroads.

Anyway, these are all just theories, but I’m mainly trying to state that the eluvians are definitely an option of getting Hawke physically out of there.

Noooowww you all may be wondering “wait a freaking second, if that was possible, couldn’t anyone enter the fade to find him?”

Oh. Oops. I suppose so.


We have to remember, guys, that the fade is just as big, if not bigger, than the entirety of reality. So if anyone just randomly popped through the eluvian, who the hell knows where they’d end up, and if they’d ever be able to get back, not to mention how they hell they’d find Hawke.

Great. Now they’re both trapped.

This is why Fenris is so important. He doesn’t need an eluvian, he just needs to get Hawke to one.

And considering the Harrowing-like ritual I mentioned before, there’s a possibility that they could do that in the same location Hawke disappeared or “died”. Then Fenris would have a better idea of where he could find Hawke.


I know that’s a lot. And please, if I’ve left any open ends (which I sure might have) or if you have questions I will gladly answer them. If I get enough I could probably make a theory out of your guys’ questions haha. I have this huge theory rolling around in my head, and I may have missed some points that need addressing, so please feel free to add, question, confirm, or even debunk!

Though it is all just theory, honestly, I think it works!