wow this film was just gorgeous

anonymous asked:

Hello! I haven't been into kpop that long, maybe a month or two (exo is my first group) Can you tell me more about them and how to memorise the members?

Ok are you ready for a long post? Cause this is gonna be a long post.

Xiumin

  • Kim Minseok, 27
  • Oldest Hyung
  • One of the shortest
  • Talks more now than he did when they first debuted but is still pretty quiet
  • Vocals, rapper, dancer, actor, literally just talented at everything
  • Only member with monolids and has soft squidgy cheeks that make him easy to notice
  • Baozi
  • Is currently getting his PhD and is gonna become a Dr. 
  • Part of EXO-CBX

Suho

  • Kim Junmyeon, 25
  • Leader
  • Also a shortie
  • Is a single mother of eight rowdy kids but we love him cause he cares about exo more than anything
  • Is the definition of a #momfriend
  • Possibly one of the most handsome men to of ever lived
  • Vocals, actor 
  • Trained for like 9 years and deserves everything he had and more
  • Lowkey a nerd
  • Will defend and care for exo until his death

Lay

  • Zhang Yixing, 25
  • Is the purest and most humble human to have ever walked the earth
  • Exo’s unicorn
  • Also known as a little lamb
  • Vocals, dancer
  • Only Chinese member left (is going through struggles rn cause of the political situation between Korea and China but he’s literally an angel and deserves none of it)
  • Released a solo mini album and you should check it out
  • Adorkably cute and amazing
  • HIS HIP THRUSTS ARE SIN THO
  • Protect him and love him
  • Dimples

Baekhyun

  • Byun Baekhyun, 24
  • This little shit
  • Messes with his hyungs, messes with his dongsaengs
  • Vocals
  • Loves to tease but cares abt Exo-l so much, you can see the love in his eyes at concerts
  • Leader of beagle line (him, Chanyeol and Chen)
  • Nosy af
  • Funny af
  • Sexual af
  • Part of EXO-CBX

Chanyeol

  • Park Chanyeol, 24
  • Big Friendly Giant (srsly tho he’s 6′0 he’s massive)
  • Big ears as well but they just make him look cute
  • Rapper, actor
  • Spits fire when he raps but is literally the human version of a puppy
  • Makes amazing music
  • Cries really easily cause he just cares so much and has such a soft heart
  • His two most famous lines “Chogiwa” and “You lovin the size”
  • One third of beagle line (him, Baekhyun and Chen)
  • Dimples

Chen

  • Kim Jongdae, 24
  • So fucking whiney, I swear
  • “AH WAEE”
  • Shouts a lot
  • Has a constant smile on his beautiful lips
  • Is married to Xiumin
  • Final member of beagle line (him, Baekhyun and Chanyeol)
  • VOCALS (he hits those high notes like a king)
  • Part of EXO-CBX
  • Gave people in a horror house heat packs once and has a very kind heart
  • But is a sassy fuck 

D.O

  • Do Kyungsoo, 24
  • Heart lips (his lips literally make a heart it’s beautiful)
  • VOCALS, actor (a fucking amazing actor. watch his film “Hyung” it will make you cry)
  • Satansoo
  • Savage af
  • Beats up Chanyeol and Baekhyun but like in a platonic bdsm way
  • Doesn’t take no ones shit
  • Hella tiny 
  • Has the best waist I have ever seen on a man
  • Cries when watching sports animes

Kai

  • Kim Jongin, 23
  • DANCER (like just wow…you haven’t lived until you’ve watched Kim Jongin dance)
  • Probably loves dogs more than people
  • Has an obsession with fried chicken
  • Has the most gorgeous, heavenly tanned skin you will ever see. People make fun of him for it (even the other members sometimes) and it pisses me off because he literally looks like he was dripped in gold. He is stunning and if you whitewash him I will punch you 
  • More maknae than the maknae
  • Jongin is a pure bub, Kai is sin on legs
  • Has the most hilarious laugh

Sehun

  • Oh Sehun, 22
  • Maknae, dancer
  • Teases his hyungs but is actually a big baby and prays for them every night and has a lot of love in his heart
  • Stunning with long ass legs
  • Is in love with his dog Vivi
  • Seems really cold but isn’t
  • Another sassy lil shit
  • Used to have a lisp
  • Is actually very adorable and cute when you get through his exterior

anonymous asked:

Hey I was just reminded of talalay's tweet and I know she might not know of a special or the writers' intentions but her words annoyed me... it makes me feel like they dislike us, but if she thinks so i don't understand some of her directing in tst (like sherlock being revealed in the chair and mary=thatcher smashed). How do you interpret this whole thing, if you don't mind me asking? P.s. I loved your the ring meta!

Hi!

Thanks so much for the compliment about my meta! <3 Glad you enjoyed it. 

I only just learned about Rachel Talalay’s comment. I’m guessing you’re referring to this

I would say it’s worth disregarding, as is anything any creator has to say about work they’ve released into the world. 

Before I explain further, I just want to say that this in no way reflects any feelings or thoughts I have about Talalay’s skill as a director. I’m rewatching tst right now, and I think it’s very beautiful in many ways, despite the reservations I have about its reality status / the script / that wife / how we’re supposed to understand the episode. There’s nothing, I think, in the way it’s directed that gets in the way of the story that’s being told, and it has its own gorgeous qualities (that shark transition at the beginning is just…wow, really lovely.)

As for her comment, ugh. It was offered, it seems, spontaneously, in the context of answering a much more straightforward question about how a particular scene was filmed in Doctor Who, so it was unnecessary, to say the least. Now, I don’t know, I have no idea what has been said to her. I don’t know how much she’s had to deal with people coming at her for things over which she has no control, like the overall direction of the show. I don’t much care, tbh. Because I think that if you’re going to engage in social media interactions with people, you need to be cool about it. You should try to be gracious. Understand that people are excited about what you’ve made, which is, like, the point of making it? Isn’t it? 

The main thing for me is, I’ve been on both sides of the creator / critic spectrum, professionally as a writer (on a really small scale), and academically as a literary scholar (at the highest level one can go). So I’ve thought about literary interpretation a lot, and thought a lot about its role, relative to literature itself. Here’s what I know: 

When people make a thing, a creative thing, they pull on all kinds of stuff of which they may or may not be aware. It’s an art. There’s planning, and there’s purpose, and there’s the story they know they want to tell, and then there’s serendipity, and the intuitive ways in which symbolism builds, and there’s the mass of art and literature that came before yours, there’s the direct source material (acd canon) and there’s indirect source material (the tons and tons of Holmesian pastiche); there’s tradition (like the Gothic); there are brands (Hammer horror, Bond, and, weirdly, the Muppets). It all goes into the mix, and out comes a thing that works, or doesn’t. 

This is why authorial intention is garbage as a concept: because literary texts are made from a combination of conscious and unconscious content.

And this is why all creator commentary about what they meant to do, or didn’t, is rubbishy bullshit at best. Ideally, I think, a creator should ask, “What did you think of it?” Rather than, proclaiming, “Oh, that’s not what I meant.” 

(I know, I know. We want there to be a plan. We want johnlock to be part of the consciously crafted content of the show. I obviously do. I want mofftiss to be good. I want them to be clever. I want the clearly inferior quality of s4 to be part of a meta-level Reichenbach arg. I hope it is. But even if it isn’t, even if they meant tfp to be a totally straightforward end to s4 and possibly the series as a whole, there is still much we can do in terms of reading it, interpreting it, enjoying it. This is not reaching. The subtext is practically hanging off the text like ripe fruit, begging to be picked.)

It is up to the critic, the literary analyst, the audience, to decide what the thing they’re consuming means to them. The symbols, tropes, character arcs, plots, etc., etc., which the creator has put together–all of this interacts with you, your personal experience, the other texts you’ve enjoyed, the symbols, tropes, plots, etc., that are part of your cultural experience, and there, in you, is where they make meaning. 

You can emerge from the experience of a text and say, this is what it means, and interpret it in light of what you know, and what you’ve felt, and back it up using the textual evidence that made you think what you did, and no one–that is to say NO ONE–can tell you you’re wrong. They can tell you they think there’s a better reading. They can tell you they think yours has holes in it. You can, if you wish, engage in discussion about it. But you don’t have to. Above all, you should do what makes you happy. This is supposed to be fun–which, it seems, is something that Talalay, with her snarky comment about “rationality,” seems to have forgotten. 

Nonetheless, for those of us who do choose to craft arguments out of our favourite readings of this, or any literary text:

There are good interpretations–ones that really hold water when you interrogate them and subject them to argumentation. There are less valid interpretations–ones that fall apart if you so much as breathe on them. 

Johnlock is a valid interpretation. It is as solid as granite. It has a metric fuckton of evidence backing it up. The only thing it doesn’t have, right now, is an explicit confirmation from the text that satisfies much of the audience who supports that interpretation. (Right now, there’s sort of a johnlock light reading we can glean from the most superficial level of the text. In my opinion, there’s a much more intense johnlock reading possible via the subtext.) 

There are, of course, other readings. Of course there are! But let me tell you, having had a run-in or two with the dude who made that anti-tjlc blog, WELL, he is far from rational. He transforms into a squalling infant if you so much as push on one of his ideas. And then tells you you’re bullying him. Methinks he enjoys being fighty. 

THE BOTTOM LINE IS: Once a creator has released something into the world, their role is done. It’s then up to the audience to take the thing and run with it. I am so glad–SO GLAD–to be part of a fandom that voraciously consumes, analyzes, critiques, and otherwise shakes the thing we love until all the best bits and pieces fall out. That’s the fun of it! For a creator to turn around and say, NO! You’re loving the thing I made in the wrong way–well, that is really small.

So: thanks for this ask, sorry to go on for so long but I have LOTS of feelings about this, clearly. 

anonymous asked:

Surprise! Your bias asked you out on a date! The only thing is, he wants you to match 6 of your mutuals with the rest of bts for a group date. @ the mutuals you're choosing for each member (not your bias) and explain why you chose them.

If you thought I was going to half ass this question, you’re Wrong! (Yoongi x Me? Um, yes?! Also, Thank you for sending this question! It was a lot of fun to write during my breaks!!! Apologies in advance for how corny this is!)

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A group date is just a Fundamentally Uncomfortable Concept for Yoongi, but let’s say he’s contractually obligated (or something) to get the rest of his group members all hooked up with my tumblr dot com mutuals. Maybe I’ve won a contest or something.


Namjoon: @sugaredmarbles / @joondaily - Leesha

Finding a date for Namjoon is the easiest. I’d show Yoongi a picture of Leesha and he’d probably want to date her himself.

“She’s a student?” he’d ask with an incredulous voice because Leesha looks like a model. She’s certainly got the height and face for it!

On a separate note, Leesha is probably one of the kindest people I’ve met here. And I don’t mean simply nice, even though Leesha is very much nice. She has your best interests at heart, and when she’s friends with you, she’s There For You. I just think Namjoon would really hit it off with Leesha right from date number one because she’s smart and hot and INTERESTING. They’d probably talk for hours sharing cool stories.

And Then! She’d be all “text me when you’re home” to Namjoon because the date ended late and he doesn’t drive. He’s getting picked up by managers or something so it’s not like he’s in danger, but for leesha the caring sentiment just comes out. He’d feel all warm inside because it’s kind of nice being the one being taken care of for once.


Seokjin: @versigny – mrs. kappy

I will forever say that Seokjin is the funniest one in BTS. Like the dad jokes are basically meta for him because he’s funny without meaning to be, and they’re more like self-deprecating and/or self-aware inside jokes.

Anyway, I just want Kappy to spend a night laughing her ass off until he kisses her cheek or something. I know it may seem “out of character” and completely out of left field, but remember how in Hello Counselor he told that girl to be nice to her dad so that he gave her an air kiss? Yeah. That was the E for Everybody version.

Honestly, with Kappy being Kappy and Seokjin being Seokjin… they go for the dick jokes relatively early on in the evening for icebreakers, and it’s Quite good. And he’d be so very impressed by her stash of dirty jokes that he jokingly tells her to stop stealing his thunder or else he’d kiss her.

“Fucking do it!” - Kappy (The missus does not back down lol)

Anyway, there’s a 37% chance they cut out of the group date early because of Reasons.


Hoseok: @hopefullycoups – mvp

“Do you think Hoseok would like older girls?” I’d ask Yoongi, and he’d shrug because he’s more interested in getting the Group Date over with. But it’s kind of a rhetorical question because MVP would physically kill me if I didn’t invite her. Not that I’d actually be a loser bum and do that!

MVP would show up with her two-hour full face, pastel pink hair, and new clothes she got from the Opening Ceremony sample sale, and Hoseok would probably bust a heart nut. Because Wow. MVP is also fun and amazing to be around because not a single moment goes by where you’re bored. She’s so OPEN about sharing happiness, and Hoseok deserves to be the happiest man ever.

They take a selfie together and then three months later she’s a stylist. (You lucky, fashionable btch.)


Jimin: @94hixtape – Lu

SurprisE! I would tell Lu to wear that black dress with those sexy mary jane type shoes for the date because Jimin is into this style according to that one interview he did in the past. (idk where it is) And he probably hates me just the smallest, tiniest bit because Lu would be around his height with heels.

Lu is so COOL and FUN, and literally Jimin would care 0% about the heels and height.

Anyway, she mentions in passing that the next time they’re around her area, they should stop by. Months later on twitter, you see BTS filming some special and they lounge about a rooftop pool as they hang out with Lu. Her face is blurred though to protect her identity. (I’m jealous wow)


Taehyung: @thesaladbar – doctor gorgeous

“Taehyung’s not really looking to date right now,” Yoongi might mention. And maybe he’s right. Maybe Taehyung is looking forward to enjoying his single 20s. I really don’t give a shit.

Doctor Gorgeous shows up in comfortable clothes and clear skin, sunglasses perched atop her head even though the sun has long since gone down. “It’s part of the outfit,” she says. “It’s a concept.”

Taehyung and DG are a little bit intimidated by each other because of their mutual good looks and symmetrical faces. There’s a lot of fiddling with phones because they’re still cautious about How To Approach A Ten even though they’re both elevens. Once the initial shock dies down, Taehyung and DG would have so much fun because DG is probably one of the chillest people I know. They’d be the earphone couple of the group date while they take turns sharing music recs in their own world.


Jungkook: @1honeypot – nanami (was there anyone else??????????)

I think Nanami would bring Jungkook out of his shell. He’s interesting because a lot of people consistently call him shy unless he’s around the rest of the members. We’ve seen how rambunctious he gets when the mood is right, so it’s really a matter of how he chooses to open himself up to other people.

“She’s short,” Yoongi would say regarding my pick, but then I’d just remind him that so is he! The Nerve!

Nanami is an incredibly considerate and thoughtful person. She’s always thinking of others over herself, and makes sure to respect people’s boundaries. Not that she’d baby Jungkook at all! I think once Jungkook is comfortable they’d really hit it off because she has that type of humor that Feels Good and Natural.

They’re That couple on the group date – not holding hands just yet but they might as well be with all that Sexual Tension doing it’s good work.

In the guise of sending her memes, Jungkook gets her number. L O L

if there are any seb fans out there looking forward to “I, Tonya”...

and thinking to themselves, “wow i also love allison janney and i sure do love the dark comedy/faux documentary thing!!” may i suggest


Drop Dead Gorgeous (1999)


THIS IS ONE MY FAVORITE MOVIES OF ALL TIME (*kanye voice* of all time)

IT

HAS

EVERYTHING


IN ADDITION TO KIRSTEN DUNST W/ A SUPER GREAT MINNESOTA ACCENT WE HAVE:


KIRSTIE ALLEY AS A SCARY-ASS STAGE MOM

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DENISE RICHARDS BEING JUST PLAIN SCARY

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AMY ADAMS IN HER FIRST FILM ROLE

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WHATEVER THIS IS

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~*SMALL TOWN BEAUTY PAGEANTS*~

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AND OF COURSE THE INCOMPARABLE ALLISON JANNEY

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Hit Or Miss

“Are you ready for this?” Y/N asked, raising an eyebrow.

“I was born ready.” Joe replied, nodding towards the camera.

“I don’t think you’re ready for this.” She sighed, but also turned towards the camera. “Hello everybody, and welcome back! Today I am joined by the one, the only, the Joe Sugg!”

“Hello!” He smiled and waved to the camera.

“Many of you may already know him, I’ve managed to coerce him into helping me with any manly products I receive.”

“All part of being your best friend.”

“Damn right.” Y/N smirked. “But today, we’re doing things a little different. Now, look at Joe. He’s not ugly.”

“Cheers.” Joe rolled his eyes.

“That was a compliment, Sugg. Take it.” She glared softly at him. “And he obviously catches the attention of girls as we walk down the street. But what about if I styled him and enhanced him with a little bit of make up?”

“Make up?”

Ignoring him, Y/N continued. “I’ll be going through Joe’s hair products and clothes, helping to make him better than what he looks like now. And then we’ll take to the street to see if any girls, or guys, hit on him. And if so, how many.”

“You never said anything about make up.”

“Are you still stuck on that? It won’t be much. Just enough to enhance your features.”

“I hate you.”

“Love you too. Now, let the transformation begin!”


An hour later and the two were making their way out the door. Deciding to do the reveal in a nearby park, they walked the short distance over there, Joe grumbling about the use of make up the whole way.

“And here we have the new and improved Joe Sugg. Give the camera a little spin!” Y/N instructed him, twirling her finger from behind the camera.

Rolling his eyes, he did as requested.

“I had to dig around in his closet, but I finally found a shirt that wasn’t white. You are welcome ladies and gents. I’ve kept his hair in basically the same fashion as he usually has it, because it really does suit him. And no matter what he says, I’ve used the bare minimum of make up on his, just enough to make those gorgeous baby blues pop.”

“It’s weird having you describe me like I’m not here.” Joe pulled a face, looking at Y/N behind the camera.

“I’m just telling the viewers what they want to hear. Now, I’ve also put a mic on Joe, so we can pick up audio. I’ll be nearby filming, hopefully catching some people hitting on him.” She explains as he shifts on his feet.

“Hopefully? Wow, really giving me a confidence boost, Y/N.”

“You don’t need any more confidence. Go forth, and draw in the attention of all the pretty ladies and men!” She shooed him away, moving to sit on a bench nearby to film him.


At first, no one really approached Joe, and Y/N began to doubt their location choice. It was a nice day, and there were plenty of young people milling about, enjoying the last little bit of sunshine, but it seemed no one wanted to approach him.

Until it began.


After about an hour had passed, Y/N gestured for Joe to come over and join her, giggling to herself as he finished up talking with one very attentive woman.

“Jeez, she couldn’t keep her bloody hands off of me!” He shook his head as he took a seat beside Y/N on the bench.

“Was she wanting to introduce you to her daughter, or take you home for herself?”

“Honestly, I have no idea.”

Y/N flipped her camera around to face herself and Joe, “Well folks, there you have it. Joe Sugg can get people to hit on him, he just needed a little help from his best friend.”

“Ha. Ha. You are sooo funny. And for your information, I got three different girls numbers today.”

“And I saw a few guys flirting with you as well.”

“What can I say, everybody wants a piece of me.” Joe smirked to the camera, wiggling his eyebrows.

“That’s it for this week. I hope you enjoyed the video. Let me know in the comments below if you would hit on Joe, or if you wouldn’t. Thank you for watching, and I’ll see all you beautiful people next week! Bye!” Y/N closed out the video before she turned her camera off, tossing it into her purse. “Ready to go? I’m starving.”

“Want pizza, one of the girls recommended a place nearby. I can call her and ask for directions, I did get her number after all.”

“You are hopeless.” She shook her head and stood, starting to walk down the path.

“You’re just jealous!” Joe called after her, standing and following in her steps.

“Of what, you?” Y/N looked over at him as he caught up beside her. “Please. I made you what you are.”

“You wound me.”

“Deal with it. I’m your best friend. It’s in the contract.”

The Kingdom of Dreams and Madness - watch it NOW!!

Wow. I just watched the behind-the-scenes Studio Ghibli documentary, The Kingdom of Dreams and Madness, and it is INCREDIBLE. Unlike most animation studio docs, this one is a ‘warts and all’ affair, showing not just the gorgeous concept art (although there’s plenty of that), quirky co-worker camaraderie (although, yes, that’s also there), but also the INSANE levels of pressure that these extremely talented artists put themselves under ON A DAILY BASIS.

The film debuts today on DVD and VOD. I watched it on Amazon for just $3.99, but they’re also selling the DVD for $19.99 for a limited time.

Animation/anime fans? This is kind of a must-see…

Net is slow, but it’s weather related (wow, that’s shocking; my internet provider gets a pass–for now). But it should be back up again after the rain. I feel energized to work. Or I’m just bored. I get those two emotions mixed up all the time.

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Thranduil, however, is never confused…pouty, easily irritated–maybe. Brutally honest and gorgeous, naturally. I’m starting to think this gif should be an advertisement for Spearmint Gum or something. Don’t give me any ideas…I actually thought of and was the production executive for a 25 minute film short for AMC in Hollywood alongside The Hollywood Reporter. I’d do it again, too. John Frankenheimer liked it. It was in part about his film “Reindeer Games”.

NEW DISNEY LIVE ACTION MOVIES

Following the success of Maleficent, and eagerly anticipating the success of Cinderella and Beast, Disney has released information of new live-action movies in the works.

Fish (2016)

In this visually-breathtaking film, Princess Ariel comes to life as a mermaid who wants a pair of legs so she can wear a light blue dress and run through a field

Sand (2018)

In this cinematically gorgeous film, Princess Jasmine is portrayed by a tanned white person who does an absolutely marvelous job of pulling off an ‘arabian’ look! 

Frozen (2020)

In this incredibly 'wow!’ film, Princess Anna must trip her way up the North Mountain to save her sister. Viewers may be surprised to find it’s just clips of 'Once Upon a Time’ and segments of Idina’s Broadway performances stitched together. Probably not, though.

Frog (2021)

In this beautifully shot film, Princess Tiana is thrown for a loop as she is transformed from a hardworking young lady on the cusp of achieving her dream to a slimy frog. We are totally kidding, this will not be happening.

White (2023)

In this perfectly directed film, Snow White must escape the clutches of the evil queen, and is driven to live with seven creepily-CGI'ed men that may unsettle the audience and cause the children to weep into their popcorn.

Lemonade
  1. Pray You Catch Me: BRUH! When I first heard this song, I honestly SCREAMED when I heard “You can taste the dishonesty….” I knew this song would be AMAZING but I did NOT know that Lemonade was gonna be her album !!!! That night @illuminatimess and @texasbama spoke on the phone for like 2 hours then I left the phone call to watch it again lol It is SUCH a beautiful song and it just gets me in a mood ready to listen to a masterpiece. It’s one of her most beautiful pieces of work and @illuminatimess was right. It was going to be slept on… and it is. Don’t even get me started on “praying…” at the end. (10/10)
  2. Hold Up: Did not care for this song the first time I heard it but it GREW on me! If I’m being honest, it was my least favorite on this album for like two weeks after purchasing it and I was like… why don’t I like this??? Now I’m like Bey slaughtered every rapper in the game with one verse. How #iconic (8/10)
  3. Don’t Hurt Yourself: LISTEN! This is a song you have to go IN for! I have to restrain myself when I’m sitting next to someone and this song comes on because I’m 100% going to say SUCK ON MY BALLS PAUSE! and WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I AM???? This song made Irreplaceable, my former favorite Bey song, sound like a Kids Bop song! (10/10)
  4. Sorry: When Serena Williams was strutting down them stairs and bouncing next to Bey, I was like OH MY GOD ! @mydeddyalabama is probably saying “Lesbian propaganda!” and it was. This is honestly one of my favorite Bey songs on Lemonade :) The intro was EVERYTHING and her dancing in the dark was L I F E ! (10/10)
  5. 6 Inch: I am disappointed in myself because I did not like this song when I first heard it on 4.23.16. Now that I learned my lesson, I’m snatched by the time she says “she stack her money money everywhere she go” for the first time in the song! Child she SANGS YYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUU BOOOOOYYYYYYYY I’LL MAKE YOU FEEEEEELLLLLLLLL YOU ALWAYS COOOOOMMMMEEEE BBBAAACCCCKKKKK TO MMMMEEEEEEEEE! I feel my soul ascending! Then the come back part gets to me because I’m like wow… she really did that. (8/10)
  6. Daddy Lessons: She invented country blues and jazz with this song. My ONLY problem with this song is that it did not flow very well from 6 Inch. I can’t change my mood from stacking money everywhere she go to my daddy said shoot in five seconds. Other than that, it’s like the BEST song in this genre of all time. She honestly outdid herself with this song. I was VERY impressed with the song when I first heard it and the video was so stunning <3 (10/10)
  7. Love Drought: THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST SONGS ON LEMONADE, ONE OF THE BEST SONGS IN BEY’S DISCOGRAPHY, AND ONE OF THE BEST SONGS MADE THIS CENTURY #I want you all to KNOW THIS IMMEDIATELY! When watching the film, when Bey says “you think it’s not possible for someone like you… but you are the love of my life…” I honestly tear up and get choked because it’s so beautiful! Then the intro starts and the song just takes me there! It’s SOOO beautiful and I’m blessed this song exists. Just WOW! (10/10)
  8. Sandcastles: A perfect transition from Love Drought to Sandcastles. Honestly, this song is so beautiful and her voice when she says “What is it about you????? that I can’t ERAAAAASSEEEE???? makes me cry. She looked GORGEOUS in this video and I wouldn’t mind if this video was played on a loop all day. It’s so incredible, especially when you are aware of all the symbolism in Lemonade. (10/10)
  9. Forward: I love what this song means and I get why it was on Lemonade. It just confuses me how it is featuring James Blake when they are the one singing 90% of the song and Bey is like the background singer and says “Go back to your sleep in your favorite spot just next to me… Forward… Forward.” I feel like this song was too short and could’ve used both of their voices to the full potential. There was a whole lot of lemon juice left in this lemon. The video is so emotional to watch (8/10)
  10. Freedom: I don’t know why a lot of the hive hates this song??? It’s so powerful and the video being in black and white was a very smart decision because it works and the live performance is incredible! (8/10)
  11. All Night: Y’all are wrong when y’all say this is the best song Bey’s ever done, but this song is so incredibly beautiful! It makes me want to be in a relationship just so I can hold somebody from behind with this song playing. It’s just a calm and perfect song. I’m glad Bey made it because I smile uncontrollably when this song comes on. She knew she was going to make everyone cry tears of happiness when this song came on / was over. (10/10)
  12. Formation: OK LADIES NOW LET’S GET IN FORMATION!!!!!!!!!! NOW THIS IS ELIGIBLE TO BE THE BEST SONG ON LEMONADE! Another tbt moment… When this song and video dropped, @texasbama, @illuminatimess, and I all had a three way conversation about it… and then stopped talking for a long time JUST because the song was playing on repeat! Bey was getting A LOT of streams from us in this moment :) #i love them <3 But yeah, this is probably the best song I’ve ever heard. Any song that I can do the dance to and not get tired of it has got to be a phenomenal song. Not to mention she gave it away for free and then put it on Lemonade and it STILL charted very well and had a higher first week sale than A LOT of artists. This song gave us the ICONIC SUPER BOWL where people were PRESSED she said NEGRO NOSE very proudly on National TV and doing the MOST incredible dance on the whole field. This song being performed WILL steal the show (also see VMA’S 2016 :D) (10/10

Album Total: 112/120 –> 93% (A-) Honestly a REALLY excellent album. It flowed well for the most part. I WISH THIS WAS LONGER BECAUSE EVERY TIME I PUT IT ON, I’M LIKE… HOW IS THIS ON DADDY LESSONS ALREADY?

Skater Boy (Young Remus)

Can you do something with young Remus? Over Christmas break and the reader’s staying with him cuz she didn’t want to go home (bad life, but guys don’t know) and he takes her skating, but he has to teach her. And they end up kissing or something?

* * *

‘Are you ready?’ You heard Remus say through the door. You were stood in front of the mirror, biting your lip. ‘Just a second.’ You called back. You adjusted the large coat you were wearing and sighed, ‘That’s the best it’s gonna get.’ You said to yourself before opening the door to reveal a very cuddly looking Remus in his beanie and large sweater. ‘I like your coat.’ Remus smiled, which made you smile. ‘Thanks.’ You whispered. You followed Remus downstairs to the living room where is parents sat by the fire, reading.
‘We’re going ice skating.’ Remus said to them. Lyall and Hope looked up. 
‘You two have fun.’ Hope beamed. Lyall smiled at you, 
‘Watch out for this one,’ He said, nodding at Remus, ‘He gets carried away on the ice.’ He said, making Remus groan. 
‘Daaad.’ He whined, shaking his head, ‘We’ll be back whenever.’ He called, walking out the front door. ‘Bye.’ You waved to his parents before following Remus. ‘So,’ Remus said, as you began your walk to the lake, ‘You must be wishing you were home, right?’ He asked. 
‘What? Why?’ 
‘I dunno,’ He shrugged, ‘It’s not like it’s hugely fun staying at my house.’ He said. You looked at him, ‘Are you kidding me? It’s the most fun I’ve ever had in my life.’ You said, kicking the snow. 
‘Really? It’s a bit quite for me.’ Remus admitted, ‘I like a bit of chaos - that’s why I’m friends with James and Sirius…and you of course.’ He winked. 
‘I like the quiet.’ You said, almost in a whisper. ‘Well while I’m not in school that is.’ 
‘Why?’ Remus asked lightly. 
‘It’s not so nice to have to listen to yelling and screaming over Christmas dinner.’ You said, looking at the ground. 
‘Noisy neighbors?’ Remus laughed. 
‘No.’ You whispered. Out of the corner of your eyes you saw the smile drop off his face. 
‘Is everything o-’ 
‘You’ll have to teach me how to skate.’ You said, cutting Remus off and changing the subject. 
‘Right.’ He said, still looking at you funny. 
‘Is it hard?’ 
‘What?’ 
‘Skating?’ 
‘Oh.’ Remus said, finally understanding that you wanted to move on, ‘Uh yeah I suppose. But I’m a pro so you’ll have no problems.’ He said, jokingly. 
‘Really?’ You laughed, ‘You some kind of skater boy?’ You winked. 
‘Oh totally.’ He replied. 

Finally you made it to the lake and it was picture perfect. The snow was beautifully even across the paddock and it hung in the trees like something from a film. And the lake itself had a gorgeous thick layer or ice over it. ‘Wow.’ You said, ‘You got to grow up here?’ You said, impressed. 
‘Yeah.’ He smiled, ‘It was a good childhood. Well until I…you know…’ He trailed off. You took his hand and squeezed it reassuringly. He smiled.
‘You ready skater boy?’ You asked. 
‘You betcha.’ 

You pulled on your skates and in no time you were clinging desperately to Remus who seemed to glide along the ice with no difficulties at all. ‘Remus slow down - oh jesus.’ You said, almost falling flat on your face. Remus just grinned and kept going, pulling you along as he did. ‘You’re getting it!’ he said. 
‘Shut up, you’re just saying that so I’ll let go of you and then fall through the ice.’ You said laughing. 
‘Damn, you figured out my plan.’ Remus grinned. ‘Okay look.’ He said, ‘You stay here-’ He said, letting go of your arm and skating backwards a little bit. 
‘Remus don’t you dare-’ You said as he let go. 
‘It’s okay.’ He laughed. He was now about 4 meters away from you. ‘Just skate to me.’ He said, ‘I know you can do it.’ You took a deep breath. 
‘Alright.’ You said, making him beam. You composed yourself and then slowly began to make your way to him, moving your legs in rhythm. 
‘You’re doing it!’ Remus shouted, excitedly. Just as you got to Remus you grinned before slipping. As you were about to collide with the ice Remus caught you and pulled you up - your faces very close together. 
‘I got cocky.’ You breathed out, laughing. Remus Smiled, shaking his head. He leaned in and kissed you. You were taken by surprise but at the same time had absolutely no problems with kissing Remus. 
After the kiss broke Remus blushed, ‘What now?’ He asked. 
‘Now,’ You started, ‘you have to finish what you started.’ You said, winking. 
‘S-started?’ Remus stuttered, looking a little bit mortified. 
‘Yes, lover-boy,’ You said seductively. 
‘And-uh-what would that be?’ He asked, going redder and redder. 
‘Well,’ You licked your lips, ‘We’re stuck in the middle of the frozen pond and although your intention was to teach me to skate you actually ended up kissing me which was brilliant, don’t get me wrong, but without you I am very much stranded here.’ You said as dryly as you could. Remus broke out in a smile of relief. ‘Right, yes.’ He said. 
‘Why? What did you think I meant?’ You asked, pretending to be totally oblivious. Remus rolled his eyes, 
‘You’re a jerk.’ He laughed. He took your hands and helped you back onto the snowy bank. ‘That was fun.’ You said sincerely as you took your skates off. 
‘Still better than home?’ He asked. 
‘A lot better than home.’ You said truthfully. Remus put his arm around you and brought you into him. ‘Seriously though is everything okay at home?’ He asked. You looked up at him. ‘Not really, Remus. But hey, everyone has to go through crap, right? I mean if it weren’t for the bad times we couldn’t appreciate the good times.’ You said - kind of sarcastically but also not. Remus nodded, 
‘Yeah.’ He said. 
‘Come on,’ You said standing up, ‘Let’s go back home. I don’t know if you know this but your mother’s cookies are the best cookies I have ever tasted.’ You said. 
‘Well in that case we better get you home before you die from withdraws.’ Remus said laughing. He followed you up the bank and as he caught up to you, slipped his hand into yours. You looked up and Remus and smiled. 
‘What?’ He asked, smiling back.
‘Thanks.’  You whispered. Remus squeezed your hand and nodded - knowing that there was nothing else to be said. 

Cinnamon Roll Jacob Kowalski

*spoilers for Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them* 

Okay I saw the movie last night, ~loved it~ and though there are a million and one big things I want to write about that I adored, I’m just gonna limit myself to one detail here: 

Jacob was ecstatic about Queenie’s magical baking. 

Am I the only one who thought this was huge? Totally representative of his character? Like, here’s this guy who is thrown head-first into the magical world and (despite well-meaning friends) probably feels at least a little self-conscious about it. He’s the one asking all the questions. He can’t defend himself against these forces. There’s the constant threat that his memories will be stollen at any moment… Jacob is the odd man out, and he no doubt really needed to hear Queenie’s “you’re one of us.” 

On top of this, Jacob has been suffering through a completely thankless job and he doesn’t seem to have any friends/living relatives to help him through it. In fact, from what little we know of his life, he doesn’t seem to have much beyond his baking, which he thrives on. There’s such PASSION there! Yet right at the start of the film he’s told that, no, you can’t have your own bakery. You’re stuck in this job. You let your grandmother down

Now combine that with the ‘wow-I’m-the-only-muggle-surrounded-by-astoundingly-talented-wizarding-folk’ feelings and anyone’s self-esteem is probably gonna take a hit. Yet Jacob remains optimistic, upbeat, and above all, loving. 

Even when Queenie makes an absolutely astounding strudel. That’s important. Just imagine that feeling. The ONE thing we know Jacob is really good at/passionate about and this witch - this gorgeous, kick-ass, ‘oh-I-can-read-your-mind-nbd’ witch - walks into his life like, “Yeah. I can do that too. I can make it taste like the best thing you’ve ever eaten. Oh, and I can do it in about ten seconds flat, including intricate decorations. That’s magic for you.” 

Most people would have become jealous after that. Angry even. Not Jacob though. 

He’s thrilled, 100% supportive of her accomplishment. He praises Queenie’s work, falls head-over-heels for her, and even takes the time to cue Newt into the fact that he should really sit and join them. 

(I’m headcanoning autistic!Newt REALLY DAMN HARD btw please protect my wonderful son

What I’m saying is that all these characters are precious to me, but Jacob is a particular brand of cinnamon roll that is well and truly too good for this world~

IMPORTANT: consider this, if your OTP was the couple in the cute ass after surgery video, who would be the one high on meds that doesn’t recognize the other but still thinks they’re the most gorgeous thing they’ve ever seen.

Hahaha I’m imagining Laura Hollis waking up and Carmilla starts filming her as she’s waking up, saying “We’ll see how you like documenting everything after this, cupcake.”

And then Laura slowly comes to and looks at her like, “Wow… you’re like… really beautiful. Who are you? Are you my nurse?” And Carmilla is trying to hold in her laughter.

“No Laura, I’m your girlfriend… we're together.” And Laura just looks so taken aback.

“You mean I… *points back and forth* with you?”

“Mmhmm.”

“How did I pull that off? Is LaF paying you?” And she looks around and sees LaFontaine in the corner. “Did you tell her to do this?”

“Nah dude, you’re really dating her. Have been for a while now.” LaFontaine is cracking up and Laura is looking more and more perplexed.

“You mean you remember LaF, but not me, sweetheart?”

Then Laura starts crying and Carmilla is trying to soothe her but Laura’s just like, “I’m just so happy! I wake up and have a really hot girlfriend in leather pants with seduction eyes. I’m the luckiest girl ever!”

And Carmilla is sitting there simultaneously giggling and cuddling her girlfriend.

Ahahahaha I’m having too much fun imagining this!

artsyfeathersartsyblog  asked:

Hey star : D Thank you for the compliment sweet heart! I haven't got to speak with you in a while but I still love your work XD

artsyfeathersartsyblog!!! Hi!!!!! I agree its been awhile!! ^ w ^) we should talk more!!

….the senior college life got me, man;; especially when im doing an animated short film!! X’D But goodness, i have every right to compliment your gorgeous artworks!! And wow~i really love your Gemsona you designed!!!


Lace is just beautiful…i dont know what to say 8 A 8 ) 

AU where Shinoa excitedly shows Yuu a video of her filming this skinny, blond haired girl in high heels and shorts dancing to a pop dance Madonna song (something like Hung up) and Yuu is immediately interested like “Oh wow she’s gorgeous” and asks what her name is. Shinoa just laughs out loud and says “Yuu-san, this is Mika-san losing a bet to me"

nekophy  asked:

i swear u dont even kno me but--- wow(? ;w;

Personally? No. I’d love to tho~
I see you around EVERYWHERE! It’d be hella awesome to talk to you! :3c

You are my;;
[] Acquaintance
[] Friend
[x] Stranger (kinda… I see your art on my dash a lot and I recognize ur name I just forgot to follow djaskf;; )
[] Boyfriend/Girlfriend
[] Love Interest
[] Best Friend
[] Enemy
[] Nemesis
[x] INSPIRE…ation

I think you’re;;
[] Ugly
[] Ok
[x] Pretty
[x] Beautiful
[] Gorgeous
[] Sexy
[] Hot

We should;;
[] Fight
[] Fuck
[] Kiss
[] Make love
[x] Text
[] Watch films
[x] We should talk… like in general and stuff then go off from there maybe ;w;

I;;
[x] Like You
[] Hate You
[] Love You
[x] Think you’re … super radical. Groovy. Tubular. Far out.

I secretly;;
[] Hate You
[] Love You
[x] Like You
[] Dislike You
[x] Think You’re great and your art is great too~

Interview: Leonardo Taiwo (D1 Models / Heffner Models)

Pre interview side note - Don’t ask me why it takes me bloody months to type up and upload an interview, it just does okay! My new years resolution is to get better at this posting regularly malarky. Anywho, I really enjoyed interviewing Leonardo. Usually when I interview people I have my set questions, and if its via email there’s no way to deviate from them, but I prefer it when these interactions are conversational which is what interviewing Leonardo was like. Ya know just having a really great chat with someone (who’s drop dead gorgeous) about life and random things. He was really open and receptive to my questions, and it all just flowed along nicely.  Anyway enough gushing! Read the interview below:

First photoshoot/runway experience

My first catwalk show was Astrid Andersson and Sibling, and that was amazing. I got to work with some of the guys that I used to look up to and be like wow. My first photoshoot was with ASOS, a commerical that was filmed in Southend with an amazing cast. It was quite nerve-racking because it was my first job, and I was thinking “oh my God I’m with these guys that have done thousands of other jobs” but yeh it was great.

What were the other models like behind the scenes

Oh they were really really nice, really humble. When I first started out I expected models to be really arrogant and have a cocky attitude but no these guys were lovely. There are some amazing people in this industry

So that whole arrogant model stereotype exists?! Explain! You don’t have to name names!

Oh yeh definitely, it exists. But you can’t really blame them, it can happen to the best of us. It all just goes to their head and you don’t even know it. I think its always best to have great friends or great family who knock you down every time you accomplish something and it gets to your head.

Do you have a core group of model friends that you always hang out with

Surprisingly no, my closest friends are not models at all. They are the most amazing people in my life. One’s a dj, another one is a chef, another one is an actor. I mean nothing against chilling with other models, but I think its more likely to get to your head hanging with people who are the same are you. 

Are they friends that you’ve had for a long time?

Yes definitely, they’re friends for life.

What is the weirdest, craziest, creepiest thing you’ve ever been asked to do as a model?

Last year at grad fashion week I had to wear this lingerie head to toe. and the other was the cock in sock campaign for cancer research for Schon magazine. Yeh that’s one I wouldn’t show my mother!

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How are your parent’s with you modelling? Are they supportive?

My mum is absolutely supportive. She’s always been a dreamer and she appreciates the fact that I dream and my ultimate dream is still to be an actor. Its something I’ve grown up always wanting to be and its fantastic to have a mother that always dreams with you. I come from a Nigerian household and nobody really dreams there, its a land of money or realism. I have such an incredible relationship with my mum, we’re really close friends, and its amazing that I have her full support.**spends a few more minutes gushing about his mum….it’s adorable**

Have you had any embarrassing model related experiences?

There was one casting for a brand, and I was in a queue full of loads of models and the casting agents were selecting the boys that they wanted but I thought they were going to tell those guys to go, I had no idea and I was looking at them like “haha you got’s ta go”, but yeh sadly they told my line to go and that was pretty embarrassing for me. That’s actually happened quite a few times.

What’s the general nature of castings?

You go there with your book, your z card, they look at your book, take a z card, they take your pictures and then you leave.

How many do you go to in a week?

It depends. Sometimes in a busy period like during fashion week, I can go to 7 a day, and in a slow period maybe about 4 a week.

Outside of castings and model jobs what do you do?

I’m pretty much a child! I skate, chill out with my friends etc. I’m quite an indoorsy person, I don’t really rave or go clubbing. I’m pretty chilled. I can spend a day on my laptop doing f-all.

Do you model full-time?

Now yes, but a few months ago I worked in retail in places like Hollister, Abercrombie etc.

Are there any models that you’d really love to work with?

There’s a few but I’m not going to name them in case they think I’m licking their arses or something haha. But it’s a small world especially with black male models. They would probably be surprised that someone like me is looking up to them inspired by their work, but yeh there’s definitely a few.

Okay what about photographers or designers?

Okay photographers - Tom Luke, Tim Walker. Designers - Ozwald Boateng. 

Have you ever experiences racism or prejudice because you’re a black model?

Yep I’ve been approached by a few agencies in Paris, but when it comes to them taking me on, I’ve gotten responses like “there’s no market for black boys here, we can’t do any work for you because you’re black” London and NYC is the best for ethnic models. I don’t think its racism to a personal level, but it’s just how the industry is. I’ve never experienced any personal negative incident.

What do you think about models like Jourdan Dunn or Naomi Campbell that have been really vocal against the racist incidents they've experienced?

I think it’s great that they haven’t let those experiences crush them because its quite easy to let those kind of experiences overwhelm you. They are very powerful women.

Have you spoken to other black male models about their experiences, not just with racism but with modelling as a whole?

Yeh, I mean that’s the best part of modelling -  you met the most amazing people and share experiences. Every casting you met someone new, you let them in, they let you in and that’s how your friendship builds.

Do you guys all recognise each other?

Yeh. It’s very cliché but its just such a small world. I mean if someone does a specific campaign you’re like “oh that’s that guy from so and so’s campaign”

Obviously you’re hugely popular on social media, how has that been?

It’s been amazing. It’s such a privilege. Every time I get posted or get a lot of attention and positivity I’m like why? Is it because I’m topless?! it’s a real confidence boost. Everyone has their insecurities. I definitely don’t look in the mirror and think I’m the shit. So it’s a huge confidence boost to get so much love from everyone.

When did you find out that you had such a huge Tumblr following?

It’s weird, from my friends. Everything you post one of my pictures, one of my friends would message me and I’d be like when was this posted? But its amazing, thank you.

Skincare/workout routine?

Not really. I run a lot. Although not gonna lie I eat a lot of junk. I live next to a chicken and chips shop and they KNOW me! Like sometimes I get freebies that’s how often I’m in there! But for the most part I keep my carb intake to a low. In terms of skin, I can’t sit here and be like “oh I use Olay and it makes my skin amazing”, I take acne medication. My mum has always been like eat your veggies, drink water, etc but I don’t eat my veggies, I eat chicken instead!

What’s your favourite thing about being a model?

The people. You meet some amazing people, that you would expect to be cocky or stereotypical models but they’re just so great like, Kim Sang Woo, he’s an amazing model and his personality is awesome. Mac Phiri, Emmanuel Lawal, Jourdan and Troy Copeland. I can keep going, but these guys are just awesome guys.

You said earlier that your ultimate dream is to be an actor, how are you going about that now?

Honestly I’m kind of lost at the minute. I went to school for 6 years to be an actor before I started modelling, and was actually represented by an talent agency, but unfortunately they let me go, and it crushed me. It really knocked my confidence. I definitely don’t want to go back to drama school, but I’m not really sure where to start now. I’m hoping that I met someone who has faith in me and gives me a shot. It will happen, I have faith in myself and I know it will happen.

Aside from acting, what else you like to do after modelling?

I would love to buy my mum a shop. 5 years ago, she had her own shop that sold african food, and I would love to buy it for her again to have her own shop

You can follow Leonardo on Tumblr & Instagram

DISCONNECTED PREFERENCE

Luke: 

I admit I’m a bit of a victim in the worldwide system too
But I’ve found my sweet escape when I’m alone with you

At school Luke was who everyone looked up to, who everyone wanted to be friends with. Who everyone wanted to be. He was basically the hottest guy in your school. Football player, a little bit of a bad boy, in a band; thank kind of stuff. He was a typical teenager. Everyone you knew had a crush on Luke (you had a pretty huge crush on him too, but you never liked to admit it).

You had always thought Luke wasn’t quite a distant person. Whenever he was with his friends he never seemed comfortable. But since everyone else believed he was you decided to too.

One day, your whole view on Luke Hemmings, the not-quite-perfect-teen, changed. You were in your last lesson of the day, English. Instead of sitting in his usual seat Luke sat on the other side of the room from you but one row in front. You dismissed this because you thought he was purely trying to get attention. Half way through the lesson you noticed someone staring at you, you glanced over in their direction, it was Luke. You tired to forget about him staring at you but it was impossible, you knew your cheeks were burning. So the only thing you could think of to stop him from staring was to stare straight back at him. You gave him a sharp stare as he just laughed and flashed a smile, revealing his dimples. Instantly, ashamed that your plan didn’t work, you looked down. Another 5 minutes later, Luke had stopped staring and was writing. In 2 minutes the piece he was writing was handed to you by the person next to you. Pretending not to care, you opened this letter as you read:

hey, i noticed you staring, maybe you’d like to stare at my face some other time, like after school. maybe we can get to know each other…

luke xx

A smile crept onto your face as you shook your head slowly, still staring at Luke’s scrawly hand writing. You scribbled down a quick okay then, see you after class… on the paper, folded it and handed it back to your neighbor.

You couldn’t wait till after class. You kept looking at the clock in hope that it would be the end of the lesson. Then finally, the bell rung out over the school, you glanced over at Luke who had a huge smile on his face. You waited till your teacher dismissed you to walk over to Luke. You didn’t want to seem too eager. but before you could even blink Luke was out of the classroom, this confused you. You felt a sinking feeling inside of you as the sad realization of the whole ‘Luke thing’ being a joke. You left school with your head held low. It was when you reached the gates when you saw Luke again, beaming, leaning on his crappy car. He walked up to you and kissed your forehead. You were, again, confused. What the hell was he playing at?

'Hi,’ he smiled looking down at you

'Hey,’ you half-smiled

'So-um-(Y/N) I was thinking if we could go back to my place for a bit and just-er-chill?’ he seemed so nervous. it was strange how someone so confident with everyone else could be so nervous in a certain persons presence you thought.

'Yeah sure,’ you giggled. He lead you into his car.

The two of you arrived at his place and his parents weren’t in, thank god! You followed him into his room as he told you to sit anywhere. He disappeared downstairs and and reappeared within 3 minutes with a tub of ice cream, cookies and a selection of films. Wow this was a different Luke to what you’d seen all these years at school. The cool, calm boy now seemed all precious and nervous. 

'I was thinking we could just watch a few films, chat and eat until you have to go…’ he looked at the floor then up to you.

'Yeah that sounds great Luke,’ you beamed. Luke and you sat/lay enjoying each others company for hours/ It had been quiet for a good 20 minutes when Luke said

'You know you really are something. I always see you at school, I think you’re gorgeous and amazing…’ he barely whispered looking at you. You turned your whole body to face him as you cupped his face in your hand and kissed him hard, passionately. In the end you both pulled away, speechless and giggling. Before kissing him again he said something that shocked you

’(Y/N), when I’m with you time stops, it feels like everything is beautiful and I never want my time with you to end. You know I only act like a bit of a dick at school to fit in. But when I’m around you, I feel I don’t need to pretend.’

Calum:

 

You are my getaway
You are my favorite place

Touring with Calum had been hard, incredibly hard. The two of you had never got time together any more. Even though it was better then being away from each other all the time it was still hard. He was either on stage, locked away in a security room before their concert, meeting fans, or too tired. It was chaos but he was dealing with it. You weren’t. You missed the old Calum. The old easy-going Calum.

It was another day of touring and meeting fans, but it was the last day of touring and meeting fans. The boys and you were happy, everyone could tell. Even though they loved touring sometimes it got too much for them at times. The tiredness would always defeat them, sometimes Michael fell asleep whilst eating breakfast. When the last show was over you could not contain your happiness. Cal got off stage, a massive grin on his face and filed his arms open to embrace you. Giggling the pair of you went to spend your last night in the tour bus before you left for home.

Two days later you and Calum were in Australia, lying in your shared bed staring at the ceiling.

'God I’ve missed this,’ Calum whispered

'Same, the past month has been so hard on the both of us,’

'I feel sorry for you babe, never seeing me,the reason you came on tour with me was to be with me, you hardly saw me!’ you knew he was getting angry and upset but you didn’t know why exactly.

'Calm down Cal, it’s okay. we’ve got each other now and that’s all that matters. My moments with you on tour meant a lot to me. Even though they were short lived, I enjoyed every second of them.’ You turned on your side, facing him, hoping Calum would do the same.

'I suppose…’ he turned over to face you, ’(Y/N) I just love you so much and I never want to lose any more time then I have to with you. In the middle of all this madness you and the boys. You mainly,’ he smiled 'are the only stable things in my life at the moment. When I see you or when I’m with you everything seems 10 times more beautiful then it already it. The madness stops and all I can think about is you.’ You planted a quick kiss on his cheek and laughed and said a quick 'I love you, Calum Hood,’ before being enveloped into Calum’s chest, his arms wrapped around you. And the two of you fell asleep, in a tangled mess of arms and legs.

Michael:

Turn off the radio
Those late night TV shows

You and Michael were caught up in your own lives at the moment, you never saw each other a lot anymore. You used to see each other every day, if it was at his house, your house, the mall, the park, anywhere. Michael and you had been best friends for over 7 years and you had been through everything together. You never saw each other as much anymore because as soon as his band hit the jackpot he was only home around 30% of the time and you were busy with college so when he was home you never had time or no one told you. You were happy for him though, ever since the day you met him you knew what he wanted in life and you knew that he would get there. Life, for you without Michael was boring. You never wanted to call him in case of the time zones or maybe it seemed like you were being clingy. You had almost got to the point where you didn’t care if it seemed clingy anymore, you needed to talk to your best friend. But there was always this horrifying thought in the back of your head that he would have forgotten about you.

You were sitting in your dorm, studying, when your phone started to ring. You immediately pounced on it. It was Michael, you let it ring once more before you answered it.

'Hello?’ a deep rasp called from the other line

'Michael?’ you answered

'Yes?’ he laughed

'Oh my god it’s you!’ you laughed. You were giddy with excitement and happiness.

’(Y/N), I’m so glad to hear your voice. I can’t remember how long it’s been since we last talked…’

'It’s been a while Clifford,’ you retorted with a sharp edge to your voice

'I know, it has been a while. I’m so sorry (Y/N),’ he sounded apologetic 'But I’m going to make it up to you this week!’

'Wait-What? Michael? What do you- oh my god I get it now!’ you laughed

'We got there eventually… Yeah so anyway this week, starts from now. Be at my place in 15 minutes.’ Before you could reply the line went dead. You got changed so quick and practically jogged to Michael’s house. You checked the time when you got to his door 11:05 pm. 'Quite late,’ you mumbled but you didn’t care; and of course to Michael the night was still young. You rang the bell and within an instant the door swung open to reveal a smiley Michael Clifford. He pulled you into a massive bear hug as you both laughed and smiled uncontrollably.

The night was spent watching films and catching up with each others life.

'I missed this and you,’ you said as The Breakfast Club came to an end.

'So have I (Y/N), so have I…’ he repeated

'We should do this more often you know,’ you blurted out 'watching films and ignoring everything else that happens in the world.’ you whispered

'Tuning out of everything else and just enjoying being with one another,’ he replied

'I couldn’t have put it better myself,’ you smiled as you looked up at him to reveal that he was wearing a smile on his face too.

Ashton:

And just be here with me

You were called into the Principles office, your stomach churning because you had no idea what could be wrong. You knocked three times on the door and the principle opened the door, looking grim. He told you to take a seat nervously wringing your sweat drenched hands. 

'Right (Y/N), I’ve got someone who needs to pick you up. Your mother has been taken into hospital after an attack. We, as a school are not aware of her medical position but you need to go. Your aunt is here to take you.’ You felt as if you had been punched in the gut. Still, you got up and walked shakily out of the school towards your aunt’s familiar car. The car journey was awkward, and to be honest you were relieved to get out the car.

In the hospital your aunt gathered most information. You weren’t allowed to know much but you knew her condition could be critical. In an hour or so you were allowed to see her. She was asleep or passed out, you didn’t know but seeing her just ate away your insides. You sat and held her hand, talking to her as if she was awake. The nurse came in 20 minutes later to usher you out, you planted a quick kiss on your moms cheek and left, just about holding back the tears.

As you wearily walked back to the waiting room you saw Ashton, your boyfriend of 6 months. He had obviously left school early to see you. In his hand he held a small bouquet of flowers, as soon as he saw you he rushed to his feet and hugged you. The oxygen was knocked out of your lungs as he squeezed you. You sat down and he sat next to you.

’(Y/N),’ he grabbed your hand 'Are you okay? Is your mom okay?’ he wrapped an arm round you protectively and kissed your hair.

'I don’t know, I don’t know anything…’ you sobbed as Ashton held you tighter

'Do you want anything?’ he whispered

'Just stay with me Ash, stay with me and don’t leave me.’ You looked up at him wiping away your tears

'Sure, anything for you (Y/N),’ he said calmly 'Everything is going to be okay. whatever happens you have me. I’ll always be here.’

okay so i hope you liked it, it took a while to write so yeah request and everything. ALSO idk should i do a part two???? send me a yes or a no please i just want to know (p.s sorry the ashton one was a bit sensitive i hope i didnt offend anyone i just ran out of ideas towards the end sorry) but yeah ily 

So, I figured I needed to write a rather lengthy blog post about this since I was finally able to (partially) make my dream come true today and see Tom Hiddleston in the flesh!! I still can’t quite believe it. I was just thirty yards away from him, right across the road from his trailer as he was on set filming “I Saw the Light.” I saw him about 7 or 8 different times as he would come in and out of the building, to and from his trailer, etc. He’s even more gorgeous in person. I don’t know how I survived. He was in a white, fitted tank top guys, paired with sleeked, dark brown hair. I can’t…wow. And…it gets better. I saw him shirtless…twice. Gah Tom! Don’t you know what you’re doing to us!😂 Biceps and…abs. Serious abs. That’s all I have to say. Anyway…my day was absolutely made when he came to his trailer one time, was going up the stairs, and as he reached the top step, he stopped, turned around, and looked at me. I grinned and waved at him, and he smiled and waved back, that adorable, genuine smile of his. I just can’t express how incredibly happy I was. It was a great day, it truly was. Unfortunately, no pictures were allowed. It was a closed set with very tight security. Tom was not allowed to come over and meet us, I believe because of the incident in Ireland. Sad. But I’m not going to complain, because I got to see him, and that was enough!😊 I’m so happy!!!