wow so happy to finally say this

me, through tears and clenched teeth: this is everyone’s era

All the reasons I loved this latest Chris and Eva clip:

Brace yourselves, cause this is going to be a looong list. I’m sorry but I’m too far gone for my OTP to care about much else today.

* The way he touches her face in the beginning of the clip.

*Chris’ wide grin plus Eva’s sleepy smile. Honestly, the chemistry between those two is unreal, even in small moments like this.

*“Did you sleep well?” “Mhm.” The whole Jonas and Eva vs Eva and Chris parallel here. Jonas pretty much said that he had a nightmare in which Eva was a whore and CHRIS TOLD EVA THAT HE HAD A DREAM WHERE EVA WAS HIS GIRLFRIEND. Ugh.

*Also, the whole dream was totally made up and I have a feeling that Eva knew it. And she knows how whipped she has him and just…Eva is goals as usual.

* Wow, damn. Another one of Chris Schistad’s reaction gifs is born.

* I honestly feel like Chris is trying to remember his lines when he is talking about his “dream”. And Eva is so amused CAUSE SHE KNOWS.

* He is such a certified nerd while telling that stupid story.

* Chris’ reaction when Eva told him that his dream wasn’t real tho. He was all: “say what now?”

* Eva: “we’re never going to be together” Eva: *smiles* Chris: *tries not to look like somebody just stabbed him and fails*

* “Why not?” I can see that you’re internally crying, Chris. God, the dialogue is gold.

* The way Chris repeats Eva’s words back to her. Such a small thing but mad cute.

*Also, I have such huuuge respect for Eva. She still acknowledges that Chris was a fuckboy in the past and she smiles again when saying it, and it’s so playful, and Eva knows that Chris is in love with her but she’s still protecting her heart and is being reasonable about it all and just…where can I find an Eva?

*Also, telling a guy whose currently naked in your bed that he’s a cheating fuckboy, is NEXT LEVEL.

* The way Eva almost immediately stops kissing Chris, because someone’s calling her. She. Always. Puts. Her. Friends. First.

* When Eva answers Vilde’s call and we can actually see how hurt Chris is over the fact that Eva doesn’t want to be his girlfriend.

* Also, the way he runs his hand over his face is like saying: “damn I messed up with that fake dream I told her about oops”

* When Eva tells Vilde that she is doing nothing special, and Chris looks like he’s about to cry. That boy is so in love, I can’t put it into words.

* All the longing looks towards Eva while she’s talking on the phone!!!

* Eva: “But maybe I can call you later or something.” Queue Chris’ whole face lighting up.

* Chris: “We were talking about getting together.” Lol, smooth.

* That boy has lost all his game and just wants to be together with Eva. Who’s crying? Certainly not me.


* The fact that Chris isn’t pressuring her into anything but just wants them to be together but he isn’t pushy about it. I honestly don’t know where the Noorhell shippers get their ideas, when they compare Mohnstad and Noorhell.


* When Eva tried to push Chris off her bed and he didn’t budge an inch, that was a sign.

* I just love how Chris is still his old self on some level, so self-confident and just doesn’t understand why he has to hide.

* Eva being determined not to introduce Chris, so the boy gets up, wraps a sheet over himself, and is just like: “Hi. I’m Chris.”

* Your name is also Chris? ANOTHER ONE, WE HAVE ANOTHER ONE.

* I just noticed that Eva rolls her eyes when Chris is talking to her mum, oh wow. I love this girl.

* When Eva’s mum says that she wasn’t aware that Eva had a boyfriend and Chris looks like he is finally sure Eva will confirm their relationship now but she DOES NOT.

* Also, Chris was totally happy to meet her mum, you can’t tell me otherwise.

* “We’re not together.” “Not yet”

* Eva’s mum’s “you’ll figure it out” is basically the whole fandom’s reaction to this clip.

* Also, all the smiles and the banter in the end of this clip, what can I say, Mohnstad just naturally gravitate towards each other.

* Chris: “Love me.” Honestly, what kind of desperation.

In conclusion: this was the clip of dreams that I never thought I’d see.

Distance - Part Two

Steve Harrington x Henderson Reader

Summary - Returning from college for winter break, Y/N is faced with the stinging pain left from her break-up with Steve Harrington.

Word Count - 2,038

Warnings - mild swearing, lil bit of fluff (in a flashback), Billy being an ass, and I’m pretty sure that’s it

Tag List - @hufflepeople @everything-intertwined

A/N - WOW, I really love this part. I’m so happy everyone liked Part One, and I hope I don’t disappoint with this one! I’m adding a tag list, so let me know if you wanna be on the next one. Let me know what you think! Enjoy :) 

Part One

Max uncomfortably shifted, taking a long sip out of her mug. She sighed, before finally speaking. “I was in the car on the way home from the arcade, with Billy.” You felt Steve tense beside you and tried to remain focused on Max’s story. “He was yelling at me about Lucas… Saying I shouldn’t be with him.” She set her mug down and nervously played with her fingers while continuing. “I-I thought that Billy had gotten past it, he hadn’t mentioned it for months now. But when he saw me hug Lucas before getting in the car, I guess a light when off in his head or something… I don’t know.” She whispered the last part, shaking her head slowly, clearly trying to process her brother’s demented mind.

That asshole,” Dustin whispered.

Your heart broke for her, but you urged her to continue, “So how did you end up on the side of the road?” Steve leaned forward, visibly upset, waiting to hear what Billy had done.

She looked up at you, and quickly averted her eyes back down, avoiding eye-contact. You could see this was hard for her, but she answered you anyways. “I was yelling at Billy, telling him he didn’t even know Lucas, saying that he was being a dick.” She shook her head, her face getting red from the memory. “He just kept ignoring me, laughing, and pushing the gas pedal faster… faster…” You waited for her to finish, staring at her intently as she spoke. “He was making me so mad… So, I slapped him.”

Dustin shoved Max’s shoulder, laughing loudly. “No shit!” he exclaimed, “Way to go Max!”

“He got so mad that he slammed the breaks, and screamed at me to get out of the car.” Dustin’s face dropped, and he slowly sat back down. Steve held the edge of the couch tightly, his fingers going slightly white. It had been rare that you had seen Steve mad in the span of your relationship, but it had been enough times to know he was really mad right now. You could tell he was trying to hold himself together, but he looked like he was about to blow up. He not only cared for Dustin, but had grown closer to all the kids through their relationship. You admired him for that, he had grown so much since last November, when Nancy Wheeler broke his heart. It was hard for him, but you and the kids helped him through it. You, especially. Max spoke up again, breaking you from your thoughts.

“I refused at first, telling him he was being even more of a dick.” She sighed loudly and slumped in her chair. “That’s when he pushed me out and drove away.” She wiped her eyes, praying to avoid any tears that were threatening to fall down her face. You got up without saying anything and shared yet another hug with Max, Dustin joining in.

“Damn it- That Dick!” Steve stood up quickly, taking a pillow with him, and throwing it back on the couch fiercely. He tugged at his long brown hair and started pacing the room. “Shit, Max, I’m gonna kill him I swe-” Max pulled away from the hug slightly, and spoke loudly, cutting Steve off.

“No, Harrington!” She shouted, her voice determined. “You’re going to make it worse, you’d just make him angrier!” Steve gave her an annoyed look and retaliated.

I don’t care, Max,” He explained, using his hands to talk as he usually did when he was worked up. “Billy’s a piece of garbage and he’s gonna pay for what he did to you, damn it!” You got up grabbing Steve’s shoulders, turning him to face you. His face softened as soon as he locked eyes with you, he cursed himself in his head for letting you have that effect on him. Butterflies erupted in your stomach, being so close to Steve, touching him, but you ignored them and found your voice.  

“She’s right, Steve,” you spoke firmly, shaking his shoulders. “You can’t start anything with Billy, not now, at least.” You dropped your hands down to his and squeezed lightly. “Someone’s gonna get hurt, and there’s a chance it could be you.” You paused taking a deep breath trying to keep your composure. “Please?” you pleaded. He nodded, looking down at your hands that were holding onto his. He rubbed his thumb over them, causing you to freeze for a moment. Shit, this hurt. You stepped back removing your hands from Steve’s touch and turned to face the kids. Steve pushed his hair out of his face, trying to calm his racing heart. You kneeled down in front of Max.

“Do you want to go home tonight?” you questioned, ready to offer your bed to her.

No,” she replied, sighing at the thought of passing Billy’s smoke-filled room to reach her own. “But, my Mom’s gonna question why I’m staying here, and I don’t want to have to explain this mess to her.” She sighed, “Billy’s probably out anyways, he always parties on Fridays.” You nodded your head understanding.

“I’ll take you home, Max.” Steve offered.

“I’ll go too, just in case Billy is there.” You added.

“Me too,” Dustin said.

No.” You and Steve spoke in sync at Dustin. He quickly stood up from the couch, throwing his hands in the air.

What! Why?” He whined.

“I don’t want you anywhere near Billy, Dusty.” You spoke firmly. “Especially after he tried to hurt Lucas last year, he has no limits.”

“Max is my friend!” Dustin shouted, an annoyed look on his face.

“Dustin, no.” Steve deadpanned.

Dustin accepted defeat, throwing himself down on the couch. He grumbled complaints as the three of you got yourselves ready to go. You grabbed a coat from the closet, as Max was wearing your favorite one, and quickly put in on. Steve and Max said their goodbyes to Dustin, Steve ruffling his hair, saying something about finishing the movie soon before walking out into the nippy air. “Mom should be home soon, I won’t be gone too long anyway,” you informed Dustin, closing the door as he rolled his eyes.

You were hit with nostalgia as you entered Steve’s familiar car. You took a deep breath, trying not to become overwhelmed with emotions. Your heart was still very broken, and being with Steve, even if it’s under the current circumstances, was not helping that. The car was quiet as he peeled out of the driveway, making his way to Max’s house.

Steve’s car was one of your favorite places to be. Just the two of you, loud music, and usually some making-out as well. In this situation, it was the latter. You were parked behind the arcade after dropping the kids off, telling them you’d be back in about an hour. Little did they know, you were only going as far as the back parking lot. You pulled on Steve’s ever-growing hair, knowing it would drive him nuts. He groaned against your lips, running his hands down your sides, and pulling you closer at your hips. He needed you closer. He flipped you over, earning a squeal from you so he was now laying on top of you. He gave you a wild smile before crashing his lips back down to yours, his mouth molding perfectly against your own. Your breath quickened as he ran his hands under your shirt, gently rubbing his hands against your skin. He moved his lips down to your neck, kissing you softly. You were pulled out of the moment when you heard the opening to your favorite song come on the radio. Steve noticed and shoved his head into your neck, groaning loudly, making you laugh.

“God, not this song again.” He spoke as you hummed along to the intro to Africa by Toto.  You pushed his face up from your neck, giving a smile to his attempt at pretending to be annoyed before speaking.

“Stop pretending you don’t like this song, Steve!” You said pushing him off you and sitting up so you could fully enjoy the music.

“I don’t!” He lied, throwing his hands in the air as if to prove his point.

You ignored him, and sang along with the music, “I hear the drums echoing tonight, but she hears only whispers of some quiet conversaaations.” You dramatically swayed to the music, closing your eyes and smiling from ear-to-ear. “She’s coming in, 12:30 flight, the moonlit wings refl-” Steve pushed his lips against yours, interrupting your singing. You laughed, and softly pushed him away. “Steve!” you exclaimed, “I’m trying to enjoy the music!” He kissed you again, only to be pushed away a second time, again followed by your laughs.

“And I’m trying to enjoy you!” he argued, making you shake your head, your smile only growing wider. “Just kiss me, baby.”

“Only if you sing the chorus.” You reasoned.

“No!” He shouted, “I don’t even know the words!” You shook your head let out a sarcastic laugh.

“Yes you do, Harrington, don’t lie!” You noticed the chorus was coming up soon. “You have five seconds, It’s coming up! No singing, no kissing! 5… 4… 3…”

“Y/N, don’t do this to me.” He begged.

“2… 1-”

“It’s gonna take a lot to drag me awaaaaay from you! There’s nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do!” You laughed loudly as Steve bursts out the chorus, shaking his head back and forth with his eyes pressed closed. He opened his eyes, his heart fluttering at your laugh. He loved your laugh. He pulled you close to him, kissing you once again. This time, you didn’t pull away, letting the music melt away in the background as Steve consumed your world.

“Y/N?” Steve’s voice pulled you out of your memories.

“What?” You asked, rubbing your eyes, feeling as if you had just woken up from a dream.

“I asked if you wanted the radio on?” He looked over at you, his dark eyebrows furrowed. Max shuffled in the back, pulling herself in between the two front seats. She reached her hand to the radio and turned it on, pushing herself back in her seat.

“It’s not that hard.” She mumbled under her breath. What she didn’t know was how hard it actually was. To sit here, a foot from Steve, with no connection between the two of you. No kisses on the cheek, no holding hand over the center-council, no loving glances to each other as the scenery passed in a blur through the car windows. Nothing. It killed you, and what you didn’t know was that it killed Steve too. He was itching to grab your hand and hold it forever, like he would lose you if he made one wrong move. His heart sank, thinking about how he already had lost you.

The car pulled up to Max’s house, radio humming softly in the car. “Thank you guys, for everything,” Max said quietly, as if the whole world was watching her. You could tell it was hard for her to be vulnerable like she was tonight, and you smiled at her to show your appreciation for opening up to you.

“Anytime Max, really.” Your words were sincere. Steve nodded in agreement, turning around to face Max.

“Stay out of trouble, alright kid?” He said, his way of telling her to be safe, without showing too much that he actually cared. You could read him like a book sometimes. She nodded her head, shyly smiling at both of you before hopping out of the car. 

Time seemed to move slower as the front door opened, Billy walking out with his car keys, looking ready to leave. Max looked at the ground, avoiding eye-contact as she pushed past him, running up the steps to her house. Billy almost stopped Max, before he spotted something more interesting, Steve Harrington’s car. He threw his head back laughing in a twisted way, throwing his cigarette on the ground, and stomping on in it before making his way down the driveway.

You took a deep breath in as Steve clenched his hands against the steering wheel.


A/N - Just wanted to quickly mention that the flashback scene was slightly inspired by a short fic by @strangerficthings called Happy! I really loved it, and Africa is one of my favorite songs! Go check it out! 

For all the people who seem to be in dire need of a reminder or two (or more) because, while I agree that Mashima has shown some homophobic streaks with Bob or Sugarboy for example (who/what has also something to do with why I believe Freed to be bi or pansexual rather than gay but that’s a whole different story) I personally wonder how people can honestly say that Fraxus is just a joke or that Freed has turned into one whenever it comes to Laxus. No actually I don’t wonder, it’s the anime’s faut and that people seem to like focusing on comedy relief majorly, what a pity.

Why not start with the current ARC?

Freed is genuinely worrying about him and this panel also shows how well he knows Laxus, already guessing (but for once hoping that this is not the case) that Laxus will do everything in his power to win and help even if he must sacrifice himself/his health.

Here we have Laxus worrying genuinely. Plus, for all those people who still go ‘Freed would never deny Laxus/he blindly does everything what he says’. HERE. One of MULTIPLE evidences that this is bullcrap lmfao goodbye.

Dammit, Freed is a leader. The leader of the Raijinshuu. Self-proclaimed Captain with great confidence. Self-proclaimed 'bodyguards’. If he’d blindly do everything Laxus says then he’d a) be a hella bad bodyguard and b) a hella BAD FRIEND which he is soooooooo not.


Some people have joked here that Freed dumped Sting so he can go search for Laxus but that’s not true either. Sting has STATED that Freed helped him to find his way and then, when they both thought it’d be safe to part ways, Freed probably left to go and search for Laxus. Because he hasn’t seen him since he left and of course he wants to make sure that he is safe.

Turned out he still hasn’t met Laxus by now and is fighting opponents instead right now alongside with Bixlow.

Oh yea, can’t you see Freed’s just a joke for Laxus? So much joke that he swear to revenge him?

And Freed friggin saved Laxus’ ass. Which Laxus is hella grateful for. You don’t hear such a compliment out of Laxus’ mouth very often and, once again, it shows the trust and support they have for each other. This was fucking great even though it would have been even better if Freed had been there in person.

S-Class Trial. And the moment he said this he already knew that it’s not true because he decided to throw the fight and lose on purpose. Bc he felt like he and Bixlow owed Cana and Lucy for what happened during the Battle of Fairy Tail. If this doesn’t fucking say a lot about Freed.

This is one of TWO slightly comical scenes. And even here it’s honestly just pure happiness that Laxus is finally back. Unfortunately I don’t have the second one of this nature saved but this missing panel was on Tenrou too so- yep, these TWO panels (wow, sooo many! in a 400+ chapter manga!) are the only panels that border on this comedy relief that’s picked up more often in the anime for the sake of the amusement factor, NOT for being in character or representing the character correctly.

And these friggin pages man.

Freed talking against Laxus again. Yea this has happened very early in the series already guys.

And look how this saddens him, look how much it affects him. To see Laxus this desperate. Now that he himself has woken up from this blindess and this bad plan he had probably hoped that he could convince Laxus somehow but Laxus is so desperate and deep into this that it just doesn’t work this way. It HURTS Freed to see Laxus like this.

Some funny drunk and protective Freed and Gajevy shippers get satisfied too. Also adorable confused Laxus.

Here is, again cough, Freed talking against Laxus. And again he’s so damn worried, he doesn’t want Laxus to endanger himself so much. But… well.

Freed’s scream just makes my heart ache…

And even though he’s sick as hell he has to make sure that everyone knows that Laxus saved the town. I’m glad that Makarov thanked Freed for bringing the five of them back home safely because Freed probs wouldn’t have given it any importance himself since he puts his loved ones’ safety before his own. But yea- he brought them all back while suffering mental and phyiscal pain, on the verge of death. Yet he needs to make sure that Laxus gets the credit he deserves, that he did something good, that he saved people (or so Freed thought at this moment).

'This guy is hopeless’. I think this speaks for itself.

Look at his face. Look at his face when he realizes Laxus is back from his exile.


He’s so sad when Laxus leaves… but Laxus smiles…

… but no he keeps his hope up knowing that they will meet again. And he smiles. He will wait for him but keep on living his own life, strengthening the bonds he has at Fairy Tail while knowing Laxus will be back one day.


I don’t think just anyone would have dared to casually tell Laxus something along the lines of 'Don’t get cold feet now’ aka don’t wimp out now in this time, and not today either.

And this hug was so important for all four of them, honestly. Coincidence that Freed gets an extra panel? Who knows.


So much faith and support.

One of many evidences how much respect Laxus has for Freed, even back then in his bad phase and that says a lot.

Freed supporting Laxus.

Cheering on his bae.

And he’s so

super worried as he sees Laxus struggle.

Like he knows something is up, this can’t be. He still believes in him.

But he’s still worried.

Again protective bae.

Another casual reminder that Freed is the team’s leader and they choose to support Laxus whenever they can.

No, I have not skipped any of those ridiculous and unfitting comedy moments the anime has. There’s the TWO I have mentioned above and by now I am really disliking those anime additions that give people distorted views of how Fraxus and/or Freed are and work.

There’s more panels PLUS great spin off ones but I think this post is long enough already. Fraxus and Freed especially need some more damn respect from the fandom. Laxus and Freed are two complex and great characters who trust each other with their lives and understand and respect each other. Love each other. Be it platonic or romantic.

anonymous asked:

No one ever seems to talk about how Nico tells his friends about him and Will and their inevitably amazing reactions- do you have any hcs of how they react when they find out? And maybe any of their reactions to when solangelo first start showing pda?

  • okay so like, these two are subtle, but not anywhere near as subtle as they believe
  • like, sure, they start dating and keep pda to minimum, that’s for sure, but oh boy
  • that so doesn’t hide their eyes from the rest of the world
  • piper, being the daughter of aphrodite and all, notices it first
  • the lingering looks and shy smiles and wait nico doesn’t freak out and turn away anymore
  • she’s internally screaming, of course, but she has just enough brains to keep it to herself, letting them tell others about their relationship (!!!) in their own time
  • that’s the plan, anyway
  • annabeth figures it out pretty quickly, too
  • yes she’s smart af alright, but she didn’t need to be when she found nico and will lip-locked in the head medic’s office
  • nico got so red it looked pretty terrifying, and will jumped away from him so fast he knocked down two chairs and a stack of papers
  • and annabeth thought this was the most hilarious thing ever, because from the looks of it their lips had barely even touched and she and percy had been caught in so much more compromising positions more than once
  • but anyway, she’s cool, so after she let will stammer awkwardly for a minute (nico was sweating like crazy and looked like he was this close to disappear in the shadows) she told them she wouldn’t tell anyone before she got the okay from them first
  • (piper figures out that annabeth knows, and oh gosh, she finally has someone to freak out to, because did you see them they are adorable what even???)
  • hazel is the first one that nico actually tells about it
  • it’s the first time she’s visiting the greek camp since he started dating will, and nico sits with her on the roof of their cabin late at night and talks quietly, scared of her reaction
  • and it’s the first time he’s actually said it out loud to anyone, that will solace is his boyfriend, wow, it feels super weird to say that. really nice too
  • hazel is quiet for a long time, letting it sink in, and nico is positively dying
  • because hazel is his only family, and if she doesn’t approve then he doesn’t know what to do?
  • but finally hazel smiles and takes his hand, and tells him she’s happy for him, that he found someone to make him smile like that
  • and nico didn’t even realize he had been smiling, not before hazel said it, but he figures that it’s not so bad if the reason is will
  • (he may or may not also notice that his heart skips half a beat when he thinks about will, but that’s not important. totally irrelevant)
  • nico gives hazel the permission to tell frank, and when she goes back to camp jupiter it only takes three day until nico gets an iris message from reyna, asking why he didn’t tell her about this, with frank mumbling apologizes in the background
  • it would have been alright, if nico hadn’t been in the middle of sword fighting with jason when this happened
  • nico thinks he’s probably lucky that it wasn’t a full class, just the two of them sparring, but it’s still embarrassing to be questioned by a roman praetor and a pontifex maximus at the same time
  • it all goes downhill from there
  • because even though jason says he won’t tell a soul, he keep staring at nico all through dinner, and when nico and will as much as smile at each other jason seems to flip, and this gets the attention of enough campers that rumors start flying
  • by the time they’re walking to the camp fire, nico hears his name in so many whispers that he finally just snaps, thinks fuck it, and grabs will’s hand like he’s wanted to for weeks now
  • there’s a few seconds of stunned silence, and nico feels his face getting redder than it ever has, but he just squeezes will’s hand, and will squeezes back just as a whistle sounds from behind them
  • without looking back, nico raises his free hand and gives the finger to who he (correctly) assumes is cecil
  • they’re pretty much the big spectacle all night, even when no one says anything about it, and nico can feel the eyes in his back as he sits with will, trying to look as casual as every night this far, failing miserably
  • when will walks nico back to his cabin five minutes before curfew, will tells him that cecil asked for details to cash out his winnings on the poll, and nico can’t even really find it in himself to get properly mad (there’s always tomorrow)
  • instead he feels bold, because what the hell, the whole camp knows now anyway, and he rises to his toes and presses his lips to will’s
  • it feels a little strange, doing this where everyone can see if they just look their way, and nico would be lying if he said it didn’t bother him a little, but will is so nice and careful and sweet that nico just smiles, steps back, mutters a small goodnight and hides in his cabin
  • inside, he leans on the door and listens how will is chased away by some curious campers hungry for details, and gives will a silent promise to make it up to him later
  • just as nico is slipping to bed, there’s a knock on his door, and percy and jason invite themselves in for bro bonding
  • nico stands them for exactly five minutes (during which percy manages to complain about nico’s type three different times), and then he shoves them out the door, threatning to call the harpies after them
  • it takes a few weeks, but eventually things settle down and cecil doesn’t wolf whistle every time nico and will hold hands, and percy doesn’t splash water at them to “cool down” when they kiss, and even nico’s heart seems to be getting used to the constant skipping and jumping
  • that is, until nico gets the hades cabin their first capture the flag win, and will gives him a very thorough congratulatory kiss, and all hell breaks loose again

Catch me dancing around & being carefree as I wanna be in Goldlink’s new video, “Meditation”!!!! The video came out Monday & I didn’t even know until people started hittin me up saying they saw me in the video omg 😹 This is honestly one of my favorite songs on the album, & I’m so happy that I got to be apart of the video💚🙏🏾. It’s literally sooo amazing to finally see the finished product, like wow they actually used parts with me in it lol. The clip of me dancing when he says “Real nigga, you the right one” has me dying 😹😹
This is only video of the parts I’m in, 


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anonymous asked:

oh my gosh i love your writing so much? i always look forward to seeing more of it on my dash ;u; !! would you maybe think about doing a neighbor kihyun if you have time please? i'd love to see you write it asfdpih (also i hope school isn't stressing you out too much and that you are getting enough rest and you time)

find neighbor!wonho (here) ~!

  • is picky about everything, but in a good way. like he wants to keep everything pretty and organized
  • labels his containers
  • likes his pinks, yellows, and whites. that’s what his color scheme is from his white sheets to his pink toothbrush to his yellow curtains
  • “jooheon i know that this is a gift with the best intentions, but you know my thing is stripes. im not a polka dot person. im sorry, i just am not. but ill accept these slippers anyway because i love you”
  • likes to get sewing tips from the old lady down the hall
  • nags at kids who make too much noise in front of the building and he’s always going on about respect and being polite 
  • but once he saw a cockroach in his bathtub and yelled so loud he woke up the entire floor  
  • isn’t afraid to admit that he thinks stuffed animals are cute and therefore has a giant moomin on his bed. it’s cute and yes he hugs it at night 
  • takes care of his skin so well he gets compliments from everyone because he glows like the people down at the grocery are just like omg what products do you use and kihyun will gladly share his tips. he’s a sweetheart 
  • you know kihyun because like well who doesn’t????? the kids call him uncle kihyun because he’s always scolding them and the older people refer to him as the prince of your apartment complex because he’s always dressed so fancy and does his hair well
  • but on the off-chances that you’ve seen him you haven’t ever talked with him or caught his attention
  • mostly because you’re always in a rush to get to work/school. like you’re not a morning person, but kihyun seems just dandy in the morning and you’re like how
  • and it’s on one morning that you find yourself particularly messy because you stayed up all night to finish a long paper and you forgot that you had an interview later in the afternoon but you had no time to get ready
  • so you managed to put on a decent interview outfit, but your hair? your face? your overall moral? your outlook on life?
  • bad
  • and when you get into the elevator you’re thankful that it’s just you till someone comes running down the hall and slips in last second and it’s kihyun
  • looking absolutely perfect and energized and you’re still trying to brush your hair to where it looks acceptable and maybe get something on to cover your dark circles
  • and you don’t notice but kihyun is watching you a bit and he sees you stumbling, tiredly into the train station with your bag half open and when you get into the train
  • kihyun suddenly sits beside you and you’re like uh,,,,,because there’s a bunch of free seats the stop near your house is the first stop for that line
  • and kihyun is like “here let me help you.” and you’re like ?????/
  • and he takes your brush from your hands and moves your shoulders so you’re facing him and he puts his own bag on his lap and pulls out a bunch of stuff
  • and basically gives you a makeover right than and there. and im not talking like full on makeup, im talking just the basics to help you look like you know,,,,,,,,you’re not dYing
  • and he gets the knots out of your hair, the dark circles covered, some mist sprayed on. he fixes the collar of your shirt, and even hands you a granola bar because he’s like “i can tell you didn’t eat”
  • and when he’s done you don’t feel anywhere as bad as you did when you left your house and kihyun grins because he’s like “this is the first time ive seen you smile since we got into the elevator together”
  • and you tell him that you’re thankful, that you have an interview today too and he’s like “you’ll do amazing!!!” and you’re like,,,,thank you,,,,,,,for making me look presentable,,,,,rofl
  • and when it’s your stop kihyun gives you another thumbs up and you get off and can’t help but keep smiling because,,,,,,,wow he’s,,,,,,,,so sweet?????
  • and the day just feels so much easier because of your time in the morning with kihyun and your interview goes well
  • so well that when you’re heading home you get an sns that says you passed the interview and you’re so happy you do a little dance on the platform
  • and once when you finally get home you’re surprised to see kihyun on the bench outside your building and you go over and say hello and he grins and asks about the interview
  • and before you know it you’re telling him everything that happened and when you tell him you passed he pats the top of your head and you’re like ,,,,,,o,,,,oh
  • and he’s like “i knew you could do it, you’re so hardworking - ive noticed that about you” and you’re like,,,,,,,,,,,he????? noticed me??????
  • and kihyun is like “as a reward, let me go buy you some good snacks”
  • and you try to refuse, but kihyun is like no no you deserve it!! and as you shyly pick something out and head to the counter kihyun is taking out his money and the cashier is like “you two look cute together, has it already been past 100 days?”
  • and you’re speechless because omg what
  • and kihyun looks over at you with a smile and he’s like “nope! this is our first day, you could say.” and the cashier is like AW how cute
  • and you’re like alhdgjfsdds what,,,,,,,,,,,does he mean by that
  • and as you’re walking back home you want to ask but you just nibble on your snack until kihyun leans over to take a bite of your food and you’re like hEY 
  • and he’s like “so, what do you think about that?” and you’re like “what?” and he’s like “about this being our first day,,,,,,i think we can make it to 100 easily.”
  • and you’re like is he???? asking me out???? and kihyun before you guys get back inside is like “so? want to meet in the morning again and we’ll ride the train together?” and you hesitate but in a small voice you go “like,,,,,,a couple?”
  • and kihyun grins and gives you another thumbs up like “yes. like a couple.” 
  • and you’re red in the face as kihyun comes closer and you think he’s going to lean in and??????? kiss you 
  • but instead he goes “i like the messy you even more you know?” and you’re like wh,,what does that mean and he pets your head again messing it up just a bit and going over to open the door
  • and yes the next morning as you’re rushing again, you think yesterday must have been a dream
  • but when you open your door, kihyun is there by the elevator waiting for you
NCT 127 + Ten Reaction to a Black Girl Speaking Fluent Korean @ Fansign

Originally posted by nctaezen

mark ; he’s gonna be shocked/shy about it of course and tell her that her korean is good but he would probably just speak to her in english because he’ll think that it’s easier to talk to her in the language. “was it hard? to learn korean?!”

Originally posted by neotechs

taeyong ; he’s gonna be like “what the fuck” in a good way though,, like he’d be shy as hell to speak to her because it’s so impressive. before she got to him,, he noticed her and was preparing himself for a horrible english conversation. he was so happy that she learned korean and that he could speak comfortably to her. he’d still be shy af tho like cmon it’s taeyong. he’ll probably be all happy and shet like the gif.

Originally posted by nctjay

jaehyun ; even tho he can be big headed sometimes,, he won’t be so big headed when he meets her. he probably won’t be able to look her in the eyes when she’s speaking to him bc that’s impressive af and he’d be a little shooken up. he’d stutter and laugh off his mistakes. it’ll be like he’s the one who isn’t korean. he’ll try to use his kinda poor english skills btw.

Originally posted by dovounq

doyoung ; i think he’d be cool about it,, like he’ll be surprised bc wow she can speak korean and it’s good. he'll love talking to her and he’d find her accent cute. “your accent, it’s so nice.” he’ll say in english but he’ll lowkey facepalm himself bc he could’ve just told her that in korean w/o embarrassing himself. probably making mistakes like that the whole time. pls appreciate this gif doyoung is beauty doyoung is fine

Originally posted by chocosicheng

yuta ; “finally someone i can relate to” “isn’t korean hard??” yeah,, he’ll be happy af basically.

Originally posted by nctaezen

taeil ; “issa wife” shaking in his boots. that is all

Originally posted by haenyan

haechan ; he’d try to play it cool tbh but in his head he’d be going crazy, a stuttering mess. “your korean is good” “you’re so pretty” ,, mostly saying any and every thing that comes to his mind without thinking.

Originally posted by nct-trash

win win ; she’d make his heart throb idc. her korean would be too good for him to handle,, he honestly wouldn’t know what to do but complement her in a low and shy voice. he’d be cheesing and staring hard af.

Originally posted by jhnnys

johnny ; shocked. he’d say to himself,,, “im about to wife her and she don’t even know it” ,, he’d flirt with her lowkey. and like mark, he’ll speak to her in english after speaking in korean for awhile.

Originally posted by nctaezen

ten ; he’d be all cute about the situation. “omg” x100. he would wanna be language exchange partners because she’s pretty and can speak a language that he wants to be better in. but that couldn’t happen so he’d get rid of that thought and give her di best fan service of her life.

anonymous asked:

I'm really excited to see if you think of the 'bedroom scene' (this sounds so weird) as a good or as a bad thing since people seem to have very different opinions about this moment

(‘bedroom scene’ sounds excellent and I’ll defend that name until death lmao)

OK YOU ASKED FOR IT,,, IT’S LONG BUT I HAVE NO REGRETS :P The way I see it, the scene wasn’t as extreme as most people make it out to be. It wasn’t overwhelmingly positive but it wasn’t drastically negative either. It was… a scene. A shared moment between them that gave us insight about how Lance thinks of Keith and what Keith still needs to work on as a leader.

It beings when Lance comes into the room. He knocks and waits for Keith to acknowledge him but there is not a single doubt in his mind that Keith will allow him into his room. He marches in without hesitation and Keith moves aside, no questions asked. Lance had known that Keith would listen to him. 

That’s a huuuuge improvement from s1. S1 Lance would never have considered going to Keith about his problems and s1 Keith would have probably just stared at Lance in confusion, blocking the doorway. Not here though. Keith is happy that Lance visited him. As soon as Lance admits that he wants to talk about something that troubles him, Keith starts smiling. 

It’s honestly adorable how happy he is. “Wow, it really must be bothering you if you’re coming to talk to me.” He’s just- he’s so happy, he even made a joke, he was delighted that Lance thought of depending on him when he needed help. We already know how much value Keith places on “bonding” but this was a crucial moment for him; Lance has shown that he supports Keith in the first few episodes of s3 but supporting someone and trusting them with your own troubles are two different things. Lance trusts Keith, he really really does and Keith is finally starting to realize it.

Then Lance says it’s because he is the “team leader” now. Keith’s expression falls.

But here’s the thing. Shiro was already back at that point. And I mean back as in ‘already in his new outfit and out of his room’-back. It makes sense that Lance wouldn’t want to burden him with heavy decisions but this is not a heavy decision (even if Lance might think otherwise hah). If he still thought of Keith the way he had thought of him in s1 he would have gone to Shiro with this.

So why did he choose Keith? Multiple reasons, probably - because he didn’t want to bother Shiro, because Keith has actually seen his skills on the battlefield and is the only ‘battle-leader’ qualified to make a decision, because he knows Keith would listen, because he knows that Keith would never lie to him, because he trusts Keith. Lance is insecure and he doesn’t like to show it, even when he told Coran about his homesickness it was Coran that approached him. Not here though. Lance approaches Keith out of his own free will. Between Keith and Shiro it’s probably easier for Lance to show this side of himself to Keith, someone he sees as distinctly human/reachable (they are “neck to neck”) as opposed to someone levels above him (his “hero”). 

Then the whole spiel starts. Keith… at first Keith genuinely doesn’t understand what’s going on. Lance is like “I’ve been doing some math” and Keith is like “lol ok yeah your math is correct”. Then it slowly dawns on him as Lance keeps explaining his reasoning. He follows along until “maybe the best I can do for the team is to step aside”. 

By then the importance of the moment has fully sunken in. He understands that Lance is serious about this but he doesn’t understand how he reached that conclusion. He’s like “what are you talking about?!” and when Lance tells him that Keith would want his best soldiers on the front line - excluding himself with that statement - Keith can’t even begin to explain how wrong that is. The thing about these two is that they raaarely have heart-to-hearts and in those they have had it was usually Lance comforting Keith or Keith just… going along with whatever Lance initiates.

But that doesn’t work this time. Lance expects him to take the lead and so Keith does what he always does when he is confronted with emotions like insecurity: tell Lance (or himself) to suck it up and deal with it. He didn’t mean any ill by it, it’s just how Keith usually deals with feelings. He shoves troubles and doubts aside and focuses on what he can do. He lives in the moment, Lance lives in the future. “Stop worrying about who flies what and just focus on your mission. Things will work themselves out” was genuine advice from Keith^^’

[it might also be a failed attempt at offering comfort - Keith doesn’t really believe in things working themselves out, so when he says that he’s basically telling Lance that the team is going to work it out. Which is exactly what happens later, Keith was ready to give up his lion and stay at the castle ship. There is no way Lance could have known that on his own though… and I’m not sure if Keith was even consciously aware of what he was implying with these words :’D]

[flat out rejection to discuss things his friends worry about is not new behavior for him either - he did the same thing back in s2e1 when he Shiro asked him to lead Voltron in case he’s not there anymore. He dismissed Shiro’s concerns with “stop talking about that, nothing is gonna happen to you”. Keith is just plain bad with words, it’s definitely something he needs to work on,,,]

Anyway, Lance’s reaction to Keith’s words is an immediate draw back. “Yeah. Okay. Thanks.” Which is completely understandable, anyone in his situation would have felt as if their worries just got dismissed. And Keith realizes he has fucked up, he calls out to him with a sad expression:

Before making that one “leave the math to Pidge joke”:

It was an attempt to cheer Lance up and Lance recognized the joke for what it was, so he smiled. He smiled because it was a joke and to let Keith know that his efforts are appreciated, but the joke didn’t make the lack of help from before any better or worse. Lance has gotten nothing out of it besides being able to guess that Keith probably cares about him - but he already knew that, otherwise he wouldn’t have approached him in the first place. Keith got out of this that Lance needs support, even if he has not the slightest clue on how to provide it (and he isn’t the type that would go to other people with this issue; not if Lance has approached him privately). 

This scene wasn’t a “big klance moment”, it was just one step of many in their relationship. They are developing slowly, from ‘rivals’ to tentative friends. I don’t think that Keith helped Lance much, there is definitely a loooot of langst still coming up thanks to his failure of supporting him here, but I don’t think that he destroyed the fragile foundations of their friendship with this either. Lance might hesitate or choose not to approach him again if he has more self-confidence issues but I doubt that he blames Keith for that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ The same way he had his reasons to not approach Hunk, Pidge, Allura or Shiro this time he might have his reasons not to go to Keith next time. That doesn’t mean he values their developing relationship any less :D

Nick of Time

Originally posted by prettymuchdixonalready

Pairing: Daryl Dixon x Reader (ft. Andrea and Shane)

Content/Warnings: Angst; fluff; attempted rape (not descriptive)

Set during S1

Words: 1079

A/N: I’m sorry this is so late, babes! Lots of stuff came up today that I wasn’t expecting, wow. I’ll have the final drabble request with Rick Grimes out tomorrow for y’all. This request was from @shakespeareinmyveins for 29 and 47 with Daryl. I’m very pleased with how this turned out, so enjoy! 

Remember I’ll be releasing the new list on Sunday, October 1st!

“Y/N!” Andrea’s voice calling your name made you turn. “You got a minute?”

“Sure,” You said, walking over to her. “What can I do for ya?”

“We’re running low on wood for the fires. I’d get it myself but I was going to do some fishing…” She trailed off.

You nodded. “Say no more, I’m happy to go grab some. Maybe I’ll run into Daryl, he should be coming back this way soon.”

“Whatever motivates you to get it done,” Andrea said with a laugh. “Thanks again.”

“It’s no trouble, I’ve been itching to stretch my legs,” You said. “I’ll see you later Andrea.”

“See you later,” She said. “Be careful out there.”

“Course,” You said, lifting your head in a wave as you walked away. You made sure you had your machete and backup knife before heading into the woods.

“Where you headed off to?” Shane’s voice called from behind you.

“Hey Shane,” You greeted the ex-police officer. “Just off to grab some firewood, Andrea said we were running low and asked if I could grab some since she was going fishing.”

“Mind if I lend a hand?” He asked, falling into step beside you.

You shrugged. “Guess not.” In all honesty, Shane’s presence made you a little uncomfortable, but he had never actually done anything so you had no reason to deny his help. “But you’re taking the heavier pieces.”

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How Jaebum would get your attention :

A/N : this was such a cute request omg !! btw requests are still open !

  • okay so jaebum normally wouldn’t really be a clingy bf but when he wants your attention he’d be the clingiest ! you’d basically have to pry him off of you.
  • he would most likely be clingy after coming from practice because the boys were stressing him out and he’d be so drained so the first thing he’d want to do was hug you and cuddle.
  • he’d approach you and give you a small kiss on the forehead or something.
  • if you payed no attention to him, he would try to distract you from whatever it was you were doing and if you ignored him again he’d turn into the pouttiest baby there ever was.
  • he would probably be annoying and text you even if you were next to him. would text you something like ‘ you’re looking good today, babe ’ with a lil smirk face emoji.
  • if that didn’t work he would say things like ‘ wow i can’t believe my girlfriend doesn’t love me anymore. ’ which would have you rolling your eyes because he’d be so dramatic about it.
  • when you finally payed attention to him he would be so happy bc he misses you and just wants to cuddle before he leaves for work again.
  • nOW the part we’ve all been waiting for !!
  • beware it is gonna r-rated up in here
  •  if he was trying to get your attention for something else *wink wink* he’d make his move when you were standing up
  • he’d wrap his arms around your waist and press himself against you to show you how much he needed you. 
  • he’d leave little kisses on your neck before hitting your sweet spot and lightly sucking on it to mark you his.
  • he’d probably put his hands down your pants to leave you a moaning mess just because he loves teasing you,,
  • after he gets all riled up from hearing you moan his name he’ll flip you around and take you to the bedroom to either make love to you or fuck you into oblivion, there’s no in between ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
father! Wonwoo

anon asks: Are you still doing Requests? If you are I’d like to request wonwoo as a father (with a baby girl plz)

  • literally has read every single korean book about parenting ever
  • and then continues to order all the korean translated parenting books online
  • this was all within the first month of the pregnancy  
  • on the outside, looked like he was completely chill and not worried at all
  • but they didn’t see him staying up late every single night researching which crib would be the best
  • when his gorgeous baby girl was born though, 
  • no one’s simile was bigger than his
  • lowkey scared to change all the diapers at first but got the hang of it eventually
  • occasionally used baby talk to her but honestly tried his best to talk normally as much as possible
  • and tried to get her to say appa before eomma
  • but not bitter at all when her first word was ‘book’ as she cutely tried to grab the book he was reading
  • “she’s definitely your daughter” you laughed 
  • as he was playing with her, he laughs “of course only someone this pretty could be my daughter”
  • you give him an ‘tf’ look amused
  • “and yours of course”
  • shocked when she turned one, like wow oh my god she grew so fast
  • begins taking her everywhere by the time she’s two
  • the convenience store, the park, library
  • to the studio
  • where he shields her from all the members jokingly and says “you are not allowed to touch her until you wash your dirty hands”
  • gets teased by the members when they can finally play with her
  • “were you this happy and cute as a kid too”
  • “man i would’ve paid to see that”
  • simply glares for .1 seconds because he doesn’t want to get mad in front of his daughter
  • helps her pick out her outfits in the morning
  • “this one or this one”
  • “that one!!!”
  • gives that fatherly smile, “that’s what i would’ve picked too”
  • play dates consist of going to a book or music store then eating different foods after
  • and because this happens so much she has her own bookshelf and everything
  • loves it when she picks up a book in the store and gets lost in thought
  • and when she talks to him about the book and explains everything
  • thinks it’s the cutest thing ever
  • after, he tries to take her to as many different restaurants as possible
  • because he doesn’t want her to be a picky eater and cares a lot about nutrition
  • even forces himself to eat seafood in front of her
  • “eat it~ see it tastes so good”
  • “apppaaaa i don’t like it”
  • internally screaming thank you to the gods
  • “that’s okay let’s go eat meat instead remember meat is always best”
  • after they both finish eating, walks or drives home depending on location
  • if it’s a drive then they both will be singing along to ballad songs or mansae
  • curses the members out when a song with curse words plays when he starts the car
  • and laughs nervously when she asks what it means
  • “oh um it’s not important, it’s a really boring word right? i think seventeen is a much better word!”
  • says this because the books say that if you say it’s a bad word they will say it more ;)
  • and if it’s a walk home then the two of them will walk hand in hand and talk about the building or street signs
  • sounds out every word patiently when she mispronounces something
  • explains to her about cars and when to cross the street
  • and how to never ever talk to creepy looking people
  • “never accept food from anyone else besides the halmonis at the stands okay”
  • continues on about things like this because even if she might not understand now, she will one day
  • thinks education is very very important
  • but isn’t really strict on grades and stuff because he believes there are many forms of education
  • really sad when he had to send her to school but simply put a smile on his face and told her she’ll have a lot of fun
  • and to just say something really savage to anyone who tries to bully her
  • because violence is not the answer
  • excitedly asks about her day when she gets home
  • and laughs when he hears she told a boy to “try looking in a mirror” when he called her ugly
  • lowkey triggered though because he was once a boy and this boy probably thinks she’s cute
  • and like duh of course she’s cute
  • “what did you learn today?” 
  • “we learned the alphabet but it was boring because i already know it”
  • “that’s okay because then you can finish everything quickly and go play right?”
  • “YEAH” laughs when she jumps up and down excitedly
  • for the rest of the day they sit side by side while she’s reading a book or playing with his phone or watching tv
  • and he’s just working on music
  • looks at her with so much love when she gets bored and plays with his feet
  • and every night, he tucks her in and reads her a story
  • doesn’t stop reading until she’s completely asleep 
  • leans over to smooth out her hair and presses a kiss to her cheeks
  • “goodnight, i love you~” he whispers before closing the door and going to sleep himself
  • because he’ll need sleep for the next day with his daughter

Originally posted by wouhui


~ admin seri

i’m really happy tanaka seems to be getting his own (VERY LONG OVERDO) arc & i’m also happy he’s finally being seen as a romantic interest in someone’s eyes bcuz i’ve never quite understood why girls didn’t flock after him bcuz he’s SO AMAZING??!

but… i’m also annoyed about everyone saying shit like “WOW we can finally ship tanaka with someone!” cuz like…. you could’ve been shipping him with a bunch of people? nishinoya, ennoshita, sugawara, hinata, etc… the only reason you didn’t is bcuz this fandom seems to have a very shallow view of his character, especially when it comes to his appearance. the majority of you see tanaka as the ~token straight character~ amidst a bunch of non straight characters, most likely influenced by the way that he looks (whether you realize it or not). take nishinoya, for example. noya, like tanaka, has shown interest in women before AND he has a very similar personality to tanaka. yet why is it acceptable to ship nishinoya w/ other male characters (most popular being asahi, obviously) but not tanaka? what makes them so different? (hint: it’s bcuz he doesn’t look like your typical pretty anime boy).

another example is bokuto. here we have another wild, rambunctious character, much like tanaka, who is often shipped with other male characters (the most popular being akaashi, & to a lesser extent from what i’ve seen, kuroo). again, only difference between the two cases is their looks.

now if we’re putting personality characteristics aside for a second. maybe you view tanaka as a straight dude bcuz he’s shown to be attracted to girls on numerous occasions, right? however, as is the case with nishinoya (which i already mentioned above), MANY other main characters have shown the same? some examples: daichi is heavily implied to be interested in yui & sugawara seems to have a crush on kiyoko. yet the heavy majority of the fandom ships those two with other male characters (especially each other??)

so like…. none of these reasons make sense. tanaka has been shown to have very close & deep relationships with so many male characters in haikyuu & the fandom isn’t usually very shy when it comes to multishipping, so i really do think it all boils down to shallow fans who don’t find him handsome enough to really ship him in any serious relationships.

i’ve said this on numerous occassions but i firmly believe that, if tanaka wasn’t bald, not only would he not be as ignored as he is by the fandom (which is another thing altogether lmao), but he would be shipped with other characters a LOT more frequently. it may sound ridiculous & you can argue with me if you wanna, but this really is the only explanation me, and many other tanaka stans, have come up with.

in conclusion, my bisexual king tanaka has always been shippable with other characters, you were all just too weak & too boring to see it BYEEEE~


170714 Donghae’s discharge -  Instalive with Hyukjae! 

* playing ‘Growing Pains’ in the car, Hyukjae singing too ~
* Hae showed us his discharge confirmation card.
* He said he couldn’t greet the fans properly due to safety. There will be D&E fanmeeting, so better watch out~  

Hyuk: (going) Home! 

Hae: Since yesterday midnight, despite the hot weather many fans came so i gained strength this morning.

Hyuk:  I was very nervous and my heart fluttered so much I couldn’t sleep. I think in the morning, (around) 5:30 ~ 6:00 am was when I went to sleep. So before roll call I slept for about 10 minutes and woke up in the morning (wondering) if this is a dream or reality.. I have no words to express how thankful I am.. I am so happy. (Reading someone’s id) I am going home. 

Hyuk: Who are you talking to? You can also talk? 

Hae: Yes.

Hyuk: Can you hear me? Can you hear? Write in Korean, everyone. Wow Mexico.. We have to go back to South America again.

Hae: We should go.

Hyuk: I want to go to South America.. and finally D&E is back. We’ll hurry up with a good album and really give you guys lots of presents. Really at my discharge and Donghae’s, so many of you came but i think we didn’t properly get to say thank you so I feel sorry.. But we have our fanmeeting left, everyone! We should have a good time.  (c) (c)

You fell in love with a blistering sun and forgot to cry out when your lips became singed with pain
Oh, you wanted to devour that love whole and have it illuminate all the darkest parts of you
But it would only burn you alive to have that kind of fire running through your veins.

Forget all the stories written about Icarus—forget the tragedy,
Kiss Apollo on the lips and drink in all the heat that radiates from that touch
As your eyes start to water and his hands start to wander,
Let the tears travel down the length of your face and create the ocean into which you will fall

(Then, only then will you have the strength to look Artemis in the eyes and tell her that her cold shoulder was freezing your heart.
That you wept every night because the stars blanketed you in their vacant stares and you felt vulnerable without her arms around you.
The phases of the moon were a disheartening reminder that she never liked falling asleep next to you, especially when she could be out in the woods finding her next kill.)

You asked the artists to paint Apollo’s face as a wash of anguish as you slipped from his reach;
Golden tears crystallizing in his eyes that would melt only when he forgets how softly you cradled his neck.
It won’t matter anyways, by then the waves will have slid your body beneath a suffocating blanket of rolling blue,
And you’ll have already forgotten the tremble of his breath against your skin

Icarus’ love-struck daze stole his chance to say goodbye, and he begged to be able to as he plummeted to meet the ocean.
You didn’t have anyone left to say goodbye to, so you accepted your fate with spread palms and tried not to think about just how much the impact would hurt.
—  History will stop repeating itself when mortals stop falling in love with gods and goddesses | a.h

Since it’s pride month, decided to make art for once. Also, short storytime:

When I first realized (and identified) that I was het-ace, I didn’t really think much about it since my logic was: if I don’t care, no one else will and nothing will happen. I guess during the time I was slightly afraid of judgement and I didn’t need any shit talk about my sexuality.

Finally, pride month rolled in and it got my thinking; I shouldn’t ‘not care’ about my identity because it’s a part of who I am. I can’t think of anything else to say so: Happy Pride Month to all of you and to fellow aces!

pearlapis bomb day 5: anything!

wow, today is the final day! it was my first pearlapis bomb and i must say it was incredibly fun and also kinda challenging which is cool? i saw so many beautiful pearlapis drawings and i’m happy to know that there are people who apprecaite these two as much as i do :’) i’m looking forward to next pearlapis bomb and hopefully for more interactions in the series HAHA

thank you @steamboat-itchy, the momther of pearlapis, for setting up the whole thing!! sending you lots of love <3 <3 <3

thank you to everyone who participated!! you did a great job and are rad as heck :^)


sarah’s ultimate fic rec (1/?)

this is only part one because i read too much. i’m making this bc i rly needed a place to organize everything (my ao3 bookmarks are a nightmare yikes), so here! have this! it’s categorized by ship, so it should be easy to navigate your way around.

this one only includes the following ships: yoonmin, yoonkook, vmin, taekook & taegi. i tried to limit myself to 10/20ish fics per ship bc i didn’t want it to get too long, so i’ll add the rest later on & i’ll also include other ships in the next post!

total: 20 yoonmin fics, 23 yoonkook fics, 15 vmin fics, 11 taekook fics, 8 taegi fics (77 fics overall).

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car kisses ♡ ethan

requested: yes

anon: Could you write an imagine where y/n and either E or G (Idc which one :)) just started dating and E or G really wants to kiss y/n but he is shy and nervous so she kind of takes the lead and gives him a quick peck at first and he’s all flustered and then it gets heated omg yessssss!! I just thought of this and I can’t wait for you to write it :) please and thank you love!!!

a/n – i seriously hope this was good because I spent lots of time writing this (: so yeah I hope you like it haha sorry if you don’t :(  also sorry its REALLY LONG i got way into this like omg goals but anywayyyyy

Y/B/D = your birthday haha (: 

word count: 1,959

“You’re going on a date with Ethan Dolan?” Your best friend squeals over the video chat you were having. You were getting ready and she had called, and you decided you needed some best friend motivation before this date with the most gorgeous boy you’d ever seen.

“Yes, now what should I wear, casual or like, a dress?” You ask, looking in your closet with a sigh. You were feeling very frustrated with yourself, and very nervous about the upcoming date.

“Well, where are you two going again?” Your best friend asks and turn to look at her,

“This cute little place that’s like an hour away. He says it’s his favorite.” You shrug and you watch her fall back on her bed,

“Goals!” She screams and you laugh,

“Shh!” You giggle and she does the same, getting back up quickly looking like she had an idea.

“Ooh! I know! You could wear that really cute white romper you have, you know, the one with the long sleeves?” She tells you and you grin, “Yeah, and you should wear your hair down. And wear the cute flats that match.” She tells you as you rush into your closet and change into the outfit she picked out.

“You are a blessing!” You say and she laugh, flipping her hair behind her back,

“I know.” She winks, “You look hot!” She says and you look in your mirror, mentally agreeing with her. You did look really good in the outfit. You decided to add a gold necklace and some earrings to complete the look, and you minimized the make-up you put on. You left your hair down, thinking it looked decent enough.

Suddenly your doorbell rang and you sigh in relief because you were the only one in your house today.

“Okay. Have fun then, don’t forget I need details when you come back!” She yells and you roll your eyes, ready to end the call.

“Yeah, yeah. Love you, bye.” You hurriedly end the call and rush downstairs, almost falling down.

You smooth out your romper and take a deep breath, opening your door finally.

You look out the door and see Ethan looking down at his shoes, and he quickly looks up with wide eyes and smiles at you brightly. He was wearing nice jeans and a shirt that fit him perfectly. You were glad you went with something a little more casual, instead of fancy.

He raises his arms and you see a bouquet of flowers in his hands, making you grin slightly. How sweet, “Some flowers for my flower,” He says cheekily making you laugh,

“How cheesy. But still cute, here, come in.” You smile and take the flowers, walking into the kitchen and getting an empty vase to fill it with water.

Ethan walks in hesitantly and follows you, leaning against the wall rather attractively, waiting for you to finish.

“Are you ready for this road trip?” He asks as you put the flowers into the vase, setting them down on the table.

“Yeah. I love road trips.” You inform him and he smirks,

“Good, because this one’s a long one.” He tells you and you shake your head, laughing as you confidently take his hand and lead him out of the house.

When you guys finally hit the road, you decide to put on some music.

“How do you put on music in your car?” You ask, looking at him and waiting for an answer.

He glances at you and then looks back to the road, grabbing his phone and handing it to you, “My phone is already connected to the car and I have Apple Music so, you can look up whatever you want.” He says and smiles at you and you smile back, “The password is 121699,” He tells you and you were genuinely surprised he had given you his passcode.

“Thanks,” You say happily, “Does it mean something?” You ask curiously as you type it in.

“It’s my birthday,” He chuckles, keeping his eyes on the road and your mouth makes an ‘o’ shape,

“That’s a good idea,” You say and he laughs, nodding,

“When’s your birthday?” He asks awkwardly but you didn’t mind, smiling a little at his question. You were happy this wasn’t a super awkward quiet car ride.

“Uhm, Y/B/D ” You tell him and he nods. You could tell he was making a mental note to remember that, which also made you happy.

You click the Music app on his phone and scroll through his song library, “What do you want to listen to?” You ask, continuing to scroll through his songs.

“Put on…” He starts, putting on a thinking face, “Whatever you want.” He shrugs.

“Wow I feel so pressured,” You say and he laughs, “Okay, I think i’m going to put on One dance.” You laugh and he does too.

“That song is so old!” He says and you put your hand above your heart,

“Don’t insult drake!” You say and he bursts out laughing.

When you finally got to the cafe,  it was a little dark outside. The car ride was really fun, and you thought that even if you had just went on the car ride it would be a great date.

You learned a lot about Ethan during the car ride, especially since halfway through you both got bored of listening to music so you played 21 questions instead.

He turned the car off and gets out, walking around just to open the door for you which made you smile. You knew that with this much smiling in one night, your face would start to hurt.

“What a gentlemen,” You compliment him and he smiles,

“Only for you.” He laughs and you do to. You knew Ethan was a sweet boy, but you had never expected this.

When you got into the cafe and got seated, Ethan immediately raised his menu to look through the food.

You raised yours too, except you didn’t look for food to eat, and instead used it to shield you so you could stare at Ethan.

Suddenly Ethan looked up and saw you staring, and wiggled his eyebrows, making you laugh. You wiggled your eyebrows as well, making him laugh. This continued until a kind old women came to ask for which drinks you wanted.

She coughed slightly making you and Ethan straighten up and act civil. You looked at Ethan and held in your laughter, because you could tell he was about to laugh too.

“I would like some water.” He tells the old lady, who, from her name tag, was named Pam.

“Me too please.” You tell her with a straight face and she rolls her eyes playfully.

“Of course. And I’m assuming by how much laughter is coming from this table, you don’t know what you’d like to eat yet?” She says and you and Ethan turn to look at each other sheepishly.

“Uh-” Ethan coughs, “Actually we were waiting for you to tell us what’s good…” He tells Pam and turns to you, giving you a wink making you giggle.

“Many customers here get the number one. It’s like breakfast for dinner, everyone loves it. Especially with coffee.” She adds and you nod understandingly, thinking that you might want that.

“Does it come with pancakes?” You ask the important question that both you and Ethan were thinking.

“Yes.” She replies and you and Ethan order the number one.

As you waited, you laughed harder than you ever had before, and so did Ethan as far as you could tell. You didn’t know why but everything he said or did was very funny, and to him you were hilarious as well.

When the food finally came you both dug in immediately, and you finished your completely much to Ethan’s surprise.

Suddenly Ethan chuckled, seeing a little bit of whipped cream on your bottom lip. He took his thumb and ran it across your bottom lip, wiping it off.

“Thanks,” You say with a small smile on your face and he shrugged. He put some money on the table, enough to pay for the meal and the tip, and stood up, reaching his hand out for you to take, which you gladly did.

“You look tired.” He tells you as you walk out of the cafe hand in hand.

You yawned after he said that, making him laugh. “I am tired.” You say and he nods,

“Me too, Y/N.” He laughs again, and figured that that sound was definitely one of your favorite sounds already. Maybe it’s because you had been hearing so much all night, but either way you loved it .

When you two got in the car, he looked at you before staring the car, looking nervous. This was a look you hadn’t seen on Ethan all night, and that made you a little bit nervous as well.

You look in each others eyes and suddenly his eyes flicker to your lips, and you knew why he was suddenly nervous. It made butterflies erupt in your stomach, and you wanted to kiss him as well.

You took a deep breath, and then quickly pressed your lips to his. You could feel him tense up, but then relax immediately when he realized what was happening. You pulled away and looked to see his reaction, and you saw a very flustered Ethan. His cheeks, and face, really, were all red and you giggled a little.

He looked at you for a moment longer, before gaining confidence and this time, he pressed his lips to yours. This kiss was different from your last, which was slow and new. This one was needy and rough, and you kinda liked it.

“C'mere,” He mumbled and helped you maneuver onto his lap. The steering wheel was sort of digging into your back, but you didn’t really care.

You hands found their way into Ethan’s hair, and he groans a little when you pull on it, making you smirk.

All of the sudden there was a tap on his window, making you jump and Ethan’s eyes widen. His hands rested on your waist as you look at Pam through his window in shock.

You look at Ethan with a “What the hell are we supposed to do now?” look.

He shrugs and you roll your eyes, rolling down the window, “Hey pam!” You say with a smile and when you look at Ethan he had an obviously fake smile on his face, almost making you laugh.

“You kids are way to young to be doing this. Especially not at this Family friendly restaurant! Want to know why I came out here? Because there was a complaint about you two! Now get out of here, lovebirds.” She says in a serious tone but there was a small smile on her face.

You nod and give her a smile, “We’ll go somewhere else.” You say and she nods,

“Come back soon,” She whispers and you nod. When she walks away you look at Ethan only to see him staring right back at you with a grin plastered across his face.

“You’re so cute.” He says randomly, making you blush. You lean and touch your noses together, smiling wide, and give him a quick kiss on the lips. Then you hop off of his lap and back into your seat, putting on your seatbelt.

You look at Ethan and see him frowning, “I liked being in that position.” He says and you laugh.

“I bet you did.”

a/n – GUYS I LOVED THIS SO MUCH GOALS OMG OMG OMG i want to make a part two and like add to this where like they go back to the cafe and he proposes or something idk BUT GUYS


a couple of pre-t vs almost 1 year on T comparison pictures, and then some shirtless post-op selfies!

so, i wanted to make a little progress post for pride month, and just. wow! what a year! its almost my T anniversary, and im over two weeks post-op now and healing up nicely. so much has changed for me in this past year…ive slowly learned to start loving myself and the body im in, and now that ive finally had top surgery i feel truly free for the first time in forever. im comfortable and happy with where i am in life right now, and i want to say to all my trans fellows out there who are struggling: life gets better. life goes on. one day its going to be okay. i know how dark and miserable it can be sometimes, i know how much it hurts to cry yourself to sleep over things you cant control, and i know everything can feel hopeless. but please dont give up on yourself! please hang in there!

and please, feel free to message me if you need support or have questions. im here for you, and i love you <3 happy pride month everybody