wow im actually proud of how this look

i just wanted to draw tim looking really Ticked Off and Wow i am really proud of how it turned out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like i can see myself improving and its the most encouraging feeling in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also I usually just draw whatever’s most convenient kind of but this is an actually accurate representation of my personal headcanon regarding his appearance so im happy about that too

Wow so my first tablet drawing! It only took 13hrs, my hand spazzing, and panic attack but yay…. art! 

I didn’t expect it to be so hard?? like i knew it was going to be bad but just not in the way i was expecting. Like yay if i messed up an arm there’s a a tool to move and re-size it but drawing a straight line… was so hard?? idk but im really sleep deprived (3 days now) so im going to just leave this here.. 

(Also a huge shout out to @eggmcmuffinboy for inspiring me and really anyone else that sees their art! So go check them out its worth it!!)

Recovery

ANON ASKED : Could u do an ashton blurb where u are a recovering drug addict? (I used to do coke but I’m 4 months sober wooooo!)

Pairing: Reader/Ashton

Request: Yes

Rating: R (Drug Trigger Warning)

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“Ash, I’m so sorry.” You said as soon as he walked in the room.

He was in the middle of rehearsal when your friend who was watching over you called him and told him to come home ASAP. You were in his bed suffering from fatigue, anxiety, irritability, insomnia, itching and cold sweats.

“Don’t you dare apologize Y/N. Just focus on getting better.” He said dropping his stuff at the door and walking towards you.

“How long has it been?” He asked.

“A week. I miss it Ash…” You admitted.

“Don’t talk like that.” He hugged you.

“Oh my God, babe you’re burning up.” He said feeling the heat radiating from your skin.

“I was actually about to turn the heat up, I’m freezing.” You said.

“I hate this.” You complained, walking to the bathroom.

“I hate it too. Seeing you this way makes me … I just wish I could take the pain away.” He said walking behind you.

“Thank you for staying. After I told you about my addiction you never changed. I’ve been in and out of rehabs and been through two suicide attempts since and you never left … Why?"  You asked.

"Well for starters why would I leave you when you need me most? Im not going anywhere and that is a promise. Second, I love you and you’re the most important thing to me, it’s gonna take more than a drug addiction to make me leave.” He said, kissing your face and making you smile.

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“Y/N GET YOUR CUTE ASS DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!” Ashton yelled from downstairs.

It had been months since your last usage and Ashton was so proud of you. So proud that he planned the entire day for the two of you.

“I’m coming, I’m coming ! Gosh, calm down.” You said coming down the stairs.

You were wearing a snug, long-sleeved, black dress that hit right above your knees. You wore red heels, red lipstick and red earrings to match.

“Wow. I’m the luckiest guy in the world. You look perfect babe.” He complimented you.

“Thanks Irwin, you don’t look too bad yourself.” You giggled.

“Shall we?” He offered his arm.

“We shall.” You smiled.

Once you got in the car he blind folded you and took you to your favorite restaurant. Afterwards, you headed to the arena to watch tonight’s show.

“Ahhh ! Y/N Im so proud of you!” Luke picked you up.

“We all are !” Calum hugged you once Luke set you down.

“How does it feel?” Michael asked.

“It feels good to be quite honest, I’ve actually never felt better. I couldn’t have done it without you all. You guys saved my life. Thank you.” You

“Awwwwww!” Michael cooed.

“Group hug!” Luke smiled.

“Guys, show time” A stage crew worker told them.

“Wish us luck babe.” Ashton kissed your cheek.

“Break a leg guys.” You smiled, going to the side of the stage.

You sat silently, smiling through their performance. Mid-show Ashton paused and grabbed his microphone, pulling it towards him.

“You guys know my girlfriend Y/N right? Well I have a secret and I really hope she doesn’t mind me sharing because it’s fucking amazing.”

“She used to be addicted to heavy drugs. Like dangerously addicted, addicted for years. However, she’s been sober for months now and I just wanted to let her know how her proud I am.” He said.

You didn’t mind, you wanted to hear what he had to say.

“I have a poem to read too.” He added.

“ Calm me a cheesy boyfriend but she deserves it.” He giggled.

“A shot to kill the pain. A pill to drain the shame. A purge to end the gain. A cut to break the vein. A smoke to ease the crave. A drink to win the game. An addiction is an addiction because it all hurts the same.” He said into the microphone.

Tears stung your eyes as he looked back at you.

“I love you sweetheart. I love you more than those drugs ever did.”

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A/N : Im so proud of you anon ! Congrats ! Please give me feedback everyone (:  Request if you want xx