wow im actually proud of how this look

“Yeah we’re never not gonna be a team…”

I got this pic in my head and was working on it on and off the last couple of days, I like how it turned out as much as I can like anything that I do witch is to say not much. next up is pink zombie boy and then a Dear Evan Hanson pic I’ve also been a’brewin!

- we finally got some teasers for season 4 of the flash

- candice won a saturn award y’all

- candice slayed that red carpet & we got pictures of her being a queen!!!

it’s been a blessed night, im sosososos proud of her, she rly deserved this !!!!

Johnny Soulmate AU

Soulmate au where you have a timer on your wrist that counts down the time until you meet your soulmate and then resets and counts down the time you have left with your soulmate

i feel angsty (even though i suck at angst lmao) and im actually writing and not doing a text scenario? wow be proud of me even though i suck at actual writing

  • 4:27:03
  • Today is the day you meet your soulmate
  •  It starts off like any other day, but knowing that youre going to meet your soulmate today makes you feel all giddy inside
  • Being the hopeless romantic you are, youve dreamed of this moment for so long and now its about to happen. 
  • What’s he going to look like?
  • What is he like? 
  • How are we going to meet?
  • These questions have always gone through your head. And today, youre going to get answers to all of these questions.
  • 3:39:59
  • You had made plans to go out with your friends today to get your mind off of your timer, but you were always checking it to make sure you didnt miss your soulmate
  • 2:01:02
  • “Y/N come on we’re going to the cafe now.”
  • “Sorry im coming”
  • Youre getting more and more anxious about finally meeting him that youre shaking no, barely holding your drink steady
  • “Y/N calm down youre soulmates, he has to like you”
  • “yeah i guess youre right haha”
  • 00:30:48
  • you finally leave the cafe and start walking around the block with your friend
  • but then you realize you forgot your phone at the cafe whoops
  • 00:03:12
  • you sprint back to get your phone when you bump into someone vERY TALL
  • 00:00:00
  • “oh shit im so sorr- oh my god i think we’re soulmates”
  • !!!
  • “yeah um im y/n”
  • “And im johnny. (lmao sorry not sorry) i know this is short notice but would like to go on a date with me?”
  • 04:02:10
  • so yall go on a date to the carnival down the street
  • he wins you a stuffed animal at the ring toss and hes hella proud bc he usually sucks at it
  • 3:30:34
  • ofc you guys go on the ferris wheel and when you get to the top, you share a kiss
  • its slow but full of emotion
  • 2:28:14 
  • its getting late
  • so he walks you back to your place but then you ask him if he wants to cuddle
  • and hes like “shit yeah i do”
  • 1:42:53
  • so yall watch movies and you sit on his lap while his arms wrap around you with his head in the crook of your neck
  • “y/n i know we just met but i love you”
  • “i love you too johnny”
  • yall go back outside for a little walk before you guys officially call it a night
  • 00:47:04
  • thats when you noticed your wrist
  • and you start to cry
  • “johnny im so sorry”
  • “???”
  • and then he notices your wrist too
  • “y/n we didnt know each other long and im so sorry we didnt get that much time together but just know i love you so much and i appreciate this time i had with you”
  • 00:00:30
  • Someone runs by you two and ends up pushing you into the street where a car is seen coming
  • this is it for you
  • you squeeze your eyes shut waiting for the impact
  • 00:00:00
  • but it never comes
  • youre pulled back onto the sidewalk, safe and unharmed
  • but no one can escape fate
  • tears are coming down your face
  • the universe is a cruel being
  • one person saved means another lost
  • youll never forget the man who exchanged his life for yours

Hiiii :DD


Anyways, I’m fairly “new” to studyblr, having only learned of this last July buuuut I followed a loot like a LOT of studyblr and it’s safe to say I’ve been pulled into this pit lol

– a little (about) me (ノ´∀`*)

- aerobic is actually a stupid play in my name “erin” bc my classmates joked abt me being breezy bc “air in” so wow i have air I’m aerobic and shoujo bc i just like to be called shoujo heh /bricked

- i’m 16 & turnin 17 in december

- BUT!! I!! LOOK!! LIKE! 7!!!!!

- tbh how do u people grow and mature those words r not in my vocab ((srsly i need help))

- trash for anime & manga & kpop

- frustrated (1000000x) artist

- amateur writer

- grade 11 STEM, wants to be a geodetic engineer

- but a frustrated Math & Chem & Physics student

- improved my grades a lil bit in those first 2 tho ha liar THANKS TO STUDYBLR COMMUNITY I GOT A HOLD OF MY LYFF

- loves Geology and Astronomy

- originally wanted HUMSS (still wants it now)

- bc i love literature (? DO I TAKE HUMSS FOR THIS UHG THIS SYSTEM)

- So I learned to love STEM (one reason I made it so far is bc of bujo + pretty notes sml)

- but I’m scared of the future bc i may get kicked out if i failed MY SCHOOL HAS RETENTION POLICY SMH

- a binary squish who gets stressed easily

- i love pens so much ????? especially cheap ones that write vvv nice
- also highlighters i want to highlight everything

- has a derranged sense of aesthetic

- im just going to end this now w/ my fave studyblrs

@emmastudies @elkstudies @eintsein @oikawastudies
@studyign @studypetals @academiix @studylustre @rhubarbstudies

wOW I STILL GOT MORE TO SAY lol jk that was too long and i hope my obssesion w/ bujo and pretty notes will last just as long ( ㅇ ㅅ ㅇ )

Tchau!! :DD Hope to get along well w everyone~

Ok so @bax16 i saw the photos you tagged me in and i was gonna make a joke about “wow im so proud of a tree learning how to hold a bow” but then i realized that it… actually… was…??? I’ve never seen that. I’ve never seen [what looked like, bc that camo made it hard to tell] somebody mount their bow to the tree and then stand there looking down the sight. Is the mount easily detachable, and its just there so his arms don’t get tired holding it? Or is it maybe on a swivel (which still seems inefficient bc it would have less field of range than if he held it himself). I’m just really confused and intrigued? Why are you not holding your bow good sir?

Wow so my first tablet drawing! It only took 13hrs, my hand spazzing, and panic attack but yay…. art! 

I didn’t expect it to be so hard?? like i knew it was going to be bad but just not in the way i was expecting. Like yay if i messed up an arm there’s a a tool to move and re-size it but drawing a straight line… was so hard?? idk but im really sleep deprived (3 days now) so im going to just leave this here.. 

(Also a huge shout out to @eggmcmuffinboy for inspiring me and really anyone else that sees their art! So go check them out its worth it!!)


ANON ASKED : Could u do an ashton blurb where u are a recovering drug addict? (I used to do coke but I’m 4 months sober wooooo!)

Pairing: Reader/Ashton

Request: Yes

Rating: R (Drug Trigger Warning)


“Ash, I’m so sorry.” You said as soon as he walked in the room.

He was in the middle of rehearsal when your friend who was watching over you called him and told him to come home ASAP. You were in his bed suffering from fatigue, anxiety, irritability, insomnia, itching and cold sweats.

“Don’t you dare apologize Y/N. Just focus on getting better.” He said dropping his stuff at the door and walking towards you.

“How long has it been?” He asked.

“A week. I miss it Ash…” You admitted.

“Don’t talk like that.” He hugged you.

“Oh my God, babe you’re burning up.” He said feeling the heat radiating from your skin.

“I was actually about to turn the heat up, I’m freezing.” You said.

“I hate this.” You complained, walking to the bathroom.

“I hate it too. Seeing you this way makes me … I just wish I could take the pain away.” He said walking behind you.

“Thank you for staying. After I told you about my addiction you never changed. I’ve been in and out of rehabs and been through two suicide attempts since and you never left … Why?"  You asked.

"Well for starters why would I leave you when you need me most? Im not going anywhere and that is a promise. Second, I love you and you’re the most important thing to me, it’s gonna take more than a drug addiction to make me leave.” He said, kissing your face and making you smile.


“Y/N GET YOUR CUTE ASS DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!” Ashton yelled from downstairs.

It had been months since your last usage and Ashton was so proud of you. So proud that he planned the entire day for the two of you.

“I’m coming, I’m coming ! Gosh, calm down.” You said coming down the stairs.

You were wearing a snug, long-sleeved, black dress that hit right above your knees. You wore red heels, red lipstick and red earrings to match.

“Wow. I’m the luckiest guy in the world. You look perfect babe.” He complimented you.

“Thanks Irwin, you don’t look too bad yourself.” You giggled.

“Shall we?” He offered his arm.

“We shall.” You smiled.

Once you got in the car he blind folded you and took you to your favorite restaurant. Afterwards, you headed to the arena to watch tonight’s show.

“Ahhh ! Y/N Im so proud of you!” Luke picked you up.

“We all are !” Calum hugged you once Luke set you down.

“How does it feel?” Michael asked.

“It feels good to be quite honest, I’ve actually never felt better. I couldn’t have done it without you all. You guys saved my life. Thank you.” You

“Awwwwww!” Michael cooed.

“Group hug!” Luke smiled.

“Guys, show time” A stage crew worker told them.

“Wish us luck babe.” Ashton kissed your cheek.

“Break a leg guys.” You smiled, going to the side of the stage.

You sat silently, smiling through their performance. Mid-show Ashton paused and grabbed his microphone, pulling it towards him.

“You guys know my girlfriend Y/N right? Well I have a secret and I really hope she doesn’t mind me sharing because it’s fucking amazing.”

“She used to be addicted to heavy drugs. Like dangerously addicted, addicted for years. However, she’s been sober for months now and I just wanted to let her know how her proud I am.” He said.

You didn’t mind, you wanted to hear what he had to say.

“I have a poem to read too.” He added.

“ Calm me a cheesy boyfriend but she deserves it.” He giggled.

“A shot to kill the pain. A pill to drain the shame. A purge to end the gain. A cut to break the vein. A smoke to ease the crave. A drink to win the game. An addiction is an addiction because it all hurts the same.” He said into the microphone.

Tears stung your eyes as he looked back at you.

“I love you sweetheart. I love you more than those drugs ever did.”


A/N : Im so proud of you anon ! Congrats ! Please give me feedback everyone (:  Request if you want xx