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hermione still flinches when ron’s hands brush her neck and she doesn’t understand why she does, because the cold, metal sting and everything that happened later, is painfully different from his soft palms. she stops wearing perfume, and starts casting protection charms.

remus despises his nature so much that the scars on his body are from his own hands. he knows what the taste of wolfsbane is when it doesn’t quite work; bitter and unmistakably sweet—it’s sirius’s blood when he goes too far.

ginny’s hands shake uncontrollably when she writes for hours at a time. the words will start to swim across the page and mix and scramble into anagrams. hi, i’m tom. what’s your name? hi, i’m tom. what’s your name? hi, i’m tom. what’s your na—

pansy knows what it’s like to cast unforgivables on first years. she learns how to enunciate the words with refined perfection, and learns how to want to hurt them. she throws up in the abandoned washroom after every lesson, and finds comfort in the absent arms of moaning myrtle.

ron faints everytime he apparates. he’ll wake up in hermione’s lap; his hair wet against his forehead, and his arms heavy with sweat. he always reaches for his shoulder and visibly relaxes when blood doesn’t rub off his fingers. he doesn’t know how to control his anger either, and feels the shame creep into his skin whenever hermione looks at his chest. he knows that she’s looking for the locket because he wishes that was what he could lay his blame on.

tom falls in love at the age of twelve—watched glimmering jewels glide down his own hand and pool at the bland tiles in the orphanage; started fires just to keep things lively. he collects followers like sheep in a mindless herd and finds that the acclaimed intricacies of a human brain is much more dull than he had imagined. he holds fear like a baby would with a blanket and spends nights wishing he had more time. he dies knowing he never had enough.

draco knows what it’s like to have your mind violated and out bare for all the world to see. he remembers severus saying that veritaserum has no taste, and discovers that he was wrong. the so called non dimensional potion is much too similar to the taste of the silent pleas he shouted when he watched snatchers salivate at the sight of his mother, or the copper droplets of red that sprinkled the surface of his cracked lips when he watched children slaughtered in the blink of an eye.

sirius has spent his entire childhood without the warmth of a mother’s embrace or the reassuring words of a father. he tells himself he’s okay with it—that he would rather have no family than one that wished his friends dead. he doesn’t know what to think when he has neither family or friends alive—the only embrace he will ever feel again is the one that lurks behind bars in his azkaban cell.

luna stops searching for wrackspurts, and instead, starts organizing her fathers office. she should be relieved when people stop calling her loony lovegood but all she feels is the absence of her imagination. war, it seemed, was not an adventure, but an old friend that came at inconvenient times in history.

harry doesn’t want to start a family because every father he has ever had has been hurt at his own expense. ginny rocks his body against her chest and brushes the tears away from his eyes as soon as they fall. she tells him that he’ll learn how to be a father—that it will come as naturally as magic had. the sharp pain that lodges inside of him whenever albus retreats back into his room is reflected so blatantly on ginny’s face. he wishes that he were a blind man so that he never had to see his mistakes out in the open, and rubs at his fading scar.

despite the years that had passed, it seemed that all was not well.

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anonymous asked:

In the future, when Nikolai Plisetsky is dead, Yuri's cat (I call her Niva) dies. Yuri's cat was a gift from Nikolai, so Yuri is devastated, because he's lost one of the only things his grandpa left behind. Niva's irreplacable, so Yuri is FURIOUS when Otabek gives him a new cat. He feels like Otabek's assuming Niva can easily be replaced. Yuri won't talk to him for days, then he realizes: He's lost a cat given to him by someone special, and the person who gave him the new one is special as well.

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WOW MY DEAR ANON… you just punched me right in the feels… I’m so emotional right now SOBS THANK YOU FOR THIS, IT’S BOTH SO HEARTBREAKING AND SO BEAUTIFUL ;///u///; <33333333333333

The X-Files and Stranger Things exist within the same universe and here’s why:

Hawkins, Indiana 1983

Eleven escapes from a US Department of Energy National Laboratory and over the course of the series we discover that she exists as a weapon to fight against the Russians in the cold war. But is that really her purpose? We’re supposed to believe that she developed telekinesis in the womb due to LSD and sensory deprivation experiments on her mother? Why is she Eleven and and not One and how many others are there? Who is authorizing the men who run this “US Department of Energy” lab in Hawkins? 

The X-Files can answer these questions.

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Vaguely horrifying thought: What if becoming Paladin's extends their lives? Like, these are machines made for long lasting aliens, their very beings are being melded with giant robot space lions and our very human paladins could be looking at a future where they don't really fit in on Earth anymore even after they've saved the galaxy

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anonymous asked:

omgomgomgomgomgomgomg you gave monster 10 a date i think i'm going to cry wow i'm so excited my acne is clearing my grades are improving and scientists invented a time machine that can fast forward through Tr*mp's presidency i'm so hype 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

Thank you, I’m glad you’re excited about it :)

It's 10 am on Easter and it's already story time kids:

So, my abusive ex best friend during thanksgiving, brought my family a turkey, right? Well, we already had a god damn turkey, so we’re like, okay cool we’ll put it in the freezer and have it later. No big deal. Well, now it’s Easter and I come upstairs where my dad has just put the turkey in the oven and I’m like…that smells kinda…like shit. But I mean, I’m not gonna outright say that to his face, so I just kinda shut up. About a half hour later, we come back from running errands and the second we step into the house, we’re hit with the most gag worthy, ‘string me up and kill me’ smell in the world. Like, I cannot stress enough how absolutely RANK it smelled and now the whole house just reeks right? So my dad, kinda steps into my moms bedroom where she’s sitting and he’s just like, “I think the turkey is bad.” Like, you fucking think???? Of course I start flipping out and start opening every window in the house right away because I DONT HAVE TO BE NICE ANYMORE ITS A FRIGGIN SPOILED ASS TURKEY! And everyone’s talking about how awful it smells and how we now have 0 idea what to eat for dinner. Its just another wonderful gift given by my shitty ex friend. I’m blessed. It’s been a wild ride today already guys.

Hey, so you know how I was taking commissions and donations? Well, between then (when I first asked) and now, shit has quite literally hit the fan. I’m not going to get into it with you guys, but basically my mom has a habit of dropping the ball, so to speak, and putting a fuckton of pressure on me to help provide for the family however I can. She relies on my financial aid way too much and since I’m not getting it for another month, she’s putting even more pressure on my shoulders. That’s why I’m still open to writing commissions and accepting donations. 

The prices for commissions are on my personal blog: http://trashlynns.tumblr.com/coms

I’m also accepting Paypal donations at: ashlynn.armendariz@gmail.com

There’s nothing I hate more than having to ask for help, but my mom’s leaving a lot of shit up to me now. Ever since my dad died a couple years back, a lot of the responsibility to keep the family afloat has been put on my shoulders, so I’m pretty much the ‘dad’ of the family at this point. If my mom isn’t going to try scrounging up some money, I guess I’ve gotta do it. 

I bet Mike and El playing Hide and Seek would be really cute but turn real emotional in .2948293 seconds because when it’s El’s turn to hide and Mike has finished counting, he’d just be like looking around the area saying “El, where are you?” in a happy manor but slowly his smile fades and his voice becomes quiet as he remembers the moment after she disappeared in the school. And he just breaks down into sobs and El comes out of her hiding place and tries to figure out why he’s upset and she’s just like “I’m right here Mike, you found me” and she hugs him, hoping it will make him feel better and it does because he knows that he’ll never loose her again…

HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY TO THE BRITNEY ALBUM!!

THIS ALBUM IS AMAZING! WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE SONGS FROM THIS ALBUM?

WITH THIS ALBUM CAME WITH AN AMAZING TOUR DREAM WITHIN’ A DREAM TOUR! MY FAVORITE TOUR OF BRIT’S!

I REMEMBER SKIPPING SCHOOL WITH MY SISTER AND MY DAD TOOK US TO KMART TO BUY BRITNEY’S ALBUM! WE WENT TO KMART BECAUSE THEY WERE GIVING AWAY A FREE BRITNEY POSTER! I STILL HAVE IT ON MY DOOR TIL THIS DAY! WE BOUGHT 2 BRITNEY ALBUMS BECAUSE WE BOTH HAD TO HAVE ONE!

I can’t believe it has been 10 years!! :’)

SHARE YOUR MEMORY’S WITH ME!!???