- lemme ramble for a minute, skip further down if you’re not interested in what happened and why I went awol -
A little while ago (I’m actually not sure when it was now), I logged off tumblr and most of my social media linked to this, deleting friends left and right just because.
Well, the reason was my deteriorating mental health, but I didn’t realise that until I went to see a doctor.
It wasn’t even exam season and I was so overwhelmed with people and attention and expectations that I felt that friends I had made here hated me, didn’t need me despite anything they said and I lied to make them feel that I was the bitch who was going to leave for no reason. Well, I mean I was and I guess I still am, but the no reason was a lie.
I didn’t want pity or people offering help. I’m independent and I like taking care of myself in the way that I don’t need others to help me. I decided that was what would be best for me.
I’m sure you’re familiar with my pack.
I am the heartless piece of shit who just up and left without a goodbye, who decided that I needed a break and didn’t consult with anyone.
On top of that, my phone also broke so even if I wanted to I couldn’t come back on here or anything.
I love every single person I just left, I just couldn’t understand what was going on with me and fight or flight kicked in and flight it was. I’m so sorry to everyone. Especially the pack.
- real talk, stuff you need to read -
I disappeared because of mental health issues but I am back on a part time basis.
I am going to be answering questions and stuff, all asks in my inbox, and I will try to reconnect with you all as possible.
I apologise for disappearing without a word. However, I will not be as active as I once was, I am going to finish my last year of school and then gonna start all over again. I will finish the Halsey series finally, BUT
I AM AFRAID I WILL BE ABANDONING ANY PAST REQUESTS. PLEASE SEND THEM IN TO TALENTED WRITERS SUCH AS ELLIE OR ANYONE PART OF THE PACK OR WHOEVER I DO NOT MIND BUT IF YOU SENT ME A REQUEST THAT I HAVE NOT WRITTEN I WILL NOT BE WRITING IT.
I will post a full list of all requests I will e abandoning this week sometime.
I am going to university in September, and I am going to start another blog, which will be multi-fandom. I will leave this blog up with a link to my master list and to my new blog.
I just need to start this cluttered mess again tbh.
Once again, I apologise for leaving, I don’t care what I get in my inbox tbh, but I will be restarting things to clear my plate. I’ll keep you updated.
Halsey series will hopefully be finished by May, but I cannot say for sure. I have so many deadlines I’m quite dead rn tbh, I just missed having you all here tbh.
I love you all, thank you for sticking with me, there are things coming soon I promise.
As I’m catching up with The Flash, here are some of my thoughts:
-Tom Felton has done it again. I love Julian Albert and if he dies (which he very well might) I will cry.
-Barry I need you to fUCKING STOP
-Wow Iris I’m so sorry that your boyfriend loves you and cares about you and would’ve proposed anyway eventually but decided to do it sooner because it might save your life wow and he can’t live without you wow I’m so sorry that must be so hard to be loved that much wow
-I’m trying really hard to like Iris
-Why are all y'all acting like teenagers chill your hormones, there’s this thing called rational thinking you should try it
-Jesse L. Martin was everything in Rent and he continues to be everything
-shit I ship Snowbert just let Cait be happy and also can we like not have Julian die coo’ thx
-Wow Iris your life is so hard you won’t be remembered by anyone not your loving significant other or your protective father or your caring brother or any of your friends or anyone you’ve ever worked with nope they all are definitely going to forget you wow that sucks wow
-Julian is a saint
-GIVE CISCO A GIRLFRIEND PLS LET HIM BE HAPPY
-Barry I said sTOP
Because I love this child and he needs more love, especially his relationship with Yuuri ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
While Phichit is an incredibly friendly lovable cinnamon roll, he won’t stand for anything threatening his best friend Yuuri, even if the threat happens to be someone Yuuri loves. Yuuri clearly adores the Victor he knows now (just as much as he idolized the distant figure in the past), but Phichit won’t forget how much Victor hurt Yuuri in the past, unintentional or not.
I headcanon that on top of being a skilled figure skater, Phichit is an academic genius who skipped grades and entered college in Detroit super early where he met Yuuri, which explains their long acquaintance despite the age difference. He is very, VERY protective of Yuuri. I’ll put up a more detailed headcanon post later (and if there’s interest, possibly prequel comic of pre-YOI anime Detroit college days).