So I finally went through omgeverythingplease and here are things that I didn’t know
Bitty is OBSESSED with food. OBSESSED.
Boy has a *problem*
Like I know we like to headcanon that Bitty goes into some sort of media, but he’s more likely to become a food critic. Basically he’s more into the “baking” part of “baking vlog” than the “vlog” part.
Holster is a grumpy messy bitch.
For real, the team seriously debated who was grumpier: Jack or Holster
(for like, a hot second, before the answer became obvious)
(It’s Jack. Jack is the grumpiest)
Ransom and Bitty are very close friends. Close enough that Bitty chirps Holster that he’s being replaced via tweet.
Ransom and Bitty get PSLs from “ ‘Bucks”.
That is a quote. Eric Richard Bittle has called Starbucks, ‘Bucks.
(I bet he calls Target, Tar-zhay too)
This one was a bit more analytical: we found out about Jack coaching peewee via Bitty’s twitter
Bitty is the one who tells us that the Jack says the kids call him “Coach Z”
Because Bitty is the one who typed out the tweet, if the kids called Jack “Coach Zed”, he would have spelled out “Zed.”
Therefore we can assume that the kids called Jack “Coach Zee” and not “Coach Zed”
However this revelation by Jack was immediately followed by a debate over Zee vs. Zed. So who really knows?
I still don’t know how either of them pronounces “pecan”
Good news- the small child was perfectly enchanted by her mermaid surprise unlike the first mermaid party I did where the birthday girl wanted to be as FAR AWAY FROM THE MERMAID AS POSSIBLE
they wheeled me out on a desk chair which was pretty hilarious but actually worked a lot better than a Throne of Dads
and then omfg to get me in the pool
they put me in one of those disability chairs that you sit in and it sloooooowly lowers you into the pool
so I just sat in it, princess-waving for a full 5 minutes while I’m majestically lowered into the water. hilarious
Unlike the last party I actually was SWIMMING the whole time! They plopped me right into the deep end and I paddled around with the kids (who had floaties on and were swimming with their parents). Birthday girl was more than happy to show Marina the Mermaid how she can dunk her head in the water and jump off the side into her mom’s arms (she had just turned 4). Super cute.
Aries: “You weren’t just a part of my life you were all of it. Now I can’t let you go without losing myself too”
Taurus: “Sometimes I’ll walk the same paths we used to tread together, go to the cafes we used to eat in together, lay on the side of the bed you used to sleep in. I wonder if you do the same”
Gemini: “I should have known. When I slept next to and woke up to a different person, when I wished for a side of you I thought was there, and when I stopped expecting you to keep your promises.”
Cancer: “There’s a very fine line between understanding someone and making up excuses for someone, and I guess I was just too dumb to see it”
Leo: “I’d like to think it was all your fault. But now I see that it’s also mine. I shouldn’t have let you hurt me, and I shouldn’t have let you be the one to end it”
Virgo: “You’re not allowed to call me a bitch or an idiot for leaving. I realized that I deserved better than you, and you should have realized that you weren’t worth my time”
Libra: “It’s not that there’s too much, it’s actually because there’s a lack of it. I don’t hate you, I just don’t care. There’s nothing left to feel, you’ve exhausted and you’ve drained me”
Scorpio: “It’s funny how much you meant to me. it’s funny how close we used to be. It’s funny walking by you in the halls, it’s like passing by a universe light years apart, yet inches away”
Sagittarius: “You don’t get to hurt me anymore, and don’t be surprised that your heart’s broken. I was simply returning the favor”
Capricorn: “From time to time I wondered what it would have been like if I had never let you go. But then I remembered that it would have been like being tied down to a weight, and suddenly flying alone didn’t seem too bad”
Aquarius: “Love is weird. It made me believe in something that wasn’t there, rely on someone that wasn’t there”
Pisces: “I hate how your presence has bled into every corner of my life. I can’t even turn on the radio without crying, remembering how you would sing all these songs with me”
this one person just saved one of my pins of a yellow ukulele to a hunk character board… how could we have been so blind? just imagine him strumming mindless little tunes on a lazy sunday morning, with lance’s head laying on his lap. then all of them humming to a song he plays while they are just doing their own thing. Lance and Pidge ironically singing wonderwall. Keith forcing Hunk to learn some twenty one pilots songs. Him smiling and softly singing along to house of gold with hunk.
Hunk plays the uke, sorry I don’t make the rules.
NOTE: This fic includes songs and lyrics from various musicals, so scattered throughout are links to youtube videos for those songs. Enjoy!
Chat Noir loves musicals.
It really shouldn’t surprise me. Cats exists, of course he loves musicals. After he found out I’m into musicals, it’s all he talks about when we’re on patrol. But I can’t even remember how we got on the subject. I think I was humming a few bars of ‘76 Trombones’ from The Music Man one day and he recognized it instantly. He started talking about various musicals he’d seen, either live or recorded, musicals he wanted to see (Hamilton and The Lion King topped the list), and his favorite songs from each. Which leads me to my second discovery.
Rap Monster: He had been gone all day, working at the studio and came home to you asleep on the couch with your headphones in. He picked up your phone to see that you were playing the Wings album on repeat, having his song in particular playing over and over. He smiled and moved your hair out of your face and placed a small kiss on your lips. He remembered you telling him at one point that you listen to his music when you felt sad or alone which made him a bit upset but he understood.
“I’m here now darling. No need to feel alone.”
Suga: You had gone down to the studio to spend some time with Suga since you knew he wasn’t going to be home very much for the next little while. You laid down on the couch they had in the studio and closed your eyes and fell asleep listening to Suga practice some of his new lines. Namjoon nudged Suga and pointed over in your direction. Suga smiled and went over and placed a sweatshirt over your body. He leaned down and kissed your forehead and walked back over to Namjoon.
“She falls asleep to my voice almost every night. I kind of expected this to happen.”
Jin: You and Jin were enjoying your time together, just watching a movie while laying in bed when you looked up and admired his face. He smiled and looked back down at you. “What?” he would asked only to have you shake your head. You looked back to the tv then back at him again. “Y/n what?” You shook your head again this time Jin lifted your chin so you were looking at him once more. “What is it y/n? I know you want to ask me something.” You let out a deep sigh and finally replied, “Can you sing me to sleep? Please?” His smile would grow and he would lean down and kiss your nose.
“Always, my love.”
J-Hope: Jhope was out with his friends, just enjoying his time out with his guy friends when you decided to check up on him. “I’ll be back pretty late, what’s up?” He would text back. You didn’t want to tell him you couldn’t sleep but you did anyways. “I can’t sleep..” “Do I need to come home?” You didn’t want to say yes but in the end, you just wanted to fall asleep to his voice. “Too late I’m coming home.” He came home about twenty minutes later, crawling into bed behind you and wrapping you in his arms. “Sing to me?” You asked.
“You’re so cute. Of course.”
Taehyung: You had recently watched an old movie with Taehyung, causing him to fall in love with the music in the movie. He had taken the time to download and listen to the whole album of the movie, singing it almost all the time. He was in the kitchen, doing the dishes when you heard him seeing “Fly Me To The Moon” by Frank Sinatra. “Tae?” You would call out. He would stop singing, lifting his head up from the dishes. “Hmm?” “Nothing. I just really like that song.” He smiled and and began singing it again until he noticed that you had fallen asleep. You usually fall asleep with headphones in so when he went over to help you to your bed, he noticed your sleep playlist was filled with songs he sang and even his own songs.
“My girl, falling asleep to my voice. That’s so CUTE!”
Jimin: Jimin had spent the week at home with you while he was on his break. Every night, he would sing you to sleep, letting you lay in his arms has you two cuddled together. The time had come for him to leave again so he could go back on tour. You two hadn’t said anything but you knew both knew it was going to be hard. Jimin had disappeared for a couple of hour the night before he had to leave. When he come home, he knocked on the door to have you open it to him holding a huge teddy bear and a small basket. He sat down the bear and handed you a CD with the words ‘sing me to sleep’ on it.
“I got you this bear that I sprayed with my cologne and this CD is something I made so that you can fall asleep to my voice every night. Kind of like I never left and before you know it, I’ll be home.”
Jungkook: Jungkook kind of knew that you liked to fall asleep to him singing over even talking. He started to catch on when you’d cuddle up to him when he was talking on the phone with someone or practicing his vocals. Finally, he had just come out and told you that he knew you did it. Your face would go bright red but continued to pull out your phone to show him your playlist of his covers that he did throughout the year. “I really can’t sleep without hearing your voice.” He would pull you into his arms and kiss the top of your head.
“Honestly, I just fell ten times more in love with you and your cute face.”
“I was looking at you and I was thinking… I really would love to sing a song, just you and me and this guitar, and see how loud the singing can possibly get in a stadium full of 76,000 people. What do you think?”
I’ve seen many Ryden lists floating around in the abyss of Tumblr, but now I’m creating an ultimate list with not only Panic! songs but Young Veins and solo work as well. This includes all popular fan theory, intrepretaions, & some of my theories as well. This will be mostly in order of release (or tracks on an album). Here we go! ☟
This Green Gentleman (Things Have Changed)(written by Ryan)
see under Northern Downpour for Seattle Theory
later Brendon sings “I never said I’d leave this city, I never said I’d leave Seattle”
I Have Friends in Holy Spaces(written by Brendon)
“You remind me of a former love that I once knew… We were holding hands walking through the middle of the street It’s fine with me, I’m just taking in the scenery“
“You remind me of a few of my famous friends Well, that all depends what you qualify as friends“ more than friends?
“I’m just saying that I like it a lot More than you think, if the sun would come out and sing with me” sun/moon theory
Northern Downpour(written by Ryan)
ahh yes … the most popular Holy Grail of Ryden lore (unless you fancy Myrtle Beach more)
the birth of the Seattle Theory ☟
Ryan was in New York at his 21st birthday party. Brendon was in Seattle. Ryan supposedly (aka definitely) took the red-eye flight from NY to Seattle to be with Brendon. A fan took a picture with them in Seattle. Ryan was still wearing the same clothes! The fan stated that the pair went out together.
Northern Downpour was written about this ☝ experience according to Ryden fans.
“I missed your skin when you were east.”
Ryan has also said that he always wanted to settle down in Seattle.
also see This Green Gentleman for rest of Seattle Theory
Ryan once told Brendon to “pay special attention to the line”: “I know the World’s a broken bone, but melt you headaches call it home.” Later after the band split Brendon breaks down singing this line.
Beebo cries during this song so much tbh.
Brendon no longer performs it.
“Hey moon, please forget to fall down” This line is believed to be sun/moon theory, but I personally think they mean they never want the night to end.
When The Day Met The Night(written by Ryan)
2nd verse male pronouns?
Mad as Rabbits(written by Ryan)
considered the Panic! LGBTQ+ anthem (along with G/G/B)
“Reinvent Love” - originally a line from Arthur Rimbaud who was openly gay. He wrote, “I don’t like women. I like men. We must reinvent love.” Some believe this idea of love became the concept of Pretty Odd.
In the final seconds of the final album with Panic! At The Disco as complete band together, Brendon and Ryan together harmonize on this defining line: Reinvent Love.
Ryan often wore the reinvent love slogan. Except there is a photograph of him wearing Brendon ♥ on a headband.
Take A Vacation!(written by Ryan - The Young Veins)
sad because Ryan originally wrote this song among others to be on the next Panic! album after Pretty Odd
Cape Town(written by Ryan - The Young Veins)
The band performed its last show together here.
This is where Ryden fans say Ryden broke up.
When asked what happened in Cape Town, Zack responded: almost exactly the lyrics.
“I loved you, I left you in Cape Town”
“Woke me in the morning, asked me if I meant it, I didn’t” This is Ryan’s POV. In The Calendar by Brendon (a song that Brendon confirmed was about the breakup), he says “And I meant everything I said that night. I will come back to life but only for you.”
Ryan said the split was like breaking up with a girlfriend.
The Other Girl (written by Ryan - The Young Veins)
“Don’t have much to say right now, Cause I’m trying to figure out, Why he’s with the other girl”
Lie To The Truth(written by Ryan - The Young Veins)
“When I started out writing you this song I was heels over head in love” Ryan started writing TAV while Panic! was still together.
“But you had your doubts cause it took to long to finally see what I what I’d been doin wrong”
“I tried to love you but You still loved him so I’ll ignore my heart and lie to the truth I’ll lie to the truth”
“A love of mine once said ‘The best part about you was me’“ Brendon would say that.
Here it is ladies & gentlemen & non identifying beautiful peoples: “I know I broke your heart. Mine is broken, too. Now if we’re even, then why are we both blue?” This completely sums up their breakup. And the icing on the cake? Here’s Brendon’s direct response from “Hallelujah”: “Being blue is better than being over it.” Cue explosions… and tears.
Last lines of the song: “We tried to be true, but you still loved him, so I’ll keep my distance, And lie to the truth, I lie to the truth, I lie to the truth, Cause you lied to it too”
The truth that they were in love? Did they lie to it?
And here we arrive to the V & V pit, where we can see how hard it is for Beebo to be subtle. P.S. It’s impossible.
Memories (written by Brendon)
“He was the congregation’s vagrant” Perhaps Brendon referring to himself since he used to be Mormon. “With an unrequited love” ahh there it is
Hurricane(written by Brendon)
“Cause they know, I know that they don’t look like me. Oh, they know, I know that they don’t sound like me.” Young Veins & Panic!’s difference in style
“But he didn’t come and speak to me, Or put my heart at ease.”
Always(written by Brendon)
“It was always you falling for me.”
The Calendar (written by Brendon)
This is previously mentioned.
Confirmed to be about the band breaking up.
“And I meant everything I said that night I will come back to life, But only for you” (see under Cape Town)
“Put another ex on the calendar, Summer’s on its deathbed” sun/moon theory
“at night your body’s a symphony, and I’m conducting” I got nothin.
Nearly Witches(originally written by Ryan but changed & used by Brendon)
Ryan made original demo. Brendon made it a very pop-like song.
Brendon changed Ryan’s “as a boy” to “as a girl”.
Brendon sings Ryan’s “Here I am composing a burlesque” very mockingly.
Bittersweet(written by Brendon)
“I’ve been to Tokyo and to South Africa” a response to Ryan’s Cape Town lyric
“You could tell me secrets that I’ll probably repeat I’m not trying to hurt you, I just love to speak”Ryan = shy, Brendon = big mouthed
Nicotine(written by Brendon)
Someone said Brendon has denied it, but in the intro it sounds like he is saying “I love you Ryan Ross but not right now.”
Lonely Moonlight (written by Ryan - solo)
“I wandered through the sunshine, remembering when you were mine”
“Someone I love, loves someone else” Oh. My.
Where I Belong (written by Ryan - solo)
aka rip my heart out and tear it to shreds… then throw it under a bus
“If you wanna see the Sun…” sun/moon theory
“I know I should have never left, I’d gotten tired of being buried” Ryan still wants to be a part of the band even though he didn’t get to sing his own words. He was supposed to be the frontman, and he was the lyricist but kinda got buried behind Brendon, who’s the lead singer.
“I hope that I’ve still got your help” return?
Hallelujah(written by Brendon)
see under Lie To The Truth by Ryan
Golden Days(written by Brendon)
Old Panic! was the Golden Days
Could “pile of polaroids” be A Picture With Books?
This is so throam.
House of Memories(written by Brendon)
umm who is Brendon’s greatest memory - Ryan
“I think of you from time to time, More than I thought I would, You were just too kind, And I was too young to know”
“Those thoughts of past lovers, They’ll always haunt me, I wish I could believe, You’d never wronged me”
and the final crescendo of Ryden songs…
Impossible Year(written by Brendon)
Brendon wrote this song right after the band broke up. (This is confirmed.) Meaning “this impossible year” is his year without Ryan!
“There’s no sunshine, this impossible year” sun/moon theory
“There’s no sunshine This impossible year Only black days and sky grey And clouds full of fear *feeling of fear and sadness And storms full of sorrow That won’t disappear Just typhoons and monsoons This impossible year”
“There’s no good times This impossible year Just a beachfront of bad blood And a coast that’s unclear *unclear future without Ryan All the guests at the party They’re so insincere They just intrude and exclude This impossible year“
“There’s no you and me *!!! This impossible year Only heartache and heartbreak And gin made of tears The bitter pill I swallow The scars souvenir That tattoo, your last bruise This impossible year“
“There’s never air to breathe There’s never in-betweens These nightmares always hang on past the dream“
“There’s no sunshine There’s no you and me There’s no good times This impossible year”
Warnings: Power outage, bad weather (no one is in danger but it sounds scary), mention of crappy ex, mention of abandonment, Jensen singing (and hell yes that is a warning!).
Word Count: 3100ish
A/N: This is a three in one ;) I hope I won’t dissappoint anyone. A while ago I did this tumblr game thing where I let people send me a “I wish you would write a fic where…” I told a few people I would do theirs. @chaos-and-the-calm67 said this:
I wish you would write a fic where Jensen and the Reader get stuck in a room when the lights go out (place of your choosing) so they sit in the dark and get to talkin’ and when the lights come back, Jensen asks the Reader out :)
I changed it a little Bev, but I hope you still like it.
Thanks to amazingly talented @blacktithe7 for betaing this one for me.
No hate towards Danneel intended. Her and Jensen are my otp. This is just fiction. Also no mention of Supernatural in this one so I guess if you prefer to see it as an AU it could be that.
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The storm was raging outside. It seemed to have hit the town out of nowhere. You hated that you had to go out in this weather, but your washing machine was broken. It was your turn to wash your daughter’s softball mini league uniforms, and she needed them tomorrow. So you didn’t have a choice. You sighed as you watched the darkness outside the glass doors that were almost quivering in the wind. You quietly folded the uniforms as you dreaded having to head home in the storm. Luckily your little girl didn’t pay much attention, she had never been to fond of lightning storms, but she seemed to slowly be growing out of her fear of them. She was too busy playing with her favourite toy, her Winnie the Pooh teddy.
Natalie made you so proud. She was a tomboy who played softball and soccer, and still she was one of the most artistic and imaginative kids in her class. She made up stories and loved drawing little pictures to go with them. She was a special little girl and the light of your life.