I want to apologize,

[for the sour
words that leave my tongue
with no way to lick them back
up] [for all the negative vibes
that have secreted from my
pores like sweat, soaking
the atmosphere] [for the way
I’ve allowed doubt boil out
of my soul, when I know
I’m capable of anything]
[and for the thoughts
that bounce inside my
mind poison all of
the good my

because I’m worth
more than I give
myself credit for.