worst 5 mins of my life

i laid down intending to relax for 10 mins bc i felt exhausted + dont feel good and ended up passing out for 2hrs+

have to be up again at 5:30 tomorrow and do it all over again all week

work is exhausting life is exhausting i just wanna have like a week off to catch up on things & draw & write without working myself to death just so i can pay my bills

As long as i live in california i’m friends with Cameron Dallas.
We were at the same school and he always was my favorite person ever.
Not like i had a crush on him, no more like my best friend.
He joined this group of boys who all was at this event named magcon.
It wasn’t the first time i went there with him but it was time that he took me and one of my friends with him and we had the best and worst time ever!

“Guys are you ready?” Cameron screamed from downstairs he was waiting for me and jenn to finally get ready. “Yeah give us one more mintue” i answered laughing. “You exited to finally see matt again?” I asked jenn. Matt and jenn were dating for 2 months now and i swear they were the cutes couple ever! “Yes i really can’t wait to see his beutiful brown eyes again.” She sayed with a sparkel in here eyes. You could see how much both loved each other just when they talked about the other one and this was awsome. Cameron was facing the door as we finally came downstairs. “Why do girls always need so lo-” was all he sayed befor he looked at us. “Wasn’t the wait woth it?” Jenn asked laughing. “Sure it was, when you guys will always look this awsome now i’m gonna wait 10 houers for you.” Cam answered joking. “Haha funny Dallas” was all i sayed and hit him. “Ahh c’mon it was a joke. ” cam sayed smiling and huged me. I was in a bad mood because i had a pretty big fight with nash a bit ago, we were not dating or anything but i liked him and it always broke my heart to see him with other girls and he knew it. “Believe me, he can’t wait to see you.” Cam told me as he put our suitcases in the car. “Everything will be ok!” Jenn sayed and smiled at me, i just smiled back even if i didn’t believed it. *5 houers later.* We finally arrived and i feel the worst i ever did in my whole life. We checked in and then someone helped us with the luggage. I shared a room with jenn even if i knew that i couldn’t sleep in our room or she wouldn’t sleep there. “I’m gonna pick you guys up in like 30 Min ok?” Cam asked and we agreed. You could always hear when someone of the boys arrived because they were screaming and running up to each other. 30 minutes later someone knocked on our door, jenn opened it and no it wasn’t cam, it was matt. “BABE” jenn screamed and jumped in matts armes. They kissed and huged each other and it was really cute to see. “Gosh guys take a room.” Someone sayed in a sassy tone. Then cam, nash jack and jack entered the room. “Ey there’s my little Drama queen” was the first thing nash sayed as he saw me. I just rolled my eyes and stood up. “Hey cutie” jack g sayed and hugged me, followd by jj. “We missed you when we were back home” sayed jj and smiled. “Aww i missed you guys too.” I sayed smiling and i really misse them a lot! “Dude how can they kiss each other this long?” Cam asked laughing. They stoped kissing. “You jealous mate?” Matt asked and gave him this side smirk look. “Nah no need to worry mate, i have my best friend with me and she’s better than any other girl.” Cam sayed and hugged me. “Wow, wow ,wow, hold up, She’s my girl not yours!” Nash sayed in a serious tone. Everyone was looking at him and i was really shocked. “Haha you wish!” Cam sayed and pulled me closer. Nash looked at me and i guess he waited that i say something but all i did was turn my face away from him. *2 houers later* Everyone where finally there and we were sitting in Cameron’s and nash’s room and nash didn’t talked to me anymore. “Is he still mad?” Jenn asked “Well i think so, but honestly i don’t understand why, he was first mad at me, because i was jealous and told me that we’re not dating or anything and now he’s mad at me because i didn’t say that i’m his girl… i don’t understand him?” I answerd. “Maybe he likes you!?” Jenn sayed “Of course he likes her, gosh guys, he just sayed that to see how she reacts when he says that he don’t like her, the problem is that he never thought everything would end like this and now he’s mad because he never thought that you wouldn’t say something when he says that your his girl!” Matt sayed in a serious way. “What did he thought i say or do? Did he hope that i jump in his arm and say ‘aww nash of course i’m your girl’?” I asked. ” i don’t know but you guys need to talk this out” matt answered and hugged me. “Yoo guys, guess who arrived?” jack g screamed with the biggest smile on his face “Ohh well by the way you sayed this i guess your girlfriend?” Jj answered. “Well yeah! ” jack sayed in a confused way. “Someone gonna pick her up with me?” Jack asked and looked at me smiling. “Yeah i’m gonna come with you” nash and me sayed at the same time. We walked downstairs and shanice was already waiting. Both were dating for 4 months now and i was also happy for them! We sayed hi and talked a bit and then walked back upstairs. I took the stairs because i hate elevators and because i wanted that jack and shanice hade some time alone but nash followed me. “Hey can we talk?” Nash asked as he grabed my hand. “Sure” i answered. We sat down on the stairs and started talking. But not like we talked things out no it was just getting worser. “Are you kidding me? I like you but not this way, i would never like you this way!” Nash screamed. I was totally in shock, everytime we kissed, we cuddled, every text and everytime he told me how much i mean to him was a lie. I didn’t know what to answer and i couldn’t because he wasn’t ready yet. “I have another girl, i don’t know what you thought this is but I DON’T LIKE YOU!” I feeled the tears streaming down my face. I was in shock so i just turned around and walked upstairs into mine and jenns room. *2 houers later * “(Y/n)?” Cam asked. I feel asleep while i was listening to music, i slowly turned around to look at Cameron. “Huh?” I asked. “How do you feel sweetheart?” Cam asked with his soft voice. I layed my head back down but cam layed down next to me so we could cuddle. “He told you what happend?” I asked. “Yes, he did and i swear i’m so mad at him how can he lie to you!” Cam sayed in a mad way. “Why did he lie?”i askee confused but that was the last thing i could say befor jenn, shanice and taylor ,shawns girlfriend walked into the room! I actually don’t know how long taylor and shawn are dating because as i met him he was already in a relationship with he and i don’t know why but they always reminded me of lily and marshall from ‘how i met your mother”. All jumped in my bed and hugged me, i feel a bit better! “Don’t think about it!” Jenn sayed. “Let’s go out with the boys and when i say boys i mean matt, shawn, jack and Cameron” taylor sayed winking. I agreed and the boys too. *15 min later* We dressed up and walked out of our room. Of course we had to pick up the boys because their never punktual. We nocked at cams door and Aaron opened it. “Wow!” He sayed We just smiled and and we walked into the room, all boys looked at us. “Woe guys you look aswome!” Carter sayed smiling. “Thank you” We sayed at the same time and started laughing. We talked a bit but as we wanted to leave, nash walked into the room. But he wasn’t alone, no he was with ‘his girl’ and we were shocked as we saw who she is! Part 2?