The Narcissist and the Cult
Growing up in cult is bad enough, but growing up in a cult with a Narcissist for a mother was doubly as bad.
Narcissists and Cults go hand in hand.
The Narcissist always feel like they are superior.
Cults tell their followers that they are superior For Only THEY know the REAL truth!
For me, the unwanted child, the DOOM of the Cult’s beliefs fell straight at my feet. I was a “BAD” child and would therefore be cast into some horrible LAKE OF FIRE with the rest of the wicked while my brother would be a PRINCE in the coming “Kingdom of Heaven’ here on earth.
As a young child, I believed this, not knowing anything different.
The fear that others knew would overwhelm me when we would walk into that crummy building for “church” as she would begin her weekly stories of the horrors of being my mother. Her friends would give me mean looks and inform me that there were “places for bad little girls”.
To this day I have nightmares about being pushed into burning pits of fire.