If someone would ask me how it works, what my magical formula is, how I managed these last two years without his laughter, his hugs and talks, I wouldn’t know what to respond. You just do it, you know. Somehow. Living day by day. Moving on. It’s not getting easier, you just get used to it. And on some days you miss him more than on others. Not a specific day, just a normal one where you seek for his attendance. Days you don’t feel complete. But you never stop missing him. Not for a second. Honestly, I don’t know how I could be able to live without him, if I wouldn’t have the pictures, old videos and faded T-shirts, where his smell still lingers. And suddenly, you just need them only on a few days, not like back then, where you couldn’t imagine to put them away even for a minute. Where you wore his shirts at night and kissed his picture before going to bed, because it was all that was left of him. Now they are safe packed away in a trunk, where you take them out when the hole inside you gets too big and throws you back into that time when everything started. And everytime someone tells you how brave you are, and how they admire you, you realize that you have to be the worldbest actor ever. Because it’s not brave and admirable to be able to live without him, it’s just unavoidable.
under the cut, you’ll find #213SONG TITLES that can be used for para titles or anything else your heart desires. i know there are so many of these floating around on tumblr already, but i wanted to make a more updated one & make my own contribution with my music taste. so i hope you find this helpful & if you do, please give this post a like or reblog !
Welcome to the Phanfic Award Nominations! This year, we’ve added a fair few amount of extra awards, so we’ve helpfully split everything up into individual categories to keep everything a bit more organized.
You can view how things are split up below, as well as access the links to the google forms for each category of awards.
As the Awards have switched to google forms this year, we’ve limited Nominations (as well as voting) to one nomination per award per person. You will need a google account in order to place nominations, however this will also allow you to edit your nomination forms as often as you like until nominations close in two months time. Please note, however, that though we will not be checking in on nominations until the forms are closed, any person who leaves more than one fic as an answer to the award question will have their nominations form discarded immediately. The lack of character limit is only to allow ample room to fit the full fic title, author name, and website, not to allow more than one answer to be given.
As many of the awards are new, and we are monitoring nominations (click here for more information). Award Categories that do not receive many nominations will be dis-continued when we move on to voting.
This year we are also introducing the Fun Awards to celebrate
the Phandom itself, including awards for Phandom Members, Moments, and Videos! Please check these awards out and remember to nominate to show us whether you guys would enjoy these awards or not!
Remember, each person only has one nomination per Award, so make them count! Be sure to pick the fic that you personally thing deserves to be nominated the most, even if it is a hard choice. Take advantage of the two month deadline, and remember that the Phandom Big Bang fics are about to begin rolling out, so take your time and make sure you’ve nominated the fic you want to nominate most by the December 31st deadline!
Below are listed Categories and the Awards under their form with added explanations to help you understand what each Award is for