If someone would ask me how it works, what my magical formula is, how I managed these last two years without his laughter, his hugs and talks, I wouldn’t know what to respond. You just do it, you know. Somehow. Living day by day. Moving on. It’s not getting easier, you just get used to it. And on some days you miss him more than on others. Not a specific day, just a normal one where you seek for his attendance. Days you don’t feel complete. But you never stop missing him. Not for a second. Honestly, I don’t know how I could be able to live without him, if I wouldn’t have the pictures, old videos and faded T-shirts, where his smell still lingers. And suddenly, you just need them only on a few days, not like back then, where you couldn’t imagine to put them away even for a minute. Where you wore his shirts at night and kissed his picture before going to bed, because it was all that was left of him. Now they are safe packed away in a trunk, where you take them out when the hole inside you gets too big and throws you back into that time when everything started. And everytime someone tells you how brave you are, and how they admire you, you realize that you have to be the worldbest actor ever. Because it’s not brave and admirable to be able to live without him, it’s just unavoidable.
—  unavoidable

All of these compilations are out tomorrow.

All of them.

Best of Dubstep Tracklist:

  1. Slushii - Emptiness
  2. Slips & Slurs x Mihka! - WiFi Tears
  3. Pegboard Nerds & NGHTMRE - Superstar (feat. Krewella)
  4. Au5 - Snowblind (feat. Tasha Baxter)
  5. KOVEN - Telling Me
  6. Dion Timmer - Panic
  7. Grabbitz - Turn Around
  8. Pegboard Nerds - Here It Comes
  9. SAVOY - Let You Let Me
  10. Trivecta - Believe (feat. Connor Zwetsch)
  11. Fractal - Amor (feat. Syrin)
  12. Snails & Pegboard Nerds - Deep in the Night
  13. F.O.O.L - Fairytaler
  14. Pegboard Nerds & MIU - Weaponize
  15. Direct & Labisch - Better World
  16. Best of Dubstep Album Mix

Best of Future Bass Tracklist:

  1. Conro - City Lights (feat. Royal)
  2. Conro - On My Way Up
  3. Deon Custom - Together
  4. Grant - Wake Up (feat. Jessi Mason)
  5. Haywyre - I Am You
  6. Hush - Fopspeen (Bound 2 U) [feat. All About She]
  7. Hyper Potions & Subtact - Adventures
  8. Kasbo - Kaleidoscope
  9. Laszlo x WRLD - You & Me
  10. Pegboard Nerds - Emoji
  11. Pegboard Nerds - Just Like That (feat. Johnny Graves)
  12. San Holo - Victory
  13. Savoy & Sound Remedy - Leaving You (feat. Jojee)
  14. SMLE - Halo (feat. Helen Tess)
  15. WRLD - Triumph
  16. Best of Future Bass Album Mix

Best of Trap Tracklist:

  1. Razihel & Aero Chord - Titans
  2. Aero Chord - Surface
  3. Aero Chord - Boundless
  4. Noisestorm - Antihero
  5. Snavs - Time
  6. Marshmello - Alone
  7. Noisestorm - Heist
  8. Slips & Slurs - Divided
  9. Rogue - Rattlesnake
  10. Pegboard Nerds - BADBOI
  11. Razihel - Legends (feat. TeamMate)
  12. Grabbitz - Ballin’
  13. Dirty Audio - Gorilla Glue
  14. KUURO - Aamon
  15. Going Quantum x Psychic Type - Rare
  16. Best of Trap Album Mix

Best of Electronic Tracklist:

  1. Jauz x San Holo - OK!
  2. Unlike Pluto - Waiting for You (feat. Joanna Jones)
  3. Notaker - Infinite
  4. Loosid - Clouds (feat. Raycee Jones)
  5. Stephen Walking - Dads in Space
  6. Haywyre - Insight
  7. Mr FijiWiji, AgNO3 & Laura Brehm - Pure Sunlight
  8. Haywyre - Everchanging
  9. Anevo - Don’t Shoot Me Down (feat. Jae-Mi)
  10. PIXL - Sadbot
  11. Mr FijiWiji - Yours Truly (feat. Danyka Nadeau)
  12. Draper - Pressure (feat. Laura Brehm)
  13. Tristam - Devotion
  14. Grabbitz - Better With Time
  15. Topi - Backup
  16. Best of Electronic Album Mix

Best of House Tracklist:

  1. Vicetone - Nevada (feat. Cozi Zuehlsdorff)
  2. Rootkit - Concrete Jungle (feat. P Keys)
  3. Rich Edwards - Where I’ll Be Waiting (feat. Cozi Zuehlsdorff)
  4. Haywyre - Do You Don’t You
  5. Laszlo - Home (feat. Richard Caddock)
  6. Nigel Good - Space Plus One
  7. Trivecta - Drift Away (feat. Charlotte Haining)
  8. Eminence & Soulero - Invisible (feat. Mari-Anna)
  9. Hellberg - The Girl (feat. Cozi Zuehlsdorff)
  10. Mr FijiWiji - Believe Her (feat. Meron Ryan)
  11. Project 46 - Signs (feat. Shantee)
  12. Karma Fields - Build the Cities (feat. Kerli)
  13. Laszlo - Interstellar
  14. Hellberg - Synchronize (feat. Aaron Richards)
  15. Puppet & The Eden Project - The Fire
  16. Best of House Album Mix

Best of DnB & Drumstep Tracklist:

  1. Botnek & I See MONSTAS - Deeper Love
  2. Droptek - Rupture
  3. Excision & Pegboard Nerds - Bring the Madness (feat. Mayor Apeshit)
  4. Feint - We Won’t Be Alone (feat. Laura Brehm)
  5. Grabbitz - Here With You Now
  6. Melano - On Fire
  7. Muzzy - Crescendo (feat. MYLK)
  8. Noisestorm - Breakdown VIP
  9. Priority One & TwoThirds - Hunted (feat. Jonny Rose)
  10. Rameses B - We Love
  11. Rootkit - Against the Sun (feat. Anna Yvette)
  12. Rootkit - Do It
  13. Stonebank - Soldier
  14. Tristam & Braken - Frame of Mind
  15. WRLD - By Design
  16. Best of DnB & Drumstep Album Mix
list of musichetta’s talents:
  • plays the saxophone
  • always knows when one of her datemates aren’t feeling well and does small things to cheer them up
  • like leaving small origami cranes in bossuet’s bag that he unwraps because there’s always a loving, positive note written on them for him
  • or organising the fridge magnets to read a beautiful poem for joly
  • blueberry pancakes. best in the country. objectively speaking
  • cunnilingus
  • im sorry that had to be said i really am so sorry but like
  • charcoal sketches oh my GOD
  • musichetta makes phenomenal tea and That’s The Tea
  • hair. she can recreate any hairstyle she sees, in movies, magazines, you name it. Eponine and Cosette asked her to do their hair for prom, to which they went, together, like GAYS
  • can pick up coins with her feet
  • those saxophone lungs really come in handy boy do they
  • knows EXACTLY how to diffuse any situation
  • when enjolras is getting too worked up and annoyed, musichetta is the one to rationalise her way to his calmness
  • knows basically all the flower meanings which makes her the cutest and most accuratest bouquet gifter in the World
  • Best Girlfriend Ever
  • her compassion and excellent listening skills
  • which also makes her unable to dislike? which is why she can diffuse any situation
  • Motorcycle Bisexual
  • “that’s not a talent” yes it fucking is
  • goddess of taking old clothes and cutting them up n sewing them until they look fresh off the runway
  • can whistle three different ways
  • KNOWS 7 LANGUAGES ????????????????????? H O W 
  • cut crease queen
  • she never really learned how to dance “properly” but she does dance. a lot. all the time. and it’s the most beautiful thing ever
Phanfic Awards 2016 - Nominations

Welcome to the Phanfic Award Nominations! This year, we’ve added a fair few amount of extra awards, so we’ve helpfully split everything up into individual categories to keep everything a bit more organized.

You can view how things are split up below, as well as access the links to the google forms for each category of awards. 

As the Awards have switched to google forms this year, we’ve limited Nominations (as well as voting) to one nomination per award per person. You will need a google account in order to place nominations, however this will also allow you to edit your nomination forms as often as you like until nominations close in two months time. Please note, however, that though we will not be checking in on nominations until the forms are closed, any person who leaves more than one fic as an answer to the award question will have their nominations form discarded immediately. The lack of character limit is only to allow ample room to fit the full fic title, author name, and website, not to allow more than one answer to be given.

As many of the awards are new, and we are monitoring nominations (click here for more information). Award Categories that do not receive many nominations will be dis-continued when we move on to voting. 

This year we are also introducing the Fun Awards to celebrate  the Phandom itself, including awards for Phandom Members, Moments, and Videos! Please check these awards out and remember to nominate to show us whether you guys would enjoy these awards or not!

Remember, each person only has one nomination per Award, so make them count! Be sure to pick the fic that you personally thing deserves to be nominated the most, even if it is a hard choice. Take advantage of the two month deadline, and remember that the Phandom Big Bang fics are about to begin rolling out, so take your time and make sure you’ve nominated the fic you want to nominate most by the December 31st deadline!

Below are listed Categories and the Awards under their form with added explanations to help you understand what each Award is for

Fun Awards

  1. Fave Phan Blogger - for your favorite phan tumblr blog!
  2. Fave Phanfic Trope of 2016 - favorite phanfic trope of the year (pastel/punk/, 2009x2016, ect)
  3. Fave Fan Created Video - favorite phan based video created by a fan
  4. Fave 2016 danisnotonfire Video - favorite video Dan did alone
  5. Fave 2016 AmazingPhil Video - favorite video Phil did alone
  6. Fave 2016 Gaming Channel Video - favorite video on their gaming channel
  7. Fave 2016 Dan and Phil Collab Video - favorite video Dan and Phil did together NOT on their gaming channel
  8. Fave Phan Moment of 2016 - favorite Dan and Phil moment that happened in 2016
  9. Fave 2016 Dan Tweet - favorite Dan tweet of the year
  10. Fave 2016 Phil Tweet  - favorite Phil tweet of the year

Best Overall Fic Awards

  1. Best of the Best Fic - best overall fic of the year
  2. Best Tumblr Fic - best fic that was only posted on tumblr
  3. Best AO3 Fic - best fic that was only posted on AO3
  4. Best Wattpad Fic - best fic that was only posted on Wattpad
  5. Best Fic - best fic that was only posted on
  6. Best Author - best overall phanfic author in 2016
  7. Best Collab - best fic written with more than one author

Best Genre Awards

  1. Best Angst - best angst fic of 2016
  2. Best Fluff - best fluff fic of 2016
  3. Best Smut - best smut fic of 2016
  4. Best Combination - best fic including elements of angst, fluff, and smut in 2016
  5. Best Songfic - best fic based on a song in 2016
  6. Best Storyline - fic with the best storyline in 2016
  7. Best Slow Burn - best fic that made you feel the burn of their slow going romance
  8. Best Platonic - best fic where Dan and Phil are platonic friends
  9. Best Headcanon - best fic told in headcanon style (generally bullet pointed with no title or summary, based on prompts)
  10. Best Drabble - best fic written in less than 1k words
  11. Best Oneshot - best fic posted in one chunk
  12. Best Chaptered - best fic posted in chapters

Best Universe Awards

  1. Best of the Best AU  - best overall alternative universe fic
  2. Best Fantasy - best fic written in a fantasy-esque setting: Hogwarts, Supernatural, Alien
  3. Best Societal - best fic written in a changed society setting: Apocalyptic, Dystopic
  4. Best Trope - best trope based fic: Pastel/Punk, Pastel/Pastel/, Punk/Punk, 2009x2016, Soulmates, Omegaverse
  5. Best Time Period - best fic based around a certain time setting: Phan as Children, Phan in School (high school, Uni), Phan in the Working World
  6. Best LGBTAQ+ - best fic dealing with LGBTAQ+ issues
  7. Best Crossover - best fic taking place in another world including the original characters (I.e. Supernatural AU with Dean and Sam, or Harry Potter AU with Harry, Ron, Hermione)
  8. Best Reality - best fic based on Dan and Phil’s real world + history
  9. Best Universe Augmentation - best fic based on reality with one fact changed to change the world (i.e. Dan and Phil as they are, but they didn’t meat until later)

Best Other Awards

  1. Alternative Work Award - best fic written in an alternative style (i.e. poem, texting)
  2. Amazon Award - best fic written including multiple ships
  3. Characterization Award - fic with the best written characterization of Dan, Phil, or both
  4. Comedy Award - best written fic meant to make you laugh
  5. Cutely Cliche Award - best written cliche-based fic (i.e. meet-cute’s in a coffee shop etc…)
  6. Edge of Seat Award - the fic that made you feel like you were constantly on the edge of your seat 
  7. Emotional Wreck Award - the fic that made you an emotional wreck 
  8. Existential Crisis Award - the fic that made you have an existential crisis 
  9. Hardcore Smut Award - best hardcore smut fic 
  10. Memorable Award - the fic that you’ll never be able to forget
  11. Originality Award - the fic with the most original idea in 2016
  12. Pure Fluff Award - the best, most fluffiest fic of 2016
  13. Undiscovered Gem Award - the best fic with less than 50 notes that deserves more

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