“What is wrong with me?” You ask yourself. “Why am I so lonely? Why don’t people like me?!” Thoughts like these run through your mind like crazy. Darling, I know. I know how it feels to feel so lonely in a room full of loved ones. I had the same question. What did I do wrong? Am I too boring? I pondered frequently, cried myself to sleep at night because of this unwanted feeling. As time passed through, and as I grew, I started to realize that there was more to this feeling. This is not where I belong I sometimes think, but there’s definitely a reason for why I’m here. I go through posts on tumblr, and one particular post caught my eye, “we were not made for this dunya.” Right! I think this all the time, I’m definitely not made to be where I am at this point of life. I still wondered what caused this emptiness day after day. I still do. But now I’m wiser, I know that these things should not matter as I have a greater purpose, you and I, both. We feel like strangers because we are strangers. We are here not to please the people around us is what we need to understand. We are not here to rely on the people around us. Once we realize that, everything will make so much more sense. We have a higher purpose, we might feel unappreciated here, but we will be given what we deserve in our true home.

Don’t let the dunya sadden you too much, we were not meant to be so close to this dunya. Make improvements and work hard so your aakhira, your eternal home, will have infinite blessings within. Keep that your focus and goal, worry less of how to please others, and please the one whom you should be pleasing.


cumberbear >> glassofteajlc

I can’t believe I’m doing this but I’m just going to do it before I can change my mind, please don’t forget me

I may change back because I fear change


fave fics + the dead of julywhimsicule

Being an Avenger means continuing to be Captain America and smiling and being honorable for the public and Harry does his best. But it doesn’t give him time to figure out who he is supposed to be once he takes off his uniform and puts the shield to the side. Just being Harry had always involved Louis, and Harry fears he doesn’t know how to exist without him.

or: Harry is Captain America, and Louis’ been dead for 70 years.

All Time Low covers the Classics at the 2015 APMAs 

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Joan Jett - Bad Reputation

The Ramones - Blitzkrieg Bop

The Clash - Should I Stay Or Should I Go

Nirvana - Smells Like Teenage Spirit

Green Day - Basket Case

Jimmy Eat World - The Middle

Blink-182 - What’s My Age Again

Fall Out Boy - Sugar, We’re Goin Down