works better i think!

I think the worst thing is automatic body shit that you don’t register first, like someone touching your shoulder to comfort you, and in response you roll your shoulder back or hit them, or snap, I didn’t mean to do that or even realize it till after, but of course that person is now offended why wouldn’t they be? I’m sorry.. I didn’t mean to make you feel pushed away, I didn’t mean for my body to react, I never wanted to reject your kindness, or to be out of control even if just for a second.

I can never express the remorse I feel for pushing anyone away with good intentions

Magnus Bane*Possessed

Requested by anonymous
Can u pls do angst magnus bane x shadowhunter!reader where he hid u from demons n downworlders? U accidentaly decimated half population of downworlders n now they r all after u eventhough u r manipulated to do so. Because his strong feeling for u, he refused to hand u over to the downworlder who demand justice. U want to surrender out of guilt but he refused n trapped u 4 ur own safety.


I kind of changed it slightly but I think it works better, well I hope.


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‘I didn’t mean to. I swear. It was a mission gone bad. A demon possession. I don’t hate downworlders.’ That’s what I’m thinking while I’m running from the downworlders of New York. I had been on a mission that was meant to be simple so I was alone. There were reports of demonic activity near a vampire clan so I was just going to record it. When I got there I knew it wasn’t going to be an easy assignment. I was possessed by a demon.
The demon made me do it. Made me break into the vampire clan and slaughter ten vamps. And as the demon made me flee it noticed some werewolves from a nearby pack. It made me kill fifteen of them. I didn’t even know what I was doing. I woke up slumped against a dumpster where I had gone to record the activities. I had gotten up and walked out the alleyway when the downworlders saw me.
I’m all for werewolves and vampires working together but not when it involves killing me! I just ran. I didn’t think. I didn’t know where to go but somehow I ended up at Magnus’s flat. Luckily he was walking out the door as I ran up to the complex. Once he saw the downworlders chasing me he grabbed my arms and pulled me inside. He put up his wards without saying a word.
“Give us the shadowhunter, warlock!” Some vampire yelled which got a chorus of ‘yeah’s and ‘we deserve revenge’. Magnus raised an eyebrow at me but finally noticed my appearance. I was shaking, hair matted, blood covering me and mixing with tears on my face.
“I didn’t mean to. I swear.” I barely whispered. I was so out of it that I didn’t know what happened but somehow I was on Magnus couch.
“Here.” He handed me a bowl of soup and sat next to me. “What happened (Y/N)?”
“I don’t know. It just…just kind of happened.” I couldn’t look at him, I just stared forward.
“What happened?” he put a hand on my shoulder, ignoring the blood of innocent downworlders on it.
“I killed them, Magnus. I killed them.” I started crying slightly at first but soon started sobbing. “I killed them.” I kept repeating over and over again. Magnus hugged me and let me cry into his shoulder. He stroked my hair and kept saying ‘its ok’ over and over again.
After about half an hour of me crying, I stood up and wiped my tears which only spread the blood. “I have to give myself up. I need to.” I began walking to the door but Magnus ran after me and stopped me before I could open it.
“No.” he looked me in the eye. “I know you (Y/N), and I know you wouldn’t kill innocent downworlders.”
“But I did,” I held back more tears and avoided his eyes. “I let that demon posses me and then I killed them.”
“Demon?” I nodded. He held me by the shoulders and made me look in his eyes. “A demon possessed you?” I nodded and started crying again. “Then it’s not your fault.” He kept trying to make me look at him. “It’s not your fault.”
Magnus had to lock me in and the downworlders out. I wanted to give myself up and they wanted revenge. I wanted them to get it but Magnus wouldn’t let me. He said I was innocent. That it wasn’t my fault but it was. The downworlders went to the clave about it so the inquisitor and Alec where meant to be ‘visiting’ me today. Alec was meant to be coming as well since he could say what I was like normal and the inquisitor for the final ruling.
Since I got to Magnus’s I had changed into one of his old shirts and he summoned me up some leggings. He pretty much made me get washed, he said so I wasn’t covered in blood when the inquisitor came over. I had barely spoken unless it was me saying ‘I killed them’.
I sat on the couch cross-legged staring at the floor when Magnus went to let Alec and the inquisitor in. “(Y/N), how are you?” Alec asked.
“How are they? Mr Lightwood they have just killed twenty-five downworlders. Now is not the time for polite conversations. The clave is already on bad terms with the downward.” The inquisitor responded firmly and walked in front of me. “Now tell us what happened.”
I just continued to sit motionlessly and silently so Magnus responded. “Well, they were posse-“
“I didn’t ask you, Mr Bane. You’re only here because you harboured them.” She turned back to me. “What happened?”
I cleared my throat but didn’t look up. “I killed them.”
“There we have it. They-“
“No!” They turned to Magnus. “They were possessed. I tried to tell you.”
“Is it true (Y/N/N)?” Alec walked over and crouched down to my eye level. “Were you possessed?”
I nodded. “There was a demon waiting for me.”
“I knew I should have sent two people.” He whispered and stood up.
“What are you talking about Mr Lightwood?” she looked completely bored and annoyed by the situation.
“There was demon activity near the clan that was attacked. We were short staffed so we sent (Y/N). I’m assuming that is they were possessed and forced to kill the downworlders. That makes it involuntary murder. They’re innocent.”
“That’s not how it works. I make-“
“I was possessed once and killed a shadowhunter. I was pardoned because of the possession. They have the same right”
“Yes, but you didn’t have a hoard of downworlders calling for your head!” She spoke sharply. “Besides there is no proof of a possession.”
“Use the soul sword. I was told you retrieved it from Valintine.” Magnus spoke. He knew they didn’t but wanted to save me.
Alec held back a smirk as the inquisitor thought of a lie. “Ok then. You will have a trial before the clave.”
“I’m sure I have an invitation as it involved as you say,” Magnus said bitting his own smirk.
“No.” The inquisitor said quickly. “No, it will be a private trial. Only me, Mr Lightwood and brother Zacharia. No one else. Well be back in an hour to escort you” She directed the last part to me although I wouldn’t speak.
“Are you leaving so soon?” The inquisitor scowled at Magnus as he escorted her out. Alec followed behind but told me ‘It will be ok’ before leaving.
Magnus sat next to me but before he could say anything I did. “Why did you do that?”
“Do what?”
“I don’t deserve a trial. Im a muderer.”
“Never say that again.” Magnus sat on the coffee table in front of me. “Understand me?” I nodded.
He stood up and began to head to the kitchen when I asked. “Why do you care so much?”
He froze for a moment. “Because you’re innocent.” He went to walk away but stopped again. “And because I care for you.”

18/04/17 • IM BACK!!! Oh gosh I’m so sorry I’ve been so inactive but I’ve been on Instagram so much more (find me there!! @ohlookimstudying) I hope everyone is doing amazing! But if you’re not I hope everything WILL be amazing soon! 🌸💓💓💓💓✨

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I found what I’d been looking for in myself / Found a life worth living for someone else

IM BACK AT MY SHITPOSTS AGAIN

“Together.”

“You don’t find love, it finds you. It’s got a little bit to do with destiny, fate, and what’s written in the stars.” - Anaïs Nin

Voltron AU where everything is the same except the Blade of Marmora episode is basically the RING OF FIRE!!! scene from Finding Nemo

Kolivan: Brother Antok, proceed.
Antok: Keith! Newcomer of red and white! You have been called forth to the space between spaces to join us in the fraternal bonds of bladehood!
Keith: … huh?
Thace: We want you in our club, kid.

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The Baudelaire’s refusal to be grateful for their unfortunate events seemed like such a good message for kids - so I made a thing.

Shiro, Lance, and Team Dynamics

So this post got me thinking. I don’t think it’s totally off the mark, but I’m not sure if Shiro possibly not being their Shiro is the revelation Lance is actually having. That said, I do still think there is something important going on there so I’m gonna roll this out.

I think we need to put our Kuron!theories on the back-burner for a minute, assume no one on the team realizes this yet, and try to evaluate this from their perspective. Even though I definitely think something is off with Shiro, I think we also need to remember this is a children’s cartoon – and if it took these characters half an episode to realize something wasn’t quite right with Coran in Ep4 despite his suddenly speaking with a totally different accent – I think it is pretty presumptuous to assume the characters in-series are picking up on these very subtle differences we as viewers are noticing with Shiro. Especially since not one of them has voiced any concern over Shiro’s behavior.

What I want to focus on instead is that with Keith out of the equation the team dynamic has gone all screwy, and in a way very different from when Shiro was missing.

Here is the exact dialog exchange in S4:E6, before the gravity field traps them:

Shiro: “Stay alert.”

Lance: “I say we get out of here. Pidge, plot a course for our escape.”

Shiro: “Hold on. We should find out what these things are first.”

What I want to note here is that Lance isn’t waiting for the go-ahead from Shiro. He’s making a decision on his own and acting on it. Lance is giving Pidge an order. An order that Shiro completely disregards and overrides without acknowledgement.

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Two of Swords

My first tarot-card-style illustration, made for my Patrons last month! If you’re interested in supporting my art in return for some neat rewards, check out my profile for a link to my Patreon. :)

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I really wanted to try doing a more realistic portrait again so I used my beloved DnD character, Marf the Monk. 

TONS of new experimenting in one drawing! Especially coloring, brush use, and lighting. I’m really hype because I finally got the “colorizing a black and white painting” to work out and while the grayscale may have taken ~10 hours to shade, it only took about one hour to color! I’m definitely going to practice this method some more because I’d love to be able to offer examples of this style for commissions.

svt meets f(x) :: performance unit as serenity red light

pic cr [x]

other units :: vocal unit :: hip hop unit :: bonus