worked hard on this looks like shit tbh

anonymous asked:

tbh I'm more embarrassed for Eleanor than anything. The fact that it says she works for TH but skipped their event to be with a guy is quite sad and makes her look like she doesn't take her career seriously. Good luck getting deals once this shame is over again.

Yeah, I’m not sure why anyone would want the image of someone who is unreliable and doesn’t give a shit about their job, but then again, Eleanor made it clear years ago that she prefers bearding to building her name by actually working hard, so I won’t pretend to be surprised that she’s doing it again.

anonymous asked:

Why is everyone acting like Liam tole from the hem to buy all his flashy gear? That boy has been working his ass off for years in a band where he (and Zayn TBH ) is over looked and treated like shit ? The boy has been the backbone of 1D. If his ass wants to get a whole suit made of gold then he fucking better shove it up these ugly pressed stans ass. Lie naked in a bath of your HARD earned money Liam.

Hiya, 

I don’t think I need to add anything more to what you said because !! every !! single !! word !!

Originally posted by drunkbroadway

I feel like most people are looking for – and have been so for a while – an excuse to drag Liam (and Zayn) for anything and everything they do. Even when it makes no sense. Like you said, Liam has earned every bit of the wealth he owns, Zayn too, and Harry, Louis and Niall too, so why must people pounce on Liam for living his life? It’s not like the other 3 are hermits atop the Himalayas?

I don’t even get what the problem is. Liam is a celebrity whose humility and integrity is intact. He might wear fancy but he’s still a sweetheart because he folds blankets on the plane (my heart) and stops by and takes pics with fans and tells them it was nice to meet them!!! The Paynes raised a wonderful boy.

These are just petty baseless things to say though, you know? I mean, until yesterday, Liam was desperate and jealous of Harry so he wore Gucci and today he’s showing off. Do they hear themselves? XD

Liam has yet to put music out and butt-hurt people are already growing so salty? With Zayn, they were jealous because how dare anyone else drop solo music before their own fave!!! And with Liam, people have always been jealous because how dare this boy be so supreme, that too from the start, what!!!! No, honestly. This whole “he’s tryna be black” is definitely something I expected but even when Liam was being a white crooning boybander, y’all found him extra, and I am here like

Originally posted by retrospectacled-blog

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A year ago on this day i got my first shot of Testosterone and began my journey matching my exterior appearance w/my interior self and how i’ve always felt. A lot looks like it’s changed on the outside and things have even changed on the inside such as feeling a type of comfort, confidence, and inner peace that i thought wasn’t possible or at least obtainable for a person such as myself, but at the end of the day when it comes down to it; i am still the same person; simply a better and more authentic version of myself; because this is who i’ve always been since the moment i came into this world. There were so many points in life where i was so close to giving up on everything, but coming from my personal experience, if any of you are dealing with everyday struggles that constantly leaves you feeling hopeless, i can tell you from first hand that you will get through everything and can achieve anything if you want it badly enough and work hard for it. Dont let anything or anyone get in your way from doing what you want. It’s your life. It’s too short to waste time worrying about what everyone else will think. Fuk bitches get money ya feel

anonymous asked:

You're so great at art can you give some tips? I'm currently going through an everlasting phase of art block and I don't have the motivation to draw because whenever I do, I feel like it looks like shit.

Oh man anon, I wish I could help you, because I know that feeling all too well.

What seems to work best for me personally is to find something you feel REALLY passionate about, because you really WANT to draw that, even if it doesn’t turn out quite the way you wanted to. In fact, those recent artworks I posted are my own way of fighting out of an art block that lastet for entirely too many months. (Because obviously I feel really passionate about a certain bald asshole, ugh. I’m sure you can find something better.)

If it helps, those phases where you feel like all your drawings are shit, that’s usually a sign that you are improving. Because your eyes have learned to see the mistakes, but your brain and hand haven’t yet caught up to correct them. Uh, so to say. A good way to get over this is to practice some basic drawing skills, and lemme tell you, I’m really bad at keeping up with this myself.

So what you also you could do is to take some simple objects you have lying around your house and just draw from observation a bit. It’ll help you undestand perspective and how things work in three-dimensional space, and that will help you get better at drawing all kinds of things! It’ll hone your skills, and I find that it can even be relaxing once you really get into it. Just work, listen to some of your favorite music and don’t worry too much about how it will turn out in the end! I know you will do great!

(Oh, and also thank you! I try. <3)

yuboseyo  asked:

A CARPENTER???? pretty sure my blood pressure just shot WAY UP????? the idea of any one of them (particularly jimin because for some i instantly thought of him) smelling like sawdust???? and sweaty?????? just smelling and looking like a hard day at work while still looking fuckable as all hell????? i feel my soul leaving my body. this series is gonna be great iris. rip. print this series and leave it at my grave tbh

*still drinking* I cannot stress enough how much dirty shit I am downloading into this series. “Smelling and looking like a hard day’s work” is basically 70% of the content. Fuckable? Yes. Cocky as hell? Most of them, yes (especially Jimin). Is your blood pressure going to be in a safe range if you read it? NO!

Been playing Nightshade

Or Hyakka Hyakurou, anyway.

Currently I’m doing Hanzou’s story (2nd route), and I can hardly believe it … I’m impressed by the MC?! I was already disappointed with her before, thinking she was just the regular sweet, pure, pretty boring but of course still oh so special damsel in distress put into a shinobi outfit just for the aesthetic. I also wasn’t expecting a lot from this route - dude could be her father and kinda acts that way, too (a dynamic I would appreciate A LOT more if this wasn’t supposed to be romantic tbh!). But now I’m kinda amazed!

Like … she is actually learning from Hanzou and becoming tougher, both physically and mentally? Just look at that determination. Girl is developing real backbone in this route.

So surprised. This MC is actually working hard on becoming a badass herself.

I hope this game keeps that up.


Update: Holy shit, I think I’m really going to miss this version of the MC … Can’t I just keep her and play all the routes with her?

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LET ME PREFACE THIS BY SAYING THIS DOESN’T GO INTO EFFECT UNTIL LATE MAY BUT I’MMA ADDRESS IT NOW

So i just got back from inquiring about transferring colleges, and it looks like i am for sure going to be switching schools come the summer. And in order to qualify for fafsa and grants and a bunch of other shit (and to keep my fucking mother from kicking me out of the house), I have to take a minimum of 6 credits a quarter (which really isn’t that much tbh). 

But basically what this means is that I’m going to be forcing myself to focus on my school work, because i have a lot of really fucking hard classes i’m going to have to take before i can transfer. So i have to hunker down and study, study, study cause fuck me for wanting a science degree

So basically, once school starts in the Summer, ALL BLOGS ARE GOING ON HIATUS. This one (warcommanded) will still be my main account, and likely the more active one, however @starwrit and any potential blogs i make between now and then will be on full hiatus.

This also means I will not be available to play ov.erwatch as often as i have been the last few weeks. That being said, I WILL still be available on skype and discord, this includes for general chats, and also rping. 

Boyfriend!Youngjae

| jaebum | | mark | | youngjae | | yugyeom |

• expect a lot of laughter and silly antics with Youngjae 

• this sweet cinnamon roll likes cuddling with you all day and all night 

• you would always wake up before him and when you attempt to get up, he would only tighten his grip around your waist, his head resting on yours 

 • “choi youngjae im gonna be late" 

• “five more minutes" 

• well, that only resulted to 20 more minutes, making you so late for work 

 • he’ll sometimes text you to go home early and eat dinner with him (date night!!) 

• “I’ll cook your fav dish jagi~!“ 

• but Youngjae’s gonna be in the kitchen preparing a freAKING RAMYUN for your date night 

 • “I though you’re cooking my fav food????" 

• "I couldn’t find coco for a minute so I went to look for my baby and when I came back, well, I burned the whole thing" 

• "jesus Youngjae" 

• awkwardly smiles when you compliment him and would sometimes turn into a blushing mess (gosh id pay see that) 

• random English words or phrases 

• he loves talking about the future with you and it would sometimes catch you off guard (because damn, he loves randomly saying that) 

• *watching you cook dinner* "I’d like to have 3 children. 2 boys and 1 girl, what’d you say (Y/N)?" 

• "jagi do you think our daughter would love the color purple? Should I buy her this teddy bear?" 

• of course, you love imagining your future with Youngjae but you always get surprised everytime he talks about it 

• "jagi what are you even talking about? we haven’t even done the thing yet." 

• "how about we try it now?” (jisoos Youngjae) 

• “Youngjae we’re at the children’s park. I don’t think these parents across the street would love to watch us doing the dirty deed." 

• he would snap out of this thought and mentally smacks himself in the head 

• "sorry about that jagi. I just can’t imagine a future with anyone else.” *cue all the butterflies in your stomach* 

• he loves spoiling you with affection and wouldn’t leave without giving you a soft peck on the lips 

 • he’ll constantly say all the cheesiest things in the whole world to see your reaction (because you’d either blush as red as a tomato or cringe at how cheesy it is) 

• a huuuuuuge fan of neck kisses (either he’s the one giving or receiving it) 

• deep conversations at night when you two are cuddling on the bed, his arms wrapped around you in a secured manner 

• he would sometimes laugh at you whenever you cry over a sad movie 

• “aigooo~ my jagi’s crying. It’s okay baby, the dog’s gonna be fine." 

• if you continue crying, he would make you a hot choco and cradle you in his arms 

• "shhh it’s okay, the movie’s fictional. They’re not dead." 

 • he’ll probably end up buying you a puppy 

• you would have Bambam or Yugyeom teasing both of you whenever you visit them in practice 

• he’ll get shy or insecure for some unknown reason when you watch them dance 

• so you would scream at the top of your lungs saying "I LOVE YOU CHOI YOUNGJAE! MARRY ME OPPA! GOSH YOURE SO PERFECT!" 

• and he would turn into a red tomato as Mark and Jackson laugh their asses off at your silly antics 

• he’ll purposely flip his wet hair as he walk over you after their practice in an attempt to look sexy and hot 

• but tbh, he’ll probably end up tripping on air and fall flat on his face 

• he always has either Jackson or Mark teaching him cheesy English pick up lines or anything he’d like to say to you 

 • he’ll always text you something in English 

 • "hey wanna see my dick?" 

• "WTF YOUNGJAE ARENT YOU AT WORK?!?! 

 • "shit I meant ****PIC. WANNA SEE MY PICTURE FROM OUR PHOTOSHOOT?!?!" 

 • loves singing all your favourite songs 

 • "gosh he sounds like an angel singing the songs of heaven" 

 • he loves all your quirks 

 • a jealous Youngjae is hard to detect because he wouldn’t share what he’s feeling and he’s doing good acting like nothing’s bothering him 

• but as you observe him, you would notice the change in him so you would confront him and that’s when he’ll say everything 

 • "you’re the light that I need in this dark world, (Y/N)" 

• "I love you to infinity and beyond!”

This is for the cutie who requested for a Boyfriend!Youngjae! Just tell me if you’d like me to make the other member’s version!! 🙊Don’t hesitate to click the ask button and request! Feel free to talk to me babes! 💙

anonymous asked:

Hey Xamag. I don't mean to assume when I look at your art, but you draw your lines with such confidence and make it look so easy. I know that there's a process that leads up to that that amounts to years of hard work, but when you get to the point where you're at, does drawing start to feel easier or more rewarding? And if it doesn't, is there a "trick" to basically make you not hate yourself when you make art?

*inhales deeply*

when i was 13 i used to trace art a lot. i didn’t post it anywhere or claimed it’s mine or anything, i just wanted to pretend my drawings could look pretty. i distinctly remember telling myself i’d probably never be able to draw anything cool-looking on my own

…later that year i made probably my biggest leap in improvement

imagine how painfully ironic it would be if i just gave up right there, amirite? actually, not really. maybe i’d become a professional gymnast or a writer instead. who knows?

that being said though, i’ve only had a couple of terrible self-loathing artblocks, but that was back when i hated everything about myself in general

i started drawing because i used to write silly stories and needed to illustrate them. the concept of creating even the most crude, ugliest picture of what was in my head always seemed magical to me. i’ve barely even shown that stuff to anyone til the age of 14-15 when i started posting it on a forum.

i did the art for myself, i do the art for myself, i fucking LOVE doing it. i look at people who do art for themselves and hate every second of it and it saddens me deeply.

why do you hate the magical act of transforming ideas into material objects, anon?

is that because you feel like you failed the society? do you feel ashamed of showing your art to anyone because they expect you to be Michelangelo right from the start? because for some reason even people who don’t have to compete for a vacancy feel like they need to compare themselves to others to get their daily dose of disappointment?

i fucking refuse to be upset about that. FUCK YEAH i’m bad. FUCK YEAH my panelling sucks. FUCK YEAH i can’t draw wildlife to save my life. FUCK YEAH i still barely can animate. FUCK YEAH i’ll keep breaking my legs on this shit, because FUCK NO i’m not gonna let it win. FUCK YEAH that artist is better than me. FUCK YEAH i love them, keep going bruh, keep getting better, imma catch up with you eventually. i’m not in a hurry, i’m savouring those failures, i’m gonna laugh about them years later.

is that because you envy the younger and more promising ones? confound those art boys who took art classes or started drawing at young age, they drive me to drink!

it’s never too late, ok? just google “famous people who made it late” or something. i’d love to take those art classes now that i’m an adult tbh. young me didn’t really care about this stuff at the time and missed half of the most important shit.

is that because you feel like you’ve spent too much time on it and still didn’t get better?

look at kids. looks at those poor bastards. remember how hard it was to learn writing? those bullshit letters just wouldn’t obey, would they? it’s not because kids are stupid talentless little shits, that’s just how learning new skill works. it’s 99% suffering and 1% being like “hey i think i draw hands a little bit better now”. then finding out you forgot how to draw hands once again.

but in the end, it always feels like it’s worth it, it’s a discovery, an adventure. if it never feels like it’s worth it, if you only bear with it expecting to experience some sudden euphoria firework one day, maybe it’s just not your thing, anon. it’s ok, too. don’t force yourself to do things you don’t enjoy.

i hope it gets better, whatever you do. please don’t hate yourself for being a flawed human being.

anonymous asked:

What are some good clexa fics?

 Perfect timing anon! I was actually planning on updating my fic rec lmao so I guess I’ll do it now. Below 

Non-AU:

(UPDATE) 

  • High as a Kite - Basically Lexa has a bad reaction to the medicine she’s given after being badly injured, and she ends up high as shit babbling adorabley about Clarke. Raven finds great amusement in seeing the Commander in such a childish and immature state, and Clarke takes care of Lexa in the cutest way ever and is the worried girlfriend that hates herself for falling for someone who’s constantly at risk. This one shot is so cute tho omgsdhjfjkh.

AU:

(UPDATES)

  • The Three Truths - ughhh so good. So this follows the whole ‘pretend to be my girlfriend’ trope (which is my fAVE), but be warned it ends up so much deeper than that. This fic was honestly a huge surprise because I just wanted a simple trope read and it ended up being this beautifully written, angsty and emotional journey and it is just fantastic. I recommend it so much. Be prepared for mass feels though.
  • Possibility Days - I’m usually not a fan of celebrity AUs for some reason but this fic got me bad. Basically Clarke and Lexa star in a TV series as one another’s lovers and Lexa has mad ass feelings for Clarke that she refuses to admit to. It’s really good and the tension between Clexa is so well-written ugh. The world-building is executed really smoothly as well and there’s a great Raven/Anya thing thrown in there that I am hERE FOR
  • As It Happens (I Fall Fast) - Lexa’s nursing a broken heart when she meets Clarke (who draws superheroes omg) at a work Christmas party. The fic follows the trope: “Oh shit my ex is coming qUICK KISS ME” and it’s fantastic and very cute. 
  • The Heart is the Strongest Muscle - Clarke decides to get her life together and starts attending the gym. It’s there that she first meets Lexa, and proceeds to fall right off the treadmill.

And shameless self promo, I’m also writing a College AU called Break Your Plans

anonymous asked:

on a serious note, why do you like shooting film so much?

Shooting film is so damn fun and every time I shoot film, even now, Its like a huge surprise.

Holding a roll of film that you just shot is a present to yourself tbh!

a present of beauty!

I mean look at that shit?!

Thats quality you cant replicate with software my friend, I mean you can try! but like did you really try.

Most of my favorite work has been shot on film. 

It’s all about fun and experimenting and technique and hard work and thats why I LOVE shooting film.

liam did the most during 1d tbh, he deserves to have his own stage. he deserves to get credit for his own hard work, he deserves to show off his immense talent and incredible vocals. i look forward to his cute lil accent and videos of him announcing shit by starting off ‘hey guys!’ like what a cUTIE PA TOOTIE!

anonymous asked:

How do you get so many notes, when your artwork barely has at effort or any intricate details in it while I struggled trying to get notes on hard work that looks actually like something rather than just lines and random squiggly lines??????🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

Effort and time does not equal good artwork, so you need to get past that idea. Every drawing, even the most detailed, is made up of lines and squiggles so w/e. Tbh my shit may be simple but I put a lot of effort into making a composed and balanced image, which takes a lot of thought and skill.

Also I’m making artwork because it’s fun, why are you? For notes? For recognition? There’s no point in you trying to tear me down to lift yourself up bc 1) I don’t care about your opinion, who are you even 2) if you aren’t succeeding as an artist it’s because Your work probably isn’t interesting or good, not bc the public is too stupid to see You’re truly the skilled one, like get a grip. ✌️

Reasons why Frankie is not a piece of shit for “throwing Zach under the bus”:

-It will blow up the bomb squad.
-It will make Devin look bad (not hard to do tbh)
-It will separate Caleb and Devin even more.
-He’s saving Victoria
-He knows Zach won’t go home (Dudes working with half of the house like come on)
-It looks like Zach and Frankie aren’t working together and will probably never be nominated together.
-Frankie is playing for Frankie not for Zach. It’s Big Brother, every man for himself. (If you don’t know that by now, then get out)

anonymous asked:

i'm having my checkup soon and I know how he's going to tell me I'm overweight and can use to lose like 40 lbs and my doctor and my mom takes it so seriously and tbh i've worked really hard this past year to be more positive about my body and to not let this number make me feel like shit and checkups are always awful for my mindset and i was wondering if you had advice you could give to help me ignore it? i dont want to slip back into my negative thoughts cuz ive hated my body for long enough

Just because you’re overweight doesn’t mean that you’re unhealthy, especially if you’ve been working out and eating healthy! Take a look at this photoset and show it to your mom as well. I’m sure it’ll change both of your mindsets and educate you as much as it taught me. :)

Also, just because you weigh more doesn’t make you any less of a person. I don’t know if you saw this, but the cover of the most recent Women’s Running Magazine cover features Erica Schenk, who is a plus sized model and avid runner and who is extremely healthy.  http://womensrunning.competitor.com/2015/07/inspiration/meet-our-august-cover-model_43818

probably one of my favourite personal head canons is the avengers as Brooklyn 99 like
Tony Stark as Jake Peralta: kind of a massive ass hole but also a brilliant detective, enjoys making Fury’s life a living hell (maybe he was disinherited by his family and told to get a ‘real job’ and happened to fall into police work bc he likes solving puzzles but also catching bad guys)
Steve Rogers as Amy Santiago: brilliant, hard working, earnest and clever (also wants to beat Tony at anything he ever does ever). Tony’s ringtone on his phone is 'anything you can do I can do better’
Natasha Romanov as Rosa Diaz: probably the scariest/hottest person you’ll ever meet, has been seen eating lunch with knives, has smiled on record once and that was when she kneed a serial sex offender in the crotch. can probably kill u with a tape dispenser and her knees.
Clint Barton as Gina Linetti: spends more time playing addictive phone games and saying weirdly brilliant shit than actually doing work (seriously where do those files go). secretly (or not so secretly) enjoys making life as hard as possible for everyone.
Bruce Banner as Charles Boyle: he tries really hard. probably has a tea blog.
Nick Fury as Ray Holy: how did he end up here with this group of lunatics.
BONUS POINTS IF
Bucky Barnes as Terry Jeffords: looks like he could kill you, probably thinking about puppies. May accidentally hug you to death.
Sam Wilson and Rhodey as Hitchcock and Scully bc I really just need those two fucking shit up around the office tbh

anonymous asked:

why are you defending 5h??? they're shit and little mix is way better.. and look at what they're wearing in bo$$, they look like sluts

Just because I’m a fan doesn’t mean I must hate Fifth Harmony. They are working hard as well, and deserve something for that. I like Miss Movin’ On and Me & My Girls is catchy as well (tbh I only know three songs), so I can see why people like them. I prefer Little Mix, but you can’t compare them really. They make pretty different music! 

Also, stop slut-shaming. If they like to wear these things then they’re allowed to. Just because you don’t dress like that, doesn’t mean others can’t either. And just wearing that doesn’t make them sluts either. I bet you don’t know more about them than I do, and I know pretty little about them, so don’t judge them.