Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then there are those remarkably rare, addictive ones who just bring out the most. Of everything.
They make you feel so alive that you’d follow them straight into hell, just to keep getting your fix.
Yes, you’ll always think of that one reason why your life turns out to be what it’s like now. You’re going to give time for it every single day. Like a rainbow that will suddenly pop out of the sky after it rained, and will also vanish after a few minutes. You’re always going to imagine what your life would be if things happened in a way you wanted it to. Like wishing in a falling star to give you everything you ever wanted. That thing will always disturb your mind, but not until you’ll realize why it has to happen in a different way. Why some of your plans didn’t turn out the way you expected it to happen. Why you made what you thought was the wrong decision. That to figure out life was like solving the biggest and hardest jigsaw puzzle that was invented in history. And sometimes you won’t immediately have all the pieces with you. That sometimes you need to look for it by yourself while discovering some places and meeting a lot of people. You need to discover every single piece in its own time. Someday you’re going to realize that life wouldn’t give you all the answers in just twenty-four hours. That to figure out life wasn’t like a simple question and answer because it would take years—not just a single overnight.
She was bored. She loved, had capacity to love, for love, to give and accept love. Only she tried twice and failed twice to find somebody not just strong enough to deserve it, earn it, match it, but even brave enough to accept it.