I tried, I truly and whole heartily did.
I spent hour after hour writing, rewriting, deleting, and editing hundreds of notes on my phone and thousands of papers with ink staining my skin where he should be.
As everything lays saturated and overflowing with feelings and words, I still cease to find or fit together these thoughts perfectly to help understand and explain what he does to me.
Hours turn to days, I still cannot find one piece of writing, one song, one line from my favorite book, that could ever do him justice.
He has plagued my mind, infected me with all that is good and pure, he is in my veins overriding all my doubts and fears and replacing them with the warmth of your smile
He has shown me things about myself I thought I had lost for good
He taught me to feel the things in both him and myself I never thought could exist outside of fairy tales.
The oceans will never have the waves required to swallow the mountains of love he unearthed from the depths of my soul.
There will never be a strong enough hurricane to drown the strength I’ve gained with him by my side.
The house I have slept and lived in for 15 years could never make me feel as at home as I do when he holds me close.
No matter how many police surround me, no matter how many knives my hands can hold, I will never feel as safe as I do when I find his hand on my knee, his thumb making circles as he drives slower than the speed limit.
With eyes on an empty road and car pointed towards the departure of a writer with her muse.
Yet, even with the view of mountains taunting me with the notion that too soon, I’ll be away from my happiest home
He removes his hand to turn up the music, allowing him to sing along to the music
As I watch him, at a loss of words, I am still reminded that no matter how far, he will ignite a fire in me that will burn hotter than a thousand stars
His eyes, those that which hold such a honey brown beauty that even Shakespeare himself is at a loss for words of how to describe their beauty
While I have never been one to look forward to the future, yet still, as I feel his lips on my forehead, I can see us clear as day in a year from now happier than thought possible.
There isn’t a single combination of words, out of all the quotes, poems and songs, not one can depict and properly show all that he is to me.
He is all that is anything in my life.
His mind is what holds my dreams, it holds the man who cannot be described with words
His hands hold all that I am with a kind of love that engulfs everything around it.
His mouth holds the key to my mind, his smile is a sight that can cause my breath to completely stop
His eyes contain all beauty in the world and with a simple look he makes me fall in love
He is my continuing happiness and strength, he is all my love and inspiration.
Words will never describe who he is to me because everything about my words, what they say, what they mean, how they came to form the way they did, are him.
No words can describe who he is to me, because he is all that my words are meant to be.
Hi guys, this is Admin J, the sole admin of EXO CHART RECORDS. I thought it would be fun to share my EXO’rDIUM experience from Manila, Philippines.
It was a 2-Day concert, for Day 1 I was seated in the Upper Box section, had a nice view of EXO and got to enjoy the performances as a whole, everything went smoothly and my heart was captured by EXO from start to finish.
Now let’s talk about Day 2, because this is 100% the most unique concert experience I have ever had in my life.
I lined up at 3PM, entered around 4PM and the concert started at 5:15 PM. The concert ended around 8:45, it lasted 3.5 hours.
I was in VIP Section, Floor B, Standing (AKA the pit - right side). So I was standing for 6 hours straight, but it was worth it.
Lay was not present during the shows in Manila. The political climate between China & The Philippines is still complicated and he has endorsements, contracts, etc. I understand his situation, I’ve seen EXO 5 times without Lay, so hopefully, one day, I hope to see you on stage with your brothers soon Zhang Yixing. <3
I was extremely close to the stage, only 2 people were in front of me, which I was totally satisfied with, considering I’m very tall and broad, so no problem.
2 people fainted, 1 Filipino girl & 1 Chinese girl, I need to applaud my fellow Filipinos for handling the crisis with compassion, holding up the girl, calling for bouncers quickly and feeding her water. That’s why, if you are planning to watch inside the pit, DRINK UP AND STAY HYDRATED, very important!
Concert started and boom, they push.
See this is where I don’t play, I like to consider myself a gentleman, so I’m not going to push this tiny girl in front of me just to get closer. Good thing I’m strong because those in the back are not going to push me out.
FANSITE MASTERS EVERYWHERE. At one point during the concert, there was a huge camera lens to my left shoulder, a huge lens to my right shoulder, and another lens right in front of me. They were so close, I could hear the rapid sniping of their cameras, photo after photo.
I need to make a pause here and kinda highlight my experience with these fansites. Disclaimer: If you like fansite photos (because I do as well) that’s okay, if you don’t like them, that’s okay too. It’s up to you to decide if you like them or not.
MY EXPERIENCE however, was both Good & Bad, let me start with the bad first. The fansite girl to my LEFT, was… for the lack of a better word, a complete beast. She was pushing me so hard to get closer that I would have fallen, but NO, SORRY GIRL, you were NOT going to ruin this night for me. I pushed her back so hard, she tumbled back and looked at me, and I gave her the biggest death glare of my life. The people around beside me saw us and if you search on twitter, MANY Filipino fans had less than stellar experiences with these girls. Listen, as a man, I’m not going to put my hands on a woman, but you aren’t going to elbow your way to the front and you will NOT DISRESPECT ANYONE to get there.
My advice when dealing with them is, if you can, stand your ground. I don’t know if it’s because I’m a guy and I’m tall that she didn’t try and come for me, because I’ve read experiences online of them pulling on the hair of female fans. If you feel threatened, call the bouncer right away and have them escorted out because these cameras are not permitted. Don’t allow them to touch your personal property (your camera, phone or lightstick), some will try to push your hands, grab your phone, do anything to get a nice shot. Don’t allow them, try and get the bouncer’s attention.
I’m not the type to retaliate, God tells us to never take revenge and to leave it to the Lord. So around 15 minutes later, a bouncer parts our section like the red sea, grabs her around the waist and hauls her OUT of the pit! I’m happy that happened during around the start of the concert, because everything after that was amazing!
My Good experience with a fansite, was a shorter girl who was pretty nice! She had a fellow fansite girl with her and they weren’t being disrespectful or rude. She was talking to me, but I couldn’t understand her, sorry bes. :( But at one point, she thought I was leaving or something, and lightly grabbed me to stay and I think she wanted me to hide her cause I’m tall and I was like “lol ok”. When she wasn’t taking photos, there was a short fan beside her trying to film EXO on stage, but her arms couldn’t really reach EXO since they were on the extended stage; so the fansite girl took her phone and started filming EXO for her since she had longer arms, it was cute. She gave it back and then left, but grabbed me to get into her spot, and I ended up even nearer to EXO.
Overall, I’m happy my experience with these fansite girls was both positive and negative. It showed me two different sides. My guardian who was waiting outside saw a girl leaving a decoy camera lens before entering the arena but her real lens was strapped to her leg, underneath a long skirt. (She saw it when the girl ran). And then AS SOON as the concert ended, all the Korean fansites RAN LIKE WILD, they were probably the first ones to leave. On Day 1, my guardian saw 5 girls, caught, having to leave their lenses before entering. She couldn’t believe it.
OK! So, back to EXO! I will highlight each member.
Suho: Leader Kim! He gave THE most fan service. He’s so grateful, it didn’t matter whether it was a ballad, a dance track, an acoustic session, or whatever, the guy is always waving to the fans. His English is incredibly thoughtful and cute. Please support our leader, he’s someone to be cherished.
Xiumin: SEXY. When ‘White Noise’ came on and he was elevated right in front of my face. Winding down, and body rolling, and everything was EXTRA. Extra face, extra body, extra everything. That’s a man, yet, also a child because 3.6.5 would come on and if you were next to me, you would think that was my favorite song with Xiumin jumping in my face. I haven’t played that song on my iPod in 2 years and I KNEW ALL THE DAMN WORDS.
Chen: FAN SERVICE KING. I know he saw me, we had a connection, I’m currently in his mind as of this moment. But seriously, he was such a performer! Everyone I know thought he was the most handsome that night. His arms too. And his voice, the vocals were on point. It’s such an experience to watch him hit those high notes up close.
Chanyeol: TOBEN HAIR, is a Q-T-PA-2-T, is a real life human puppy. But suddenly transforms and slays the electric guitar while eye body slamming me. His guitar skills were SO GOOD! What a multi-talented king. Last January 2016, for EXO’luXion, he was serving sex with arms that could choke and straight hair. This time, he was too cute, all cuddly and his tummy was FLUFFY, I LOVED IT. His shirt would raise and I would see glory, I’m happy you enjoyed the lechon babe.
Baekhyun: When EXO first appeared, the first person I saw was Baekhyun, and I immediately thought “Shet, the pit is worth it, I see the eyeliner, I see heaven”. There was a fan who got hurt on the middle side of our section, and Baekhyun was staring at the scene the whole time. He was concerned, you could see it in his face. I think a Korean fansite was escorted out after that. His vocals were perfect, not a single imperfection, and he’s an amazing dancer. He really is.
D.O.: I feel like I saw D.O. the most, I probably made the most eye contact with him. He looks like and felt like a man you could bring home and everyone would love him. He had a really beautiful aura around him. He was so beautiful in person, sang like an angel and he also looked so manly in person, all I saw was TopD.O. I’ve converted.
Kai: Absolutely… I need to take my time, because words cannot describe how this human being exists. Photos, Videos, do not do Kai justice, NO JUSTICE AT ALL. His body moves and curves in all the right places, I was stunned, truly the Dancing King. The stairs were right in front of me, so when he came down after performing, I saw his face up close, and God, he’s so handsome.
Sehun: My Pyak Pyak. TT_TT My UB, oh how perfect you were last night. You danced like an angel and I heard your wonderful voice. You had the tiniest waist, the longest limbs and the cutest smile. During ‘Run’, you would jump and I would see your tummy and UGH you killed me. I honestly didn’t care I was probably the only fanboy in my area screaming your name, an Introvert who starts using his voice when you appear.
Lay: He wasn’t there, but he wasn’t forgotten. Lots of EXO-Ls still had their Lay banners, headbands, and screams would become even LOUDER when his face would appear in the screen. Trust and believe, I will see you one day!
My EXO’rDIUM experience is something I will always remember and cherish. EXO sang ‘Hawak Kamay’ again, Queen’s ‘We Will Rock You’ was suddenly included in the setlist, Baekhyun’s PHIXO made another cameo, Kai did some kind of Chicken themed rain dance, which inspired me to order Jollibee for today’s lunch, thanks KimKai, and the Philippines will always love EXO. The loyalty of a Filipino fan will always be with you. I know you guys will come back, probably next year, so until then, I will continue to support my loves. <3 Thank you for a wonderful 2 nights.
Thanks for reading! Now back to your regular programming.
Words cannot describe how much I love this character! Magnus Bane will forever be the character who inspires me to do so so much for myself and do it in ways that are fun and beautiful. I love this character with all my heart and I would not have anyone else but the talented and wonderful man Harry Shum Jr. bring this character to life. Harry Shum Jr. is just an amazing and a great human being that inspires so many people within the fandom that I can’t even with the feels so don’t argue with me because I will fight you.
• Thomas Jefferson x Reader • Multi-Part Au • Part 1 • Word Count: 1071 • Warnings: song lyrics? Straight man™ not able to take no for an answer • Song(s) in this part: “Belle” “Belle (Reprise)” • Song lyrics in italics, everything else in normal writing • One French franc is equivalent to 0.16 American Dollars, so the 100 francs Y/N is carrying is equivalent to 16.37 American dollars • Due to her beauty, everyone calls Y/N Belle • Gaston and Lefou are still in it, basically everyone is the same except Belle and Beast • Translations: o Bonjour: Hello o Monsieur: Mr. o Père: Father o Je ne sais quoi: basically means ‘a quality that cannot be described or named easily’
Y/N L/N, known by everyone as Belle, walked down the stone road, holding a straw basket. Inside the basket were two books and about 100 francs to be bread and some other things.
“Little town, it’s a quiet village. Every day like the one before. Little town, full of little people. Waking up to say,” Y/N sang while walking down the road.
The various people in the town shouted ‘bonjour’ when they opened their window shutters.
“There goes the baker with his tray, like always,” Y/N sang, “the same old bread and rolls to sell. Every morning just the same, since the morning that we came to the poor, provincial town.”
“Good morning, Belle!” Monsieur Jean said.
“Good morning, Monsieur Jean! Have you lost something again?” Y/N asked, taking a piece of bread off his stand. She then handed him twenty francs.
“Well, Belle, I believe I have, the problem is, I’ve—I can’t remember what,” Monsieur Jean said. He then shrugged. “Oh well, I’m sure it’ll come to me. Where are you off to?”
“I have to return this book to Père Robert. It’s about two lovers in fair Verona,” Y/N said, her voice light and airy.
“Sounds boring,” Monsieur Jean said. He turned away from Y/N to go speak to another customer.
“Look there she goes, that girl is strange, no question. Dazed and distracted, can’t you tell? Never part of any crowd, ‘cause her head’s up on some cloud. No denying she’s a funny girl that Belle,” The townspeople sang as she walked past. Y/N ignored them.
“Bonjour! Good day! How is your family?” A passerby sang.
“There must be more than this provincial life!” Y/N sang, desperate to get away from the life she had.
Y/N skipped into Père Robert’s building. She had a sweet smile on her face, the one she normally had.
“Ahh, if it isn’t the only bookworm in town! So, where did you run off to this week?” Père Robert asked.
“Two cities in Northern Italy!” Y/N said, sighing as she placed the book down. “I didn’t want to come back. Have you got any new places to go?”
“I’m afraid not, Belle, but you may re-read any of the old ones that you’d like,” He said.
“Your library makes our small corner of the world feel big,” Y/N said with a smile.
“Bon voyage!” He said.
As she walked out of his building, the passersby started to sing again. “Look there she goes, the girl is so peculiar. I wonder if she’s feeling well. With a dreamy, far-off look, and her nose stuck in a book. What a puzzle to the rest of us is Belle.”
Y/N placed the new book she had chosen at Père Robert’s in her basket, she then walked past Gaston, who had seemed to have a newfound obsession with marrying her.
“Look at her, LeFou—my future wife. Belle is the most beautiful girl in the village, that makes her the best,” Gaston said.
“But she’s so…well-read! You’re so… athletically inclined,” LeFou said, looking at Gaston. LeFou wasn’t sure whether he wanted to be with Gaston, or be Gaston.
“Yes, but ever since the war I’ve felt like I’ve been missing something, and she’s the only girl that gives me that sense of—“ Gaston said.
“Je ne sais quoi?” LeFou suggested.
Gaston muttered what LeFou thought to be ‘I don’t know what that means’. “Right from the moment when I met her, saw her, I said she’s gorgeous and I fell. Here in town, there’s only she who is beautiful as me, so I’m making plans to woo and marry Belle,” Gaston sang, gazing at Y/N. He got up and started to walk after her, but he first stopped to get some flowers to give to her. “Pardon.”
“Good day,” Y/N said.
Y/N continued to walk through the crowd, Gaston struggling to walk after her through the thick crowd of people.
“Excuse me. Please let me through!” Gaston sang.
“There must be more than this provincial life!” Y/N sang.
“Just watch, I’m going to make Belle my wife!” Gaston sang.
Y/N returned home shortly after.
“I am going to the market, Y/N, I’ll see you tomorrow! What would you like, my dear?” Y/N’s father asked her.
“A rose, papa,” Y/N said.
“Alright, a rose it is! I’ll be back tomorrow with a rose,” her father said. Soon after he drove the carriage away.
“So, Belle, I don’t see why you haven’t married someone yet,” Gaston said.
“I don’t see how this is any of your business, Gaston,” Y/N said, walking out of the garden and closing the fence behind her.
“When your father dies, you don’t want to end up having to beg for spare change on the street,” Gaston said.
“I really don’t think you should be lecturing me on this, right now, Gaston,” She said.
“You could always marry me,” Gaston said, as Y/N walked up to her door.
“Gaston, I will never marry you,” She said as she closed the door.
She heard Gaston walk away and breathed a sigh of relief. She was tired of him and his constant coming after he. Why couldn’t he just take no for an answer. She walked back outside, extremely frustrated. “Can you imagine? Me, the wife of the boorish, brainless… Madame Gaston, can’t you just see it? Madame Gaston, his little wife, ugh! No, sir! Not me! I guarantee it! I want much more than this provincial life! I want adventure in the great wide somewhere. I want it more than I can tell, and for once it might be grand, to have someone understand, I want so much more than they’ve got planned…”
Happy 71st Birthday Tim! Here’s a lovely photo of him with the beautiful Nell Campbell :) words cannot describe what this man means to me and I’m just happy to see him continuing to do his thing and not let anything get him down. Once again, I hope this wonderful, talented, and VERY handsome man has a fantastic birthday!
hedofthebloom via instagram, “Words cannot properly describe my love for this group of people, who I am so incredibly lucky to call my friends. I proposed to the woman I love this past week, and couldn’t have asked for a better group to have been there to witness it. Thank you for always being complete legends, and I’m genuinely scared (and excited) to see what kind is mischief we all get into next. Thank you all for an incredible week in one of the most beautiful places I’ve ever been, and thank you to Katie for making me the happiest man on Earth and for saying yes. (Would have been an awkward trip if you didn’t!)”
I just need to say more than just a “congratulations”, I’m more than proud of him. This man, that has been fighting for the past year, staying strong for all the hateful comments people have said about him, and winning the award. Like words cannot actually describe how strong this guy is! Wow. And did you see how shocked he was? He didn’t really think he had as much supporters as he used to, and there wouldn’t be much love, instead, he got more than just love, he had people screaming and cheering, “i love you!” and that beautiful smile afterwards. He loves us so much, it’s great we finally gave back to him. He deserved this award more than anyone, I’m so happy for him, and happy for myself, because I made Johnny Christopher Depp II, smile. I love you, Johnny. WE love you.
okay but words cannot begin to describe how ridiculously excited I am for Spiderman: Homecoming because 1. actors who are around the age, 2. pocs man, POCs., 3. Zendaya who could slay me and I would pay her, 4. Laura Harrier (might’ve spelled that wrong) but she is fucking gorgeous?? I get confused by her. like the females in this movie are all beautiful like no other and the fact that the majority of the “main cast” is not white, makes me glad. I could literally soar into space and land on the sun
Tao is literally one of the most precious, important and beautiful souls to walk this planet. That man gives his all in everything he does and he pushes himself so hard and I’ve never seen anyone like him. His determination to continue on no matter how hard the path is really inspiring to me. And no matter what hardships he’s faced with, he still manages to come out okay. I honestly don’t know how he does it… And words cannot describe how much I love him and how much I just want to thank him for just being him.
I would love to see Jamie compile a photo album for Claire with photos the children, vacations, birthdays, Christmases, their many houses, their wedding, etc.
Jamie had spent months creating the photo album for her birthday, and now the day had finally arrived.
The wee Fraser’s had helped a small bit, but being so little it hadn’t held their attention for very long.
Jamie awoke with the dawn and carefully got out of bed so as not to wake his wife. He felt as if God himself had lead them to each other, she was everything. He would spend everyday of his life showing her just how much she meant to him, and this was one way he knew how. He couldn’t wait to see her face when she opened it.
It was a Saturday and neither Faith nor Brianna enjoyed being awake so early. However, Jamie knew that having all three of them there when Claire opened their gift, would be well worth it.
“Da, why do we have to up again?” A tired Faith inquired as she rubbed the sleep from her eyes.
“Because, a leannan, it’s yer mam’s birthday. We should all be there to give her our gift, aye?”
Faith gave a wee pout but nodded her head in agreement.
“Go get yer sister up for me?”
With a smile and a pat on the head Faith was off.
“Bree! Wake up it’s mam’s birthday!”
A small thud and a flurry of red and brown curls came out of their bedroom and nearly ran into their Da making breakfast.
“Hush! We don’t want to wake yer mam just yet!” Jamie whispered as he looked both girls in the eyes.
Both heads bobbed in silent agreement and slowly walked to the table and sat as their Da finished making them breakfast.
The girls nearly inhaled their food in anticipation to wish their mam a happy birthday.
Jamie carried the breakfast tray, on it, black coffee in her favorite I love my mom! mug, along with a plate of scrambled eggs and sausage.
With his hands full, Jamie let the eldest of his daughters carry the scrapbook to their bedroom. Brianna, however, did not agree with this decision and the two were fighting on who would carry all the way down the hall.
Both girls sprinted to the bed and jumped on either side of their mam.
No matter how many times Jamie asked them to be quiet, it was of no use.
Hooded amber eyes sparkled in the dim light of the morning, and pink lips curled into a smile as her daughters and husband came into sight.
“Happy birthday, mam!” Both girls shouted simultaneously.
Jamie smiled as he gingerly set the tray on the bedside table and kissing her forehead with a hushed happy birthday in the clouds of her hair.
He sat beside her and gathered Claire into his arms as the girls presented the gift to their mother.
“What’s this?” Claire smiled as she gingerly accepted the square bundle.
“Open it!” Brianna bounced excitedly as Faith watched her mother’s face in anticipation.
A quick glance and a smile to Jamie, she unwrapped the gift her husband had worked so hard on.
To my beloved wife, Claire Elizabeth Fraser, I give you this book of memories of all the years so far, and may we enjoy many more together
“Jamie…” She hadn’t even opened the book yet and already her heart swelled with joy.
“Hush, a nighean. Open it.” He whispered to her and took her right hand in his.
Every moment of her life, from birth, to the present day was there, captured in small photographs.
There was Claire as a wee babe, swaddled in a pink hospital blanket just a few hours after she was born. Underneath the picture was Jamie’s delicate scrawl, noting the date, and every bit of info that was taken at birth.
There were pictures of wee Claire with her mother and father.
Later on with her and her Uncle Lamb.
All through her schooling years.
Her and Jamie’s first date.
Jamie, Claire and Murtaugh in dimly lit bar, giddy with drink.
A clipping out of a newspaper that announced their engagement.
The wedding itself.
The picture Claire took of Jamie when she told him she was pregnant for the first time.
The look of sheer joy on their faces when Faith was finally strong enough to come home.
Their first house.
Claire graduating from her residency.
Faith’s first steps, first words, all of the family portraits.
The picture of the three of them together that announced that Claire was with child again.
Every single joyful moment was in that book, not one forgotten.
Claire couldn’t even stop the tears from spilling over if she tried. “Jamie… I- I don’t know what to say.”
“Ye dinna need to say anything.” He smiled squeezing her hand. “There’s more.”
She let out a small laugh, “How could their possibly be more?” She whispered as she turned the page.
My beloved Claire,
Words cannot begin to describe my love for you and everything you’ve given to me. I knew I loved you the day I laid eyes on you, and never did I think I would be so lucky to call you mine. You’re the most amazing woman i’ve ever met, your strength, your beauty, everything about you mo nighean donn. Never did I think that a woman like you could love a man like me. I love you more each and every day, I thank God every waking moment for giving you to me and our children. They’re the spitting image of you, Claire. My life is perfect because of you. Happy birthday, Sassenach.
By now the tears were flowing freely down her cheeks, she turned to face Jamie and could do nothing but smile.
Taking his face into her hands, she kissed him tenderly for a long while, her tears mingling with the tears he had begun to shed.
“God, I love you.” She whispered before placing her lips on his once more.
So the school year is over.. It was a very emotional day… The kids were heartbroken and so was I… Therefore I had to have this man show up today on my countdown to feel better… Tom Hiddleston! Okay, I gotta be honest with y'all… I was not immediately attracted to Tom… Yes, I did notice him in Thor and The Avengers and I thought “Hey, he’s cool!!” but that’s about it… That was uuntil I saw the NerdHQ interview and I was done for!!! Really,is it me or is he the perfect example of what a British gentleman should be??? Honestly, there are absolutely no words to describe how beautiful this man is… And what a class act he is too!!
So thanks to morriggannlostinfandoms whose birthday is today so extra Tom for you girl ;-) and my girl lokihiddles2981 (these two worked really hard to make me fall for him) I am definitely a proud Hiddlestoner and I cannot get enough of him!!! And like many of you I am preparing myself for the massive apocalypse coming our way this fall… Let’s hope we all survive this somehow…
“I cannot even describe the beauty of her ascension,” said another.
“You kind of did, though,” said another witness, who was wearing a fedora. “By saying you cannot describe something, that is a sort of apotheosis, a paralipsis, if you will, which gives the object an implied description through non-description,” he continued. “Plus, the word ‘indescribable’ carries with it a universal connotation and is, itself, a description. Here, let me explain…”
But the other witnesses moved a little ways up the sidewalk, so they could no longer hear the man.
happy birthday ashton, I cannot believe he is 22 now!! we are so lucky to have such a beautiful, talented, kind hearted person like him on this planet. words cannot describe how much I adore this man ♡♡