words cannot describe how much i love this man

This post is for my mutuals and people who make my dash a wonderful place, but it’s also for anyone who’s ever reblogged, liked or even just looked at any of my posts and thought they were alright (✿◠‿◠)

Wow!! I still can’t believe there’s more than 5,000 of you who follow this blog. I’ve been on here for so long and I’ve never properly thanked everyone. I’ve been making edits for a bit now, but it wasn’t until yuri on ice that I felt more comfortable and proud of how far I had gotten with my skills. I still have a long way to go but I’m always willing to learn and I’m super happy that a lot of you seem to like my creations. So many of you have been nothing more than supportive and in all honesty so much of this support has saved me from myself. When yuri on ice was airing I was going through really though time and I coped by delving deep into photoshop and the support I got was unbelievable. Every week my thought process was just “one more week and I can feel that happiness again.” That support that I received is something that I still find absolutely incredible. Whether you’ve been putting up with me for a long time, or you followed this blog recently, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I’ve also made many absolutely amazing friends on here that whether you know it or not, you’ve helped me so much and words cannot describe how much I appreciate that and I hope you all know that I’ll be here for you even if we were to deactivate and move on with our lives. Ahhh sorry I got really deep and emotional there, please don’t mind me just casually professing my love to the internet ^^;

Well after that sap fest… without further ado, these are some of the people that brighten my day!!

bold - I would kill at least one man for you
italics - we haven’t talked much but I see you and ily

♡ lovely mutuals ♡

@25th @301m @ah-luna @aizawashoutah @aizawashoutta @amalasdraws @animejpg @atsushisnakajima @bakugoukatsvki @bokvro @crimians @doumekism @elriccs @ennoshita-chan @genoza @gintoukis @golden-demon @grapetart @gurens @hajime-oikawa @hanamacki @hiwazumi @isahnas @itoshikis @iwaizooms @iwaizumi-hajimie @jayha @josai @juminss @kagevama @katsukie @katsvra @keyneki @killuah @killuay @kiwirn @kkenma @kkenmai @kmsjn @kousseii @lametooru @legallyb-r-o-w-n @loveesam @matsvhanas @milcs @minnyard @misakarose @mochalou @my-soul-deactivated @nekolyssi @nekuroo @nicorobins @nikihforov @nishincyas @nishynoyas @ohlevi @oikawago@oikawaii @oizumi @osafune @pdalarry @peachy-tooru @pliestsky @plisstsky @prettyboyviktor @rabbitghovl @rainchime-s @ranpohedogawa @rosywiki @s-e-l-f-i-s-h-n-e-s-s @sayuyun @shoto-s @shouyeo @shrabu @sitrusky @story-kat @tachibana–chan @tdorki @tetetsu @thegranddork @tobjo @tooriu @tovdoroki @tsukishimer @victoryuuris @xhaikyuu @xoxomyseriesxoxo @yachii @yaha-ba @yamacuchi @yamazekis @yumejiu @yushiyuki

♡ sideblogs ♡

@aceasahis @chikaera @cousaten @kacchanns @karasuno @kxrasuno @meristem @miyukiz @mochidoodle @prettykageyama @sayuyuu @seairu-kun @sugaawaras @tinymidoriya @todoroukishouto @toroikawa @zanimez

♡ wonderful people ♡ 

@ammeja @ayumiko @blau678 @chalaite @dazaiosamu-s @escarletes @hinamie @hyokas @jolynecujo @kittlekrattle @krshima @lemon-creme @mnknk-nyangrdo @nichinoya @ohreigen @reizakis @semehere @shotous @suggestivescribe @tariyo @tobiohchan @tomura @tovbio @tsukis @yuukaanda 

Finn Balor x Reader

Summary :- You and Finn have been dating for a while. You’re about to make history as one of the first inter-gender matches of the New Era, but neither you nor Finn can focus entirely on the match…

Warnings :- Fluff, mentions of cheating

Word Count :- 1,431

AN - This is literally just something I dreamt up last night, so let me know what you think. Should I do a part 2 of when they get back to their hotel if you get when I’m saying? *Wink wink nudge nudge* 

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Words cannot describe how much I love this character! Magnus Bane will forever be the character who inspires me to do so so much for myself and do it in ways that are fun and beautiful. I love this character with all my heart and I would not have anyone else but the talented and wonderful man Harry Shum Jr. bring this character to life. Harry Shum Jr. is just an amazing and a great human being that inspires so many people within the fandom that I can’t even with the feels so don’t argue with me because I will fight you.

Originally posted by itscuteust

THere he is! The man I started respecting and worshiping, the wonderful Kal Skirata! 
Words cannot describe how much I love this character bless the republic Commando books I am so happy they exist 
Kal is also like, the most relatable character for me ever and I have discovered I love everything about Mandalorian culture 

Anyway this is smth small from my sketchbook, will be posting a bunch more things I’ve drawn in the past month there bc I’ve basically been drawing there instead of the computer 

Words cannot even describe how much I love this guyyyyy😻😻😻😫😫😫😫

agent-castiel-angel-deactivated  asked:

Hello guys, I'm here again! And I have to ask if you have any fics with Demon!Dean. I haven't seen much of that and is an amazing tag. Thanks for your great work :D

Originally posted by rosemaryishale

I’ve been waiting for someone to send this ask! Demon Dean was one of my least favorite parts while watching SPN, so it’s strange that I have so many amazing fics about him. I’m not going to rec every demon Dean fic that I have because I’d go crazy having to link them all here. So, instead, I’m giving you all my favorites with both AU and canon settings and saving the rest for a possible part 2 rec. I hope you haven’t already read all of these. Enjoy! - Admin A

Title: If We Are Victorious In One More Battle

Author: it_felt_pure (custodian)

Rating: Explicit

Admin’s assessment:  ★ ★ ★

Words: 2,005

Admin J’s notes: Demon Dean isn’t my kinda thing, but maybe you have a thing for it? It breaks my heart to think that there has been a relationship going on and then Dean turns to demon and Cas loses him. Not cool. Even though the smut is pretty good.

Summary: The smell of sulfur wakes him. Castiel panics, grasps the handle of the angel blade under his pillow, and twists in his sheets to face the danger. He’s weak — he’s barely an angel anymore — but he’s still a warrior. Broken or not, he’s a warrior.

“Heya, Cas. Heard you were looking for me.”

The shock is enough that Castiel almost drops the blade. And then he grips it tighter, sensing more than seeing the corruption that has seeped into Dean’s soul. He fumbles with the bedside lamp. A click, and the room lights up dim yellow.


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Title: Hello Night

Author: almaasi

Rating: Explicit

Admin’s assessment:  ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

Words: 11,211 - Finished

Admin A’s notes: This author never disappoints! I swear, everything she writes is pure gold and this is no exception. This just proves that a smut fic can and should have a decent plot to it. I think I may have to read this again since it’s been awhile!

Summary: Demon!Dean/Priest!Cas AU. Castiel summons Dean to the crossroads, and he only wants one thing: him.

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Title: To Reign In Hell

Author: whreflections

Rating: Explicit

Admin’s assessment:  ★ ★ ★

Words: 70,138 - Finished

Admin A’s notes: This didn’t work for me and I have to admit that I did not finish it. I got half way and had to drop out because I have a pending list of 90 unread Destiel fics waiting… But I decided to add this on the list because I have a feeling that I’m in the minority with my feelings of dislike. So give it a chance and judge it yourself^^

Summary: When Castiel abandoned Heaven to be with Dean, he damned himself to hell. Now, centuries later, Dean is sent on orders from Heaven to stop a demonic Castiel from leading the armies of hell in another war.

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Title: Bonded Verse

Author:  Luciel89

Rating: Explicit

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★

Words: 1,485,528 - Finished

Admin A’s notes: I’m only reccing this in case there’s still someone who has not read this verse. Don’t be scared about the large word count, there’s just many parts on this verse and you can always just read part one and two and call it a day :’D

Summary: Demon/Angel College!AU: Dean is a demon who dislikes angels and Castiel is his new angel roommate at college. Dean finds himself fascinated with Castiel’s wings, much to his own annoyance, which only leads him into trouble. When they become accidentally mated to each other, things get complicated and feelings get hurt, but can it be the start of something good?

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Title: Monsters of Men

Author: runoutofwit

Rating: Explicit

Admin’s assessment:  ★ ★ ★ ★

Words: 62,834 - Finished

Admin A’s notes: I love this, it’s AU but then again it’s not. I love it when authors put a lot of effort into describing things and creating worlds of their own without just relying on the fact that we’ve all watched SPN, and that nothing really needs to be explained. There are the rare cases where mainly dialogue type of writing works, but that only/mostly applies to oneshots with less than 3k of words. Anyway, I’m getting sidetracked again… What I meant to say was that I really enjoyed this story and I’m quite sure this would be perfect for those who mostly read AU fics like me, but also for head canon readers because it’s still not complete AU!

Summary: Life is relatively simple for Dean: get a contract, kill something, collect money, get drunk and fuck. That’s how it’s been for a long while now, and that’s the way he likes it. However, he never thought he’d have an angel in his house, and he sure as hell never guessed he’d think about keeping it.

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Title: Paved with Good Intentions

Author: crystamartin, csmartin

Rating: Explicit

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Words: 29,742 - Finished

Admin A’s notes: I have a feeling that this ask would be so much better suited for admin J. I’m an AU reader mostly and when I make an exception, I hardly ever give a fair rating because I’m mostly reading them because I have to and not because I want to. So once again, I was not as impressed by this as it probably deserved, but keep in mind that this is not my genre of choice!

Summary:When Castiel finally locates Dean in Hell after forty years, he finds the righteous man changed into something much darker than the angel had expected. Such a creature cannot be resurrected, so Castiel must return him to the man he used to be before he can be sent back to Earth.

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Title: Take Me Home Country Roads

Author: saltyfeathers

Rating: Explicit

Admin’s assessment:  ★ ★ ★ ★

Words: 124,864 - Finished

Admin A’s notes: As you all know by now, I basically stick to my AU stories, but every once in awhile I make exceptions and this is one of those. I absolutely loved how this was written and the way the author used her words to describe everything. I had a clear visual of everything in my head as I read this fic, and for that I have to dish out extra kudos. I loved how dark and ugly Dean’s demonic side got at times and I loved his inner power-struggle between good and evil. Also Castiel’s journey to save Dean while losing his stolen grace were wonderful. I totally fell for this story and it’s quickly becoming one of my all time favorites.

Summary: Dean dies with the Mark of Cain on his arm, waking up with black eyes and hellfire licking at his heels.

Cas, sick on the stolen grace that’s rotting inside him, gives chase.

As his pursuit and Dean’s evasion ebbs and flows, they begin to figure out the difference between marks given and marks received, and what it means when one such mark is faded but not forgotten.

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The top part is all quotes from @therealjacksepticeye and the bottom are words I use to describe him. Sorry for the bad quality; my printer scanner is out.
I love watching Jack’s videos everyday and I cannot put into words how much he means to me and how much he’s helped me. He is amazing and watching this smol green bean screech at videogames every day brings a smile to my face, so I thought creating this could somehow be a way to give back and show my love and appreciation to this wonderful, talented man I look up to. 💚💚💚


I just need to say more than just a “congratulations”, I’m more than proud of him. This man, that has been fighting for the past year, staying strong for all the hateful comments people have said about him, and winning the award. Like words cannot actually describe how strong this guy is! Wow. And did you see how shocked he was? He didn’t really think he had as much supporters as he used to, and there wouldn’t be much love, instead, he got more than just love, he had people screaming and cheering, “i love you!” and that beautiful smile afterwards. He loves us so much, it’s great we finally gave back to him. He deserved this award more than anyone, I’m so happy for him, and happy for myself, because I made Johnny Christopher Depp II, smile. I love you, Johnny. WE love you.

This is going to be one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to write. I’m already crying and I’ve only just started. 

Peter announced that he’s leaving Doctor Who. There are no words to properly describe how heartbroken and upset I am over it. God, I still remember the day he was announced as the Doctor. I had no idea just how much I’d come to love him, in character as the Doctor and the man himself. I cannot describe the happiness that this Doctor and this man has brought me. Hell, he’s one of the main reasons I pushed myself to make it to my very first convention last year, to put myself out there with my cosplay (and gave encouraging words to pursue my career in writing.) 

Meeting him was the greatest day of my life. He not only complimented my cosplay, but communicated a certain understanding to me in a way that has forever touched me. When I acted like no one else was in the room when I hugged him during the photo-op, he laughed and let me go on as long as I needed to. I’m telling you, this man IS the Doctor. He made me feel special. I wish I could thank him for making me feel special. 

As some of you know, @hybriddutyofcare and I are still sending the award and scrapbooks to Peter. We both weren’t expecting this to happen, and now it feels like he’s receiving it for the purpose we didn’t intend in the first place. It feels like a send-off award instead of a recognition one. The words on the award now feel like they are truly in the past tense and that our words of hoping for him to stay longer are now null and void. It hurts me to think that if he would’ve gotten it earlier, would he have changed his mind? 

(Those last lines are painful to look at now.) 

Before Peter/Twelve came along, I had loved @doctorwho so much already. However, my love for it increased so much during s8 and s9 that I ended up doing what I never expected to do before and made so many new, unexpected friends. Its crazy how much more involved I’ve gotten in the fandom because of him. 

I’ve said more than I meant to, but I really needed to let this out. I’ve never been more heartbroken by a departure on this show until now, however, I owe Peter great thanks for all that he’s done for me (and all of us) during his time on the show. Thank you, Peter Capaldi. You will always be my Doctor. Period. 

“Emma Swan, you know her?” Neal

“How do you know her?” Mulan

“She’s…she’s my…I don’t know but she’s in danger, I have to get back, I have to help her!” Neal

Words cannot describe how much I love this scene. It may seem just a cute and silly bit at first glance but it revels so much about what kind of man Neal is.

Just before he fell through that portal, Emma declared that she both loved him and needed him. And yet Neal doesn’t immediately jump on that and decide that clearly they are together and Emma is now ‘his’. He fully admits that he doesn’t know who he is to Emma and who she is to him.

Because Neal understands that Emma decides who she is with. That just because you love someone doesn’t mean that you should be with them. That just because you love someone doesn’t mean that you aren’t still angry and hurt.

Because Neal understands that Emma gets to decide when her walls come down, when she wants to be with someone, when she’s ready to actually act upon the love and need that she feels.

And he’ll still stand by her, supporting and helping her no matter who he is to her or how long it takes.

Favourite musical moments in Hamilton, Act 1

- Alexander Hamilton: Two things in particular. First, the echoes in “Alexander Hamilton (ALEXANDER HAMILTON!), we are waiting in the wings for you (WAITING IN THE WINGS FOR YOU!)” and second, the whole phrasing of “never back down, never learn to take your TIIIIIIIIME, OHHHH ALEXANDER HAMILTON” - it’s the beat right before “time” and then how it carries straight into the “oh”
- The Schuyler Sisters: When the music stops and everyone pauses to sing “Look around, look around, how lucky we are to be alive right now!” because it’s so strong, joyful, inspired. When I dance to this I seriously do feel so lucky to be alive. Most listened to song on the entire album, trufax
Farmer Refuted: I’m always a slut for ¾ time
- Helpless: I know it’s an homage to Countdown but “I am so into you, I am so into you” always reminds me of “You must not know ‘bout me, you must not know ‘bout me” from Irreplaceable.
- Satisfied: What HASN’T been said about this song already? I’ve seen posts pointing out the staggering of the echoes at the beginning as well as the descending bass line when Angelica returns to the “present” so all I’ll add is, YES.
- Story of Tonight (reprise): The harmonies with Oak’s husky voice singing the top line and Daveed’s clear tones on the bottom just kills me each time. It’s so nice from a choir kid’s perspective, and so unique because their vocal timbres are super different. Compare to when Oak sings with Anthony - their voices are more similar so they blend really nicely. Daveed and Oak DON’T blend like at all, but like…it….works!!?!?!! For a guy who avoids the singer tag, Daveed has a wonderful singing voice. SING MORE, DIGGS!!
- Wait For It: Those echoes though. It’s a song for Burr but the ensemble makes it yo
- Ten Duel Commandments: I love that Lin took the direct allusions to Biggie’s 10 Crack Commandments and made them all sung harmonies instead of rap. It’s like, so obviously lifted in terms of cadence but at the same time NOT because of musical delivery. Geeeeenius.
- Guns and Ships: Everyone and their brother has already raved over Lafayette’s rap so I’d just like to shine some light on Chris’s “the world will never be the same, AlexAAAAAANDE-HER-EEEER”!! asdkf;harg;dfjvod don’t touch me
- History Has Its Eyes On You: I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH. The music cannot be separated from the lyrics here, when Wash is describing his first military command and how it ended in tragedy my heart figuratively tears itself apart. It’s the first time Chris can really exhibit his acting and singing chops simultaneously and you’re just like, this man is so talented, every word is laden with emotion. And I love that the melody from My Shot creeps in, its’ almost like a dark reprise as the ensemble murmurs it hauntingly in the background, like those devoted soldiers Washington lost oh my god, pass the tissues pls.
- Yorktown: Just like I said in Schuyler Sisters, my ultimate musical theatre choral weakness is when the entire cast stops whatever they’re doing to belt together in triumphant harmony. DOOOOWN, DOOOOWN, DOOOOOWN!!
- Dear Theodosia: What a perfect contrast to all the harder, faster, and stronger (not using ‘better” bc dude you can’t compare different songs from the same show) punches of the previous songs. Leslie and Lin allow their tones to soften and mellow, and their voices work together so beautifully in harmony. Just lovely. Also, A+ use of what I think is harp in the orchestration.
- Non-Stop: Okay, first of all: the four lines at the very beginning have such a seamless rhythm that I find myself mutter-chanting it under my breath at really inopportune moments of my daily life. Second: “Why do you assume you’re the smartest in the room” - now I’m step-stepping or head-bobbing at really inopportune moments of my daily life. Third: classic musical theatre act 1 finale with mega counterpoint FUCK YEAH!

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