I realized how many awesome people are following me - some I love but somehow didn’t realize followed me or cos I follow their secondary blog (likw @shinywhimsidaily, took a while till i found out they were following me haha)
SORRY IF YOU AREN’T IN THE PIC, I’M A TERRIBLE BUSY PERSON ;;M;;
a new clothing mesh by me for everyone! wooo! lol i made this (like most of my meshes) 8 million years ago and never actually got around to making it into a working piece of cc. i was cleaning files off my computer and was like !oshit! dis a good mesh! and so here it is ;)
it has 7 swatches, completely new mesh by me. message me for rc textures :) and read my tou ! let me know if you encounter any issues.
*also, the mesh is pretty high poly- just an fyi DOWNLOAD
Hey friends, I said I wasn’t posting for a while but was reminded that I had this idea for some time and really needed to write it. I saw a moodboard post a while ago and the idea never left me. With that I give you 1,228 words of Fraxus. This can be found on FFN and AO3.
The remnants of the original structure of Cardia Basilica had been lost to the elements nearly three decades prior. What was left of the crumbling eighteenth-century baroque building, had been incorporated into the new two-story structure. It sat nestled between the main road and a backstreet in the densely populated second arrondissement, quietly adjudicating the populace that roamed the filthy and narrow streets.
The last evening mass had ended two hours prior, leaving the redolence of burnt incense. The lights remained dim, leaving the candles at the end of each pew to illuminate the main aisle.
Laxus stood before the alter and pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose, careful to keep the lit match in his hand from lighting his loose robes. He held an old, thick prayer book open in his other hand, its pages worn from use and stained from the smoke of previous masses, and quietly read from it, chanting the prayers. Steadying his hand, he lit the offering candle and muttered the blessing.
I’m disappointed too, I’m disappointed
You never stopped my mother from
Coming into my room.
That you allowed her to destroy a child,
Scraped out like a rotten melon.
Pink nails. Rings.
I’m upset that I had to be a
Caregiver instead of a brother,
A brother that never existed because
God damn it, you wanted a daughter.
You raped your daughter.
You beat your daughter.
Your daughter is dead.
So stop coming into my fucking work.
Stop calling me.
When I accidentally crashed my car,
This time it was an accident.
Not accidentally on purpose.
Tagged by: @tuanisanangel !! Thank you, we should totally talk and become friends you seem so cool!! (:
RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people (lol 20, *dr evil voice* riiight)
THE LAST: 1. Drink: Water 2. Phonecall: My little brother!! 3. Text message: @thekoreanguys (currently texting lol) 4. Song you listend to: It was a 4 hour piano loop idk if that counts 5. Time you cried: yesterday (cause of my haircut) 6. Dated someone twice: Never dated anyone 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes 8. Been cheated on: No 9. Lost someone special: Yes 10. Been depressed: Yeah, but like I’m okay now??? 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: I don’t drink enough to get to that point
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12-14: periwinkle, yellow, green!
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: Yes, and all of them are sososo great!!
16. Fallen out of love: No?
17. Laughed until you cried: At least once a day
18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah, but like it doesn’t affect me anymore. People talk, you just can’t give them the ears to listen.
19. Met someone who changed you: Yes!!
20. Found out who your friends are: Kinda
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: NOT THIS YEAR THANK GOODNESS
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: idk man, I haven’t been on facebook seriously in a while. I use it to play bingo and look at memes.
23. Do you have ans pets: 2 corgis!!
24. Do you want to change your name: If I do, I’d lose my coolness
25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Dad and I drove almost 2 hours for Korean BBQ, then another 20 minutes for ice cream, and then came home and I had to eat cake too. My stomach hurt like all night.
26. What time did you wake up: Depends what time I have to work, or if I have the day off and have plans. If I’m just going to the library for the day, probably 9ish
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching “no mercy”
28. Name something you can’t wait for: Wednesday!! I leave for VidCon at 4am
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 2 years ago, but I’m seeing her in July. (but I’m not really excited about it cause she’s not always treated me the best)
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I spent so much time in my life trying to change myself to be what others wanted, if I really could change anything it would be nothing. I am p cool the way I am, I very much enjoy being a bit bigger, being weird, and just different. I am one cool cat *finger guns w clicking sounds* and if I was any different, I wouldn’t be me!
31. What are you listening right now: My humidifier is buzzing cause I just woke up
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes!! He was one of my mom’s good friends, and always really funny!
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: I mean, little things annoy me as someone who lives in a very close minded area, but I can’t say that anything really gets on my nerves anymore. I’m pretty laid back about a lot of things.
34. Most visited Website: YouTube
38. Haircolor: Brown and Red with like brassy bleach on the ends from when I tried to dye my hair in college lol
39. Long or short hair: Long, but it’s short now and I’m so sad about it
40. Do you have a crush on someone: I mean figuratively yes, but physically no
41. What do you like about yourself: I’m cute as frick
42. Piercings: Ears and Nose, looking into more but I’m broke
43. Bloodtype: O positive
44. Nickname: Chlo, Chipotle, Van Momma, Moscato Mommy (omg only tia is allowed to call me this tho), My little sister calls me QuackQuack (cause she couldn’t say my name for so long), ChoweyHAY, I have so many I can never think of them all