HIT 100 FOLLOWERS WOO - about a month ago >->; but ye!
A lil over 100 but still it’s a number it’s bigger and just means more of you to thank so for me that’s fine ^^. Thankyou every one of you for thinking lil ol me is worth following it means a lot sooooo I’m thinking about doing something special for you guys. I’ll post up a poll later to see what you’d all like and then decide ^^. Till then hope you’re all having a wonderful day and keep on truckin : >.
This hunt had gone extremely wrong and it was entirely your fault; there were no excuses. You had done the recon and you were wrong, you messed up, big time. You thought it was a small pack of werewolves but it turned out to be vampires. They had disguised their kills by taking the hearts out of their victims. You guys walked into the house armed with silver knives and bullets. It was a dirty fight, but you all got out alive. You used anything you could find to take off their heads. Dean found a rusty saw, Sam found an old, worn axe, and you found a samurai sword. You were able to kill most of them but three had escaped.
Now, you were sitting in the backseat of the Impala staring straight ahead, not talking to either Sam or Dean. At first, they tried telling you that it’s not your fault, that any hunter would have made the same mistake. Now, they have stopped trying to talk to you, knowing they aren’t going to get through to you. You have been dating Dean for a little over 5 months now and you were afraid this was his out. He was going to leave you because you were stupid enough to get something so simple, so wrong.
With only the rumble of the Impala to distract you, your mind starts racing. You begin thinking of all the people who will be killed by those three vamps that escaped. The innocent people who don’t deserve that horrific fate. You begin to get exceedingly hot and you can’t keep your eyes focused. You want to jump out of the car but you can’t move, you’re glued to the spot. Your heart rate picks up and you think it’s going to burst out of your chest. So much adrenaline is surging through your body, you’re sure you could run a marathon if you could move. You feel like your brain and body aren’t connected right now. You know you’re sitting down but your legs feel really weak.
Tears are now silently streaming down your face when your eyes come back into focus. The car suddenly stops moving and you strong feel arms wrapped around you. You take in the deepest breath you could muster up and you smell leather and gun powder. You know that smell all too well. You move your body for the first time to see Dean through your tear filled eyes. He keeps repeating, “You’re okay. You’re safe. Just breathe.”
Overall today was actually a great day. I absolutely love my lessons because my tutor manages to get me to speak in Chinese for *almost* the entire time and it’s super fun! I feel like I’m remembering vocab + grammar + tones so much more easily now. Today was longer cos we were making up for last week, but I really wish they could be 1.5 hrs every time. One day when I’m not broke it might be a possibility. For now, I’ll just keep working hard between lessons to get the most out of our time together.
As I said in yesterday’s post, there is just so much to do today. And since I really didn’t want to do Chinese, I’m studying for my science tests on Monday!
Being in the easier science combination, some people would scoff at my efforts to actually study for the subject BUT! I know that the results on my paper, whether good or bad, will be a result of my own hard work…
Well, what more can I ask than that?
To everybody out there who received an unexpectedly low grade even if you studied for the test or exam: See what you can do to change it.
You’ve obviously got the hard work thing going for you, so is it the way you are studying? Are you unsure of certain concepts and messed up a part of your paper? Are you overlooking the important fine details that would give you that extra mark?
I have been hovering at 99 for months now it was so aggravating you have no idea. Every time it would hit 100 and I’d get so excited and then I’d see it was just another goddamn porn bot. Ugh. But now I have 100 REAL followers! And I’m going to do something I haven’t seen anyone do in a long time…a FOLLOW FOREVER. These are the tumblrs that I follow (a lot are mutuals) that I will always follow because they’re great. Here we go!
Thank you all! I also have something else planned for this blog very shortly. It’s quite different from the stuff I usually post, so I’d appreciate if you gave it a chance. If you don’t like it, unfollow, that’s fine. But I’m kinda excited for it, so stay tuned in the next few hours for a brand new project. Thanks again!