wont help you

make sure you’re taking care of yourself, first. you know when you’re in an airplane, they always play some video telling you that, in the event of a crash, always put your air mask on first before helping those around you. and i always think, what if there is a child? shouldn’t i help the child first? they need me to put their mask on for them, they can’t do it by themselves. but the thing is, you can only help someone else get their mask on if you’re conscious. if you don’t put your mask on first, you might pass out helping them get on theirs. then, they wont be able to help you. or worse, you could faint before they have it on right and now you’re both screwed. now, imagine this mask is mental health. you have to make sure you’re okay before helping everyone else around you.

appreciation post for the psych episode titles

psych is one of my favourite shows ever and, in my distinguished opinion, the second best crime show of all time

anyway im rewatching it and i’m only now noticing the episode titles and they’re killing me

here are some of my favourites:

and, of course, the ever elegant:

Friendly Reminder

that while you can make jokes about Feyre manipulating Lucien in ACOWAR by using his mating bond with Elain, that will not make him change. It will make him worse. His condition will get worse as the female he saw as a friend, manipulates him again and again. Just as Tamlin did to him.  

Normal Horoscope:

Aries: It is critical that you understand the interworkings of chickens.

Taurus: The truly holy is never decadent. Take that big hammer of yours and smite poverty.

Gemini: The cats are not your allies per se, but they do find your quest amusing and wont not help you.

Cancer: You have not yet recognized the patterns underlying the abstract art in your room. It will tell you where the treasure is.

Leo: The glasses will do more than correct your vision. They will also correct your spine, joints, digestion, cognition, and skin. 

Virgo: You need a better bag. We should all have a bag of cool and useful shit to carry places.

Libra: Peace can whisk you away for a weekend at the most unexpected times. Have hot chocolate and sweatpants at the ready.

Scorpio: When in doubt, roll with it. When not in doubt, overthrow it.

Ophiuchus: Explain things to people who are worth your time. Dont worry about the rest. Most of the time you’re just giving people a better reason to disprove of you.

Sagittarius: Who knew hell was so small? It can fit in a handbasket!

Capricorn: Three messages stacked on top of each other.

Aquarius: The steps are easy the journey is hard. Watch for bear traps.

Pisces: Your defenses are too strong.

anonymous asked:

since I'm just getting into them, I need some more convincing..... top 5 gayest pristin moments? -kiss scene anon

ksajdghlkjadsglk what can be more convincing than their existence itself LMAO JK i’m glad you’re trying to get into them, I’m actually very happy for you bc askdjlgakl only good things are on your way ;) instead of doing a top 5 I’m just going to list you some gay stuff they’ve done

But first some pics as a warm up ;)

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Nightmare - Winchester Brothers

I’m sorry I haven’t written in a little while! School is just making me really busy. I’ll try and post once at least every two weeks. I’m sorry of I can’t :(

Anyway, here’s another request!

Okay so maybe something where the reader is jealous of how close Sam & Dean are, make it angsty 😹 - @winchesters-favorite-girl - i’ve kind of made my own twist on this! Hope you like it anyway!

Imagine always feeling as though you are nothing more then a burden and a blood relation to your brothers and feeling as though they don’t care for you so you leave them.

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Originally posted by undercoverrockstarjensen

Originally posted by hallowedbecastiel

You were sat in the back of the impala, picking dried blood out of your stubby finger nails, anger rumbling in your chest. You’d saved your brothers once again from a hunt gone wrong and they hadn’t thanked you, simply patted each other on the back, sent a glance over their shoulder to you to make sure you were still alive and headed in the direction of the car.

They were speaking (or arguing, you could never tell) about the monster ‘they’ had just killed and you had no interest in listening so you rested your head on the back of the seat and looked out to the starry night.

It had been this way since you’d dropped out of high school. You’d be with them, but not quite there. You’d always been left out the circle and you couldn’t remember the last time your elder brothers had shown gratitude and love towards you and quite frankly, you had had enough. 

Closing your eyes and drifting off into sleep, your mind travelled to a time when you were the centre of your brothers worlds.

***

You aged 5 and Sam aged 13:

Colouring in a unicorn in your activity book at the counter of the motel room kitchen, you reached for the purple crayon which was just out of your grip. Just as you were close to grabbing it, it rolled a little further away.  

Whining and attempting to lean forward, you suddenly felt the stall give way, sending you toppling to the ground. 

You cried out in pain as you hit your head on the marble floor. As your vision became faded and a headache made its self comfortable in your head, you saw Sam rushing towards you from the settee.

He quickly pulled you into his arms and cooed in your ear that everything would be ok and that there was nothing to worry about. He made it clear to you that you were a strong girl and that it was only a little graze. 

***

You aged 13 and Dean aged 25:

You were waiting on the bench just outside of your temporary school as the girls in front of you made fun of your second hand clothes. 

‘Look at that! What is it? A table cloth or a fourth hand blanket?’ The skinniest of them all said, pulling at your older brother Sam’s red flannel.

‘Don’t touch me.’ You growled, slapping her hand away.

‘What did you say, skank? Want me to hit you.’ The tallest of them all said, raising her hand at you.

As you were about to swerve the hand that was about to smack you, you froze as your biggest brother Dean tapped the girl on the shoulder.

She turned round, confusion and disgust on her face. ‘What do you want? Old man.’ She sneered at him. The other girls thought this was the funniest remark in the world.

Dean laughed for a second then looked at her dead in the eyes. ‘You touch my little sister again and i’ll break all your fingers. Oh, and by the way, that top is second hand. I’m pretty sure I saw a stripper with the clap wearing that a couple of nights ago.’ He gave his signature smirk at the end, hinting that the mob of mistakes (called teenage girls) should go away. 

They did, fear and despise all over their faces as they made remarks about each others clothes.

‘Thanks Dean.’ You said as you stood up and hugged him.

‘Anytime.’ He responded, protectively wrapping his arms around you.

***

Yeah sure, anytime. I guess that had a time limit. Waking up with the thought in your head, you noticed that you were sat in the back of the Impala, your two elder brothers no where in sight. 

As a feeling of hopelessness washed over you, you begged for Castiel to come and see you. He was the only one who seemed to care for you.

‘Hello Y/N.’ His gravelled voice spoke out from the seat next to you.

You didn’t respond straight away, you wanted to gather your thoughts first. You turned to look at him.

‘What’s wrong Y/N?’ He asked you, as you looked back at him, hurt in your eyes.

‘It’s my brothers. I’m nothing to them anymore.’ You explained, tears brimming in your eyes.

‘That’s not true. You’re their little sister.’ Cas responded, confusion lingering in his voice.

Was their little sister. I think i’m nothing more then a shadow to them now and I wont deal with it anymore. Please, Cas, make a promise to me.’ You pleaded.

‘What promise?’ He questioned you, eyebrows knotting together as he looked sad in his eyes.

‘That if I go, you wont help my brothers look for me. You’ll let me live my own life and I expect you to understand that if you break my trust I will never forgive you.’ With that, you took his hand in yours as a way to tell him how desperate you were. ‘Please.’

He pulled his hand slightly away from yours then paused. He let out a soft sigh then looked away for a second. ‘If I make this promise, you have to stay safe.’ He reasoned with you, looking in your direction and then away again so that he wouldn’t regret what he was about to do.

‘Yes, of course.’ You practically whispered back, knowing that you were inches away from freedom. 

‘Ok.’ That was all he said before he flapped his wings and disappeared.

This was your chance. This was your chance to begin again and be a person who didn’t live every day wondering if they were loved. You’d thought about this for weeks, months even. The moment you’d break free and find someone or something that had even the slightest amount of happiness towards you.

Jumping out the car and pulling your bag from the boot, you headed down the street the impala was parked on. You looked back for a moment, remembering your older brothers, then shook your head and continued down the path you chose to take. 

*Sam’s P.O.V*

‘You think she’ll like it?’ Dean asked, holding up a green flannel.

‘You know that’s not her colour.’ I responded, pushing the green flannel out of Dean’s arms before reaching up for a red checkered one on the highest shelf.

‘She’ll like this one though. She used to wear one like it when she was younger, like all the time.’ I said as I searched for her size.

Dean went quiet for a minute before looking at me.

‘Dude, no chick flick moments. What’s wrong?’ I questioned him, laughing a bit since he looked like a hurt puppy.

‘Is it just me or does Y/N seem really closed off lately.’ He depressingly said, gently stroking the flannel in his hands as if it was his little sister.

I was going to shrug my shoulders and dismiss the conversation but I didn’t. I knew that there was something very wrong with Y/N.

‘Yeah - I think there is.’ I responded, barely looking at Dean, feeling as though it was some how my fault.

As if Dean read my mind, he glanced briefly at me. ‘Do you think it’s our fault?’

I gulped then looked up. ‘I - I don’t know. Maybe. Have we done enough for her? I mean, have we been good brothers?’ 

‘If I’m being honest. No, I don’t think we have been. I think we’ve been so focused on these god damn hunting trips so much that we’ve lost the love we used to give to the centre of our world, Y/N. I think we need to look out for her more. Knowing her, she probably thinks that we don’t care about her and I can’t have that.’ Dean was almost shouting at the end, pulling at the seams of the shirt in his hands.

I simply looked back at him, wide eyed. He’d said exactly what I was thinking. 

‘Hell, what do I know.’ Dean grumbled, throwing the flannel on the shelf and heading to the doors of the shop. 

He froze mid-step then yelled my name, indicating that Y/N was no longer in the Impala.

It was though time slowed down. She was there, then she wasn’t. It was a nightmare come real.

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I really like how this turned out and I’m tempted to a part 2! Tell me what you guys think :) 

Im only $280 away from having all of the first, last, and security deposit of my apartment! If I get all of it I can move in on the 18th of this month!!

Im so happy and so SO thankful. Moving out of this emotionally taxing household is going to be so beneficial to my mental health. I’ll be able to take care of my family in ways that do not compromise my own needs and that is going to be huge for me, and for them.

If anyone else has any means of throwing a few bucks my way, it would mean the world to me.

Thank you all so much for your love and kindness.

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Post-split Panic! At The Disco + memories

MariChat May Day Thirteen&Twenty Three: Sin

It’s a math joke. Get it? It’s a math joke.

The term ‘sine’ from trigonometry and calculus is abbreviated as ‘sin’ when written in mathematical equations.

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Artwork ©: alazic02

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I kid, actual sin under the cut 👀

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Restless Nights

Lavellan has trouble sleeping, and she’s pretty sure the Commander dozing at her back is the reason why. 

Cullen x Inquisitor. Fluff. Lotsa spooning…

I can’t sleep, so I wrote about Lavellan having similar issues. Set way after the first kiss scene, but before the desk scene. Its 4am for me, so please excuse any spelling mistakes even though I’ve proof read this twice.

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It would be time to get up any minute now, and Gwen still hadn’t managed to fall asleep. The most frustrating part was her lack of why. A whole night of contemplation andshe still wasn’t sure what the problem was. The lack of roots jabbing into herback, the softness of her pillow, or the impossibly hot man pressing against her back?

She wiggled further against him, feeling every hard curve and resting muscle pressing against her, from her shoulders to her ankles. His breath tickled the top of her neck, snoring lightly as he slept. Yes, Cullen was definitely part of the problem, but he was the only factor she was unwilling to change.

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I lowkey kind of dont like the “use pen all the time!!” argument bc while it DOES help alot w making urself feel more sure about your strokes, it can be a real fuckin struggle if youre like me. Like I use pencil bc i can erase, of course, but im scared of pens bc i have such an unsteady hand; its terrible lmao i like clean, crisp lines but i simply CANT do that with pens.

Those penmanship videos?? The speeddrawing videos with perfect slow lines?? I cant do that; my hands get all shaky and the lines come out too wobbly. So i have to do quick strokes to make anything look decent. Bt that means if I do that with pen, theres a 95% chance that the lines will overlap and get messy n wobbly, its ugly™. Pencil makes it look nicer bc i can erase those 15 extra, unnecessary lines i keep accidentally making

I dunno what the point of this was, just that my hands are shaky, not all artistic advice works for everyone, and dont feel bad if some of the professional art tips just Dont work with you.

anonymous asked:

Hey! I wanted to know your opinion about something very controversial. Do you think that Howard was abusive towards Tony on MCU? I know Disney might not acknowledged this 'cause is for children but the drinking problem is there. I was wondering if there's any evidence of Howard being abusive towards Tony?

In terms of explicit canon evidence, Howard being physically abusive? No. but Emotionally? Yes. 

I get where people get the idea that Howard had a drinking problem and it is open to interpretation if he did anything to Tony when he was drunk, because if you rewatch Iron Man 2, when Fury is talking about Ivan Vanko’s father: 

‘Anton Vanko is the other side of that coin. Anton saw it as a way to get rich. When your father found out, he had him deported. When the Russians found out he couldn’t deliver they shipped his ass off to Siberia and he spent the next 20 years in a vodka-fuelled rage. Not quite the environment you want to raise a kid in,’

Here’s a quick gif of Tony’s expression:

It can be interpreted as Tony knows what’s it like to have an alcoholic raged father, hence there’re people who think MCU Howard was physically abusive as well as emotionally; or it can be because his father is always a touchy subject for Tony so he is on edge, nervous when someone else is having a conversation with him about his father. (I personally vote for the latter) You can say Howard’s drinking problem is hinted, suggested, but it is never confirmed whether the drinking problem had turned into a child abuse issue in MCU. 

It is explicitly illustrated that Howard was emotionally abusive towards Tony, though not necessarily intentional, because the thing is, you can love someone but that someone couldn’t feel loved by you because of how you communicate your love. In that same scene in IM2:  

Fury: He said that you were the only person with the means and knowledge to finish what he started.

Tony: He said that?

Fury: Are you that guy? Are you? ‘Cause if you are, then you can solve the riddle of your heart.

Tony: I don’t know where you get your information, but he wasn’t my biggest fan.

Fury: What do you remember about your dad?

Tony: He was cold, he was calculating. He never told me he loved me. He never even told me he liked me, so it’s a little tough for me to digest when you’re telling me he said the whole future was riding on me and he’s passing it down. I don’t get that. You’re talking about a guy who’s happiest day was when he shipped me off to boarding school.

Source: http://anthonystark.co.vu/post/163994851124

Tony’s face is clearly showing he’s still affected by how he was treated by his father, he felt unloved, unwanted, because of Howard’s neglect and the distance he put between himself and his son. Tony couldn’t feel his father’s love, he couldn’t tell if his father cared about him, so it was hard for him to believe even when people around him told him something like ‘your father actually love you a lot he just doesn’t know how to show.’ If love struggles to communicate, the love isn’t enough. If the person you supposedly love can’t feel your love, if you can’t show or tell them in any vague and non explicit way, your love is non existent to them. 

This is the case with Tony and Howard, up until the recording tape, Tony couldn’t feel or understand a trace of love from his father, because Howard never showed or said anything that suggested he cared and loved Tony. Neglect is a form of abuse, from a parent to a child, even deep down you do love your child. Tony now knows Howard did love him in some way because he had sincerely told him in that recording that, ‘What is and always will be my greatest creation is you.’  But just as how Howard being emotionally abusive to Tony doesn’t erase his love, his love doesn’t cancel out how he was being emotionally abusive to Tony. This revelation certainly provides Tony some comfort and closure, it means something to him though it’s 20+ years too late, you can see how Tony can now try to find a way to forgive his father, try to understand him from a different pov, ‘I love you, Dad. And I know you did the best you could.’ is what he wishes he would have said to his father before he was killed. But again, Tony managing to find a way to somehow make peace with his father’s neglect today doesn’t change the fact that his father had failed to communicate his love to Tony yesterday.

You Won't Know
Brand New
You Won't Know

Hey hey hey! Mr. Hangman,
Go get your rope

I fear that I am a slippery slope
Now even if I lay my head down at night
After a day I got perfectly right

She won’t know…

And I wish that I could tell you right now
(I love you)


But it looks like I won’t be around
So you won’t know…

So believe in me,
You think I’ll let you down
Well I won’t.

I am fine to put your gun to my life
And know I’m scared it won’t fire right.

So they say,
They say in heaven
There’s no husbands and wives
On the day that I show up
They’ll be completely out
Of their forgiveness supplies

And I can’t use the telephone
To tell you that I’m dead and gone

So you won’t know

Skin care is something I find incredibly relaxing. Not only do I not stress over acne, I’m healthier and happier because of it (also I get some hella photos). Now a lot of people think skin care is all about expensive masks and this and that, and while those are nice that’s not it at all.

  • If you get more sleep your skin is healthier cause your body has time to repair itself and fight infections (acne)!! Plus you’ll be more focused and balance!
  • Eating healthier (more fruits, vegetables, water, tea, etc) does help your skin as well as your quality of sleep, focus, and overall health.
  • Stress not only breaks you out but hurts your body as a whole (among other things it weakens your immune system)! So take a break, take a mental health day, watch your favorite show. It helps your skin and your health.
  • Change your sheets, especially your pillow cases! Your environment is cleaner and it decreases brake outs because there’s no old oil and dirt build up on your pillow anymore.

These are simple changes your can make in your everyday life that don’t cost much and have actually results!! Skin care isn’t always fancy products!

Note: for tougher skin problems (like cystic acne) these wont really help. If you do have conditions like that please see a dermatologist for help! Trust me, I have eczema and it once got so bad I had to have a steroid prescribed to me to help! This is just some basic changes that may make your life a bit easier!

Vanilla Rules || Ch 2

GROUP: BTS
PAIRING: JIMIN x READER

Genre: Badboy! au, romance, drama, angst

Word count: 1.8k

SYNOPSIS:

As usual Jimin crosses the line. But this time your reaction is something that surprises both him and you. But was it a wise choice on your part?

A/N: Here is ch 2 as you guys wanted! Thank you for all the kind and encouraging messages you sent my way. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I did writing it! I hope you will give it lots of love ❤️ Let me know if you liked it, hated it, or don’t really care! I would love to know either way 🤗

 || Ch 1 || Ch 2 || 🔜

MASTERLIST


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It was no secret that you were the talk of the campus after the incident at Yoongi’s party. But what was even worse was the fact that Jimin hadn’t bothered you ever since. It was contrary to what you were expecting. He hadn’t even so much as looked at you and it irked you. It was atypical of the man you had come to know. By now you were expecting him to be doing the usual, bullying you, making fun of you in front of half the college.

You wondered if his plan was to make you anticipate an attack but he wouldn’t do anything and just let you stress over it.

“That sounds like him to me” Taehyung said as he munched on some chips while both of you sat under the shade of a tree in college grounds.

“It does, doesnt it?” You looked out in a distance to said boy who had some desperate college newbie up against a wall and was publicly shoving his tongue down her throat. He disgusted you so much. You probably wouldn’t have hated him half as much if he had the decency to keep his private engagements on the down low.

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