simon, iron sisters:
they (shadowhunters) act like they're our allies but they don't know what we go through just to get through the day
I'm homeless, starving, barely surviving, depressed and I had a clan who understood what it's like to live like this but I lost them. no one at the institute gives a damn and I realized this too late
tell me about it
we'll never be equals with them
you know, and just when I thought I was starting to get the hang of it (being a vampire) I sank to an all all-time low
just when I started liking my life, the clan who became family and this new version of myself, I did the lowest thing I could've done and hurt people I cared about - it's something I regret
let's not do this, it's still an open wound (mentally flashes back to that day and raphael's behavior since, watching him walk away again and again)
I… may have gone a little crazy with the sun spots… but… he IS the sun god… so I’m not going to apologize….
The first picture is, well, obviously when he was greeted by the welcome-to-humanity party. So he’s a bit scrawny and kind pale. The second is after awhile being on earth, and spending some time at our favorite demi-god camp. I imagine him somehow trying to convince Meg to trust him… and with those bright blue eyes, well, how can she not? Of course, he must have done something to lose her trust in the first place but that’s for another day.
I also just want to see the sun god in a CHB shirt. *fans self* Damn.
as much as i really love the college au, i always felt that it was lacking a bit of story bc i just started it on a whim without thinking too much around it. for now (i might come back to it later and finish the comics) i will put that on hold. i have already mentioned it, but at some point i will start a blog dedicated to the gang!tan au, but this, askjeon, will not be it. the gangtan au is so big it’ll work as an au blog in itself once i get around it, but for now i want to focus on getting this thing up and running again.
this blog is still going to be a college au, just a different one. sorry if you don’t like that, but personally i was growing tired of my own au and it was kind of dragging on and i think i can do better with some planning for a story. it might not seem like it, but running a blog like this actually lets me de-stress a lot, your positive comments and angst prompts (lol) makes me really, really happy. i just want to be able to enjoy what i put out for you myself, too, and i hope you understand <3