It is just like…. so stupid how much I miss A right now. I saw him yesterday! I’ll see him tomorrow! But I guess it is partially just it building up, I am down visiting/caring for my mum so much of the time right now. And this weekend we were together, but were busy and with other people and all that stuff. Sigh. This weekend it’s our five year wedding anniversary and we’ll be together and are going to the theatre and stuff so at least I can look forward to that.