cheater, cheater ; kim namjoon
You liked to believe that at some point in your relationship, the feelings between you and your idol boyfriend of two years were completely out in the open and equal. You liked to fantasize and, ultimately, think your daydreams were real, when it came to how much Namjoon loved you. Never doubting this relationship wasn’t easy, it was almost impossible not to feel insecure when you were deemed not ‘good enough’ by his millions of fans before you even had the chance to show them.
The only thing that made you go
out with a smile on your face, nevertheless was it fake or genuine, and ignore
all the hateful comments delivered to you by any and all social network,
sometimes even right to your face, was the thought that, once you returned
home, you’d find your boyfriend, the love of your life, in your bed. Even if
his fans’ love was something you could never count on, his adoration for you
was placed on a very high pedestal.