ngl this song still makes me so incredibly emotional and it came out in 2011 lol. this is inspired by Without You by David Guetta ft. Usher and i am not ready for this
please enjoy my emotions!
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You sat with your friend and co-worker Penelope Garcia in her large office and lair, staring at screens and panicking heavily. Normally, you’d be out on the field with the team, profiling serial killers and saving as many lives as you could, but instead, you sat in Penelope’s office with your leg broken and your mind going wild.
The last time either of you head from the team was hours ago, when they were heading to a potential address of your serial killer, when all contact was lost. Last you heard was from Derek Morgan, who was telling you play by play what was happening, until all contact dropped and you could not get a hold of anyone.
“Try Hotch again!” You cried, slamming your hands onto her desk in a panic.
Penelope flinched, but did as she was told and pressed the single button that lead to Hotch’s line. It went straight to voicemail. You cried out in frustration and stood on your one good leg, grabbing your crutches and your wallet. “Where are you going?” Penelope asked, watching you hobble towards the door.
“To find them!” You answered and turned to her with a look of insanity.
Penelope shuffled to her feet and towards you, grabbing your wallet and throwing it onto the floor. “No.” She insisted.
You looked at her incredulously and motioned to your wallet. “What are you, three years old? Hand me my wallet.” You ordered her but she stood her ground.
Your friend shook her head. “I am about to take that crutch out from under you next if you don’t sit your little cute butt back down.” Penelope retorted and motioned to the chair in the same manner you motioned to your wallet.
Glowering at her, you nodded and hobbled to the chair, collapsing and dropping your crutches back onto the floor. You crossed your arm over your chest and pouted as tears welled up in your eyes. “I am so worried, Penelope.” You murmured and tucked your hair behind your ears.
Penelope plopped into her chair and sat there helplessly. “I feel to useless.” She muttered and glanced at her monitors.
“Have you tracked their phones?” You asked suddenly, realizing the possibility of at least knowing where they were.
Penelope looked up in alarm, “I am useless without you people!” She cried and immediately began typing like a madman. You leaned forward, waiting for the results to pop up, and when you did, your stomach sank to the floor. Tracking their phones gave you the false dead end of the team being in the building. You dropped your head onto Penelope’s desk, thinking of the team.
Your mind wandered to Spencer quickly. Unconsiously, your hand found the large engagement ring that was on the fourth finger of your left hand. Your wedding was merely months away, which felt like no time. Your leg would be healed by then and your daddy was going to walk you down the aisle to give you away to your best friend. Would it be confusing on the team when there are two Dr. Reids? You smiled faintly at the thought, but it soon turned into a frown as you thought of the possibility of it never coming.
What if you lost Spencer? What if in the short time you were immobile, the team needed you most and that costed the lives of all of those you loved most? The thought made you feel sick to your stomach. What would you ever do without Spencer? What would you do without Emily or JJ, or even without the relentless teasing form Derek or the fatherly love from Rossi? And the subtle laughs you shared with Hotch? What would you do without your annoyingly handsome and goofy fiance to keep you warm at night, or to make you smile when you need it most? What would you do without your Spencer?
Tears began to fall from your cheeks as you sat up finally, looking at the screen, and sobbing loudly at the sight of all their phones at the building. Both you and Penelope knew this was not possible, as they would keep contact with you if they were on the way back.
Penelope grabbed you, keeping you close, and let you sob onto her shoulder as she tried her best to keep her composure. She failed as a few tears began to fall from her cheeks.
The two of you sat there, crying and worrying about your team, about your family.
Moments later, just before Penelope would officially have to call Erin Strauss in for direction, the door of the office flung open, revealing the most welcoming sight. Derek Morgan stood there in all his glory, confused upon seeing the two sniffling girls. Immediately, you and Penelope launched up and you grabbed your crutches as you shuffled over to the tall man quickly. He took both of you into one arm each, surprised. “Listen, I know I am great, but is it this hard for you two to be away from me?” He chuckled as he pulled away, looking at your faces.
You wiped at your face relentlessly, trying to dry the tears that kept falling. “You could have called!” Penelope wailed and smacked at his chest hard.
Derek dug into his pocket, revealing his phone with a stab through the center of it. “As part of negotiating, the unsub demanded our phones be unreachable.” He explained.
You only half listened to him as you shuffled out of the doorway and into the hallway, trying to go as fast as you could on your crutches to find Spencer. You went down the hall, on a mission, and into the bullpin, where you spotted his mop of messy brown hair immediately. You struggled to push open the doors. Once you did, you voice finally found its footing as you called out, “Spencer!”
You hobbled towards him, and once you got close, you ditched your crutches and launched yourself on him, taking him into the tightest hug he has ever had. You sobbed into him loudly, drawing the attention of everyone around you, and you clutched onto him with all you had. “I was so scared, Spencer, I was so, so scared.” You choked out.
“(Y/N), sweetie, what happened?” Spencer murmured, trying to calm you down as he stroked your hair and held you tightly.
You couldn’t stop crying. “I was so worried that I lost you. I was so worried that I lost JJ and Emily and Derek and Rossi and Hotch, and you. I was so worried that you were all gone and it was just me and Penelope, Spencer. I can’t lose you! I love you,” you cried out and pressed your face into his neck, soaking the collar of his dress shirt.
For a moment, everyone was silent. You were never one to cry. No one had ever seen you cry, not even when you learned your mother had passed when you were on a case. Everyone was silent as they watched the strong girl they knew to fall apart in front of them, over them.
Spencer held you as he thought of something to say. “(Y/N), I am right here. We are all right here, it is all right.” Spencer whispered and ducked down to see your broken face. “I love you, I am right here.” He repeated as you calmed down but hiccuped loudly.
“Do not ever do this to me again. Any of you!” You called to all who were listening. Slowly, everyone crowded around you as you hugged everyone, holding them tightly and telling them how much you loved them. Even Hotch murmured words of kindness as you held him tightly.
But, as always, you went back to Spencer, who held your crutches for you, and hugged you tightly again. “I am sorry I worried you.” Spencer told you and kissed your forehead quickly.
You nodded and rested your head against him, just happy to have him there with you, safe.
Accidentally In Love-Counting Crows / All Of The Stars- Ed Sheeran / Can’t Take My Eyes Off You- Joseph Vincent / One Call Away- Charlie Puth / YOUTH- Troye Sivan / Fall For You- Secondhand Serenade / Say You Like Me- We The Kings / Somewhere Only We Know- Keane / Give Your Heart A Break- Demi Lovato / You Belong With Me- Taylor Swift / Act My Age- One Direction / Call Me Maybe- Carly Rae Jepsen / I Won’t Give Up- Jason Mraz / Fallin’ For You- Colbie Caillat / Without You- David Guetta ft. Usher / We Found Love- Rihanna / I Was Made For Loving You- Tori Kelly / Obviously- Mcfly / Lovesick- Peace / A Thousand Years- Boyce Avenue
Hey guys, I was on the tube and bored so I decided to go through my music library and create a playlist that loosely told my perspective on my life up to this point.
It was super nostalgic and satisfying and I think a lot of people might love it, both to do for themselves and to hear other people’s lives for a few hours. And find new music. Anyway, @fitmunk agreed so here we go.
Here’s my list of 52 songs that loosely (sometimes abstractly) tell my story so far. Listen if you want/can.
1. “Some Nights Intro” by Fun.
2. “Some nights” by fun.
3. “Nature Boy” performed by Gaga and Tony Bennett
4. “Moonage Daydream” by David Bowie
5. “She’s A Woman” from The Kiss of the Spider Woman
6. “15 minutes” by The Yeah You’s
7. “Sweet Dreams” by Eurythmics
8. “Gods and Monsters” performed by Jessica Lange
9. “Ain’t It Fun” by Paramore
10. “Under Pressure” by David Bowie and Queen
11. “Crazy” by Diana Salvatore
12. “Americano” by Lady Gaga
13. “Boys boys boys” by Lady Gaga
14. “Youth” by Troye Sivan
15. “Without You” by David Guetta feat. Usher
16. “Love Me Like You Do” by Ellie Goulding
17. “Close” by Nick Jonas feat. Tove Lo
18. “Honey, I’m Good” by Andy Grammar
19. “The Wolf” by Miniature Tigers
20. “The Greatest” by Ellie Goulding
21. “Unconditionally” by Katy Perry
22. “Just Give Me A Reason” by P!nk feat. Nate Ruess
23. “Please Don’t Leave Me” by P!nk
24. “Sorrow” by David Bowie
25. “Heartbreak Down” by P!nk
26. “Send My Love” by Adele
27. “Water Under the Bridge” by Adele
28. “Another Lonely Night” Adam Lambert
29. “Pretty Hurts” by Beyoncé
30. “Grigio Girls” by Lady Gaga
31. “The Lucky Ones” by Val Emmich
32. “So What!” By P!nk
33. “Gypsy” by Lady Gaga
34. “Elastic Heart” by Sia
35. “Sinner’s Prayer” by Lady Gaga
36. “Fame” by David Bowie
37. “John Wayne” by Lady Gaga
38. “Masterpiece” by Jessie J
39. “Who You Are” by Jessie J
40. “Midnight Decisions” by Sia
41. “Wild” by Jessie J
42. “Starman” by David Bowie
43. “Yoü and I” by Lady Gaga
44. “Stay With Me” performed by Meryl Streep
45. “Don’t Let Me Get Me” by P!nk
46. “The Winner Takes It All” performed by Meryl Streep
47. “Try” by P!nk
48. “Alive” by Sia
49. “Liability” by Lorde
50. “Audition” performed by Emma Stone
51. “Flight Plan” my original poem, performed by Sam Baker Jones
52. “Moon River” performed by Audrey Hepburn
Don’t worry I know it’s not very cool but it’s me.
Ok, I love the movie, but now I think of songs to go with the ship Batjokes for some odd reason…
1. “Two Birds” by Halsey
2. “Bad Romance”, (“Poker Face”?), and “Telephone” by Lady Gaga
3. “Smile” by Avril Lavigne
4. “Rumors” by Jake Miller
5. “Oh Well, Oh Well” by Mayday Parade
6. “Play Date” (and “Cake”?) by Melanie Martinez
7. “There! Right There!” by Legally Blonde: The Musical (people used to call the song, “Gay or European”, people still do)
8. “Strangers” by Scratch21 (feat. EileMonty)
9. “Sweater Weather” by The Neighbourhood or “Sweater Weather” by Alyson Stoner & Max Schneider
10. “Without You” by David Guetta (feat. Usher)
11. “Can’t Sleep Love” by Pentatonix
12. “Gives You Hell” by The All-American Rejects or “Gives You Hell” by Glee
13. “You Belong With Me” by Taylor Swift
14. “Jenny” by Studio Killers
15. “True Love” by P!nk ft. Lily Allen
johnny gat is the oldest friend i have and the baddest motherfucker i
know. i mourned him once. now that i know he’s alive, i’d walk through
hell to bring him back.
life after you - a bossgat mix
1. See You Again Wiz Khalifa feat. Charlie Puth | 2. The Boys Are Back In Town The Mountain Goats | 3. Rest of My Life (feat. Usher & David Guetta) Ludacris | 4. Here Without You 3 Doors Down | 5. Wake Me Up Avicii | 6. I’m Coming Home Diddy | 7. Lighters (feat. Bruno Mars) Bad Meets Evil | 8. What Makes A Good Man? The Heavy
HC: KBTBB Guys Find Out MC Cheated *Mitsunari Baba*
Theme song: Without You by David Guetta ft. Usher
Can’t erase, so I’ll take blame. But I can’t accept that we’re estranged, without you, without you. I can’t quit now, this can’t be right. I can’t take one more sleepless night, without you, without you.
His reaction to when you confess your infidelity:
Baba had never seen you in such a state. The pain and anguish on your face. The guilt that played out in every movement you made since he had gotten home from an eight month job. You sobbed uncontrollably while you confessed you had betrayed him with Takahiro, your supervisor. Shock coursed through Baba’s veins like ice, he felt as though he would be sick with pain.
In a situation like this, his head told him to be hurt and angry towards you. You had betrayed his trust and the love you two shared. But he couldn’t get those feelings out. Seeing you curled into the fetal position on the couch before him made him feel immense guilt for leaving you alone for so long. The scenarios of you being lonely and sad in your apartment, the tears you must have shed when he didn’t call to check in. He couldn’t blame you for what you had done. The disgust and anger he felt toward himself became too much to bear.
Your eyes stayed glued to the ground as you waited for Baba to do or say anything to make things right again.
In what seemed like eternity to you, Baba finally spoke in a faint whisper, “I’m sorry.”
Your head jerked up in shock. You gazed at Baba’s face, and your heart clenched painfully. His face was so lost and childlike.
"I’m so sorry, _________.“ He swallowed hard as tears escaped his eyes. Before you could say anything more, Baba stood and walked out of the room without another word.
What would I do without you; an Anna x Bates series five mix
1. Pompeii - Bastille | 2. You’re Enough - Sleeping at Last | 3. Safe & Sound (feat. The Civil Wars) - Taylor Swift | 4. Shake It Out - Florence + The Machine | 5. The Lovers Are Losing - Keane | 6. Without You (feat. Usher) - David Guetta | 7. Glorious - Foxes | 8. If That’s What It Takes - Celine Dion | 9. Photograph - Ed Sheeran | 10. Winter Song - Sara Barielles and Ingrid Michaelson | 11. Glow - Ella Henderson | 12. O Come All Ye Faithful - Choir Of King’s College Cambridge | + 2 BONUS TRACKS
crazy in love - beyoncé / super bass - nicki minaj / love me again - john newman / your body - christina aguilera / finally - cece peniston / everytime we touch - cascada / lovin’ you - kristine w. / fever - adam lambert / tonight (i’m fuckin’ you) - enrique iglesias ft. ludacris & dj frank e / on and on - agnes / whatta man - salt-n-pepa ft. en vogue / ‘til the world ends - britney spears / without you - david guetta ft. usher / men in love - gossip / rude boy - rihanna / dj got us falling in love - usher / dive in the pool - barry harris