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everything is grey (his hair, his smoke, his dreams)

everything is blue (his pills, his hands, his jeans)

and now i’m covered in the colors, pulled apart at the seams

Update

//Okay. After much anxiety and heartache, pest control came today and did a heat treatment to get rid of the bed bugs left to me by the worst house guests in the world.

I’m currently refugeeing at a friend’s house for the night to give my apartment time to cool down again. I have obsessively dried the clothes I wore out of the house this morning and cleaned my shoes, phone, and even my debit card with rubbing alcohol. Hopefully I can put all this crap behind me and feel like a normal human being again. I have had severe bed bug anxiety for the past week and a half.

Tomorrow night will likely be spent putting my house back in order and setting up the monitors (bug traps) I bought for the purpose of making sure they’re ALL gone. After that, I’m really hoping I can get back to my drafts and something resembling a normal life. Thank you all for your patience while you wait.

If you’re so inclined, please send some good thoughts up into the aether for me that this problem is OVER.

since i know a lot of people are thinking about leaving tumblr to rp else where with these crazy updates, i’d like to let y’all know that i’ll happily rp on skype and short ic things on kik. but i was also thinking of alternative ways that aren’t instant messaging based but that don’t require finding a whole new site and idk maybe it’s dumb but like, doesn’t google docs have that thing where you can share the document with multiple people?? two people could write there threads there and if ur still gonna be tumblr trash (like me) after the update, you can use tumblr to find other partners (kinda like how 1x1 do) or post pictures and edits of your character and their friends.

like have the tumblr has an inspiration/”find out about my character” thing and then do the actual writing/threads on google docs 

Seasons In The Sun
  • Seasons In The Sun
  • Nirvana
  • With The Lights Out
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Goodbye my friend, it’s hard to die 
When all the birds are singing in the sky 
And all the flowers are everywhere 
Pretty girls are everywhere 
“Think of me and I’ll be there." 

Goodbye, papa, please pray for me 
I was the black sheep of the family 
"I don’t know all these words 
I have bought three turds 
With my BB-gun I would kill birds" 

We had joy, we had fun, 
We had seasons in the sun 
But the hills that we climbed 
Were just seasons out of time 

All our lives, we had fun 
We had seasons in the sun 
But the hill that we reached 
Were just starfish on the beach 

Goodbye, michelle, my little one 
"I was the apple of the shiny sun. 
And I have loved you every week 
All my tears are salty 
I think that now I will start to leave" 

We had joy, we had fun, 
We had seasons in the sun 
But the hills that we climbed 
Were just seasons out of time 

We had joy, we had fun, 
We had seasons in the sun 
But the hill on the beach 
Were just starfish on the beach. 

We had joy, we had fun, 
We had seasons in the sun 
But the hills that we climbed 
Were just seasons out of time 

I’ve had joy, we had fun, 
We had seasons in the sun 
But the stars that we reached 
Were just starfish on the beach.

Do Re Mi
  • Do Re Mi
  • Kurt Cobain
  • With The Lights Out
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Kurt Cobain - “Do Re Mi”

My favorite demo/unfinished song, hands down.  Gets to me every time I hear it.