For about 9 months, I identified myself as an Aro/Ace. Aromantic Asexual. But that was because I never knew what love felt like. Today, I find out. Today, my feelings begin to tell me what love is. Love isn’t intense friendship, although it may sometimes feel like it. It’s not platonic hugs and kisses. Sometimes it feels as if it’s not real. Like you’re saying this to yourself to boost your self esteem when really it’s her that’s boosting it for you. Her that’s giving you the will to live. To love. To fight.
And I mean her as in @sub-tumb. I never knew she felt the same way and I felt so scared. But it turns out it was true and now we’re together. A big question you may be asking is ‘kitt, what are you now?’. And all I can say is I don’t know. A lesbian, pansexual, bisexual, or whatever. I could be anything at this point. But the label demipansexual is what I feel most at home with. And that’s what I am for now at least.