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HannibalCon RDC3 - day 1. Personal recap

So yesterday was the day that so many of us feverishly anticipated and dreaded :), the actual possibility of meeting Bryan Fuller, Hugh Dancy, Aaron Abrams, Scott Thompson, Demore Barnes and Ellen Muth! I mean. What -are- the chances?

I flew over Friday morning (having dreaded flying in that storm but it did die down that night, fortunately) with Alex and we made our way over to arrive at 10 am, to photos of other Fannibals on Twitter already, though the hotel was still very much empty. Good to take photographs :)

I got upgraded to the next room level (which is why I can now drink coffee while writing this at 5:30 am (thank goodness)). By afternoon the lobby was filling slowly, flowercrowns everywhere. A truly elevating atmosphere, because even though I’m not really a flowers and frilly stuff kind of gal, it just is incredible to watch. Btw the bloody flowercrown @idontfindyouthatinteresting made for me drew many compliments (thank you, again!)

Registration openend a bit early and people went queuing until the main ceremony started. Incredible, there were soooo many people there, so many beautiful cosplays already. @lovecrimecat came by and we distributed the flyers for @radiance-anthology flyers to those standing in line, managed to meet so many of those who signed up (yay), got little gifts in exchange from so many people (and everybody just gave me a second one when I asked so I could give them to Katrina who couldn’t come - so awesome of you guys, thank you again!). I met so many people ‘from’ Twitter and it’ so nice to recognize some from last time, to put name and face to the @s. *hugs at all*

Opening ceremony.
I have a gold ticket this year so I went up front and sat next to SpiceyScorpion, only to realize that -that- was way to much in front for my nerves …. *rolls eyes at self*. I went a few rows back and to the side, which was a good decision for later^^.
“They” came in a few minutes to late, we saw Aaron and Scott do shadow theatre behind the scenes and Sean called them out one after the other.

Demore seemed honestly happy to be there, addressing us with such kind words, upping the applause and calling backstage that that could not possibly be topped*fg*. Aaron came out and asked us to clap for Hugh because he was supposedly afraid he wouldn’t get any ^^^^^, Scott said something along these lines as well, I think. Both very funny. Ellen was there^^ and addressed us with a few kind ords and then Sean announced Bryan next and the room (not in any way quiet before) went -wild-. And Bryan…. Bryan went “crowdsurfing”. Meaning he ran through the aisles and high-fived us. You know that sitting to the side decision? Yeah….
What a moment, there’s lots of pictures in the Tag #HannibalCon, go and look, it was…. incredible. God bless. Anyway Hugh came out last, announced by Sean as one of the best british actors, and boy, that was applause^^. He seemed a bit overwhelmed with the energy there^^ and honestly, I can’t quite remember what he actually said but it was something along the lines that he was looking forward to a wonderful weekend.

They came out together after that and we held up the signs that @the-winnowing-wind distributed - “Fannibals Forever”…. They took videos and photos of us. Bryan posted some of it later. Incredible moment to have been part of. I’m even in Bryans video (yay^^ (and if you know where to look^^)).

The gold ticket holders went across the hall next, to a slightly smaller room with tables set up and we were seated by group/friends. And then we waited, because they got something to eat first…. (darn^^^). Colleen got out some booze and we talked a lot and proverbially bit our nails a lot *g*. When they finally got in they were sent to the various tables for 4-minute-meet-ups. Only the meet-ups didn’t stay at 4 minutes :P.

Demore was first and I was soooooo nervous. (The seat next to me was free btw, and so the -all- ended up sitting right next to me (*still screaming about that*. …. ) I shook my hands in the air in an effort to get rid of some of the energy and he put his hand on my shoulder asking me why I was nervous and I brabbled something unintelligible and shook my head. Very sweet. We talked a bit about his fight scene with Mads and that we would have liked to see more of him^^ and I told him I can’t wait to see him in American Gods and he rubbed my back when he left. *float*

Next was Scott, who brought his pizza and drank some mooneshine with us^^, played Tarot with us and was generally just this very kind and interesting person. I wasn’t -quite- that nervous anymore by then (thanks Demore (and Colleen for the prosecco)), meaning I actually talked a bit, though I can’t quite remember what^^.

Ellen was next and she was also very nice, we talked about the fact that her scenes are imho some of the most scary in Hannibal. She also wore some of the coolest jeans I’d ever seen^^.

Ok. Next? BRYAN. He saw the Will!Faun scarf of @flying-rotten we had put on the table cloth and chuckled that he knew who -we- are waiting for and that he couldn’t blame us^^. He asked us, if push came to shove, if we would prefer Will & Hannibal S4 or SotL. Our table was Hannigram, though there was apparently one that was 'done’ with it…. He told us about it a bit, much the same that Hugh has said before as well, that it would be an inversion of S1 etc. I…. hope that push does not come to shove, because he told us a bit about how much he loves the lyric of Thomas Harris books and I would really love for him to be able to fully lay out his vision. I hope he gets to do this (we have to continue to fight, guys!!!). He also told us, that Thomas Harris apparently writes a new book and he…. poked Martha to get the rights to it already, without quite knowing what it was about yet *g*.

I…. took all my courage then and showed him one of the Radiance-Flyers and explained a bit and we asked if he wanted to do a little something like a foreword for it. And guys - HE DOES! He asked when it would need to be done and I said May 1st and he looked at the flyer and indicated the twitter @ there and asked if he should send it there and I was like (you know this situation, where, once you start, your mouth kind of runs away with you?! At least mine did^^^) “Oh well, yes, or you know you follow me on twitter, you can just send it there if you want” and he looked at me (directly) and said “yes, I know.” Well, RIP me. I answered with a very intelligent “ah” if I recall correctly and ducked my head and then Romina and I emphasized that it would be awesome if he actually wants to do that and finds the time.

He asked us after what drew us to Hannibal, as he got feedback from a lot of the other young women (I thanked him for 'young’, you know, once you’re in it doesn’t matter anyhow *another eye roll at self*) and we said that its not only beauty and connection, but also intelligence. You have to think with Hannibal. He recommended 'Legion’ to us and asked if we’d seen it before and I said that some stuff hasn’t made it across the big pond yet. And then Bryan went and …. not ranted directly…. but expressed his lack of understanding of the fact that things take so long to be legal and why series were not streamed worldwide because people would just go and pirate it anyway -because- it was not available legally. He went and made a (imho) very fitting anology with the conservative stance on abortions in contrast to piracy, meaning just because it’s forbidden it doesn’t stop people from doing so, it just gets unsafer and illegal.
Oh and he took photos of our table and @dr3piecesuit s and another girls tattoo, because he loves them. :) And he told us that he brought something for Hugh to wear for the Cosplay contest. Can’t wait *g*
He was called away then, way past the 4 minutes^^ and …. he is such a precious human being?! Exuding so much warmth and honesty and exuberance. I feel honored that I got to sit there.

A propos honored… Hugh was next and there I was again - nervous. Awesome. *third eyeroll* He complimented Camilles Will!Faun, saying it was very beautiful and then laughing that that was maybe a bit weird^^, and then telling us about all the gifts he gets and that he keeps the little plush Wills, giving them to his son to play with, even the bloody ones….. *fg*.
The girl next to me (@OnTheVerger) talked to him about how much Adam means to her because she has Aspergers and then broke into tears and Hugh comforted and hugged her and it was sooo sweet. We showed him the Radiance flyers as well and he said “blood fueled embraces, indeed” *g*.
Bryan ran by then and left a bitten off Babybel for Hugh. IDK if Hugh bit off that piece or if Bryan did but it was hilarious^^.

Hugh had to leave then and Aaron came to our table last, I told him I backed him and he told us about the film he and Scott are in (Scott came by and set down next to him^^) and we talked about how much we would all want to see more of Hannibal. Oh and Scott said (before) that he was supposed to teach Clarice Starling - how awesome would team Sassy Science be doing that in SotL? Seriously?
Anyway, I remember I touched Aarons shoulder in the spur of the moment talking about -something- but I can’t remember what exactly and the panicking about that. ;))

I went to my room at 1:15am, got into bed by 2am and was wide awake again at 5:15 am.

What. a. rush.

PS: This is no photos because my cameras not that good - check the Hashtag on Twitter, there’s TONS of them ;). Already ;)

anonymous asked:

In middle school, we had a substitute call out a boy and insult him because he was wearing a flowercrown because "It isn't for boys". The very next day, they boy and his sister wore flowercrowns in retaliation while also handing out little paper flowers to wear with the hashtag #flowersforJace. The sub didn't come back, I think. I really liked that we all stood up for this kid

that’s so sweet oml


I’m sORRY D: bUT I might have just popped in my Due South dvd just to make ALL the screenshots of Fraser’s face in this specific scene because asfdghfjkglh;jk'lkjhgfd ?? ??? ?

AM I the ONLY ONE who can’t get over his sparkly eyes and pouty lips and his shiny, slightly whimsical lock of hair and his eyelashes and jUST HIS WHOLE FCKIN FACE-

I just.. This is not even OK. I can’t stop gazing at his luminous beauty, like.. he is basically radiating with pretty. just- uGH. HOW IS THIS MAN EVEN REAL?


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heir-filter: Hi Sunny! I made this bookmark with the flowercrown icons you drew of all the kids because I thought they were so adorable and I absolutely love your art style. It’s my favorite bookmark now! (I’m sorry for the low quality of the photos!)

ooh that’s so nice!! 8’)


Also just in case my new followers haven’t seen my face, here it is. 

(snapchat is a fucking blessing for looking good amiright)

This is a total sellout but I have an instagram too (look at me trying to gain more followers jfc) but its ‘cheekysmagic’ if any of you are interested x

I’m gonna awkwardly hide behind a wall now and cry because you guys deserve better from my flowercrowned ass 

Seventeen camping

Seungcheol: Helps the others with putting up their tents. Scolds the other members when they leave their tents open at night. Probably wakes up everyone  with snoring.

Jeonghan: Was against going camping. Most likely steals snacks from Jun. At some point in the day got lost and nobody could find him. They ended up finding him asleep in one of the tents.

Joshua: Extra excited for some reason. Has his guitar and sings most of the time. Makes up songs on the spot about their trip. Probably knew where Jeonghan was the whole time the others were panicking.

Junhui: Has 40 different snacks. Super prepared. Ready for adventures. Probably climbing trees. Claims he’s the king of the mountain.

Soonyoung: Making weird animal noises with Seokmin. Screams as soon as he hears rustles in the bushes. Ended up sleeping with Jihoon and Jeonghan because he was scared.

Wonwoo: Went exploring, almost got lost. Happy puppy. Most likely sang and danced around Joshua while he was playing. Ended up reading the whole night and was ready to shut Seungcheol up with his book.

Jihoon: Helps with making food. Ends up staring at a tree for 10 minutes. Can’t deal with Soonyoung’s and Seokmin’s dumb animal noises. Tried to kick Soonyoung out of his tent.

Seokmin: Screams when Soonyoung screams. For some reason ended up picking flowers with Minghao. Tried to learn how to make flowercrowns

Mingyu: Spends half of the day making food. Feeds everyone too. Tried to go exploring with Wonwoo, got rejected.

Minghao: Became one with nature. In a field of flowers the bees didn’t know if he was a flower or not. Pro master at making flowercrowns. Walks away from Soonyoung and Seokmin every time they make weird noises.

Seungkwan: Had a singing battle with Joshua.  Claims they will all get eaten by bears. Was the one who went to shut Seungcheol up at night.

Hansol: Tried to help with food, almost set himself on fire. Freestyle rapping while setting up the tents. Ended up being really good at it. Watched Seokmin and Minghao make flowercrowns because he wanted one. Ate all the food.

Chan: Surprisingly knew everything about camping. “I know how to do this Hyung let me do it” ended up not knowing how to put up a tent so Hansol helped him. Steals Jun’s snacks. Tried to save Soonyoung from the none existent monsters.

Request (flowercrowns-and-beautifulsounds.tumblr.com): “A playlist for running because I need motivation?” These are my running songs, hope they help.

Listen Here - Spotify: Run, Bitch. // 8Tracks: Run, Bitch.


01. Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap // 02. Shadowplay - The Killers // 03. All I Want - A Day To Remember // 04. Mama Do The Hump - Rizzle Kicks // 05. Can’t Stop - Red Hot Chili Peppers // 06. Fit But You Know It - The Streets // 07. Monkey Wrench - Foo Fighters // 08. Bruised And Scarred - Mayday Parade // 09. Brianstorm - Arctic Monkeys // 10. Reptilia - The Strokes // 11. Hell Above - Pierce The Veil // 12. The One Thing I Have Left - Hawk Nelson // 13. Dreaming - Smallpools // 14. We Come Running - Youngblood Hawke // 15. Things We Lost In The Fire - Bastille