wishing you all the happiness in the world

Another year with this Angel, the woman who changed my life and saved me from myself.
I love you more than I’ll ever be able to tell you, I really don’t think I’d be here if it wasn’t for you; On my roughest times you’re the reason why I kept waking up everyday.
I really hope you’re having the sweetest day, and I wish all your days to be full of happiness and love, ‘cause you deserve nothing less than the best things in this world.
One day I hope to be able to return you the happiness you’ve given to me, unfortunately I don’t think it will be possible, since you fulfill my heart with love and joy everyday, but I’ll keep doing my best and at least make you smile every chance that I get.
Happy Birthday my Sparkly Star, you’re the brighter soul in this universe 💖

@hanny-bananny @bookofreid @finding-doris and all you other beautiful, wonderful authors and readers out there, I just want to keep y’all safe and happy and well taken care of. It hurts my heart so much to see when any of you are having a rough day or a health crisis or trouble with family. You are all such sweet, lovely human beings who give so much to others and who deserve the absolute world and I wish I could do so much more than offer a virtual hug.

And really, to any of you out there, my ask box and messages are always always open if you need/want someone to talk to or vent to.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.