wish i had thought of that



Thank you for having us over for your secret sessions for Rhode Island night 1. You have no idea how much you mean to me. my name is Alli and we had a good 10 minutes conversation about sea urchins and every time it got quiet in the room i would say “ i love you” because you have no idea how much of an impact you have on my life. You have helped me through so many things and this was a dream come true. I wish I got to talk to you more because I had everything I wanted to say all ready and set but all came out of my mouth was “ I love you” THIS IS ACTUALLY A FUNNY STORY, so while it went on so late and my parents have told me that they called the cops because they thought Molly and I had been kidnapped. I wish I got to give you my letter that I have made you but I didn’t know if i was able to give it to you or not. But thank you for an incredible night and I have made so many new friends. Thank you so much. I’m sorry this is so long and for you taking the time to read this. This has made me so happy but I can’t believe it’s over and I hope you remember me just as much as I will forever remember you. I love you. “I had the time of my life with you.“
LOVE ALWAYS, allison


First off we just want to wish Andrew Scott a very happy birthday and I’m sure I speak for everyone when I say we hope he’s having a wonderful day!!

Since it’s Andrews birthday I thought.. what better time is there to celebrate the fanbase? Without him there are a lot of people I wouldn’t know and a lot of people I probably would never have started speaking to, and I know I say this a lot but the Andrew Scott fans are still the best fans I know, everyone is so loving, and kind, and supportive, and it fills me with so much joy to be a part of that. So this year I wanted to celebrate you guys, because without Andrew Scott I wouldn’t know you, and I’m so thankful to him that I do know you guys! So I made a (little) gift for you guys..

I made up a whole bunch of colourful icons over a few months and put them all into a nice page on the blog so it’s easy for you to look at certain colours/characters etc! I know it’s nothing HUGE but I thought it might be something you guys would be interested in! At the moment there’s a little over 100 icons on the page but if there are any colours/patterns you want in the background or if there are any pictures of Andrew you want as icons I’d be happy to make them if you let me know! I’ll probably keep on gradually adding more to the page over time anyway so I’d love to hear your guys’ ideas!

You can find the icons here! And I’ve also added a handy button to the top of the blog page if you want to go there to find them! All of the icons should be 100x100 pixels, let me know if there are any issues with any of them in any way and i’ll try to fix it! It’s not necessary but it’d be awesome if you could like or reblog this post if you use any of the icons (:

I just want to say a final thank you to you guys for supporting us for so long, and a general thank you to the fanbase for being so wonderful, I hope you all like the icons!

Amber <3

anonymous asked:

Hiya! I was wondering what your thoughts were on Bucklemming, if you had any you wanted to share? Like, hate, kinda meh about? :) have a good weekend!

Hi anon, thank You, Have good weekend as well :D 

I wish I knew more about them to form an opinion, but  often their episodes  have very dark themes and cause a lot of controversy in the fandom. I am probably the worst person to ask about the writers for SPN lol. I wish I could have more of an answer. Some of their episodes have been amazing, others horrible. I would really love to take the time to watch a few of their episodes in a row to get a good sense of their writing style.   

One thing I can say about all of the writers is that when they mess up past canon or dumb down Sam and Dean to build up a side charachter, they loose a lot of my respect. 

Ross Poldark, Book One, Chapter 1

Ross stopped before a door on which was printed: Nat. G. Pearce. Notary and Commissioner of Oaths. He pulled at the bell for some time before a pimply woman admitted him. … “My stay is to be short,” said Ross. It certainly must, he thought, or I shall waste away. “I am anxious to be home again but thought I’d see you on my way. Your letter did not reach me until a fortnight before we sailed from New York.” Ross eased his leg. “I see from your letter that my father died in March. Who has administered the estate since then, my uncle or you?” Mr. Pearce absently scratched the ruffles on his chest. “I know you would wish me to be frank with you.” “Of course.” “Well, when we came to go into his affairs, Mr.—er—Captain Poldark, it did not seem that he had left much for either of us to administer.” … “You’re thinking of settling at Nampara now, Captain Poldark?” “I am.” “Any time I can do any business for you, only too pleased. I should say,” Mr. Pearce hastened on as the young man rose. “I should say that you may find your property a little neglected.”

I was trying to find some profound reason for existence; religion told me I was alive to worship, science made me a product of procreation, like I was a consequence of a bad decision two people made that somehow had meaning because God wished it this way, yet some nights I felt so alone, like I could die tomorrow, and it wouldn’t matter, not to people, nor to God, death is just life, it’s just how God wished it.
—  Eliot Knight

anonymous asked:

Omg I'm so sorry about ur mental health/insurance dilemma rn :/ u might've already done this but I thought it was worth mentioning - you could call ur insurance provider and ask for someone more within network since 3hr distance isn't at all reasonable nd see what they say? Idk I wish u luck tho I hope things get worked out

Tbh I don’t care, I hate therapists anyway. I had shitty experiences with them as a kid and that’s it. That ruined therapists for me. Seeing one is just gonna make me more irritable, and there’s absolutely no god damn way I’m gonna trust some random ass stranger enough to get anywhere with it.

The doc told me to look for local ones, I did, there weren’t any, that’s that. 


Yuuri tells Victor his thoughts during their first dance.

I want to thank @thehobbem so, so much for co-writing the dialogue! She spent hours going through metas and crafting this line-by-line with me. Yuuri was much harder to write for than Victor and I couldn’t have done it without her tireless work. ;u; I also want to thank @teasidesketches for doing final revisions despite not being in the fandom. You two are the best. <3

I also want to dedicate this to @solfegefaerie for being the first one to give me the idea of writing Yuuri’s vows. They’re not vows this time, but I thought this was suiting. :) 

If you can, you should read this while listening to “Yuri on Ice.” I matched the flow of the comic to that of the song, hence the tribute to the representation of Yuuri as the lone piano until Victor comes into his life as the violin (in case you were wondering about the sudden Music AU thrown in the middle there). 

Pair comic to Victor’s Vows.

I wish I had more time with you;
I wish I could remember exactly how you hugged me;
I wish I could remember how it felt to have my arms around your waist, head pressed to your heart;
I wish I could remember the sound of your voice and how you said my name;
I wish I had taken time to savor your sweet aroma;
I wish time would’ve frozen so I could’ve gazed into your eyes and counted every color, memorized every detail of your face;
I wish I could replay it all over again so I could go back and remember every bit of you,
Because it all went by so fast,
It was all just a blur,
I didn’t have time to savor the moment and before I knew it, you were walking away.
I just hope we meet again before I forget you completely.
—  Excerpt from a book I’ll never write, 63
“My Serendipity”
I thought of you a couple days ago. I wish it didn’t, but even now it still hurts. I really thought I was going to spend the rest of my days with you.
—  K.N.B.
Date a boy who...
  • Looks at you like you put the moon, sun and the rest of the starts on the sky- 

-even when you are not there

  • Decides to be goofey with you
  • Seems to drift close to you because you make him comfortable
  • Is there to offer you help and at the same time respects your boudaries- 

-and decisions

  • Would fight tooth and nail for you when you are vulnerable
  • Will never give you his back and instead receive you with a hug
  • Trusts your abilities no matter what
  • Will open up to you on his moments of weakness because he trusts you
  • Who will be there to have your back even on the moments you are doubting of yourself
  • Date…. Shiro

Date Takashi Shirogane

I just want to go somewhere. With my favorite people. Just leave everything behind and be free. I want to explore old cities and sunny beaches. I want to taste new flavors of ice cream and take polaroids of coffee shops. I want to sit on a plane during sunset and feel excited about my upcoming adventure. I want to be with the people I love and have nice moments with strangers. I want to see the lights of a foreign city at night. I want to forget school, exams and other pressures and just be calm and happy. I wish I had the freedom to do that right now.


Maybe on the morrow she would tell him about the cat that had followed her home last night from Pynto’s, the cat that was hiding in the rafters, looking down on them. Or maybe not. IF HE HAD SECRETS, SO COULD SHE.


When you demanded to be put back in the field, I worried that you were being flippant about your time in prison. I thought you would be reckless, but I was wrong. Prison has made you more cautious. Yeah but, what if I’m too cautious now? I mean, I used to see everything as black and white and now, it’s looking real grey to me. I wish every cop had a voice in their head asking, ‘What if he’s innocent?’ You see it as a weakness, but it means you’re growing. It makes you a better detective.