wish i knew more about this picture

the r/roastme subreddit (where you can post pictures of yourself and get absolutely destroyed with hateful comments) is a pretty popular thing !!! !

but people tend to look over the r/toastme subreddit where people post pictures and just get flooded with the cutest !! ! and nicest messages from people! !!! ! it’s such a pure and uplifting place , ,, like !

it’s just such a pure positive place and ! !! i really wish more people knew about it , , 

‘  all around the world girls will be girls  ’
‘  all i need is someone to love  &  tonight it’s you  ’
‘  all i wanna do is make love to you  ’
‘  and baby, talk dirty to me  ’
‘  can you, my darling, can you picture this?  ’
‘  dig if you will a picture of you  &  me engaged in a kiss  ’
‘  don’t come around here no more  ’
‘  don’t dream it’s over  ’
‘  don’t forget it’s me who put you where you are now  &  i could put you back there too  ’
‘  don’t give me no lines  &  keep your hands to yourself  ’
‘  don’t go away mad, just go away  ’
‘  don’t wish it away, don’t look at it like it’s forever  ’
‘  don’t you forget about me  ’
‘  don’t you want me, baby?  ’
‘  even then i knew i’d find a much better place, either with or without you  ’
‘  every now  &  then i fall apart  ’
‘  every now  &  then i get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears  ’
‘  everybody dreams of angels  ’
‘  girls just wanna have fun  ’
‘  heaven isn’t too far away, closer to it every day  ’
‘  hey, little sister, what have you done?  ’
‘  he’s been knocking, he won’t leave me alone ’
‘  hold me now ’
‘  how am i supposed to live without you?  ’
‘  how could our love be so blind?  ’
‘  how do i get you alone?  ’
‘  how i love the way you move  &  the sparkle in your eyes ’
‘  i can’t believe you’re gone  ’
‘  i could never steal you from another  ’
‘  i didn’t want to see you go  ’
‘  i don’t belong to you  &  you don’t belong to me  ’
‘  i don’t know why i did the things i did  ’
‘  i don’t know why i said the things i said  ’
‘  i don’t wanna lose your love tonight  ’
‘  i don’t worry about nothing, no, cause worry’s a waste of my time  ’
‘  i guess it would be nice if i could touch your body  ’
‘  i guess that’s why they call it the blues ’
‘  i haven’t been there for the longest time  ’
‘  i just wanna use your love tonight  ’
‘  i know this much is true  ’
‘  i met her in a hotel lobby masturbating with a magazine  ’
‘  i need you more than ever  ’
‘  i never really cared until i met you  ’
‘  i never wanted to be your weekend lover  ’
‘  i only want to be some kind of friend  ’
‘  i pretend you still hold me  ’
‘  i really didn’t mean to hurt you  ’
‘  i remember you  ’
‘  i see your true colors shining through, i see your true colors  &  that’s why i love you  ’
‘  i still love you  ’
‘  i think we’re alone now  ’
‘  i wanna new drug  ’
‘  i want your sex  ’
‘  i won’t forget you, baby  ’
‘  if i could turn back time, if i could find a way, i’d take back those words that hurt you  &  you’d stay  ’
‘  if this ain’t love, you better let me know  ’
‘  if this is it, please let me know  ’
‘  if we blame it on anything, let’s blame it on the rain  ’
‘  if you fall i will catch you, i’ll be waiting time after time  ’
‘  if you want my love, you’ve got it  ’
‘  if you’re lost you can look  &  you will find me time after time  ’
‘  it’s a nice day to start again  ’
‘  it’s such a shame our friendship had to end  ’
‘  it’s the same ol’ ball  &  chain  ’
‘  it’s the same ol’ situation  ’
‘  i’ll be gone in a day or two  ’
‘  i’ll take my chances, i forgot how nice romance is  ’
‘  i’m going crazy, i’m losing sleep  ’
‘  i’m gonna keep on loving you  ’
‘  just one more night  &  i’m coming off this long  &  winding road  ’
‘  maybe i’ll be sorry when you’re gone  ’
‘  maybe i’m just like my father, too bold  ’
‘  maybe i’m just too demanding  ’
‘  maybe i’ve been hoping too hard  ’
‘  maybe you’re just like my mother, she’s never satisfied  ’
‘  my future’s so bright i gotta wear shades  ’
‘  no one will ever know how much i loved you so  ’
‘  once i ran to you, now i run from you  ’
‘  perhaps i should leave her, go far away ’
‘  she will play around  &  leave you  ’
‘  she’s got the looks that kill ’
‘  she’s the kind of girl you dream of  ’
‘  sometimes i want to give up,  want to give in,  i want to quit the fight  ’
‘  stay with me  ’
‘  tell her about it, tell her everything you feel  ’
‘  tell me how it is that you can sleep in the night without thinking you lost everything that was good in your life to the toss of the dice  ’
‘  tell me what it takes to let you go  ’
‘  tell me why can’t this be love?  ’
‘  tell me your troubles  &  doubts  ’
‘  the power of love is a curious thing  ’
‘  then i see you  &  everything’s alright  ’
‘  they could never tear us apart  ’
‘  things ain’t always what they seem  ’
‘  think of good tender things that we were working on  ’
‘  till now, i always got by on my own  ’
‘  too young to fall in love, guess we knew it all along  ’
‘  we are the youth gone wild  ’
‘  whatever you want, i’ll give it to you  ’
‘  what’s love got to do with it?  ’
‘  when i said that i love you i meant that i’ll love you forever  ’
‘  when i see you smile, i can face the world  ’
‘  where do we go now?  ’
‘  wherever you go, i’ll be with you  ’
‘  who knows how much further we’ll go on  ’
‘  why do we scream at each other?  ’
‘  words are like weapons, they wound sometimes  ’
‘  you don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone  ’
‘  you feel so right  &  i could be wrong  ’
‘  you know i like my girls a little bit older  ’
‘  you know i’m a dreamer  ’
‘  you know there’s nowhere that i’d rather be than with you here today  ’
‘  you say i’m a dreamer, we’re two of a kind  ’
‘  you were the first to be the last  ’
‘  your love made me a prisoner, my heart’s been doing time  ’
‘  you’re all i need  ’

I kind of wish we’d seen more of how Vakama’s audience reacted as he was telling them the stories of Metru Nui.

I just picture him getting to the bit about how they hid the masks around the island, and all the Toa Nuva jump up and start yelling at their respective Turaga at once. 

Or even the other Turaga pulling him up on certain details, putting their two widgets’ worth in whenever they could. 

And the sheer amount of “YOU did THAT? You? YOU????” from all sides (even between Turaga, since it’s unlikely they knew literally everything about each others’ shenanigans).

She would kiss me in places like
between my ribs, or the back of my neck.
The places where love would build up
like grease on unwashed hair,
and when she touched me
love spilled over my body.
Ever since I saw you last I’ve been trying
to feel that love again but it turns out drowning in the bathtub doesnt feel the same as drowning in your love,
even if I’m playing your favorite album
and have your picture in my palm.
You’d think if I missed you as much
as I say I do then I would return your calls,
but I haven’t figured out if not talking to you hurts more or less
than hearing your voice.
I wish I knew a love besides this one,
one that doesn’t cut me open
every time it rubs against my skin.
I wish I knew a love that didn’t leave me covered in thoughts about being covered in blood.
—  I wish you knew that I still love you.
I wish I knew if I made a difference. Not even a miraculous difference. I just wish I knew if you thought of me sometimes, and if those memories made you smile. If you ever miss me, extending more than just the words “I miss you.” If you ever thought of me while you were trying to sleep and couldn’t. If you still had dreams about me. If maybe, by some amazing possibility, you pictured me somewhere in your future. I wish I knew if meeting me threw all of your motives off kilter, so that everything shifted just slightly in a different direction. If you knew there was somebody that did the same for you.
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Today (July 4th) is my 21st birthday and my amazing friend betterberavenclaw took me to see Hedwig and the Angry Inch last night and this happened. I’M SO HAPPY. It was so nice of Darren to do this! And he said something like “You’re 21st birthday! Well what are you doing here?!” Haha thank you to Cara for making sure everyone knew it was my birthday!!! 

And I’m just throwing in those other two pictures because he is such a cutie patootie! I didn’t get a chance to take pictures of Rebecca, but she was also super sweet and wished me a happy birthday and we talked about her vlogs and Bebop (the little doggy in them) - I asked her for more of Bebop in costumes! Haha she is just so beautiful, adorable, nice, and TALENTED.

This was my second time seeing Hedwig (the first time was Darren and Rebecca’s opening night) and I was really looking forward to seeing how they would improve, and I’m THRILLED with everything I saw last night. They both have become so much more comfortable in their roles and it was just so much fun. I love this show and hope to see Darren at LEAST one more time, and I’m also super excited for Taye Diggs! I hope everyone is able to see this show at least once! It’s so special!