wish i got to play with one of those

The original The Sims game was inherently dark and kind of creepy.

Is it just me?

When I first bought the game back in 2001, I remember it being addictive, awesome, groundbreaking for its time and wonderfully odd. When compared to the later, sweeter installments, and even its many expansion packs, it feels cold and well…kind of creepy in comparison.

The original How to Play instruction manual for The Sims, which I remember vividly but could never find in my house, was snarky and full of witty commentary. Later on the manual was more straightforward, but still retained some of the self-referential humor that is inherent in the gameplay and is, I think, part of what makes the game kind of unnerving.

(To this day, I wish I could find that damn original manual!)

Just looking at that main screen with that one neighborhood you’re forever attached to as the jaunty background music plays in the ever-sunny world, even that kind of weirds me out. 

Maybe it’s the uncanny valley-ness of the dated graphics, maybe it’s remembering the way the kids never aged, how the adults remained awkward and odd and never got any older, and how if the children failed school, they were just sent off to some horrific place only known as “boot camp”…forever. Yes, remember? They NEVER came back.

And when those burglars came stalking in the night and the Buy and Build modes just shut off as that scary, urgent music played and you were left helpless and asleep…

And when the fires started out of nowhere while your Sims made that same plate of salad-looking food and you forgot to install a smoke alarm and you were forced to watch them hopelessly burn to death and run around screaming for their lives…

And in the first expansion pack, Livin’ Large, when that awful Tragic Clown appeared and made it impossible for your Sim to rest or eat until they fell ill and eventually just died unless you put that eerie clown portrait in front of the fireplace…if you even figured that out…

Sure, things got more mellow and felt less odd with later expansion packs, especially when you were given the ability to visit shopping areas like Old Town and other places outside of the claustrophobic little classic neighborhood.

And OK, I’m not saying The Sims is a scary game or even that it freaked me out as a child, but I will always look back on the original as being, well…kinda creepy.

--Mr."Hardly" Perfect--Another poem for Thomas Sanders! <3

Your dark brown eyes,

leave me hopelessly hypnotized.

That cute crooked smile,

melts my big heart into a pile.

Your adorkable personality,

makes me forget the harsh pains of reality.

Every fandom you’re apart of has me love you even more,

my deep love for you is like an open door.

My ears can’t help but ring,

of every beautiful song you sing.

I’m always left in a gaze,

when you act out in those community plays.

You’re just far too sweet,

for us not to meet.

Your quirky humor,

makes me wish I would’ve found you sooner.

You’re everything I want and more,

you’re the only one I truly adore.

Every little thing about yous got me Sherlocked,

because of you my worlds been rocked, harder than by The Beatles.

Without you my heart is filled with piercing needles.

I need ya more than you know,

without you I wouldn’t know how to go.

You are my one true love,

my purest Turtle Dove.

It’s hard to fathom that such a being like you exists,

at the end of the day you’re the only one I’ve missed.

You, with all your “flaws”, know how to work it,

this is why you are my Mr.”Hardly” Perfect!

Torture sentence starters
  • “Oh god.. Oh please, god, no!”
  • “Please… Please..! I’ll do anything..!!”
  • “P-please.. Please don’t..”
  • “Anything but that.. Please, please! Stop!”
  • “Stop? Why on earth would I do a thing like that for?”
  • “We’re having so much fun!”
  • “We’ll have so much fun, you and I…”
  • “Look at the new toy I got for us to play with!”
  • “Shut up! Shut up!!”
  • “Oh please.. Like I haven’t heard that one before…”
  • “If I had a nickel for every time someone begged me to stop… I’d be fucking rich.”
  • “Ooh, look at that. Look at all the blood. Amazing, isn’t it?”
  • “Let’s crack open the hood and see what’s underneath, shall we?”
  • “You know what I love more than agonized screaming? The sound of people choking on their own blood. Very satisfying.”
  • “If you beg, I might just stop… Maybe. But only if you’re sincere.”
  • “Beg me, you stupid whore! Beg me to stop! Come on!!”
  • “Go ahead – beg for forgiveness. God’s the only friend you’ve got down here. ”
  • “Shut up or I’ll wrap your intestines around your throat like a scarf.”
  • “Ha ha! I love it when they scream!”
  • “Keep going… I love the sound of your voice.”
  • “Stop praying! There is no God here.”
  • “Shut the fuck up!!”
  • “Let’s play a game, shall we? It’s called, ‘how many of your organs can I remove before you die?’“
  • “Alright, here’s the deal… Since you scream every time you see me – let’s just remove your eyes, hm?”
  • “Has anyone ever told you how good you look in red?”
  • “Beautiful… Absolutely beautiful…”
  • “I’m not going to kill you… But I’m going to make you wish I would.”
  • “This is what you get! This is what you get for hurting me!”
  • “Do you like rats? I hope so. Because we’re going to play a little game with one that involves your stomach, a container, and an open flame.”
  • “Have you ever heard of abacination?”
  • “You’ve got cavities back there, you know. Why don’t remove those pesky teeth for you, hm?”
  • “Wake up! Can’t have you passing out on me.”
  • “I won’t scream.”
  • “I won’t tell you anything.”
  • “There’s no way I’m gonna tell you shit.”
  • “By the time anyone finds your body, they won’t be able to identify it.”
  • “No one is coming for you.”
  • “You won’t get away with this!”
  • “People will notice! They’ll look for me!”
  • “Stop, oh god, please! Please stop.. The pain..!”
  • “You’re insane!”
  • “Don’t worry. I know what I’m doing – I’ve got a medical degree, you know.”
  • “Shh, don’t cry. Don’t cry.”
  • “No tears now, okay? Everything will soon be over.”
  • “Stop! Please, stop! I’ll tell you anything! Just stop!”
  • “Tell me – how does this feel?”
  • “I hate you! Oh god, I hate you!”
  • “Fuck you!”
  • “Fuck off!”
  • “Oh, what a mess you’ve made…”
  • “You look like a mess.”
  • “Chin up, kid. It’ll be over soon enough.”
  • “I’m just going to borrow a few fingers, okay?”
  • “Could you lend me a ‘hand’? Yes? Oh good. I was planning on taking it anyway.”
  • “Shut up, I’m not going to kill you. You don’t deserve that kind of mercy.”
  • “You know why you’re here.”
  • “Own up to what you’ve done and maybe you’ll leave here alive!”
  • “What the fuck is wrong with you!?!”
  • “Please! Someone help! Anyone! Oh god.. PLEASE!”
  • “Not that – anything but that! P-please! PLEASE, NO!”
  • “Let me go. Please.. Please let me go…”
  • “I’ll tell you anything you want! Just please, please stop!”
  • “I’m not going to break that easy.”
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30 Day Mass Effect Challenge

↬ 12. Favourite NPC

Steve Cortez! Honest to God I adore this man. He is sweet, loveable, and his story about his husband breaks my heart and I always make sure to go down to talk to him after every mission. He’s one of those characters that I wish got more screen time, just due to the fact that I loved having him around and if I could stand playing as MaleShep, I would most certainly romance Steve.

Also he is the only one not to make fun of Shep’s dancing so A++ my guy. I love you. 

anonymous asked:

Can we get a ryden timeline... xx (love the blog)

thank you anon xo, and I can do a Ryden timeline and edit: I took the readmore out because it doesn’t work on mobile so sorry this is going to be lengthy, and I apologize, some of the stuff I’m gonna say I can not find the articles or pictures to back myself up.

I think I’m gonna do this timeline by year 

2004/2006

Ryan and Jac, Brendon and Audrey

  -So back in like the wee baby days of Panic! Ryan and Brendon both dated a couple of “scene queens’ (oh early 00′s) and I wouldn’t mention it but there are sceenshots of conversations between the two girls saying stuff like “Oh your boyfriend turned mine gay.” and a few other things about the boys having a thing.

Ryan’s Livejournal

-Here’s the tumblr post all of his entries are on, seriously give them a read in your freetime

-he’s deleted the account, so :(. Like right after the Myrtle Beach stuff but that is the next thing

-So his livejournal, full of teenage angst, the early developments of songs from fever, vague relationship posts, great banter between him and brendon including:

-I apologize there are a few other things of them interacting on lj but I can’t fine any screenshots or anything of them

Kerrang! Slow Dancing article

-So basically in a December 2006 issue of Kerrang! they put in an article and I quote  “Urie and Ross crack up as they slow-dance together through the heaving dressing room, belting out ‘All These Things That I’ve Done’ by fellow Las Vegas quartet The Killers as they glide through the crowd.”

-Don’t believe me here’s a pic of the article with that paragraph circled, super hard to read, but it’s there

Myrtle Beach

-Shit gets sexy here (like literally)

-So the myrtle beach lore is what I would call 1/3 of the huge Ryden lore stories

-Basically after a show Panic! and their crew all went skinny dipping in Myrtle Beach

-In some interview or another I’m pretty sure one of the backup dancers on tour implied that they fucked. 

-Ryan wrote this livejournal entry about the night:

Sun, Jun 25 2006

The moon bred new Atlantic life tonight.the salt burned you right out of my eyes.and secrets we’re not proud of were taken with the tide. We were all newborns with blurred vision and no sense of direction.

Today I saw cancer, cigarettes and shortness of breath.

this is why I walk to the ocean.swim with jellyfish.I may never get this chance again.

this is why if you want to kiss you should kiss.

If you want to cry you should cry, and

if you want to live you should live.

You don’t have to love me. You already did. At least enough to keep me smiling from South Carolina to Virginia.it’s for lovers (orjustfriends)

This is why I do it.

-and then promptly deleted his lj account shortly after that

2007/2009

Seattle 

-Seattle is already a significant place for Ryan as noted by this livejournal post:

Mon, Feb 6 2006

lay like lions in the sand..

one day we’ll settle in Seattle.

-But back to what this is really for (also totally copy and pasting this from my seattle post yesterday)

-Ryan turned 21 Pete Wentz  threw his party at one of his clubs in NYC, none of the other Panic! were 21 yet so they were already in seattle for the next show they were playing. 

^^^ Ryan @ his bday party,  -But anyways sometime during that night Ryan left his birthday party to fly out to Seattle, and was spotting in a resturant with Brendon, and a fan reconized them and got a picture which is here (sorry she’s blurred out I can’t find one not like that.)

-So yeah our boy left is own bday party to be with Brendon and wrote a song about it ( more on that in the next section) 

 -Ryan and Brendon also did an interview together around that same time where Ryan was still wearing the outfit from his B-day party and Brendon was wearing what he wore in that picture with a fan. Link to that interview: Here

Pretty.Odd

-2ish years since fever

-How much detail so I gotta go into here? That album was gay as fuck.

- It’s lengthy so I won’t go into depth but this entire album is basically about a summer love, more specifically the two people in love (Ryan and Brendon since this is a Ryden thing) Who use “the sun” and “the moon” to refer to eachother. It’s up for debate who’s who. And i’m not going to get into it

-Most notably is the lyric “We must reinvent love.” From Mad as Rabbits which is quoting a poem by a gay man about how since he doesn’t like women love must be reinvented

Northern Downpour (yeah I had to give this it’s own section)

 -This is a song on pretty.odd is heavily suspected to be about that night in Seattle, including lyrics such as “I missed your skin when you we’re East, you clicked your heels and wished for me.” (Ryan was in NYC which is east of Seattle), along with Seattle is rainy and in the North of the US.

-Ryan told Brendon to pay special attention to the lyric “I know the world’s a broken bone, but melt your headaches call it home.” and that is the lyric he got chocked up on playing it post-split

-Also during the Live in Chicago performance Brendon sings “Northern Downpour sends it’s love-” and then adds in and “I love you.” Right after.

Cape Town

-Pain, sadness

-No one knows what the fuck happened (aside from those involved)

-Cape Town, South Africa is where the last Panic! show with Ryan and Jon in the band played. It’s shady, and what is know is that Ryan and Brendon were not getting along to the point where they could stand to be in the same room together so Ryan and Jon left and created The Young Veins. 

- The Young Veins just so happen to have a song called Cape Town

-There’s a lot of speculation about said song being about Ryden and the band split (wrapped up into a metaphor about a girl). Mostly because the song is about a lost love. (in cape town.)

-Another large reason this is a very significant place in Ryden lore would be the lyric comparisons from the song Cape Town by The Young Veins, and a few songs off of Vices & Virtues. Most notably. From Cape Town: “Woke me in the morning asked me if I meant it, I didn't”. And from The Calendar (A song confirmed to be about the panic! split): “And I meant everything I said that night”

-The V&V bonus track the song Bittersweet has the lyric: “I’ve been to Tokyo, and to South Africa so many places that you may say I’ve seen it all”. Cape Town is in South African, not hard to make a connect about the two. And that concludes today’s lesson on the mystery of Cape Town.

Post-Split bits and peaces

-The Young Veins went off and wrote an album all about regret called Take A Vacation!

-Brendon and Spencer went on and released Vices & Virtues which is full of salt and bitterness. Salty Breakup album. 

-Ryan and Brendon parallel lyrics to eachother and I reccomend doing research on it or shooting me an ask and I’ll talk about it. 

And that is a timeline of Ryden 2004-2011ish. Feel free to ask me for more post breakup stuff (like Halloween, or the whole ‘they were cool after the split to now they rarely talk’ ) This is just getting lengthy but I will answer more questions on it

anonymous asked:

Can i have a HC where MC buys the RFA a video game and finds out that they are all rage-videogamers? Like MC will be cooking in the kitchen and then all the sudden hears their S/O shouting something so ridiculous because they're mad at the game?

Idk much about videogames, so these are short and maybe not that good. Hope you still like this!

I’ll be back soon with the first fic for Choimatos’ b-day!


RFA turning into rage gamers


Zen

  • When he saw you bought Resident Evil 7, he laughed.
  • More like scoffed.
  • “Babe, you give money to them, you encourage them on keep on doing those bad movies.”
  • Then he sees you playing and… okay, seems realistic, seems like a good horror movie…
  • He gives it a shot when you’re not home and boy…
  •  He doesn’t really like horror genre in general, he just likes when you two are watching some movie and you keep clinging on him.
  • But this game is so good, it has action, mistery and it’s scary as fuck, he would cling on you for his dearest life if he didn’t feel like playing the knight all the time for you.

Yoosung

  • For. Your. Honor
  • Look at these graphics, Yoosung! LOLOL could nevah!
  • He’s offended by such a blasphemy!
  • So it’s a little bit of a cold war, he’s on his room playing LOLOL, you’re in the living room playing FYH, and you look so focused.
  • So he needs to see what’s driving your attention on scolding him for playing so much.
  • And gurl… you were so right. LOLOL could never, indeed.
  • Now you can scold each other for playing so much, but just because you’re taking turns on playing this.

Jaehee

  • Sniper Ghost Warrior 3? WTF?
  • She didn’t even know like video games, let alone games with so much… violence!
  • Oh, she’s so worried you’ll end up like Yoosung!
  • And she won’t be able to do anything, because she hasn’t the guts to scold you like she does to Yoosung.
  • “MC, what are you doing?” “Learning history, geography and how to build guns!” “Okay…”
  • You explain to her very excitedly about the game and she… sees the appeal. Cn she try a little?
  • Ugh, why didn’t she find out about this before? This would be such a great anger relief in those days at C &R…

Jumin

  • He had access to the best and the most current releases when he was a kid and… never cared about this.
  • You glare at him, what would you give to have all the games you wished for?
  • So now you got all the Super Mario editions!
  • And though the most recent ones are beautiful, you have a thing for the classics.
  • Apparently, so has he, as he watches you attentively and ask you to reming him how to play.
  • “I liked this one when I was little.” Hmmm, he still does.
  • It’s been a few hours now, won’t he go to work?

Saeyoung

  • He’s been using the memes, but he doesn’t really care for the origin.
  •  You do, it’s from Persona 5, and you just bought it.
  • He’s watching you play, and you look so caught up with the plot, it’s adorable.
  • He keeps asking you questions to see you get all excited, then he starts taking interest in your answers.
  • Next thing you know, he’s helping you.
  • Now he has the console.
  • And you don’t even care, you both just want to finish this. The house is so silent, Saeran and Vanderwood are starting to get worried.
Red Dragon con 3 recap part 3

PART 1 - 2 

Hugh and Bryan Q&A panel summary (well, only Hugh in this post though)

Poor Hugh had to start the panel alone, because Bryan was still taking his time doing his autographs! In the end, the whole panel lasted close to 1hr extra, but I’m not sure anyone really minded! (Also, once again, apologies for possible inaccuracies, but I tried to make this as detailed as I could!)

Hugh

-The panel started with Hugh announcing he would not planning to do any one man reenactments of BDSM practices :’D 

-The first (oh god haha) question was if he did any preparations for his role in Hysteria? Well, he did hand exercises…also, some guy in customs in Israel asked him “did you do that vibrator movie?”

-Dream project? “Besides the obvious?”. Hugh trusts Bryan, and would take part in any of his projects. 

-Will presenting to be “on the spectrum” was a defense mechanism!

-People kept telling Hugh “thank you for being here”, and he just had to emphasize that HE is really happy to be here. (aww)

-Role models: directors who went the extra mile, family, friends.

-Cal is a “very lonely man”. “The last thing I would do would be to practice in front of a mirror”.

-Hugh and Mads joked about Will finding Hannibal’s notes on him, and wondered if Hannibal had a “don’t show this to Will” folder.

-Hugh about Hannibal: Hannibal is an evil genius, getting dressed up in the morning, preparing food etc. “When does that man sleep?”

-Will Graham would be the world’s worst Christian Grey like billionaire: he’d live in the same house, buy more dogs, upgrade his fishing equipment, build a wall around the house…and he’d never take off his glasses.

-Hannibal & Will relationship: To Hugh, when Will asks “is Hannibal in love with me”, it’s weird it hasn’t occurred to him before. Before that question, he saw it as platonic obsessive love. “For both of them it’s a relief from loneliness. Is that not love?”. Meeting a person who answers all your questions, even if they create more questions in the process. The world makes more sense when they’re together. (I really wish I could give a direct quote about this!)

- Will was plenty dark before Hannibal’s influence. Will was born with his mental makeup, as was Hannibal. “It doesn’t matter what kid got eaten”.

-What does Will listen to? “He could be a Deadhead and listens to 70s rock. He could also have a deep love for Austrian chamber music”. Will could be one of those people who are full of surprises, so maybe he played the piano in his house, but it probably came with the house.

-”You could think about these things more in depth. I’m very aware the characters are not real, except Scott’s performance which was rooted in reality”

-”If Will and Hannibal survived the fall…”, “Oh they did”. Maybe Hannibal had a magic toolbox that saved them? The fall was real, not a metaphor. It was a deliberate decision for Will to go off the cliff, he was convinced they both had to go. After the fall, there would be a lot of recuperation going on, and it would allow a kind of character reset. However, a show without Will’s empathy would not the show anymore. 

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Hey everyone! It’s been a long ride but I finally made a huge milestone! 500 plus followers! I’ve never dreamed I would have have so many of you following me. It brings a tear to my eye that everyone loves the meme son so much! Especially with all of you so cool and awesome. And being such good friends. And to those who left, I wish you the best and hope you find some type of happiness wherever you are. First, here’s a little list of people who has made this experience on here such a blast.

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@beyondarrest I don’t talk to you much but the conversations we did have, mostly us making jokes that Akira was Katsuya’s son and actually making it happen was one of the best moments I’ve had ever since I made this account. Plus, you really make a great Katsuya. You’re the reason why I got invested in playing Persona 2 Eternal Punishment. Still gotta finish it but I do thank you for recommended it to me.

@skullheist Jazz, you were my first friend on here and I thank you for sticking with me. We don’t talk like we used to but I still like you as friend I whole bunch! Hope to still be here with you for many more funny times on here.

@the-phantom-crow Minty, I know my meme son can be frustrating sometime but I am glad you like my version of Akira. I like how you can tell he’s unique and somewhat annoying but a good annoying as I recall you saying a little while back. Also, you are the first Goro I followed and I don’t regret it one bit. Here’s to many more shenanigans.

@dolgelo  I know we haven’t spoken or interacted that much. Maybe a meme or something like that. It’s been to long. Anyways, I love and admire your Mitsuru. So much that I actually like her a lot more than I used to.

@hekigankiseki  Oh gosh. You’re like the first Minato that I followed on here and I gotta say, I really love everything you do with your muse. Keep up the great work. I read all your your threads and headcanons, just amazed at your time and dedication to your muse. Happy vibes to you! 

@gooselullaby !! Your Nana-chan I just a little bundle of sunshine! She’s cute, she’s a little bit sassy but loves everyone. I can tell the love and joy you put into Nanako and ours muse’s interactions are just the cutest! I always love to see you on my dash everyday. Much happy vibes!

@desbearer hEEEy! Unicorn! Can’t forget about u. U are like my most favorite person to know. I mean seriously, I thought I was the only one who liked the RICK ROLL song but to have you like it as well is so awesome! And I love your human monokuma so much. So much that I cry at the perfection. Don’t stop being you, you great person!

@steelbanchou / @ultimatetalentless Sin! There’s so much I’d like to say here! One, thank for being at my side during my more darker patches in the community. You really stuck with me in the month of July. At that time, I felt awful and wanted to delete but you kept me from doing so. I’ll never forget that kindness. And two, I am really thankful for all of the things you tag me in and being cool when I sent you random asks, because we both know how random Akira can be when he’s in a mood. Good thing Yu/Hajime doesn’t fall for the silly things he does. Anyways, I am glad to know you by being here! Here’s to more days to come!

@praepcsitus Hey Yang! I can’t tell you how much I love your Edgeworth! I’ve always been a fan for the ace attorney games and found out about you following me, I literally screamed in excitement! And to my surprise, I found myself liking everything you write about one of my favorite characters too! Keep up the awesome job you do! You really are one of the best Edgeworth(s) I’ve seen in awhile. Much luck to you!

@corruptedpersona Hey! We don’t talk that much but I very much love your (dark) Akira very much! You really make him unique and sometimes down right crazy, but that’s cool too! Enjoy seeing you once in awhile on my dash.

@edgyearring You, yes you! Rach, I just love that we both know about SMT IV and SMT IVA and can talk about it for hours on end. I just like that I found someone who likes something I do. We also like dothack but I was really surprised when I saw you talking about the one game that isn’t liked by many fans. Plus, you’re funny and great to talk too. Always love reading your OOC posts too! Thanks for being my friend. Here’s to many more!

@positivepianist oh my god!! I love your Kaede so much! I know next to nothing about DR3 but reading your interactions with your followers makes me like the pianist so much! Can’t wait for the release of the game and hope she’s just as much as good as your version of her. Keep being positive! 

@whtcoats Libra! I can’t say how much I love your Akechi! From the way your write, to your headcanons, to your crack posts. I’m such a fan, you don’t know how excited I get when I see your posts or when you come online here. I just wanna say I wish all the happy things in the world happen to you because you deserve it! Hopefully, we can have a proper thread or something some day ( besides the one where Akechi kills Akira because the idiot called him ‘Light Yagami’).

@kitsunekatana !! I love your Yusuke so much! With him drawing memes like the crepe for Ann and that other thing that resembles Mara. Those really made me laugh and also that crack thread with him complaining that no one bought him dinner. Keep up the good work! Love seeing you on my dash everyday. Hopefully Yusuke will be fed properly. That boy needs to eat something and not his paint brush.

@pillcger0ftwilight Hey look! It’s Akira buddy, his persona Arsene! Wow, Akira is intense but your Arsene is even more since he likes to bug the cat dad at his home. Even Akira shakes his head at that. Also. them getting into trouble sometimes is hilarious and cute at the same time. But don’t call them cute. The two get really defensive about that issue, even when one of them calls the other that. But they are best friends, which I love. Always enjoy seeing you on my dash. Yay persona!

@lcvesicken Wiz! I miss you so badly but I know life gets in the way. Including, time zones, am I right? But I love all of your muses dearly. But the way my muse messed up and know have Ayano being interested in him is really funny. Not to my muse but he’s going into space to live so it’s all good. Hope to see you again someday.

@entreve / @trickstre P! Like omg. I cry at the perfection that you portray with these two boys ( and also your Nocty, Jun, and others ). I mean, the headcanons are so detailed, the crack posts are pure genius and the OOC stuff is good too! You’re one of my favorite Akira(s), you just don’t know how much I like seeing you and the son on my dash everyday. I really hope everything in your life is always happy and safe. Thanks for sticking around with me and the meme son.

@flaracr I love your Loki! He’s so interesting. Nothing like I would imagine but that is why I like it so much! I’d thought he would be more like the media type but you put a unique spin on the legendary trickster. I like seeing you on my dash everyday and hope we can interact one day.

@queenxfjustice Kate! OMG, the hilarious things we both come up with. With Makoto getting called ‘beep boop’ and Akira naming their hypothetical child Makoto 2.0! But just him being a meme and her trying to deal with that everyday. But I guess someone has to keep him from messing with the masses. haha.

@mcsketeer hey! love to see you around. your haru makes my muse blush like crazy every time you appear on the dash. Hopefully, he won’t be as shy as he has been and might watch scary movies with her some day.

@wildsuit I’ve always been a fan of Tiger & Bunny ever since it came out in 2011. To see your Kotetsu is such a joy to behold. I don’t know how many times I’ve see you on my dash and it makes so happy to see the fandom represented. Maybe some day I’ll come back to the rp side. I used to rp as Yuri/Lunatic actually. haha. surprising right? keep up the great job!

@shushc When I first got followed by you, I was amazed. Even more amazed when I saw how much dedication you put into Shido. He’s a hard character to get right most of the time but with you, it feels like a breeze. I love how mean he is to everyone and that’s what I like about Shido. He’s supposed to be like that. Glad to see you on my dash!

@lunefated Gosh mya! I’ve known you ever since I made this blog and I do not regret ever following you because your are own of the best original characters from the persona 5 community to ever exist! I love your Natsuki so much! Even the times she’s been in the palace(s) ruining the thieves plan. xD

@bopnty Ya know? I’ve never liked CB that much. I watched an episode back when I was in high school but didn’t think too much about it. It was the one where everyone ate the bad food in the fridge or something. Anywho, never picked it up again until your version of Spike came up on my dash. Now I wanna watch the whole series just because of how good you are rping Spike. Keep doing what you are doing because you are rocking it.

@geimaa Your Chiaki is so adorable but also hilarious when she tries to take Hajime down when he calls her short. I can really tell the details you put into her character. Enjoy seeing you on my dash everyday. Love to see what else you make her do that’s hilarious.

@loptri Hey Thoria! Thanks for being a great friend and having my back. I suppose we should make a contest on how many blogs we both make since we do sure have a lot. But we both do a great job portraying all of ours muses. So here’s a shout out to you for being awesome and an awesome Goro ( Akira, Ann, Berkut , and your OC too) ! :D

@whipsmacked You’re new but omg, I love everything you do! I’m a big fan even though I am so slow on replies. it’s so fresh what you do with Ann and it shows how good you are at rping as her. here’s to many more shenanigans.

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23 Years Old!?

Hi friends! Soo, today was my birthday. I turned 23 today, but let me tell you, I feel a lot older haha. Raising two little ones surely will put some grey in your hair. 

Honestly, I didn’t want to make a big deal out of today and just wanted to spend it with my family around the house. My wish was granted by the best boyfriend a girl could ask for. We lounged around all day, played outside, and took a nap together. It was perfect. 

The one thing I did want for my birthday was some more pictures of us as a family to put in my scrapbook, and as you can see I got those. I’m hoping to do an actual professional photo shoot later on, maybe when the kids get a little older. For now, some home photos are just perfect. Ron did surprise me with breakfast in bed and a beautiful necklace, even tho I said no gifts. 

All in all, it’s been the best birthday I’ve ever had. Until next time, ciao! 

A Year of Not Being Bitter About Last Year

You are twenty years old next week. Your loneliness is the cigarette you suck until the cancer hits.

You are nearly twenty and have never dated.

You are nearly twenty and vodka fills the cavity in your tired chest. Wine patches every bullet hole in bare skin. Whiskey preserves your crumbling bones until you can wrap them in gauze.

You are nearly twenty and forget shit if you don’t write it down within ten seconds.

You’ll wonder why the fuck you don’t etch things into your bones immediately.

You love astrology even though you don’t fully understand it. You just want to love something other than your aching wrists.

You need to make yourself interesting somehow.

You brag about training for a 5K “for your health” but, really, you wonder if someone will love you if there is less of you.

You need to make yourself interesting somehow.

It seems like birds can’t stop crying for you this summer. Maybe they’re alone too.

Because all the other birds are paired up and doing lovebird things together while these birds are at home on a Saturday night crying into their cereal bowl.

Or maybe that’s just you.

You think you want to be a bird. How convenient it is to fly away from every awkward situation that makes your overly emotional self want to run out of the restaurant screaming.

How convenient it is to run when things get heavy.

You wonder if that’s the real reason you’re training for a 5K.

One unrequited love announced her engagement this year. Another watched her brother marry, got to wear a dress she hates but celebrate with a girl she loves.

You wonder if fairytales are just for other people. If you are constantly destined to watch them play out from a distance.

You wish for wings and start to grow feathers. You wish to fly but cannot stay off the ground.

I wish I could fly out of love
as fast as I fall into it.

Last year, my goal was to love unapologetically. This year, my goal is the stop apologizing
for those who do not love me back.

16 Days of Outlander - Day #1 Sassenach

So excited to have an excuse to rewatch Season 1 all the way through (I realized that I’ve watched the first eight episodes way more times than the second eight, despite the fact that I only watched the first eight for the first time the day before the second half of Season 1 started airing). 

Fair warning: I’ve been trying my hand at screen caps to go with the posts for this 16 Days of Outlander. 

Anyway, onto my favorites for 01x01 Sassenach.

Favorite performance: Caitriona Balfe. From the beginning of the episode through the end, she has so much to do to carry and establish the story and not just for the episode, but for the series. What gets me every time is the scene below when she learns the war is over. Everyone else is celebrating and while I wouldn’t say she’s disappointed - she’s far too compassionate for that - she does immediately look lost. Having just come from that horrible leg injury, there’s clearly still work to be done but when her friend tells her “it’s over” I can’t help feeling that there’s a little bit of Claire that feels like her usefulness is already slipping away. To convey such depth right off the bat in the episode floors me every time. 

Favorite Claire and Frank Moment: Jumping on the bed. There are little glimpses of the marriage Claire and Frank used to have (few and far between, though they may be) but those glimpses show enough of what they’re both trying/hoping so hard to recapture - namely the levity they felt before five years of war - that I can’t help loving this little moment. It’s clearly going to take work if they are going to have any chance of succeeding - I mean, immediately after getting into their room, Frank just takes out a book and starts reading. It shows a little better the balance/dynamic they once had. Claire helping Frank not to be too serious all the time; Frank helping rein in some of Claire’s wilder tendencies. It isn’t as great a balance as she will have with Jamie but it probably worked better for Claire and Frank before the war changed them so much as individuals.

Favorite Location: Reverend Wakefield’s library/study. I mean just look at it! That fireplace, that window, how open and light it is. I would love to have a room like that to work and play in - it’s got plenty of room for both. Totally personal taste on my part but just… love it, want it, don’t care that we hardly spend any time there this episode (and can’t wait till we get another look at it later).

Favorite Minor Character: Mrs. Graham. In working on my Jamie through the stones fic, I’ve gotten very attached to Mrs. Graham as a character. I also love Claire’s surprise when she realizes that Mrs. Graham is one of the “druids” dancing at Craigh na Dun. She’s just one of those characters I really wish we could have more time with in the series as a whole. 

Favorite Scene, Favorite Book-to-Screen Adaptation Moment: Frank’s encounter with Jamie’s ghost. One scene, two favorites. This is the scene I go back to and rewatch over and over and over. The lighting, the perspective, the sound mixing/editing… I just love everything about this scene. And it’s a scene I’ve enjoyed analyzing so much in the book. That you can see Frank watching Jamie watching Claire: Frank’s attention on Jamie and the fact that he is watching his [Frank’s] wife; Jamie’s complete absorption in watching Claire fighting with the curls he loves to much. The haunting way he just vanishes when Frank turns and the lightning illuminating Frank briefly before all the power in the square goes out just emphasizes the significance of that moment so subtly and so well.

Favorite Costume: Claire’s night gown. I’m not a huge fan of the 1940′s costumes - I find the 18th century costumes more impressive but we don’t see too many of them this episode. This costume is also one of the most “traditionally” feminine costumes Claire wears. A lot of her 1940′s dresses have sleek lines but this flows and billows. 

Favorite Music Moment: Claire gets shot at (Fallen Through Time on Volume 1 of the Outlander Soundtrack). I am addicted to television and film scores and the music for Outlander is definitely up there on my list of all time favorites (seriously, at least a third of my iPod is instrumentals from soundtracks - about 2 days worth of music). The transition in this scene as Claire stumbles around the woods trying to figure out what just happened to being shot at by the Red Coats is perfected by the shift in the music from quiet and innocuous to loud and raucous (courtesy of some amazing bagpipes and drums/bodhran). 

Favorite Jamie and Claire Moment: Cocknammon Rock. It’s after they’ve been riding for a while - Claire has already fixed his shoulder which has earned her a few points with Jamie - and when she mentions the Red Coats’ preference for Cocknammon Rock as an ambush point, Jamie doesn’t hesitate to believe and trust her word. He alerts Dougal immediately and when Dougal basically asks, “are you sure?” Jamie takes one look and Claire and asserts, “yeah, he’s sure.” Then Dougal gives the order and Jamie promptly dumps Claire off the horse and breaks free of the belt she used to bind his arm to his side. 

Favorite Line, Favorite “This wasn’t in the book” Part: “On your horse soldier.” Another two-fer. I love this line that wasn’t in the book, so much so, it’s my favorite in the episode. Seeing Claire in action at the beginning of the episode when the war ended balances nicely with this line (and scene of her healing in action) at the end. They’re scenes when her mask/facade drops completely - no polite smiles or wary/guarded looks, just Claire at her most competent. The scene passes from Claire cursing at Jamie in frustration through the more somber and serious hint from Jamie about just how dangerous BJR is and ending it with this more light-hearted, mildly affectionate, but respectful note adds to the understanding that has begun to develop between Jamie and Claire. 

Favorite Performance Honorable Mention: Sam Heughan. Claire may not be consciously aware of Jamie’s feelings for her for a while but his falling for her occurs hard and fast - both on the page and on the screen. The ability to capture in that one glance what I tend to think of as Jamie’s enlightenment about his feelings, could not have been easy but there it is, broadcast for all to see. Jamie is entirely hers in that single moment by the roadside as she curses him for being too stubborn to admit he was hurt and needed help (basically, Jamie in a nutshell). 

Under Control (Part 19 of Faking It)

And the kinks continue! Enjoy!

Read Faking It, Just Breathe, Sex Hair and Blindfolds, Cold as Ice, Rough Around the Edges, Sticky Sweet, Slow Burn, Adult Film 101, Date Night, Hell on Heels,  The More, The Merrier, Even More, Even Merrier,  Hunter’s Aftercare, and Under Arrest, Flexibility, MeltingAnger Management, and Tight Spot.

Warning: SMUTTY SMUT, dom!Dean

Word Count: 3150

A/N: 19 parts? Seriously? Y’all are the best for sticking with me this long.

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“You know you’re not even a choice when they keep coming to you for relationship advice.” for Julian Brandt. 

Word count: 1,583


“He’s so into you” (y/n) rolled her eyes at the naive words of her best friend while taking a sip of her milkshake.

“You know, I really wouldn’t like to make him the topic of our conversation. We came to have breakfast and forget remember? Not to talk about my issues.” (y/n) stated with irritation in her voice. 

“I don’t know why you think it’s such a big issue! He likes you, you like him. It’s not that complicated.“ 

“He’s seeing someone else!” Her voice raised unintentionally. “He doesn’t like me and it’s never gonna happen.” (y/n) could feel her heart ache as she spoke the words out loud. 

“What if he’s seeing someone else? Look at me and Armando. He was dating my cousin before me and now we’re engaged!”  

(Y/N) shook her head while managing to keep a straight face “You know you’re not even a choice when they keep coming to you for relationship advice.” She managed to hold in the tears threatening to fall. “He cares about her, and if he’s happy I’ll be okay.”


     She wanted to be unaffected. Wanted her feelings for him to fade and to feel okay again. Sadly all she could do was pretend. It wasn’t easy, mainly when he was so happy and (y/n) couldn’t exactly ignore the situation. If it had been anyone else things would’ve been as simple as deleting a contact and cutting communication, but it was Julian. The boy she’d known for years. The one who was there for her during lonely nights and made part of some of her best memories. “How the hell could I let him go?” She thought. 

     The buzzing of (y/n)’s phone against the dining table managed to derail her thoughts for the first time since the morning. She gravitated from the sofa to the kitchen just in time to see a message notification before the screen went black. With a bit of hesitance, she unlocked her phone to see two messages from Julian. Her heart fluttered a bit. ‘He’s just your friend (y/n)! Calm down.’ She took a deep breath trying to calm her rushing thoughts before opening the messages.

  "Hey (y/n)“"Can I come over?”

‘How convenient’ She thought as she read the two short texts. She stared at the texts before quickly replying. 

“Of course :)”  

There’s no way she’ll get over him like this. She couldn’t ignore him and loved having him around. He was one of her closest friend after all. 

“Okay I’ll be there soon and I’m bringing Nala.”

At least there would be a cute dog to calm her nerves. 


(Y/N) took a deep breath as she opened the door for Julian. Almost instantly, Nala was circling around her legs. Julian tried to carry multiple plastic bags while simultaneously holding onto his dogs leash. 

“Here let me help you Jule.” (y/n) reached for two bag and carried them to the nearest table before releasing Nala from her leash. “What did you bring anyways?”

“Chinese. Figured you’ll like some. And more food just because.” He smiled while pulling her into a hug. “I’ll go get drinks, you chose a movie to watch.”

They were sitting on the couch halfway through The Pursuit of Happiness when Julian’s phone started blowing up with messages. After a couple of minutes of nonstop messages and two ignored phone calls he turned of his phone and refocused on the movie. 

“Everything okay?” (y/n) asked genuinely worried something happened.  

He turned his head and smiled while casually throwing his arm around her shoulders. “Everything is fine.”

She continued watching the movie and petting the golden dog laying on her lap. Still, she remained curious of what just happened. 


After starting the second movie,  (y/n) felt her eyes start to close on their own. Julian smiled when he noticed the tired girl trying to stay awake, but to no avail. Last thing (y/n) felt was Julian hugging her closer to his body before she fell asleep. 

(Y/N) woke up laying on Julian’s chest. His arms wrapped around her body protectively as his hand ran through her messy hair. She didn’t want to move. It all felt so perfect. And so she didn’t. (Y/N) remained comfortably in his embrace dreaming of what could be. That was until he began to place soft kisses on her forehead. No matter how much she wanted him she couldn’t let this happen. (Y/N) began to stir, pretending she had barely woken up. 

“Hey sleepy head,” Julian mocked as she lifted her head from his chest. “Did you sleep well?” His voice was gentle and calm. 

“Yeah I did. How long was I out for?” She remained sitting next to Julian as he stretched out his arms. Once again placing an arm around her. 

“Almost two hours I think.” He pulled her closer. His body was warm and (y/n) refrained from leaning into the toned muscles she felt through the thin long sleeve he wore. (Y/N)’s head rushed with a thousand thoughts, but remained quiet next to Julian. “You okay?” Julian asked after a couple minutes of silence. But how could she tell him? How could she tell her best friend that she wasn’t okay because he was happy with someone else?

“Yeah I’m alright.” She turned to Julian with a deceitful smile. Unfortunately for her, Julian saw right through her. 

“You’re lying.” He pulled her into his lap and gently grabbed her hand. “What’s wrong (y/n)?” Her heart started beating faster out of fear of getting caught, but Julian’s warm hand lightly rubbing her own calmed her down enough to look him in the eyes. 

“Nothings wrong,” she placed her free hand on his cheek trying to mask her lie “you’re overthinking Jules." 

"I hope I am.” Julian felt his cheeks warm up with her proximity. He couldn’t seem to stop staring into the eyes he loved so much. (Y/N)’s hand remained in place feeling the light stubble scattered around his rosy cheek. She felt her heart skip a beat when Julian locked their fingers together. Her eyes broke away from his crystal clear ones and looked down at their intertwined hands. She smiled slightly at the sight. (Y/N) looked up to see Julian closer than before. It took him just a second to close the distance between them and press his soft lips to hers. She took a moment to process the situation before kissing him back. Julian smiled into the kiss before pressing his lips harder against hers and pulling her closer by the waist. (Y/N)’s hands cupped Julian’s face before melting into his arms and letting her fingers run through his blond hair. They broke away panting with slightly swollen lips. (Y/N)’s guilt-ridden look contrasted with Julian’s bright smile, causing his features to twist in confusion. 

“Hey hey what’s wrong? Did I do something wrong?” He asked while carefully placing (y/n)’s hair behind her ears. She just shook her head and began to tear up. 

“This is wrong Julian. We can’t do this." 

"Why can’t we do this love?" 

"Because you’re with someone else!" 

"But you kissed back!” Tears began to stream down her face as reality hit her. Julian pulled her closer and buried his face in her neck. He let her cry into his shoulder while he rubbed her back comfortably. He waited for her cries to simmer before talking again. “I ended things with her.” He whispered into her neck. “I wished I never started anything in the first place.” She listened to his words before lifting her head off his shoulder and looking him in the eyes again.  

“You really did?” Her hopeful eyes gave Julian the courage to pour every single word he had been holding in. 

“You remember all those text and calls I got earlier?” She nodded encouraging him to continue. “Of course I broke up with her. She was never the one I wanted. You on the other hand, you’re everything I wish for. Everything and more baby. Hell, she didn’t even care enough to know the team I played for. ” (y/n) giggled at the rushing words he spoke. 

She pushed his soft curls away from his face. “Then why did you even bother to go out with her?" 

"Because I was scared to be with you. My future is so uncertain and I can’t bare to hurt you by moving away. I know that’s still a possibility, but the longer I try to stay away from you the longer I’ll be unhappy. I tried to go out with the first girl I could to forget you, but you’re just impossible to get rid of aren’t you?” She laughed at his last comment while pressing her forehead against his. 

“Well I’m glad you’re choosing to be happy Brandt.” She whispered against his lips. 

“Me too baby.”  She pressed their lips together in a passionate kiss. Julian’s hand wondered down until it rest on her lower back while the other caressed her cheek. (Y/N) lightly bit his lower lip causing a low moan to escape his lips. They kissed for minutes until she pulled away in need for air. Julian laughed at her fast breathing causing (y/n) to slap his chest. Once again she laid against his body, but this time with a smile on her face. Julian kissed her temple before breaking the peaceful silence. “Besides, you’re the only girl Nala likes so my options are narrow here.” She hit his chest again while laughing at her lovers words.

Amnesia

- Luke meets a bartender at one of their shows and invites her to an after party at their house as a thank you for letting them drink for free.
- Frankie is a down-to-earth rich girl who occasionally tends bar at her father’s clubs.
- Michael falls hard for her, but can’t do anything because he’s stuck in an on again/off again relationship with a terrible girl.

I swear to you, I just really suck at summarizing.

Let me know what you think and if you want more. :)

Chapter 1
There’s A Party, You Can Come If You Wanna Go Tonight (Alright, See You Later)

Hey, pretty girl, what’s your name, what’s your number?

I got the keys to my dad’s yellow Hummer.

There’s a party, you can come if you wanna go tonight.

Alright, see you later.

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Acknowledge Part 2

Summary: A continuation to “Acknowledge”. Louise and the rest of the office workers wonder when Dan and their boss’ relationship is going to become official. Contains pastel!Dan + rich and successful Phil.

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“Good morning,” Louise greeted Dan on the Friday of his third week at Lester Global Inc. He was wearing a cute button up lavender colored shirt with sleeves that reached his mid elbow, accompanied with another pair of white skinny jeans. The flower crown that sat atop his head was a combination of pink and white flowers, looking absolutely beautiful. Louise shook her head and set her things on the desk.

“You just get cuter everyday. I think that’s my favorite crown so far.”

“Thanks, Mr. Lester got it for me.” Dan informed her, cheeks flushing as he instinctively felt for the crown.

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Ameblo 17/07/18 - Igai ni Mango! Pre-release day! Behind the scenes stories about the MV!

Everyone, thank you for your comments  m(_ _)m

Tomorrow is… tomorrow is…

The release day for Igai ni Mango!!!

While I’m thankful that the release day is tomorrow…

We’ve had so many happy announcements like becoming ambassadors for mango, going on several music shows, doing a collaboration with Aoyanagi Uiro, doing some gravure shoots and lots of interviews… that I feel like “Wait!? It hasn’t been released yet!”

But tomorrow is the release day!

Let’s continue to be excited from tomorrow onwards!

From here on out I’ll talk about the music video so that those of you who have already gotten and seen it through the pre-order can think “Ah! She’s talking about that scene!” 

And similarly those who have yet to get it can feel like they urgently need to get it after reading this blog. lol

A good memory I have while filming the music video was playing hide and seek for real  ヽ(´▽`)/

It’s there during the credits  ♪

Well, I couldn’t participate in the game since I was a cameraman, so I went around as a cameraman looking for those who were it as well as those who were searching, so I got really tired (^O^)

Here’s my favourite part, when everyone is throwing paper planes with their wishes written in them!

Alright, please take a look at this photo which was taken just a few seconds after that one.

(´^ω^`) hahaha

Is it possible for paper planes to go in all sorts of directions even though we were all facing the same way? lol

The wind was strong.

Boom.

But it looks good in the music video. That’s the magic of video!

In this way you’ll be able to find lots of new things time and time again when you watch the full music video and credits!

Please watch it until the very end!!!

Also… please don’t miss the 

“Special cinematographer - AKANE TAKAYANGI”

during the credits  く(゜∀゜ )ノシ

Let’s get excited for Igai ni Mango!!!

Birthday Wishes

Originally posted by clubeskimo

Birthday Wishes

“Wake up~” You chimed crawling on top of Jay. “Good Morning~” You’d been looking forward to this day all year. Jay would always try to play it off and be relaxed and cool in front of AOMG, but you knew just how sensitive he was about being 30. He was always going to be a kid at heart, but he no longer had the comfort of hiding behind being in his twenties. At least in Korea. 

He groaned covering his face “What’s so good about it?”

“It’s your birthday! And you’re officially-”

“Don’t say it” he covered your mouth and sighed. “The goal is to make it through the day without hearing it.”

You grabbed and pecked his hand, giggling. “I don’t understand the big deal. Technically you’re only thirty in Korea.”

“Dammit.” he pouted sitting up, making you fall back onto his lap. “It’s not the same. Everyone’s going to just consider me 30…Damn, I’m old.” he sighed heavily. 

“Awww Ahjussi don’t feel bad.”

“You know what!”

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