wish i could make it all pretty

i don’t often make text posts anymore so this is a little awkward um

what i wanted to say is; i get too often comments or tags on my work that are something like ‘i wish i could do this’ or ‘why can’t i draw like this’ etc, and it makes me pretty sad. i dont think you should put other artists on some kind of…unreachable pedestal. because it’s just not true…at all

you CAN draw like this, you CAN draw even better than this. i truly believe that given time and effort, anyone can improve at drawing…just like honing any kind of skill

i played the guitar for three years in my teens and i was still awful at it, you know? i never really practiced enough, and three years is not very long. i could kinda play the melody for ‘let it be’ by the end, and i was pretty happy with that. i just never had the drive for it that i have for drawing, so i didn’t stick with it

we all struggle with not being good enough for one reason or another, and it’s normal to get frustrated at our abilities sometimes, but…

if you have the passion for it you can really do pretty much anything

I’ve been seeing this guy for a few weeks now. He’s nice and kind and interested, what else could I want?

Why do I not feel attracted to him at all? I should see where this goes - sparks are a myth, I can surely develop some attraction to him at some point! Doesn’t matter that I get a panic attack every time I’m about to see him and have to force myself out of the house!

We kissed and I didn’t feel anything at all? That’s okay I was just nervous, surely it will be better next time!

This girl on the bus is really pretty! Oh gosh she’s actually so cute, I love her face, I wish I could kiss her! Oh my god, what if I’m actually gay?! That would make so much sense!

Lol no, I’m surely just overthinking things because I’ve got commitment issues and I’m scared of getting into a relationship with that guy! Straight as a ruler!!!

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Infinity Train Pilot

Cartoon Networks just released a new pilot. I’m pretty interested how it all takes place in a magical train

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Totally useless information: I am that kind of person who wears grey or navy and calls that a colourful outfit. I am an all-in-black person, but sometimes I wear green like this one: a slightly darker that what we would nowadays call olive or military green.

This court coat and waistcoat are wonderful examples of the clothing that was needed to be worn in (duh) court at the end of the century: perfect, heavily decorated, hiper elegant and pretty much over the top. Damn, I wish I could embroider like that… or even make a proper coat (JUST LOOK AT THE BACK PLEATS!! Sorry, I’ll go cry in the corner).

Green velvet court coat and matching ivory satin waistcoat, ca, 1790, France.

Hit the Diamond
GIVE ME ALL THE RUBIEEEES!!!

The way that this episode had not only things I wished, but things I thought that would be pretty unlikely to happen makes it hard to believe that I’m not dreaming, somehow. At the beginning of this year I made a fancomic with lots of Rubies and had such a great time just by playing with the idea… I could never imagine that we would have such an anime-istic episode WITH THAT MANY RUBIES. AND SO MANY RUPPHIRE MOMENTS. The jokes were amazing, all other characters were just as incredible, DAMN. I’m so happy! 

Escapism and the INTP

Have you ever wanted to get out of your present situation so strongly that you felt heaviness settling right down in the spot where you draw breath? And it seems that you can’t really leave. You’re stuck in your hard, or dull, or senseless life forever.

At this point, various people have various ways of coping. Because I think everyone wishes he could be doing better than he is. At least once in a while.

What does the INTP do to escape? Contrary to popular belief, I don’t think the INTP is as focused on escapism as the stereotypes make him out to be. That would only be true if the definition of real life were the definition that the SJs make it out to be, and which pretty much the whole world accepts.

But I’ve addressed that whole “real life” concept in other places, and I probably don’t need to drive you all up a nutty wall by talking about it again.

At any rate, INTPs do need to escape now and then. I don’t think their constant abstraction is actually the escapism. That’s their real life. So maybe their escapism, their way of coping with difficulty, is actually to live in the SJ definition of real life for a while.

I was thinking about how dumb that sounds, but then, the more I thought about it, the more sense it made. Don’t we sometimes scare ourselves by the depths of our thoughts? I mean, the universe is only so large, and all that. We’ve got to escape our heads every once in a while, and when an INTP is taking a real interest in the material world around him, you can be sure that he’s trying to escape his head for just a little bit.

i’m suddenly in a big fcken iwasuga mood tonight so i made some hcs:

  • suga growing out his hair and bringing in all kinds of hairstyles he can make with his hair and showing up to practice/school/dates with it. iwaizumi notices his pretty braids and tries to tell him how pretty he looks. all he could mumble out was ‘pretty’ and suga laughed. he felt like an idiot.
  • tofu dinner nights where they just cook and eat tofu together. iwa was really shocked at how much suga loved his tofu to be extremely spicy. iwaizumi didn’t realize he’d made a horrible mistake and got up to go to the bathroom while suga switched their dishes as a joke. when iwa came back he wanted to finish dinner quickly to catch his favorite tv show so he took a huge bite and ended up screaming and chugging all of the milk in the fridge (they got some complaints from the neighbors.) 
  • suga is a total bedhog. he’ll steal the blankets, iwa’s pillow, his side of the bed. he even pushed him off once and iwa ended up sleeping on the couch for two weeks
  • iwa’s a pretty tough guy, but he swears to god suga is going to break his fuckin arm off, the way he punches when he laughs. he can’t stay mad though, suga’s laughs are too contagious
  • suga willingly joins in on makki and mattsun’s shit when they come over for a ‘surprise visit’ (aka just barge in and take over their fridge and tv). iwaizumi feels like he’s in hell and he’s told suga hundreds of times that he doesn’t feel safe in his own damn home when everyone is plotting against him
  • but iwa is super grateful when both he and suga are plotting revenge schemes on the meme team after his cereal bowl suddenly blew up in his face one morning
  • they’re both super fcking clingy when they cuddle; suga always ends up in iwa’s lap and falls asleep, or iwa just grabs onto suga whenever he’s in the middle of doing something and he doesn’t let go until he feels better

Ugh tumblr friends,
I’ve been so sick for days and I’ve barely been able to make it to the gym. I’ve just been laying in bed and wishing I was outside enjoying the amazing weather that we’ve been having in VA. Despite hating being stuck inside, all this time by myself has helped me reflect on how much progress I’ve made in the past year. Aside from some pretty awesome strides with my physical appearance, I have gained so much mental strength. This time last year I had an eating disorder, I self harmed, and I let my depression take control of me to the point where I ended up hospitalized. After that I decided to make a change and realized that no one could create happiness for me, it needed to be my choice, every day. So here we are. Maybe not healthy (at this particular moment) but certainly so much happier.

Thankful for a God who never runs out of second changes.

HI

Comment ça va? It’s been a while I am on tumblr but I only became active as of late. It distracted me a lot with all the fandoms back in 12th grade and I wish I discovered the studyblr community sooner instead. I loved the idea, surprising because I am pretty much a disorganized person in the present case scenario and worse, I even took some pride in the fact that I could get all my work done last minute, (even though proven wrong and wrong again). I need a group of people who prize studying not only for the grades but because studying is freaking cool. And I hope I’ve come to the right place; cause oh boy, I am lost. If anybody can make work look like art, it’s you guys. *finger guns*

ABOUT ME:

- Name: Sreeja 

- Age: 17

- Hailing from: India

- First year at college 2016-17

- Subjects: Botany, Chemistry, Microbiology

- Zodiac: Can’t identify with Virgo tbh

- Icon: Anne Frank

- Personality type: INTP (I’ve heard this changes?)

FUN FACTS: 

- HP house: I’m not in the least bit Slytherin, but love to call myself a Slytherclaw

- I order Chinese food everywhere I go

- Recent interests: Politics

- Long term interests: English literature, Biosciences, 

- I love art 

Languages I am fluent in, decreasing order: English, Bengali, Hindi, French ( can barely speak or understand in auditory form- lack of practice)

- Game of Thrones is incredible

- I am 55% Ross, 18% Phoebe and 10% Chandler I swear

- I like writing book reviews, will probably make a separate page for it on my blog. Feel free to drop in recommendations, I am into almost every genre

Some of my favourite studyblrs are: 

@tbhstudying @stuhde @studydiaryofamedstudent @elkstudies 

@emmastudies @studynostalgic  @miennstudies @studyign @acadmia 

@studypetals @studylustre @getshitdonetbh @dungeonstudy 

@intellectus @ravnclaw @studeying @studyallure @studyrose 

@sherlockianstudies @stillstudies @artstdy @avocadontstudy 

@mednotes @bookmrk @estudier @smhstudying @studyingboba

@academyc @milkstudy  @axthmatic @aescademic @bluelahe @yangstudies@oui-etudier @ohshestudies @studyafternoon @miepeachy 

@etudiance @tesla-study @unicaffe  @study-harder @studywithyuki @ohlookimstudying @rainstudies @mysterygangstudy 


I have never been so excited to work, albeit I haven’t even started yet. Also @studiousities thanks for making me feel at home and imparting some desi vibe.

“I hope the human likes this puzzle! I worked so hard on it!”
“I’m sure they will bro.”

I drew this a little bit ago and had forgotten to post it with my move going on and all. We’ve also been pretty slow here lately, so here you go! Skelebros! Aren’t they just adorable?

I have some mini-comics that answer an ask we got a bit ago coming out for RB soon! They are almost done and I hope you guys like it. It’s just coming along slowly due to life currently. Thank you for your patience~

I wish we could push comics out faster but we don’t draw super fast sadly. And we’ve tried doing less detailed or colorless comics but we can never seem to be happy with them. We gotta make them all pretty and detailed and it takes longer because of that. I swear we need clones!

~ Sol

DO NOT REPOST OR ALTER. Original linework. Characters belong to Hiro Mashima.


WANT

I want Natsu to want to love Zeref. To be really conflicted and tortured by the fact that he has a brother which should be WONDERFUL but isn’t. I want Natsu to want to be happy about the discovery, to wish he could indulge in the sheer joy that should come with discovering a long lost family member. (Remembering that it would also be really confusing. Zeref’s just this random guy suddenly calling himself family)

But the concept of a brother. I think that should make Natsu reel. He’s a pretty basic person, likes to jump cleanly from A to B. (Example: Lucy trusts Brandish = so does Natsu). To him, I’m sure ‘brother’ has always meant ‘someone you love’. Simple as that. So I want Natsu to be furious with Zeref, incensed by his betrayal and enraged at the unfairness of it all…but also to crave to love him unconditionally. And in the end he’s just totally confused. There’s a paradox for Natsu in that Zeref’s actions are unforgivable, but he’s family. 

And family means everything to Natsu.

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anonymous asked:

Although I'm pro-choice, one thing that kinda confuses me is that so many pro-choice people try to make it a gender issue. To me, it's always been a matter of ethics, and to many people, abortion goes against their personal ethics. It's just annoying that people think because others are against abortion, that must mean they're against women as a whole. The jump doesn't make sense.

^^^^^^

Same; I’m pretty much pro-choice too, but I’ve noticed when some make that type of argument, they always erase the countless numbers of pro-life women.

According to Pew research center 40% of women think abortion should be illegal in most/all cases while 39% of men think the same – these statistics were taken from 2016. 

And I wish more people could see the distinction and wouldn’t immediately go straight to ‘they’re against women’. I’ve seen a vast array of opinions that people have when they speak out against abortion and a very common justification they have is that they wish to protect somebody’s ‘right to life’.

Can you even believe Yuri Katsuki's love?

During his FS, Yuri found out what his true wish was: stay in competitive skating with Victor. Just that: stay with him, no matter the way.

But even so… Yuri could have asked for more. He had everything in his favor to do it.

Just think about it. When Yuri found out what his true wish was, he already knew that Victor wanted him to keep on skating. Even more, he knew that Victor wanted to stay as his coach. So, when Yuri found out that he wanted to keep on skating after all… He could have chosen anything.

What I mean is: Yuri could have asked Victor to stay as his coach. Even if his ultimate wish was to stay with Victor in competitive skating, no matter the way, I’m pretty sure that Yuri wanted Victor to stay as his coach, too. And yes, that would have mean that Victor wouldn’t be able to make his comeback (in theory, before Victor decided that he was going to do both). But Yuri could have asked Victor to stay as his coach anyway. Since Victor had already confessed that he wanted to stay as Yuri’s coach, there was a big chance of Victor accepting, even if that mean that Victor wouldn’t be able to return to be a competitive skater.

But, what did Yuri do? What did Yuri Katsuki, who had everything in his favor to keep Victor to himself, do?

He asked Victor to stay with him in competitive skating, what was his wish… Without asking for anything else. He asked Victor to stay with him in competitive skating and let in Victor’s hands the decision of the way; as his coach if he decided to retire, as his rival if he decided to come back (again, before Victor decided that he was going to do both).

Because Yuri Katsuki loves Victor Nikiforov so much, he would have never asked something that could restrain Victor from anything, even having the chance to do it. And Yuri has learnt to not give up on his own happines and voice his wishes, but that would never mean that he’s going to stop fighting for Victor’s happiness too.

Something to take a break from commissions.
Subject: my character from The Elder Scrolls: Online
(I have too many omg and I wish I could draw them all)

Xavryel is a High Elf Sorcer/Healer.
Athletic but not so tall as most of his people. He’s a pretty nice guy to anyone who respect him as well.
Member of the Mages Guild, wears a mix of heavy/light armor. He felt in love with the Dominion Queen, Ayrenn, but he knows that’s impossible to happen, and that makes him always sad when she’s around.
Abnur Tharn is his best friend and he got a little fox as pet.


Thanks for watching!

anonymous asked:

THE ANGST QUEEN! I have to have more Iwaizumi please! Can he be friends with benefits with the popular girl at school? He starts to fall for her but she doesn't seem to look at him like that? Angsty as possible! (I'm pretty sure you'll make me hurt)

How is ____-san so perfect and doesn’t have a boyfriend?

I wish she would look my way, then just maybe I could date her!

It doesn’t matter if ____-san gets a boyfriend or not, they’ll all come to her. Luckily, she doesn’t have one now, so it doesn’t matter.

Iwaizumi inhaled your scent more just to ban the unnecessary thoughts away. It just annoyed him more though. No matter how much he rested in the crook of your neck, the thoughts just kept developing.

There he goes. Do you think he’ll actually get to be her boyfriend?

I heard ____-san said yes to a date to a guy, do you think they’re dating now?

Even if ____-san rejects someone, she’s so perfect it’s never awkward after. That’s why ____-san wants to be her friend or more. She’s so nice, fucking gorgeous also. How could anyone not want her? Too bad no one will ever get with her.

It was all so stupid. Just thinking about these things. Why did it matter to Iwaizumi?

He couldn’t help but push his hips into you more, harder to make the volleyball club door shake with each pound. It made it a bit easier to only think about you holding back your moans, rather than other stuff. The harder Iwaizumi pounded himself into you, the more you reacted. And he liked it.

When you bit down onto your knuckle to hold back from moaning too loud, Iwaizumi only went harder to see you react more. He loved it when you wrapped your arms around his neck, letting him bring his hips into you faster. His grip under your knees became tighter as he pushed them against the door more, allowing him to reach deeper into you.

“Iwaizumi-kun, s-stop,” you moaned. Your warm breath against his ear only made his spine tingle and cock become harder.

“Really? Even though you like it, ____-san?” Iwaizumi asked.

Just as you were about to answer, Iwaizumi slowly licked behind your ear, flicking his tongue then biting the spot afterword. You slapped a hand over your loud moan.

“Someone might hear you,” Iwaizumi warned, another slow lick behind your ear.

But it didn’t stop there. His tongue travelled to the nape of your chest. As his hips slowly dug into you with each away, he bit at your chest. Your back arched a bit from the friction. Iwaizumi’s length making such friction you craved almost everyday and his teeth giving you a pleasure you never knew before made it hard to have your back be still against the door.

“Iwaizumi-kun,” you panted. He only looked to your half lidded eyes, continuing to pleasure you. Iwaizumi had such an intense stare whenever you two did this. It only made your sex french more for him. “You’re making it hard to be quiet.”

Iwaizumi chuckled into your skin, and then smirked. “Good.”

It was quiet, muffled, but you heard it. And it confused you. But you didn’t have much time to ponder as Iwaizumi began to pound his hips into you, harder and faster than ever. You latched your arms and legs around Iwaizumi, biting down into his shoulder. He panted to the pleasurable bite, wishing he could do the same.

Iwaizumi wanted to mark you. He sounded ungrateful and selfish, but this wasn’t enough anymore. Your walls wrapped around him tighter, but he wanted more. Even as your hands brought his to play with your erect nipples, Iwaizumi wanted more of you. He didn’t want you to beg for his touch, he wanted you to beg for more than that.

Iwaizumi wanted you to want him.

“____-san, you’re gonna make me cum if you keep getting tighter,” Iwaizumi grunted. He said that, but as he pinches your nipple, he anticipates your walls clenching onto him tighter.

“H-Hajime, me too,” you gasped.

His eyes widened. Did Iwaizumi hear that right? Even if he didn’t, he couldn’t hold back. You moaning his name couldnt calm him down in any situation.

Swiftly, Iwaizumi brought his hips into you faster and harder than earlier. There wasn’t a care in his head for the way the door was pounding along with you two. Your back was against the door fully, your knuckle getting bit into to stifle your moans. Iwaizumi made you do that. He was the reason you feel good.

“H-Hajime,” you moaned a bit too loud.

“____-san, I’m gonna-”

You smashed your lips against Iwaizumi’s. That was all it took. It was surprising, being the second kiss you two had ever shared. Iwaizumi pushed his length deep and harder into you, filling in your walls enough to make you erupt. He liked that he could feel your muffled moans against his lips as he twitched inside your clamped walls. He liked that your walls craved his cock again after calming down. He loved that your lips were soft against his, and even softer as you said his name again.

Iwaizumi loved you.


“Iwaizumi-kun, are you okay?”

Iwaizumi turned to you after he placed his practice shirt on, finding you buttoning your shirt with such concern for him. It caught him off guard, really. But he had to hold back his sigh, even mentally doing it would distress him.

“Iwaizumi-kun?” you tried again.

“Yeah, I’m okay,” Iwaizumi lied. There was no harm in telling the truth. But there would be no point in telling it either.

You watched as he turned back to his sports bag, placing in his school uniform neatly into it. Iwaizumi could feel you staring at him and it burned his back. The day was only half done and he was already more tired than he usually was after practice. He just wanted the day to be over.

“Hajime,”

Iwaizumi froze. What was the point? To get closer to him? Why did you care so much? What was the point to all of this?

Neither of you talked about it or even acknowledged each other outside of this. It all started out of stupidity. Iwaizumi forgot his book in his locker and just happened to find you crying in your classroom. It wasn’t his business, if he wasn’t so stupid to stare, this would have never been happened. But he did. And you two locked eyes and you just couldn’t help but bring him into the classroom. It started with a kiss, and then ended with you two buttoning your shirts back on.

Not once did you two ever talk about it. Neither of you even brought it up. Let alone looked at each other. For a few days, Iwaizumi would look at you, and you at him. But it didn’t mean anything, because even when he would want to go up to you, start a conversation maybe, you would look away. Iwaizumi would even find himself feeling stupid for even looking at you when you would just walk away.

But of course, you two would find yourself wrapped in each other’s arms, panting one another’s names and finding pleasure in the other.

Iwaizumi never understood, but he never questioned it. At first, he just labeled it as that stupid term, “friends with benefits”. It seemed to fit fine. When you asked for his number, it was just for the times you wanted to relieve stress he assumed. A few times it was. Other times, he would find a text from you about homework or a movie. Never really to study together or watch one with each other, you would just ask what he thought about it. Iwaizumi’s answers would be simple and honest. And that was it.

As time moved on, he found himself curious as well. He wanted to know more, just out of curiosity. If Iwaizumi was doing those things with you, it wouldn’t be weird to ask the same questions. So he did, and that’s when all his troubles started.

Maybe if he didn’t start asking, he wouldn’t start minding what people said about you. Iwaizumi always nudged away the thoughts or forced himself to look away. Whenever he left your place, Iwaizumi had to quickly get out just so he couldn’t get so engulfed in the scene. Your tired naked body laying next to him, panting because of him, you smiling next to him. It was hard to leave. You two would talk. And laugh. Sometimes, when your family was out, Iwaizumi would stay over and eat along with you. You actually cooked and talked with him. It was fun. And it was getting hard to not fall for you.

One time when you two finished, he asked if you wanted to get something to eat, just because he wanted more time with you. And to test it. Were you embarrassed to be seen with him? Would he be some other guy to you? Was it something more to you? Will this be something more than just friends with benefits?

But when you rejected Iwaizumi, he took it as is. This relationship you two had going on, it wasn’t meant to be more. Iwaizumi began to regret even asking questions back to you. Then maybe Iwaizumi wouldn’t have been so stupid to fall for someone too perfect for him.

“Don’t you think we should end this?” Iwaizumi asked. He stood up, facing you and forcing a pout. It was his natural face after all, but he really felt emotional. His heart was beating like crazy to see you shocked. Was it fear of losing this or shock from the sudden question?

“Oh,” you managed to say. “Did you want to?”

It was just for you. “Yeah. I guess.”

“Oh,” you said quietly. You looked a bit disappointed. Iwaizumi looked away. If you were disappointed, he would begin to think of other reasons instead of the actual one. You didn’t have anyone to sleep with anymore, you weren’t disappointed because Iwaizumi would be gone. “Why?”

That was unexpected. “Because it was stupid. This is stupid and pointless.”

“No. No, it’s not, Hajime,” you shook your head.

“Look, ____-san, to you it’s not,” Iwaizumi sighed. He really just wanted the day to be over. “But what’s the point? It won’t keep going. And I don’t think the guys that come up to you will like hearing that you sleep with me. Let’s just end this.”

Iwaizumi began to walk to the door, until you grabbed his wrist. “Hajime, wait!”

“Why do you say my name like we’re so close?” Iwaizumi asked irritated.

“I… We’re sleeping together, I’ve said it before. I thought it was-”

“We were only sleeping together,” Iwaizumi interjected. He flinched to his own words just like you did. It was more of a reminder to himself than to tell you. Iwaizumi shook his head and walked out the door.

“Hajime, wait!” you called out.

You swiftly ran, blocking Iwaizumi from walking down the stairs. He wouldn’t meet you in the eyes, and your heart was pounding too much to look anywhere else. Iwaizumi has seen that look before. You’ve silently asked for it when he’s pushing deep inside you.

Look at me.

“You should go, before anyone else sees you here,” Iwaizumi
mumbled.

“Do you not want to be seen with me?” you retorted, a bit hurt.

And that made Iwaizumi annoyed. “Weren’t you the one who never wanted to be seen with me?”

“What? Hajime, no, I-”

“Every time I look at you, you act like I don’t exist. If it’s so hard just to say hi, then it shouldn’t matter if this is done with. This was stupid anyway, ____-san,” Iwaizumi said. He sounded so bitter. Maybe he was, but as you grabbed onto his wrist, shaking your head, he couldn’t be composed. “Why do you care so much?”

“I… Because I…” your voice trailed off as your eyes trailed away from Iwaizumi. Instantly you became red and didn’t know how to speak.

Because the entire Seijou volleyball team stood behind the door, their eyes as wide as their shock and your embarrassment.

Confused, Iwaizumi turned slowly. He immediately became as red as you to find his teammates. Iwaizumi turned his back to you, holding his arm out in front of you. You grabbed onto it, bringing your forehead to his bicep. Even with Iwaizumi’s muscular arm, the entire team could still see you glow from the embarrassment.

“You idiots, were you just going to keep standing there eavesdropping?!” Iwaizumi yelled. He didn’t mean to, he was just embarrassed. Just how much of the conversation did they hear? Did they hear the door earlier?

“That… That was you two this whole time?” Oikawa asked, appalled.

Both you and Iwaizumi flinched. “W-Wait, it’s a misunderstanding!”

Iwaizumi’s head snapped to you. You were denying it. Of course you were, you were ashamed to be seen with him after all.

Everyone looked to Iwaizumi confused as he stood straighter, dropping his arm, and more composed. A hole grew in your stomach.

“It’s like ____-san said, its not what you guys think,” Iwaizumi said.

Before anyone could say a thing, Iwaizumi turned and walked down the stairs behind you. It was for a second, but you could see. And panic came into your heart. Iwaizumi didn’t want anything to do with you.

His eyes were strong. And they were strong enough to tell you that even without looking at you.

You shook your head and made your way towards Iwaizumi. “Hajime, Hajime, no, please wait!”

“You should go home, ____-san. I have to go to practice,” Iwaizumi replied without turning to you.

No matter how much you called out to him, Iwaizumi kept walking. No matter how much you wanted to chase him more, your legs wouldn’t move. No matter how much you stared, Iwaizumi wouldn’t look at you.

He never did again.

I know that pretty much all male filmmakers are sexist (for the most part), but Edgar Wright makes me the most upset for some reason. I wish I could be excited for Baby Driver @ sxsw, but how come the 2 women in the movie are only defined as girlfriends to the main (male) characters and how come they are both in their mid 20s? Like Lily James makes sense bc she’s playing Ansel Elgort’s girlfriend, but Eiza Gonzalez?? Why is she even younger than Lily James & playing Jon Hamm’s girlfriend? Why couldn’t they have gotten Michelle Rodriguez or someone else kickass and of age to play a 40+ year old mans gf?

Edgar Wright, like most male directors, has a phobia of creating interesting female characters (that are not just girlfriends) that are the same age as their male counterparts. I’m just so tired of this sexist shit in film I s2g. He has shown like 0 growth since Shaun of the Dead??? The only reason Spaced didn’t suck in this dept. is bc of Jessica Hynes tbh.

He still makes movies for 14 year old boys, which is disappointing- bc he has so much potential and talent and could do better?

the signs as bluesey moments
  • aries: “I am not a prostitute.”
  • taurus: “What was Poland like?” “Prettier than you’re thinking. So pretty.”
  • gemini: “I’ve learned a lot. I’m glad you misdialed.” “Well. Easy mistake to make. Might do it again.”
  • cancer: “Is that all?” “That’s all there is.”
  • leo: It had a grounding effect - the shocking slime of the blueberries, the sugar hitting his stomach, empty from school, the knowledge that her mouth had been the last thing to touch the spoon.
  • virgo: Richard C. Gansey III has a nice mouth. Now I know he has nice eyes when he laughs, too. This still isn’t love.
  • libra: “I wish you could be kissed, Jane. Because I would beg just one off you. Under all this. And then we’d never say anything about it again.”
  • scorpio: Okay. I’m ready - Gansey’s voice caught, just a little. Blue, kiss me.
  • sagittarius: “I just want to pretend. I want to pretend that I could.”
  • capricorn: Just the sound of her voice, the Henrietta lull to it, made him feel uneven and shattered.
  • aquarius: “You’re still not Congress, I see.”
  • pisces: His heart hummed. Blue touched his fingertips. Just this - He pinched her fingers lightly, just for a moment, and then he withdrew his hand and put it back on the wheel. His chest felt warm. This was not allowed.
I wish I could draw

I’d be so cool at it and draw all these pretty pictures of EXO faces and make a blog entirely dedicated to drawing shit and get all these followers and then eventually update less and less and turn off anon and spend my days avoiding my inbox and set out traps full of warm jackets next to shots of vodka to lure in the Russian hackers….

I no longer wish I could draw.

Vulnerable Spock gifs (TOS)

None of these GIFs are mine, I just wanted to compile some pics for all of us who can never have enough of shy, pretty, vulnerable/angst Spock.

^Wish I could look this beautiful when I’m surprised.

^ the face Spock probably makes when he encounters xenophobia

^  Which pretty much is a confession that he HAS feelings, and that he’s been taught that showing them is a bad thing. </3

^There’s something so vulnerable about the lip-biting habit of Spock’s. He does this in Balance of Terror when he turns around and sees everyone staring at his alien appearance. Also, in What are Little Girls Made Of, when android Jim calls him an interfering half-breed.

^ that stare…

^ Well, I’m not. Not when I know the sadness you feel. 

^ when Spock’s feelings are hurt and he can’t say anything because that would be admitting that he’s flawed by Vulcan standards.

^ There’s something really sad about how in The Naked Time, people are acting without restraints, and so you get various responses from crew members (laughing, singing, confessing attraction, paranoia) and Spock’s response is to cry, and mourn that his control keeps him from connecting to others, yet at the same time he desperately fights to regain that control. 

^ the cuddle we were waiting for. hurt!Spock + protective!Jim is my favorite.

^ :’(

^ Is that a hint of a very shy smile, mister Spock?

^If only I could pet Spock’s hair the way he pets this cat. Spock’s lucky it isn’t a kitten or he wouldn’t possibly be able to keep up an emotionless reputation.

^ Everything in this picture is perfect. 

^ I think his struggle to hide his hurt is sometimes more angst-ridden than the actual emotional pain he feels.

^There’s the hug Spock desperately needs. But you didn’t think the angst ended now, did you?

I have been told TMP is all angst.

and some shy Vulcan kissing from a very vulnerable Spock.

Also this outfit + that stare. There’s so much longing and hesitance in this gaze, IMHO.

^ I love the way he moves his mouth here. A subtle, nervous gesture maybe?

^ This is also my face when I see Jim in uniform, Spock.

^ I have no words.

^ Spock….that look… WHY???

^ Spock Prime owns my heart, for all that he endures. 


Ok, everyone, I hope I didn’t chase you away with my gushing, lol. I just really love angst and Spock. I probably could have put up a few more OMS era Spock pics, but I had to stop at some point. Also, do not fear AOS Spock fans, I’m planning to do a GIF collection of AOS Spock too.