wish he was there

If I live to see the seven wonders
I’ll make a path to the rainbow’s end
I’ll never live to match the beauty again
The rainbow’s end

I needed to draw this just before bed after Fleetwood Mac came on ok. I feel like Ricardo has so many odd old things from Earth Lob would eventually find some funny typical tourist trinkets of his and pretend he’s actually been there until he actually gets to go for real.

Lob and AU belong to @spinetrick and @stanchez-sloppy-seconds

Honestly, there’s got to be more to life than trying not to frustrated cry at work, so here’s a bit of the next chapter draft of I Had Rather to remind myself that other things exist. 

I Had Rather Hear My Dog Bark At A Crow Than A Man Swear He Loves Me

“Tell me what you want.”

The wall is hard against Louis’s back. He’s been getting steadily madder and madder all day long, trapped by this stupid flat he hates, missing Nick, trying to figure out how the fuck he’s going to get through next week in America when he can’t go one fucking day without him. He knows he needs Nick too much, he’s not an idiot. He’s fucked up and everything’s upside down. He’s terrified of taking Nick home with him, and terrified of not. He’s scared about leaving him and going away. He’s sick of feeling like this, tense and scared and like someone’s turned him up so he’s vibrating at eleven. He’s tired of being this fucked up.

He turns his head away. Puppy wanders out of the kitchen and back into the living room, not even sparing them a glance.

“Louis,” Nick says. He slides his hand down until he can circle his fingers around Louis’s wrist. “Are you just in a bad mood, or is it something else? Cos if it’s just a bad mood I can just leave you alone. Me and Puppy don’t need to stay. Not if you don’t want us to.”

Louis shrugs a shoulder. He still doesn’t look at Nick. He’s getting hard, just from Nick bracketing him in like this. It’s stupid how easy he is for it.

“We’ll go,” Nick says. “Unless you tell me to stay.”

Sometimes it’s like his words are just being held prisoner in his chest. Stay, he wants to say. Please, please stay. He can’t make them come out of his mouth.

“Louis.”

“Stay,” Louis says. His voice’s rough. “Please.”

8

depending on the results, they’ll consider our transfer into the hero course. remember that. even if it didn’t work this time, i definitely won’t give up. i’ll get into the hero course, get certified, and i’ll definitely become a better hero than you guys!

I have a lot of feelings from that episode. First off it just reminded me how much I love this show even all the problems I have with it in the later seasons. I love it full stop. lol (Still the canon ends with me in 6x22 because this really is Emma’s story and I can’t watch it when it’s not. And in the past when it hasn’t been, that’s when it suffered. in my opinion) 

But anyways, I just love it. The beginning of Charming riding to Snow and waking her… I still get chills. (also I want to find that strip of land in the middle of a lake and go there the next time I’m in Vancouver.) Charming throwing his sword at Regina like that and his “Hey!” *fans self* I’m so happy they didn’t kill him off because I love Charming and the his relationship with Emma is one of my favourites on the show. 

I love the sleepy town of Storybrooke and everyone there. I love Mary Margaret and how even then she challenged Regina even a little bit.

And my god do I love Emma. My heart breaks for her and I’m just so happy with the journey’s she’s taken this whole series. I love her relationship with Henry I love Henry being so adamant on the reality of these fairytales. It just fills my heart lol 

The Hero and the Fairy: Welcome to Madness

okay the thing i want to know is this: what does Anti want? i know Darkiplier wants to manipulate people, to have them under his control. knowing what a character wants is the foundation of it all. so what does Anti want? does he want to kill people? does he want attention? does he want to kill Jack? WHAT DOES HE WANT??? 

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