Wait For Me To Come Home - Sebastian x Reader - One Shot

Originally posted by mebeingbored1

A/N - Got myself into the little sebby family mood again. Featuring Isabella as always aha.

Sebastian x Reader - You are completely secure in your relationship with Sebastian, until you start reading some articles that make you doubt yourself. Sebastian gets rid of your insecurities by helping you relive some of your memories together.

Warnings: Fluff and angst  - It’s a long one.

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Summary: bucky forgets but your love can make him come back to you.

Warnings: angst, fluff, language, break down + lots of crying (its not as bad as it looks like)

Pairing : Bucky x reader x a bit of Steve

A/n: thus is only a little something which I’m not sure about… As always… So leave feedback!!! Pretty please😊😘


When you chose to stay with bucky you knew what was possible to happen. He could have had a nightmare. He could have hurt you. He could have killed you. You knew all these things could have happened but none of those imaginations could’ve ever stopped you from loving him. No matter what he would have done, you would have forgave him. Although, what did happen was much worse than anything that you ever could’ve expected. 

You lay awake thinking as you heard soft whispers coming from the person besides you. You listened closely trying yo make out if it was a nightmare or a good dream he was having. 


You turned a little so you could face Bucky and in that moment the whispers dyed down. You looked from his lips up to his eyes and jumped a bit as you saw him intensely starring at you. His eyes twitched to your left hand brought up by you to touch and gently stroke his cheek.

 He flinched away at the slightest touch, your skin touched his, your fingers feeling like a feather. You didn’t even touch him properly but he flinched away as if you just sent a hit straight to his face. 


He looked at you in horror , eyes wide opened and lips pressed together in a tight line making concern wash over your features. 


You forced your tired body to slowly sit up and narrow your burning eyes so you could see something In the dark of the night. Your lids tried to fall close but you didn’t let them as you stared down at bucky. 

You attempted to touch him, to reassure him, to make him believe you were real but all your attempts got declined by him. He just laid back down onto his back staring at the emptiness of the blank ceiling.

You knew you shouldn’t talk to him when he was in this state, the danger about him thinking you we’re hydra and only wanted to fool him was too big, but you didn’t know what else to do. You tried to choose your words wisely as they came out of your mouth just above a whisper. 


“Bucky… Can you talk to me?“ 


You knew you didn’t have to ask if he was alright, you saw he wasn’t but after he just continued laying down and staring at the ceiling without even acknowledging you, your whole body started to tense up and you got really concerned and worried.

“Bucky I need you to talk to me” you urged now making him turn his head to you in a fast motion as if you snapped him out of his daze.

 His eyes grew wide once again and he looked at your face before slowly getting of and out of the bed. “I don’t know you… What are you doing here ?” He whispered in confusion. 


You chuckled “yeah very funny babe" 

You watched him shift his position and waited for him to come back to bed, but he never came.

 Your brows furrowed and you, once again, sat there with worries written all over your face. 

“That was a joke right ?” You asked hopeful. 


“What was?” He answered eyeing you up and down in fear and horror.


And you felt the tears brimming. And the throat tightening. And the words disappearing. Your mind went blank and you didn’t know what to do. 


Suddenly your body felt numb. 

It was that brief second in which everything around you, everything that seemed to be alright, went back to the bad. And the happy end was not in sight anymore. 


The tears fell from your eyes.

It clicked, this was the moment you knew would come eventually. Everything seemed good. There is never something good.

It just wasn’t fair. That all of this always happened to you. It just wasn’t fair.

You slowly got out of bed making bucky take a step backwards with every step you took forwards. Your eyes stayed on his the whole time still seeking for any glimpse of shine to show you that you didn’t loose him entirely. 

There wasn’t anything, not what you hoped.

You walked to the door looking one last time over your shoulder at bucky who was staring at you in alert. 


You forced your glance away and opened the door stepping out of the room and into the hallway. 

“Friday make sure Sargent Barnes stays in the room” you ordered while walking down the hallway with a blank stare.


“Of course muss (y/l/n)”


The tears dried down and your eyes became cold as your mind started thinking back. 


Everything was hydras fault. Just everything. You were happy for once, the only one that could give you this happiness was Bucky. 


And they destroyed it again


You knocked at the too familiar door, softly but loud enough for him to hear.


 


“Come in”

 You heard Steve say through the wooden door. Stepping in you immediately broke down again right next to the door making Steve rush over to you and pic you up.


He picked you up and carried you over and onto his bed he knew bucky wouldn’t like to see this but he didn’t know what to do.

He rocked you. Back. And forth. 

Waiting for your tears to dry and your sobs to die down. And as they did, oh as they did he could not believe what you told him. 


As they did he wished they wouldn’t have.

As they did he wanted all of this to be a dream.

As they did he looked at you. And he stopped being angry because all of the pain his friend had to go through. 

Because when he looked into your eyes , he saw all the love and all the hope that slowly began to fade. He saw everything you built up fall apart and he saw all the walls Bucky managed to put down, coming up again. 

When he looked up he became sad. For all the pain you had to go through.


Steve didn’t want that. You didn’t want that either. So all that was left for you to do was hold together and do what you could.


He surrounded you in a tight hug, feeling your salty tears which ran down your cheeks in silence on his shirt which you gripped tightly.

You cried quietly staring blankly against the wall as you held onto Steve, you felt yourself slipping and you didn’t know what to do until, you let go.

You didn’t hold into your anger, your sadness, your desperation anymore. You let go and slowly felt yourself fall to sleep, the last thing you felt was how the tight grip around you loosened and the arms disappeared.

You woke up in a foreign yet familiar room. You stirred, slightly overwhelmed by the situation as you began to remember. 

You blinked away from the sunlight floating into the room as you sat up on the bed. You looked around. 

You were Alone.


You stood up hoping it was a dream. Hoping all of this was not real.


You knew it was.


Your steps were quiet and slow as you walked down the hallway head hanging low and eyes focusing on nothing in particular just like your ears.

You heard the chit chat , the beeping of the coffee machine and clinging of forks against plates but you didn’t focus on any of that. 

It was as if all of that got blocked out by your mind at it suddenly was just you left in the hall. 


You looked up to the quietness just as you stood in front of your door.

There was nothing. You saw nothing.

Everything was a blur. The noises were gone. And you still felt numb. All you heard was your blood rushing in your ears and your heart beating against your chest. 

You were so afraid to open the door. It was no use though and you knew it. You pushed the handle down and the beating sound picked up and got much faster, the room starting to clear up around you and when you saw the room was empty the ground seemed to be ripped away from under your feet. 


Suddenly everything seemed to be so far away. And you felt yourself loose consciousness and then your hand flew up to the door frame trying to find any kind of support before falling down, but it didn’t help. Not at all.


The next time you wake up you lay in your own bed, surrounded by pillows and blankets that smelled like bucky. They had this sent lingering on them that made you want to throw up, but not because it smelled bad. Because you didn’t know what happened to him or where he is AMD every memory to him makes your stomach turn upsidedown, your eyes burn and fill with tears and your mind race with thousands of worst case scenarios.


As you looked over at the clock you saw it was already late in the afternoon and you jumped out of bed, feeling dizzy from the fast movement but you didn’t care, you stomped out of the room, not becaysetyou were angry.

As you reached the kitchen there was no one, and in the gym was no one, and in the common room was no one.

You were all alone, no one was home.

You wanted to see bucky. You wanted to see him so bad. And that’s when you remembered something.

“Friday? Where are the rest of the avengers?”

“They had to leave for a highly classified mission, everyone was needed”

“And where is bucky”


“He is in level 19. containment base.”

You gasped and looked at the ceiling wide eyed. 

“Thank you Friday” you shouted as you made your way to the elevator quickly and pushed the right button.


As you rode down everything started to twist and turn again, your throat went dry and your fingers played with one another. This time you didn’t allow yourself to fall over again. You just couldn’t.

You reached floor 19 in a matter of seconds and stepped out of the elevator only to be met with cold and monotone surroundings managing it to make your mood drop further down. 


You walked on the cold hard floor your shoes clicking against it every now and then. You looked around the room , all the glass cells were empty. You wondered where bucky was until you rounded a corner and saw a heavy door.

You stepped into the room and saw a big window which you knew was a mirror on the other side of the room. 

Your steps were cautious, quiet, actually not wanting to see what was going on on the other side. 

As you stood just in front the window you saw him, sitting in a corner.

Face full of fear as he rocked back and forth.

There was nothing for him to forget his fear. White walls, white floor, white ceiling, white cloth. 

All he had was a bed, a table with a chair and a separated bathroom. 

You couldn’t take it anymore, seeing the love of your live so helpless, so empty and not being able to do anything against it. 

You stepped to the side walking over to the door opening it.


His head shot up to you and you smiled at him weakly, you weren’t afraid. You knew he wouldn’t do anything to harm you.


His eyes looked into yours with fear and he noticed the tears that streamed down your face. 

He didn’t understand you smiled and cried all at the same time. 

He didn’t understand.

You kneeled down besides him slowly wanting to see if he would let you or not, but when he did nothing to stop you 

, you turned over and sat next to him leaning your head back against the wall and wrapping your hands around his right arm. 

You sat there in silence for a while, you already wondered when he would push you away. It was a wonder that he let you touch him.

But you actually didn’t care, you laid your head onto his shoulder and you felt his whole body tensing but you didn’t care. Your tears fell onto his dark blue shirt and you gripped onto his arm more tightly afraid he would just leave you now.

The silence stayed for a while both of you just starring against the wall.

You felt him turning his head and looking down at you, but before anything else could happen the door was ripped open harshly and both of your heads shot up to see Steve standing in the doorway.

“What do you think you are doing?!”

He yelled. The anger in his eyes like flames, but yours didn’t show anything else.

You knew bucky was terrified, you could practically hear his heart racing as his whole body tensed and he gripped onto you. Out of pure comfort, probably not even noticing it.

“Steve, this is my boyfriend not yours, I can do whatever I want in here.”

You growled at him but your voice didn’t raise.

“Do you think its good for him that you are here ?!”

He snapped again. 

“But you can be here or what ?" 

You snapped back but you knew you had to comply anyway. You turned to bucky burying your face in his neck and whispering "I’ll come back tonight” for only him to hear. 

You pushed yourself up and stomped out of the room, sending daggers to Steve.


     ——


The night had come and you desperately wanted to go see bucky. You wanted him to remember who you were. 

You packed a little bag for him.

Only stuff that he needed like his journal and some pens.


You even packed your pillow in hopes that the smell could make him remember


You sneaked out of your room in silence and as you reached the elevator, you put the others on lockdown making sure they couldn’t follow you. 


You reached the floor and Bucky’s room opening and stepping in. 

Bucky saw you and he knew it was you but somehow he still flinched away as you sat down on the bed next to him.

“I brought you some stuff” you held the bag up and he eyed it suspiciously even though he couldn’t see anything.

“Friday can you turn on a light” and next to you a light was lit. You sat down on the floor in the middle of the room and pulled out your pillow looking up at Bucky already staring at you. 


You amazed him the first one who wasn’t  afraid, the first one coming here voluntary.

“Can you catch?” You asked. He nodded. You smiled.

You threw it over to him and he catches it letting it fall next to him in the bed.

The smell illuminated the room and he loved that sent. And he knew it. Where did he know it from.

You pulled his journal out and stood up standing in front of him and stretching your arm out for him to take it.

He took it from your hand  and you looked at him a moment before talking. 


“Do you want me to leave. I mean I would like to stay but we’d have to sleep in one bed and I don’t mind leaving.” You asked with slightly shaking voice.

“You can stay.” A whisper said.

Your eyes shot  up and all the surprise was shown on your face. 

You climbed into bed next to him, the small bed forced you to lay close together but none of you mind. 

You laid on your back staring into Bucky’s eyes as he hovered slightly over you. 


He didn’t know why he did that but he wanted to. He was comfortable around you. Just like that.

“I’ll have to leave early in the morning Steve doesn’t like me here.” You stated.

Bucky Nuzzled his face into your neck and mumbled “Steve can go fuck himself, and when captain small ass yells at my girlfriend only one more time I’ll break his face." 

He chuckled before resting his forehead against your jawline again.

You laughed along until… Captain small ass, girlfriend and yells sank in. You froze. You didn’t even know your hand still ran up and down his arm as you starred at the ceiling blankly.

"Did you watch game of thrones since I’m here, you know we watch it together.”

He asked completely unaware.

Your hand froze and suddenly you felt like throwing up again, suddenly everything was normal again and  the happiness seemed to hit you pretty hard.

“Oh my god” you whispered after your hand stopped running up and down his arm.

“What’s up doll?” He asked concerned.


“Oh my god”

He didn’t know what was going n until he  processed all his words. “Oh my god”

You starred at each other wide eyed. 

He kissed you passionately and so full of love you forgot that the world was turning for a moment. His left arm helping him keep his balance but his right hand touched your cheek ever so lightly as your lips melted together and danced in reunion.

You broke apart and he looked into your eyes deeply getting lost in their beauty.

“You made me remember.”

And he kissed you again long and loving.

Both of you made your  way up into your shared room hand in hand. 

Smiling to yourselves you snuggled up in bed together. 

Your head laid on his chest and his hand was around your back the other one pushing a strand of hair behind your ear and stroking your cheek like feathers running over your cheek. 

You listened to his steady heartbeat your hand laying on his chest lazily as your lips stayed in a tight smile and you closed your eyes. 

Bucky looked down at you being completely overwhelmed by you. 

You were so beautiful and so strong for both of you.

And in the moment where he noticed he was back with you, he knew he would never let you go. 

You were his anchor and it was all the love for you that made him come back. 




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Bonding time in Wakanda, part ii
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I miss her Part [5/...]

Originally posted by nicelilmoment

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader
Words: 543
Warning: none.

Summary: Bucky and [Y/N] found themselves in the 21st century, the only problem - [Y/N] doesn’t know that Bucky is still alive and that he tries to find a way to get back into her life.

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I’m sorry that it become so short but I’m really busy and I wanted to post a chapter today so here it is!


The room fell into complete silence as Bucky stood still in the middle of the room while [Y/N] still sat on the mattress which was laid out in front of the window almost next to the front door.

Maybe he could just pretend that he didn’t know her but the way Bucky looked at [Y/N] gave too much away. There was no way he couldn’t remember her.


Bucky loved [Y/N] since 1939. Since that day when she walked right into him in Coney Island while he was there with another girl. [Y/N] never left his head until Hydra took him away from his best friend and his beloved girlfriend. That was the first time that Bucky forgot [Y/N] and he hated himself for these years of not remembering her.


“I see, you still remember something“ [Y/N] spoke up again and watched Bucky as he sat down the bag of his plums and turned towards her while she picked up the little notebook. It used to lay right next to Bucky on his mattress. If he had bad dreams, he would read some of his old memories or stare at the pictures of Steve and [Y/N], which he glued to the pages, for hours.

Some of the pages of his little notebook were full of [Y/N]. It melted her heart when she discovered it a few minutes ago before he came back.

’‘You remembered me…why didn’t you come?” she finally stood up and looked into this deep blue eyes for which she had searched for, for too many years.

But then Bucky said something. For the first time after so many years, [Y/N] heard him speak again even if it was nothing more than a whisper “I was afraid…”

“Of what?” [Y/N] tried to find the answer in his eyes but found nothing as Bucky lowered his gaze down to the floor and sighed “I was afraid that you moved on and I thought you don’t want to love the mess that I’ve become. James Barnes…doesn’t exist anymore…and I don’t know if he will ever come back. It’s just…me”

“But I see him right in front of me” she smiled softly and came a few steps closer before he shrinked away like he didn’t want to feel her touch again. Bucky immediately regretted it the moment he saw the hurt in [Y/N]’s eyes.

“I’m sorry…maybe it was a bad idea to look for you. I’ll go and leave you alone” [Y/N] took her bag from the ground and went for the front door, still hoping that he would stop her from leaving.

Before she could reach the handle of the door knob, she felt Bucky’s hand on her upper arm “Please, don’t leave me…not again”

[Y/N] turned around and faced him where he was standing right in front of her. Their faces were only inches away from each other as Bucky looked into her bright [y/e/c] eyes.

For so many years, he wished to be with her. Look into her eyes and tell her how much she meant to him. And now [Y/N] was standing right in front of her and Bucky didn’t know what to say.

So he just did what came into his mind. He leaned down and kissed her on the lips.


In the end, thank you for all the cute messages that you send me through the comments and private messages that I should continue with the story! Love you! <3

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The Sun and The Stars {1}

Bucky x Reader

Word Count: 1865

Warnings: none

A/N: New fic! Enjoy xx

Originally posted by khalblogo


Adrenaline. Pain. Fear. It’s all you feel as you sprint through the seemingly empty woods, the loud howling of dogs on your tail sending bolts of panic to shock through your spine. You glance behind you to see the group of men, not too far from you, chasing you and the rage on their faces is unmistakable. You know why. If they lost you on their watch, HYDRA would have their heads. You haven’t felt the fresh air in so long but you can’t enjoy the chill of the night air. All that’s on your mind is escape as you run through the woods, narrowly avoiding the low hanging branches as you sprint. You feel like you’ve been running for days but you know you can’t stop, not now when you’re so close to permanent escape, The thin shirt that never provided much protection sticks to your back from the sweat and the pain in your side from where your handler shot you is bleeding more profusely the faster you run. You don’t have much left in you but you can’t go back. You can’t return to the iron grip of HYDRA.

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X-47 - Bucky x Reader // Chapter 18

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//WARNING: CURSING, ANGST, FLUFF.//

//NOTE: ‘OMG you finally made a fucking update!’…Ikr.//

Bullets were flying past you on all sides. Your assassin mind had given you tunnel vision - a barred window right at the end of the hall. You and May dodged and ran - you hoped that your plan would work.
It was either that, or you’d have to pray that heaven would let you in.
It was about 50 feet away now. You dodged a few more bullets. It seemed impossible, you were running down a narrow path with about three Hydra guards shooting after you… how were you not dead?
Two things. Focus and the twins.
Focus was partly Hydra’s gift, the serum had enhanced your instincts, and now you could practically feel the bullet coming and knew when to dodge it. And then, the twins. The twins, your babies. Bucky’s babies. They pushed you to try harder.
To try harder at living.
If Hydra thought you were going to turn yourself in because of a few bullets flying after you, they were sorely mistaken. You would do anything to make sure the twins had a good chance of living, and even if Hydra didn’t shoot you dead right here… if you surrendered, you knew a Hydra compound was no place for children.
They would grow up - if Hydra let them live - dull and lifeless, possibly just test subjects to whatever Hydra pleased. You couldn’t have that. Not for your babies. You remembered the pain, the guilt… memories that had and still did torment you day and night. You couldn’t have your children go through the same thing.
You wanted them to grow up to be whatever they wanted to be. An engineer, a doctor - a S.H.I.E.L.D agent! Whatever they wanted… not another one of Hydra’s mindless pawns.
“(Name), come on!” May’s voice snapped you back to reality. You grimaced as you narrowly dodged another bullet. “Get ready for impact… 3… 2… 1!”
You both busted out of the barred window, the rusted metal bars giving way to the super soldier strength easily. It was just big enough for you and Matrix to go through at once. And then you felt yourself falling.
The window you had jumped out of happened to be overlooking some kind of… it was almost like a trench, the ones they built for castles. It appeared that the entire Hydra compound was surrounded by the water. And the worst part was that it had steep walls on both sides of the trench, meaning it would be terribly difficult to climb out.
Even more difficult with bullets flying at you.
You braced yourself as the cold water hit you and Matrix. Seconds later, you were kicking back up to the surface, the water was too murky to let you see anything underneath. May came up seconds after you, coughing and spitting out dirty water. “We should be damn glad there weren’t any rocks,” she noted over the loud rushing of the water.
You nodded, but you were shivering from the cold. “Come on, let’s get you out.” May began swimming for the side of the trench, the one that led away from the compound. The bullets had stopped. You looked around, what were they playing at? Matrix noticed it. “They’re probably looking for a better vantage point, that window is an awkward angle to shoot out of.” She told you.
You nodded again.
“Come on! I don’t need you dying of hypothermia,” she grabbed your hand. The water got shallow enough to walk in, and she let go. You hurried after her through the water, till you were at the wall that was the other side. “Well this is rich.” She slapped the water.
“Wait… I’ve got something. It’s going to take a hell of a lot of strength, but it’s the only way I’ve got right now,” you told her, and she looked at you, an eyebrow raised.
“We just ran down a hall with bullets shot at us by angry Hydra guards. We then proceeded to bust out of a metal-barred window before falling into cold water, which we swam through to the other side. Do you really have much strength?” She asked.
“No, but hope and determination. I’ve got to try,” you insisted. “Give me two of your vibranium arrows. Then take two for yourself. Just pray that you have enough upper body strength.” Matrix looked puzzled, but she reached for her quiver and handed you two of the arrows.
“We’re glad they didn’t fall out when we jumped,” she shrugged as you took the two of them, one in each hand. You shoved them, tip first, into the hard dirt of the wall. “Oh… I see. You want to climb - that’s actually a really fucking good idea.” She admitted, before shoving her own two arrows into the dirt.
And yes, it did take some insane upper body strength and the life out of your two arms, but soon you had climbed to the top of the wall and were standing on solid ground again. Other than a headache and ringing ears, plus feeling a little bit dizzy, you seemed fine. May agreed that that was all she was really dealing with, too. “Gee, thanks Hydra for giving us so much pain tolerance,” She scoffed.
“Yeah, Hydra. You played yourself,” you rolled your eyes and began walking. And in the nick of time. Bullets started raining down on you and Matrix. You glanced back at the compound to see snipers on the roofs, their guns trained on you.
Fuck.
You grabbed for Matrix’s wrist and pulled her along into the cover of the forest surrounding the compound. Heavy brush and tree trunks would help you get away. The snipers wouldn’t be able to get a clear shot. You had to practically hop, the brush was insanely tall.
But there wasn’t enough time to hop. Bullets started crashing into the trees, pieces of wood went flying everywhere. “DOES HYDRA GIVE ANY SHITS ABOUT MOTHER NATURE?” You cursed, dive rolling to avoid a chunk of tree trunk flying at your head.
“I don’t think Hydra gives shits about anything, really.” May yelled back, dodging to avoid a piece of wood herself. “Now come on, eventually they’ll give it up.”
You nodded, although she was facing the other direction so she couldn’t see you.
“UGH!” A prickly vine had wound itself about your ankle, and you were stuck. Thorns pressed into your skin, and you watched as blood trickled out.
“Hold on, don’t fucking wound yourself,” May circled back around and helped you get rid of the vine with an army knife. “Now come on.” She grabbed your hand, and you both continued running through the thick foliage, bullets and pieces of the forest flying after you.

> “Bucky, she’ll be fine,” Natasha comforted Buck as they both sat on the hotel room bed. The door was being fixed by Steve. It had taken quite some lying and explaining to the hotel owners why the door had been kicked in, but finally, Steve had just offered to fix it, and perhaps by his charm, the lady who had been yelling to Bucky about it for half an hour just gave in and let them be.
“That’s what you keep saying. But it’s Hydra. When has anyone ever been fine with Hydra,” Bucky spat, jerking away his shoulder, which Natasha had placed a hand on. Nat closed her mouth.
“You know what, you’re fucking right. Let’s give up all hope. She’s dead, there’s no way she could have lived. All right, Steve, let’s go home.” She snapped, getting up off the bed. Steve turned to glare at her.
“Natasha!” He scolded, and she huffed and crossed her arms.
“What? It’s all he wants to believe, anyway. Won’t hurt if someone else believes it now, will it?” She objected.
“Look, Buck, I know what you’re feeling now. We’ll go look after her, as soon as I finish fixing this damn door. Thanks, hotel lady. By yelling at us to repair the door Hydra kicked down, you’re putting an Avengers mission in jeopardy.” He rolled his eyes and continued putting in one of the hinges.
Of course, he was taken aback when the door fucking flew back on him.
Again.
MOTHER OF CHRI - (Name)?” Buck shot up from the bed as Steve said your name. “Holy… what happened, are you okay?” Steve stepped aside, and Bucky’s breath hitched.
It was you, alright. But you were bleeding bad, you had a black eye, your lip was cut and swollen… and you were being hoisted up on the shoulder of another assassin.
Matrix.
Quick as the speed of light, Natasha had already drawn a gun and was pointing it at May’s head. “Put it down, Nat. Who the hell do you think dragged my ass all the way here. I’d be dead or still with Hydra right now were it not for her,” you ordered Natasha, who sighed with relief and placed the gun back in it’s holster.
“Doll… what happened?” Bucky asked, his voice hoarse. Tears were welling in his eyes, but they were happy tears. He smiled weakly. You were okay. Everything was going to be okay.
“It’s kind of a long story, but I’ll tell you… once I get cleaned up. Right now, you need to help Matrix with her problem. I’ll go take a shower - Natasha, help me out?” You asked your friend, shrugging off of May’s shoulder. She looked at you, surprised.
“Help me with what?” She asked quietly.
“You told me once that you were looking for someone. Jake? Jack?-”
“Jacob.” She interrupted, her voice emotionless. And if her voice was emotionless, her face was the exact opposite. Sad and concerned, grateful and scared - all of those feelings were painted on her face. “But… I don’t even know if he’s still alive.”
“If I know anything, I know that the Avengers have the resources and intel to find out if he is or not. You helped me. Let me help you.” You smiled, your first real smile for a few days. Nat, Steve, and Bucky also smiled, out of relief and amazement.
People like this could still feel.
They could still long for someone, somebody.
Bucky longed for you tonight. On his own with you, somewhere save. champagne and that bubble bath stuff he had bought for you the day before. Sex by candlelight… something cheesily romantic. But it was going to be hard.
With the door knocked down and all.


//P.S: This may be the end of this part of the series. I’m going to make a second installment, but it will be a few years later. Stay tuned, loves!//


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