EXO Reaction when they are your guardian angel and fall in love with you
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*He’d appear in your dreams. They would be so confusing and leave a strange feeling but slowly you’ll start to look forward to them* “Do you know… they aren’t dreams but us meeting in another dimension… do you know… how much I love you?”
*He would be in pain, because no matter how much he wants, you can’t see him. So he would be waiting for a miracle, not to save you but to save himself* “Why… why can you see me? You are not supposed to see your guardian angel… why… why are you smiling at me? Aren’t you… scared?”
*He’d take a human world and watch over you like that. He knows he risks a lot, you’d probably think he’s stalking you but for him… knowing you are aware of his existence is enough* “I wonder… is she going to sit with me today? She’s walking this way… why am I feeling like this… why does she make me wish I could held her close”
*He’d slowly approach you. He’d never hide who he is but he wouldn’t say how he feels. He’d want you to fall for him on your own and not get mixed feelings by knowing he had fallen in love with you* “I can come back to visit you tomorrow if you want… like this I mean… in a human form… I would love to come”
*You’d probably catch him watching you in your sleep. Sitting next to you as he sings you a lullaby. You wouldn’t feel afraid though, because you had heard that song since you were a kid. You had always known someone out there loved you, even if you couldn’t see him*
*He’d always crave for your touch, for one glance coming from you. But he knows he can’t, he’s afraid he’d me assigned to someone else because of his feelings. So he would carry his love in silent, until one day he decides to break rules and fight for you* “I love you… I don’t care if I lose my wings.. I love you. You are everything to me”
*Though, being your guardian angel is kinda his job, he would never feel burdened by it. He loves doing it, he smiles while being with you, he does everything he can so you notice he’s there. But he doesn’t know why, he doesn’t know that his light comes from you and you’d probably realize it sooner than him. Because he shines so much you are actually able to see him but you are waiting for him to say something*
*Sometimes he’d be frustrated, frustrated you are so close and yet so far. Seeing you everyday is not enough anymore, he wants to be your all just like you are his* “Would you love me? If I were a normal boy? Would you love me… if I showed up at your door with wings on my back?”
*Sometimes, when he’s too sad you’d be able to feel him, see him even. You’d be able to hear him call your name. And one day you’d call his, because just like him, you want to be with that boy that seems to be there always for you*
*No one ever thought that the most disciplined angel would fall for his human. No one ever thought that someone would be able to take that heart of his. He never thought it would happen and it’s driving him mad. He wants to be with you but he also knows he has a duty. But don’t think he won’t find a solution to be with you, to give you his love*
*He’d be so proud of his human, he’d be so happy just with knowing you are okay. His eyes would shine whenever he hears your name but he would try to stay as your guardian angel and nothing else. But even when he watches you all the time, he seemed to not notice that you’ve been looking for a way to meet him. Because you feel it, something next to you, something really strong* “I never thought.. you’d be the one finding me… I never thought you’d be the one fighting for me”
*He’d be happy everyday, watching over you. Form him just being able to be there by your side even if you can’t see him, is enough* “Maybe one day.. maybe one day you’ll realize there’s someone watching over you”
Summary/Prompt: based on two prompts the first one is by @the-modern-typewriter and another one by a blog I cannot remember but if
anyone knows please let me be aware so I can credit them. (Prompts are Bolded).
blood, and angst
Authors Note: this
is based off pure memory so I apologize for any inconsistencies, I also tweaked
things a bit…any who, I hope you enjoy as always!
You’ve made many stupid decisions in your short life. You
jumped from the roof of your house when you were little to see if you could
fly. You couldn’t. then there was that time that you tried to ice skate on the
local pond when the ice was clearly too thin. The list could go on, but nothing
tops the list of stupid things you’ve done, like this one.
“This is such a stupid idea Bill.” You hissed as you entered
the Neibolt house with your brother and your two friends, Eddie and Richie.
“W-we h-have to f-find o-out w-w-where I-IT l-lives.” Bill
You looked to Eddie, your boyfriend of a year, to see him
looking disgustingly at his surroundings. You grasped his hand and gave it a
squeeze, which he gladly returned. You were so absorbed with making sure Eddie
was okay you didn’t notice Richie had wandered off.
was meant to be your night. You and Steve were meant to have a night in tonight
since he got home from the mission. At first, you thought maybe the team was
late getting in from Austria, that they had something else to deal with before
they came home.But
2 hours later, after texting Steve 3 times, and calling twice, you started to
worry, so instead of calling him again, you texted Natasha, who sent back a
message that puzzled you at first glance.
Nat: We’ve been back for hours
now. I thought he was going to you?
looked down at the phone, and then at the time, before calling Steve again,
with no answer. Sighing, you put the dinner you made in the fridge, realizing
no one was going to eat it anytime soon, and went to sit on the couch, staring
at the blank television.
deciding to distract yourself from the pain in your heart and the envelope on
the table, you turned on the tv and mindlessly watched whatever was playing.
Eventually, you fell asleep, wiping the silent tears off your face and hoping
Steve would come home soon.
45 minutes away, Steve sat alone on a bar stool, staring at the empty glass in
front of him. After looking up at the bartender for the 5th time that
night, he refilled the glass with whiskey, and downed it in seconds.
his head, the same voice echoed over an over again, and he couldn’t get it out.
She’s going to end up just
like them, dead and gone.
mission he had just gone on, was tearing him apart inside. New HYDRA bases
called for everyone to come in, and this one was no different. It was his job
to clear out the C-Wing with Natasha, where there were said to be several
guards, weapons and files. Everything went as planned until he got through the
sealed C-Wing door, when everything went crumbling. As soon as he got in there,
he wasn’t just faced with a guard, he was faced with his worst nightmares.
was forced to remember his mom, more specifically, his mom’s death. He was
forced to remember Peggy, how he left her, how they never had their first
dance. Forced to remember Bucky, how he didn’t save him, what Bucky was forced
to go through with HYDRA. Forced to remember all those he couldn’t save. And
then he mentioned you.
the first time in years, he was angry enough that he killed the guard with his
snapped out of his mind for a minute, realizing hours had passed, and he saw he
had several missed calls from your number. He knew he should have replied, he
should be at home. But right now, he couldn’t face going home to you.
he sat there, downing glass after glass of hot whiskey, not caring what time it
was when he ultimately decided he needed to go home and sleep. So he paid the
bartender, leaving a generous tip and started walking.
was 2am when the keys rattled against the door, stirring you out of your
slumber, and sighing when you realized he was finally home. You sat there,
staring at your knees as you rubbed the sleep out of your eyes as you waited
for Steve to finally walk through the door.
he finally stepped through, you could tell something was wrong. He smelt of
alcohol and cigarettes, and he basically slammed the door shut as he came in.
You asked, seeing him drop the keys into the jar and continue walking towards
didn’t say anything, the only thing you could hear was the closet door opening
and closing. Then his footsteps slowly started coming back to the front room, where he went right into the kitchen, and started looking through the fridge.
“Is there any dinner?” He asked.
You were taken back to say the least. He completely ignores you after being on a mission for 3 days, and the first thing he mentions is food.
“Yeah, but Steve, why didn’t you pick up my calls? Or any of my messages?” You asked.
He ignored you again, and by now, you were more infuriated.
“Jesus, Steve… Are you going to say anything other than ‘is there dinner?’ to me? I’ve been waiting hours for you to come home and-”
don’t care, (Y/N)! I really don’t care right now, being here is the last thing
on my mind!” He yelled.
That’s when you completely lost it.
Steve, I know you have work! I know you have priorities, and there are certain
things you need to get done! I have understood that from day one! For 3 years,
I’ve sat here, understanding that there are some things that will come before
me! I’ve accepted that for years! But the one night I want you to come home and
stay with me, you leave! You don’t pick up your phone- I-I don’t know if you’re
dead, if you’re hurt, I’m sitting here worrying, and I find out you’re at a bar
drinking! I leave messages asking you to come home, but you ignore me! And you
don’t care right now, but I can’t put up with this right now! I can’t come home
knowing that you don’t care because I need you!”
was silent for what felt like forever, but as the seconds ticked by and he said
nothing, he just stared down at his feet, before rubbing his hands over his
face and refusing to look at you. That’s when you finally had enough.
done, Steve.” You rose up, trying to keep the tears that were fighting to come
out as you walked out.
Please don’t leave me.” He whispered, reaching for you as you moved away from
his grasp, and towards the door.
much as it was breaking your heart, you grabbed your keys, bag, and shoes
before you left.
can’t… I can’t do this Steve… not right now… Find me when the Steve I fell in
love with comes back.” You slammed the door, and he just stood there watching.
took him a long time to process what had happened. Standing there, replaying
the moment the love of his life walked out, all because he couldn’t separate
work from home.
He stood there for what felt like hours, before he turned to
the living room where the baby blue envelope laid on the coffee table. Curious,
he picked it up, and saw your distinct writing on the back, neatly spelling out
his name. Without thinking, he opened the envelope, seeing a small slip of paper
fall out. Picking it up, he was once again left completely speechless.
the card was neatly scrawled writing, the message making him tear up before he
fell to his knees, trying to stifle his sobs as he looked at the image and the
going to be a great father.
love you, Steve.
reading the rest of the card, he looked back at the ultrasound, the small
outline of red ink made by the doctor around the small bean shape on the image.
Everything fell apart at that moment. He had driven away the one person he had
left, and his unborn child.
So @novelty-spark was asking about a masterpost for those sorts of things, I
thought I’d throw down the terms i’ve used in my seasoned time as a
TF fic writer. Shoutout to my bae @guttermech for helping with some of these tooooo
So for those who don’t know there’s actually a ton of strange inner-fandom terms and shorthand that’s used in fanfic/general discussions, and can also be used for tags on art.
off there’s the different types of TF porn/fic.
Sticky and PnP/Wireplay are
the most common, less common is Sparkplay/Sparkbonding There’s
also a now-unheard of fourth type called Tactile/EM
is organic-based sexual organs, with organic genitals. Usually it’s a
set of a penis/vagina combo, but there’s lots of different versions.
One thing is for sure; it’s messy, it’s slippery, and it’s the most
common type of TF porn you’ll find.
for Plug-N-Play, it’s also sometimes called wireplay, is
the counter to Sticky. It’s more based on the passing of electrical
currents and information between two cybertronians to bring pleasure
to both parties. The fact that it’s also a common phrase for
electronics is a hilarious bonus for when you find that shit in
public and can laugh about it.
is a fairly well recognized but not always utilized form of
cybertronian coupling that involves direct interaction between two or
more party’s sparks. It’s usually coupled with them
becoming bondmates which
is a term i’ll cover below in more detail.
is from the olden days, I’ve not seen any content made of this
forgotten type in years and years, but now’s a good a time as any for
a resurgance. EMfield stands for Electromagnetic Field, which is the
sensory net that surrounds a cybertronian. Long ago [before
it was very common for fics to include the fields as a form of
close-contact, a field that would become meshed with others when
cybertronians were near each other. This type of porn was more
closely related to foreplay, though climax could easily be reached by
the two [or more!] fields interacting. This one’s pretty complex to
explain here, but I think I’ve got the gist of it down.
a list of some terms, not all are inherently sexual but are useful to
know for the flow of things/knowing the name of some parts of the
anatomy and terms:
sex. It’s just what sex is called, pretty basic.
the words for a robot penis, however a lot of people call them
‘spikes’ too, which is uncomfortable sounding as hell! Let’s
normalize cord/cable/plug =u= I’ve also seen
the term used for a penetrable hole, a vagina or butthole or
whateverthefuck, it’s also sometimes called a port.
a term used for a clitoris, and
the internal structure of a valve/port, similar to the muscle
structure inside organic holes to clench/cause a milking action.
what an orgasm is called.
cybertronian ejaculate/jizz. Most artistic renderings have it be
glowing like Energon but it can be just about anything you want, I
used to write it as silver or different colors, they’re robots, go
wild. Glowy jizz or metallic jizz or black inky jizz or just white
jizz, who cares! It’s jizz! Have fun!
sometimes used as a version of DNA, often used for when baby
Cybertronians are talked about being made through sexual
reproduction. On that note-
baby cybertronians. Sometimes they’re also called protoforms but
more often than not Sparklings is the most accurate way to get it.
Protoforms are also a canon material so
I don’t know if anyone uses it anymore. I'm not going
over different methods of sexual and asexual cybertronian
reproduction because that honestly deserves a post all it’s own.
what tongues are called, while
often used as their version of saliva
used interchangeably for any moving part w/ a joint- legs, arms,
fingers, etc [for fingers i would suggest 'digits’ too ]
used to describe air flow and to emulate panting/heavy breathing,
often used for when a cybertronian starts to get heated and their
vents will turn on, expelling hot air.
words used instead of 'feet’
the shape that’s on many Cybertronian’s heads, [examples: prowl,
another helmet shape, often described as sensitive or an erogenous
zone. [examples: sunstreaker, fort max]
the name of anything that is not a vital part of the cybertronian’s
anatomy but is needed in order to form their alt mode. Examples
include tires, headlights, car doors on arms/back.
pretty self-explanatory, but they are a specific anatomy belonging to
the likes of Prowl, Jazz, TFP/Bayverse/RID2015 Bumblebee; they are
the doors for their car mode that are perched between the shoulders
used instead of 'ears’, while
a more protruding shape of 'ears’, such as those on Shockwave, Drift,
as a special added note, here are some Cybertronian curse words often
used in fics:
[fuck] fragger, fragging, etc
derogatory term, means to call someone scum or garbage]
Hi so first of all I ❤️❤️❤️❤️ your blog and second of all can we get an AU where Moon came out Aro and Quinter became canon? ( It is canon actually and I can prove it *starts sobbing violently*)
(Note: I got two of these today, so I’ll just make it one, and thanks for the compliment!)
-In this one, Winter wasn’t unfairly teleported away for no reason -He stayed there, and he and Moon followed Qibli -After ensuring that he was okay, Moon broke the news -She was like, ‘Yeah so I know you both like me and I’m aro’ -And Qibli and Winter just say at the same time ‘I’m bi’ -Then they look at each other in unison -Pause music, Kinkajou opens a closet door in the background. End episode -After that they still hang out all the time -But Qibli and Winter begin spending more time together -Kinkajou is on a mission to figure out what’s happening -She’s a really good stalker -Once she catches them kiss while studying in the library and just -She falls over -And rolls away -No one believes her -Winter and Qibli are greatly amused by her frustration -This continues for a while -One day the Winglet’s just hanging out and Qibli walks in and goes to winter and just kisses him like ‘good morning’ -The others are all ????? -Winter just sighs -’Dude we’re not canon yet’ -Qibli shrugs -‘Whoops’ -Kinkajou, who by this point is 100% done, just sips her coffee -’I’d have preferred if you’d done this in a more dramatic way’
So a little background - I work in the UK healthcare service in London. The particular building I work at has the biggest and most advanced accident and emergency (A&E) clinic. I however work in medical records - which means that doctors and nurses tell my coworkers what files they need and I prep them for the doctors (atach the correct form + fill out what’s needed + make sure a sheet for the doctors notes is there).
1. Now I understand that nurses are some of the most underappreciatted people in the job world. I understand your right to be stressed and angry after dealing with idiots and stuck up ass holes who think they know more than you. BUT that does not mean you have the right to yell at me for ’ not having the file you need this very moment’. Look I do not handle the files that way - I do not know when or how the files get pulled. All I know Is that I will prep the files I am given. If I am given a file for a patient that is currently In an abulance on the way here? Yes I will apsolitly drop what I’m already prepping and make sure that one is filled out. Don’t question that. But if you berate me over a missing file I will straight faced tell you “ mam/sir I understand that you are upset - I would be to - but the person who can actually respond to your yelling is [here]” (true story though!)
2. We ( the prepping team) also deliver some files to clinics that don’t have enough nurses to come and collect them. Now in order to receive the files you must sign a piece of paper that has the patients healthcare number on it. We then take the paper back to records to say that we have given you those files. We bring those files up at 9:00 AM. BUT IF YOU ARE NOT THERE WE CAN NOT GIVE YOU THE FILES!! we can’t just leave them on the desk - they have private information inside each one! Also these clinics have patients coming in - patients that need medical attention - at 8:00-8:30 that are forced to stand and wait in whatever weather until after 9:00 because no one’s there to let them in! Then the clinics have the nerve to bitch to us about the files being late. THAT IS YOU PROBLEM NOT OURS!!!
( this Is the last on I promise - at least for this submission)
3. Now the department that the medicals records library and office is in backs onto a little road between ‘medical wings’ that disabled patients can use to park their cars and get in easier. However that road us also a very common ground for smokers. Now I wouldn’t mind this ( most of my family smoke I know how hard it is to quit) if not for the fact that their; is a massive non-smoking sign on the wall, automatic doors that are almost constantly open allowing smoke to get in to a clinic that deals with MATERNITY!! , the wing next door to us is a CHEST AND ALLERGY CLINIC! And there us a perfectly good road literally 39 seconds away ( I counted - shut up) that meant your smoke affected no one.
Sorry for the long post - these pissed me off so much though
TLDR - learn to complain to the people who can actually do something about it. If you have patients coming in at a certain time then you need to be there sooner to help them. And if you are at a hospital - THINK ABOUT WHERE YOU ARE SMOKING!!!!