hey not 2 be That Gal but yall rly don’t make me feel good as a jewish hiv positive lesbian while bein into falsettos. i mean the antisemitism, serophobia, and homophobia is. A Lot.
this isn’t jus straight ppl, jus bc ur gay doesn’t excuse it! i don’t feel safe or feel like I Belong when i constantly see ppl erase these characters’ jewishness or dehumanize the most jewish looking character. it’s gross to not only erase their jewishness and/or play into antisemitic stereotypes, but to also expect jewish ppl to call them out and not sympathizing w how much emotional labor tht is.
it doesn’t feel good when i frequently see ppl use serophobic language or stereotypes! joking abt whizzer giving marvin aids, using serophobic language for Dramatic Effect, playing into the stereotype tht hiv positive ppl are sexual deviants is damaging as a hiv positive gay person.
tht post about whizzer’s flaw being tht hes sexually promiscuous had dozens of notes before ppl actually called out op for it. and there’s still ppl reblogging it uncritically and not seeing anything wrong w it! fetishizing marvin and whizzer, having bi hcs abt them is gross! iding as jewish hiv positive gay men when you’re not jewish and/or hiv positive? bad and disrespectful!
this musical revolves around jewish ppl. it has gay ppl, jewish ppl, hiv positive ppl as main characters and its for those kinds of people. yet yall make us do so much emotional labor and either don’t listen to us or make us feel like we’re overreacting. its beyond disrespectful and needs to change
you know what i really hate those ‘do’s and don’ts of drawing’ ‘’’tutorials’’’. they’re not tutorials. all they do is shame certain art styles and that’s?? kinda gross
you dont want to use pen pressure on your art? you wanna use bright colors? you wanna use that spray paint brush to shade your drawings?? hell yeah you do that!! as long as it makes you happy who cares what your art style looks like!!
these are really long and i didnt even write down every thing that i wanted to so i might do a part two just bc i love my son :’)
it all started when y’all got paired up for chem to do a lab
because practically the whole school knows of his crush on Liz Allen, you didn’t think you had a chance with him
but you could NOT have been more wrong
he was so nervous to go to the next class because he knew that he would actually have to communicate with you… for more than three seconds
as soon as he walks in and sees you staring to set everything up he kind of like *dies*
hE iS So NeRvoUs
and u just kind of look @ him like wtf dude calm down
he would try and talk but it was mainly him stuttering
but you found him sosossoosos cute (bc he’s my son obvi he’s a qt)
after ( to him ) being put through the most stressful time of his life, more stressful than fighting criminals as spiderman
he asks you if you want to go and get a sandwich with him after school
and thats kind of how everything started
ned either being annoyed with you two bc third wheeling or having the time of his life bc you guys are #besties
michelle always having something to say about u and peter
like; gross, ew, y/n how do u hold your breath the whole time u and peter are making out
“peter, baby, can you please take it down five notches”
(“y/n), BaBY, cAn YOU tAkE IT dOwN FiVe notCHes”
aLwAYs tOuChiNg YoU
arm around your shoulders
standing behind u and head on your head & arms around your waist
never ending amount of little kisses
peter finding u the legit cutest thing on this planet
his ‘creative’ way of telling you he is spiderman was picking you up for a date by swinging into your open window and then swinging you across new york
you almost passed out because heights but u knew that he would never let go of you
YOU WOULD GET TO MEND HIM AFTER FIGHTS AND STUFF
AND HES ALL WEAK AND SMILELY BC FEWYUBSIHJVV
and you’re the luckiest girl ever bc you’re the reason that he’s smiling all the time
u can bet your bottom dollar he would write love letters to u - ok maybe he wouldn’t like give them to u but he would defffinetly write them ok
may can always tell when peters talking to on the phone or y’all just hung out bc he’s skipping around the house with the widest smile & his eyes are sparkling
you beg for 4 weeks strait for him to let you try on the suit but “mr. stark said its not for anyone else baby.”
omg the amount of pet names for u; baby, babe, angel, darling, the first letter of your name, my love, and when he’s clingy;;babbbbyyyyyyyy
when you’re giving him the silent treatment he will give u puppy dog eyes, sit on you, and be super clingy
when he’s upset you’re the big spoon
GOD HES SO CLINGY THO LIKE IN GENERAL
but he’s not that big on pda
but he wants to be the big spoon 9/10 times bc he’s spiderMAN
asking u to homecoming
heart thumping so loud when y’all are slow dancing you can feel it so u put your head against his chest
HE ALMOST DIES WHEN YOU FALL ASLEEP ON HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME
bc you’re so angelic and look so peaceful and he cannot deal w it
he’s in constant awe of u if u weren’t already expecting that
telling happy about u all. the. time.
so when tony meets you, he has a proud dad attitude going on
ugh god peter wanted u to say the three words first
but one day when you were having a pillow fight or doing something else childish (idk) and it just kind of comes out when you’re laying on the sheets and your hair is all poofy and his is a little messy and you have the biggest smile and he had to close his eyes when he said it because he didn’t know what your reaction would be
and when he felt your hand on his cheek, he swore that he 1. never let out a bigger sigh of relief before 2. and never seen u smile so wide
and when u said it, he almost asked to leave the room because he was so elated
may absolutely adores u probs more than peter does
because she’s never had a daughter and she thinks you and peter should get married early ( she’s like 50/50 kidding&being dead serious ) bc she is CONVINCED that you are the best that he will eeveerrrrrrr do
probs the type of bf to act all tough and protective but will just stare the shit out of the asshole who steps a little to close for comfort
but lordy he just loves u and will protect u with his life
anyway its been confirmed that jisung looks @ twitter because he recognised a fansite’s name,,,,, and could actually name her twitter handle??? theres so much smut being published on tumblr abt nct dream now and if i see any of yall being Nasty with them rest assured i’ll make 89 twitter accounts just to report nd block yr ass
mars in aries:
"u know what. FUCk everything. why doesnt life just give me what i want!!! life is so SLOW and BORING and i want ADVENTURE why can't things just HAPPEN MY WAY for ONCE!!!" *someone tells them to chill* "who tf are you??? are you trying to fight me????? ok i dare you FIGHT ME"
mars in taurus:
*bad stuff happens* "lol im fine" *more bad stuff happens* "@ life are u trying to provoke me...try harder it aint working" *the worst thing that could possibly happen happens* "OK THATS IT IM AT MY LIMIT. THAT WAS NOT NECESSARY. IM SO MAD RIGHT NOW I CANT EVEN THINK WTF WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME. anyways im actually totally chill haha let me just suppress my feelings it'll be ok :)"
mars in gemini:
"oh, i see! you think i'm wrong. i'm truly sorry to hear that some pitiful creatures like you find my beautiful mind so complex that you can't comprehend anything i'm saying. i'm sure that, for SOME people, it is indeed a bit too complex hahah lmao (:"
mars in cancer:
"fine, whatever. u may have said something rude but it's ok im just gonna ignore that" *later* "that fUkcin bitch...i'll show them later, trust me. i'll just wait for the right moment and destroy them when they least expect it"
mars in leo:
"??? did u just insult me or one of my interests ??? lmao first of all, HOW DARE YOU. second of all, YOU ARE WRONG. i am so beautiful and awesome and such a great friend and THIS is how u repay me??? i'm worth so much more than this. you are disgraceful. i am disgusted"
mars in virgo:
"i hate everything. NOTHING is going right and i am FALLING APART. honestly i don't even remember the last time something good happened in this world. why are people always annoying me? why is school always annoying me??? why is LIFE always annoying me????? can everyone just STOP"
mars in libra:
*someone points out that they need to get their life together* "bitch...what? i'm fine...what are you talking about.....my life is 100% under control!!!" *procrastinates everything* "wtf why do i have so much work??? i am dying under all the pressure i hate everything NOTHING IS UNDER CONTROL"
mars in scorpio:
*on the outside* "okay you know what fuck you im so over this it's over" *on the inside* "i know all ur weaknesses, honey...and trust me, you will regret it. you think i'm over this but i'm definitely not lmao watch ur back"
mars in sagittarius:
"wtf bitch i hate u, what do you think of yourself??? how dare u disagree with me and say rude stuff to me ugh don't talk to me ever again" *after like 8 minutes max* "omfg the other day i was listening to the duck song and i was thinking about how much you'd like it i mean i bet you've already heard it but it's absolutely hilarious u should watch the video it went viral on youtube hahaha" *someone asks if they've gotten over their anger* "what anger? ...oh thAT. lmao whatever who cares about that, have you heard the duck song?"
mars in capricorn:
"yeah i'm pretty fucking upset right now, things definitely did not go the way i expected them to. anyways that's just life. i'm over it. i'm just gonna...try and distract myself.....and pretend nothing happened...because that'll help me stop thinking about my shitty life...probably"
mars in aquarius:
*on the outside* "i guess ur right. maybe what ur saying is the right thing to do :) :) :)" *on the inside* "...excuse me hoe.....ur wrong, i'm right. u can't tell me what to do. i'm well-aware of what i'm doing, if u think i'm gonna listen to anything u tell me to do ur 100% wrong bye"
mars in pisces:
*accidentally offends someone, someone asks why they're mad* "honestly i'm not totally sure why i'm mad. i didn't even know i was mad until you pointed it out. i mean there are the usual reasons for being mad...people are horrible, life just generally sucks. so yeah im probably just generally mad lmao no worries"