will possibly hurt him a lot

I feel like in Voltron the creators do a really good job of showing how much Keith and Lance care about each other separately

Keith is really caring and gentle towards Lance when he’s hurt

But he’s also not afraid to express how he’s coping when Lance is away from him for a long time, he’s impatient and stressed, he just wants him back to normal as soon as possible. He wants to see him healed and OK again. 

And then there’s Lance who’s a lot more forceful and serious, he knows Keith is in danger so he wants to go down and protect him. There’s no hesitation, he doesn’t care what he’s getting himself into as long as it means Keith comes out safe and alive

But he’s also fearful, because he’s scared that he might lose him and he’s not sure how he’ll be able to cope if that does happen

It’s such a good way of showing that even though they’re always at each other’s throats, in the end they really do truly care about each other. 

These situations show that they pretty much can’t live without the other, and that they also have a very special and important relationship. Gradually as the show goes on, I think they’ll both come to realize that. 

Honestly I am so upset that all they did with sugilite was make her destructive. Why couldn’t we have some of nicki’s personality, when her actual personality is so much closer to what amethyst/garnet as a fusion should have been?

For example, I would have loved to have seen sugilite be super bubble gum sweet to steven because of how much garnet and amethyst love and care about steven. Why would they possibly hurt him? Why would that make any sense at all, even for the direction that the show was going. the sardonyx arc still could have happened because of nicki’s show persona of just being a super strong iconic woman of color who loves being herself

That whole thing could have been that sugilite doesn’t fuse much because garnet and amethyst love each other so much and feel so much stronger together around pearl that they don’t want to unfuse. They love being sugilite because sugilite is a wonderful fusion to be. It didn’t have to be “they’re too volatile and destructive” when even malachite wasn’t that destructive.

Literally it is absolutely abhorrent that they made sugilite more destructive than malachite when it would have been so easy to have garnet or amethyst say something like “we don’t fuse often because we love our fusion too much, and we are more useful to the crystal gems as individuals” rather than shelf another black coded gem for being too “violent”

so anyway here’s a post about Izuku’s hands. specifically, about which hand he usually writes with

Izuku almost ALWAYS writes with his right hand. Horikoshi is fairly consistant with this

(also lmao at Bakugou finishing his test early, the nerd)

there’s only one time he doesn’t, and that’s the day when the class is coming up with hero names, as well as trying to figure out which hero they want to train with.

in fact, i’d call this a a mistake if it wasn’t shown in three separate panels within two different chapters. that shows consistency.

now, i could just be reaching here. it could just be a mistake. but Izuku is shown training himself during two of those panels. he’s trying to build up muscle strength.

what if he’s also training his left hand? what if he’s trying to become ambidextrous? 

one, because it gives him better range of movement. being ambidextrous opens a lot of possibilities. and two, because he keeps hurting his hands. if he hurts one too badly, he’ll have to use the other to write. what if he’s just trying to get a head start on that, so when that time comes, he won’t have to struggle? (this is also after the point where Recovery Girl said that she’d refuse to treat anymore injuries to Izuku’s hands like the ones she took care of in the past)

(heck, maybe the reason he’s writing with his left hand here is simply because his right hand still hurt from the Stain incident?)

anyway this is just me speculating about little details lmao

For Komaeda, the two most tragic things he couldn’t bear to remember from the NWP were:

-Hinata smiling (possibly at him).

-His death.


While his death is understandable, the fact that Hinata’s smile hurt to remember says a lot. Not even finding out everyone was SHSL Despair seems to be that unbearable, like… I’m not saying it’s kinda gay, but it is.

Anchor

Summary: bucky forgets but your love can make him come back to you.

Warnings: angst, fluff, language, break down + lots of crying (its not as bad as it looks like)

Pairing : Bucky x reader x a bit of Steve

A/n: thus is only a little something which I’m not sure about… As always… So leave feedback!!! Pretty please😊😘


When you chose to stay with bucky you knew what was possible to happen. He could have had a nightmare. He could have hurt you. He could have killed you. You knew all these things could have happened but none of those imaginations could’ve ever stopped you from loving him. No matter what he would have done, you would have forgave him. Although, what did happen was much worse than anything that you ever could’ve expected. 

You lay awake thinking as you heard soft whispers coming from the person besides you. You listened closely trying yo make out if it was a nightmare or a good dream he was having. 


You turned a little so you could face Bucky and in that moment the whispers dyed down. You looked from his lips up to his eyes and jumped a bit as you saw him intensely starring at you. His eyes twitched to your left hand brought up by you to touch and gently stroke his cheek.

 He flinched away at the slightest touch, your skin touched his, your fingers feeling like a feather. You didn’t even touch him properly but he flinched away as if you just sent a hit straight to his face. 


He looked at you in horror , eyes wide opened and lips pressed together in a tight line making concern wash over your features. 


You forced your tired body to slowly sit up and narrow your burning eyes so you could see something In the dark of the night. Your lids tried to fall close but you didn’t let them as you stared down at bucky. 

You attempted to touch him, to reassure him, to make him believe you were real but all your attempts got declined by him. He just laid back down onto his back staring at the emptiness of the blank ceiling.

You knew you shouldn’t talk to him when he was in this state, the danger about him thinking you we’re hydra and only wanted to fool him was too big, but you didn’t know what else to do. You tried to choose your words wisely as they came out of your mouth just above a whisper. 


“Bucky… Can you talk to me?“ 


You knew you didn’t have to ask if he was alright, you saw he wasn’t but after he just continued laying down and staring at the ceiling without even acknowledging you, your whole body started to tense up and you got really concerned and worried.

“Bucky I need you to talk to me” you urged now making him turn his head to you in a fast motion as if you snapped him out of his daze.

 His eyes grew wide once again and he looked at your face before slowly getting of and out of the bed. “I don’t know you… What are you doing here ?” He whispered in confusion. 


You chuckled “yeah very funny babe" 

You watched him shift his position and waited for him to come back to bed, but he never came.

 Your brows furrowed and you, once again, sat there with worries written all over your face. 

“That was a joke right ?” You asked hopeful. 


“What was?” He answered eyeing you up and down in fear and horror.


And you felt the tears brimming. And the throat tightening. And the words disappearing. Your mind went blank and you didn’t know what to do. 


Suddenly your body felt numb. 

It was that brief second in which everything around you, everything that seemed to be alright, went back to the bad. And the happy end was not in sight anymore. 


The tears fell from your eyes.

It clicked, this was the moment you knew would come eventually. Everything seemed good. There is never something good.

It just wasn’t fair. That all of this always happened to you. It just wasn’t fair.

You slowly got out of bed making bucky take a step backwards with every step you took forwards. Your eyes stayed on his the whole time still seeking for any glimpse of shine to show you that you didn’t loose him entirely. 

There wasn’t anything, not what you hoped.

You walked to the door looking one last time over your shoulder at bucky who was staring at you in alert. 


You forced your glance away and opened the door stepping out of the room and into the hallway. 

“Friday make sure Sargent Barnes stays in the room” you ordered while walking down the hallway with a blank stare.


“Of course muss (y/l/n)”


The tears dried down and your eyes became cold as your mind started thinking back. 


Everything was hydras fault. Just everything. You were happy for once, the only one that could give you this happiness was Bucky. 


And they destroyed it again


You knocked at the too familiar door, softly but loud enough for him to hear.


 


“Come in”

 You heard Steve say through the wooden door. Stepping in you immediately broke down again right next to the door making Steve rush over to you and pic you up.


He picked you up and carried you over and onto his bed he knew bucky wouldn’t like to see this but he didn’t know what to do.

He rocked you. Back. And forth. 

Waiting for your tears to dry and your sobs to die down. And as they did, oh as they did he could not believe what you told him. 


As they did he wished they wouldn’t have.

As they did he wanted all of this to be a dream.

As they did he looked at you. And he stopped being angry because all of the pain his friend had to go through. 

Because when he looked into your eyes , he saw all the love and all the hope that slowly began to fade. He saw everything you built up fall apart and he saw all the walls Bucky managed to put down, coming up again. 

When he looked up he became sad. For all the pain you had to go through.


Steve didn’t want that. You didn’t want that either. So all that was left for you to do was hold together and do what you could.


He surrounded you in a tight hug, feeling your salty tears which ran down your cheeks in silence on his shirt which you gripped tightly.

You cried quietly staring blankly against the wall as you held onto Steve, you felt yourself slipping and you didn’t know what to do until, you let go.

You didn’t hold into your anger, your sadness, your desperation anymore. You let go and slowly felt yourself fall to sleep, the last thing you felt was how the tight grip around you loosened and the arms disappeared.

You woke up in a foreign yet familiar room. You stirred, slightly overwhelmed by the situation as you began to remember. 

You blinked away from the sunlight floating into the room as you sat up on the bed. You looked around. 

You were Alone.


You stood up hoping it was a dream. Hoping all of this was not real.


You knew it was.


Your steps were quiet and slow as you walked down the hallway head hanging low and eyes focusing on nothing in particular just like your ears.

You heard the chit chat , the beeping of the coffee machine and clinging of forks against plates but you didn’t focus on any of that. 

It was as if all of that got blocked out by your mind at it suddenly was just you left in the hall. 


You looked up to the quietness just as you stood in front of your door.

There was nothing. You saw nothing.

Everything was a blur. The noises were gone. And you still felt numb. All you heard was your blood rushing in your ears and your heart beating against your chest. 

You were so afraid to open the door. It was no use though and you knew it. You pushed the handle down and the beating sound picked up and got much faster, the room starting to clear up around you and when you saw the room was empty the ground seemed to be ripped away from under your feet. 


Suddenly everything seemed to be so far away. And you felt yourself loose consciousness and then your hand flew up to the door frame trying to find any kind of support before falling down, but it didn’t help. Not at all.


The next time you wake up you lay in your own bed, surrounded by pillows and blankets that smelled like bucky. They had this sent lingering on them that made you want to throw up, but not because it smelled bad. Because you didn’t know what happened to him or where he is AMD every memory to him makes your stomach turn upsidedown, your eyes burn and fill with tears and your mind race with thousands of worst case scenarios.


As you looked over at the clock you saw it was already late in the afternoon and you jumped out of bed, feeling dizzy from the fast movement but you didn’t care, you stomped out of the room, not becaysetyou were angry.

As you reached the kitchen there was no one, and in the gym was no one, and in the common room was no one.

You were all alone, no one was home.

You wanted to see bucky. You wanted to see him so bad. And that’s when you remembered something.

“Friday? Where are the rest of the avengers?”

“They had to leave for a highly classified mission, everyone was needed”

“And where is bucky”


“He is in level 19. containment base.”

You gasped and looked at the ceiling wide eyed. 

“Thank you Friday” you shouted as you made your way to the elevator quickly and pushed the right button.


As you rode down everything started to twist and turn again, your throat went dry and your fingers played with one another. This time you didn’t allow yourself to fall over again. You just couldn’t.

You reached floor 19 in a matter of seconds and stepped out of the elevator only to be met with cold and monotone surroundings managing it to make your mood drop further down. 


You walked on the cold hard floor your shoes clicking against it every now and then. You looked around the room , all the glass cells were empty. You wondered where bucky was until you rounded a corner and saw a heavy door.

You stepped into the room and saw a big window which you knew was a mirror on the other side of the room. 

Your steps were cautious, quiet, actually not wanting to see what was going on on the other side. 

As you stood just in front the window you saw him, sitting in a corner.

Face full of fear as he rocked back and forth.

There was nothing for him to forget his fear. White walls, white floor, white ceiling, white cloth. 

All he had was a bed, a table with a chair and a separated bathroom. 

You couldn’t take it anymore, seeing the love of your live so helpless, so empty and not being able to do anything against it. 

You stepped to the side walking over to the door opening it.


His head shot up to you and you smiled at him weakly, you weren’t afraid. You knew he wouldn’t do anything to harm you.


His eyes looked into yours with fear and he noticed the tears that streamed down your face. 

He didn’t understand you smiled and cried all at the same time. 

He didn’t understand.

You kneeled down besides him slowly wanting to see if he would let you or not, but when he did nothing to stop you 

, you turned over and sat next to him leaning your head back against the wall and wrapping your hands around his right arm. 

You sat there in silence for a while, you already wondered when he would push you away. It was a wonder that he let you touch him.

But you actually didn’t care, you laid your head onto his shoulder and you felt his whole body tensing but you didn’t care. Your tears fell onto his dark blue shirt and you gripped onto his arm more tightly afraid he would just leave you now.

The silence stayed for a while both of you just starring against the wall.

You felt him turning his head and looking down at you, but before anything else could happen the door was ripped open harshly and both of your heads shot up to see Steve standing in the doorway.

“What do you think you are doing?!”

He yelled. The anger in his eyes like flames, but yours didn’t show anything else.

You knew bucky was terrified, you could practically hear his heart racing as his whole body tensed and he gripped onto you. Out of pure comfort, probably not even noticing it.

“Steve, this is my boyfriend not yours, I can do whatever I want in here.”

You growled at him but your voice didn’t raise.

“Do you think its good for him that you are here ?!”

He snapped again. 

“But you can be here or what ?" 

You snapped back but you knew you had to comply anyway. You turned to bucky burying your face in his neck and whispering "I’ll come back tonight” for only him to hear. 

You pushed yourself up and stomped out of the room, sending daggers to Steve.


     ——


The night had come and you desperately wanted to go see bucky. You wanted him to remember who you were. 

You packed a little bag for him.

Only stuff that he needed like his journal and some pens.


You even packed your pillow in hopes that the smell could make him remember


You sneaked out of your room in silence and as you reached the elevator, you put the others on lockdown making sure they couldn’t follow you. 


You reached the floor and Bucky’s room opening and stepping in. 

Bucky saw you and he knew it was you but somehow he still flinched away as you sat down on the bed next to him.

“I brought you some stuff” you held the bag up and he eyed it suspiciously even though he couldn’t see anything.

“Friday can you turn on a light” and next to you a light was lit. You sat down on the floor in the middle of the room and pulled out your pillow looking up at Bucky already staring at you. 


You amazed him the first one who wasn’t  afraid, the first one coming here voluntary.

“Can you catch?” You asked. He nodded. You smiled.

You threw it over to him and he catches it letting it fall next to him in the bed.

The smell illuminated the room and he loved that sent. And he knew it. Where did he know it from.

You pulled his journal out and stood up standing in front of him and stretching your arm out for him to take it.

He took it from your hand  and you looked at him a moment before talking. 


“Do you want me to leave. I mean I would like to stay but we’d have to sleep in one bed and I don’t mind leaving.” You asked with slightly shaking voice.

“You can stay.” A whisper said.

Your eyes shot  up and all the surprise was shown on your face. 

You climbed into bed next to him, the small bed forced you to lay close together but none of you mind. 

You laid on your back staring into Bucky’s eyes as he hovered slightly over you. 


He didn’t know why he did that but he wanted to. He was comfortable around you. Just like that.

“I’ll have to leave early in the morning Steve doesn’t like me here.” You stated.

Bucky Nuzzled his face into your neck and mumbled “Steve can go fuck himself, and when captain small ass yells at my girlfriend only one more time I’ll break his face." 

He chuckled before resting his forehead against your jawline again.

You laughed along until… Captain small ass, girlfriend and yells sank in. You froze. You didn’t even know your hand still ran up and down his arm as you starred at the ceiling blankly.

"Did you watch game of thrones since I’m here, you know we watch it together.”

He asked completely unaware.

Your hand froze and suddenly you felt like throwing up again, suddenly everything was normal again and  the happiness seemed to hit you pretty hard.

“Oh my god” you whispered after your hand stopped running up and down his arm.

“What’s up doll?” He asked concerned.


“Oh my god”

He didn’t know what was going n until he  processed all his words. “Oh my god”

You starred at each other wide eyed. 

He kissed you passionately and so full of love you forgot that the world was turning for a moment. His left arm helping him keep his balance but his right hand touched your cheek ever so lightly as your lips melted together and danced in reunion.

You broke apart and he looked into your eyes deeply getting lost in their beauty.

“You made me remember.”

And he kissed you again long and loving.

Both of you made your  way up into your shared room hand in hand. 

Smiling to yourselves you snuggled up in bed together. 

Your head laid on his chest and his hand was around your back the other one pushing a strand of hair behind your ear and stroking your cheek like feathers running over your cheek. 

You listened to his steady heartbeat your hand laying on his chest lazily as your lips stayed in a tight smile and you closed your eyes. 

Bucky looked down at you being completely overwhelmed by you. 

You were so beautiful and so strong for both of you.

And in the moment where he noticed he was back with you, he knew he would never let you go. 

You were his anchor and it was all the love for you that made him come back. 




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Dating Credence Barebone - Modern AU

Request -  Anon: Hey dearie I was wondering if you could make a modern au headcanons of dating credence?

Anon: Ah I was gonna request a modern day credence too! haha I can’t wait until you post it!! :)

Well. of course I can lovelies :) This is my first time doing headcanons so I hope I don’t disappoint :)


Dating Credence Barebone Headcanons - Modern Setting

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Dealing With His Trauma

  • This is the biggest thing. Being with Credence means that you have to deal with his up and downs and for the most part he has a lot of downs.
    • He is constantly dealing with the idea that he isn’t good enough for you, that he’s going to mess something up in some way.
      • He knows that you’ll never hurt him but he’s still really scared of the possibility of it happening and vice versa.
  • He tells you about how once he missed Sunday school and his mother locked him in his room with no food for almost two days and that was after she’d taken the belt to his hands.
    • You always hold him carefully after he tells you things that Mary-Lou had done to him, kissing his palms and tucking his body against yours. Trying to tell him that it wasn’t his fault and that he should never had to have lived like that.
  • Credence still prays sometimes.
    • You hear him when he thinks that you’re sleeping. He asks for help so that he doesn’t bring you down along with him. He prays he won’t lose control and hurt you.
      • Whenever that happens you pretend to roll over in your sleep and hug him or hold his arm, making sure he knows that you’re there and you don’t plan on leaving anytime soon.
  • Sometimes he gets really horrible night terrors.
    • Even though you don’t admit it to him, those nights scare you because his obscurus starts to break out, just a little.
    • One time it got so bad that you had bruises on your arms from where he grabbed you and thrashed around.
      • You tried to hide it from him the next day but you were doing dishes and he came over early from working with Newt and saw them.
        • He asked what happened and you tried to tell him it was nothing but he wasn’t dropping it. So you explained that before you’d woken him up the night before he’d been panicking really badly. You tried explaining that it had happened once or twice before and that it wasn’t anything he could control.
          • You didn’t see him for two days. He came back to your apartment around midnight, crying and cradling a bloody hand. You never asked where he’d gone.
  • He doesn’t lose control of his obscurus often, not since learning proper magic with Newt but sometimes it happens.
    • Usually, it only happens when he has nightmares and never completely, but it did happen once when you’d accidentally dropped a plate.
      • You tried to pick the glass up but ended up getting cuts all over your hands.
        • He came into the kitchen and saw you which sent him into a panic attack and trigger his obscurus.
          • You had to talk him down and that night he held you as you watched movies and drank hot chocolate.
  • On days that are bad but not too bad, the two of you press shoulder to shoulder under a blanket and watch cartoons.
    • Something Credence never got to do as a child.

Arguments

  • These are few and far between but they do happen.
    • Most of the time it’s you that starts them.
      • You’re usually defending Credence from himself.
  • Sometimes you both say things you don’t mean.
    • The worst thing he’s ever said to you is that you were worse than his mother.
      • The second those words had left his mouth he was scrambling to apologize but you’d already started tearing up.
        • You two had to spend a few days apart after that.
    • The worst thing you’d ever said to him was that you wished he never had magic in the first place.
      • You really hurt him with that comment because he feels like being part of the magical community is the only place he does belong even if he’s still considered a bit of an outsider.
        • You both calmed down and you apologized.
          • You still feel awful about it.

Date Night

  • He loves date nights more than he’ll ever admit to you.
    • He often gets nervous when it’s his turn to plan one because he’s never sure if you’ll like what he’s picked out.
      • You always do.
    • He’ll usually play it safe and do something where it’s just the two of you and mostly away from people like a long walk in the park at night with ice cream, a picnic beside a lake, a nice dinner at home with a new movie neither of you have seen.
      • Your favorite date by far is when he went out of his comfort zone a little and took you ice skating at an indoor rink. You got to hold his hand the whole time.
  • You generally like to try and base your date choices on how you know Credence is feeling that day.
    • You know that he doesn’t like to be around large groups so you try to always keep that in mind.
      • Sometimes you rope Newt or Queenie into helping you set up something. Like once you and Newt strung up fairy lights in the case so that you two could take of walk and it was just you and Credence. Then another time Queenie and Jacob helped set up a nice romantic dinner at Jacob’s bakery.
    • His favorite date that you’ve come up with so far is the drive-in movie theater. You burrowed Jacob’s truck and set up a lot of blankets and pillows in the back and the two of you watched back to back films, eating snacks and cuddling together under the blankets.

Intimacy

  • This is another big thing with him. Because of his abuse, Credence goes through phases of desperately needing touch and not even being able to hold your hand.
    • It took you awhile to get used to that because you had to figure out his boundaries and you were constantly worried that you’d push him too far.
      • You feel guilty about it but when he has those days/weeks where he can’t do touching you feel like he doesn’t want you even though you know that isn’t the case.
  • If you’re ever unsure if something’s okay you ask.
    • He always asks for things when it comes to you, holding your hand, kisses, ect…
  • You haven’t gone all the way yet because he still isn’t at a place where he’s okay with that and you completely understand, always backing off when he starts to get uncomfortable.
    • The most intimate thing you two have done together is been shirtless, heavily kissing on your couch with Batman Begins playing in the background. One of the explosions took Credence out of the mood pretty quickly and, while disappointed, you understood.
      • Baby steps.

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Like I said, this is the first time I’ve done this before, I hope you guys liked it. Leave headcanon/imagine requests in my box if you feel up to it!!

SPN Logic

Today’s lesson: “Sometimes in order to figure things out, a person needs space.”

Mary: *abandons Dean, a person with big abandonement fears, in the most insensitive way possible*

Dean: *doesn’t want to talk about it because it hurt him a lot*

Sam/Narrative: OMG Dean stop being such an emotionally constipated dick, you HAVE to tell me everything that bothers you! I'm not going to stop nagging you about it. Not unconditionally accepting everything your family does to you is such unhealthy behavior, you really need to learn letting loved ones do to you whatever they want go! Even if they treat you as if you weren’t a real person!

Dean: *reluctantly repeats the “lesson” he was forced to “learn”*

Sam/Narrative: Good boy! See, you can be whatever we want/need you to be emotionally mature!

Fandom: *cheers over Sam being such a gentle, compassionate person*

of course chloe and lucifer are real.

thing is God made possible for her to exist and for them to meet. But the rest it was all them. Chloe can’t be controlled by lucifer…she owns her free will. the attraction was natural as it is the love for one another.

Of course Lucifer now believes it’s not real. this guy doesn’t trust his dad anymore. he believes he put chloe on his path to hurt him because he believes God is bad and hates him which is not true. I think god loves him a lot. He’s also very insicure..you saw it..he believes no one can really love him. the fact that dad put a woman on his path is a proff to him. it will take time..but i’m sure lucifer will understand that what him and chloe have it’s real.

Also he was so angry but the moment he saw chloe wasn’t alright…he forgot about it. he will go back to hell to save her. that’s love. this man loves chloe so much. at this point he doesn’t even care about the whole daddy situation…he just wants her to be ok.

they’re really beautiful.

Apology

Note: I’ve been going through a little bit of a writer’s block lately, but I hope this one came out okay.

Request: Hey!! Can i request a Daveed x reader where they get in a big fight and he finds her later in the night drunkenly confessing all of her insecurities about their relationship to someone in the cast and then he takes her home and make up in the morning? Lots of fluff maybe slight angst? I might love your work a little too much😉 thanks so much💙

Word Count: 2066

Pairing: Daveed x Reader

Warnings: some angst, hurtful words, language

Daveed had been stressing all day because he had to finish three songs by the end of the week. He had absolutely no ideas or inspiration. He had writer’s block at the worst time he could ever possibly get it.

He sat on the couch with his macbook as you sat next to him, suggesting ideas. He only gave short or one word answers.

“Write about something you’re going through. Or an experience.” You suggested.

“Can’t think of any.”

You gave him another idea. “Okay…write about getting drunk. Partying.”

“Done it.”

“Take a break, then.”

“Can’t.”

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Due to working on commissions/con stock I started Sheith week a little late.

Day 1 - Hurt/Comfort

I have a lot of feelings about Shiro as a character, he’s pretty much the prime example of a person who’s had to be strong/keep it together for longer than was healthy. It’s just nice to see that they wrote a character who is a strong leader but that it’s still possible for him to come undone every now and again.

Long story short, I just want these two to be happy.

sǫon ̷y̵o̢ų'll͡ s̛e͜é, jack͢.
sǫon ̷y̵o̢ų'll͡ s̛e͜é, jack͢.

someone requested another pre-halloween convo between jack & anti
so here ya go! made this one just as long as the last one
the other one is actually rlly popular with over 1800+ plays and 160+ notes damn
you guys really like these and it means a lot :’0
script is down below! 

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@anon, 

Sweetie, darling, honey… Don’t you use that ship name on me. It’s disgusting and I blacklisted it so the message disappears in my ask box. I can’t see it. ^^”

To answer your question, not that I neccessarily knew, I can only guess, I think they’re calling CielxLizzie abusive because of

and

and possibly because they got stuck together and never had the chance to freely make the choice to be together. They had to get used to the thought of never being able to freely decide so they had to force themselves.



Classical nonsense if you ask me. Ciel and Lizzie are in no way abusive towards each other. None of them would ever want to hurt the other. Why then? Well, Elizabeth had destroyed Ciel’s precious ring. It meant/s a lot to Ciel and he genuinly treasures it thus that was a HUGE blow for him. And he was 12 back then. Over the time of your life you as a person learn how to deal with different emotions: happiness, sadness, disappointment, fear, anger, etc. But 12 is not an age in which you neccessarily have had the chance to learn to deal with something like that yet. And so his first reaction is violence. The fullfillment of the subconscious need to destroy what’s causing him pain. Nothing more or less. That is not being abusive, that is being helpless.

Similar thing with Lizzie’s case. She must have been around 14/15. And she thought Ciel  had cheated on her. She thought the boy that she loves with all her heart had cheated on her. She has sacrificed years of her personal freedom by hiding her true nature from him just so he would like her. (Which can be seen as a reason to call the ship abusive, too.) And just when she had revealed herself to him and he said it was fine she catches him with another girl. She has given him all her love and trust and then this, also a thing that a girl her age with a backstory like hers couldn’t possibly handle. Her reaction, well, you see it above. It’s just the same thing only that Lizzie is a whole lot stronger than Ciel will ever be…

But I think that scene was actually quite ealthy for their relationship. You see, in my book Ciel has never felt emotionally obliged to like Lizzie. We see that in that first chapter already where he calls her his responisbility.

But do you realize that these two things aren’t so far apart from each other?

2CT aside, you don’t sacrifice your life for someone you don’t love from the bottom of your heart. Unless you have a death wish or a dangerously low self-esteem that is. None of these things apply to Ciel. He has a revenge to fullfill and anyone who tells me he does this because he knows Sebastian will protect him, no. 3 years with a demon by your side aren’t enough to erase such fundamental survival instincts. Ciel didn’t think about himself for a second here. So no, I don’t believe Ciel has ever actively forced himself to like Elizabeth. He is treating her like a duty, while he actually very much does care for her. Tell me what you want but that boy doesn’t act like a good fiance for the girl that was shoved on him. He is focused on his revenge and tries to ignore his feelings completely but can’t help it if it’s her. So no, rather than forcing himself emotionally to accept them he does the opposite but can’t help but like her.

As for Lizzie, she has had a much darker backstory in this relationship. She had not forced herself to like him originally. And then this happened.

I will never forgive Madame Red for that. She has set something into Lizzie’s mind that caused her pain and insecurity for many, many years. Elizabeth forced herself to hide a part of who she is so Ciel would like her. It must have been terrible for her and it has turned their relationship abusive in a way indeed. These things changed after that one month. And no, Elizabeth is not trying to change Ciel. She just wants him to be happy again.  I think she got to know the new Ciel. I think she grew to like him as who he is. Anyway, Elizabeth decided she would become a wife to protect Ciel but her struggle was not yet over. Until the Campania.

This is not the face of someone who is mentally okay. Look at how scared she was! But she did it so save the boy who she has known for all her life and who has grown on her again so much during those past 3 years. When Ciel told her he could never- it must have made her so happy. She must have been so relieved but something like what she’s been through emotionally doesn’t just disappear in a matter of a second. Which is why I find the scene in which Lizzie thought Ciel had cheated on her so important. It was that one moment in which Elizabeth was so hurt that she decided to go against Ciel. That is so important for her character growth and their relationship. I believe it set Lizzie free in a way. She has proven herself to have principles that she won’t accept to be overstepped, even by Ciel. I believe she needed that, that one moment in which she couldn’t forgive Ciel, to get out of that habbit to surpress herself in order to please him. I saw her take flight in that moment. She stopped adjusting her behaviour to Ciel for the first time and stood in for herself. I think only now she is really free to have an eaqual relationship with him. It was a meaningful scene for me. ^^

So I hope that answers your question, anon, and I hope you could get to the end of this. XD

~♥

McCree

• It would be a shock, and not a pleasant one.

• The cowboy wanted away from that life, so he’d be a bit hesitant to continue on. However, he knew he loved his S/O.

• He worried about them much more, especially since he knew that crime lords tended to have a lot of enemies.

• McCree would definitely keep a close eye on his S/O’s family, making sure they wouldn’t put them in danger.

Soldier: 76

• Soldier: 76 would be hurt rhat his S/O didn’t tell him, but he’d understand later when he encountered them.

• Like McCree, he’d keep a close eye on them, but he knew his S/O could take care of themselves.

• That doesn’t mean he won’t worry when they’re gone for a while.

• He would also take out as many of their enemies as possible.

Reaper

• It wouldn’t be too much of a shock to Reaper, but he definitely won’t trust their family.

• He already had enemies by being in Talon, and he hated that there was another thing putting his S/O in danger.

• He knew his S/O was cautious, but that doesn’t mean he won’t worry (in his own way).

3

Though he is younger, he gives me lots of strength. I want to remain close to him for as long as possibleIf we make an offer [to BewhY to join our label] and he rejects us, we might feel hurt. So communicate with his girlfriend instead. BewhY’s girlfriend is very worried about him. That he is having a hard time all on his own, and that she thinks he needs a label to back him.” - Simon D

“You said you wouldn’t hurt your brothers.”
But if they hurt him first? If they’re the ones who strike at his family first? They shouldn’t be held accountable?!

A lot of people were previously annoyed at the notion that So would break up with Soo over Wook, considering their relationship is ancient history.

“Why does it have to be him?”
So isn’t upset that she had a previous relationship, he’s upset because it’s freakin’ Wook.

Wook, the brother who has manipulated the court for his own ends and made it so So’s reign as king is as difficult as possible. The one who made sure that So and Soo are torn apart, among many other things. This revelation that Soo was willing to marry such a man? This man that has done everything in his power to cut So down, to cut his relationship with Soo down? Of course So is angry.

Even though he doesn’t know the circumstances of their previous relationship, So associates the current manipulative, bastard Wook as the one Soo was in love with. Someone Soo was willing to marry when she wouldn’t marry him. (Which is another punch to the gut after the Jung reveal.) Of course, Soo refusing So was a painful choice for her, but with her pushing him away the entire episode, I doubt So is thinking rationally. So sees this last revelation about Wook as a true betrayal.

“You always cared for him.”
So believes Soo has cared for Wook the whole time. The whole time they’ve been together. Is it true? Obviously not. But her current actions are speaking for her, in how she distances herself from So and in how she speaks up for Wook.

I can’t be mad about So breaking up with Soo because first of all, she’s the one who wants it. This Wook thing is just the final straw that broke the camel’s back after all the stuff that came before. He’s come to her time and again to reconcile (not in the best way, though…), but she is cold to him every time. And now… So finally gives up.

“I am not letting her go. Soo… let go of me.”
And it’s true. So and Soo should’ve been open with each other, but their breakdown in communication once So became king led to their current problems. It’s made worse when Soo is willing to forgive everyone but the man she loves. Some say it’s harder to forgive those closest to you. He tried reaching out - she refused. There is a line for everyone, and Soo’s line was CR. I can’t blame her for being upset at everything that’s happened, at wanting to leave him.

But make no mistake - Soo is the one who let go first.

sophiiev  asked:

Could you possibly write #22 and #46 with Hotch, no romance? 😄

“This is going to hurt.”
“How did you find me?” 

Originally posted by criminalmindsbauagent

Hotch’s voice sounded very far away. Too far to get to, even as you opened your eyes and saw him in the tunnel of your vision. You faintly felt his hand tapping against your cheek, trying to rouse you awake. “Hotch.” His name came out in a weak utterance.

“I’m right here.” He responded firmly. “You’ll lost a lot of blood.”

You were silent for a moment. Obviously, you heard what he said. You remember getting stabbed. But his words didn’t seem to sink in. “How did you find me?”

“I almost didn’t.” Hotch replied dryly. He carefully removed your bullet-proof vest. The bastard stabbed right under it. “You shouldn’t have gone out so far without back-up.” After a short moment of silence, Hotch glanced back up to your half-lidded eyes. “This is going to hurt.”

Before you could wonder why he said that, pressure pressed down against your side, instantly making pain spike up through your system. You weakly writhed in the dirt, but Hotch kept the pressure on your wound. He needed to slow the bleeding until the ambulance arrived.

Drabbles are closed

nct u reaction to finding out you’re a spy

@yutastinyhands here she is lmao
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taeyong: as long as you weren’t just with him for your mission he doesn’t really have a problem, he would worry about you getting hurt or killed and makes sure your time spent at home after a mission is as relaxing as possible 

Originally posted by t-yong

mark: ‘huh’

‘im a spy’

‘…………… huh?’

Originally posted by taetmosphere

jaehyun: jae would ask a lot of questions about what you do and how you got into that job, prolly about how hard the training was and how long it took you as well

Originally posted by yoon-to-the-oh

doyoung: probably confused as hell when he first finds out and just kinda stare at you blankly til it registers, when it finally does he’s still confused and you have to explain in detail what you mean

Originally posted by taesyong

taeil: concerned for your safety, like taeyong he is also concerned that you were just with him for your job but after you double reassure him that isn’t the case he starts asking about what you do and all that jazz

Originally posted by honeyxxxmoon

ten: thinks ur joking, ‘ya me too i’m the enemy spy sent after u’ u don’t realise that he’s joking and pull a gun on him, he now believes you.

Originally posted by visualjaehyun

So I’m going to be real quick here

Got an exam coming up and papers and a presentation as well so I’ll make this quick. 


This episode was gold from start to finish. Lucifer not wanting Chloe to get too involved in this case because he doesn’t want her getting hurt and possibly killed by a maniac wielding Azrael’s blade. 

Also for those humans who were slain by the blade, does that mean their souls cease to exist too? Just saying. 

Ella making a deal with Lucifer in exchange for him asking her help. Ella was just funny and cute here. And even oblivious to how Lucifer was enjoying being used to enact what happened in the yoga studio. 

Chloe acting all jealous and trying to be all cool about it and that Lucifer and Ella being together a lot doesn’t affect her. 

Partners.

Originally posted by the-reactiongifs

Right. 

She ain’t fooling anyone. 

That little scene between Mazikeen and Amenadiel okay I swear that was pretty cute when Amenadiel refused to say bad words at Mazikeen. Such an adorable, good angel boy. 

But then it gets to the serious stuff. 

The woman killing the suspect earlier (who literally went overboard on the desserts) because he did the unthinkable to her. That piece of shit deserved to be put through the worst punishment ever. Even Lucifer  was disgusted by the dead man’s actions towards her and knew he deserved punishment for what he did, even defending the murderer outright. 

Lucifer questioning himself as to why he cared about the dead humans. He’s changing that’s for sure. 

AND THEN DAN

Originally posted by heyimkiara

I freaked when Dan was holding the blade and attacked Lucifer with it but THANKFULLY Dan, good ole Dan, fought the blade’s calling. And him getting real angry about his stolen pudding. 

Look let’s be honest, we would have been super mad as well if someone stole our food (not to the point of murdering that person but most likely give them an ass whooping). 


Then the deal comes to light.

Ella taking Lucifer to church with her. And I thought it was the damn hug in the loft. 


Friend: The Devil.

Attending: Church.

Him: Horrified

HE IS FORCIBLY REMOVED FROM THE CONFESSION BOOTH


But onto the serious stuff.

Charlotte and even Amenadiel (how could you turn your back on your little bro Amenadiel?) insisting that Lucifer come home with them. Which he then told them them that neither Heaven and Hell was ever his home and only Earth is because here HE COULD BE RESPECTED AND TREATED EQUALLY.

“THIS IS MY HOME!” 

And damn was he mad to the point the blade reacted and if Charlotte hadn’t stopped herself, things could have gotten real ugly. 

But that begs the theory. Does Azrael’s blade affect angels and demons just as it affects the humans but only if their emotions get the better of them? Or are they just more resistant to the blade’s calling for blood? Question question questions.

Originally posted by cuntlyff

By the way, I’m also glad that Linda finally came to terms with Lucifer being the Devil and having mended their friendship and trust. 

(I also howled when Lucifer tried to distract Linda by asking her if she wished to know more about the evil souls on his list and mentioned Trump. I really did not expect that at all).


AND THE DAMN PROMO

OH MY GOSH

THOSE TWO JUST DANCING AWAY SMILING AND LAUGHING. I cannot believe what I am seeing. Lucifer and Chloe just dancing the night away gives me life. 

BUT CHARLOTTE. 

Originally posted by 50-shades-of-fuucked-upp

I SWEAR IF SHE THINKS SHE’S GOING TO GET AWAY WITH MURDERING CHLOE, SHE IS SO IN FOR IT.

Mom or no mom, Lucifer is going to fry her ass. Literally. 

Toriel is evil

Let’s think about it, when you kill her she basically tells you that you are dangerous for everyone outside the ruins and then laughs.

Why would toriel laugh if she knows you’re going to kill everyone?, well…

So, we know that Toriel hates Asgore right? She can’t forgive him because what he did, right?…

So, my theory is, she’s laughing because she knows you’re going to kill everyone, everyone who followed Asgore’s plan of kill the other 6 children, and eventually Asgore. Making this way possible for Toriel to get her revenge.



What?

You say I’m wrong?

But she’s LAUGHING!!! She even SMILED!!

What?, you say people can laugh and smile for a lot of reasons?

If you say so…


But… you still say Chara wanted to hurt Asgore, right?… Why?


Oh I see… Chara laughed… So, obviously, they found Asgore’s pain funny…

But Toriel isn’t evil because people can laugh for a lot of reasons, uh?…


                                          How… Curious…

anonymous asked:

Paladins + alteans finding out their s/o is a galra runt? Like, they have some device that makes that seem like a human on their wrist but it gets damaged or something in battle and they pass out and go into a healing pod because they got hurt, but when they come out the device falls off and they turn into their true galra form? (And theyre suddenly a lot shorter)

Shiro

  • He’s really surprised, and not in a good way.
  • He’ll try to avoid his s/o as much as possible once he finds out, and if they’re not close enough he might shut them out for a really long time.
  • He knows that not all Galra have bad intentions, but the fact that his s/o made no attempts to tell him makes him distrust them more.
  • If he can find it in himself to trust them, he’ll confront them about their reasons and try to talk everything out with them.

Keith

  • He had a feeling they weren’t human. He never could pinpoint what exactly made him suspect them; he just kind of always knew in the back of his mind.
  • He might be a little cautious of them, but he knows that their race doesn’t define who they are.
  • He’s very curious about his s/o’s not-so-secret-anymore secret, and asks them a lot about Galra culture since he’s part Galra himself.
  • He’s pretty accepting of them all things considered. He ends up forming an even deeper connection with them due to their shared heritage.

Lance

  • Probably the most open and accepting about it. He’s surprised yes, but he’s more worried about if his s/o is okay than if they’re Galra or not.
  • He doesn’t doubt his s/o in the slightest once he finds out. They’ve been nothing but loyal and loving to him, and they’ve never given him a reason to doubt them, so why should he start now?
  • He actually finds he likes their Galra form a lot more than he thought he would originally. They’re just so small and cute now? How can you not love them?
  • Lots of questions about Galra culture. He wants to know anything and everything about his s/o. He also likes playing with their fur, especially their ears.

Hunk

  • He’s freaking out. Why does his s/o have fluffy ears and purple skin? And they’re also super short? What’s going on? Did Zarkon do something to them?
  • His s/o will have to explain to him that they’re actually Galra, and that Zarkon didn’t do anything to them.
  • He’s even more freaked out now. Why were they disguising themselves as a human? How long were they planning on keeping it from him?
  • After everything is explained to him he’ll be pretty okay with them being Galra. It takes a while for him to get used to it, but he’ll accept them.

Pidge

  • They’re fascinated by this sudden development, but cautious.
  • Pidge is the one that looks at the situation the most analytically. They’re not completely against their s/o being Galra, but at the same time, their father and brother were taken by the Galra, and most of the ones they’ve met haven’t been the nicest.
  • If their s/o had a good reason for hiding their Galra origins, they’d be pretty accepting of it, but otherwise it would take a while for Pidge to completely trust them again.
  • Once they do start to trust their s/o again, Pidge is very curious about their s/o and ends up doing little small experiments. Not anything involving needles or attatching their s/o to machines, more like testing their physical abilities or taking little smaples of their fur.

Allura

  • She’s completely lost it. First Keith, now her s/o? What, are you going to tell her Lance is half Altean next?
  • She’s in denial at first and she’s convinced Haggar did something to them that last fight.
  • After she realizes that her s/o is really Galra she’s very conflicted with how she feels about them. After Keith’s reveal and the alliance with the Blade of Marmora, she knows not all Galra are like Zarkon, but she still doesn’t want to completely accept the fact that her s/o is Galra just yet.
  • After a while, she’d slowly start to come to terms with herself and will either accept them back into her life or reject them based on how close they were before she found out.

Coran

  • Honestly, he’s not even surprised anymore. After the whole Keith is Galra, Blade of Marmora is trying to defeat the Galra Empire fiasco, he’s pretty much seen everything.
  • He’s a little hurt his s/o never told him and is suspicious of them for a little bit. He might be a little more distant and less open with them.
  • He’s still a gentleman, though, and he’ll give his s/o a chance to explain themselves before he makes any judgements.
  • He’s completely silent while his s/o is giving their explanation, to the point that it actually scares his s/o how serious he’s being. He’ll most likely accept them eventually, but like Allura, it takes a while.

- Admin A