Jay Park - Circles
Inspired by G.Soul - Circles
You knew the ending— it always ended like this. Even though you knew how it would turn out, no matter how hard you tried to escape, eventually you always went back to him. Even after everything he had done, all the lies he had told, and the scars he left on your broken soul, you just couldn’t walk away.
You held onto that little glimmer of hope that things would turn out differently this time, that all the suffering and fighting wouldn’t be in vain; that it was worth it, because what you two had was special. However, after one argument was settled, another one took its place. If was an endless cycle you both were trapped in.
However, today you had made up your mind. You wanted to end it this time, once and for all. That was really the last time you had forgiven him. You wouldn’t do it again, you swore to yourself. You would stay strong and you wouldn’t waver.
“Technically I never lied to you,” he pointed out with an even voice, as if he was stating a universally valid fact. You stared at him full of disbelief as you let out a short chortle.
“Are you really doing this right now?” You knew he would defend himself at all costs, wanting to prove that he did nothing wrong. You knew he would try to justify his actions. Nonetheless, you still hoped he would lower his pride and show you that he cared about you. You knew it was foolish, but you couldn’t help it. You desperately wanted him to prove you wrong, to prove you that breaking up with him was the wrong decision. But with his actions, he only solidified your presentiments. At least this way, it would be easier to break up with him, you thought.