I remember the moment you decided to leave me. I remember what I said to you on the phone. “Don’t leave me. Don’t leave me. Please don’t fucking leave me. I need you, you don’t understand. I love you.” I could barely get out the words. I was sobbing and begging for you to stay with me. I never wanted to beg for you to stay and I never thought I would have to. Begging for you to stay just made me seem weak. I needed you and I still need you. You told me you weren’t going to leave me even though I knew it was a lie. You just wanted me to stop crying. Two years later and there’s still a fucking missing piece in my heart where you should still be. I guess my begging wasn’t enough. I guess I wasn’t enough.
— via ( @ench4ntedvibes )