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Pandora Hearts Positivity Month | Day 4 | Love

“Being a family means you are a part of something very wonderful. It means you will love and be loved for the rest of your life.”
Lisa Weedn

Chanbaek Fic Recs!

Here’s a list of my personal favorite but really y’all need to be grateful that there’s many talented authors that baekyeol-ed. ♡✧( ु•⌄• )

-10080 [R]
Chanyeol wanted a divorce. Baekhyun asked for a week. 

-Beauty in the Breakdown [NC-17]
Byun Baekhyun doesn’t do amateurs. Or better put, Byun Baekhyun doesn’t let amateurs do him. As one of Asia’s leading porn stars, he has standards. But then comes the lanky Park Chanyeol and messes it all up for him…Or so he thinks. 

-The faults in Byun Baekhyun [NC-17]
Baekhyun and Chanyeol hate each other’s guts.It’s the start of a new college year, with hormones flying and emotions sinking, with idiots roaming and jerks slinkering. Chanyeol prays that he will survive the year, hopes that he can get closer with a certain guy he’s had a crush on since forever. But what he wishes above anything else is that he doesn’t get roomed with Baekhyun. However, scenarios can appear deceiving and things never go as planned.

-Picking Up The Piece [PG]
There’s a saying that goes ‘All discarded lovers should be given a second chance, but with somebody else’. Chanyeol will have none of that.

-8084 [G]
When Baekhyun knocks at the wrong door and when Chanyeol smiles at a stranger, something has to happen.

-Clover [R]
Baekhyun was, is, to Chanyeol, back then and even now, his everything.

-Then Came You [PG-13]
Chanyeol’s life was perfect until..then Byun Baekhyun comes along. Now everything’s turned upside-down but he finds himself unwilling to let go. Because, maybe, his life before Baekhyun wasn’t so perfect after all.

-Tripping into You [R]
It’s the angst filled life of a rock star. behind all the sex, drugs, and rock and roll, Baekhyun’s so into Chanyeol.

-Savage, SSadistic, SSSensational [NC-17]
Baekhyun and Chanyeol are just stupid, foul-mouthed college roommates who play way too many video games (and have sex). They might also, kind of be in love.

-So I Heard You like Chopin [PG-13]
Chanyeol falls in love, what else is new?

-The Painter of Bones [PG-13]
He’s used to working with old, dying or dead people. Most certainly not someone as young and fragile, alive, or beautiful as Byun Baekhyun.

-Midnight Pianist [PG]
Never in his life, Park Chanyeol would think that he would fell for a ghost. The problem was, when it happened, he did nothing to stop himself.

-Fix You [PG-13]
The more Baekhyun got closer to Chanyeol, the more Chanyeol would drift away from him.

-I’d Take You over a Million Subscribers [PG]
Baekhyun thinks there’s a little music in everything.

-Angel-B [PG-13]
An uninspired author writing a novel will get help from an unexpected guest.

-Where the Seas Stay the Same [NC-17] 
“Except there you were—my lighthouse. When I look at you, I’m home.” 

-Vena Amoris [NC-17]
There’s no need for sparks between them. The golden words in their arms and the threads of destiny around their bodies, tying them together forever, are more than enough.

-Following the Broken Road Back To You [NC-17]
Baekhyun’s ripped from his world of high fashion and placed back on the family farm where he faces the conditional love of nature and the presence of the ex-fiance he left behind.

-Operation Vengeance [R]
CEO Park is a major asshole. Intern Baekhyun has had enough of his shit. Baekhyun takes revenge.

-Revenge Has Never Tasted So Sweet [R]
Baekhyun tried to resign, but Chanyeol wouldn’t accept it. (sequel to Operation Vengeance)

-Jump! (The Boy Who Leapt Through Toilets) [NC-17]
Aspiring manga artist Baekhyun mysteriously acquires the ability to travel through time, and his experiences inspire a humorous new manga concept that just might get him published by the company he works for. At the same time, he befriends the attractive new assistant artist at his workplace, who kindly offers to help him with the project, leading to an unplanned romance that turns Baekhyun’s ordinary life upside down.

-Endeavour [PG]
Chanyeol bets 10 days to love. Baekhyun has 10 days to live. They come to an agreement of being the perfect combination.

-Not Intended [NC-17]
In an attempt to settle a three generation family feud, Baekhyun has to marry someone from the other family. Being the silently rebellious son that he is, he decides to ditch home two days before a formal meeting was suppose to take place. He runs off with nothing but his wallet, some cash, and his I.D. Knowing that being on the streets would make it more likely of him being found—with the connections of a friend—Baekhyun ends up being the maid of a large villa on the beach belonging to the infamous Park’s only son: Park Chanyeol.

-Forgotten Books [NC-17]
Chanyeol really needed help with his math homework to get his grades up. But who cared about math when his tutor looked so hot?

-More Than Just Books [NC-17]
Baekhyun was supposed to tutor Chanyeol in math… Well, everything but that happened. Because once Chanyeol had set his eyes on his sexy as hell tutor, he didn’t want anyone anymore but him. And he wanted him in every way possible. (sequel to Forgotten Books)

-Serendipitous [M]
Byun Baekhyun makes plans. Park Chanyeol has none.And when they’re forced to look at one another for the first time, they see someone they never knew they needed in their lives.

-Band-Aids Don’t Fix Bullet Holes [NC-17]
Park Chanyeol, master assassin assigned with the task of killing his ex-husband and former partner, Byun Baekhyun. When Chanyeol learns that he has a son with Baekhyun, he begins to have second thoughts.

-I Am because We Are (Ubuntu) [PG-15]
Baekhyun is a poor student who goes to an elite university and faces challenges of the everyday poor. After an unexpected encounter with one of the well-known elite groups of the school, his life begins to change. Along the way of the blooming friendship he had of the group, he experiences love in a way he never imagined possible.But along these dream-like life given to him by his friends is a secret he wishes to convey but afraid to reveal: his social status.

The poor and the rich may never mingle. They belong to both ends of the pyramid hierarchy; one on top and one at the bottom.

-It’s So Fluffy [M]
A collection of one-shots for Baekyeol.

-Fire In, Fire Out, It Will Clear All The Remaining Doubt [PG-13]
They were friends who tuned out to be something else in the end. All it took was fire and light.

-Wives and Lovers [NC-17]
It’s only when Baekhyun and Chanyeol begin living together that Baekhyun realizes he just might have a pretty substantial kink for men in business suits.

-Real(er than dim sims) [PG-13]
Baekhyun meets a poor college student studying in his father’s restaurant who likes lame jokes and Australian-made dim sims.

-The Youth He’d Never Seen [NC-17]
Chanyeol didn’t really know who he took home that night but he didn’t expect to see him again so soon, and with such a complicated disclaimer included in his company. Unfortunately, Baekhyun is all too willing to take the risk.  

-Look at Me [M]
In which Chanyeol is head over heels for Luhan and, as cliché as it may sound, Baekhyun is Chanyeol’s devoted best friend who always encourages the tall boy to fight for his love.

-You Shook Me (All Night Long) [NC-17]
A stubborn princess, a sarcastic workaholic CEO and an arranged marriage seemed to be the perfect recipe for chaos, angst, misunderstandings, crude jokes, and maybe sex (lots of it).

-When Straight Goes Wrong [M]
Baekhyun hates the fact that he has to attend a university that makes him wear tights jeans for a school uniform. It’s his best friend, Jongin’s fault. Oh and let’s not forget the root cause—his best friend’s 3 year crush over the school’s favorite golden student with doe eyes. Baekhyun hates having to attend a strict university that only boring students attend to. Everything’s the usual boring things. Except one…the fact that his roommate is straight and he is not and that’s amusing. 

-Elude [NC-17]
“What do you plan on doing to him?”

“I’m going to break him and make sure he can only run away from me by coming to me.”

-Stir It Up [M]
Chanyeol lives a boring ass life while he works as an auditor for the IRS. Baekhyun is a sassy bakery owner who doesn’t pay all of his taxes. 

-Just A Week [PG]
“I’m sorry, I couldn’t fall in love with you.” Seven days is enough time to find out that it isn’t love. Can it also be enough time to find out that it is?

-I Didn’t Know Love Comes in the Form of YOU [PG]
What happens when somebody else drank the love potion that Baekhyun meant for Kris?

-Sunshine in an Empty Place [PG]
Baekhyun has seen ghosts for as long as he can remember, has heard more stories about death than he could possibly count, but sometimes it’s important to remember that living one’s own life to the fullest, creating one’s own story, is the most important.

-Let Me Give You A Tip [PG]
The boy pushed two cups into his hands and nodded at the tip jar set off to the side. It had read ‘Looking: 1000 won; Talking 5000 won.’

-But I’m not Acting! [G]
What happens when the very ordinary Park Chanyeol, who has been forever alone since 1992, who has not even had a single skinship with anyone of the opposite gender (except mama Park, I mean, every mom is technically forced to touched her baby, no?) gets confessed to by his female classmate?? Not only is he really uncomfortable with it, he doesn’t even like girls! Not that anyone knows about it. He gets a brilliant idea one day to reject the overly attached girl. (not really a brilliant one but Chanyeol thinks anything about him is brilliant)

An idea that involves his childhood bestest best friend slash forever attached by the hip friend.A.k.a.Byun Baekhyun.The problem is, Baekhyun is overly excited to help his friend too. 

-Cold Hands and Warm Hearts [PG]
He didn’t think that winter could have been colder that year. As a matter of fact, there probably couldn’t have been a colder winter. He worked as a PA for the “Oh” so famous photographer, Oh Sehun.  Working for the prestigious photographer left some to be desired as he was bossy and not very friendly yet that was understood as he was a very busy man. Though, there was a deep excitement, which Baekhyun refused to admit aloud of what he really looked forward to when he came to work everyday. Normally the models were all full of themselves and pompous as ever. But there was one model in particular that Baekhyun swore his heart skipped two beats whenever he saw him. And on a days as cold as this, the thought of him gave Baekhyun a sense of warmth. 

-For Better or For Worse [PG]
Baekhyun is a wedding singer, and Chanyeol is the best man at a wedding—and this is where their paths cross.

-High Tide [NC-17]
Baekhyun and Chanyeol grew up together, and then they grew apart. Baekhyun, now a famous singer with a shady manager and Chanyeol a carefree music journalist with a loving boyfriend.

-Dirty Little Lover [NC-17]
On a whim, Baekhyun orders a french maid costume. His boyfriend, Chanyeol, arrives home unexpectedly on the day he decides to try it on.

-Section B Through C [G]
“They keep you here for your personality and customer service,“ their part-time coworker Kyungsoo once told him. "Though I have no idea why, because all you ever seem to do is creep everyone out and knock shit over.” Chanyeol is pretty sure Kyungsoo just finds him adorable. 

-The Art of Buffet Eating [G]
Eating at a buffet is not for the faint of heart and weak of stomach.

Last updated: 4 September 2015
This list will be updated often!  ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ

There’s so many fics that is my favorite but I will update them later! Please let me know if there’s any link(s) that broken. I’m really sleepy and ! still don’t know how tumblr works. Heh, me. I’m so sorry. Nonetheless, enjoy all of this!!

part seven: balmain

Eva carried the bags in both of her hands while Harry grabbed the box for the tree out of the boot, waddling to the front door as he tried to find the right key to let them in. His house smelled like cinnamon and spice, a combination of candles that Eva kept burning while they were there. It was the first time that she didn’t smell like the beach to him, but he was comforted all the same. Eva took over two different seasons in Harry’s life, though he was sure that she was all four to him.

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Growth. :)

I subbed a class at the East Y last night and had SO MUCH FUN. Class was in the gym and I was on the stage with no mic and no mirrors and no comfort zones. This use to paralyze me with fear or at best, make me super uncomfortable.

But last night I was on fire!. Can I say that about myself? LOL I hate vain statements but I just want to convey how fearless and free I felt. I absolutely loved it! I usually do like teaching without a mic because it forces me to use larger body movements & facial expressions. It’s a challenge, but in a good way. And then last night…something about that stage and not having any mirrors around…I felt free to get a little wild and silly and the class was really eating it up. I’m sure it’s partially because I’m fresh from ZINCON and I’ve got all that greatness still floating around in my head.  But looking back I can totally see how much confidence I’ve gained and how I’ve grown in the last couple of years! It’s exhilarating to think about it! :)

After class several ladies came up to ask about my class schedule. They all said they had a great time and one of them even told me I had “a gift.” SAY WHAT NOW. I told her that I loved Zumba more than anything I’d ever done and she said “well you communicate that very well.”

And then I probably smiled at her like this:

Originally posted by plumkat