Anyone else regretting their life choices right now?

Like, why did I choose to watch that suggested youtube clip? And why did I start watching emmerdale full time? And why did I fall in love with Aaron Dingle and Robert Sugden? Why did i get this invested in such a tortured couple? And why did I let myself believe it would all turn out ok?

I’m not ok. Will I ever be? Unlikely.

  • My uncle, idle conversation at dinner: "Yeah, I watch Walking Dead."
  • Me, Still Not Recovered From New Best Friends/S7 In General: "WHERE ARE YOU."
  • My uncle, still not realizing what he's stepped into: "Uh...I dunno. It's all getting the same by this point, I mean someone changes, they deal, new person shows up, and it's all the same."
  • Me, Rabid Carol/Caryl Fangirl: "HAVE YOU MET NEGAN."
  • Uncle, thinking this conversation is Too Much for Mother's Birthday Dinner at Pub: "Yeah, that Asian kid just died."
  • Me, Losing All Her Shit: *pterodactyl shrieking*
  • Uncle, Unimpressed: "I think I'm going to stop watching, though, 'cause like I said: it's all getting repetitive and -"
God certainly calls his human creatures toward the same goodness that he displays; in fact, he commands it. However,  God certainly does not coerce it… God commands it, knowing that it is for his creatures’ own good that they should obey the command, but he allows his creatures, nevertheless, to exercise moral freedom in choosing whether to obey… Human failure or refusal to obey the command does not bring the world to an end, nor does it lead to divine disengagement… What happens instead is that God, who is perfectly good, finds ways of continuing to work for the good in a world now compromised by evil… God pursues the good; he does not, by fiat, impose it. He turns the world as much toward the good as he can, while respecting the moral freedom of the human creatures who inhabit it.
—  Seriously Dangerous Religion: What the Old Testament Really Says and Why It Matters  by Iain W. Provan

…you know what it feels like to get booped off an edge. You just…let it happen and die a little inside is all.

my whole existence
  • <p> <b>me, reading fanfics :</b> i wanna write too<p/><b>me, staring at the blank word document :</b> can i go back to peacefully binge reading soulmate aus now<p/></p>

me, thinking about how 2016 took so many good people like David Bowie, Alan Rickman, Prince and George Michael, but ain’t do a damn thing but reward people like Donald Trump, Nigel Farage and Vladimir Putin:


a small time-travel!AU story