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Donghae to Hyuk special audio message from devil:

Donghae: Eunhyuk-ah, when i first saw you when i was in my second year of middle school,i thought of doing a duet with you and i also thought of doing super junior with you.

AS COMPARED TO SAYING I LIKE YOU, I THINK SAYING I LOVE YOU IS MORE FITTING.. 

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I REALLY LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU..a text message came I LOVE YOU NOW..

I wish (the message) is from you..

I LOVE YOU!

ELF! you are mine! (c)


I feel like I’m just about to lose it. I just got a call from my mom that my 94 year old grandpa is in the hospital with a high fever and possibly a stroke.I am so worried that I literally feel sick to my stomach. It sucks to be in college and being away from home. I have no idea how I am going to take my midterms this week. I really just can’t right now. I know crying isn’t going to do anything for me… but what is a better alternative? I just want to be home right now.

i hate being so far away from them..

i said im gonna sleep early tonight since i dont have any homework.. i couldnt sleeeep, why? i miss my cousins, my friends, my family.. people who have the biggest part of me.. back in the Philippines.
i thought of going thru my cousin slash bestfriend slash sister’s facebook.. she upload tons of pictures of them on Christmas. All my cousins aunts uncles and grandma was there. and found out im having my first god daughter on february, one of my cousins is having a baby boy this february and he messaged me that imma be his godmother, whether im there or not lol my grandma looked healthy and happy in the pictures and im glad to see her like that.. when i left i had cute little cousins(id call them little coz i was taller, which is not usual so i was proud), now theyre like taller than meee omg it’s like not 4 years that passed but 10yearsss

its been freakin four years. i wanna go home.. please.. well i actually i am but id have to wait for eleven monthsss. im seriously cryin right now i couldnt help it.. i wanna go home.. and give them the sweetest hug on earth..

i miss you all.. aaaaahhhh

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THIS VIDEO MAKES ME CRY EVERY TIME