“I try not to think about what might have been, cause that was then, and we have taken different roads.”

- theres no way to know

Friend: “The Hobbit isn’t real. it’s a fantasy movies. Get over it.”

Me: “You need to watch it and then you’ll understand.”

*Watching UAJ*

Friend:

*Watching DOS*

Friend:

*watching BOTFA*

Friend: “Ohhhhhhh nooooo Why does it hurt so much?”

Me (softly): “Because it was real.”

Friend:

Me:

Friend:

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

honestly i relate so much to that quote “we accept the love we think we deserve”. like it’s so true?? i feel so uncomfortable when someone loves me. i wanna run away when someone shows too much interest. i feel so unworthy of love. i think all i want is to be loved, but i feel so bad when someone actually does love me. on the other hand, when someone i love treats me like shit i think it’s what i deserve. i only ever fall in love with the impossible. 

Random person: *wears a shirt from a fandom I love*

Me: *desperately tries to create a friendship by intensely staring at them*