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I wake up in the morning with a heavy weight on my chest, a shadow enveloping my mind.

I try to forget the things I said and did. I try not to let the ‘what ifs" bother me.

I try to forget the beautiful nights and countless hours spent in bliss.

I try to forget about you.

I try, and I fail.

—  stella .
excerpt from a book I’ll never write
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What if I can’t forget him, like I can’t forget my own name? He wrote himself into my life and I can’t tear out those pages. He’s everywhere. He’s everything…

And he’s gone.

—  stella .
excerpts from a book I’ll never write [16]