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Good Things that Happened in 2016

·         New chemotherapy breakthroughs have increased the 5-year survival for pancreatic cancer from 16% to 27% (and is getting better)

·         Scientists figured out how to link robotic limbs with the part of the brain that deals with intent to move so people don’t have to think about how they will move the limb, it can just happen.

·         Child mortality is down everywhere and it keeps going down.

·         Thanks to the ice bucket challenge the gene responsible for ALS has been found, meaning we are closer to an effective treatment. Let me rephrase that: we are close to getting a treatment for a very bad disease because a lot of people (including really hot celebrities) got wet.

·         A solar powered plan circumnavigated the world.

·         Michael Jordan donates 2mil to try and help bridge connection between police and the community.

·         Tiger numbers are growing.

·         And manatees.

·         And pandas.

·         Pakistan has made strides toward outlawing honor killings.

·         70,000 Muslim clerics declared a fatwa against ISIS.

·         Pokemon Go players went insane with placing lure modules near hospitals for sick kids.

·         California is now powering over 6 million homes with solar power, a record in the US (and that is the tightest shit)

·         Volunteers in India planted 50 million trees in 24 hours.

·         Apparently world crime as a whole has drastically declined as a whole in the last couple of decades.

·         Coffee consumption has been proved to help curtail cancer and suicide rates.

·         Speaking of coffee Starbucks figured out how to donate perishable food in a food safe way.

·         500 elephants were relocated to a better, safer and bigger home.

·         We made massive strides in Alzheimers’ prevention (my grandmother literally told me that scares her more than getting cancer this is very good news)

·         The ozone layer is repairing itself and all the work we did to get rid of those aerosol chemicals was actually worth it.

·         A new therapy developed in Israel could cure radiation sickness.

·         The Anglican church resolved to solemnize same-sex unions the same as opposite-sex unions which required a super majority of all three orders of the church (lay, clergy, bishop).

·         The Rabbinical Assembly issued a resolution affirming the rights of transgender and non-conforming individuals.

·         Precision treatments for cancer are hitting clinical trials and WORKING (as someone who’s had relatives with cancer this is the best news)

·         Dentists are once again providing free care to veterans who need it.

·         The Orlando Shakespeare Festival showed up with angel wings to block funeral-goers for the Orlando Pulse victims, view from anti-gay protesters

·         Rise Women’s Legal Centre opened

·         Death by heart disease has decreased by 70% in the United States

·         Two brothers saw color for the first time thanks to specially-designed glasses

• Portugal ran its entire nation solely on renewable energy for four days straight

·         A retiree is launching a project to transport 80 endangered rhinos to an Australian reservation to save the animals from poaching

·         An Afghan teacher has been delivering books via bicycle to villages that lack schools

·         Harriet Tubman is going to replace Andrew Jackson on the $20 bill.

·         200 strangers attended the funeral of a homeless WW2 veteran with no family

·         A teen battling cancer married his sweetheart

·         Bank firm pays for college tuition for the children of employees who died in the 9/11 attacks

·         New medicine has been shown to increase melanoma survival rate to 40%

·         Over 800 Boko Harem Hostages were rescued by Nigerian Army

·         Toys R Us is Offering Quiet Shopping Hour for kids with autism this holiday season

·         Volunteers made special tiny Halloween costumes for NICU babies

·         A 4-year old befriends a lonely man and helped him heal after losing his wife

·         Families grew

·         People survived c ancer

·         People overcame depression

·         Any kind of victory, even if it affects only one person,  is a victory

·         Now for the pop culture good news

·         LEONARDO DICAPRIO WON AN OSCAR! EVERYONE READING THIS LIVED LONG ENOUGH TO SEE LEO FINALLY GET WHAT HE DESERVED

·         There’s a new Harry Potter book

·         And a movie

·         Harry Potter has no plans on vanishing with time

·         This sweet father gave candy to passengers on a flight so his little girl could trick or treat on Halloween

·         LET ME TALK ABOUT ALL THE KICK ASS MOVIES WE GOT THIS YEAR OH MY GOD

·         Kung Fu Panda 3, this franchise is still going strong despite that its about a panda played by Jack Black

·         Jungle Book. The amazing remake none of us saw coming

·         Finding Dory. I haven’t seen it yet but I’ve heard good things

·         Kubo and the Two Strings. Haven’t seen that yet as well but its Laika so I know it’s a masterpiece

·         Deadpool. The beautiful and super accurate R-rated marvel film

·         Captain America: Civil War. Seriously is the best marvel movie yet in my opinion I need more.

·         Zootopia. Oh don’t mind me I’m just a movie that tackled the issue of racism and not only game changed animated films but also made a billion dollars

·         The Hamilton Mixtape is coming out. Which is a bunch of artists singing songs from the musical (Sia, Usher, Regina Spketor, etc.) I’m excited.

·         A personal victory for myself, I joined Tumblr and met angels in blog form so…that’s uplifting.

·         And I met my favorite voice actor at a con which was a bucket list accomplishment.

Good Things that have yet to happen this year

·         Birthdays

·        Thanksgiving

·         Black Friday

·         Moana

·         Christmas

Good things that have nothing to do with the year but will hopefully make you feel better

·         Puppies

·         Chocolate

·         Rainbows

·         Rain (I like listening to rain it’s one of the most calming sounds)

·         Cartoons

·         Kissing

·         Music

·         Friends

·         FF: If you are a religious person you are an imperfect masterpiece

·         FF: If you are not then you are a splendid coincidence

·         Any year spent with loved ones be they family or friends is a good year. Trust me.

·         ”A laugh can be a very powerful thing. Why, sometimes in life, it’s the only weapon we have” –Roger Rabbit

#NeverForgetTheGood


*Plz feel free to add other good news (even if it’s something small like you ate cheesecake THAT is good news)

*at the end of the year I plan to remake this list with new things, fixed mistakes and links but will be posting from my side blog @iamrainbow
Some hilarious prompts #2

(bcs why not) Finally my collection of text posts will get in use omgg :D:D:DD:

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(Send me requests with 1/1+ prompt/s. I write about a lot of fandoms and also a lot of different things : one shots/scenarios/imagines/headcanons/chats/conversations/aesthetics/alomst anything) REQUESTS ARE OPEN! (for promts from this list and from the first one ; third one)

82. Do you ever talk to a person and your heart starts doing some dubstep shit.

83. If you can’t deal with my sarcasm, I can’t deal with being your friend. 

84. I’m nothing but a constant state of internal screaming at this point.

85. I went to the beach once, 500 years later I still have fucking sand in my shoes.

86. How long after arriving at someone’s house is it appropriate to ask for the WiFi password?

87. Getting real tired of my own bullshit.

88. Thanks elevators, for bringing me up when I was down.

89.  Here’s a little song I like to call “I cherish our friendship so I won’t tell you I would totally have sex with you if you asked.”

90. A: Do you ever get the urge to get up in the middle of the night while everyone else  is fast asleep and just walk places and be completely and entirely dedicated to your thoughts?
      B: Yea, but the problem is I don’t want to get murdered. You feel me. 

91. Let me sleep in your stupid t-shirts and hold your dumb hand, you piece of shit.

92. need a gang to follow me around all day and clap when I make jokes.

93.  You know that feeling when you’re not your favourite person’s favourite person, and it kind of feels like you’re constantly swallowing sand.

94. “Stop being so dramatic” they say, “I don’t know what you mean” I say as I descent from the ceiling, surrounded by mist.

95. Just because you’re trash doesn’t mean you can’t do great things. It’s called garbage can, not garbage cannot.

96. Studies show that I literally did not ask.

97. A: It doesn’t matter what you look like on the outside…
      B: Whew!!! good
      A:…It’s who you are on the inside!
      B: Ah, fuck!

98.  A (puts their hand over their crush’s): Ha ha how’d that get there?

99. I express my emotions in long groans at different octaves.

100. I mean you piss me off, but I’d do anything for you.

101. Honestly, sometimes you just gotta let me be dramatic. Because I will get over it. But let me be dramatic first!

102. Do you ever feel like a 4 times divorced 45 year old woman that smokes cigarettes in her fur coats on a grand piano? Cause I do and it’s sad.

103. Single, not sure how to mingle.

104. I love it when people rant to me, like yes, I am entrusted with your hate.

105. My idea of flirting is making fun of each other, until one of us fucks up and says something nice.

106. A: I hate playing “never have I ever” because I’m a fucking slut.
        B: I hate playing “never have I ever” because I’m a fucking virgin.

107. Do you live on Elm Street, because you’re a nightmare.

108. Remember your parents told you to take out the trash? I’m the trash. They were telling you to take me out. Date me.

109. You know, liking someone and pretending you don’t is a lot of hard work.

110. How do you politely tell someone that you want them naked and on top of you?

111.  A (whispering): I really like you and want to kiss you a lot.
        B: What?
        A: I said you suck.

112. Have you ever accidentally befriended someone who is very very irritating?

113.  If you step on a person’s foot they open their mouth, just like a trash can.

114. How do I get over someone I never even dated?

115. Things I want - snuggles. Things get - struggles.

116. If you see me and I’m not wearing black, you saw wrong, that’s not me.

117. Why do we need to watch the sky to enjoy the stars, when the ulitimate star is me.

118. I hate when It’s so hot outside and a bitch tells you to take your jacket off, like bitch no, this is my outfit.

119. If karma doesn’t come around and hit you in the face, I will.

120. I don’t think I’ve ever shut up in my entire life.

121. A: You don’t talk much.
        B: I’m observing your weaknesses since you’re so freely verbalizing everything about yourself.

122.  A: My kink is when people actually care about my feelings and what I have to say
         B: Too unrealistic, settle for bondage like the rest of us.

123. A: Your future self is watching you right now through your memories.
        B: Not if I get drunk enough.

124. A: Is there a word between angry and sad?
        B: Malcontented, disgruntled, miserable, desolated.
        A: Smad.
        B: Oh my gOD.

125. Does the pale glow of my computer make me look hot?

126. Rest in peace to all the hours of sleep I’ve lost to overthinking.

127. You know it’s really rude to talk while I’m interrupting.

128. Is “no” an emotion, because I feel it?

129.  I always look sleep deprived is that hot?

130. If you listen carefully you can hear me whisper “shut the fuck up” at least once every five minutes.

131. I’m kind of hurt, kind of offended, kind of not planning on saying anything about it.

132.  I’m tired 8 days a week.

133. I don’t trust people who look good with messy hair.

134.  I may be a shitty friend, but I’m your shitty friend.

135. Seven billion people on this planet and I have 2 friends. What is wrong with people, like put some effort in it, I’m not just gonna come and do the job for you.

136.  I’m sorry, is my swag distracting you?

137. I aspire to get to that level of hot when my hair looks like shit and I smell like black coffee and yesterday’s eyeliner is smudged under my eyes, but I still look fine as hell.

138. A: No, listen! What if one day you just turned into an almond and you couldn’t do anything about it because you were just a fucking almond?!
       B: You need to get laid, you weirdo.

139. A: You wear that a lot.
        B: That’s because I’m the main character of the story here, peasant.

140.  I don’t “dress to impress”, I dress to depress. I want to look so good that people hate themselves.

141. Behind every great man is me, checking out that ass.

142. The future is now, old man.

143. Seriously, all you do is bitch.

144. Are you trying to seduce me? Because so far you’re doing a great job.

145. Forgive and forget? More like resent and remember.

146. I’m that kind of person who between two choices always picks the wrong one.

147. I know what you’re going through, I read “The Perks of Being a Wallflower”.

148. Excuse me, I hate to go and vomit.

149. A: One day I hope I am the girl that walks into a room and all eyes are on her.
        B: The trick is to get a really big hat and scream.

150.  So tired of being human, I want to be a flower.

151. Screenshots don’t scare me, I know what the fuck I said!

152. I’m sorry for what I said, I was hungry.

153. A: Don’t buy a girl flowers. Flowers die. Buy her a dragon.
        B: Because dragons don’t die?
        A: Because it’s hard to say “no” to something that can murder you instantaneously.

154. I want to be rebellious, but I don’t want to get in trouble.

155. A to B: Breaking news: being an asshole all the time doesn’t make you complicated and mysterious, it just makes you an asshole

156. You know it’s really rude to talk while I’m interrupting.

157. One of these days I’m going to roll my eyes too hard and I’m gonna go blind.

158. I’m not a hint taker, you need to speak up.

159. Why allow yourself to be full of hate, when you can be full of pasta instead?

160. I’m an angry person and I want to let it all out and be an asshole, but I’m also a nice person and I don’t want to actually hurt anyone’s feelings, do you feel me?

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✅ Reasons Why I Am Awesome
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✅ Life Plan (Rencana Usia 21-60 Tahun)
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✅ Monthly Spread
✅ Weekly Schedule
✅ Daily Activities
✅ Jadwal Kajian
✅ Du'a List
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✅ Places to Travel
✅ Financial Report
✅ Books to Read
✅ Must Have Items
✅ People That Inspire Me
✅ Family & Close Friends Milad
✅ End-of-Year Evaluation
✅ Notes

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Can’t Stay Best Friends || Jughead J.

31. “Why do you keep pushing me away?”

Requested by anon


I was determined. Determined to find out why Jughead had ignored me all summer after Jason’s disappearance. And I wasn’t just that, he’d still ignored me when we got back from summer break, and it was already the second week of school.

I was pissed and determined as I did a speed walk down the hallway, and people got that I was angry and ready to fight, they cleared a path as I made my dissent to Jughead’s locker.

Him and his locker finally came in my line of sight, and it seemed like my legs couldn’t move fast enough without breaking into a sprint. I stopped behind his locker door, burning imaginary holes through it, and crossed my arms over my chest. Jughead closed his locker door, as the door gave away my position, he seen me and jumped.

Shit Y/N.”

“Shit is right, and you’re deep in it.” I watched as his Adam’s apple bobbed up and down as he swallowed, fear clearly in his features at the sight of my rage.

“Look -”

“Why did you ignore me the rest of the summer and you still are.” I asked, taking a step closer to him. He was having an internal debate with himself whether or he should tell me. “You better tell me what the fuck it is.”

He sighed, grabbed my arm, and pulled me into an empty room, closing the door behind him.

“Why Jughead.”

“Because I’ve been writing a book about Jason’s disappearance and death.” He admitted.

“You’ve ignored me over a book?” He looked me in the eyes.

“Yeah,” He didn’t seem too sure about his confession, but I sighed in defeat wanting my best friend. “I’m really sorry Y/N, it was a dick move.”

“Damn right, but I forgive you, I guess.” A huge grin spread across his face. “But you better not do this to me again.” I threatened, pointing a finger at him.

“Okay, okay. What do you say to Pop’s after school?” He asked, a hopeful look in his eyes.

“Alright, but we need to get to class, we’re late.”

“When did you start caring about if you made it to class on time?” He asked as we left the room, out into the empty hallway.

“After my ass got chewed out by my mother when she seen the amount of tardies I had.” He laughed.

“Yeah, your mom can get pretty scary when she’s pissed.”

“Yeah, I guess it runs in the family.” I smirk, remembering his reaction to when I showed up.

“I guess so.”

***

“Okay, so this book you’re writing about this summer, what’s it like?” I asked as he typed away.

“What do you mean?” He stopped typing, and looked up at me after his laptop.

“I mean, is it fiction, non fiction, what genre is it?” I swirled my tea around with my straw as I asked.

“It’s non-fiction, more like a journal give or take.” He said, then continued typing.

“Oh,” I let go of the straw, laying my arms down on top of each other on the table, watching Jughead type. As he typed, worry etched his features, I lay my hand down lightly on one of his, stopping him from typing. He pulled his hand out of my reach. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah,” He then went back to typing away.

“What’s wrong with you? Why do you keep pushing me away? Did something bad happen over the summer, besides Jason?” I asked, my voice raising in pitch, show how upset I was.

He let out a sigh and shut his laptop, looking me straight in the eyes. “Nothing is wrong.”

“Bullshit, I can see the bags under your eyes, and your closed off, more than you usually are.” He sighed looking away from me. “I want to help Jug, please let me help.” I laid my hand on his arm, trying to get his full attention on me. He looked down at my hand, a longing look in his eyes.

“I know that it hurt you when I stopped talking to you, but it hurt me too. It hurt me because I knew I was hurting you.” I stayed quiet, letting him explain himself, even though I wanted to blow up on him. “I spent the summer trying to get rid of these feelings I had, and I thought that pushing you away would get rid of them.” He looked up at me.

“What do you me-” He cut me off.

“I like you, Y/N.” He rushed out, then grabbed my hand that was on his arm. “I’ve liked you for a long time, and knew you don’t like me back, that’s why I’ve been pushing you away. I’ve been trying to get rid of those feelings, but none of it is working.” Before he can say anything more, I get up, leaning over the table, and kissed him on the cheek.

He was speechless as I flopped back down into the booth, his mouth opened and closed, trying to form words. “I like you too. I’ve actually known you liked me, I was just waiting for you to say something.” I said, smiling as a blush rose to his face. “Now, why don’t you order me a milkshake?” He laughed, as if he couldn’t believe this was happening.

“Okay,” He called over a waitress and ordered my favorite milkshake and ordered himself a burger.

I’m finally got my best friend back and got him to admit his feelings for me, I was possibly the happiest person in the world at that moment.


Masterlist || Prompt List

anonymous asked:

Why do you like bakugou?

okay so this is a really long list but i’m not putting it under the cut because EVERYONE MUST KNOW

1. excellent representation of people with anger issues

2. rival character whose bullshit isn’t excused because *insert tragic backstory here*

3. rival character whose bullshit isn’t excused period

4. has problems that are treated like actual problems

5. possibly the best character development i’ve ever seen in my life tbh

6. isn’t very social and has a hard time making friends because he doesn’t think he needs them and his personality and behavioral ticks put people off but one person decided to befriend him anyway and now because of that he’s slowly learning how to interact with others in a more positive manner, more people are willing to try and get to know him, and he’s beginning to realize that his behavior is problematic and he’s starting to change and i relate to that so much you don’t even know

7. his actions have consequences and he learns from them

8. the actions of others that involve him have consequences and they learn from that too

9. he sticks to his ideals even when he’s in a situation that most people would not be able to handle

10. he’s an incredible example of changing yourself without becoming an entirely different person

11. goes from screaming at everything and being a total jackass to awkward friend who’s Trying™ (but still kinda a jackass)

12. has a family that others see as dysfunctional but they make it work

13. has extremely realistic reactions to having his entire worldview shift after losing to midoriya in the villain simulation thing

14. is allowed by the author/narrative to have moments of weakness that don’t detract from who he is or make him look pathetic - he literally breaks down crying and it is in no way treated as a joke because boys have can have and show feelings too

15. when people (usually his friends) make fun of him, it’s almost always because of silly thing, like what best jeanist did to his hair, and when it’s something that would be serious in real life, it’s serious here (i.e., the sports festival)

16. his strengths are actually shown, not just told, as are his weaknesses

17. he has a huge inferiority-superiority complex and it’s actually being treated like a legitimate problem rather than a joke

18. even though he has trouble communicating with others, there are people (kirishima and, as of the provisional exam, kaminari) who understand him and what he’s trying to say even if he’s not saying it in the most appropriate way and as an autistic person that means so much to me

19. the narrative acknowledges that part of the problem with his behavior stems from lack of action from adults but never tries to diminish or deny his responsibility for anything

20. has a long way to go but goddammit he’s going to fucking get there and i’ll probably cry when he does

21. look at him

22. this

Originally posted by unoutan

23. this

Originally posted by demigodxtonio

24. this

Originally posted by tenma-san

25. “king of explodokills”

26. he’s actually really really smart and analytical

27. no really look at him

28. look. at. him.

29. ARE YOU LOOKING

30. my son

Representation and Why It Matters

Earlier I stumbled upon a post on Reddit that I knew wasn’t going to make me happy, but I was curious nonetheless. It was about Todd Chavez coming out as asexual on Netflix’s Bojack Horseman.
The OP listed a few reasons, as to why, in their opinion, that was a mistake. To sum up the major points, according to OP, the asexuality puts a barrier between fans and the character and making him asexual ruins the character for most people, because they can’t relate.

But what about the asexual people? When I see a TV show, watch a movie or read a book, even if I talk to my friends or family - I can’t relate to roughly 99% of the whole human race. The chances of running into a fellow asexual person are so slim that fictional characters that are asexual are the most comfort most of us can have. Yet, the list of asexual characters isn’t exactly long, either. Why does it hurt you to extend that list a little?
There is never going to be a fictional character that you can 100% relate to, but there is often some aspect that you can relate to a lot and that is what you should be focusing on instead.
So saying that you don’t want others to get representation because you can’t relate to is selfish, careless and harmful.

Not everybody has their sexuality figured out yet. Because asexuality is a relatively new term with little research to it, most of us first heard the term rather late in life. And if a form of media decides to include it, supporting the representation and distribution of the orientation, that may lead to people finally having a word to describe what they’re feeling. 

Or maybe someone came out to their friend, who doesn’t believe them, only to end up watching a TV show where the orientation gets represented. Representation is mostly for the people that are being represented to not feel alone or confused or broken. But it’s also there for the others to create a chance for them to be educated, understand and be tolerant in a way they couldn’t in real life. After all, don’t you get to know fictional characters more honestly and in depth than most people you meet in real life? 

Representation matters. But maybe it will help you understand that asexuality isn’t such a foreign concept. And then, if you give it a chance, asexuality won’t be the number one thing that you can’t relate to in a show about an alcoholic horse that was in a sitcom in the 90s and now doesn’t have his life together.

Can I just say that the Mass Effect Andromeda haters are getting to be too much? Like if you don’t wanna play it, fine. If you canceled your preorder, whatever. You do you boo boo. But far too often to I see them entering places where people are genuinely enjoying the game to fill it up with hate. Like when I looked up a video of the patch notes and literally most of the comments were people slamming the game. On a video made by a third party person who wasn’t affiliated with Bioware. Just some dude who wanted to show the differences before and after the patch. So you’re telling me you purposefully looked up Mass Effect Andromeda videos on YouTube just to write mean comments about it? And yesterday some guy from my PSN friends list messaged me directly to bash MEA because I was playing it. Like why? Why are you seeking this out to hate? Why do you wanna ruin someone’s fun like that? The money’s already spent. Leave people alone who are just playing their game. It’s not hard.

The Only Reason Why (Zach Dempsey x Reader)

“(Y/N) … Sunshine, like Clay, your name does not belong to this list, because unlike anything that happened to me, you were the only reason, the only reason I was still smiling. You were my true friend, and you were the only one who did not turn away from me, because you were my ray of hope, and I owe everything to you, know that you were the last person I thought before I died … ”

You listened attentionaly to your tape, the tape that Hannah Baker, your best friend, left for you after she killed herself. You were one of the reasons why she did what she did, but you never did anything wrong to her, you would never hurt your best friend, your sister.

“You’re on this tape, not because you did something wrong, but because I thought you’d walk away. When you started dating Zach, I thought you’d leave my life like everyone else, I thought I’d be alone, after all, You love him more than anything…but I was mistaken, you would never do this to me…I was just too stupid to thought of it. I saw your silly smile every time you talked about him, and for the first time, I felt jealous, thinking that he would get me out of you, the only thing that still made me get out of my bed every day. And so many times that you asked me if I was ok, even though you already knew the answer, you were still on my side…and what I did to you was unfair, but you could not save me when I was right about my decision…and I would not go back…”

Tears were already flowing through your eyes without even noticing, listening to Hannah talking to you about everything she did not say to you when she was alive, you were broken apart. Your friend. Your only friend, and you can not save her.

- (Y/N), babe. I was calling to telling you- (Y/N)? Babe? It’s everything alright? What happened?

Zach asked as he entered the room, seeing you crying. You had completely forgotten that he was going to come to your house for you to go to another party in the house of whoever it was this time, and you did not hear his calls or his steps on the stairs, you were devastated, crying, and got into a mood that you only get when listening to those tapes.
Zach quickly caught up with you and embraced your frail and devastated form in bed, repeatedly asking what had happened, even though he had idea what it was.

- (Y/N)…Babe, calm down, talk to me, breathe…talk to me…

Zach waited long enough for you to calm down and stop crying. Your eyes were swollen when you finally stopped crying and looked at Zach, your boyfriend…

“(Y/N), my Sunshine…I know what I said on Zach’s tape, about what he did and what I think about him…but (Y/N), he’ll never, ever, disappoint you…”

-Babe…
-I heard my tape, Zach. I was on my tape…

“…He’ll never let you down like I did, he’ll be there for you when I could not be there, to comfort you, and hold you…”

-Zach…I found her…
-What?
-The day she … I decided to stop by her house, I felt something was not right …

“…after all, he’s a gentle person, and I know he’ll do everything for you, and he’ll love you too much…”

-… I spent a little bit earlier in her house before I met you at Monet’s that day, when I arrived, the front door was not locked, so i come in, and I was calling her. Then I heard water spilling upstairs, still calling for her, but she did not respond. Upstairs, I saw that there was water coming out of the bathroom, that’s when I really felt something was wrong, when I opened the door…

Silent tears fell down your face again, and Zach still held you, listening intently.

- … she was in the bathtub, her wrists cut, and the tub full of blood, I tried to keep her awake, alive, I called 911, and I tried to keep her eyes open so she could hear me, her parents came soon after, seeing all that, but it was late, she was already gone…and I could not do anything Zach! If I had arrived earlier…
-Hey, hey, listen to me, listen to me…babe, it was not you, you could not do anything about what she had decided. It was not your fault, okay? It was mine, it was Justin’s, it was Alex’s, Jessica’s…all of us, we all messed with her, I messed up with her, but I’m not going to mess with you. I will not let you down, ever, never, and you can talk to me about everything. It was not you…it was not your fault.

“And he will never make a mistake with you, he will love you with all his strength and support you in whatever decision you make, and I hope you have a future together, and I will always be with you, always love you, wherever place you are, I love you.”

You and Zach didn’t go to the party, he prefer, just because of you, not to go, he prefered to be with you, and hold you while you calm yourself, being with him, in his presence, with him calming you and saying sweet words to encourage you to go through everything that you were passing since Hannah’s death. And she was right about him, he was kind, and gentle, and he would always be there for you. No matter what.

CAUGHT OUT; Luke Hemmings Imagine..

Summary: Y/N and Luke have been friends with benefits for a while but what happens when someone catches them out?!

Words; 1.7k 

Message me if you want a Part 2 of this!!

Part 1 

“Hey Y/N” i heard from behind me

i was just getting out of my car when i heard a voice

It was Luke

“Hi Luke” i said back to him

I couldn’t help but think about last night, the way his hands were on me and the feel of his lips..

but i have to remember we are at school..

“I want to show you something after school” he said

Really? Again..

can’t he go without sex for one day?

My leg’s still hurt

“ don’t you have practice?” i asked

I hope he has plans, i don’t think my body can deal with another orgasm..

he smiled and leaned against his truck and said “ I don’t have practice today?”

i could feel my heart beat faster and faster

maybe he just wants to hang out..

Ha Luke hemmings just wants to hang out..that’s a new one

“and what do you want to show me exactly? i’ve already seen your penis?” i smugly said  to him

his smile got bigger and then he said “you will just have to wait and see after school”

and then he was gone

oh my god

i heard the bell go of in school..

great..

I couldn’t help but think of Luke all during break..

i wouldn’t know what you call me and him.. we aren’t exactly friends but we aren’t together

he is sitting with his popular friends.. the footballers and the cheerleaders while i am over here sitting with my girl friends..

i don’t know how it started really..

i was asked to help him study in maths.. of course i denied it but the teacher said he really needed help so i gave in and told her i would do it and before this happened i never really liked Luke, yes hes hot but it’s my friend Hannah who likes him more than me and she couldn’t believe that i got to spend a whole hour after school with him..

It wasn’t until our third study session it happened.

He was pissed of because teachers had been giving him a hard time and he took it out on me which is wasn’t getting away with, i wasn’t the source of his problem and i wasn’t making him my problem

but after he said sorry for the way he talked something changed..

the feeling in the air.. the tension between us and then next thing i remember was our clothes on the ground and Luke pressing me up against the book shelf in the library

that was 3 weeks ago.

we can’t keep away from each other, no matter how hard we try..

our study sessions lead to us in bed or in the back of his car with our clothes off.

nobody knows this.

it wouldn’t matter if someone found out, we are both teenagers having sex there is nothing wrong with that but i’m a private person but i know if my friends found out they wouldn’t be my friends and i will be labelled just another girl on Luke’s list.

When the final bell went i was so happy

i met Hannah by the locker once i got out of my last class

“Did you see Luke today, he looked so hot” she said just as i opened my locker

i rolled my eyes at her, this obsession she has is getting out of hand.

if she likes him so much why can’t she talk to him?

she has nearly every class with him

she is the one person i would hate to find out about me and Luke.

“Did you try to talk to him today?” i asked her

she laughed and said “ Of course i didn’t”

i shook my head at her, she needs to get over this and him

“Oh my god, here he comes” she whispered and then she was silent

i didn’t know what she meant but it didn’t take me long to figure out he was behind me

“Ready for this study session Y/N” i heard Luke say

Hannah had already left, she can’t stand to be any where near him she’s scared in case she says something stupid.. which she probably would

i turned around to look at him, most people had gone home now

so the hall was pretty empty..

“Yes” i repiled with then i closed my locker

i wonder what he want’s to show me

he smirked and then started walking down the hall to the exit

once we got to his car he told me to get in

so it involves us going somewhere…

i got in the car and put my seatbelt on but Luke didn’t start the car just yet

which i found weird

he turned to look at me.. why does he look nervous..

“You know me,Cal and Mickey and Ash have been thinking of starting a band?” he said

i nodded my head and then he continued

“Well we sort have been working on this EP for a while and i want your opinion” Luke said

i was surprised about this

he wants my opinion

i couldn’t help but smile at him

“Okay.. play it” i said to him

he turned his car on and put this CD into the player..

the song started to play and then i heard Cal’s voice

“Back in high school we used to take it slow

Red lipstick on and high heel stilettos

Had a job downtown working the servo

Had me waiting in line couldn’t even let go

‘Cause I never wanna be that guy

Who doesn’t even get a taste

No more having to chase

To win that prize

You’re just a little bit out of my limit

it’s been two years now you haven’t even seen the best of me

And in my mind now I’ve been over this a thousand times

But it’s almost over

Let’s start over

we have been driving for a while”..

(Out of my limit by 5sos)

the song stopped and Luke was quiet

wow i didn’t know he could sing that good and i didn’t know Calum had a voice like that!

they sound so good together

i couldn’t help but feel the butterflys in my stomach

i want to hear it again

“Well…” he said

i looked up at him, he looked nervous

“I loved it” i said to him

he smiled and then he leaned forward and smashed his lips against mine

Our lips pressed together and the kiss started getting deeper, his tounge waited at your lips for permission and i gave it to him.

he pulled me over to his side of the car so you would sit on his lap.

he bit your bottom lip, slipping his tongue into your mouth as he gripped your hips, slowly grinding his hips into yours.

i felt him grow from underneath me so i pulled away

“Luke we are in the school parking lot?” I said to him trying to catch my breath

“I need you” He grinned mischievously before attaching his lips against my neck.

i deep moaned left my mouth and i knew i needed him as well

“Get in the back” Luke said seriously..

i smirked at him and then i climbed into the back, very unlady like

Luke followed behind just as my back pressed against the seat,he smirked as he moved me so i was laying down my head pressed into the door.

it was uncomfortable but when i felt Luke’s lips against my neck it was forgotten about

As you wrapped your arms around his neck,Luke gripped your hips moving you so you were in his lap barely breaking the kiss as he did so.

We broke the kiss off and i pulled his top over his head, my hands moved up his defined torso and onto his shoulders.

he is in such good shape.

You pulled him closer to you, sucking on his neck just above his collar bone, grazing it lightly with your teeth.

I could feel Luke growing even harder against your thigh as he took off your top, throwing it onto the front seat before undoing your jeans.

He pulled them down your legs, leaving kisses on your skin as he did so, before you kicked them off of your ankles.

He took off his own jeans, before doing the same with his boxers.

he is big.

i always forget how big he is..

He moved so i was laying down again,His impressive erection seemed to beg for you as he quickly pulled down your pants, teasing your entrance with the tip of his cock.

“Are you ready baby?” he asked looking into my eyes

I couldn’t be more ready, i’m glad there is no foreplay because i am soaking enough and i need him now.

“Yeah..fuck me please..”

Luke smirked at me and then his lips reconnected with my neck and he started sucking hard..

he pushed my legs apart with his hands and then he broke away from my neck

he leaned over and grabbed his jeans and lifted out a silver foil packet, he opened it with his mouth and then he rolled it on himself

“ ready?” he said smirking at me

i nodded my head

He positioned himself at my entrance and thrusted into me

“Fuck…” i moaned

His thumbs lightly pressed into your hips as his wet kisses moved to your breasts, his thrusts becoming harder as he sucked and kissed all over your chest.

As your fingers tugged at his hair, he groaned, reaching down to rub your clit with his thumb.

“Are you close Y/N?” Luke  asked

i couldn’t speak

i have lost my voice

i nodded my head and he smirked

he thrusted harshily into me and i came.

i came so hard.

“Oh my god..” i moaned arching my back of the seat feeling my orgasm take over my body

“Fuck..i’m gonna cum” Luke said

i felt him fill the condom inside me, i clenched around his cock as he released into me letting my orgasm take over my body

Luke pulled out, i tried not the feel sad with the lose of contact as he sat up..

i couldn’t move, i knew i would be sore for a few days

he leaned back on the seat as my legs draped over his naked ones

“Fuck that was good..” Luke said once he got his breath back

i was about to speak when there was a knock at the window

me and Luke both turned to look to see who it was

FUCK!

It was Hannah and Mrs Brandon the Principal

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Love Your Mutuals Day!

Day seven of the SnK no hate awareness week, brought to you by @snkartists! The Mess™ is back with another list full of incoherent joy. This is two days late because reasons(Tumblr is a ButtMunch), but better late than never. This is in a-z order, bare with me and watch me screm, here we go:

@agent-2-6: Chezzaa, my honeydew queen 🍈 huehuehue. You’re extremely fun to talk to and exceptionally sweet? I love talking to you, we have great convos xD Much cute, I appreciate your existence~

@aurieackerman: Aurieee, okay, you just followed me but? A gift, a true gift, as a person and member of our fandom, and incredibly sweet?? You’re on discord now and I like talking to you, our first conversations have been.. interesting (¬‿¬) but nice nonetheless!! I hope to talk to you more! You’re really great c:

@captain-cleanliness: Hey Guy, since we were talking about extravagant words ands synonyms yesterday, here’s one that describes you: “RIBALD”. I feel like it sums you up beautifully 😂 anywhoo, you’re great, a very nice person and extremely funny. You always have me laughing at something, no matter how stupid it is lmao. Thanks for taking to me~

@corporalmizuki: Stelllaaaa, aye. You were like.. one of the first people to follow me? But not even just that, I think you talked to me first? You tagged me in some ask meme??? I have no idea wtf really happened but magic definitely took place. Beautiful, beautiful you are, I love seeing you in my dash and talking to you on the group chats we have. You have great ideas and you are salt shaker #2 Everything about you is just so special and thank you for still putting up with me ɷ◡ɷ (also, *cough* you’re an awesome writer and you don’t get near the amount of praise you should but what *cough*)

@dallyingdivergent: Gabyyy, an angel you are. You’re really fun to talk to and I always appreciate your kind words I sob,,, (I have yet to answer your ask but???? It did things tk my heart??? You are amazing??¿¿) I always look forward to our chats, you’re so great 😄

@dont–you–heichou–me: Chris, my nut friend. You’re really cool to talk to and you’re a talented writer. You’re also really funny lmao and a really nice person, I hope we get more opportunities to chat!!!

@eli-ereri: Eli, you’re the cutest ah, I love talking to you!! We’ve been mutuals for awhile now?? I don’t remember who followed who first but whatever happened I’m glad it did, you’re amazing. We have great chats and your art is the cutest, I’m still not over the pastel!levi art you made for me, my heart. Thank you for being you~

@eren–gayger: Berry! Even before discord, I feel like I’ve talked to you before??? Your url is so familiar… hmm.. anywho!! You’re great yo, even though we have an 8 hour time difference I sob, we still manage to talk and that’s great. You’re very lovely and I appreciate you letting me join discord hell hehe, high five ( also… also.. .. also, the snk/ereri cah game… i will win that one,,,, watch out yall)

@erenbaegerr: Nada! Beautiful you are! I don’t know how or why you followed me, I think I tripped out?? You’re just so cool. You have great art and your writing always has me swooning?? Our chats are the best, I’m blessed you like talking with me, I appreciate your existence as well~

@erensjaegerbombs: Heiiidiii, ayyye wassup. I still remember when you followed me, I still had my laptop then. I was on my bed with my cat and when I saw the notif, I kicked out my leg, and I guess it excited my cat because she pounced on my leg and did the bitey thing™, I’m sure I’ve told you this before.. 😂oh well. You’re a beautiful person and you tolerate me??? How?? I’m a mess with the attention span of a teeny ferret. I love when we salt together, you are part of my salt shaker (salt shaker #3) collection and it’s beautiful, the five of us discuss many great things. You’re blog is great and despite popularity you’re still a decent blogger, I love that. Thanks for being a friend and talking with me, keep being you!

@glassesgirl0401: Frauu, when you come on it’s always so nice to talk to you. You’re really sweet and funny, I wish to speak with you more, you’re great!

@icecat45: Icy hi! You’re really nice and you’re a great writer? I love the chats we have, and I hope we can have more in the future. You’re great ❄

@kahleniel: Kahl, you’re another really cool person and also.. your hair is so nice??! But that’s off topic. I like speaking with you, it’s fun and I’m happy you followed me back. We should def talk more! Also say hello to ur knife hamster for me!

@lampurple: Biancaaa, my beautiful purple, salt shaker number #4, beautiful friend.. we started talking through the group chat and I don’t regret it?? Lmao whenever I spewed my incoherent rants, you were always there make sense of whatever the issue was lolol, translating my nonsense like you’re Hange. You have beautiful art and great opinions, I’m so glad you talk to me, you’re definitely a treasured mutual as well, and once again a good friend. Thanks pal~

@spacebumblebees: Kayu! You are a beautiful person and you are extremely well rounded? Like.. you draw, write and many other things?? So great you are, please continue to shine~

@oh-eren-my-eren: Yuu, we just started talking but the minute I saw you speak on the group chat I was like “I wanna talk to this person, they seem wonderful and nice” and turns out?? You truly are?? That’s so great. You have beautiful art and you’re really sweet, also I have you to thank for my recent influx of notes because you went through my writing tag lmao,,, you’re just so great, I hope we get more opportunities to chat in the future c: (also you make the best cah suggestions I’m still cackling)

@perfectfearsomebeauty: Ammmmyyyy, my number one salt shaker, my beau, my hc buddy.. what is up! Als;labwowks ??? I was so excited when you followed me, but actually talked to me??? I was like “this really cool person who I admire wants to talk to me.. and likes my opinions.. i weep”. You’re so great, we have great chats,,,, and whenever we aren’t bathing in salt we are either rolling in filthy hcs or we are making sad hcs… but we have done all 3 before 😂 A long standing mutual but more importantly a long-standing friend?? I don’t know how you put up with me but ty, keep being awesome (also plz tell ur cats i said hi and that I think they are beautiful as well)

@pinkheichou: Linnnn, you’re so great??? I don’t know why you followed little me but like??? Why the hell didn’t I follow you sooner??? That’s how you know I was inactive because if I had any sense I would’ve followed back the second you followed me. Ooh, you have great ideas and are just an overall delight, we need to discuss hcs one day!!

@pureren: Tessa wth,,,, you’re the best??? Sobs,,, you followed me back in my Discourse™ days lmaoo, you’ve seen my blog at it’s saltiest and it’s stupidest, yet you still stay, that’s commitment. Your so great, I love when we talk, dude at this point whenever I see a keyboard smash I’m like “is that tessa” lmao, you’re awesome, thanks for putting up with me c:

@shulkie: Shulkie, I weep, how have you put up with me thus far. You’re an amazing person, I still cant think of a reason why you followed me, static comes up, but man I’m glad you did??! You’re fun to talk to, our word wars were fun and you an overall great person with amazing writes. Ty for being you and being just *shakes fist* so wonderful! I appreciate you~

@wonderseverythingabove: Adorableness, you are adorableness, wrapped up in a person, a human adorableness burrito. We dont talk much but hey!!! We need to???? You’re so awesome??? I weep, thanks for sticking around yo

And here to the rest of my mutuals as well (If you are down here it means either we are new mutuals and/or I have yet to talk to you! Let’s change that mhm 💗):

@captain-corporal, @coolsiberiahwinter, @coolsnksideblog, @dinklebert2, @dirtylevi, @dominant-eren, @fractal-bright, @hikariix, @im-eren-jaeger-sexual, @iristelle, @klahnces, @leanderp,@l-e-v-i-ackerman, @levixeren, @levizs, @mockingscout, @monsoondownpour, @mr-d-teufel, @nerdlevi, @nutella-and-ereri, @paladace, @plisehtsky, @raefill, @shitpost-no-kyojin, @sluttttysurveycorps, @suckaknob, @tatakaeeren, @thegreatestdecoy-shoyo, @zaevran

End of my list, have a wonderful day~ (also, you need to follow all these people yea) 💓💗💓

BTS Reaction: Sneaking out in the middle of the night (Maknae line)

Park Jimin:

Originally posted by itschiminie

“Jimin-ah,” you whined, “I’m bored, can we please leave.” You whispered in his ear as you sat next to him, cuddled into his side as you and the rest of the group sat in the living, everyone else focused on the movie besides you and Jimin, both of you itching to adventure around the town.

“(Y/N)-ahhhh,” he mocked your tone, purposely being more annoying than to what you actually sounded like.

You gently hit your hand to his chest and he only reacted by letting out a small giggle at your attempt of a poor comeback.

About 10 minutes passed before you were once again getting antsy from being still in one place for so long. You looked up at Jimin, who was already looking at you with an annoyed expression, and you gave him the best puppy eyes you could muster up, you even poked your quivering lip out a bit you make it more dramatic.

He sighed dramatically, his head flying back, before coming down to whisper into your ear.

“Go to the bathroom and sneak out the front door, I’ll be there in 5 minutes.”

Kim Taehyung:

Originally posted by mayfifolle

4:06 am is what your clock read as you were very rudely interrupted from your sleep by the sound of a familiar and special ringtone that was set for only one person on your entire contact list.

“Goodmorning (Y/N)!!!!” Taehyungs voice rang through your head as you quickly realized that your volume was all the way up.

Turning it down, hoping to not disturb your roommate anymore from the annoying tone in your best friends booming voice.

“Tae, it is 4’o’clock in the morning,” you let out a tired sigh, “what could you possibly need at this time of night?”

“My best friends love and affection,” he smiled widely into the phone screen.

You rolled your eyes as you noticed his surroundings were slightly different from why you usually saw. “Are you in your car?” You asked, curiously.

“Yep,” he said simply, a small smirk appearing on his face, “on my way to come pick up a special girl for a late night trip to the store to grab some snacks and head back to the dorm for a movie night.”

“Tae, I can’t, my roommate will kill me if I’m not here tomorrow morning to go to class with them.”

A evident frown formed on his face as he looked at the camera sadly, his big puppy eyes being impossibly bigger the longer he looked at you.

“Fine.” You sighed.

“Perfect, cause I’m already parked outside your dorm.”

Jeon Jungkook:

Originally posted by iweedu

“What are you doing?”

The tired voice of no other than Jungkook himself startled you as you quickly slammed the fridge door closed and turned around to face him.

“I-I-ah,” you stuttered,”needed some eggs for the brownies I was making and I-ah, didn’t have any at home and the store is closed.” You gave a fake smile his way as he gave you a puzzled look.

“You can have them,” you let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding in, “just-“ he cut in, “as long as I can help you make them and bring some back for myself.” He smirked.

You rolled your eyes at his comment and let out a defeated sigh, nodding a yes.

“Let’s go than,” he grabbed your wrist, pulling you to the door.

“Wait-“ you stopped the both of you, “Aren’t you going to tell one of your Hyung?”

“Oh, most definitely not, I don’t want them finding out that I have brownies,” He scoffed, “especially ones that you made.” He gently bopped the end of your nose with the end of his pointer finger before pulling you out he front door.

You and I. That’s the definition of history. I introduced you to this place, carved out your friendship to prove my loyalty. But that wasn’t enough for you. You instead decide to put me through misery, I wish I knew why. I also wish I knew why you put up this act to look like the bigger person, we both know the truth. I’m tired, I’m tired of the toxic environment, the fake ness, the lies, the manipulation and the list just goes on. I’ve been battling you for as long as I can remember, we battle without fists or words. Instead we battle with our minds, sending negative thoughts to the other, I feel like a broken record. I’m tired. Let me be, let us be.

{PART 2} Who Are You? // Im Jaebum

Originally posted by sugaglos

Pairing: Jaebum x Reader (Ft. Jackson and the rest of GOT7)

Genre: Angst

Summary: Jackson receives a devastating phone call as all the boys desperately try to get in contact with Jaebum - but to no avail.

A/N: Please note that this scenario contains mentions of road/car accidents, cheating and surgery.

{Part 1} {Part 2} {Part 3}


Jackson took the steps up to the dorms two at a time, his gym bag swung over his shoulder as he hummed incessantly to a random tune he had stuck in his head all day. As he unlocked the door and let himself inside to the warmth of his home, he felt his phone vibrating in his pocket – a call. Upon taking it out quickly, he seen your caller ID flash up on the screen, smiling as he answered it and put the phone to his ear.

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Sugar Smoke (M)

Getting yourself a sugar daddy was not in your plan. Having Jeon JungKook as your sugar daddy, was the last thing possible on your list. And no matter how much you try to lie to yourself, you already feel addicted to him, to your dirty little secret. 

-> Next chapter

Pairing: Jeon JungKook x Reader | ft. Lisa

Word count: 4686

Notes: I will update this every Sunday. enjoy :)

 “Why did I accept to do this? Like, who took control over my brain and pressed “Yes” to going here?” you say.

You hit a rock on the pavement, catapulting it into the person in front of you. The girl turns around but you immediately look in another direction and lightly punch your friend in the arm.

“This is fun. And free.” she says.

“I agree with being free, Lisa. Not so much with fun. I could have been home, sleeping.” you say.

Lisa rolls her eyes at you and sighs in response. Quickly, she stands on her tiptoes, and squeals with happiness. “We can enter! We must get the front rows!” she says.

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"How Do I Stop Being Kin!?”: A Helpful Guide (Long Post)

so… yup. tumblr ate some of my archive, including one of my most important posts: a list of steps on how to distance yourself from the kin community. as there’s no way (that i know of) to get that post back… here’s this! 

how to use the guide: all complaints/problems that kin frequently send when they don’t want to be kin anymore? those are in large bold. each complaint has a list of steps on how to solve it; the steps (my responses) are just in the normal font. don’t see what you need? send an ask saying you want to see it in a part 2! 

“I don’t want to be kin with (x) anymore!” 

okay! this one centers mostly around keeping lists. and as i said to the most recent anon, the first step toward stopping is wanting to stop. 

1. get two separate sheets of paper (or start digital documents you can print later). on one, write “(Your Name) List”. on the other, write “(Kintype Name) List.” 

2. fill the YN List first. write down every one of your own traits that you can name. they can relate to appearance, gender, hobbies/interests, mental health, neurodiversity, hopes and aspirations, etc. these do not all have to be good things. try to have a 1/3, 1/3, 1/3 balance of good, bad, and neutral traits. (an example of a bad trait/habit is “nail biting”, because that’s harmful. not “brown hair”. if you don’t like your hair color put “brown hair” down as a neutral trait. it’s not bad, you just want a different color.) 

3. fill the KN (kintype name) list next. do not use “i”, “we”, “myself”, in this list becase it’s not about you. 

  • if it’s a fictional character, write down facts relating to the character’s creation. who’s the author/designer/creator? what year was the source released? what type of media is the source – a fantasy book, a video game, a movie? emphasize that the character is fictional, not real (add ‘in this universe’ if you believe in the multiverse theory) and cannot be reincarnated. 

• if it’s an animal, write down all of its behaviors: does it eat meat? what sounds does it make? is it dangerous or not? now, if you believe in reincarnation, it’s way more plausible that animals can be reincarnated and their next lives can be as humans. emphasize that even if you were the animal in a past life, you are a human now – it is not healthy to think you literally still are the animal and/or to behave like it. 

•  if it’s a part of nature, like a star or a tree, write down all the facts about it that you know and emphasize that it is not sentient, it doesn’t have a soul, and it cannot make choices or be reincarnated. 

keep the lists with you (as a physical copy/paper). 

4. tell yourself that it’s okay to like the character, animal, or thing, it’s okay to feel that it represents part of who you are. it’s okay to feel comforted by it when you’ve had a shitty day or you’re in a bad mood. feeling these things does not automatically make you kin. write these down on a small piece of paper and keep the paper with you. 

5. even though it is okay to like the character/animal/thing, slowly start avoiding content that includes it. if you are trying to stop being fictionkin, do not watch the source. stay away from fanfic, pictures, etc, that make you have strong emotions about it. 

6. if you ever are feeling guilty about something your kintype did (and this applies mostly to villain kin), you are projecting. whether you’re feeling guilty about your own mistakes without realizing, or you want the chance to fix something/apologize, you are projecting. if you are acting out what you really, really want the villain to do – ie, you relate to them strongly but they’re not repentant and you want them to be… rp. start a roleplay blog, write a redemption au. look back at your lists again. 

• if it’s not a villain, but you’re feeling guilty about something bad your kintype did, still do a bit of rp and keep looking back at those lists! 

7. whenever you have “kinfeels” or “kin memories”, look at your YN and KN lists. read them to remind yourself that you are not the same person as the character, not the same being as the animal, and not something inanimate. 

8. try new things and (now i’m not saying this to be a bitch) go outside. i mean it. vitamin d is good for you. you don’t have to exercise, but if you are able to, go for it. visit the library, the park, a coffee shop, the mall, anywhere. test out new hobbies, like 

• writing fiction (could be about the character/animal/thing, if this is how you maintain a connection with it while not identifying as it) 

 • traditional drawing  

 • digital drawing 

 • sewing, knitting, or crochet 

• writing movie critiques/analyses 

• jewelry making 

• making non-kin-related selfcare 

• sports 


“I want to get out of the community, but I’m not ready to let go of my kintypes!” 

so you’re not ready? okay. this is still your first step. you will fuck yourself over badly if you push yourself to 100% stop being kin before you can function without it. this is true in situations like abusive households or trauma: if you pretend that you’re someone else who’s never had to deal with those things, you are using escapism to let off stress and unwind. 

1. change your blog theme. i know it sounds dumb and unrelated. however, having a visual change will make you more inclined to change other things – and it will start to tell other people in the community that you are able to change. 

2. update your about, kin page, and byf. take things like “don’t follow if you don’t see me as (kintype)”, “no doubles”, and kin-related discourse out of those pages. anything that typically appears in kin cringe comps? take it out. (look through my blog for example of typical cringe comp material.) 

• don’t say “literally me”, “100% me”, “ID” about the kintypes you list. 

• instead of having separate sections for “primary”, “secondary”, “tertiary”, things like that… just say “kintypes” once and list them/insert their pictures. 

• do NOT link to others’ blogs saying “this person is my (canonmate name)!” or “i found my (important canonmate)! 

• whatever your stance on ace discourse… take that out of your pages. i have no idea why, but the kin community is fucking overrun with people thinking that aces/aros aren’t lgbtq+. removing this discourse from your blog will remove you from another common kin community behavior. (it’s totally okay to post ace/aro positivity, but don’t involve yourself in heavy discourse and don’t put “Aces/aros are/aren’t lgbtq!” on your about/kinpage/byf.) 

3. if you list kin friends or kin blogs on one of your pages, consider taking out the links and just describing the friends/blogs. this will distance your blog from the network of kin on here. 

4. instead of requesting “kintype selfcare/positivity” from those kin resource blogs: 

• reblog aesthetics that remind you of the kintypes, but is not labeled as “(kintype) aesthetic”. 

• make some aesthetics yourself based on the kintypes. if you’re tagging, then just use general tags (ie, “kin”, “otherkin”, or “fictionkin”), not specifically the character’s name or the type of animal you identify with. 

• write positive affirmations for yourself, such as “i got enough sleep so this will be a better day!” or “i didn’t lie in bed all day so i feel motivated!” or “i ate something healthy instead of junk food!” 

• if you’re writing affirmations specifically about a kintype, don’t refer to the kintype using “i” or “we”. instead, write “(character) tries their best to fix wrongdoings, so i will too!” or “(character) makes an effort to overcome anxiety, so i’m going to try harder too!” or “(animal) isn’t inherently bad/gross; it’s trying to survive like me!” 

• basically, when writing positivity/affirmations, pick a trait that the kintype has that you want to have too. don’t just say “i have this trait because i am (kintype)!” 

• sorry not sorry, but the overwhelming majority of the positivity on those blogs is useless. it might make you feel better for a couple minutes, but it’s superficial. even if the person running the blog genuinely wants people to feel better, they are still operating under the obligation to give positivity. 

it is not as genuine as it should be. the person doesn’t know who you are, and they might not know a lot about the kintype. the positivity from those blogs is generic, ie, “even if you’ve done some bad things, you’re not a bad person!” You need specifics, which only you can come up with – because only you know yourself. when something is vague or general, we think deep down that it’s not true. (btw, that’s the same psychology behind the “sounds fake but okay” meme.)

5. if your mutuals get into kin drama, or if you see kin drama on your dash, stay out of it. it does not matter right now if these people are your best friends in the world, because once the drama dies down, your url is still all over those posts. even if the people who started the drama delete the posts, other people have everything saved. the things you said in anger or anxiety or whatever are still on tumblr. and tumblr has an extremely difficult time recognizing that what someone said three months ago doesn’t define what they say now. 

6. unfollow people who have ‘typical cringe comp material’ on their pages and/or people who frequently are involved in drama. 

• if they have “ask to unfollow” on their pages, unfollow anyway. if they harass you about it, block them (and maybe report for… violating community guidelines. or harassment). DON’T PUT THIS ON YOUR PAGES. EVER. FOLLOWING YOU IS NOT A CHORE. MAKING PEOPLE ASK PERMISSION TO UNFOLLOW YOU CAN CAUSE THEM HUGE AMOUNTS OF ANXIETY. IT’S SHITTY AND ENTITLED. DON’T DO IT. 

7. if you’re going to send hate to antis, i can’t stop you, but for fuck’s sake, do that on anon. (”what!?” you say as you read this post. “but don’t antis think anon hate is cowardly!?”) you just don’t want to be known as someone active enough in the community to send off-anon shit. 

8. if i have or another anti/cringe blog has screenshotted your post/page, ask for it to be removed. no promises that other blogs will remove your stuff, but here on kce and over at @only-on-tomblr, we will. having your content up on popular cringe blogs can definitely get you recognized among the community, and you don’t want that. 


“I don’t want to rely so hard on being kin – I want kin to be a casual thing!” 

1. first off, follow the “i want to get out of the community” list. you don’t have to stop identifying as kin, you just need to distance yourself from that network of over the top, hardcore kin people. 

2. recognize that kin is your coping mechanism. it is okay to use escapism (that’s what kin is tbh) to cope. it is okay to step away from reality, unwind, then go back to reality after a few hours of doing kin stuff/rp. 

3. recognize that any coping mechanism is going to be harmful when you take it too far. when it goes too far, it becomes an obsession. (because i am sure someone’s going to say this, i’m not dragging special interests. those are not the same as coping mechanisms gone wrong and this post does not relate to special interests.

4. guess what? you don’t need just one coping mechanism. and because you’re not completely dropping the kintypes, you need to focus your kin-related energy into a creative outlet. what i mean by that is… write about them. draw pictures of them. do commissions, even for people who have the same kintype. not to mention, if you write about/draw them a lot, you are getting so much better at those skills. 

5. optional: it would also help to make lists of your traits and the kintypes’ traits, like in the first section of this post. 

6. as with the other sections, do not refer to the kintypes as “myself”/”i”. 

that’s about it 


Other things you can do 

• write a brief analysis of an episode, movie, chapter, etc in which the character/kintype appears. what does the person/being do and why? how do their actions result in the episode/chapter/game/movie ending? how do other characters react to it? and how is this different from what you would do, right now, if you were in the same situation? (obviously no one has to see it, so doesn’t matter if it sucks) 

• interact with people who have the same kintype so you can become more comfortable with “doubles” and thus be less intense about being kin 

• when you’re watching/reading/playing/listening to new media (’source’), and you begin to have “kinfeels” for someone, step back. put the book down. pause the show or podcast. remind yourself that this is fiction. even if the multiverse does exist, your kintype cannot cross between universes and ‘be’ you. you are most likely projecting onto the character or you are inspired to create a similar character/oc. 

• aaand…. here it comes… oh god. oh no. limit your time on tumblr. do not spend all day on this forsaken hellsite.  

Things to absolutely NOT do 

post anything like “why did the author put me/kintype in a relationship with a girl!? i’m gay!” all that does is imply that you think you have some kind of ownership over someone else’s character. it makes you look like you want everything to go your way – and not everything can. i am not saying that to be a jerk. 

• ask people to unfollow you. as i said before (now, i don’t have anxiety so this isn’t from firsthand experience), do you have any idea how much anxiety that causes people? and how shitty a thing it is to do? 

• harass someone over being a double 

• tell them to unfollow/stop interacting because they are a double 

• compare being kin to being trans or nonbinary. for fuck’s sake. there’s no such thing as a “kingender”.

                     - even if your kintype was female in ‘your source’, but wasn’t                                  female in canon… that does not mean you are trans and it does                            not mean the kintype is trans.    

                    - even if you are trans yourself, it has absolutely nothing to do with                        you identifying as kin. they are not related. you are a trans person                        who also happens to be kin.    

                   - things like “canidgender: a gender that feels tough and ready to                           defend, a gender that makes you feel alert, a gender that….” are not                     real. gender is not an emotion. besides, these descriptions have                            nothing to do with gender. 

  • say that you have dysphoria about your kintype. again, if you have dysphoria, it’s because you are transgender/nonbinary. you do not have “species dysphoria” about your astral ears. just because it’s listed on google with a definition does not mean it’s legit. 

• use ‘kin pronouns’ like glitch/glitchs/glitchself. ne/nes/neself. star/stars/starself. it/its. the very concept of kin pronouns suggests that gender is automatically tied to kin. it’s not. and you are not an object. 

• send people hate or get into discourse about headcanons involving your kintype 

• tag art as “me” or “kin” or “id”. even if the artist says it’s okay, avoiding this is another way to distance yourself from a harmful community. if you need/want to keep a tagging system, just tag it with the character’s name or the type of animal. 

• tell someone that they are “your (important canonmate). 

• especially do not tell someone that your characters dated and that you must begin a romantic relationship because of that! 

• insist that someone just has to remember something that you remember! here’s an appropriate exchange on this. 

              you: “do you remember when our kintypes had that huge fight, then                     made up and dated for a few months? we drifted apart and stopped                    dating.” 

              them: “no… i recall something different.” 

               you: “oh. well, that’s okay!” 


comments i just know i’m going to get (they’re useless. don’t post them and don’t send them to me) 

you’re policing our identities! 

•you can’t dictate how we cope! 

• you can’t take away our fun! 

• how would you know how this stuff works? you’re not kin! 

• ableist! 

• go do something productive! 

• i don’t care. i’m doing these things anyway! 


-k 

“Secret’s Out” - Oneshot

“Secret’s Out” - Oneshot

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Jim Kirk x Reader

Word Count: 1,151

Key: Y/N = Your Name, H/C = Your Hair Color, E/C = Your Eye Color

Warnings: Fluff, Making Out, Cursing

Summary: You and Jim were a secret. But during your annual medical eval, secrets get spilled.

Originally posted by sansasandorshipper

Author’s Note: My first Jim piece! I had this idea for a while, and thought it would be perfect for him. It’s not beta read and I just kind of wrote it out without my nitpicky brain. Hope you enjoy it!

Thank you to the amazing @the-witching-hours12-3 for beta reading this and just being a good friend. You’re seriously such a great writer and an nice person to talk/work with. <3

If you would like to be tagged in any of my future pieces, check out my tag list above and let me know! And as always, feedback is greatly appreciated!

<3

- DreaSaurusREX


You groan at the noise of your alarm going off. You grab your pad to see why your alarm was blaring at you while you were nice and cozy. Jim rolls around and snakes his arm around your waist and kisses your shoulder blade, causing you to hum in content.

No one knew that you and the Captain Kirk were together, and you both tried your best to keep it that way. You didn’t need those nasty comments coming from the crew. Keeping it a secret had it’s perks, like last night.

You two hadn’t been able to be alone for longer than a few minutes for what seemed like a week. But you two finally had a night off from everything and spent it together. Things got a bit heated if you catch my drift. I mean, he had the scratches all along his back and you had the hickies all over your collarbone and shoulders to prove that.

Unlocking your pad, you read the message that displayed with your alarm: ANNUAL MED EVAL IN 45 MINUTES!

You flopped over and groaned. Bones was a nice guy, but you knew last night’s antics would be seen and cause a very awkward moment between you and the good doctor. Before you could complain, Jim’s pad went off. He turned over and read the message: ANNUAL MED EVAL IN 30 MINUTES!

He just flashed you with a sort of playful look before kissing you.

“How the hell are we both going to get away with these? Bones is bound to notice.” You pressed lightly against one of the scratches on his shoulder blade as you stood up to get dressed, causing him to wince but then chuckle.

“Just play it cool? I don’t think he will be worried about a few scratches.”

You pulled on some underwear and then looked in the mirror. There were dark love bites scattered across the ends of your collarbone and along your ribs. You turned around and gave him a look.

“And how am I supposed to explain your dirty work, smartass?” You sassily said. Jim wandered to you and traced the marks with his finger.

“Hmm…. Problems with training new recruits? Or got in a fight with someone? Or maybe you just tell him that your boyfriend is one of the best people in the universe and knows how much you like this type of thing because he loves you so much?”

“As much as I love this boyfriend, I thought we were keeping him a secret?” You said while playfully smacking his chest. Opening your closet door, you find your uniform and start to get dressed. Jim finds his clothes and gets dressed. He was fastening his pants when he spoke up again.

“Why are we keeping it a secret? I mean, I know why we are hiding it from the ship. But Bones? Uhura? Spock– Well, maybe don’t tell him.” You chuckle as you try to tame your mane of hair. He turns you around to face him. “I mean it, (Y/N/N). Why are we not telling our friends. We can trust them.”

“I trust Bones with my life. He’s saved both of our lives on multiple occasions. I just… I don’t know how to tell him or how he will react. I’m scared. I’m scared with anyone finding out.”

Jim took your hands in his and kissed them, smiling. “It’ll be alright. We can tell them whenever you want to. It’s just getting hard to sneak around this all.”

“I know. I’m sorry. We will tell our close friends before telling anyone else. I just have to kind of prepare for that to be out there, ya know?” Jim nodded and kissed you one more time. “Now get dressed. You have to head to your eval.”

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JRR Tolkien, master of modern fantasy, held a deep, undying dislike for the Bard of England. Let’s talk about why and how it impacted his writing.


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Bridge Burner
Magrudergrind
Bridge Burner

Life will act against your will if you lie to
People who trust.
Live with integrity honesty,
And then happiness will prevail!
Your reputation destroyed
By your own ignorant actions!
Self destroyed by your own actions!
Why do I write lyrics
To express the way I feel?
Because I can’t talk face to face
With an irrational person who steals!
Self destroyed by your own actions!
Left alone, yet cease to realize.
I cross you out from a list of friends.
People who lie and steal!
Because in my eyes you’re as guilty as Marc,
And Eric Neal!

oh man i guess i’m jumping on this bandwagon huh?

❀  special mentions  ❀

@champagnemagnus  my cheerleader, this year would not have been the same without you in my corner every step of the way and i’m so grateful that i have you, i don’t know what i’d do without you. from beta-ing my gifsets, to being there for me whenever i need it, to making sure my ask meme games that i reblog never flop, i know i can always count on you.

@philipcarlyles  my meg, you’re one of my favourite people in the entire world and honestly like??? where would i even be without you? i love screaming over conspiracy theories and les mis with you and one day i’m gonna take you to see the musical on stage idc. you’ve been there for me through thick and thin and i don’t think theres enough words in the world to convey how thankful i am for that. may 2018 bless us by destroying all jalecs and homophobes so we don’t have to keep fighting them

@s0ftmalec  my gorgeous gf simone, i love you so much i’m so lucky to have you in my life even though i don’t deserve you. you made my 2017 so much better with your fics and your beautiful face and our talks about bagels and weird bagel fetishes and i don’t know what i’d do without you. you can make me laugh even on the darkest days and i adore you

@immortal-husbands  listen i’m still an asshole i’m just a sappy asshole okay. i love you so much, beautiful, you’ve been there for me through so much and i’ll continue to be there for you for the next year and beyond. you are so talented and beautiful and you deserve nothing less than the entire world

@santalightwoods  god i hate you so much tbh idk why i even included you in this list, maybe it’s because of apollo. ugh i’m so blessed to have you and your gorgeous beautiful face in my life shut up before you try and argue with me you’re beautiful you’re the only person i have a streak with on snapchat and i think that speaks volumes about how much i love you

@silaspanto  my url buddy!! we might only have been url buddies the past few days of this year but our friendship extends so much further than that. you’ve been there for me through so much and i’m so happy you’re my friend darlin’. i can’t wait to read your fic next year and cry over it a lot with you

@dameronsspark  my tristan!! i love that you’re in my life, i can talk to you about anything and never get tired of it. we might have differing opinions sometimes but i love you too much to ever let that get in the way of our friendship. you’re honestly an amazing person and you only deserve good things in life. also send magnus pup my love

@issybird  where do i even start with you? you’re amazing, kind, patient, gorgeous, talented, beautiful, stunning, i could keep going but it’s almost midnight. you’re always there when i need you, and you know i’ll always be here if you ever need anything. i love watching you and your partner rocking out to country music in your car on snapchat. 2018 better treat you well or i’m gonna come and kick it’s ass!

@jlmdemon  jamie darling!! i know i can be a trash friend™ sometimes when i forget to reply but trust that i love you with all my heart and soul! you were one of the first friends i made on here and you’re so special to me. we just go to show that you can be mutuals with someone for almost 5 years without talking but when you do, you feel like you’ve known each other forever. i love you, my darling.

@tatooinegay  my annie, what can i say to you that i haven’t already said? i’m so blessed to have you in my life baby girl and i’m so happy we got to meet this year, you know i’ll always be by your side and i’ll support you even when nobody else does. i would take on the entire world to make it good for you, 2017 has been a rollercoaster for you i know, but you’re gonna kick 2018′s ass and i’m gonna be so proud of you. i can’t wait to see you again and watch les mis and cry with you!

✿  my faves  ✿

@gentledirkandtodd @jonathanbuers @noelfshr @thor-loki @lesbianalinex @jamescarstairz @erskine-ravel-u-little-bitch @littleprincessshum @lesbiandot @harryshvm @thinkofaugust @hwob @jfcortazar @magnusragnor @blushyalec @violetchachkii @therewas-courfeyrac @peachyjellybean @nightfallgoddess @beatlemaniacinthetardis @pure-magnus @enkelimagnus @warlockragnors @patronuass @bisexualninej @isabellelightboob @magnusbaene @malec @iconicbane @isabellebiwoods @gayferre @lightwoody

✿  special non-mutuals  ✿

@highwarlockkareena @f-f-f-fight @harry-shum @lukemagnus @philukas @toddbrotzmans @phildrawsfanart @dellesayah @ricamora-falahee @depvtyfarah @rapunzelthecorgi @willjtudor @hoteldumort @probably-pride-related @matt-daddario @just-french-me-up @amorverus @butts-of-the-barricade

✿  other people i love  ✿  

@meliorn @kklainesmalec @omg-daddario @jacepunchesducks @howisalexander @alecbaene @lesbianlitzibitztrost @mel-iorn @kabukikuroo @catchmyheart @confidentalec @claudiia–lightwood @wham-bam-thank-u-ham @hail-andfarewell @responsibilititty @lightshook @aislinnspauls @justalexanderlightwood @gay-poe–dameron @gayndsoft @spreadlovelikelegs @magnusbae-ne @salt-dads @alexanderglghtwood @acoupleofcows @magswoods @belovedbane @courageincombat @sitdownjohnyoufatmotherfuckerr @carryonmy-assbutt @gentlenb @intherecentfuture 

STASH OF ADVICE

These are tips for future Nicole fr past Nicole who made a lot of mistakes this school year ┗(•̀へ •́ ╮ ) so I hope at least some of you can relate to this stash of tips I have kept for myself in my notes for incoming Senior High levels!

1.  WRITE NOTES ON GIVEN ACTIVITY SHEETS
& keep your papers organized (please)

Write tiny notes on the given activity sheets instead of putting them in your binder notebook (ok my own preference tho!!) bc one paper = topic is better than multiple messy papers = one huge topic!


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