It’s been a very long time since i’ve cried during a video, this one was very important though.
@markiplier I relate to you so much atm. Your feeling of aimless wandering is how i am right now. I have no idea what i want to do with my life. The classes i’m taking are not what I want to do and i just feel completely lost, and stepping into working full time at a place rather than just going to school, is scary, especially without a degree. But ya, i feel like i don’t know my self enough to go to school any more, it’s a struggle and i’m just not enjoying it and i’m an introvert as well where I just find it increasingly harder to mingle with more people naturally, which is mainly why I havn’t left my crappy job, sure they take advantage of me but since everyone knows me there I can be myself .
But thats not the part that made me cry
The part that made me cry was the amount of time he started talking about us. His amount of admiration at the fan art we’ve done was overwhelming. Then he said the words “ you saved me”. That was something i’ve heard fans say to Mark before or Jack or any other youtuber, but (besides Jack) usually youtubers dont throw it back at us. Its a really interesting thing because as fans you really don’t think you’re doing much. For me i’ve draw many youtubers because i just love them so much and it’s the only way to get it out and express. I don’t know, i feel like this video is just what i needed.