why is this not my full time job


It’s been a very long time since i’ve cried during a video, this one was very important though.

@markiplier I relate to you so much atm. Your feeling of aimless wandering is how i am right now. I have no idea what i want to do with my life. The classes i’m taking are not what I want to do and i just feel completely lost, and stepping into working full time at a place rather than just going to school, is scary, especially without a degree. But ya, i feel like i don’t know my self enough to go to school any more, it’s a struggle and i’m just not enjoying it and i’m an introvert as well where I just find it increasingly harder to mingle with more people naturally, which is mainly why I havn’t left my crappy job, sure they take advantage of me but since everyone knows me there I can be myself .

But thats not the part that made me cry

The part that made me cry was the amount of time he started talking about us. His amount of admiration at the fan art we’ve done was overwhelming. Then he said the words “ you saved me”. That was something i’ve heard fans say to Mark before or Jack or any other youtuber, but (besides Jack) usually youtubers dont throw it back at us. Its a really interesting thing because as fans you really don’t think you’re doing much. For me i’ve draw many youtubers because i just love them so much and it’s the only way to get it out and express. I don’t know, i feel like this video is just what i needed.


“ Do you think I’m poor because I want to be? Do you think I’m jobless because I hate working? I thought someone should have mercy on us after so many tries. Why is it always 100 against 1? What am I supposed to do? I did everything you told me do. What am I supposed to do when it’s not working out?”

02.06 // I’ve been working at my full time job for four months now! (Hence why I haven’t posted in a while…) I am still taking uni classes so I mainly study in the evenings and weekends. I’ve been trying to balance working a lot of overtime, preparing to move, and studying fair unsuccessfully so far - but I haven’t given up yet, and never will.

It’s always weird spending time around people who aren’t familiar with wild animals, or haven’t had personal contact with them outside of zoos. It can be really fun to watch them see a deer or a bear or an eagle in the wild for the first time - it’s part of why I love my job at camp so much. I get paid to show kids cool shit and make it real for them.

A lot of city people have really exaggerated ideas of what goes into wildlife rehab. My dad and I sometimes volunteer at a bird rehab center run by friends of ours, and while they do great work, it’s hard. Really hard. I’m taking full-time, 24/7, no vacations work. They save loads of birds every month, but there’s only so much you can do for an animal. Most wild animal rehab centers that aren’t like, affiliated with zoos or national parks and stuff are small non-profit operations run by small handfuls of people just trying their best, and the majority do not do pick-ups. They’re not miracle workers. Animals with greater chances of survival get prioritized, obviously - you see a lot of death every day.

If an animal cannot be released into the wild, there are usually two options - euthanasia or becoming an ambassador animal. Uncommon animals with docile behavior are the only kind that become ambassadors - aggressive or familiar animals don’t. In rural areas, an animal control center covers huge areas and prioritizes matters of public, safety, or financial concern, like “there’s a rabid dog in the parking lot” or “there are black bears in the swimming pool”. If you call about a raccoon dying in the woods somewhere, you’ll just annoy them - maybe they’ll be able to come by in a day or two, if it’s still there.

Me to myself: Why didn’t you finish that chapter you were working on a few days ago?

Opens up draft on laptop

Me to myself: Oh yes, I forgot that I included something about Republic credits as a crypto-currency and ended up on a 28-tab expedition into Star Wars banking regulations and the history of Bitcoin. 

Me to myself again: siiiiigggghhhhhh

I was bored and between two jobs, and sketched this. Then I decided it was worth slapping some colour on it, because hey I haven’t done a full Mario piece in some time (well, not counting that time) so why not. Also, I guess I was overdue?

I’m enjoying the results. Looks like I’m in my “coloured line” artistic phase right now.

The Matchmakers - Part 1

Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

A drabble series I’m working on with @setthestarsxnfire, please enjoy! 

<    12:31    -    ZEN, MC    >

ZEN: But how did we get on this topic?
ZEN: Let’s go back to the main subject – Jumin Han
ZEN: Lately he’s been more annoying than ever

MC: Maybe you guys should talk to each other

ZEN: Hah! That would imply he actually listens

- Jumin Han has logged in -

MC: Hey Jumin!

Jumin Han: Hello MC.

ZEN: Are you seriously ignoring me?

Jumin Han: I wouldn’t be if you greeted me properly.

ZEN: Why would I have to do that just to get a simple hello?

Jumin Han: Also I see you’ve been insulting me again.
Jumin Han: If you were as productive in looking for jobs, you’d already be working full-time.

ZEN: Excuse you, I just got hired for a musical that will launch next year!
ZEN: What have you got to say about that, huh?

Jumin Han: I would say
Jumin Han: Congratulations.

ZEN: …
ZEN: Thanks.

Jumin Han: And that you should still consider my offer for the Holistic commercial.
Jumin Han: It’s good to have different options.

ZEN: And for a moment I actually thought you were being nice
ZEN: I can feel my allergies working up
ZEN: Go bother me another time, my break is over

- Zen has logged out -

Jumin Han: …

MC: Maaaybe you guys should meet up and talk?

Jumin Han: I don’t think it’ll go anywhere with someone as stubborn as he is.

MC: Right. So, the weather’s been pretty strange lately huh?

Jumin Han: I have to get back to work.
Jumin Han: Please ask him to think about it when he comes back.

- Jumin Han has logged out -

MC: …

- Yoosung★ has logged in -
- Jaehee Kang has logged in -
- 707 has logged in -
- V has logged in -
- Saeran has logged in -

MC: See guys, I told you.

Yoosung★: Wooooow, you were right.

707: Wait hold up, lemme do this real quick~!

- Private Mode activated -

707: There, now anyone who isn’t here can’t see this chat. :D

Yoosung★: You constantly tried to change the subject and Zen kept going back!

V: I suspected it earlier – whenever we talk, all it takes is the slightest of hints for Jumin to start ranting about Zen.

Jaehee Kang: Even if I didn’t know Zen had a new musical role. ;.;

707: Jumin really wants to see Zen in those cat ears hehehe

Saeran: It’s true, they’re complete morons

MC: Does that mean you guys are all on board?

V: Yes, I believe it’ll make them happy.
V: And it’d be nice to have less fighting in the chat.

Yoosung★: Not wasting hours when planning parties sounds like a win to me
Yoosung★: I might actually not be late for LOLOL evening raids on meeting days!


Saeran: Might as well, Saeyoung is going to force me into it anyway

707: Aww come on, I don’t want you to feel left out!

V: You’re lucky you have someone who cares so much about you, Saeran.

Saeran: Maybe you should be his brother instead

V: I’m not sure how I’d feel about that. ;;

Saeran: See, even V understands

707: (ಥ﹏ಥ)

V: Wait, that’s not what I meant.

Yoosung★: Saeran, stop picking on Saeyoung! D=

Saeran: Of course you would take his side

MC: Oi oi oi

Yoosung★: I’m not taking anyone’s side!

MC: Guys, focus!!! D:<
MC: Jaehee, you’re pretty quiet

Jaehee Kang: I don’t know
Jaehee Kang: I feel a bit awkward interfering with people’s love lives like this.

MC: Jaehee, how much more cat projects does Jumin give you whenever Zen says no?

Jaehee Kang: …Good point.

MC: At the very least, having them realize what tension there is between them will help us all out
MC: Let’s do it for everyone’s sanity!

707: My hacking skills are at your service (▀̿Ĺ̯▀̿ ̿)

Yoosung★: I’ve got a few ideas :D

V: So do I.

Jaehee Kang: With my vast array of Zen merchandise and my job, I’m in the best position to help out.

MC: Yay Jaehee <3
MC: Then let’s get to work
MC: Operation Matchmaking has started!

Saeran: Just try not to be too obvious guys =.= 

Troublemakers/Criminal AU’s
  • I saw you struggling with that man so I ran over and knocked him out…why are you taking his wallet…omg I just helped you mug a person
  • You know the best way to steal a car is? Not taking the person you stole it from with you
  • I caught you stealing that person’s wallet but it’s okay I hate them
  • This is my first time egging someone’s house and I accidentally broke your window I am so sorry
  • Why are they putting bags of money in the trunk? why are you guys wearing masks? holy shit this isn’t a taxi cab
  • I saw you running and good job for getting fit but then I saw the cop run by too
  • I saw you taking candy from a baby and thought good that kid was annoying anyway
  • Why do you always break into my car yknow I don’t got anything in there
  • You caught me filling the principles desk full of pudding and asked what flavor it was
  • If you give me your bag I’ll give you my number
  • This totally isn’t your cat shut up
  • You figured out this isn’t a real gun but a BB gun but they still hurt like hell when shot in the face so hand over money
  • Is that…is that the neighbors confederate flag in our trash?
  • You keep stealing road signs and it needs to stop this dorm isn’t big enough for all of them
  • I thought you were just really secretive about selling oregano
Jackson Imagine - Cry

A/N - Anon requested imagine~ Hope you all enjoy and sorry it’s kinda short. Keep on sending all of your requests!

“What the hell, Jackson?! Why are you so goddamn jealous of every single male human I interact with?”
“Maybe because you just flirt with them all the time?”
“Oh cry me a river. If I got jealous every time you spoke to a girl then you’d say I need to relax and trust you more. So where’s that trust from you?”
“You know full well this is different. That’s part of my job to interact with the fans who, as you know, are mostly female.”
“Even still! Look, Jackson, you just need to trust me. I don’t flirt with other guys and I definitely wouldn’t cheat on you. So why would you be like this?” Tears had begun to form in your eyes at the accusations Jackson was putting on you.
“You know what? I’m not going to let you answer that. I deserve better than this bullshit.” Turning, you grabbed your bag that you had filled as you got ready to go out and meet a friend; the event that had caused this fight. You walked out of the door and left Jackson alone. As soon as you had closed the door behind you, the tears fell and just kept on falling.

After a few minutes of crying to yourself, you called the friend you had arranged to spend time with and explained the situation. Thankfully he understood and agreed it’d be best to not spend too much time together until everything with Jackson had been resolved. The tears had now slowed but your cheeks were puffy and your eyes had a pinkish tint to them, showing anyone who saw that you had been crying. You heard footsteps coming closer to you but you dismissed them as a random stranger until they crouched down in front of you and placed their hand on your knee and rubbed it soothingly. When you looked up, you were met with Jackson’s soft, brown eyes. And standing beside him was Jae, the guy you had called and cancelled on.
“What are you two doing here?”
“Jae came over and told me everything. He also kind of slapped some sense into me. Literally.”
“Seriously? Wow, Jae I never would have guessed you’d do that.”
“Anything to save this relationship. You know how cute I think you two are.”
“Yeah,” you said as you looked into Jackson’s eyes and smiled. “I do know.”
“I’m sorry, (Y/N). Promise not to fight over jealousy like that again?”
“Promise and I’m sorry too.” You leaned closer to Jackson and kissed him softly on the lips, not wanting the moment to escalate too much with Jae present and watching the both of you.
“I’m gonna head off to leave you two to make up,” he said, practically reading your mind as he walked off and left you and Jackson to go home to show your love to one another.

Alright, I haven’t been on in a while, so here’s whats going on.

My dog ate something he shouldn’t have and had to get it removed from his stomach. I almost had the vet bill paid off, but I got fired yesterday and still owe at LEAST 400$, not to mention I’m running out of crickets fast for Yoshikage. (I don’t like buying ore than a dozen at a time because they seem to die quicker when I buy more than that.)

So here’s what I’m going to have to do while I’m looking for another job:

I’m opening up emergency “help me care for my pets” commissions.

Since I’m so hard up for cash, anything would help. That’s why these commissions will pretty much be “Pay What You Want/Can”. If you’d like a closer estimate to what my commission prices usually are, feel free to ask me about prices, such as “How much for a full color bust?” or something like that, but don’t feel like you have to, I’d just be glad for anyone to be interested.

The only thing I won’t draw is underage characters in NSFW situations.

If you can’t afford anything, please consider reblogging, anything helps!

anonymous asked:

I put in my two weeks after explaining to management exactly why I was leaving just as the holiday season was rolling in. I had been there for 5 years with one company wide raise (no others) to speak of and zero movement up as well as pathetic hours and empty promises of more hours and that this job was for full time with much better pay. In response they only gave me 5 hours in my entire last two weeks. P-E-T-T-Y


Request: Nope 

Warnings: Nope

Author’s note: Hope you enjoy.

Tumblrs like a dirty little secret I have.I love it so much, but its something knows one knew about.It was a secret addition that know one knew about.

Especially Kian.

I’d waits till he had gone to sleep and just blog, reblog even write.I felt it was away from me to get out my feelings  without anyone knowing it was me.I loved my job of course I did, being a youtuber was a huge dream of mine and the fact that it meant I earned enough to leave to a part time job and do youtube full time was amazing.Words couldn’t describe it, but the downside  has I couldn’t put anything online without people knowing it was me. So that’s why I had this tumblr blog.

I’d write silly things about what I and kian had done that day but write them as imagines.The fans of my blog seemed to really like them and in a way it was almost like a diary for me.A way for in a few years for me to look back and remember the good times I and kian had. It was also a way for me to fangirl about Kian without him knowing.I was a fan of Kian before I met him.It was one of those things people dream about meeting their idols and falling inlove and for little old me it happened. I met Kian at fan fest and we instantly clicked.He told me he was a fan of my videos and it about killed me indide And I suppose you could say the rest was history.

So that’s what I was doing I was writing up the day I and Kian had had.We went out to the mall got some new clothes it was a general day until I saw my ex.He tried talking to me, but Kian stuck up for me protecting me.I was really hurt by my ex, Kyle.He used me a lot.He was a typical fuck boy, but I didn’t see that as I was in deep.Kian knew all this and he face when he saw him said it all.He grabbed my hand tighter and pulled me close.

Kian was in the bathroom as I finished my last sentence I quickly clicked post.

“Babe?”Kian asked as he walked in the room.Water dripping off his body.He had nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist.Even now of 2 years being with Kian sites like this just killed my inner fangirl self.

“Hmm,”I said shutting the lid to my laptop.I couldn’t help but smirk to myself as kian came closer to me.

“You’re wet” I laughed trying to pull away from him as  he hugged me close.

“You know you love me” Kian laughed.

“Hmmm, you’re lucky I do.Want a coffee?”I asked finally getting free from kians grip.

“That would be great” He laughed.I quickly ran downstairs making us both a coffee.I carefully carried 2 steaming hot coffees up the stair back into our bedroom.

“Kian what are you doing?”My mouth dropped at the sight Kian was laughing and smirking at my laptop with still nothing but a towel on.I hoped to god that he was watching a funny video or something.

“KIANS SO HOT LIKE FUCK ME”Kian laughed.My mouth dropped I felt my cheeks burn.

“Oh my god this one even better imagine Kian-“I couldn’t take it anymore I quickly put the coffee down and jumped on Kian taking my laptop out his hand.

“Kiannn”I yelled.

“What it’s sweet you blog about me” He laughed.

“What were you even doing on my, laptop”I asked cheeks still burning from embarrassment.

“Well, my laptops dead so I borrowed yours as I was gonna check my Tumblr, but then I realised you was logged in and I couldn’t help but look”Kian laughed.I couldn’t even look at Kian.Not from anger but from embarrassment.

“Why you so embarrassed I think it’s cute well apart from that smut you relog bloody hell y/n”Kian laughed.Shit, I forgot about the smut.It got hard when Kian was away okay?Sometimes I just needed something to well you know.

“I I” I looked up at Kian.Without hesitation, he smashed his lips into mine.

“Why don’t we make that smut reality” Kian whispered.My eyes widened I couldn’t help but smirk.

“You’re not angry,”I asked.

“Why would I be I find it adorable and even quite hot”With that Kians lips smashing into mine.Without hesitation I kissed back.

STZ Week Day 1: Team Bonding

Kicking off this amazing fan week @stz-week with hopefully something people will enjoy! Just a little story about the shiratori kids having a good old time together playing cards in the basement! Hopefully nothing burns down!

okay but human!dragon AUs

okay so basically AUs where the character is either half-dragon or a dragon able to turn human tbh bcs that’s one of my fave AUs, fight me.

- Imagine them having scales in their specific color running down their spine and people think “wow that’s an amazing tattoo it’s even shiny how did you do that.”
You think you are annoyed by hiccups? Ever tried to explain why you smoke out of your mouth when you have them? Or why there is this tiny flame coming out? And don’t get me started with my troubles while sneezing I need to constantly buy new furniture when I have a cold.
Dragons in human form still produce fire so they need to breathe it out at least once per day and this is a bother when you have a full-time job and a relationship to manage because THAT is hard to explain.
Or it’s the opposite and the human body is not capable of dealing with that fire so please dear human, try to stop getting into troubles with supernatural stuff it really hurts me to breathe fire to protect you.
It’s sweet that once I told you I’ve never seen real snow you booked a flight for us to some snowy place but I can’t go… mostly because I never trained that and whenever it’s getting cold my body temperature rises to its limit before suddenly I get really cold and that sucks so can we just fly somewhere hot?
Actually the dragon either has huge problems with the cold or taught themselves to control their inner fire so they are always super warm and while their human s/o runs around with who knows how many hoodies, the dragon one runs around in shorts.
I know I keep talking about how pretty lizards and other reptiles are but what gave you the impression I want a damn crocodile/whatever bag or shoes and OMG THOSE SCALES LOOK LIKE MY UNCLES
You kissed me the first time or found out something embarrassing about me so I am blushing and yes that’s smoke coming out of my nose and ears, that’s fine
I didn’t know you liked spicy food and so I ate your dinner and let’s just assume I have a rare allergy to whatever is spicy and yeah again.. that smoke is normal I promise.
You know I am (partly) a dragon and accept me so we are in a relationship and have tons of fun using my powers because breakfast was never finished that fast and who needs an oven or cooker if you have actual dragon fire.

I Did a Thing...

Tomorrow I’ll be heading out to Chicago. 7 hour road trip to see 7 incredible boys [:  I was a bit too cheap to buy merch (because I’m one broke motha), but I tried to whip up something with my obvious artistic talents.  (Don’t worry, I’ll stick to my full time job. Ha!)
If you’re around, feel free to hit me up.  I’m always super down to meet other awesome people ^^

anonymous asked:

It is so selfish for you to depend on husband for bills and saving up for the house you are a spoiled brat woman up and keep your damn full-time job and stop buying SHIT and save up for the house

1. You don’t run my life, please sit the fuck down.

2. Who said I am completely depending on him? You do realize I make a good chunk of change from my readings that’s been going directly to my savings and/or sitting in my PayPal account. But why am I even bothering telling you this?

3. I forgive you for being jealous, rude, and petty.

anonymous asked:

why haven't you answered my question?

Well, I mean first of all, this isn’t my full time job, or even my job at all. I have a ton of things I need to get done this week that aren’t tumblr related, and those things in my real, tangible life always take priority. I have a ton of unanswered messages, but I haven’t had time or energy to get to them, I said last night that I would try to today.

Additionally — if your message can be easily found in my navigation page or FAQ (if I literally were going to answer with “check this or that on my navigation page” they probably won’t get answered bc it’s literally my message you read when you’re asking a message) I made them both for you guys and to cut down on the same asks I answer daily! (: 

I will try to get to them today, just please remember that no one on this site gets paid for their time helping, we are real people with real lives and other real obligations <3

Jungkook Rapping
Jungkook Rapping

this past year I have started saying “bro” a lot. it started out as a joke, however now it has become part of my daily vocab. it has gotten so bad that I have started saying it at work. now that would be all fine and dandy if I still worked at my old job at JCPenneys, however I am now employed as a full-time CNA at a nursing home where I told a 93 year old woman who was hitting me to “please chill out, bro”.