why is the youtube community such shit now

Idubbbz and Tana Mongeau - when you pick the wrong guy to fuck with

Oh boy, this drama is gunna be messy.

This is probably going to be less of a rant and more of a warning annnnd slightly educational.. lol

actually im just really angsty today, seen all this slander about one of the best youtubers to exist, so i gotta vent here we go

What happens when your channel is run-of-the-mill clickbait-y shit, can’t take a joke/dont know what satire is, and you call out the most savage person to ever internet whose entire platform is based on decimating YouTube careers without refute?

Dear god Tana, do you know what you’ve gotten yourself into? I would say she’s oblivious, but I don’t think that’s the case. Her first tweet to idubbbz before all this happened was back in December (I believe? Too lazy to find it rn) where she called him out on his use of “the N word” and “retard”. What I find ironic is that directly after that she told him to kill himself 😂(butthatsnunofmybusiness). Irony is a beautiful thing.

ANYWHO, to anyone who finds these offensive and racist and isn’t familiar with idubbbz, sit the fuck down a moment. (If ur offended and traumatized by “the n word” and other shit like that u may want to shield your eyes in the next part to avoid being traumatized. Wouldn’t want to end up like Tana, would we?) *ahem* now listen up buttercup

1. The term “n***er faggot” and “gay retard” pertain to people who have said it to idubbbz in the past in hate videos. He is parodying those people who tried to demean him by saying those things. it is a long running joke on his channel.

2. His channel content consists of this amazing concept called s a t i r e. If you don’t know what that means, look it up, remember it, don’t forget it, because that term will allow you to thrive on the internets and most likely survive in the real world. With its power you can have fun, and experience freedom in elevated proportions. Any slur he uses is never used in seriousness - like I said, it is a long running parody on his channel. He is not intentionally being racist or offensive or whatever other label you can pull out your ass.

3. Learn to laugh ffs? This dude legit has vids of eating shit out of sewers and dumpsters. Why. Why would you take anything he says seriously

Now to the rant part yey

The thing that pisses me off the most is the blatant. fucking. lie Tana told. She described in her video that Ian had put her in a “choke hold” of some sort, which i’d expect to be around the fucking neck right? And apparently, he was also talking really loudly goading her to say “the n word”

now here’s the reality:


(here’s the OG vid)

wow he’s just choking the life out of her makE IT STOP WHAT A TRAUMATIZING EXPERIENCE

Things i do see: A genius joke

Things i dont see: a choke hold, loud voice, or goading of any kind

For those still confused as to what the joke is, is goes back to her december tweet. he must have found it funny. her tweet is so ironic and priceless how could he not? its the most atypical idiotic white girl tweet from a youtuber, so he decided to show up at her expensive-ass meet and greet to continue the joke (which im hoping was intended for a future content cop in the first place). He’s standing there as if taking a picture with her, and here is the best part. Instead of “say cheese,” he says “say n***er”.

GOD I LOVE THIS MAN

What im most curious about how that’s a chokehold of any kind. Truamatized? GIRL HOLY SHIT I WOULD SELL EVERY LIMB TO JUST BE IN THE SAME ROOM AS IDUBBBZ, LET ALONE HAVE THE FUCKER STAND NEXT TO ME. TOUCH MY PLEBIAN EXISTENCE EVEN. FUCK

some people just arent worthy. the world doesnt deserve you, idubbbz. im sorry.

another thing; she said in her younow mental breakdown that it was idubbbz himself who sent his followers to bully her. bitch where? he didnt say a damn thing (yet). She’s kinda done this to herself entirely, and is now wondering why. First off she started this shit on twitter, then lied, then attacked him on twitter for something he didnt even do?? what. the fuck? he did absolutely nothing but try to make a joke. you know what in some ways i feel bad for her not only because she’s unwittingly screwed with the most immortal community on youtube right now, but because she cant see the problem is her and it’s only going to get worse if she keeps it up jfc. I dont necessarily think she’s the worst person on yt either (though i havent watched many of her vids). If she didn’t blow things out of proportion she might’ve been able to salvage what she had left of her yt career. I guess sometimes mediocre content isnt enough. Often times I hope idubbbz just let’s it go for her sake but…idk, he hasn’t done anything yet and who the hell knows. Honestly I don’t like people being sent hate. But when ur ignorant its gonna fucking happen. Especailly when you think you’re morally superior to someone when you are in no place. ESPECIALLY when you dont know the facts. Choose your battles wisely.

anyway I’m not even entirely pissed at the situation, but ooo the god awful fans of hers. They’re taking e v e r y thing in idubbbz videos out of context and making them ‘offensive’ to push their anti-dubbbz agenda. Like, did yall actually watch the videos?? satire ????? ironic humour ???? do any of you know what this is???? do you even fuckin meme bro ?? ? ? ? why would i expect any less from the fans of this type of melodramatic girl who makes shitty content??? and just slander and misinfo in general dear fucking god when will the sjw trend die

well i only have one last thing to say about this: Tana, say goodbye to your youtube career. you wanted to milk this, you couldnt just solve this in peace. instead of owning up to your mistakes you’re going to play the victim, like every other youtuber that gets destroyed. The rest of the sane internet can smell that content cop from here.

TL;DR: do not fuck with the god of youtube comedy. it will not end as planned. Just go with the joke next time, aight?

nuff said.

Queer Characters In The Media

WARNING SPOILER ALERT!!!

Queer characters always suffer from a tragic endings. In almost every single show/film/game etc, (usually) a bisexual/lesbian character dies from a tragic disaster. Of course, the media uses these female characters to reel in the LGBT+ community and once it has all the little gays hooked, one of the queer characters (usually the bisexual?? idk why??) die. In almost every single film(etc) i have watched/played, I am ALWAYS dissapointed in the end result. All the lesbian ships are constantly killed off. Here is a description of the most beautifully tragic lesbian couples to exist. (note: all these characters are such amazing representations for the young -even closeted- LGBTQA+ youth out there)

The Last Of Us DLC 

 First we have Ellie and Riley. The cutest little 14 year old girls who possibly have no idea about sexuality. I guess this heavily suggests that without a compelling society, love would be a whole lot of easier. Besides the DEATH OF RILEY. (this was my first ever gay ship) - 

- Skins Season 3,4(+7) 

 OKAY. Here we have Emily and Naomi (Noamily) of course, as a couple, they have a lot of complications (damn heteros love to make queer relationships shitty). So their relationship is very rocky, but in the end, they’re both alive and in a very loving relationship. Despite the constant fighting and cheating- they’re in love- right? WroNG. you think everything is fine? just you wait. season 7 is a bitch. The writers decided ‘hey u no wat. we havent killed a gay off yet’, so THEY DECIDED TO GIVE NAOMI CANCER. LOVELY ISN’T IT? SO NAOMI DIES AND EMILY IS LEFT ALONE. The last episode was the death of Naomi. So again, we (the viewers) have no closure to anything other than a broken heart of a favourite queer character. 

- Orange Is The New Black 

Okay, so Orange Is The New Black. Alex and Piper used to be in a lesbian relationship togehter (but grossly, Piper was engaged to Larry, ew). So far, nothing really annoying -such as death- has really taken place. There is nothing sad about this ‘couple’. Piper is just a piece of shit and Alex deserves better. (OITNB is still releasing episodes, so can’t wait bcs I bet oNE WILL DIE) 

- Life Is Strange 

WELL. HERE WE ARE. THE SHIP THAT RUINED MY LIFE. Throughout the hole Life Is Strange game, it was heavily suggested that Max and Chloe were BFFS, but, Chloe deffs had feelings for max in a really gay way. The heteros continuously brushed it away and just said they were just platonic friends (lol GalPals Amirite). Pricefield was such an intense ship, a lot of people didn’t like Chloe’s character because she was in love with Max, but WARREN was in love with Max, so ofc good old heteronormativity forced Max and Warren so much it legit caused so much drama in the LIS fandom. I mean- I have cried so much over this ship I can’t really form words to describe how distressed I am.CHLOE FUCKING DIES. OVER AND OVER. She was MEANT to die. At the end of the game, you choose to save Chloe or sacrifice her. OKAY PRICEFIELD SHIPPERS. YOU EITHER GET TO MAKE OUT WITH HER AND THEN SACRIFICE HER, SEE NATHAN KILL HER (AGAIN) AND THEN GO TO HER FUNERAL. or u cld save her and the ending is shit (but bae over bay, right???) 

- Orphan Black 

 hERE WE HAVE COSIMA AND DELPHINE FROM ORPHAN BLACK. IT’S ALL CUTE RIGHT? WELL BESIDES THE FACT THAT EVERYONE (our friendly heterosexuals) HATES DELPHINE. LETS JUST SAY THAT THE UNFATHOMABLE CONNECTION COSIMA+DELPHINE HAVE wAS THE MOST INTENSE I HAVE EXPERIENCED. Delphine tries to do right bye Cosima, they are both so inlove. BUT OFC. at the end of season 2, the writers like to leave us hanging on a cliff hanger- allowing us think that Cosima could have possibly died. BUT DON’T WORRY. SHE IS ALIVE AND WELL. Cophine goes through the pain and torture of fighting-eventually breaking up (not really, they’re so inlove with each other). BUT THINGS ARE OKAY. RIGHT? WRONG. THE WRITERS DID THAT THING WHERE THEY LEAVE US ON A CLIFF HANGER ENDING, WHERE DELPHINE GETS SHOT. EVERYONE IS CERTAIN THAT THIS LITTLE PUPPY IS DEAD. GONE. SHIP-DESTROYED.  

- Carmilla

okay so this is a youtube series called ‘Carmilla’. So far, it’s pretty good, other than the fact that Laura and Carm took a break (just to keep the gays on edge lol). But since this is actually a cute little harmless youtube series, I HOPE. MAN I HOPE, that no one will actually die??? gOD. i lOVE THEM SM. 

- Faking It

well, i mean. Karma and Amy, god.. Karma- she, she is just so straight. Why is Liam even a character?? if he didn’t exist, maybe Karm would ADMIT SHE IS IN LOVE WITH HER BEST FRIEND, AMY. but nO, EVEN A SHOW ABOUT THE LGBTQA+ COMMUNITY, THE GAYS STILL DON’T GET THE LOVE THEY DESERVE. man, Amy is actually stuck in the ‘friendzone’ (more like ‘shit im not gay for her’ zone tbh) now, I kNOW this show won’t actually kill a character off, so that’s always a plus.

- Sense 8

OKAY. WELL. I LOVE THIS SHOW. I LOVE NOMI AND AMANITA. SENSE 8 IS A BRILLIANT SHOW AND I SHIP ALMOST EVERY CHARACTER (yes, even the straights. this show is brILLIANT.) nothing has happened to this amazing couple and I CERTAINLY HOPE nothing ever will. But hey, she is blonde. and everyone lOVES to kill the blonde one.

- The 100

CLARKE AND LEXA. CLEXA. WELL YOU KNOW WHAT. AFTER ALL THIS,. I SHOULND’T EVEN BE UPSET, YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE WE ALL KNEW IT WAS COMING. LEXA WAS TOO GOOD. IT FINALLY HAPPENED. THEY GOT TOGEHTER. THEY WERE FINALLY HAPPY. THEY MADE LOVE. CLARKE AND LEXA MADE FUCKING LOVE. AND LEXA JUST HAS TO GO AND GET HERSElf sHOT?? BY ONE OF HER OWN??? man, i fUckIN KNEW IT WOULD HAPPEN.

we have all been lead on by these LGBT+ characters. we have been sucked into the world of their lives, only to be torn down and disappointed for the 100th time. I am so sick and tired of every SINGLE representation of a queer person in the film industry, because no mattER FUCKING WHAT. ONE WILL DIE. THE OTHER WILL FADE AWAY. OR WE JUST WON’T GET THE ENDING WE DESERVE.

Midnight Rambles.

To Mark and Jack’s communities, 

I am so proud of you.

I am so proud that each and every one of you are still here. I know that many of you suffer from depression, severe anxiety, suicidal thoughts/tendencies, etc.. and I just want you to know that each and every one of you is loved and wanted in these communities. You belong here, no matter what anyone says. 


Lately, I’ve seen some extreme hate and negativity in both Jack’s and Mark’s communities. The comment section of YouTube has been where I’ve seen it the most, though. 

For example; 

And this is just a few that I saw on Mark’s latest Timore and Slither.io videos. I can assure you that @markiplier doesn’t play for just the money. If all that he wanted to do was to do something for the monetary value then I’m pretty sure he would’ve just continued college. Mark is a let’s player because this is what he dreamed about doing. He LOVES what he’s doing and loves the community that he’s built behind him. Why would anyone think that he would continue and do this just to make money? He genuinely cares and loves his community. 

Try and tell me that he’s just doing this for the money.

He is the same bubble blowin baby that we met all those years ago. He’s the same man. I promise you that. 


So onto @therealjacksepticeye‘s community. I was scrolling through the comments on his latest vlog and I found a comment that honestly almost made me want to stop participating in the comments. 

WHY WOULD YOU ASK THAT?

No one in their right damn mind would want anyone to commit suicide and asking who would they rather have die is the exact reason on why the community is becoming somewhere that no one wants to be. 


There’s no point in spreading hate. It’s pointless. Even YouTubers like Jack and Mark can be affected by negativity from the community.

I am extremely proud of each and every one of you and I’m proud of Mark and Jack for getting to where they are now.